My Mental Heath & Story

[@Kiriozh]

I thought i liked you before, but now i like you even more. It's so refreshing to watch someone being real in this day and age.

[@MickeyValentineLondon]

Hear hear - Ash is a one of ine SSS tier person 🌍❤️

[@DanaMcPeak-o6q]

Ash, I am so sorry you faced so much. I, too, have faced difficult times in my life. Things I really can't share here, but from my parents, my environment, past events, it all made me feel anxious, negative -and feeling just not good enough-not worthy enough for any success or happiness. I sabotaged relationships, I self-isolated all of that-trying to deal with it all. Then, I found out that my worth was not about what others, or even what I felt about myself. I found out that a King, the King of Kings loved me so much that He died for me and rose again for me. Accepting His gift of salvation, I became someone new, a child of The Most High God. Now, even though I still have bad days, and I sometimes still have to stand beside the grave of a loved one, I still have hope and a promise that I will see them again. Death is not the end. And if this world gets too heavy, I cast all my cares on Him for He cares for me and offers to take my burdens. I can lean on His strength as I walk through this darkening world. John 3:16, "For God so loved the world" -that's you and me-"that He gave His only begotten Son" --our payment for our sins- "that whosoever believes should not die" -be separated eternally from God-- "but have eternal life." An Eternity of Glory awaits on the other side, and strength, peace, and victorious abundant life while we are here. We were never meant to try to do this thing all our own. I want you to know that God loves you, Tim and He is here for you. He knocks on our heart's door. I hope you will let Him in. Give the Lord a chance. He will change your life, and your eternity. You're in my prayers, my brother. I am glad for you and your videos.

[@patfarber3770]

Dude i liked you before but now you are a GOAT. I went through alot of the same things as you in my late teens and all through my 20s. Im 45 now with a family and 10 year old son, just made 1 year sober and life is Good. l have many stuggles from the past. This brought a few teers and i just appreciate you so much more. Your a great guy. Good on ya bud. Take care

[@danielbush8870]

Hey Ash (Tim) My mother passed when i was 6 and I understand your struggles because I've experienced that too. Keep on keeping on mate! Look after yourself!

[@alexbaker8204]

"The little kid version of you" Man that hit hard. I haven't been allowing myself to be a kid, or experience things like a kid would. I need to enjoy life, and be kind to myself. Thanks Ash.

[@ArtoriusTheOne]

Bro, thank you for your story, you touched me. totally agree with you!

[@HakanBey71]

God bless you i have depression too,but im lucky i have a lovely wife and so seeties of child my friend.

[@KeltinTheGrey]

I’m over 50 years old. In my 20’s, I had a rough time and read a bunch of self help books, did some meditation, and started saying to myself (in my head) “I kick ass”. That one thing changed my life. It took time, but now even today over 30 years later, my subconscious will just spew out “I kick ass” and that’ll start some story in my head where I’m the hero and succeed at something difficult. It sounds dumb when you start, but it’ll become a habit, and change how you approach life. It did for me, and is still working.

[@amedeoderoma8369]

WoW Ash, soo much love and respect for you friend! Thanks for sharing tour Story, you're soo strong! Keep It going friend, never give up ❣️💪🤗

[@lamesandfn9693]

18:18 Yes exactly. When you're at rock bottom your thinking is way too biased and therefore the ultimate decision (ending your life or not) should't be made in that moment. What helped me out of my depression was adding in small positive influences in my life in the form of easy routines (sounds dumb but cold showers cured my depression), because I wasn't strong enough to get rid of the negative influences in my life yet. I needed to get back on my feet first and then I could tackle the negatives. Huge respect for sharing your story with us. I'm happy to see you're doing better now.

[@stuffkid789]

Dude .. this killed Me had me in tears .. Thank you 🙏🏻 I really needed to see this today Ash aka Tim you sir are truly Awesome

[@drsimon5416]

This might one of the most if not THE most powerful video I watched from you. You’re an amazing human being!!!

[@trondboe6825]

Thank you Ash you sir are a gem.

[@Louis-lh5xo]

Powerful resonation thank you Ash

[@Eric10-31]

Tim, Thank you for the video and sharing your story. It sounds like you have found a way to live with the pain of loss and grow stronger for it. I love your content and look forward to ever video you put out. Thank you for being here. PS you live in Mass and in or near Boston... of course you have road rage lol I can't tell you how may time I drove in Boston and got lost on those Dam one way streets lol Have a great Morning, Afternoon and Night. Eric

[@Bird-r3m]

Ash we all love you bro and support you and appreciate all the good vibes you have sent everyone’s ways

[@Trippyjack78]

First of all, thank for not only feeling comfortable enough but also vulnerable enough to let us peek into your personal journey. It takes an immense amount courage to let others in when you are so used to shutting people out, especially strangers. So many of us see content creators, celebrities, or highly influential people and only see what they want us to see which is usually only the good side. Until something bad or tragic happens and then those who don’t know are left in shock and find out, “Hey, they had the same types of struggles as I do. How did I not know.”. I appreciate the fact that you see that and want your community to know that they are not alone. We are all human and flawed in different ways. You are an inspiration to those, like myself, that deal with mental illness every day. As you said, it can be a struggle sometimes but we just need to keep in mind things can and will get better and we are not alone. Thank you again.

[@mf6184]

Great video. I have been through alot too. Tried to find hope in life.

[@bi5hopp]

Thank you so much for sharing, Tim.

[@alteregotje2491]

Thank you for this video. I'm sure this will be helpful to a lot of people.

[@marcusaurelius4051]

Thank you for sharing this encouragement bro

[@donaldwalb4473]

I really needed this today.. been there..still there..hang in there everyone cause " this to shall pass"

[@parliment783]

This video is the very best I've watched on your channels. Thanks bro for being real. Being human. Not just a character behind a camera. Not that I don't like that guy too. The real you is the best version though. Peace and happiness to you.

[@DjMalie]

Thank you for sharing Ash!

[@cliffblizzard5576]

The world needs more people like you Ash/Tim. This was meaningful on many fronts for me, and I'm sure for many of us. Your content is great even without this style of video, but I promise when you post a video like this I'll be listening until the end. Thanks for being real.

[@dbp192000]

Frankl's Logotherapy is such a great thing. The ability to cope with suffering through the worst things is possible. You're a great dude and I'm really impressed by your courage, perseverance, and ability to be vulnerable. This so valuable for so many people!

[@XerexB]

we are so incredibly lucky to have you in our lives Ash. thank you for being brave and putting this out there. your words are definitely helping us

[@MDNIGHTstroll]

You're one of my fav CC out there. You're always bring positivity in your vidoes

[@MainEngine22]

your the best Ash👍, stoicism helps me a lot... i just lost my job even tho im a very good worker and my wife and baby boy left me by myself healing my life.

[@glenncherveny7682]

Tim, first let me say this was very brave of you and I love the vulnerability that you have shown in this video. Humility is another word that comes to mind. God has a way for each of us. If your ever in Texas make sure to look me up and I would love to meet you in person ! You are doing the right thing. On a lighter note, keep up the great content ! Love watching you brother! Sincerely.

[@XanderC]

Thanks for making this video Ash! My dad passed away a few years back of cancer, so I can relate. He was a good father and a good friend. I agree, mental health is very important for everyone, and I am always trying to help my community, to offer my ears and be here for them when they need someone to speak with. It's not always easy for them to speak with family, but they find it easier to speak with a stranger or a friend.

[@WatcherofRealmsGamingGli-mh4mf]

Facing a similar situation, I can tell you that, I deeply understand you and appreciate your sharing.... I also tend to isolate myself and have difficulty finding meaning. It is a constant difficulty that must be faced with dignity and positivity...Good luck with your life ASH.

[@michaelstinson7610]

Thanks man! We all have lows that feel like the end... but it's not. The next day can always bring wonders we never expect. Look for them!

[@Whitefang501st]

Thanks for sharing ash I needed to hear some of the things you said

[@SpacemanSpliff84]

You’re the man, I really appreciate you and the way you use your platform to not only share some gaming know-how, but positivity, truth, and realness. ❤

[@afang5618]

Mr. Tim, I have been watching your videos when you played Clash Royale and now Watchers of Realm. I fully support you and hope you have a fulfilling, healthy life.

[@kristianclark8202]

Great video brother! I’ve been watching your content for nearly 5 years now. You were the first CC I watched when I played raid and now I get to enjoy your content on WoR. I love the videos you do on mental health it shows a sensitive side few men ( myself included) feel comfortable expressing. I lost my dad nearly 20 years ago, it hit me hard we weren’t very close when I was growing up, and I think as I entered my early 20’s he was saddened by that and worked really hard to have a relationship with me. Sadly I lost him also to lung cancer when I was 27 ( he was only 46) and I fell into a deep dark hole for years I was on a path of self destruction and didn’t care if I lived or died. Fortunately the universe in its strange way saw fit to help me out and I met an incredible woman that pulled me back from the edge. We’ve been married for 15 year and have 2 amazing children, and every day I am thankful for the life I have. I don’t know if you will read this or not Tim, but I want to thank you for being who you are whether you believe it or not your content helps people.

[@Mrieder79215]

Solid video Ash. Really love seeing how much you care about people. Opening up like this is important and you are definitly helping folks. ETA. Okay, after hearing the whole thing I'm really impressed at how solid your advice is. Really helpful, like, helping me a lot. Thanks.

[@MickeyValentineLondon]

❤️❤️❤️❤️ you are a champ amongst men , brother Ash 🌍❤️✌️ big hugs from a friend from London with PTSD that already had so so so many moments of joy overs you Aah ... sorry , Tim .... you are legend my brother 😊😊😊😊 thanks for you Ash - wise words ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ big luv brother

[@simonepari8044]

thanks

[@rmcsonics]

Thanks for putting this out there. I'm about your age, and I'm struggling with how my career is going... all I want to do is be with my family, but I'm stuck in this corporate place that seems great, but maybe isn't. We all have to decide where to put ourselves and its hard to go against the expectations.

[@timtoney9646]

I got mad respect for you making this video. From one Tim to another god bless you brother. I lost my mom on July 18th this years. She was my high ground and serenity, I never fully realized or appreciated it until it was too late. Life in a world without the greatest person and woman to ever exist is a reality I’m really struggling to persevere through.

[@Hogscraper]

You're awesome Ash! I keep coming back to your channels because you always seem to be showing us just how much it means to keep at it. Hope everyone is having a great day!

[@bradsmith2937]

Thank you for sharing this heartfelt story, Tim. As someone who is on medication for anxiety and has battled depression from my divorce 3 years ago, and almost daily panic attacks for awhile, I can appreciate and identify with your struggle. We are ALL stronger than we think we are. Even when we think that we are at our lowest point, we ALL have the power and the strength to battle back. The future may be uncertain, but we have to believe that the best is yet to come.

[@interstellaroverdrive9429]

The best ❤

[@The_CLB]

Thanks for posting this. I, for one, really appreciate when a creator opens up like this. Some people may not care about the person behind the content and that's fine. Those who need to hear what you're saying will watch and gain something from this. I did the same thing recently on my channel, so this video really struck a chord with me. Much love, Ash (Tim)! Your videos are great and I always look forward to them.

[@EricRatzlaff_]

Your story is valid. We love and support you

[@samuraikid9369]

We are all with you... love from West africa ❤

[@Baerli.Liegel]

Thank you for this video. So, apart from vids about mobile games you're doing great, too. Keep it up! Cheers from Germany 🤘

[@pranavravi434]

We love you dude

[@jocelreloncillo8093]

nice vid. thx for the message and its best to keep mental health a priority as well

[@SkyRoseYT]

This was amazing! Great video, beautiful message. I wish you the best and thank you for making your platform a positive and safe place for anyone that comes across your content.

[@Emicu420]

keep it up Tim

[@TooMuchInfoToTrust]

Fair play dude. that was based.

[@MickeyValentineLondon]

⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

[@HAZE_WoR]

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@youephoh2766]

How hard was it to get out of that mindset? No matter what I do or learn or tell my self I still have the biggest problems improving. Everything your telling someone like me to do are things i tell my self everyday and hear from people almost everyday, but Its so hard to actually embody those feelings. How can i actually accrue the will to do something?

[@ng00ntol14]

Upload vid bro

[@benmabry3205]

There’s a book you should read….you guessed it the Bible. If you want to find a deeper truer peace. Walking with The Lord will give that to you. From a former atheist and guy who would burn a bible before he read it. The love I came to know is like nothing I could have ever imagined. Yes bad things will continue to happen but you will see how The Lord will use them for good.

[@DeweyWin]

🙆‍♂️

[@MrBlack-nv4vo]

Why do we have a raid shadow legends champ on a watch of realms Chanel we need see more twyla

[@denishyseni9291]

Your mum would be proud of the man you’ve become, keep grinding brother