Coming Out As Pangender/Genderfluid... || GenderQueer Docu-series (Part 1)

[@myrkflinn4331]

It's difficult. The way i put it in Parts is: physically: i want to have a male body. Mentally i want to be whoever i want to be. I want to not be seen as a woman for being feminine. And not being forced into one spectrum. But physically, i want to be as male as I can.

[@GallyGears]

I’ve never seen someone put what I feel into words and you’ve said it perfectly

[@Ryan23yrs]

Are you a male at birth?

[@felixrosana1801]

I am so glad that you made this video because I’m struggling with coming to terms with the fact that I am more than just a trans man. I knew I was non binary at the beginning of discovering my gender identity but I was afraid to be invalidated, made fun of, and generally misunderstood for being non binary. So I came out as a trans man because I thought it was easier to be on the binary. I’ve been denying and burying that part of me for the past 5 years and it’s becoming harder to do that as it becomes more obvious to me that I am not just a trans man.

[@MxMorphling]

That's exactly how it happened for me aswell until more recently when I was having increasingly frequent gender crisis and now they've stopped since coming out and expressing myself how I want ! Let me know if there's anything you'd like me to add in the series :)

[@rexboston]

Eat some liver !!

[@micah5847]

im so happy that youre expressing yourself sincerely!! I've gone through that girl -> nb -> trans man -> nb transition! I think its more common than we know

[@ruthizred9090]

Oh my goodness! I completely relate to being like "oh no I'm definitely not gender fluid because I feel like a woman right now" and invalidate those days where I feel nonbinary. I'm glad you have figured yourself out and are willing to share that with us!

[@MxMorphling]

Yeah that's an issue I have a lot! Lemme know if there's anything you'd like me to include in the series :)

[@ruthizred9090]

@@MxMorphling maybe you can make a video about any sort of imposter syndrome you may have felt at any point. I'm currently feeling that right now and it would help to know that others feel that way too. That's if you relate to that of course! :)

[@kaelin8775]

im so glad you realised who you really are and chose to accept it! i know how hard being genderfluid/nonbinary can be. when i first came out it was as genderfluid, but i was 13 and knew basically nothing about nonbinary-ness, fast forward to this year where i finally realised that i truly am genderfluid, but im specifically xenofluid and polygender (which means im fluid between multiple xenogenders at the same time, things like scenes, concepts, different species rather than man or woman) the scenes you showed of you doing the makeup, wearing the outfit and the clip from an old video. PERFECTION. you look amazing and gave off so much gender vibes that you made me jealous af.

[@MxMorphling]

I looked up xenogenders/xenofluid, it's interesting stuff! And thankyouu, me being so open with my gender and expression now gas given me a lot of euphoria x

[@wangarimwangi8069]

Thank you so much for this video. I come out as Non-binary 4 years ago. But I have been questioning my gender identity for the past two years now, I have always felt like a man but I have been so afraid to come out as transman for fear of being judged but this video gave me hope thank you.

[@happydillpickle]

I think it's because the natural diversity of gender has been deliberately hidden by organised religion and mainstream culture that it's so hard for so many people to understand not only who they are, but who others are. There are documents going back thousands of years talking about the variety of genders that exist, yet this became a very taboo subject and the gender binary has been very strictly enforced and programmed into us from birth. I'm so happy for you that you have come to a place where you feel comfortable with the essence of your own being and feel able to express yourself as your authentic self. Thank you for making these videos. Take good care of yourself, fabulous being ☺️

[@jaycelegends4300]

I've really been feeling more than just "man" or ftm in the last year and I don't even like the terms man/male/etc or people seeing me as Just a man. I'm trans, im queer and i love being trans and queer and similar to how i wanted others to see me as a guy early into transition and to pass when i was identifying as ftm, i want others to see me as queer/trans and not a binary man. I made a list of a bunch of labels, femboy, demiboy, transandro, enboy, genderfuck, genderqueer, and loads more, but queer, or transqueer feels so accurate for me (even though i also like to use lots of labels, even contradictory ones, to describe how im feeling in the moment). And I really want to start expressing myself, seeing you just doing that and having such raw joy and happiness makes me tear up and makes me want to not care about stares and comments i might get if i go out, it just really makes me so happy and inspired to be more of myself seeing you be yourself and how just content and comfortable you looked. honestly, thank you for making this vid and expressing your thoughts and feelings. ofc i knew i wasnt alone, but its good to see other transmascs going through the sort of questioning, figuring it out process i feel like im going through currently, esp from trans people ive watched for a while. it gives me so much happiness and confidence in myself to see you living your best genderfluid and pangender life and it makes me more comfortable acknowledging its okay to feel all genders and that doesnt invalidate my transmasc experience. and also my god do i know what you mean about getting dysphoria over facial hair. when i realized that i was feeling that way it made me feel so weird and confused. like, thats one of the things i wanted from t, now its giving me dysphoria?? i wish there was a realistic and easy like beard mold or Something, bc it takes forever for my hair to regrow and i worry about getting dysphoric over having no facial hair either. sometimes i wish my gender just wouldnt gender for a minute and let me chill lol.

[@MxMorphling]

Awh well I'm glad you enjoyed the video and that it meant something to you and happy to hear my community has people like you in it so we're all not alone. Best of luck to you with your journey and self discovery and I will be making a video about shaving my facial hair/living in my new identity which will be out soon. Also, love your profile picture, I do space science at uni so very up my alley💜

[@yourpalfred]

Thanks for this. I'm non-binary and about to start testosterone; I watched a lot of videos about people's experiences on T (good and bad) that were helpful to me in reaching a decision to proceed. Yours were among them! But of course I'm also nervous about the unknowns, about how I will feel and whether I will finally end up in a body I can love. Seeing you explore this with curiosity and excitement is more reassuring than I can say. I'm sure this was really scary for you. But I appreciate it so much, and it makes me feel even more relaxed in my decision. Sending you lots of love.

[@MxMorphling]

Well I'm glad showing my journey could've helped in any way, starting T gave me a lot of confidence and without it I might not be like I am today, in fact my time transitioning medically has given me the confidence and courage to come out again as nonbinary and live my best life like this. You can stop anytime you feel things are going too far ✨

[@Nameless-dw5nv]

Edit: can we be friends please??? Wow i've come to terms with exactly the same thing recently except on the opposite end (mtf) so everything you says makes sense to me and I understand.❤ As long as i keep my face shaved i pretty much always pass even when i put no effort in and people are constantly surprised I'm still pre everything medical. At this point I'm so comfortable in myself since I already am seen as I am with no question that I don't feel much dysphoria as I used to anymore (as long as I have clothes on). Some of it was also due to beauty standards of how women should be and I have female friends (cis) who gets mistaken for transwomen all the time and some even have facial hair if they don't shave just like I do and somehow it made me less insecure? It scared me thinking it meant I "had to go back" if I wasn't gonna go all the way and wanted to do all the surgeries and everything but no I don't want to change how I look, I'm just fine presenting both ways now? I just don't hate myself. I neither need to change more or go back. I'm fine being bodily wise in the middle and what others consider me is irrelevant. I still want the effects from hormones since I'm young now and this androgynous state doesn't last forever and I know the masculine direction is not the one I want to age towards. Most of the time the world already perceives me as a woman so I'm alright dressing up masculine from time to time. It's not who I *am* but instead of hating my body I can see the perks in my androgynity. It's like a costume to me. It's similar to how Dorian aka Of Herbs and Altars describes in his gender videos. He sees himself as a man but utilizes his very feminine exterior. He likes how it looks even though it's not what he feels he should be if it makes sense. And I have a vocal range most women don't have and can sound like a totally different person and it's not a bad thing anymore to me. :) planning on doing a duet with my two sides. If someone one day perceives me as a gay man or misgenders me, it's not unreasonable for them to mistake me for one and it's not a bad thing to be so I don't get offended anymore. I had to grow out my facial hair for the first time since I was 12 for my laser appointment and when i had to sit with it for a while and even had it with lipstick i hated it surprisingly less than I always have. Felt like Frida Kahlo or some weird prince thing. And at this point I'm sick of attracting men who sexualise me so looking masculine for a while works.😂 But once I date again I'd rather date someone who's bi and likes both sides of me rather than some straight guy who accepts me but is also clearly uncomfortable? I dunno it's weird. I don't have to conform to any standard or any label or anything. Others can label me how they please. If they call me him it if I present feminine then all it will accomplish is causing confusion and vice versa. :D I'm just me and as long as I get me it's all that matters. Edit: I'd pay for that poem on paper/to have it in a book or on my wall. I relate so hard. I need to get some different wigs too.

[@MxMorphling]

Send me a DM on Instagram love making fwendsss🤣💖 I feel like we'd relate on so many levels about this! And I totally get you about the bi thing, sometimes I'd rather have someone who enjoys my "best of both worlds" Hanna Montana vibe🤣🤣

[@stankatbarrell9878]

I'm so glad you are talking about this! We should be more accepting to the fact that our identies and the labels we use may change and that's okay. I know it's not exactly the same but I've been struggling with the possibility that I may be bisexual after I've identified as lesbian for years. It's tough because I don't want people to think that I "changed my mind" yk.

[@MxMorphling]

I totally get you! I guess we spend so much time of being "proud of our label" that it feels like we've been lying to the people we've come out to if we "change our minds" when in reality at that point of time we might have truly felt that way but just grew into ourselves and discovered what labels better fit over time.

[@jasperdariush7272]

This was really nice to watch, I’m so excited to see where you’re journey takes you in the future; thank you for being so open! As for channel names: I really like the “going between CallMeLaddie and CallMeLady” idea so how about ‘CallMeLad(d)y’ ? It’s perhaps not the cleanest solution but it’s the best I’ve come up with so far :)

[@MxMorphling]

Yeah I'm usually rather one or the other in my gender and expression(or all but rarely neutral) so I'm rather happy with that idea for now, I guess there's no rush to change it while I have a think.

[@spoons2075]

Your poem hit it right on the head for the way I feel about myself. Great video seriously ❤️ as for your channel title/name I like the way it is! But as you went on to describe Laddie I guess I don’t know what that may mean in the UK. This is awesome you are figuring this all out! This is going to help so many people know they aren’t alone

[@crystallcatt]

Thank you really for making this video and being so honest. Your poem is very great and relatable and made me tear up tbh! Lately I've often been crying thinking about my gender and how I want to present myself to the world. I'm now 2 months off T as well and my face and hips look way more feminine now, but honestly I don't mind it much? Some days I miss the masculine face structure, but most of the time I'm okay with it. But now it makes convincing people I'm a trans man that much harder.. and frankly I don't want to? I am out as nonbinary to friends and family and I wish I could be out as nonbinary to everyone, but it's very hard with the transphobic binary-gendered world. Most people out there read me as female, and I don't mind, I'm fine with any pronouns, but I don't want to be deadnamed and addressed as "ma'am", but people also get weirded out when asked to address me with my masc name.. so it's difficult. I can relate to being pangender. I used to jokingly say I have several different genders in me but honestly it's the truth. I also feel the same about body hair. I like that T gave me more of it, but last week I shaved my stomach and arms and it felt so good? I also do cosplay of female characters and feel euphoric in it. I just wish I had several bodies I could switch around ghsdhjk Anyway thank you again and I'm looking forward to more of these ☺

[@MxMorphling]

Oh that's interesting cause my face structure has stayed very masculine even though I'm off T for over two months now but maybe thing'll change a bit in a few more months. And yes wish I could click my fingers and be one or the other! Let me know if there's anything you'd like me to add into this series for you✌️

[@SkyeID]

Seeing that joy in your freedom of being yourself made me happy :-) I used to identify as a trans man, until I realized I was nonbinary, Agender to be exact. Man. It was a social role that felt oppressive to me. I didn't feel comfortable being called a man or being seen as a man. I wasn't comfortable with a future of being a man in the world, with an expectation to perform manhood, whatever that is. I felt so deeply unhappy. It was like I was trying to live a life that wasn't mine. But now that I'm free from gender, I feel so much better. I breathe easier. I feel truly myself.

[@caseycronan9217]

I love that you’re finding new and creative ways to feel confident!!!

[@SONaddict61]

Thank you so so much for sharing your experience. I identify a lot with how you’re feeling. I was on T for 4 months 10 years ago and identified as a binary trans man because that seemed like the identity that was the closest to how I felt and it was the only option. I hadn’t even heard of non-binary or genderfluid. I felt like I had to put myself into a certain box which caused a lot of distress and it just wasn’t right so I went back to just being a masculine female. A few months ago it clicked that non-binary was a much better fit for how I feel and see myself. I’ve restarted T and feel more secure in who I am and J don’t care how other people see me or if I’d doesn’t make sense to them. I see you, hear you and you are beautiful 💙

[@MxMorphling]

I totally feel that! Cut myself off from most of my identity for so long until I finally unlearned all the shit society made me wanna box myself into. I see you and you're beautiful too 💜

[@ezzy6440]

I feel the same way, I’ve been going back in fourth as identifying as a trans man/Agender and genderfluid so I’m just settling on just genderfluid 💗🤍💜🖤

[@alext7005]

Thank you for sharing your story! I know how hard it is to stay true to your identity when the judgement of society weighs you down. I definitely relate to this, I continue to identify as a trans man to cis people even though I am nonbinary. It took me so long to admit that to myself too. Self discovery is never ending and I wish you luck on your journey.

[@alext7005]

also your channel name should be CallMeBaddie!

[@MxMorphling]

Omg I actually like that🤣🤣 and yeah seems never ending but Im just gonna enjoy discovering new parts of my gender and expression as it seems like I'm always gonna changing so might aswell lean into it

[@AbbeyWagner4547]

Physically I want to dress as feminine as possible but mentally I want to sometimes dress masculine so like I have some boy days and some girl days and sometimes neither or both, I’m a proud pangender 💖🧡💛🧡💖

[@MxMorphling]

Yess totally relate I do the same!

[@AbbeyWagner4547]

@@MxMorphling do you have a pangender flag in your bedroom? And have you listened to a pangender playlist because those playlists have great music :)

[@KxmpleteKxllapse]

THAT POEM WAS SO FUCKING ENCOURAGING FOR ME THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU FOR MAKING THIS VIDEO YOU DO NOT REALIZE HOW THIS WILL HELP SO MANY PEOPLE AND HOW THIS HAS PERSONALLY HELPED ME TODAY THANK YOU ALSO THE MAKEUP IS GIVING PERIOD 14:32

[@MxMorphling]

AHH THANKYOU FPR THE KIND WORDS GLAD YOU LIKED THE POEM AND HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY

[@KxmpleteKxllapse]

@@MxMorphling NP ! THANK U SM I ALSO HOPE U HAVE AN AMAZING DAY

[@user-rs1wc9qs3n]

I'm glad to see this video and I relate to you as I'm a non binary trans man. I'm a trans man but I just don't relate to hyper masculinity and I refuse to completely reject or turn my back on effeminate things I like and may have been raised with. I don't think expressing myself should invalidate my identity. I also don't feel I relate to a lot of binary trans men who are trying to adhere to this strict hyper masculine ideal especially in early transition. That's exhausting to me. I relate to you to an extent. I think we're so black and white in our thinking as a society. Think about small children not yet influenced by societal norms. What kind of people would they become if they had no expectations of gender roles? I think your poem is wonderful and you read it well. It was elegant. I don't think we're meant to be put in boxes and if you like makeup or effeminate clothes (there is so much more selection of fashion in the women's section than the men's) etc it can feel so draining to hold back from creative self expression. I also highly regard androgyny, for me it is an ideal but from the basis of being male. You are too good at makeup not to do it, it would be such a shame, I kept thinking when watching your content and I've always felt I could relate to you like when you tried on your prom dress again and binary trans men in the comments were like omg I could never. I remember thinking I probably wouldn't be too phased by wearing feminine clothing post transition either and I intend to keep my feminine clothing because I just like the clothes. Maybe a name with pan Like "pan'sneverland" or pansland

[@MxMorphling]

Oo I like the name I'll put it on the list as I'm both Pangender and pansexual! And yeah I remember that comments section with people not relating and although I still believe that expression and identity can be completely different for me now that I'm looking back it kinda backs up how I was feeling and wanting to express my nonbinary identity ✌️

[@janehiltonhilton7424]

This is very interesting that your are now finding a sense of calm about yourself - and is encouraging for young teens whom are confused by social media xxxx

[@lifes_a_journey]

That poem is amazing. Your extremely talented and eloquent. Wow. ❤️

[@MxMorphling]

Awh thankyou glad you liked the poem/short writing snippet❤️I was very tempted to make a book of little poems about identity and sexuality that I have written.

[@lifes_a_journey]

@@MxMorphling You should. It could help alot of people not feel alone.

[@LKorosec]

Thanks for making this video and being so open to share your story and experiences. All the best of luck and peace to you 🙏💙 I feel the same as you

[@creepazy9231]

Thank you for your videos. I love them all since the first one I saw. And this ist very special to me. I am really feeling it, feeling your poem, what you wanted to say. I know the late night identity crisises. Triing to find yourself, triing to find a label, triing to fit in to society, while feeling like you will never fit. You will find the way you feel most you, even if it changes over time. You will find your way.

[@MxMorphling]

Yeah I mean at the moment I feel like I've found it and it's exciting moving forward and trying out new things yaknow x

[@creepazy9231]

@@MxMorphling ya I know, and think that triing out is part of the process ;)

[@dustycatt]

This video felt so empowering to watch! It's so nice to know that such beautiful people exist in this world! It makes me feel less alone. I liked that you mentioned that you may feel differently depending on the person you are out with. That sounded familiar, and for the longest time I couldn't really find anyone talking about that. I'm not really out as nonbinary and I noticed that somehow being with cis guys makes me feel more feminine, which sometimes makes me quite uncomfortable. I'm not really sure if it is the same issue, but I wanted to share anyway.

[@MxMorphling]

Yeah I totally get ya I feel the same way. You're not alone at all✨💜

[@jamietherelentless2670]

Really cool to see that you went from a trans guy to all genders, I went to zero gender instead but it's very similar. Def guilty of shutting down the more feminine side of myself when I felt more secure in being a guy. I've found that my dysphoria and anxiety comes from trying to see myself as either a man or a woman, and that letting myself be neither is the only way I feel comfortable in myself.

[@MxMorphling]

Totally agree! Something so freeing about letting myself be whatever ✨

[@jaimieandjosh]

I am currently in the same boat, deeply pondering my identity. I agree that it is so difficult to find the "exact" label to categorize your gender / sexuality as. Though this may provide comfort and clarity for some, I believe it is also entirely okay to just be yourself without having to explain every aspect of yourself. People constantly evolve and unveil more about themselves. It's a unique journey. Pronouns are such a tricky topic. I came out as a trans man as the age of 17 several years ago, began hormones about a year later and currently pass mainly as male in person. While on the phone most people believe I am an elder lady, which I find quite amusing. I am not particularly bothered by this at this point in time and fell okay with however people decide to perceive me. The world is such a hateful and discriminatory place. It is unfortunate that people cannot express themselves without feeling as though the world will judge so harshly. It is such a valuable lesson to just be yourself. I personally find it difficult to ignore what others think of me. But does this really matter? Why waste time and energy stressing about these opinions when you can instead just live your life as your authentic self? I truly appreciate that you have gone ahead and shared this video. We fully support and stand behind however you identify yourself. You are stunning with or without makeup, any way you wear your hair and whichever style of clothes you feel most comfortable in. It is inspiring to see someone blossoming into how they envision themselves in the moment. Best of luck on the rest of your journey, I cannot wait to see what else you discover about yourself :)

[@MxMorphling]

Thanks for all the kind words. I also came out and started testosterone at a similar time and am now happy that I can just keep having fun finding new aspects of my identity and expression ✌️

[@squarepegfb]

It's fantastic that you're exploring yourself, I'm so happy for you. And thank you for the link to the wig, it's incredible, I have to have one!

[@MxMorphling]

No problem at all, and it's a very reasonable price!

[@jo.k.4210]

You Are The Most Beautiful Powerful just-epic Person I Ever Saw. And your poem was pure magnificence, in my view Im truly not exaggerating. Youre really like a front runner, and the world doesnt know how much it needs you.

[@Gab-cd6zt]

thank you so so so much for sharing your journey and thoughts. i currently identify as genderfluid but i am heavily considering FTM transition and then living an a non-binary man/person. id love to hear you talk about how you find balance and stability while exploring your identity. i find it hard to care for my genderqueer experience when i have so many basic needs i also have to meet. id also like to hear your thoughts on how genderfluid people discuss gender within normative culture when there is still sucha strong association between sex and gender. whenever i try to explain fluidity to “static gender” people they get very confused. i wish only the best for you ❤️ peace and love

[@MxMorphling]

I'll put those on the list for future videos, anything I can do to help/make a video about aswell just lemme know! Peace and love 💜

[@kalijanecooper4514]

Don't be scared this doesn't surprise me. :) I don't mean that like "oh I always knew you were non-binary before you did" or anything that, I just mean cause you mentioned in more recent videos that you may be Genderfluid. Happy for you in your self-discovery. ♥

[@MxMorphling]

Yeah tbf I think I threw the word around almost without really thinking I was in the past but this month is when it was all building up until I finally went for it🤣

[@JBayol-vr2lq]

Thank you for this ~ It was so needed I’m so glad you found the energy inside to express it, I know how scary it can be ! I feel like you, and I spoke a story so many times to try to gain credibility that I started to believe it. I’m sending you lots of good vibes~~~~

[@MxMorphling]

Yeah it's definitely true about the telling myself the story and believing it bit. Glad o finally listened to the feeling in the back of my mind!

[@Kamilp03]

Oh wow that poem is beautiful you should publish it as a book

[@MxMorphling]

I was thinking of publishing an identity and sexuality poem /short writing lil book with illustrations so maybe I will!

[@jo.k.4210]

Thank you so deeply for not deleting yourself this time!

[@gyoonri]

thank you for these video, I'm so happy and proud of you ♥

[@caseycronan9217]

Wowww your makeup skills are amazing!!!

[@thepenguin553]

The poem is beautiful! I can relate to the crisis

[@ruthizred9090]

Also, your poem is beautiful and inspiring!!!

[@Johnny_T779]

Of course you are more than just a gender, you are the fabulous Toby 😁! Be as Toby as you can be, gorgeous you! 👍🏽

[@greii7875]

24:55 Bea/ Beatrix, Brynn, Carmen, Cyrus, Jade, Katya, Lilith, Maeve/ Mae/ May, Noir, Pandora, Tuesday You might have named that side of yourself already, but here my name suggestions still

[@ten_oclock_scholar4690]

As the youths say, "Girl, we been knew." Seriously, though, as a nonbinary trans guy, I know how hard it can be to recognize and accept yourself when the truth feels too difficult to explain to other people. Regardless, absolutely none of this invalidates your transition. What I've come to understand is that who or what you are is actually an entirely separate issue from how you want to be embodied and how you want to appear in the world. One is a conceptual issue, one is a practical issue, and the two do not have to go together.

[@varsitybug]

You are SO inspiring!! Keep being you

[@Flame_6711]

I am like I could be a demi-girl but I like he/him, agender has been happening often, I feel like a guy, I AM OKAY WITH LITERALLY ANY pronouns 24/7, I even suggest people to get creative with it! I love they/them the best but she/her and he/him sound gorgeous, and all of these other pronouns are okay with me as well no matter the way I feel gender wise. I identified as genderfluid then but it just didn't feel right-

[@GreyWolfASMR]

I want you to know you are valid and you are seen. Be you and stay safe. Im rooting for you

[@jacobaeden]

cant wait to watch more!

[@AbbeyWagner4547]

I support you mxMorphling 👍

[@KxmpleteKxllapse]

i needed this thank you

[@caseycronan9217]

Cheering on all the self discovery!

[@sgilmour47]

Why does gender dictate taste or feeling/clothing style? Is it personality related? I have what I'd describe as 'blokey' persona, I have more typically male humour, like sports, had boys toys throughout my childhood, fairly stoic etc. Other days I am incredibly girly, mainly in my love of makeup and fashion. I still think I'm a woman, I just don't fit a stereotype. I feel maybe to re-label your gender based on how you want to look or feel is more narrow minded? Know what I mean? Like a man or woman can feel or dress however they want.

[@MxMorphling]

My identity is "gender non conforming" which is the widest label I could possibly find I dunno how much more room I could give myself in a label🤣

[@tr4mpo]

I have a girl body but i know i'm a boy but i don't want to change my look but i want people to understand i'm not a girl...

[@MxMorphling]

Hi there, your identity is completely valid no matter how you choose to present and you shouldn't have to change your look just to 'fit in' with your identity. The perception of the wider public is a tricky one but the right group of friends (and the trans community) will support and respect you as you are! ✨ There's a lot of love out there and I'm sure you'll find it (if you haven't already)

[@olivercoulthard5468]

I hope this question makes sense and isn't offensive, but when you like the pronoun "she" is that she in more of a gay/drag queen way, or she in a female/ woman way?

[@MxMorphling]

Um both depending on what mood/identity I'm in🤣

[@joymcguinness3035]

You’re beautiful inside and out, no matter how you look x

[@brettconlon5266]

You're valid laddie, always will be

[@Bruh-fr9js]

You can be a man and express yourself anyway you want without making up new labels...

[@MxMorphling]

Yeah I know that, I even said it in the video, but it's just not the case with me, I don't Identify as just a man

[@EvTheVeg]

I support you 😊✌

[@niried3293]

✨🌟✨Staying with YOU✨🌟✨

[@Meccarox]

Your poem was beautiful.

[@MxMorphling]

Thanks!

[@bread2246]

I wonder if you feel dysphoric about facial hair or society teaches femininity to be without facial hair . And with it you see you yourself not expressing femininity in a “full form .” . But maybe you do feel dysphoric about it . Just curious I guess.

[@MxMorphling]

That could be the case I'm not sure but I'm just making a video about shaving my facial hair off and how it's making me feel etc etc

[@Seth-rl7ni]

Would you ever grow your hair long?

[@MxMorphling]

I'm currently growing it out a bit to see how it looks :)

[@bsrfuchs55]

how old were you when you started testosterone?

[@MxMorphling]

I started when I was 19 and I'm 22 and a half now

[@tr4mpo]

i'm pangender too

[@Lockwood-strangerthings]

One of my parents is this way

[@neggy2926]

Are you non-stick or cast iron?

[@MxMorphling]

Non stick 🤣

[@jo.k.4210]

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