ONE YEAR After Stopping Testosterone - What Happened?!

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I had been on testosterone for just over four years until about a year ago I decided to stop taking testosterone... let's see what's changed in the past year!

[@asherslife5511]

I’m a trans male and about to stop testosterone. It’s just taking a toll on me . Thank you for posting this

[@JodyP94]

Only real males handle testosterone

[@markpaisley6430]

Trying to learn. What toll is T taking your body? Side effects? Please share.

[@asherslife5511]

@@markpaisley6430 with T not being covered by my insurance, I would go months without it so starts to reject my body and make me feel mentally and physically I’ll. The worst side effect is brain fog and not being able to focus. But that is just my personal experience

[@leo.avila714]

How is your physical body going? Do you see any feminine physics? Like wider hips? Facial features more softer?

[@secretlyad0g]

Thank you for this video ✨️ I've been on T almost 4 years now, and I have recently been feeling dysphoric due to how "man" I look 😅 I don't regret T, I love many things it has done for me. But, now I'm considering stopping it. You sharing your experiences and journey have been really helpful, thank you!

[@MxMorphling]

No problem at all! If there's any informative videos you'd like me to make I'd be happy to :) was thinking of doing another *off T* update when I'm 2 years off

[@RayGinaB]

@@MxMorphlingI’d definitely love to see a video like that!

[@camalinthewind5812]

Im so happy that you could find the correct way to present yourself, a trans journey does not end in the same place for everyone and I'm so glad that you have place to explore and find yourself. You look stunning and your art is incredible. You are also really really good at explaining quite complex topics

[@MxMorphling]

Thankyou!! ✨✨

[@camalinthewind5812]

Personally i can share that being a trans man myself beeing post top surgery has unlocked the ability to olay around with gender like cis people get to. saying that if you started as a binary trans man and found joy in femininity or androgyny is not "correct" or makes yhe trans community "look bad" is just ao unkind. Why shove our own people into boxes??? Im just glad that your fans see you as trans and yourself. You are a very valuable part of the community.

[@FishDyx]

As a transmasc nonbinary person who’s been really anxious about going on T… this video made me feel so fucking good. Thank you for putting this out there, it helped me immensely ❤️❤️❤️

[@MxMorphling]

I'm so glad it could help!💜 Hope you're doing well ☺️

[@jacobaeden]

as a more binary presenting transmasc, i am so happy for you. i can really feel the joy through the screen and congrats on the degree

[@MxMorphling]

Thankyou! Yeah it's been a very freeing year for me, finally found a way of expressing that fits (which I guess is multiple ways🤣)

[@kimmmwest4641]

What exactly is a trans person?

[@francesbritton]

Congrats to you and Max, and getting on the Msci! I agree that going on T has helped you evolve and gave you the space to understand yourself better and become the person you are now!

[@MxMorphling]

Thanks! Yeah I'm so glad I went on it and happy with all the changes it has given me ✨

[@Charlie-pl1fz]

yes please do a video on contraceptives and being trans!! I want to be on t so bad, and have been trying to find stuff about the combination of the two

[@MxMorphling]

Hi! Will make sure I get that video made asap!

[@xchristinex001]

Omg I just want to say I'm so happy to see you thriving, you're such an inspiration! You're an incredible artist, you obviously have an extremely smart scientific brain, you have such a cool style and are so unapologetically yourself, I just love it. You really inspire me to be me, thank you! 💕

[@MxMorphling]

Thankyou so much for all the kind words! Happy I can inspire you in anyway. Keep being your fabulous self!✨💜

[@xiaolan1369]

Thank you so much for putting this information out there. I'm thinking about stopping T bc of hair loss and I'm so scared that I will get dysphoric about the changes. Also my endos are like kind of weird about it. They have this weird "all or nothing" approach and make me feel like I'm somehow doing something wrong by going off T

[@MxMorphling]

Ugh I hate the all or nothing approach, just remember that you always have the choice to return to hormones but stopping them as you start to feel uncomfortable with a certain factor is always the best decision. I also partly stopped because of my hairline and I have since realized that I'm nonbinary but when I'm not wearing makeup and I let my stubble out a little I still pass as a guy (although I do wear makeup and do femme looks a lot now which is when I sometimes pass as androgynous to female). If you have any more questions feel free to ask✨

[@yourpalfred]

Really needed this today. I'm 10+ months on T and working through a lot of this stuff now, myself. So glad to see an update from you!

[@MxMorphling]

No problem at all! Let me know if there's any other videos you'd like me to make✨

[@robiiin2033]

I WISH I HAD DISCOVERED YOU EARLIER YOU ARE LITERALLY GENDER MY TRANSITION GOALS

[@leosparkflame]

I really love you're content, and just grateful for your existance overall. You help me so much and don't even realize it

[@MxMorphling]

Ahhh thankyouu that's so sweet

[@leosparkflame]

@@MxMorphling ❤❤❤❤

[@leo.avila714]

It’s so hard to find a video of physical changes when you’re off T. I’ve been on mine for almost 4 years now. I’m going back and forth about stopping my T mainly because of hair loss and I don’t want to rely on the dosage my whole life. My only problem is that I do not want to physically look feminine again 😔 I know every body is different but do you think your hips/thighs grew more after you stopped? I do hope you reply cause I need someone’s help that has obviously experienced it.

[@MxMorphling]

My hips have grown a little, from about 32.4" to 34.5" but I was also working out back then. My thighs are not much bigger, measurements stayed pretty similar. Any more questions feel free to ask!

[@yimyum2303]

There's dht blockers if you're worried about hairloss and you decide that you want to stay on T

[@caseycronan9217]

Excellent video! Thanks for sharing your experiences!

[@noah1502]

wishing you the best!

[@MxMorphling]

Thanks!!

[@zam7517]

thanks for making this video, I'm a trans guy who was on t for 3 years but I'm thinking about leaving it because in my country it's really expensive and I'm poor lol

[@Charlie-pl1fz]

I have to say, seeing the way u express yourself makes me so inspired to express my gender the way I want to. I know you've said generally your expression matches your identity, but for me I generally like to present in very different ways day to day, but still use he/they pronouns. Watching your videos makes me feel like that's ok

[@MxMorphling]

Yess so glad my videos could help. And although my gender and expression usually match, some days I'll be looking all femme and be feeling very HE/HIM so I get you! It's definitely ok to be yourself and I'm glad you're feeling that way more and more ✨💜

[@east_coastt]

Your sweater vest is so cute - where is it from? My hearing isn’t too clear for me so couldn’t hear what you said

[@MxMorphling]

I got it from paws for pride ✨

[@purple_cat7836]

tysm for this. i always plan on stopping if i ever go on t, so this is very helpful.

[@user-rs1wc9qs3n]

Love to hear from you and see your journey. Accepting the nab in me more and more. For now identifying as an no trans man. Have you always had those arm tattoos?

[@aarongonzalezz02]

Hello, I love this list of videos, it really helps me, I didn't start with T, but I know I don't want it for the rest of my life, so my question is, should I get a mastectomy after I start? T, and after deciding to stop T, is your chest growing again? because I had seen some videos of other trans people, and they say yes, but I don't see that in you, I don't know.

[@MxMorphling]

Because they remove all breast tissue in a DI mastectomy (or at least they did for mine) I have not had any chest growth since I stopped T and I've been off quite a while now

[@Ao456kl]

But you can see why people are cautious about youngsters going on T/blockers surely? Glad your doing well. Love that jumper.

[@MxMorphling]

Ofcourse going on any type of prescribed thing for children should be treated with caution but there should be equal caution with leaving a child alone to fend for themselves with dysphoria. It's a difficult balance to maintain but it should be approached with more time, compassion and understanding than many policy makers are giving to it at the moment. Wish you the best, thanks!

[@caseycronan9217]

Eee that is a cute jumper!

[@aleclima2463]

did your acne go down after you stopped taking T?

[@MxMorphling]

I didn't see too much of a difference but mine hasn't been too bad in general

[@da_bigsissy]

Did you loose body hair after stopping T?

[@MxMorphling]

It's definitely got thinner but I shave a lot now so I don't often see it anymore

[@da_bigsissy]

@@MxMorphling Thanks for taking the time to respond. This is a great video. Very helpful. And you are so charming.

[@annspirit24]

I'm trans too and I want so much testo

[@ViewsFromFifth]

👍👍

[@jazziez6467]

I cannot believe I have lived long enough to see such a freak show. Never would have imagined.

[@usagi_t]

Combining the worst from both worlds.

[@TheeSilentObserverz]

U love puttung drugs on your body? The hormone blocker barely has study on its side effects. I advice u get ur blood and vitamins tested or get a tumor or cancer test also fertility test. Would be great to see how much testorone affect a female

[@MxMorphling]

Don't comment about things if you obviously know so little about the process of going on hormones. I got my bloods and body checked regularly by doctors and it's often mandatory to get an endocrinologist after being prescribed testosterone.

[@TheeSilentObserverz]

@@MxMorphling I can see the effects of hormones full time in my house and how dangerous threathing it can be. Due to My mom surgery (not trans related ) has her hormone unstable sometimes. A hormone drug and a hormone blocker can eventually disrupt thier natural hormone. Everyperson has a different body reaction and all u can hope is be those lucky onces without huge side effects. that is all

[@oblivionptx9058]

@@TheeSilentObserverz transition a lot of the times is the only option for trans people. Sometimes it's even either take hormones or unalive. And no, there's no amount of psychological theraphy that can change that. Many people have already unalived themselves 'cause they couldn't transition for a reason or another. So yeah, it's better being alive and happy but with some health issues, than beind de*d.