disappointed in myself

[@recifie-7628]

No matter how far in life you go, there will always be the little itch you can't scratch that is always telling you, "It's not enough" even if you don't think there is. We are our biggest advocate, but we are also our biggest criticizers.

[@RadiumDecay]

I’m still a student so my life has just started. I’ll be starting college and have to give so many entrance exams. Truly did not work up to my potential

[@UndinesOcean]

Unbearable exhausting... No matter how far in life you climb, the itch is just sitting at the top of the ladder with popcorn, waiting to ruin your view.

[@heeeeyjooooooooe]

The Itch to keep moving.

[@zygopetrax]

"We are our biggest advocate, but we are also our biggest criticizers"✍️🔥

[@savage_the_wild]

@recifie-7628 don't tell me what i can and cannot scratch!!!!!! 😤

[@ComposedSage75]

_It’s a natural human feeling but never let that stop you from going forward_

[@Ravvinouss]

We are proud of you.

[@fe0408]

so do i

[@heavenlypetals4954]

You shouldn't be..

[@ExtraordinaryFate]

@@heavenlypetals4954 Wrong attitude to have. Let’s go the other direction and say I’m proud that you realize your mistakes. We all make them. Learning from said mistakes is what makes us good people.

[@Ravvinouss]

@@ExtraordinaryFate exactly

[@Jabarnecus]

Physiologically, everything ugly weakens and saddens man. It reminds him of decay, danger, impotence; it actually deprives him of strength ... Whenever man is depressed at all, he senses the proximity of something 'ugly.' His feeling of power, his will to power, his courage, his pride - all fall with the ugly and rise with the beautiful ... The ugly is understood as a sign and symptom of degeneration: whatever reminds us in the least of degeneration causes in us the judgement of 'ugly.' Every suggestion of exhaustion, of heaviness, of age, of weariness; every kind of lack of freedom, such as cramps, such as paralysis; and above all, the smell, the color, the form of dissolution, of decomposition - even in the ultimate attenuation into a symbol - all evoke the same reaction, the value judgement 'ugly.' A hatred is aroused ... the decline of his type. Here he hates out of the deepest instinct of the species ... it is the deepest hatred there is. It is because of this that art is deep.” ― Friedrich Nietzsche

[@claymccoy]

There are almost a million subscribers that are not disappointed in you...

[@nstl]

I’m tryna be the greatest artist ever, but to get there, you gotta make sacrifices, and there’s always a price. I feel like I’m in love with a version of myself that’s long gone. Stuck in the past, and I’m forgetting that I’m kinda ruining my present :)

[@lavoieelactee]

you will made it

[@FaceImplosion]

Literally me the past two weeks. Trying my best, but I keep making mistakes. It's hard to not be hard on myself sometimes...

[@lial1103]

hey, you probably wouldn't be mean to your friend for making mistakes, you would probably have empathy for them, do the same for yourself

[@Muckytuja]

If you learn from your mistakes, then those were necessary ones. You will make mistakes over and over again, the thing is to make sure you won't repeat those.

[@sakiskzate]

crying right now because i feel worthless, i feel like im not good enough for my dreams, no one believes in me but i have a sliver of faith in myself, im trying to keep the flame alive but it’s hard. im so tired, im so done, its so hard to keep going, and i dont even know why. i want to do so much i want to keep going but i feel like Im slipping away. i keep grabbing hold of the cliff side but my hand keeps slipping, one finger now holds me up. i feel alone and isolated, im homeschooled but a big thing for me is academics and academic validation. i suppose my whole life ive put all this weight on grades not caring about much else, besides when i was very young of course. and its so hard, my parents aren’t teaching me and if feels like im a drop out, i feel like a failure. my friends are all succeeding and together while im here alone, and failing. sometimes i wish i could just be a tree. no stress, no fear, no worry, just existing. no obligations, no tasks, just simply breathing air to support the lives of those on this planet. helping from afar. just being. isn’t that what we’re supposed to do? just be? why do we put all of these obligations on people, put so much worth on pieces of paper, on war, on hatred. why can’t we just exist? just look at the beauty around us and live. that’s what i want truly. to live, not to survive, not to hate when i wake up, to love, to live, to thrive, to have no fear, to be happy, to achieve my dreams. how do i move forward though? i don’t how to. but i’ll try, one step, no matter how fast the rest of the world i going, i don’t care if they reach the finish line ten years before i do. i’ll keep going, one step at a time, for me, for no one else, because i know i can. i know i can do it. idk if anyone gonna read this, but thank you for being a safe space to share emotions, for everyone, i feel a bit better now. and i love you stranger ❤️

[@amongusmie]

hi! i hope ur okay... love you too!! (not in a weird way)

[@AzureDefiance3701]

God I hate having a gaming addiction, its so hard to just quit. It has kept me isolated from making connections with others in college, I wish I could have never grown up playing video games.

[@johncarey1634]

I had one myself, and it took a lot to separate from it. The key I've found is you need to understand what gaming is doing for you (because it is doing something for you or you wouldn't do it) and find a hobby that can replace it that does the same thing for you. Something that fills that same need. Just quiting cold turkey and not replacing it with anything will have you crawling back very quickly. It takes a long time. It's a long road, but you can do it. Also, be patient with yourself. It can take years to make big changes in ourselves.

[@beigeimpersonator682]

find what you like about it, if u like rpg, maybe join a IRL dnd club. Whatever it is, just find other ways to express and entertain yourself, art, reading, movies, etc. As video games are legnthier and addicting they get you hooked for long time. You'll always have to sacrifice yourself a bit to get over it tho, I still go back to games, but i have a great social life, it's all about NOT ISOLATING YOURSELF. I just go out everytime i can. I recommend u go somewhere else for awhile if u can, sleep at a friend's house, or stay out of the house as much as you can, at the park, in uni, just to get rid of the want to get on the pc.

[@carloscasaisredondo1938]

I could go and say: "Don't be like that! Look how far have you gone!" But... This feeling. This music. This is what made me meet Nobody. This is what I needed from him, to fully feel this unquenchable sadness to the point it doesn't stop me. It fuels me to surpass it. Not to drown, but to reach the edge of the vase where I am trapped.

[@Funny_HaHa123]

If anyone here is listening and actually feeling disappointed in yourselves no matter who you are man, woman, etc. please realize you have nothing to be disappointed in yourself about. Yes we all make mistakes (I’ve made a lot and still do) but please you could try to think you fixed yourself yesterday and screw up again today. That’s okay. Just don’t ever blame yourself but rather learn from yourself and that takes time. ❤

[@cuthbertsboots5733]

"Stay at the brink of despair. And when you see that you can no longer bear it, step back a little, and sit down, and have a cup of tea." ~St Sophrony of Essex

[@darkslippery1996]

@@cuthbertsboots5733 🙏🏻☦️

[@luke144]

It's the people that refuse to be disappointed in themselves you got to worry about. feeling bad about your shortcomings is called becoming a better person.

[@qwertzu140]

I'm a simple man: I see Nobody uploaded, I upvote ❤

[@laurella73]

@@qwertzu140 Every time. 💙

[@cherylb6755]

Me too. And I haven't been disappointed. Not once.

[@AddictionFreedom]

If you are dealing with addiction, or if you've consciously decided you want to quit but are still having that 'battle' within your mind, do not lose faith. Set aside 5-15 minutes everyday where you can go and close your eyes and focus on the {way you intend to live} and the {reasons why you want too change}. Do this everyday, and the addiction will lose its life-force and you will be free. Stay strong 🙏

[@KevinBryanRoldan]

I'm sorry, I kept disappointing myself and others I just don't know how long I can keep all this up. It's a losing battle and I keep lying to myself that I'll win eventually I thought I did, but here I am again

[@bunnycatsmoothie5768]

Hey man, I'm sure you'll get out of that cycle, I'm also experiencing the same thing, but do not lose hope, never give up, I promise it gets better, and we're all in this together, if I can do it, so can you, I believe in you, keep trying no matter what, stay safe man and please take care

[@benwood3155]

In the exact same situation bud, in fact this upload couldn’t have had better timing. The truth is that we are imperfect as humans, but we can always try our best to pick ourselves up after our mistakes or our low points. The more you keep moving the easier it gets.

[@jandasalovich6469]

Been there. Lifted back up. In the valleys we learn more about many things. Especially about grace and hope.

[@RadiumDecay]

@@jandasalovich6469 it is, regardless can’t help but feel disappointed. Humans are simple beings, I thought about why I was in a depressed state all the time and it just turned out to be a single simple thing which can be fixed with hard work

[@Ducktective0]

100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favourite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your c heeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22 to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. "I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, "love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can't stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you're dancing. 59. The person (or people that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64. Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it's so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone's skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person's, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it.

[@julesvasquez4547]

These types of lists just make me feel isolated and worse literally just because I feel so unlike the person who wrote it

[@zygopetrax]

All valid reasons You detective, you have my approval🍞

[@SlapStyleAnims]

I failed my parents bro

[@cohay6248]

@@SlapStyleAnims ♥️

[@MKP10812]

The thing is, when you're on the bottom, any of these reasons mentioned matter nothing. Even the one's where you should be caring and loving someone. If you lose any meaning, the reasons mentioned become void. I guess there are only two things that keep us alive: 1. Cowardice. 2. Hope.

[@Khainite]

Me every moment of every day.

[@littlegreen9274]

Your comment is evidence enough that the societal support for people with mental health issues needs to improve a lot. Don't know if this will help, but perhaps try to change your perspective to being less focused on having to be something and more focused on putting in effort to what matters to you. Heck, be open to doing things that relax you more and try to have fun

[@suftt]

You know, there’s a lot of problems with the internet. It’s over stimulating, fills the silence that we may need to find ourselves and let the dust settle. It seems like noise, and like your brain is straining at some point. But. I love having access to discovering people just by chance, and having their mindfulness and deep wonder accompany mine. I’ve found a few channels where it feels like someone’s heart is sinking in the same waters as mine. But I’m not alone. And if I didn’t know who was out there because of what we have now, I wouldn’t be here. I want to say thank you, but those who’ve felt so much pain for so long, that I wish I had more to give them. If you start to give up on yourself, we will slowly give up on ourselves too. I think we live through others, wether we like it or not. So find the most beautiful minds, and live through them.

[@netheex]

I try to be succesful but it's not enough for the expectations. As a result; the anxiety, the exhaustion, it just keeps growing in my head nonstop. Causing me to struggle more. And the cycle continues... Where am I going to end up with this? I keep continuing, trying not to busy my mind with my past mistakes, learning much as I can but it can't help. It builds up. I'm tired.

[@littlegreen9274]

Acceptance and commitment therapy helped me a lot. I'd recommend it to you. And if you feel that you don't want to go to therapy, it could at least be good to look into it on the Internet. It's all about doing positive things that are consistent with your values even amidst pain, and not acting on unhelpful urges

[@netheex]

@@littlegreen9274 Thank you man, it is very nice to see people understand the situation that some cannot. I will look over your advice.

[@milamihaylova-blagoeva9909]

Sometimes light seems dark and happiness is scary, reminiscent of losses. And all the reasons for living remind me of traps... that's how I've lived the last years, in this inner state of doubt... in doubting what is happiness and what is not. The lie of otherness, the feeling that you are not enough, and the fear of others... like a stranger. But that's how I understand what I am not... because in the chaos inside me, only the truth sounds unchanging, quiet as a whisper. Thank You!

[@Timm-d5o]

same sometimes, but you just have to remember it’ll always get better even if you can’t see it yet

[@the_algo_rhythm]

Generally my constant state of being. Your creativity never ceases to amaze us, nobody. We're all proud of you. 🖤

[@yenjirooooooo]

Can relate, as someone who was quick to accept the consequences, despite under the cycle of grief

[@runaterraasmr]

I'm actually in this mind state, I just have to breathe and shift the reality

[@RobertoMayaGarcía-b8q]

Almost a million subscribers Nobody, your channel and your music helps me sleep a lot and motivates me to keep writing stories ❤

[@chaoticklutz3633]

*"The road to healing is going to be a long one, stay the course. You will make it, someday. I know there is not much else to say, but just know this - that you have made it this far, and it's just a bit further now. Let's finish this. I'm on your side."* - Volition, Disco Elysium

[@zorionpink]

Ah, yes, yet another relatable playlist.

[@Beep-Beep0-0]

At this point, I don't know why I still keep lie to myself, "I'm gonna fix everything" every fucking morning

[@jujulin-z13]

it's a natural human feeling we all have

[@shakibalhasan8804]

Life can suck at times but gotta keep struggling

[@TheStickCollector]

Easy to do that if you have such high expectations of yourself. Either lower them until there is something you have no regrets in enjoying, or simply find a way to do those while keeping up your appearance to try to balance hobbies better.

[@HerczegKristof]

life is like a roller coaster. there are ups and downs. be like a rock that the waves keep crashing over, which stands unmoved and the waves of the see falls still around it

[@timwilczinski1340]

I deeply appreciate you and everything you do. There were times when your playlists got me through the day, where you helped me strengthen my gratitude for the things I have and nowadays your playlist help me remember who I am, what I have achieved and what I am yet to achieve. In all honesty, I love you as much as you can love someone without truly knowing them. Remember this, you are always enough in someone's eyes.

[@MOESYOUTUBE]

Never be disappointed in yourself instead be proud of yourself, life can be hard at times but take heart, things will get better.

[@Polo-715]

You’re a good man Arthur.

[@rudyspective1870]

Thank you for creating a soundtrack of how I've been feeling for the last five years. Ironically, the music's making me feel better...

[@Matthias.Abaddon]

Add another counter to the "nobody Playlist i have an extremely cathartic cry to"

[@Insertfunnyjoke-33]

I always secretly thank God for these pieces of media, what I find interesting is how liminal spaces and the absence of humanity is able to weaken us so much. These videos have been such an enlightenment period for me and I greatly thank Nobody for being the one to create these. On the actual subject though, I’ve always found it intriguing that such an abstract concept and architectural design can be so eye-opening and make people so vulnerable. So much so in fact that I’m writing a research paper. I find myself to be one of these vulnerable people and whenever I don’t feel properly cared for or loved I go to these videos for rest. Also, if I find myself to be disappointed by my world’s satisfactions then this is usually my safe space. I know these times are tough, but if you are reading this I encourage you to keep on watching these videos and taking the time out of the day to just rest or enlighten your own mind. I know I’m only a teen but I feel as though being able to sit down and just be is an important aspect of everyone’s life. I hope you know that you’re NOT a disappointment, everyone in life is futile in their attempts in changing the future but that doesn’t mean we should give up. We all contribute to a greater cause than we can ever know, whether we are united by God or not. You are but a part of a larger picture and you should be proud of what you are able to accomplish, because not everyone gets to have the same chance.

[@Someone_wrf]

Even tho sorrow is apart of life we'll always have someone to help us and that someone is Mr. Nobody

[@ELITEMARKSMANTV]

I am disappointed in myself… because at so many character building moments in my life I chose the easy path So many important milestones that I’ve missed on the path to adulthood. Forever stunted.

[@DoctorJohnSmith9]

Another masterpiece I'll be adding to my collection.

[@Cosmos-zc5hw]

I get it, I’ve been an artist my whole life and I constantly deal with times where my art is not good enough and not where it should be. “Just practice”; I tell myself this all the time but I constantly have deal with comparison to my peers so it feels all the more frustrating to pick up a pencil when I have this itch that tells me: “no matter what you will never be where you want to be”. Years of practice feels obsolete and pointless. I live for art but at the same time I hate it and myself for never being enough.

[@calebberro]

Peace and hope is what we need.

[@jussanapaim]

Wow. This is the feeling i was looking for. Disapointment. Im so sad for myself. I dont thing ill ever be enough when theres people out there thats prettier, more inteligent, social, overall best at everything than me. Its sad that i know its not true, that somewhere theres a place longing for someone like me... But, if there isnt? It seems easier just to feel bad and survive. Ive promised this would my year. Guess im wrong. Again.

[@yaservidesvillarreal742]

No sé cómo le haces, ❤️‍🩹 es bellísimo

[@whoknowswhocares885]

For everyone who just graduated college and the job market sucks.

[@Michael_______]

You have a degree. If it's worth anything, technically you can use it to start your own business. Otherwise college is a scam. I'm sorry

[@whoknowswhocares885]

@@Michael_______ Great advise from someone who obviously never ran or opened a business in their life.

[@igorwhp]

sometimes i wonder if life is going to be like this forever. like, is it always going to be the same? always the same struggle with all these monsters in my head? always the same reality where nothing changes, nothing happens, where nothing makes me feel alive? it seems like life is always going to be this constant apathy where days repeat themselves over and over again, where nothing gets even slightly more exciting, where everything seems like a nightmare. i feel like an idiot for saying this, i feel like i'm trying to be some kind of victim, but i just wish i could explain what's inside me. i wish i could make a drastic decision that would change everything, my life, my destiny, everything. i'm sick of it all.

[@cassandrashorse3004]

@@igorwhp same here. I understand you

[@rebeccabox6937]

@@igorwhp Jesus can change it. He loves you.

[@cozyFireys]

"Sometimes the hardest falls, can lead to the greatest comebacks"

[@T-borG]

. . . Becouse you are disappointed and betrayed by your human world surroundings. - Excellent music.👍

[@btsmoon9062]

What the hell. Guys, I'm very disappointed in myself rn bcs I tried hard for olimpiads and grades in school and I came to youtube and first thing I saw was this😭 I think phone reads my minds, I feel so sad rn

[@Supahdave1000]

Don't be too hard on yourselves, people. If being harsh with oneself worked, it would have worked by now. Don't beat yourself over the head for past failings; we are not perfect and shit happens. Please, don't treat yourselves how I've treated myself for most of my life. We all are worth more and deserve to treat ourselves with kindness.

[@cozyFireys]

Be your own harshest critic, and proudest supporter

[@nyctophobia3651]

Depression is just another cruelty of life, do not let it consume you...

[@common_salt]

yea, disappointed in myself, I fell in love where I shouldn't have.

[@crystalhuang2430]

Me too. And it happened 3 times! I never learn from my past mistakes!

[@robbabcock_]

Lovely, as always!

[@gloomyscribbles]

You are doing a great job, Nobody.

[@Deniush_Games]

Another playlist going into my favorites.

[@thewizardofsoup]

actually needed this bro, thanks.

[@exodrynamix48jt69]

You're a very talented person, you might be dissapointed in yourself. But we arent dissapointed in you.

[@nolanvoid25]

thank you for being 🙏

[@nowhere18]

I'm slow I can't find work I don't know where I'm going I'm afraid when I got old what's going to happen to me sometimes I wish I wasn't who I am

[@CalamityFaryn]

This was a really good one, thank you nobody

[@Sarah-xy9hc]

You'll never be enough (and that's okay) My friend, that opened up this playlist: The key is not loving yourself more, you already love yourself enough. Realise you are little and weak and acknowledge the sovereignty of God, You won't find any happiness looking inside yourself!

[@Marie-Loui]

Silly Goose, to whom are you a disappointment? If the answer comes from those around you, than their expectations are not your faults. If the answer comes from within, than you have only to grow from this experience. 🌷 Either way, the feeling is temporary and oh so human.

[@Seraphina_Vale]

@@Marie-Loui I needed that..I love you hooman! ❤️🥹

[@baronvonpenguin6112]

Ah, finally. The call of my people.

[@Proto-Tytan]

You should be proud because all of your creations happened

[@vrmuda]

meditation

[@sanalcombat]

It's the best thing i found for a long time

[@womblingtom]

Life is so meaningless, uninteresting. Just an endless black hole for me, and I want it to stay that way, forever. I feel so awkward and insignificant around people. These songs really do help, but I just can't stop this growing negativity. It builds up, it's very overwhelming and I can't look at things the way I used to, not in the same light anyway. I crave solitude. It's like a strange relief, but then it's painful, because in the end, I feel so lonely. I want to be lonely, and then it hurts. I'm scared of everything. I don't know what to do. I want to give up.

[@OzzyWorstTaste]

Okay...good

[@erMithrandir]

Me too!

[@pablojhasua2509]

Thanks a lot

[@faikcem1]

Bro literally me rn how did you feel this

[@star_duck]

Finally a Real playlist

[@cozyFireys]

Dissapointment simply gives you a taste of regret, which is the heaviest burden you will ever carry

[@fe0408]

nobody, you're awesome! dont listen to the bad voices. God bless you.

[@brit731]

The choice may have been mistaken, the choosing was not, just keep moving on 🎼

[@CaptRavenous]

I'm starting to get this suspicion that nobody lives in my head.

[@chrisr6142]

As it should be.

[@BlowSnow-m9s]

Humans Indeed are the worst critic of themselves. critical about everything. you may even see it as development. Im kinda glad to know so many ppl feel the same. I am proud of you today, stranger !!

[@sixstringgypsy1]

Me too.

[@maxkohler6090]

I guess nobody really understands how i feel today...

[@Yantryman]

I am not. But nobody, you must be proud of yourself

[@ZeroIdeas9000]

This was posted an entire 4 hours after I got a mail declaring I got HAVO instead of VWO. No clue why any of you are here, but you'll be alright. We all will be. Much love from the Netherlands❤

[@TigerLaw89]

I like the image choice, from Silent Hill 2.

[@The73rdSecret]

I'm very tired of keep failing life.... Everything's a mess. Wish I could give up

[@Jocelynxoxo169]

I just feel so alone right now. I have no friends, no partner and to add insult to injury, my ex found another girl 2 weeks after we broke up. It made me feel like I was worth nothing. I know I should be working on myself and dating myself, but I dont want to do that. Depression really does a number on me, and I have no control over it. The last week, i have been crying at everything, unable to control myself. I just want to be hugged. I cant share this with anyone bc they might think im going to OD again. This month is 2 years since I lost a close friend of mine...I still weep every time I think of her...I miss her with every fiber of my soul

[@TheImperialS_1]

Feeling like this every passing day and honestly I'm not sure I'll make it. Sometimes it feels like I don't belong on this world by any means. I feel useless. Completely unnecessary and worst of all. Any single time i achieve some goal It's just that same cycle again: Not Enough. I can't even enjoy little success anymore. It's just. Well, you did it. What now? What about next month? What about next week. It's crippling... i will not lie. Thanks for this video all the same. Though... 🥺

[@stupidmonkey8057]

Crazy to think Nobody is the Bay Harbour Butcher. But he still uploads regularly, now thats soldiering

[@zamira9642]

What's that

[@kimmandu6907]

Damn, one month after the start of a new year... Lots of people, including myself, are probably disappointed in themselves around this period

[@f.indnothing]

Everything will be okay eventually :)

[@angelab4652]

What why? You've given so much.

[@jat.s.s]

Acaso, ¿merezco menos? No hice más que dejarme ser, aún así lo he pagado, otra vez.

[@Z3r0føxx]

Can't I just be normal for once? No constant stress, no anxiety issues, no depression. Just a guy who's happy to wake up and, idk uhh anything? I don't really even know anymore if i'm being honest. I feel like i'll fail and never graduate, being forced to stay in this dead end job i'm working, living with people I can't stand being around who make these emotions worse. Never being able to persue any of my dreams like: Move to Canada, become an Astronomer, get married, etc. From my pov I feel like i'm going to fail and be stuck here in this hole forever.

[@shualeensain_143]

its better to hear the music as a teen boy i got for hte for being introvert and i thinking why i chage be introvert now.......

[@badfaith729]

It feels like i was born to disappoint everyone... Included myself.

[@Abad255]

James Sunderland is Me 😭

[@mitchcapps6021]

linger, wait. please. take it away. amen

[@robinhightower9031]

Why do I hear this in the background when I'm out, amongst bubbly people chatting amicably?

[@cozyFireys]

Dissapointment, is the sound of your potential slipping away. Look, the best version of you is still out there...waiting for you But it won't wait forever.