Drawing Our Childhood Fears

Nathan, Jacob, Julia and Karina draw each other's childhood fears on this episode of Drawfee Beans.
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[@cass1857]

Ok but making Mr. Finkle married makes me wanna ship him with whoever he’s married to. You guys should draw Mr. Finkle’s wife and family.

[@ehrenmann1455]

Cassidy Perkins his wife is the monster of “the yellow wallpaper”

[@juno5756]

@Simon Wiesner canon

[@SpookyDeerArt]

@@ehrenmann1455 his wife is depression??

[@Henrikstinker]

Clearly he's married to Jacob's mom and he's his new stepfather. I wasn't listening at that point, so that's what I got out of the drawing.

[@clayjp1548]

Mr. Finkle's Wife is Jacob's Mom

[@vauxreed1736]

Jacob: *tells horrifying tale of a shadow person on his walls from his childhood* Nathan: *draws a booty on it*

[@MiotaLee]

maybe he deserved it

[@Lucifersfursona]

@@MiotaLeethe shadow person does deserve to get a nice butt if they want to

[@donaghwilson7715]

Draw famous monuments (big Ben, Eiffel Tower , etc) as giant robots/monsters

[@stephgilliam]

Golden Gate Gundam

[@vinnyfalzarano4911]

Mecha mount Rushmores!!!!

[@ShaneWalta]

In the name of pedantry, Big Ben isn't a monument, it's just the name of the largest bell in the tower. The actual "monument" is called Elizabeth Tower

[@eggber9039]

karina's sto niño fear is very valid. my cousin had his sto niño face the wall because he was scared to make eye contact with it in the middle of the night

[@carythacker6610]

Kareena: He had a pope hat Julia: *draws rectangle*

[@faithlewis1661]

Jacob...thats not night terrors that’s closer to sleep paralysis....thats some scary stuff, man. Even adults freak out from having that happen, I can’t imagine having that as a kid.

[@JasminMiettunen]

I think his was just a realistic nightmare, since he could move in the dream to go talk to his parents

[@MadCheshireHat]

When my younger sister was about a year old, she was afraid of baths because of a Rugrats episode that made her think she'd get sucked down the drain. As a mature seven year old, I thought was highly amusing.

[@meltedbutter8538]

I was afraid of the drain because I thought it was gonna let out demons. I had three different demons I thought were gonna come kill me

[@WolfiePH]

I had a almost similar fear, but it's of drain with no cover and manholes. Due to my uncle scaring me when we watched a news of a kid drowning after falling on a manhole. Much more gruesome source smh

[@artstsym]

The only recurring fear I had as a child was that as I was cannonballing into the pool, all of the water would turn into bees.

[@montyeyesclosed]

Nathan's laugh is what I live for.

[@mexa_t6534]

“Paint the walls white” sounds like an awesome horror book or movie.

[@jasdrawssometimes4660]

Osorno 1314 it sounds like a song that I would download from an artist that I would never look into I would just like that one song

[@fathergascoigne6104]

Or porno

[@mr.potato2223]

@@fathergascoigne6104 giggity

[@ShiroDawn]

@Quentin Griffith OH YEAH!!!!

[@melonpie105]

i have inspiration now :O

[@topazpagoda]

Jacob's New Job is coming out of vents and stealing food...Jacob was Mr. Finkle all along! Jacob's greatest childhood fear...is himself.

[@vinnyfalzarano4911]

Live long enough to become the villain

[@No-yp7kr]

Mr. Fimkle was the friends we made along the way

[@kathylennerds750]

It was his childhood fear of growing up an unemployed adult

[@missexploder]

Wow right out of The Haunting of Hill House

[@Kralisedra]

SAME

[@karimovir]

A suggestion: find weird news reports and give each other only the headline to depict. Then reveal :-)

[@jupitersnoot4915]

That's a really good one

[@Snaog]

Ildar Karimov I think they did this one a while ago actually! Edit: yep! Artists interpret clickbait headlines

[@justinfernandez9407]

Cue Florida man/woman!

[@hunterblanchard6538]

Ildar Karimov florida man?

[@karimovir]

@@Snaog Oh, I see that's an old one, I haven't seen it. Guess, I'm new here) Thanks!

[@welcome2myhappyworld]

Nathan's genuine fear reaction at 36:20 that tapers into uncomfortable laughter is incredible

[@DylanABit]

A bit of an idea: draw each other as Julia-style horror terrors.

[@JackedThor-so]

Yes yes yes! I need to see Jacob as a Yogi themed Eldrich horror!

[@JenniferKGraf]

Yeeeeeesssss

[@DylanABit]

Personally I'd like to see Julia try her hardest to make Nathan scary. I just don't think it's possible, even for her, to make him spoopy.

[@Folfire]

@@DylanABit Fuse him with Spheal. Done deal.

[@tach5884]

@@DylanABit Clearly you have not experienced the true power of beard.

[@BBoyBaggens]

Would you draw Grimm Fairy Tails you have never heard of? For example: "The Straw, The Coal, and the Bean" or "The Robber Bridegroom"

[@clockworkkirlia7475]

Oooo yes! I like this plan!

[@tessawidenhofer]

Brean Hunt Devil’s Grandmother perhaps?

[@aquaglow4188]

Oooh I love the robbers bridegroom, it’s actually one of my favorites

[@sugarbugx3564]

Or The ogre wife. Where for some reason she and the groom have to toss their wedding guests over the church back and forth to each other

[@that_other_marauders2183]

I'd love it if they drew One eyes,two eyes,and three eyes! That's always been my favorite

[@IanRudderow]

Honestly, the phrase “maybe you deserve it” was pretty unsettling

[@elafimilo8199]

That's an adult fear embedded in a child fear

[@Mrjohnnyturtle]

Yes, it's extra unsettling when paired with obsession of his mom repeating paint the walls white over and over again.

[@monaelisa8713]

I love how "IT'S BEANS" is now the official catchphrase

[@shayposting]

It really do be beans tho

[@Undrave]

IT'S BEANS! IT'S BEANS? IT'S BEANS.

[@TheEtherny]

lol, what did I miss, what is that about?

[@mglottalstop]

@@TheEtherny TheEtherny They've temporarily lost access to the Google Drive where all their Drawfee stuff was stored, included the traditional 'Drawfee Beans' image so they hastily put together a replacement for the interim episodes, 'Its Beanz!' I believe they did say last week that they have made progress getting accessing to the Google drive again though.

[@Undrave]

@@TheEtherny Check the 'Drawing each othe as Disney Princesses' video.

[@magin1horse]

The needle goo lady is definitely a “washed up” beauty KZbinr that just wants to show off her nails.

[@MerkhVision]

Nice pun haha

[@_helvetixa]

When she mentioned the shower drain, I immediately thought of this one junji ito story about a guy getting sucked into his shower drain and it was so messed up especially with junji ito’s artwork

[@wolfafleart9330]

Lol, Trisha Paytas. Don't @ me that was a joke dont kill me-

[@caitlynsingh725]

She's a 'goo'ru 😅😂😂😂

[@junew8133]

"If drawfee doesn't work out we can get jobs as political cartoonists" *Drawfee crew gets laid off* Oh yeah, it's all coming together

[@bridgeseller7004]

Never even thought of it, damn, you're right

[@crunchybanana6489]

I’m still happy that we’re in this timeline

[@Coyoteari]

I love how most kids don’t have any reference for actual danger, so the ultimate fear is just the danger of “get you”

[@ericburton3963]

Well I figured mr. Finkle would just pull you into the wall.

[@Liliputian07]

@@ericburton3963 then what

[@RialVestro]

Oh kids have a reference for actual danger. The thing is it's so scary they can't actually talk about it. "Get you" can mean anything from hurt you to kill you in any number of ways. It's just better to not think about the details.

[@aurora5481]

"Get you" is basically a loose understanding of death and permanence and that people can disappear from this world in a way where they can't come back, while still being completely lacking the knowledge required to form a full picture of what that happening looks or feels like or to comprehend that the thing they're afraid of is dying.

[@Phytobiogenes]

Yeah, I’m pretty sure that most children have a form awareness of death naturally and so “get you” means to be taken apart from your current understanding of the world forever even if they don’t exactly know what death itself is.

[@hopperowner3832]

jacob: ...i think i have it mapped to F5 nathan: presses F5 video: **immediately cuts to commercial* me: oooooOOOOOO NATHAN WHAT DID YOU DO

[@katiekoo-koohead2551]

😂🤣😂

[@rat_dragon]

Ooh, I didn't get any commercials during the video!! You're special 😉

[@SebFlix]

@@rat_dragon You probably just have adblock on your browser

[@mayab8053]

“2020 is the year of taking care of your body.” **pauses midway through shoveling a handful of M&Ms into my mouth**

[@mariahschultz8835]

For a second I thought it said taking care of the bodies and it is a much more accurate statement

[@mayab8053]

@@mariahschultz8835 just 2020 tho?

[@shadowwolfhellsresident8055]

I was eating M&Ms during this video too!

[@AmandaDavis6130]

I mean if you made it through 2020, you deserve those M&Ms

[@dontstealmycontentplease]

*pauses from eating the 2nd cookie in a row*

[@ahagumbolt]

I can't believe people are just letting Karina get away with "just wear shoes" as if wearing shoes in the shower is perfectly reasonable

[@treybrown5839]

There are shower shoes though 😂

[@hm-jb7vy]

Wear a slipper

[@jaimieves_xv]

Water shoes! Those that protect your feet from stepping on sea urchins and stuff

[@jamesnavarro8276]

There are water shoes or wearing sandals

[@anthrosaurian]

Hey! No k***shaming! XD Jokes aside, they do make anti-microbial 'shower shoes' that help prevent slipping in the shower, as well as protect your feet if you're somewhere with public shower stalls or 'community showers'

[@willslettuceco5762]

“Let’s be honest, you’re not *just* watching this” Me: *sitting in a corner, watching this video while petting my cat*

[@vincegonzalez2171]

Me: Laying in bed at night, watching this video.

[@wafflesanimated5508]

me: *having literally nothing to do, then stumbling upon this video*

[@mimsydreams]

I rarely multi-task while watching Drawfee. I need to see all the drawings happen!!

[@gremmymemes]

Heckin same

[@cheesypies]

@@mimsydreams I often draw with them, makes me feel included :()

[@masquerader101]

I can see Mr Finkle being a horror film. With the mom saying in her sleep "paint the walls white" over and over only for kid Jacob to look up and see mr finkle above his parents on the wall or something 😵

[@Lucifersfursona]

I want it to start as a horror film, and turn into a hallmark movie after the first act, as jacob drawfee, a young boy of probably 30, meets his new stepfather. It’s Not Okay Dad

[@tonyjames3541]

Plottwist: Mr. Finkle was future Jacob after living in the walls & vents for so long. Having been consumed by it

[@Jukajobs]

tbf, nothing is as terrifying as the future

[@soullotus4172]

So if Jacob was in the movie The Boy? Lmao

[@christopherbartko6042]

Nathan: "Let's be honest, you're not just watching this..." Me, laying in bed, just watching this: "....." *points toes* "......."

[@PrismaticHorizon]

Christopher Bartko same here

[@ryanjones_rheios]

Ditto

[@wibby1445]

same

[@lanithomas8347]

Same lol, I even thought about commenting that myself and being like “HEY”

[@endergirldragon]

I was literally laying in my bed doing things with my tablet ;-;

[@mrcheshire104]

I love that Jacob’s drawing implies that Julia wears glasses in the shower

[@lydias376]

No, that's just how her eyes really look

[@micahschoenhardt8630]

I like the implied AU where they all live together in a dilapidated house since they don't have jobs, sharing the house with a bunch of cryptids, while they themselves turn into cryptids.

[@ClayDress]

And the purrducers are there…

[@DeathnoteBB]

Grickery Plot twist: the purrducers are the reason why the place is so cursed. Like they’re dark magic cats

[@Kate_Fyria]

I'll be turning 30 on the 19th, in honor of me not dying for 3 whole decades, please draw just the worst birthday party/ party guests you can imagine.

[@abigailhutchins8240]

Oh shit, my birthday is also on the 19th! Happy early birthday lol. And i second this suggestion, it sounds fun!

[@clockworkkirlia7475]

@@abigailhutchins8240 Well done both of you! Three whole tenyers of time have passed for one, an indeterminate amount for the other, and you shall now Level Up!

[@ehrenmann1455]

Mr finkle

[@FlapJackSyrup]

I want to be someone at the shitty party

[@shushia1658]

@@FlapJackSyrup now I am picturing a party with flapjacks and sushi and other walking food being really unimpressed with the finger food

[@nekrouni8497]

When I was really little I was afraid of a being that had no features, no clothes, no nothing except for two glowing white eyes. His right half was red and his left half was green. Every dream he showed up in I died and couldn’t scream. He could camouflage himself with only his eyes showing. I never gave him a name in fear of calling him something that he never was.

[@peachypanda57]

christmas spooks

[@photon816]

Santa’s cursed brother

[@hamstermc7807]

I don’t know why that last sentence hits me so hard when it’s so close to being a nothing-sentence

[@peachypanda57]

@@hamstermc7807 it’s kinda spooky

[@theylorlr6677]

This is actually similar to a childhood monster I had.

[@Wirstead]

Julia: let's go a posture check Me: immediately sits up straight

[@floofem4120]

I actually needed it. A good bit

[@Wirstead]

@@floofem4120 don't get me wrong, I did too haha

[@topazpagoda]

I started stretching with toe points when Julia said to. Is she secretly in charge of a cult?

[@Wirstead]

@@topazpagoda probably

[@tubblebub]

I love how Julia won't wear shoes in the shower, but she will wear glasses and her hair in a ponytail.

[@katj3818]

What's wrong with glasses and hair in a ponytail ;-;

[@katj3818]

@Joseph Delahunty I wear glasses in the shower so water doesn't get in my eyes

[@RialVestro]

@@katj3818 but glasses would do nothing to keep water out of your eyes. You'd need swimming goggles for that. And the lenses would just fog up in the shower so you wouldn't be able to see anything. That's the problem with glasses in the shower is the fog that develops on the mirror when you take a shower would also then be on your glasses.

[@LeotrimFunkelwerk]

Don't forget the Tay Payer Shirt

[@topazpagoda]

?? Why wouldn't you tie your hair up? Otherwise not only is it in your face, it's in your glasses. How do you art with hair in your face?

[@wretchedcats4909]

"You're not _just_ watching this" I, just watching, laying on my couch: *am I a joke to you?*

[@datbird12]

Yes u are

[@wretchedcats4909]

@@datbird12 valid

[@ryanandrews7109]

*Sigh*. Me too. Me too.

[@catkilled]

Ok but at that part I was playing a game and watching this video at the same time and I got a little spooked lmao

[@dragoncatte]

@@catkilled IM DRAWING AND LISTENING AND LOOKED AT THE SCREEN AND SAID "I'M BEING CALLED OUT"

[@jeremyhulbert3343]

Nathan calling venomous creatures a "childhood fear" causes me to believe that he now hunts cobras and scorpions fearlessly as an adult.

[@lilcoyoteeggg]

There are people who do that lol

[@jigokusagent]

When I was a kid, I was afraid of this character that I called "the chattering Englishman." Let me explain. So there was a fan/light combo in the center of my bedroom ceiling, but it was a little off-kilter and one of the fittings of the light bulbs was very slightly misshapen. So, occasionally, the bulb would rattle gently in its fitting. And it sounded very much like a teacup clattering on a saucer to my young child mind. So I imagined this English dude with a taut skeletal-looking face and top hat and such standing by my bed drinking his tea while I hid under the covers (I basically always slept with the covers over my head). I don't know what I thought he'd do, other than just be real creepy and drink his tea, but I can tell you that it kept me awake many nights. And one night the bulb rattled loose and fell to the floor, shattering and making this huge noise, and I thought "Well this is it." But I survived, and after that night I figured out what was happening and was never afraid of him again.

[@hoodieninja4983]

William White I like how he’s just drinking his tea. That’s a very English thing to do.

[@urmomshot4067]

by the way.. that was me.. *sips tea*

[@jigglybones3318]

It's pretty cool how your kid mind came up with that. That's such an interesting and surprisingly creepy story.

[@hellkound4628]

Mans just wanted to drink his tea

[@pepebabushki9376]

Sounds like bloodborne lol

[@mayrumagpie6514]

"Let's be honest, you're not just watching this, you got something else going on." Actually, no, I am sitting here, in my bed, at 12 am, watching Drawfee. I have dedicated these last 2 hours of my life to these videos. I have no regrets.

[@Shifty_Mist]

Literally same!!! XD

[@peachypanda57]

it’s been more than 2 hours are you alive

[@nameyes9932]

are you good or did you die you said last 2 hours of your life which sounds like you were about to die so just checking up on you

[@mayrumagpie6514]

​@@nameyes9932 Actually I'm a ghost boi now, haunting the drawfee comments for eternity (yes I am actually alive though, thanks for checking in, I didn't realize that the comment sounded like I was going to die when I posted it, oops) (It's really nice to know people care though, even if I don't know them too well) (it's a sweet gesture, thank you

[@nameyes9932]

@@mayrumagpie6514 glad to here it

[@travisshallenberger9486]

"Even if you're not living in a drain, do a li'l stretch." Sound advice.

[@thelexicon7294]

So Jacob's biggest childhood fear was his new post-Drawfee job, but in Halloween costume.

[@illinoisgirldreaming9085]

Karina: highlights eyes and fangs Nathan: *VIETNAM FLASHBACKS*

[@Nyxedmisfit]

“No ones JUST watching this” Me: *stops eating icecream* don’t call me out like that guys

[@ethanmccue4468]

I was trying to do homework. How the hell do you estimate the mass of a dog when the only things you know about it are it's height and it's speed (in meters per second). Anyways it was a good stretch lol.

[@cecilpalmer9468]

This was the one time i WAS just watching. Usually im also drawing

[@gnashattack1]

@@cecilpalmer9468 same

[@ky.short.923]

I was eating supper and I always JUST watch XD

[@blademadlabs2423]

I was just watching and I was personally offended

[@NicknotNak]

My childhood fear was me wearing a white dress while being trapped in an open field with my heartbeat thundering in my ear, and an unseen narrator just saying I hadn't passed the level. The field was ever expanding until I couldn't see the edge and there was a slight sound of kids laughing to tell me that I was being left behind. I had this dream all the time. It's one of my earliest memories at around the age of 3, and I had it until I was 12. This dream gave me a fear of open spaces where you couldn't see anything on the horizon, or just clear space like my bedroom floor. I was too afraid to get up into bed with a clear floor so I would throw my stuffies strategically onto the floor and lay out my blanket to that I could get up and go to the light switch.

[@meltedbutter8538]

I had a fear similar to this When I was younger I had "Demons" I had three One of them was a pitch black Jaguar. If I got off my bed It would come out And swoop me under.. Never to be found again. This caused me to almost never get out of bed And that turn into me bed wetting.

[@phoenixc8328]

yo i think you had a past life or something

[@fbiagent5616]

I also have a dream that I have had ever since I was like 3, (I’m 13), and it’s not scary, I’m just standing in my house while a person dressed in a green suit or a little alien is running around, but I know I shouldn’t go near it or something bad will happen, but I don’t know what that bad thing is. It’s very odd. But my fear is being alone, and it doesn’t help that I see things out of the corners of my eyes, only enhancing the fear

[@pillbugheart]

That's horrifying

[@Aman123ace]

When I was little I had this dream that I was walking and I would trip and fall down the stairs and when I made it to the bottom I would start at the top with enough momentum to fall down the stairs and it would just repeat until I died

[@leighannpiper9635]

When I was little I was always afraid that an elderly man might have broke in to our house and desire to hid naked under my bed. No reason as to why, I just figured “yeah I can’t see under my bed so there must be a scary naked old homeless man under there who’s gonna grab my ankles ghat makes sense”

[@Bartholomule01]

Jacob: I've been alluding him for 30 years. Drawfee Audience: About to lewd him

[@nelsonvenema3614]

And make him more powerful by shipping him with someone

[@swagmeister3000]

Nelson Venema mr. finkle x jacob’s mom is my otp

[@Nebullux]

“Mr. finkle is married, DO NOT SHIP” Me, an intellectual: ot3

[@chopstick9002]

I was going for rule 34 but this works too.

[@edslushie570]

you can still write au fanfiction about him meeting his spouse

[@mellow_mallow]

I am his spouse hello

[@brytonwallis4817]

mellow_mallow does that mean you wear precious?

[@X_AydenEdits_X]

Mr. Finkle x Da Mum

[@yukiara1350]

"2020 is the year of taking care of your body" Me: ... '-'

[@bidoof367]

i mean its true

[@NicolasClark7732]

"Let's be honest, you're not just watching this." Me: I did not come here to play Wizard101 and get attacked like this.

[@anthrosaurian]

(I am shocked to learn that wizard101 is still a thing... O.o; )

[@NicolasClark7732]

@@anthrosaurian Yeah, it saw a spike earlier this year, but it's not like it's as popular as it used to be.

[@nayeemaakhter2798]

I made ur likes 69 respect me

[@tiki-nagasvoice7919]

Man I'm glad someone else agrees-

[@leeloo87]

Damn Wizard101 is still around ?

[@xerofire]

I remember one of my greatest fears as a kid: In the 6th grade for Halloween my teacher read us this story about a kid who moves into a new house. At night he gets the feeling that something is watching him and he keeps having nightmares of a tall shadowy figure standing in the dark corner of his room watching him, or the figure crawling down from the ceiling and getting right up against his face. He tells his parents and friends but nobody believes him, eventually he gets so freaked out he runs away from his home and family. He grows up by himself and does some research on spirits and stuff and learns of a spirit from Native American folk lore that tracks down and hunts its victim for life and can mimic people from their memory. 30 years pass and he doesn’t hear anything from his parents until one night they just show up at his house and tell him how much they missed him and how long it took for them to find him. At first he’s very emotionally shocked, but later, he gets this uneasy feeling so he goes to the bathroom to be alone for a bit. A little bit later his neighbors hear strange noises coming from his house so the following morning the police go to investigate and they find him dead in the bathroom and there are strange markings written in an unknown language on the walls in ink and the dude is dead. They conclude he died of a heart attack and they find his diary that accounts his strange experiences when he was a child, his research on spirits, and how he met his parents on the day he died, but this didn’t make since because the police find out his parents had actually died many years ago in a house fire. They end up concluding the guy had some sort of mental illness and he was slowly going crazy leading up to his death. Still kinda scared of this story to this day.

[@hesperheart6622]

What school district had bad creepypasta on the curriculum?

[@xerofire]

Hesper Heart let me elaborate, it was on Halloween and the school thought it would be fun to bring classes into the library where teachers took turns reading scary stories, of their choice, to us. I didn’t find any of them scary except for this one. I think it was done every year but I can’t remember.

[@mariacargille1396]

When I was little, I was afraid of a being I thought of as the Hag. I slept on the top bunk of a bunk bed, and sometimes, I would wake up in the night and I could see sideways into the closet. And on the top shelf existed the Hag, a large and luminous misshapen head- not alive, but aware. It terrified me. I don't know what I thought was going to happen, but the fear was real. I eventually started seeing it as more sad than scary. Since I was the only one who seemed able to see it, I thought it was maybe lonely, trying to communicate or just coexist with someone who knew it was real. I talked to it sometimes, trying to make space for a conversation. It still freaked me out a little, but my developing empathy helped a lot.

[@theylorlr6677]

Not alive, but aware. Is a damn good horror description. I like how you and it kind of bonded.

[@uuh4yj43]

the true antidote to fear is not courage, but understanding

[@fluorescentalien5204]

could I use this as a drawing prompt? its really interesting and sweet in a way

[@mariacargille1396]

@@fluorescentalien5204 Absolutely, be my guest! If you ever post the art anywhere, would you give me a link? I'd love to see the result. :)

[@grimr.599]

all the best in this time of stress! I've seen a lot of people request this over the years...Maybehaps the adventures of the infamous "Florida Man"

[@sleepyteeaaa]

Nathan's fear of Girl with a Pearl Earring highly amuses me, as my mother and I look very much like the girl in the painting, and the thought of our faces striking such fear into a small child definitely brings me joy

[@pennyw2226]

Most people would think you are crazy but I love your chaotic energy

[@jatwala8295]

Shaila Walsh ‘tumblr energy’

[@sleepyteeaaa]

@@jatwala8295 ew time to off myself ig

[@jatwala8295]

Jennifer Anderson lmao

[@Sleepy-yp4wx]

@@sleepyteeaaaYou say that like it's pre-dashcon tumblr

[@IsaacMayerCreativeWorks]

This video remonds me of one of my favorite Terry Pratchett passages: “When you were grown up you only feared, well, logical things. Poverty. Illness. Being found out. At least you weren’t mad with terror because of something under the stairs. The world wasn’t full of arbitrary light and shade. The wonderful world of childhood? Well, it wasn’t a cutdown version of the adult one, that was certain. It was more like the adult one written in big heavy letters. Everything was… more. More everything.”

[@nerdadendem]

He truly knew how to do them spookems while getting at the crux of why we freak out love his work

[@verager2493]

Evolving drawfee lore: artists who can't make it become cryptids who steal food and scare children. Support artists. Especially Julia. We all want to know what she'll become, but we'll also never be ready for it. (Nathan will just be a yule lad)

[@person-nh9uj]

She will a formless being that exists only because of fear

[@Aman123ace]

She will become a shapeless formless unknowable horror that will consume the sun and bring about the end of the age of man

[@romulusnuma116]

She is what you fear most

[@tycunningham1297]

The yule lad part killed me lmao

[@OurJynx]

I love that while everyone's fears were rendered with something resembling cohesion, Jacob just quickly evolved Julia's fear into a statement about The Man. I love Beans.

[@Jean-dd1sl]

Scarfy Junior Jacob lives in a society.

[@clockworkkirlia7475]

We live in a society!

[@rinyaskyline]

Well here's a childhood fear of mine: I had dream where I was standing in a black void, chains everywhere in my vision. There was a bouquet of white flowers and two people, male and female said "Paint them red Rinya. Paint them with red liquid." I fall, flowers turn red and now I fear death.

[@nothankyou.3978]

Is it just me or do you think the red on the flowers was your blood?

[@shadowwolfhellsresident8055]

dude, this might of been a nightmare but it could be an awesome book

[@teavil]

Dude maybe they just wanted you to paint the flowers w tomato juice

[@bluewolfey]

I think that's a vision of your conception and birth

[@rcrh8546]

please do a random shapes challenge where everyone has to make their own room full of vampires! it doesnt have to be your final drawing but everyone has to try once with their shape

[@jacklandismusic]

Wasn’t expecting a summary of Charlotte Perkins Gilman’s “The Yellow Wallpaper” from Jacob, but here we are

[@beepboprobotsnot3748]

Tear the wallpaper down!

[@lissapancakes3437]

I read that for schoolwork....it was the only one that didn't deeply scar me for the rest of my life

[@BG_NC]

The awareness of post-partum depression and misogyny that The Yellow Wallpaper gave me has stuck with me tbh. Such a good story

[@beepboprobotsnot3748]

@@BG_NC Welcome to Drawfee book club.

[@genderfr3ak]

I have a grunge against that story. My english teacher assigned it as a summer project

[@Tokumei-jp8vm]

When I was young, I was so afraid that my family members legally obligated to say "I love you" it's not for any real reason, I had a good childhood.

[@jtanderson5770]

Jacob: "... do not ship Mr. Finkle with anyone, that also gives him power!" ... ... ... ... ... Soooo yeah this is everyone I would ship Mr. Finkle with . (1) Firstly, the most important woman the world to him Jacob's Mom (2) Mrs. Finkle (3) Mr. Feeny (4) Mr. Hinkle (5) Goo lady with needle fingers (6) Santo Nino (7) Girl with pearl earring.... and venomous fangs (8) Candle Jack (9) Oogie Boogie (10) Jack Skellington & Sally (they are a package deal gotta ship them together) (11) Slender Man (12) Freddy Krueger (13) Bloody Mary (14) Candyman (15) Beetlejuice (16) Mr. Boogedy (17) Bagul (18) SCP-017 (19) the Smoke Monster from Lost (20) Ryuk (21) Hexxus (22) the Gentlemen from Buffy the vampire slayer (23) Krampus (24) Daddy Spanky aka Father Whipper(Julia's rendition) (25) the Sanderson sisters (26) Scarecrow(from batman) (27) Voldeort (28) Elvira (29) Randall Boggs (30) and lastly Jacob, cause were you believe you have been evading him for 30 years he's been saying "you have been playing hard to get you little minx". You are the one that got away and broke his heart. So, have fun with THAT power boost for him. ;) And happy Valentine's Day, Mr. Finkle! ENJOY!!

[@jacobbressler5598]

No dont give him power

[@haewonchoi2752]

Jacob Bressler funny you would say that... Jacob.

[@kelsiebell1710]

I just shiped him with that lady from lights out I think they would make an amazing couple

[@kelzbelz313]

Jack, Sally and Mr Finkle every 2006 emo’s favorite power thruople.

[@bidoof367]

@@haewonchoi2752 as a certified jacob i support this

[@cro.artwork]

Wait so Jacob’s childhood fear is himself in the episode about what Drawfee would do if they weren’t doing Drawfee

[@austinknight5881]

Took way too long to find someone else who noticed this

[@cryptidboyo]

I WATCHED THE MUMMY AS A RLLY YOUNG KID AND I WAS ALSO TERRIFIED OF THE SCARAB BEETLES

[@father_mae_i]

SAME BUT APPARENTLY SCARABS DON'T WANNA EAT US SO WE'RE SAFE

[@thesoupin8or673]

Man, the end where Benny is trapped in the tomb and his torch starts going out as he sees them surround him and then it goes black and you just hear his screams and the skittering of beetles...**shudders**

[@genericname8727]

@@father_mae_i yeah, they terrified me until I learned scarabs were just harmless dung beetles in real life.

[@lazyfoxplays8503]

When Karina added the shadow, I suddenly had a flood of memories of those types of dreams. The one that you can’t enter a room, but for some odd reason it becons you to. And as you get closer you can’t move anymore and the room comes closer to you. You can’t run away. Those type of dreams. Spoopy

[@acethesupervillain348]

Mom hears Jacob's dream: "Just paint the walls white" Mom sees Mr. Finkle's booty: "Let's paint the walls red!"

[@youtuberfangirlnamededyn6186]

Ace theSuperVillain Or fifty shades of grey

[@adamb.4572]

Omg we also have a Santo Niño statue in my house but we’re latino lmao, they are kinda creepy. I feel Karina 100% on her fear

[@leahposton7857]

Please draw Anime Main Characters in Retirement or as Olds. Ex. Senior Sailor Moon 😬✨ you guys are lovely

[@alienindisguise5546]

She is the One Called SENIOR MOON

[@S3cr3tSnip3r]

You should draw How To Train Your Dragon dragons you’ve never heard of!!

[@patrickramseyart]

This is a good one. I imagine the average person wouldn't know much more (by name) than the Night Fury, but they could go way more obscure if they wanted.

[@Wrat_]

Maybe from the books

[@polarclaw7545]

There are some weird ass ones from the animated series

[@cherryclark9834]

I had a child hood fear that was some what like Jacob’s but creepier. I had one “ monster” who would slowly open my eyes while sleeping and if he ever fully opened them ( which almost happened) he would rip out my eyes and eat them. then leave me there to die. His eyes are horrific where they are wide open and they would be a glowing yellow or green. With a horrible smile. Another one lived under my bed ( wow how original) He would stay there during the day but come out during the night. What he would do it peak his head over the edge of my bed and watch me sleep...quietly. Some times he would be risky and reach his hand towards me. The only way to make sure he couldn’t cut me in to pieces is to look at him. He doesn’t like to be seen. I can sense when he is near and image what he looks like. He kinda looks like a ragged salad fingers. But with sharper fingers and blood shot eyes. I have one who stands at my doors. I know least about him... he can’t open doors but he can enter if you open a small crack. Every night I would shut every door to not let him in. But one time when I was wide awake my door creaked open and no one was in the house. I don’t know how he looks but I honestly glad I never did. ( Sorry this was creepy! These where the monsters I grew up with a kid but I eventually got over them! It sucks being a bored art kid who likes to scare herself as a child)

[@r.j.penfold]

This sounds like a creepy cartoon or animation or ARG or something! But sorry to kid you for having to experience these fears.

[@blaxidii7360]

There was a nightmare that I had when I was like 8, there was this plastic skeleton, like the kind you see in science classroom but with arms and legs that were like 2 inches too long. And it freaking moved on it’s own, but only when it was alone with me. It also spoke and had the capacity to speak, but in the nightmare it only spoke once. And as the nightmare went on, the skeleton became more and more charred, and burned. Then at the end it went like movie poster with this skeleton clutching my arm, smoking embers, with the words “Mrs. Bones”.

[@Emi_Bunni]

Sleep paralysis maybe?

[@TPNsBiggestFan]

@@Emi_Bunni no, it just seems like a fear

[@hd113766]

"Let's be honest, you're doing something else while watching this video." I feel personally attacked.

[@donovanstewart698]

Same

[@rifttwolf2147]

My childhood fear was a Weeping Willow tree in our back garden, I had a nightmare that it moved from the back of the garden to right by the patio door, it being blown by the wind lashing up and down. I swear to god i called it the Downy-Wind, It scared the shit out of me, so much so that my dad had to cut the tree down.

[@r.j.penfold]

Oh shit

[@AllieGowins]

honestly the "it's beans" is getting better each video.

[@christinachang7934]

i love this little tidbits of your childhood we're getting. here's another idea! draw old rumors or stories that you were told as a kid that were probably lies but you believed

[@shiber_]

i’m not sure how common the whole “needles coming out of the shower drain” fear is but i definitely still have it

[@calcifer_icarus]

Day 64: Candyland (the boardgame) characters and dark souls bosses/spooky/horror versions of them! I'd love to see how you'd turn those sweet candy people into horrifying beasts!

[@lolliputbug]

Replying so maybe this has a better chance of being seen.

[@rayaugustus6413]

10/10 great idea

[@insignificantramblings]

They absolutely need to do this

[@fiend-ish1090]

can't wait till day 69 ngl

[@stephgilliam]

This beans mug is the cutest one yet.

[@rawovunlapin8201]

It's also the one that's on the most drugs

[@augustburnsred786]

Also the one that fits how they were talking in the beginning the best lol

[@Noah-hj3wk]

My childhood fear was the 'Bapn' and it was a honking and tooting house-sized colorful car. It wasn't even like real or anything, my imagination just spit it out one day and was like "this is a threat to your existence, fear it!". I don't know this fucked me up for years

[@Willlovespeanutbutter]

Me: *usually watches drawfee to calm and relax as I’m going to bed* Also me: this seems like a good idea to watch this episode right before bed

[@jacobbressler5598]

Yeah cuz baby Jesus. And a wall demon is scary

[@spoonsclankingmenacingly2341]

Yeah it’s suuuuper scary with the cartoony shadow man and the stylish shower woman

[@walkinghypocrite]

The other replies are unnecessarily rude?? I totally get this. I get paranoid rly easily and the stories from the video didn’t effect me specifically but reading some of the comments did so like. Makes sense

[@PiekronMaster]

Post-layoff beans is basically group therapy for the drawfee crew

[@SquirmieWormington]

When I was younger I was absolutely terrified of the fooglies from Spy Kids. I remember being in the bathroom once, this one had two doors, and I was so scared to open the doors cause in fear of a foogly being on the other side. And every time I would see Spy Kids which I for some reason saw multiple times I would just be frozen in fear when they would play the theme song backwards. It would echo in my soul and down my spine and I would cry.

[@z31drifterlf]

Karina: Just wear shoes. shoes in the shower... my greatest fear

[@tach5884]

Well maybe that's the wrong time to wear 8 inch pumps.

[@IrvingIV]

@@tach5884 Rubber boots

[@sixsucks3086]

i wear flip flops in the shower...

[@aberido9665]

apparently wearing glasses in the shower is fine

[@IrvingIV]

@@aberido9665 Of course, unless they are made of a water soluble material.

[@meganmisaki4429]

This episode reminded me that, as a kid, I was terrified of the hamburger helper hand. So I was thinking, what if you draw some really spooked up mascots? Sounds fun?

[@creativeandfunnyname3744]

24:57. Can we all appreciate the range of reaction we get to Julia's "pope hat".

[@cathuff5802]

The character being married never stoped the shippers before

[@moonjellymusic]

truth

[@westeray]

I'M GLAD I WASN'T THE ONLY CHILD AFRAID OF THE SHOWER DRAIN

[@Chuckles_The_Goat_Clown]

I mean who knows what's going to pop out.

[@pointlesspixels3135]

Saaaaaame, I always thought snakes would pop out and bite my ankles.

[@alexschofield8085]

During the wet season we sometimes get frogs in the toilet and I was afraid that they could also come out of the shower and sink drains

[@westeray]

@@alexschofield8085 LOL THATS ACTUALLY REALLY INTERESTING

[@robinturner1563]

I have a similar story to Julia but what I saw on tv was a horror movie trailer that included bugs swarming out of the drain. And you don't just block a swarm of bugs with your foot either...they'll just eat through your foot.

[@SuperWeirdwizard]

Drawfee: Tells me to look after myself. Me: Sore back, in the middle of also drawing, and hadn't had dinner yet.... fine Drawfee, but not because you told me to

[@McBehrer]

I'm disappointed. Every single one of them said "CandleJack" and not a single one of them got kidna-

[@ashleytheblindvisionary907]

I know, right? Maybe he came to kidnap them afterwards but the "producers" stopped him or something. Idk

[@doctor.d.r7280]

*And that’s the last we ever saw of McBehrer*

[@Obstreperous_Octopus]

RIP, McBehrer

[@an_asterkin1169]

Seriously who uses the "candlejack" meme anym-

[@OscarOrtiz66628]

Ive never heard of the candlejack me-

[@steventhefan]

I love that “It’s Beans” is now the mark for the new Drawfee

[@leviathanquinn2670]

"Whatever you're doing while watching this cause lets be honest, you're not just watching this video on its own" ... *looks up from my scarf knitting* ...

[@datbird12]

Can i have the scarf?

[@OJGause]

Jacob’s one actually scared me They made something that is basically an insane horror story into something funny

[@hollish2434]

Man, this made me remember one of my brother's childhood nightmares. It was an old lady with a mardi-gras mask (my mother collects masks), who chased him down and turned him into a Werther's Original candy.

[@r.j.penfold]

That sounds like that one Gravity Falls episode where everyone is chased by the "shitty candy" monster in the smiley face mask.

[@ghoultooth]

A good choice of candy at least

[@justasmltwngir1732]

this made me laugh SO HARD you have no idea

[@vanguardiris3232]

I remember going to a pantomime with my whole family and having mostly a wonderful time, but one of the interstitial dances had some dancers who were in skeleton suits (black with glowing bones painted on, you know the ones). From then on I was terrified of skeletons all the time. My parents took turns trying to explain why a skeleton cannot pick a lock, climb the stairs, sneak into your room and rattle at you while you sleep, and they swapped whenever they lost patience. God bless them

[@lolontsewa6521]

Comment 310 of ???: Day 2 Could you guys please draw African mythological creatures like the tokoloshe (Jacob may enjoy this one), the grootslang (Nathan... same), werehyena (Karina this one, I beg) and the inkanyamba (for the monster mom herself).

[@cass1857]

I really hope they do this one eventually it’s really neat!

[@ahandsomefridge]

Tiny Karina being scared hiding up in a tree is the cutest thing I've seen today

[@mme725]

Agreed

[@fluorescentalien5204]

I think trevor henderson's work does a really good job of tapping into these "childhood fear" type monsters. the monsters he draws are grotesque but many of them have no obvious way to hurt you. you just know that they can get you, and whatever that means will be bad

[@phianphi5388]

When I was younger I thought that thousands of lobsters lived under my bed and if I got too close to the edge they would come up and snip me. Terrifying, I know

[@kelliandonnelly102]

i used to have this fear that while i was in the bathroom crabs would crawl under the door and pinch my feet so whenever i used the bathroom i had to keep my feet lifted up just in case

[@loganplonski922]

Couldn't you just look under there to see if there were actually lobsters?

[@MadCheshireHat]

I was afraid Rafiki (The Lion King) was under my bed and would grab me. Don't know why.

[@et6521]

My bed was level with the window in my room, and I lived in the middle of nowhere, so my mind always said that there was a monster that could see heat and was out to get me. I had to stay perfectly still for him to not see me, and he was kinda werewolf looking

[@apharys8921]

How did you ever get in/out of the bed? 🤔

[@joshwi4193]

A while ago you adorable goofs gave each other characters to draw from memory, and they ended up being on teams for some reason. My humble suggestion is that NATHAN and KARINA team up against JULIA and JACOB to draw the strongest super friend team. The twist is that each artist will be given two character archetypes (eg. Wizard or breakfast mascot or historical figure) by the opposing team, and will have to choose a popular character for each one (so each team will have four characters to draw from memory). The winner is the team y'all deem supreme. And also me for getting my suggestion in. Bonus points if you can find a way to get Megatron on your team.

[@starshot2661]

How would Megatron be on their team if he's a Decepticon?

[@guitarandhow]

I’d watch Disney-Pixar’s “Mr. Finkle”.

[@EinsamPibroch278]

Mr. Finkle is a Harem Anime Protagonist, he gains power with shipping.

[@ryx5111]

Nobody: Absolutely Nobody: Me: *Mister Finkle x Reader fanfiction*

[@r.j.penfold]

I am so tempted to just... Type it out as a joke here now... I used to read so much x Readers in my teens and holy fuck it was always cringe.

[@noahhoyle3462]

YOU'RE GONNA GIVE HIM POWER

[@Vespiria67]

Here is an idea: draw political cartoons for Eldritch horrors

[@Allie_Boballie]

I get so irrationally excited whenever I see the "It's Beans!" title card. I get even more excited when I see the increasing number of beans on it.