CANCER SCANXIETY

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[@davidtaylor3318]

Absolutely incredible. She is in the gym showing us different workouts and she was dying of cancer. She was an incredible person. Truly inspiring.

[@SweetieMarie21]

Or you could look at it another way and say she was living her life because she still had some life to live.

[@veehope2702]

She's inspired me to take my health more seriously, I've bought a spin bike and some dumbbells from watching her videos.

[@moldovandorin6187]

@@veehope2702 if this girl inspired you than your level of perception about life was very low ... this girl had nothing spiritual in her life .. just eating, travelling, working out ... literally 100% physical stuff ... i am surprised she could actually read

[@robbogallagher3398]

​@@moldovandorin6187what have you contributed to the world. Bugger all I bet

[@moldovandorin6187]

@@robbogallagher3398 what?

[@julespowell4896]

Just popped back to see and hear Emily. She was such a little warrior. Really missed. RIP Em.

[@ShiikaneTv]

Aisha “I just train so I can eat more” hahaha love this woman #AishaRandomComments

[@christienbbrooks7334]

Shiikane Tv that is what my husband says too .

[@ElizabethNK24]

Shiikane Tv I love Aisha she is so sweet! ❤️🌞

[@bemfawkes3214]

+Liz Gonzalez I know what a darling eh, I can see why em loved her so

[@2011rosiegirl]

"Luckily my eyebrows are still there and I really appreciate that". My god, that woman was amazing. Able to find the gratitude in everything. Puts me to shame really when I think of the things I moan about. She was (and still is) a massive inspiration to me. As is Aisha- what a beautiful warm caring soul xxx

[@bethanyleigh9691]

I'm not religious at all and would never push a belief onto anyone , however there is a lovely bible quote that could help you even if you look at it as a story "Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes? 26 Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27 Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life?" Hope this helps xx

[@bethanyleigh9691]

It's basically reminding us to live in the present , a bit like mindfulness and what you are doing anyway which is so so inspiring 💖💖The birds and animals have no capacity to worry and they are just fine , therefore we shouldn't and worry because we will be just fine. tomorrow will worry for its self . I like the bit that life is more than material things also , we should just enjoy the time we have in our bodies while we can , and your videos have definitely shown me this 💖

[@bethanyleigh9691]

Sarah Sahara aw glad you did !

[@sheilalopez7498]

Bethany Leigh Jesus is teaching us that if God looks after his creation he'll also look after us if we put our trust and hope in him.

[@beckyg927]

Bethany Leigh , thats one of my favorite scriptures right there. Thanks for sharing Hun. XO

[@bethanyleigh9691]

Rebecca Garton no problem xx!

[@robingarrett3171]

Yeah, you are cool. But you hit the jackpot with that wife of yours. There is a purity in her that is rare. And heaven knows you deserved each other. Such beauty warms this old heart.

[@allisondrury6796]

Agreed! Aisha, not every partner would put cream on their loved one! You’d be surprised how selfish people can be.

[@Seven_Hush]

Your comment nearly made me cry, which inturn warmed my old heart x

[@robingarrett3171]

Allison Drury love that she is so sweet she actually believes all folks are that kind

[@cbowman78]

I agree! She’s so sweet and always has something positive to say!

[@Shaz73]

You're absolutely right about Aisha, she oozes love and positivity and that's sadly rare these days. I still follow her and it's heartwarming

[@btrixie60]

I come back and watch probably once a year just to get inspiration from two of the most amazing people I've never met. I love you both.

[@Shaz73]

I always come back around her anniversary but yesterday I needed some Emily and Aisha positivity and love so I'm back again binge watching. Two amazing women, my heart ached for Aisha when Emily passed

[@paiiininthebuttt2477]

2023 represent

[@simonsponygirl]

My fiance asked me why im recently really interested in watching someone vlogging about cancer. Well i said because you are so overwhelmingly real, you show vibrancy for life which is infectious and it is just so inspiring. Hes watched a few times now and said shes the best one you watch! So true, keep doing what your doing 😊😊x

[@lizliz9366]

If I had a daughter I would hope she was just like you.

[@loobylou7467]

liz liz such a lovely thing to say x

[@psycherevivedby]

beautiful comment

[@tennillej9601]

Thats beautiful x

[@dawn112170]

amen,liz

[@purpledragonfly4]

Agree! I have a 2 year old and if she grows up to be just even a FRACTION as amazing as Emily or Aisha I would be thrilled!!!

[@sm5288]

Emily = 100% cute. Emily's parents were lucky to have such a delightful daughter, even if it was for only a short time.

[@karey531]

I have watched all of these videos over and over again. Emily and Aisha are what humans should be like. I laugh, cry, get angry, everything in between. I even get mad/jealous of bystanders in the background of the shots of her in public. I yell at the screen, "You just passed by a Rockstar hero and didn't hug them both?!!" I have personally been battling spinal cord and breast cancer. Emily's strength will forever encourage others to fight their battles, whatever they may be. She is a legend and Aisha is a saint. Love and miss you.

[@wongawonga1000]

I wish I could get up in the morning with Emily's positive mood. Like Emily, I have terminal brain cancer (GBM). I've found my mood can swing around allot. I get home from the gym and my mood plummets. I get up in the morning and my mood plummets the moment I get in the shower. I never used to have these issues. If If I do too much exercise in one day, I can be down for several days straight. I told my oncologist and she referred (aka fobbed me off) to the hospital psychologist who is apparently too busy to see me. A word of advice: the modern Doctor is completely useless!! A consultation with their patient doesn't actually require them to talk to the patient as such. They instead spend their time consulting their computer!! It seems that patients are no longer required when practicing medicine. We have been abstracted out to a bunch of numbers on their computer.

[@laosbazinga9683]

Sending all the good vibes your way my friend 💪❤️

[@nichola5857]

Hi Emily. I found your channel a few months ago (when you were 10k!). I was off work with anxiety and depression and I was so overwhelmed by your strength and motivation. I'm 30 and my biggest regret is how much of my life I've wasted worrying and being afraid. Watching your videos I felt so guilty that I haven't embraced life like you have. I want to thank you for making me realise that there's no room for fear in my life and I need to start living! x

[@blondie9422]

Right there with you, I have a terrible anxiety disorder and feel like i wasted some of my best years (teens and early twenties) basically being under house arrest. She’s so inspiring!

[@PikaPluff]

@@blondie9422 me right now ahh

[@Living_a_spoonie_life]

"Really, I could be Buddha." - Aisha, 2018. 😁

[@peggyschram917]

A special prayer to help with your anxiety. I, too suffer from anxiety every time I have blood work done for my chronic form of leukemia. You are very special!😊💗

[@leslievanduzee9282]

She was still Exercising here and only one month later, Emily could barely speak. She was an amazing fighter, so admirable

[@nicolageorge1713]

I truly believe Emily & PeeWeeToms Dan are Angels sent to show how true HEROS walk this earth❣ Very blessed to have found you both......TaTa bye bye fly high Emily & Dan.🕊🕊

[@hantalksabout]

LOVE the workout segment. It's so overwhelming walking into a. Gym and not knowing what does what. Those videos online making fun of people using things wrong make me so paranoid I feel like everyone's watching!

[@utoobcandy]

Aisha is so right! No matter what they say, you are the same person going in as you are coming out! Just be you and you can do it 😁

[@emiliesfineartstudio304]

As someone who deals with anxiety on a regular basis, I have found that working out, especially cardio, is fantastic for combating it and keeping it at bay! So keep working out hard, Emily! :)

[@Maplelust]

everyone deals with anxiety on a regular basis.

[@JohnnyMaudlin777]

My partner (of nearly 30 years) has been recently diagnosed with cancer and will begin chemotherapy soon. I want you to know how much we appreciate you. Thank you for what you're doing.

[@rhondawhatley1591]

Still so speechless about you are so strong and how you just stay positive all the time. Yal are amazing. Aisha hope your doing well and Emily may you rest in heaven

[@CindiLeeCusimano]

Eating again!!! LOL 😂😂😂 and when you’re not eating - you’re shopping for food!! Extra prayer for you so your anxiety is less about the scans. Mmmmmm whah 💋💋💋💋

[@erigeeka]

I laughed so hard when you asked Aisha why she was doing one leg extension at a time lol "I don't know, cause you told me to"!! Love it AND, I'm totally going to try this at the gym this week since I'm more dominant in my right. Thanks for the pro tip!

[@anniebutton7453]

Great to see you have enjoyed the weekend, you lovely inspirational pair ❤️😘❤️ Will be thinking of the two of you tomorrow, results🤞 Love and hugs from within my heart to you both and the rest of the “ family of followers!” ♥️😘♥️

[@ryanreed38]

Hope all goes well tomorrow, and A is spot on about separating symptoms of anxiety from actual physical symptoms. Been through that a ton!

[@gladysfoster7305]

We’ll all be with you tomorrow Emily when you go for your results sweetheart. You’ll have your gorgeous wife Aisha with you...yes “Mrs Buddha”...love it. But we’ll all have your back too my love. Always enjoy your videos...best part of my day...getting my Emily & Aisha Fix. Do your stuff girl...you are an incredible inspiration...love you both lots Gladys xx

[@joannesmith3991]

such a brave young lady . been following her videos so sad shes no longer here , sleep well emily xxx

[@tortoro6565]

Emily and Aisha - I hope both of you are celebrating the good scan news. In the event the news is not what we are hoping for, it’s ok to take some time off. It’s also ok to cry but it’s not ok to give up. We ❤️U and we are sending positive vibes to both of you. We are all standing in unity against cancer. Get well soon.

[@Narlee2226]

Heaven got the best a year has past and millions will live the Em life you didn't get to finish what an amazing Legacy you left behind Emily..blessings 💛🌻💜💙💚❤💜💛🌻

[@ClaymoreYip]

I love seeing your workouts, so motivating!

[@ameliajayne8488]

Aisha is so cute she always looks like she's deep in thought in the background of the videos 😂😂 bless you both! Love your videos! X

[@beverleyclark4023]

Good luck tomorrow Emily🙏 lets all 37k of us think positive thoughts about Emily tomorrow🤞The power off love 💕❤️

[@samanthadurrant4658]

Awesome human being; this world needs more Emily Haywards'. Good luck today for your scan results. xxxx

[@alexandrasarno6394]

My anxiety doesn't allow me to eat and I struggle to keep my muscle..Im so glad you sweet soul was able to eat till the very end..I miss you 💕

[@daniellea.8829]

You two are obviously so much in love. I’m envious. I hope you’re still getting paid from this channel, Aisha. You deserve it!

[@lydon65]

Your wife is wonderful; she adores you and shows such love and devotion to you. It seems her life is geared to do the best she can for you. You are a positive, warm and lovely person yourself and you seem to have met your perfect match in her. Makes a person wonder if destiny comes into play here. You needed her, and there she was ~ asking after the health and well-being of someone she didn't even know. Almost as though she had been 'waiting in the wings' until you needed her. "Why wouldn't anyone do this?!" (when you appeared surprised she was willing to rub your sun-cream on). It says a lot about her...

[@agutfog1031]

lydon65 you said what I’ve been thinking.

[@smileplease_91]

As someone who suffers from panic disorder, anxiety occurs to me 24/7, as well as panic attacks that vary in severity. Nothing really helps me, not even cardio and sunlight. I just keep as positive as I can. You and Aisha are so inspirational, and you've even given me hope. You two are amazing.

[@denisereynolds2399]

Yeah it’s great seeing what you do in the gym. You know your stuff, that’s for sure. You can just see how much you love what you do, and your body reflects that. Love when Aisha said she loves the gym coz she can eat more. Lol, I’m with you there Aish 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻😋😋 xx

[@annettegenovesi4012]

GOT to love these two. So balanced and inspiring. And that Aisha could easily be a supermodel, and a good Kaia competitor.

[@l-jy2653]

I love you girl, you can do this xxx

[@adelina7970]

Emily was such a lovely person. It makes me cry that she is not here. I love her personality so much. I wish i could give her a hug and have taken the cancer away from her.

[@susanparker4550]

So do l, God Bless

[@angeldaisy7]

Been refreshing KZbin waiting for this, your positivity and determination really shines through and really helps me to feel better after a bad day - sending you lots of love ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@adriannechilton4099]

Love your chat about stay in your lane. This is something I live by.

[@hollyhocks7360]

You are an amazing trainer they must really miss you at work ! I can see how it must get addictive and if this helps your anxiety or stress levels fantastic. I’m so pleased that you can carry on with your work outs as it obviously helps your mojo ! Anything that helps you through your treatment is worth it. Do you drink the cannabis oil or rub it on some where ? Aisha such as wise woman !

[@JayJee]

Being party to the work outs IS very interesting and educational. It's good to see. Oh and, weirdly, *deep breathing* helps with anxiety. I discovered this today during an MRI. Brought the pounding heart down.

[@kingkenny2635]

Good luck with your results tomorrow x

[@meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780]

I'm in America... So are results today or was this her today? I'm so confused! lol

[@kingkenny2635]

Disney Gamer this was filmed today May 7th which is a bank holiday in the UK. I believe the results are tomorrow May 8th.

[@meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780]

Wonderful. Thankyou :)

[@liljodibrown]

Disney Gamer the UK in generally 5 hours ahead of Eastern time in North America. So at 8pm eastern its 1am there now.

[@meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780]

Ahh, yes. That's right, I thank you.. so hard to remember at times.

[@oranjelibertine]

Aisha is my complete role model. Emily too. But Aisha for the support and love she gives out in all the difficult situations.

[@003shanna]

What you're describing sounds like anxiety. Anxiety is definitely a disorder on it's own Aisha is right, the anxiety needs to be separated from your other Illness. Anxiety is horrible and can wreak havoc if you allow it to. Just make sure you understand that what your experiencing is anxiety and it's probably higher at the moment because of your concerns with tomorrows scan results. Best of luck with your results tomorrow!

[@dineliaferrer4801]

Everyone should have wife named Asha!!!! Im so happy she always has your back!!!! Great support system--Asha and us!!!!

[@ElizabethNK24]

I loved the workouts with you and Aisha. You should do more because you are teaching us things, well, at least me! I really appreciated the part when you said you don’t have to be strict with yourself. I got a lot of guff for that but I really like and believe in intuitive exercising to listen to your body. I am praying your scan results show improvement. Glad your face is feeling like it’s better that is a good sign. Last happy your job is so nice really! Here in the US you’d just be fired. They do not care about their employees just production and money. Actually I hate it here and want to move back to the UK for good! Love you both lots like you say Emily!!!!! 💕💕❤️✌🏻

[@Toffee146]

Thinking of you, Emily and Aisha. You're ten times more disciplined than I am!!

[@chchmom]

You are both amazing! Love from Canada. xo

[@ArtyButterfly]

Your Inner strength is Amazing Emily and Your Physical strength through this journey is, I have to say, " Bloody Amazing " .... You got this Girl ! Aisha behind every strong step Emily takes You are the force and reason to keep the momentum going - You are the priceless Diamond in Emily's Crown - Keep on shining bright Aisha - Love you Both Heaps... Sending Love from Down Under

[@kayelabenseman9875]

lol ' Even when i came out of my mum i had a full set of hair " 😂😂😂😂 omg emily i didnt expect u to say that one 😂😂😂😂 THAT WAS GOLD 😂😂😂😂

[@violetmartha916]

Em you just look SO CUTE with your head shaved!! You have this beautiful but cheeky little face 😊 and your little "Buddha" is gorgeous too 😀😀😀

[@Sarah8561]

Love food hauls and workouts. Good luck tomorrow!!

[@missbear1988]

Yes Lidl is better then Aldi!!! I did enjoy watching your workout, I only work out at home and have a kettlebell and dumbbells so it’s good to see different ways of working with dumbbells. I also love Aisha’s random comments! Like...”I work out so I can eat more”! You 2 are just awesome! Best of luck for tomorrow xx

[@sassykat2000]

Love the workout tips N tricks. Perhaps you could do a beginner tips about how to determine starting weights to use and endurance building? That'd be great Em! Love you both! 💋

[@leanderthal2689]

Hi Emily, you're a cancer fighting BEAST. Don't stop. Win. Win. Win. ❤ Emily, you should talk to your doctor about the amount of water you consume. It doesn't take huge amounts to cause harm if your bodily functions are impaired. I told a friend of mine to tell his consultant how much water he was consuming ( crazily, 6 to 8 litres per day). His consultant went through the roof and limited him to 2 litres per day maximum. Consultant said that excessive water consumption, amongst other things, dilutes the medications making them less effective and in my friend's case virtually useless. Also water volume creeps up on you when you're a 'gym bunny'. If you're drinking a 1.5 litre bottle before you even get to the gym it's easy to get through another three of those in a day and that is on the very limit even without medications. Just run it past your doctor for safety. Habit can overpower thirst and lead to overconsumption putting pressure on your kidneys, brain, arteries etc etc. Stay strong you Warrior.

[@gillohare581]

good luck with the scans xxand god bless you x

[@kristymcfarlane6917]

Hi Emily - loving the fitness advice!! I’ve got a lot of back pain as a result of cancer treatment with a lot of my spine fused. You have totally motivated me to exercise - I used to make excuses because of bad pain but you’re such a motivational force. Any more advice on workouts, particularly for more unfit people/ with disabilities I’d be really really grateful. You guys are bloody legends - xx Kristy

[@eboniz]

hope you’re well!

[@mct2353]

Emily you are amazing xx

[@LiveLife287]

Mc T yes she is!! 💕 These lovely ladies are my new addiction in life. I admire Emily more then I could say. I have been a nurse for 25 years and truthfully I can say that I have not seen so much positivity and strength from a cancer warrior! I am am in awe of how even when facing stressful appointments they always think of Emily’s care providers and how they are dealing with things. Mad respect and love!

[@mct2353]

C C she's fabulous... I went through cervical cancer not too long ago myself and I was a total wimp through the whole treatment.. If I could have half her strength x

[@mct2353]

C C 👍❤️

[@mct2353]

Catherine Stålborg awww THANK YOU LOTS... yes Im now in remission which I am VERY grateful for. Thanks for caring xxxxx

[@mct2353]

Catherine Stålborg thanks for your lovely words... yes GIRL POWER for sure. Lots of love xxx m

[@annj2932]

About the water. Everything is good in moderation. You can drink too much. But if you only drink when you’re thirsty you’re good 😊 drinking way too much in a short period of time can actually result in swelling of cells. You are an amazing person Emily. Love you’re vlogs and your inspiring attitude. You and Aisha is couple goals. 💕

[@coolcatlady117]

Good luck with the scans!!! You da bomb🤗

[@charchar8608]

I have wAtched all your videos and you appearance has changed, but you are so pretty that the hair loss doesn't matter, but your personality and radiance is still there. You are awesome...

[@eca2641]

Definitely want to see your workouts. As specific as you wanna get! I can only WISH you were my personal trainer. I'd pay for a full on workout video of yours, actually. 👍🏽🙂

[@naomismith4933]

'i work out so i can eat more' - gotta love Aish.

[@donthaveachannelbcofwork4697]

Food shopping and working out info again - LOVE IT! Still waiting on your favorite workout music playlist - I know it's hard to choose - but give it a shot! Thoughts and prayers going out to you and Aisha during results appointment tomorrow. Much love from So. Cal., USA

[@Kim-n-Brian]

Nothing better than watching a married couple working out together and supporting one another. I love you both tons !!! Keep on keepin on 😙

[@karencurtis2697]

Perfect Buddha Aisha 😊😊😊😊 love watching your workout make me feel good without doing anything keep up the good work girls. And good luck for tomorrow. Take care both x😉

[@ruthm3813]

Your exercise warm up is my actual exercise lol!! But even though I don't exercise like this or even exercise much at all, I enjoy watching your teaching. You truly are amazing.

[@mollyhiggins8925]

I’m very new to the gym myself but I’m lucky enough to have a boyfriend willing to show me the ropes. I would say that your work outs are easy to follow and great for people like me who sometimes aren’t sure how to get started at the gym. I also live in Canterbury at the moment and love watching you walk round the town showing me the best places to eat. Love the videos and hope you make many more. Xx

[@carmenkim1088]

Lifting up a special prayer for you!!! God bless you both!!!

[@audreydempsey7269]

U look great Emily glad ur haveing fun in the sun l like that sun cream its french about £20 god bless😇😇😇

[@SamanthaEmi]

Good luck for your results tomorrow, you are a fighter and you are going to survive this and live a happy cancer free life one day! In my prayers always

[@TheJoyGrenade24]

47 views. Never been so early. I love my notifications.

[@melanieblake2689]

U keep going Emily Im so proud of you watching u is Amazing keep up the Fight against cancer u can do it Em I have every faith in u stay strong and positive lovre watching your videos truly inspirational your positive out look on life I just love u for that take care love to Isha your beautiful wife cookie the dog cat too

[@maureenshea4268]

Yes, I love seeing your gym routine. Mostly I love scenes in your town and the other places in England you show, its so lovely. I've been to the UK, but not for a while. Stay positive about tomorrow. I'm hoping the results are good.

[@jillmilroy2392]

What an amazing young woman so brave,strong & positive amazing person

[@lynkent677]

love your workout....and more would be great so can train at home.... Good Luck for tomorrow darlings....will be thinking and sending much love to you both xx

[@007janerussell]

Lyn Kent I’m from BC where are you from

[@lynkent677]

UK...Hi

[@Grahamcracker6366]

Your strength, smile, and attitude are contagious. I’m thankful you are letting us follow you through. I’m an American teaching English in South Korea, so I have to wait several hours to see your videos due to the time zones. I’m sending you love, positive vibes, and prayers all the way from South Korea.

[@helpmerhonda6101]

I love that you are showing how to properly workout. I am wanting to join a gym but wouldn't know what to do with all the equipment there ..Thank you! ....Love you both!!!!! XO

[@strangedays871]

Keep up the positive vibes. Your spirit is well beyond the body and no matter what happens in this world that is the most important thing.

[@LD-ij1mk]

I loved that you included your gym workout!!

[@nanettemclean5]

Oh my dear Emily...If only you know how much you are missed X

[@WanderingCentrist]

Love the workouts!!! Have recently started but just cardio. At some point I'd love to try weights!! You're both super-inspiring for this endeavor of mine. :)

[@stephanierae9703]

I' m having it too! When I saw the title I had to come home to view. I didn't want to in my office because in a strange way I didn't want to share! Just wanted to quietly take the time to pay attention to you sweet girls! PeeWeeToms needs some love and prayers too.

[@007janerussell]

Love the work outs because I’m to intimidated to go to the gym because I don’t know how to use the machines

[@007janerussell]

Or maybe that’s my excuse .. all I do is cardio

[@loobylou7467]

Jane Russell if you ask the staff they will show you how to use the machines. Everyone has to start somewhere 🙂

[@merryforge7031]

Good luck tomorrow, Emily. You're looking great. Anxiety is a pain :( but glad the workouts push it away.

[@Mellybeans0919]

So good to see you again! Earliest I have been to see a video of yours!

[@donnacoupe7359]

Our love and prayers are with you Emily and Aisha.xxxx

[@wendyakrawi5532]

Think about releasing a work out plan and dvd you have a talent for connecting with your viewers. Big hugs for tomorrow

[@Myopinion47]

Good luck with your results. You can’t control the outcome but you can control how you decide to deal with it and live everyday being the best version of you. It must be so difficult but you are both amazing and deserve good things in you life. Much love xx

[@sherrys.96]

Wish you were here in Dallas, would love you to be my trainer. You’re so knowledgeable and motivating! Blessings from USA!!!

[@annkuhlman5783]

Wish we could take your anxiety away! We are here for you! Always!

[@denisereynolds2399]

Good luck for your scan results love. Will be thinking of you both xx

[@jimlong4182]

I love it. “Have a bit fun. Be spontaneous.”Then that cheeky smile. This is the reason I still was your videos Emily. You know how to brighten my day. Even now. Thank you.

[@leximarie1751]

Thinking of you! I really hope you have good scans tomorrow! By the way, your tips are amazing!

[@SynneMeling]

Your strength is incredible,, and you are so positive with what you are going trough. I hope you are feeling as happy as you seem beacause although you are incredibly strong, you also show the hard times. Anyway.. you are truly something special and never forget that!!