CANCER BITES ME IN THE ASS

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[@betweenthepoles]

2021. I’m 66 and have now lived 4 years longer than this beautiful, truly alive young woman. It’s been said probably too many times but still, life is just so unfair! I didn’t find her vlogs until after she passed and I am so sad that I didn’t have the opportunity to send her words of encouragement or a gift to put a smile on her face. R.I.P. Emily. You are still giving people hope and helping us to smile and appreciate the time we have here on Earth. Thanks also to Aisha for showing us the true face of unconditional love.

[@bridgetterodgers6496]

And to think three months later she was gone 😓 look at how well she lived her life right up until the end. We have no excuses ~ literally, no excuses

[@zhaviyah84]

Change we to I. Stop talking for everyone else. Not everyone has the amazing support system she had etc. many have it ALOT worse. Sure that’s hard for your little head to wrap around. She lived well despite her cancer. Those who do it alone with no love are the brave ones.

[@babybluecheeks]

Can't believe she's gone, RIP Em ❤

[@lynkent677]

You too watching past blogs...xx...What an awesome human and a beautiful soul she is.....babybluex....Man...so so sad....only the good die young!...I truly believe Em is in a beautiful world today....Peace to you babybluex

[@babybluecheeks]

Lyn Kent My heart hurts so much, Em was a true inspiration for all of us how to be strong. I needed to see her before .

[@sexysergeant123]

Same😢

[@adalineproulx9773]

Same here itll be her funeral thur i think. I sure miss her and aishas vlogs :(

[@sexysergeant123]

I'm packing for vacation and I would rather go to her funeral. I feel like I need to say goodbye to her when Ive never even said hello.💙🌺

[@samgordon3450]

So glad you liked the cap, sorry I couldn't write a nice message with it as sent direct from supplier. You're loved, all over the world. Sam, Northern Ireland xx

[@beelarehman5992]

Sam Gordon 💕

[@SuzanneDeniseB]

Sam Gordon ♡♡♡

[@3vimages471]

Lovely gesture Sam …. Emily's smile was worth a thousand somethings. Good on ya hun.

[@janewhitson6065]

So nice of you Sam ❤️ RIP beautiful Emily xxxx

[@mariangica5358]

I love that cap like as I love the smile you put on Emily. .. Rest in peace my brave hero...😘🙏

[@HarrietScholey]

Still watching in 2020, I wish I found your channel while you were still here Em. I find myself missing you most days without ever even meeting you. RIP ❤️

[@dianebarron8362]

EMILY WE ARE NOT WATCHING TO BE ENTERTAINED, we watch to admire your strength and bravery, love you and God Bless

[@relaxingsoundsforgoodsleep4653]

I only found Emily’s vlogs recently but I watch because she & Aisha are fun, brilliant and highly lovable human beings. This Emily was a force of nature and I’m learning from her & Aisha how to live. Luv u both very much. ( ps- I’ve had cancer & seizures/brain surgery so I don’t take what she went thru lightly. Also many people were not kind to me but I find these young women awesome and examples of what humans beings can be.

[@Ms.Gollygosh]

Rest in peace, Emily. You will never be forgotten ❤ xxx

[@joleneplourde9885]

ladytron008 no she wont be forgotten....Im still in shock even though I knew this was going to happen eventually. Her last vlog was so sad and I keep wishing she could have done just one more to know she had come to terms with this....to know she was alright I guess is what I mean. My youngest sister died in a car accident a few yrs ago and in my shock all I could think of is wondering is she was alright wherever she was....thats how I feel with Em and I never knew her personally....

[@peeweetoms]

Nandos!!! love your vlogs :)

[@Jill99ish]

PeeWeeToms I watch yours 😁 Just read about 15mins ago you're not vlogging because you feel crap. Hope you're feeling better soon x

[@sexysergeant123]

I can't believe you're gone too...RIP☹️

[@nancym5729]

Rip 💔

[@tracyturner9406]

2 beautiful souls gone RIP 💙💖

[@maxfrecklington9946]

RIP guys

[@julieann5381]

Unboxing the hat with the hiccups made me laugh. You were an absolute joy. Miss you em ❤️❤️❤️

[@katamari08]

Me too 😍 so adorable

[@pattykochenower4222]

You’re hiccups ... everything.... you’re so missed , I watch and love every vlog... I miss you Emily❤️

[@Paula_Shelton]

Love how happy the gift made her. I miss her vlogs so much.

[@tseg6325]

it broke my heart to watch this and hear Emily say she the hat would look great in summer 😭😭 bless her soul, Aisha, and all their friends and family and supporters ❤️❤️

[@adalineproulx9773]

Rip to one of the strongest ppl ive met! Xo

[@jimlong4182]

I just found Emily from watching peeweetoms videos. God bless them both. I have cancer. In treatment.

[@virginiamicek15]

Emily. People will continue to watch you because of you. You are such an endearing person Sending lots of hugs and good vibes your way. 💋

[@goodvibrations2751]

Emily is beautiful in every way, she is adorable with oodles of charisma and charm. I love her and thank her for helping so many people.

[@samgordon3450]

Made my absolute year seeing you wear the cap, beautiful. You be you honey, happy, sad, pissed off, high on meds, - our love runs deep. Xx

[@Velocitygrl34]

Sam Gordon I’m watching this for the 80th time... but your sweet gesture is never lost on me! That was super cool of you, she was so stoked 💚💜❤️💙

[@albertabrownemorgan803]

Thanks Sam!!! You are amazing 🤩

[@cynthiaholland13]

That was so sweet. I'm so thankful for those who were able to send her gifts and comments during her life. So many of us found her after she had passed

[@loridunn5873]

Still missing ya Emily!!!

[@KS-yp1jl]

I come here often to rewatch Emily's videos, it's been a huge source of comfort for me recently. As heartbreaking as it is to know that she's gone, I'm grateful that her channel and videos are still up for us to enjoy. "Inspiring" is a word that definitely fits her - she was a super hero, no doubt about it! Despite her body being riddled with cancer and undergoing harsh treatments, she hit the gym every day and accomplished amazing things, while still maintaining a positive attitude and beautiful personality. She truly was an exceptional individual, a true legend.

[@georginataylor4617]

People watch your videos because they have taken you into their hearts so good or bad, we will continue to watch and send you our love and support. xx

[@myralawson4543]

Came across this today and it was so good to see your face again. We all miss you terribly Em but wouldn’t want you back here as you’d be in pain again. I’m sure you have the angels on a strict schedule and you’re busy making them work 😉❤️❤️❤️😇

[@sylviadavis8278]

Hello, Ms. Personality. I just love the way you're navigating your life. Talk about inspiration, that's you. Go get'um baby, we are with you. My bet is on you, love.💕💕

[@cindys.6446]

I miss Em so much, it’s so lonely without Her💔

[@standup2982]

Emily, on this, International Women's Day, keep doing what you do, fighting! Stay strong, you're a warrior 💪💪💪 xx

[@JesseGutierrez]

God Bless you my dear! I wish I could have met her, I love her attitude. So positive and beautiful!

[@traciprovins3221]

“You know, he runs into a wall at a train station...” 😂 Best of luck with your appointment. You bring so much positivity to me and I love these videos!!! But I also appreciate the realness of it because I know from my own experience that cancer sucks. You look so good in hats and have such gorgeous hair!!

[@sabrinar.3917]

You should never worry about/feel like people aren't going to watch your videos if you record yourself at times when you're really down. It can help with your anxiety to express how you feel. Your cancer journey blogs are already the most positive ones I've seen on KZbin ever. Your motivation and positivity inspires me and gives me perspective on life. I do hope you feel better soon though.

[@roflopoulos1633]

We all have a short period of time on this planet. She is everything I want to be in life. I don't have cancer, but depression. She's helping me through it. Thank you Emily.

[@myralawson4543]

Emily, you have been such an amazing influence on my life. Went to the Dr. because I had a growth on my face that I have been ignoring for months. Your vlog showed up in my feed and I had to watch. Your advice was to us all, “GET YOURSELVES CHECKED OUT FOR CANCER” This time I decided to go and God help me when he said it’s cancer I almost fell off the table!😳🥺🥺. I was just so shocked as it was small like a pimple and white!! Stupid me for thinking all cancers are dark in color! WRONG!! So I had it removed and they said they got it all so I’m happy about it other than the big scar on my face 🙄. I’m sitting here writing you to Thank You for sharing your life with all of us. You’ll never know how just how many lives you have touched and saved just by watching your videos. I don’t know what else to say except Thank You! You literally just saved my life!! I hope that somewhere, somehow you are able to feel the love I’m sending to you! I hope you know just how Very Special YOU Are and will Always Be!! God sent us an Angel when you were born. Yeah I can hear you right now saying bloody hell you’re getting all sappy now 😂. Feel the love, Em, FEEL THE LOVE 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

[@MtashunkaB4429]

Are yoi still cancer free ?

[@yvettesavo18]

. Hi Emily my name is Yvette, I'm one of your silent followers. I always look forward to your inspiration videos with Aisha. I just had to tell you what a magnificent personality you have and what a joy you ladies are to watch. I want to thank you for sharing your journey with us. I know and pray that you will kick Cancer Ass. Your recent bone surgery update was a bit of a downer but please don't let this change your positive outlook, it's just another hurdle in your fight. I know from watching your videos that you along with Aisha and your support team that you will make the right decision concerning the possibility of surgery, just remember that you have a huge group of people by your side, Aisha, your team of doctors, family and friends and all of your subscribers who are praying for you and will continue to support you every step of the way. Stay Positive Stay Strong, Love Life, and most of all KICK CANCER ASS!!! XOXO

[@elainemiddlebrooks1788]

you constantly amaze me with your upbeat, "fight on" attitude! prayers for you always and love ❤you lots

[@dennisdavenport3416]

Emily more than a hero! To All of us

[@InsignificantNick]

Going through another Emily binge. I wish I had found her channel before she passed. I would've loved to have sent her a Twinzz hat.

[@upendasana7857]

God bless you Emily,you blessed this world with your presence.

[@dcworld1076]

emily will always be the queen of nandos

[@theresacarmody702]

What a beautiful person she was .She made the most of everyday .She was a remarkable woman .All the pain she was going through ,but still she managed to smile and brighten your day .Heaven has a beautiful angel .Hope Aisha is coping ok .You were wonderful to Emily .You must miss her alot

[@melanieblake2689]

Emily a great cure for hiccups is hold your breath and put your fingers in your ears & count to 20 in your head trust me it works .

[@julielynn86]

Please don't worry about being honest about how you feel and whether or not that will make your videos less watchable. I cannot imagine that that would be the case, but I would take the pressure off. We are all gathered here on your journey now and care so very much. I'm not here to be entertained. I care. Praying for you. Big time. Hugs.

[@helenuntiveros3717]

Aww the ugly part of cancer the fatigue and pain. I was so tired last night I went to bed at 6pm and had such a hard time getting up this morning to get my daughter to school. I don’t know how you keep your energy up. Praying for you good results next week. Love 💕 you lots.

[@nikigarcia1766]

Sorry you’ve had a bit of a downer couple of days. Sending you lots of love, positivity and luck for your scans and appointments next week. Xx

[@katepedley5023]

Sending you so much love, be thinking of you next week! Xx

[@baldgirl2010]

Emily I love your new cap and that bag is amazing! I’ve liked this vlog to cheer you up, you’re doing great - stay strong hun xx

[@Toffee146]

Please rest, Emily. Although it's good being active, you need to give yourself more self care and calm down a bit!

[@sassybearbee]

Sending love 💕 from California

[@marybeazley7741]

Hi Emily there are times when you are going to feel really depressed, i know from my dad they put him on anti depression pills.....sweetie things are going to go good for you, you just watch and see...Love you both...xoxo...Mary....Canada

[@ioanavoicu7031]

Missing you so much ❤️🌟

[@lynjones9339]

Still watching MISS You Emily xx Peace xx

[@donthaveachannelbcofwork4697]

Hey Em-still loving the vlogs. You are rockin'! How in the world do you manage to vlog so well when you feel "rough" - especially when you are nauseous? When I'm nauseous it's like BLACKHAWK DOWN sister!!!....Don't talk to me, don't touch me, don't bug me or something really bad is going to happen you. How do you push through that? It must be some special gift you have.:) Keep on keepin' on my friend...sending an email soon...see you in the next one!

[@viva3990]

Love you all....aisha is top top...and you are top top...such lovely girls....beautiful

[@TheElf81]

We all love you Emily up or down so don’t apologise. Rest when your body is telling you and enjoy the energy filled days. You are amazing. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@sandras1212]

Love this pleasant, sweet woman. Just started to watcb her vlogs. So sad I was listening to Justin Hayward who sings like an angel and came upon Emily. I have been watching ever since. So sad lovely lady. You are one of the angels now. RIP honey By chance I found you and will continue seeing you live life to its fullest.

[@JoJo-bk4cl]

Hi to Emily and Aisha. I came across your channel a few weeks ago, and I have been catching up on your vlogs since. In that time I haven't commented, purely because I am gobsmacked, chin dropped, speechless after every vlog! You two are the most gorgeous couple, wish the most AMAZING outlook on life. You are beyond your years in wisdom, but youthful and fun in your approach to life. I'm 45, and I am truly becoming a better person from watching your vlogs. You will never know how you are helping so many people in so many ways. You give me hope. My words here can't express how I feel. Girls, keep it real as you always do. My love and big hugs goes to you both in bucket loads! Thank you both for being you. Xxxxx

[@stephaniewilson5284]

Thanks Em. Still come back to you in 2021 december

[@jimmyjohnstone7258]

Eat meat. Film whatever your mood is, do not hide your feelings.The surgery option might be best. A fracture would end your independence...Doing bus trips and train journeys is hard enough walking but in severe pain with a non healing femur fracture would be fuck of a lot worse.

[@stressmess3469]

I see people with cancer have a channel on here and they get a mad amount of followers and views and then when they are all better then everyone doesn't watch ..that's rather weird ..you will watch a sick person and then there all better and you dump them..KZbin is messed up..

[@joleneplourde9885]

Jen 422 I would never do that...I really dont care what others do. Just wish Em was still here 😢

[@alexandrasarno6394]

Sweetheart didn't make it to summer 😢❤

[@LLulu145]

LOVE your music choices!!

[@loricrane8875]

Miss you ❤️

[@rmjames83]

RIP Em, I just wish I knew u when u were still here!

[@mihaelacirpa4881]

Emily . I could be your mom,, my daughter is your age. I want to tell you what a beautiful intelligent sensitive human being you are. I learned from you so much! Your atitude will beat that horriible beast!! Your good heart and the stunning girl you are will payback to you wirh healing. You are always in my prayers my lovely Emily. Please give a big hug to your Earth Angel Aisha, she's admirable, God bless her heart!! Love you both!

[@lilllindemark7916]

Don't act so suprised, we love you you EM. Your biggest fant from Norway❤️

[@lisadavie5819]

Does anyone know what happened to her beautiful dog after Emily passed? Hope someone close to her took the dog. x

[@katamari08]

I believe Cookie belongs to Aisha’s parents/family. *I think* …Neither Emily, nor Aisha had a dog when they shared a home in Canterbury.

[@karencurtis2697]

Anyway rant over , your followers are amazing such thoughtful gifts love the Med bag 💼 and your new twinzz hat fabulous. this is your channel, your life ,We watch you to show support and love ❤️ for you both , your a great young couple going through this with such courage. Good days and bad . Try to rest take care both 😉

[@MtashunkaB4429]

Aisha..what is your current qddress. I am native american sioux and am bsttling so many ailments. But i would love to send you something ive mqde ..

[@desiderata333]

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@jessej.m.e8430]

The hats looking on point 👌 editing on point 👌 Nice trainers BTW 💯💪 Love Ya Guys xx xx

[@crystalsmith6772]

Feel better Beautiful Girl ...... 💕💕💕💕

[@TheDovM]

Hi Emily, found you on youtube today, can't stop watching your videos now, you are such an inspiration for all of us! sending you good thoughts and lots of love xx

[@Lottiloveslife]

Sending healing and love your way. Even when you feel down you still live your life! You amaze me and your courage inspires me. Always do what is best for you at that time, we are with you on this ride through good and bad 😘😘

[@Lottiloveslife]

It’s Lotti by the way! Changed my name on here lol x x

[@shellbell2730]

One of the first people I want to look up in Heaven is EMILY!

[@elizabethw.454]

Me too!! 🙏🙌

[@tammiewhite5850]

I don't understand this , with all the money and research .That our love ones are still dying

[@kalamcshane9388]

Aloha sweetheart all the way from Hawaii

[@racheljudge5029]

Your vlogs are amazing sending strength and positive vibes Emily x

[@vickyrogers3690]

Emily, what is your po box?

[@emilyhayward4726]

Vicky Rogers the kings school recreation centre, 1 st Stephens road, Canterbury Kent, Ct2 7hu Xxxxx

[@cindyswanda6708]

Em I miss you terribly.

[@karencurtis2697]

Thumbs down Wt. how can anyone do that , Emily is an amazing person getting on with life , sharing and inspiring us sorry but its THUMBS UP 👍 all the wayyyyyyyyy

[@RachelDex]

Karen Curtis Keep in mind that not everyone views things in the same way you do. Maybe that thumbs down isn't meant in a negative way? Perhaps they're sad that Emily isn't feeling great and that she's worried about upcoming appointments? Either way, each to their own. Thumbs down on a video is the least of her worries, wouldn't you say?!

[@karencurtis2697]

Good call I just saw red sorryyyyyyyyyyyy x

[@vivienleigh4640]

Miss you!

[@mrsdiana324]

Kind of sad watching this knowing how it all ends incredible young lady it would be nice to have a check in with iesha to see how life is going post emily

[@Toffee146]

Aisha.

[@charl366]

Miss you ❤️

[@rosemarys2465]

I'm sorry you are feeling rough and have anxiety about the coming appointments. I hope you can feel the love coming to you during this time. You are building a great community here...hugs to you.

[@welshlad6427]

❤️

[@deefitzgerald2906]

It makes me so SICK that this BEAUTIFUL YOUNG WOMAN who had a HUGE LIFE just started her life had to DIE FROM CANCER.....Then their are OLDER PEOPLE who want something so bad to END the life they have now....This was a DAM SHAME she was so SPECIAL and I know her love is still missing her....LOVE NEVER just stops...

[@spiritualconnection6289]

Wowww thats wicked love to you both x

[@claricejones1766]

Hope you are feeling more on form soon but like that person said, it's ok to admit you're feeling rough and it's ok to show that. Cancer is a journey with highs and lows and you wouldn't be doing yourself justice if you pretend everything is always ok! My only disappointment in this video (and only disappointment with you) is the Harry potter thing 😭😭😭 34th Street?! 💔 Haha

[@spotoftea3622]

Love you Emily!! You are such an inspiration! My father in law passed away from melanoma in 1993, so a couple of years ago when I had a melanoma in situ on my left cheek, I was certain it was over. It was quite a journey, but so far I haven't had any other primaries. I'm thankful for your videos and I know so many others are too. BTW I'm a vegan and I lost 30 lbs. and feel amazing. It's quite a lifestyle change, but definitely worth it. Lots of love!!!

[@coconutsciencegirl9232]

Platform 9 and 3/4

[@amycroft4264]

I can’t believe your subscriber count has shot up DOUBLED in a couple of days. I am so hooked on your Channel. I’m trying to go back and watch all your videos ❤️

[@equestrianlogos]

Emily, regardless of how much you reach out with honesty about what’s happening, you will always have a small part of you that feels a sense of fear. You are one brave girl and we are all rooting for you. Remember that although we all love your positivity and vibrant approach to life, we don’t expect you to “entertain us” all the time with smiles and an upbeat attitude. Don’t worry about “being depressing” or not feeling well. It’s OK! While I don’t encourage succumbing to a sense of disparity, glimpses and acknowledgement of certain feelings is probably super healthy. So - I’d like to think we are all unconditional :). As an aside, look up CLA (conjugated linoleum acid). It’s an omega and I’m also a gym hog - it’s amazing for lean body mass development and also known to have anti-cancer properties. Go look it up! Much love from Toronto, Canada. Xx

[@trishelmelancon2364]

I’ve been subscribed for a month or so now and watch all your videos and you are inspiring. I do have a question. A lot of people tell me that I shouldn’t eat my protein bars bcuz they are a processed product and I see you eat them often and u seem pretty healthy. Have you ever asked your dr what she thinks of them? Thanks Tell Aisha I said hey!! I’m from New Orleans Louisiana.

[@zoezoezoezoezoezoe9947]

❤️

[@geoffjoffy]

You're the female version of PeeWeeToms. LOL>

[@lingrazie6853]

That is so nice and beautiful bag, hat. Don’t overdue your workouts because in the moment you might feel the rush from the adrenaline and then when everything calms down boom the pains comes with vengeance. That happens to me. Blessings your way!

[@colliesworld6380]

Heh wanted to say thanks for all the cool music y include in your vids it's so awesome....hang in there girl. Love Aisha in the vids. I have a question and please don't take this wrong cause it's part of yours and Aisha's journey together. As I mentioned before I am a chronic pain patient myself and also had a partner, but after 4 yrs he just could not deal with my illness and ended up leaving it became too much for him. That is a sad story all in itself I won't go there now, it my question to you both would be do you ever get sick of hearing Em talk about her Cancer? Like it becomes a part of everything you do. Like you my walking is affected so everything we do, or can't do was because of my stupid condition, and I like you Em always wore my feelings on my sleeve, meaning I always talked about my pain etc...it just helped me deal with it better. Does Aisha ever get sick of hearing you talk about "Cancer"? It is in effect part of everything you do, walk, work, eat,sleep ,social life, your daily mood etc.....

[@traceysimkins3504]

Emily it’s good being positive and I love you for it, it’s fine too be low and just feel rough. Let others take the strain a little. I had battle every day and tried so hard to put up this bravado but it’s ok to be low, however positivity is great too, whatever you feel, you feel no two days are the same right behind you all the way x

[@cherylcampbell7495]

Miss pee wee toms too. Life is not fair. Love and prayers. I miss you both. True warriors 💕🙏🇺🇸

[@beelarehman5992]

❤️

[@Katie2sWeightLoss]

Stopping in to say hello, and I truly enjoy your vlogs. Please rest, and take care of yourself.

[@lillsjul]

Look up cancer seeding, which happens in surgery. And feel free to open up. You can be real. You are an inspiration no matter what.

[@Whocaresss514]

RIP beautiful lady

[@jazzlander5309]

love the spin

[@ursulaoleary672]

Watching this back and listening to her complaining about a headache is so sad 😢😢