FILMING THE HARD TIMES WITH CANCER

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[@brilliantatbreakfast]

4000 new subscribers since you passed, Em. And still growing. THAT'S how important what you did here is.

[@SuzanneDeniseB]

And i come back to watch them again. She is missed ♡

[@ellalily123]

Still watch Em in 2023 she was amazing 💔 How I would give anything for her to know she has over 70 thousand subscribers who loved her x

[@ellamarson3882]

I’m crying watching your old vlogs mss you Em , thinking of you Aisha 💖💖🌈

[@hollyrichardson6218]

“Make sure that yesterday being a crap day doesn’t matter, because tomorrow’s gonna be amazing”- if only we all had that mindset. What an incredible women❤️

[@Ms.Gollygosh]

Rest in peace beautiful Emily. You'll forever be in people's hearts

[@davidtaylor3318]

What a girl.....one in a million🙌

[@danithefiend6167]

These vlogs make me remember to live each day to the fullest. You will always have that impact, and it is beautiful. Miss you, Em.

[@josephbader1243]

They loved there food. Miss you Emily and iasha.

[@sineadhennessy9450]

Just an indomitable spirit and zest for life, an amazing lady with an incredible partner. A shining light in this world, she is very missed by people who knew her and loved her, and her army of followers. May heaven be your bed sweet angel. 👼🏻💔

[@judyrutherford5721]

Never too many blogs! xx

[@juliaputman]

Darlin' you have whatever you want! I wish you could be somewhere warm and sunny - like Texas

[@killerqueen-ut5ch]

Im glad youre feeling better. Eat what you like and tell everyone commenting on it to piss off. Sheesh. Love from Niagara Falls Canada. 💞

[@anniepuckett8947]

Emily- I absolutely commend you for filming and posting these AMAZING vlogs. You are such a beautiful, strong, courageous and inspiring individual. So impressed that you are being so real about your journey... showing the really tough or negative aspects while also continuing to be such a positive role model for others who are battling cancer or experiencing seriously challenging life circumstances.

[@corinnayorke2422]

Happy Valentine’s Day from Canada! 🇨🇦

[@joleneplourde9885]

26000 more subs since you left us Em. We sure do miss you and Aisha!

[@erin_ward20]

this is so sad 🥺 you’re now an angel 🪽

[@mikejaygreen]

I bloody love this girl. she is amazing. r.i.p babe hope I meet you in the next life.

[@alwaysbethebestversionofyo8673]

So glad you had a good time shopping with Aisha x

[@vitaliygoldin5423]

Great job on the videos!

[@lunis471]

Awee Emily thst was a lovely Vlog. Thank you for everything you done here and continie to do.Im still so very inspired when I watch them RIP Emily xxxx

[@elynrebels4535]

You are amazing! Look forward to seeing your vlogs. And, your artistic talent is lovely the way you edit your vlogs, mix music and especially seeing and hearing you (and you two together💕).

[@mrsprincenelson5756]

RIP beautiful angel xxx

[@Isabelly]

I love your videos like always. I appreciate you sharing your journey through good and bad. Your videos ALWAYS make me want to fly there and have the food there, so yummy

[@carriehhh]

Looking forward to more vlogs, Emily! Good to see you getting out of our comfort zone a bit - well done Aisha! Cancer sometimes makes me want to retreat too, and I know how important it is to have someone in your corner to give you that push when you need it. Have a fantastic week!

[@riawallace7560]

Always appreciate and love your updates, lots of 💓 to both of you. Ria ✌😘✌😘

[@juliaforsythe5487]

What an angel

[@phylwilson2308]

Hey Ems love seeing you enjoying your weekend. Thanks for being you. Keep getting out and about when you can Emily. Lots and lots hugs ❤️ love Phyl

[@cammeronwall5841]

Love you guys!!! Love the vlog! Stay strong and keep us motivated!

[@Dolphinsz]

you stay strong beautiful

[@jessej.m.e8430]

That 70% is important but the 30% is always more important because we can give 100% 💪 Love Ya Guys xx xx

[@miaombak655]

Thankyou again Emily the Inspo girl. I am finding it difficult to get out alone, due to fatigue that hits and knocks me hard..it does muck you around. So happy Aisha is there to get you out and about, bless. You do keep it real sister, and that's part of what we love about you. Just vlog about what you want to say, it's all interesting and helps you firstly and others, including myself. Your camera work and editing is brilliant and ove your music too. It's your signature. Keep up your spirit even on the not good days. 💜

[@elizabethlaw3724]

Watching 2023 R.i.P Emily 💖

[@preetygurl2828]

how is it possible to meet someone you don’t know? either way, i miss her a lot. ❤️

[@stephaniejohns5435]

You are so inspiring!! I love your attitude and you spirit. You are I’m my prayers that your cancer starts diminishing. You would be great in a support group helping cancer patients deal. On another subject, before your hip, were you into cardio? Have you ran any marathons? I’m running my first in April.

[@northline5670]

Hi🖐! Love how you chare both ups and downs. Think you are so strong in every way and real and wow, so posetive! You and Aisha fill each others out so well and your relationship is so beautiful. Impressed also about Aishas relaxed positive way of dealing with this illness. It would be so much harder for you, had she gotten depressed, bad mood, worrying and breaking down. It would have been understandable, but so much harder for you and rubbed off on you.Both of Your energies are just so amazing and how you talk to each others and everything. Like you both so much and really hope and to day I will even pray ( not so good at that) for you. In case it helps. 💕! You have a lot of invisible friends all over the world that cares about you! With or without Cancer. See you on another blog video 😉! Lots of love, luck, laughter 😄❤😘🍀from me ✌and hugs 🤗 🤗 🐻🖐✌💕

[@clairecarey8004]

Keep being yourself Emily. Your videos are spot on and you have lots of people out here rooting for you all the way xx

[@ukeelady]

As a chronic illness warrior 😜😜 jeez I hate that whole warrior jazz - just living right makes us all warriors no matter our deal. Anyhooha ... I think/feel/know it's vital that we be truthful in and about our challenges AND our successes. Real talk - its our challenges that are the real shizz. Fact 👍 I am a spiritual practioner/counselor and I feel it's deceitful to hide our truths. We only delay the inevitable because people will either "ride or die" with you knowing our lives in all ways. I'm of the opinion I'd rather know now than later. Your forthright attitude is what attracts me to you as in how you deal with your journey. I don't know that many well people understand that in those few moments in a day that you share - you could have had to have dealt with 8 different people ... administrators, paper pushers, nurses, aides, random patients/visitors. It's a lot of energy to give out because you absorb energy just by breathing😉 anything I once did without a blink ... I must now plan. Think through. It wears on me some days. Only my stepdaughter and 2 very close friends understand. Because the 2 friends are also chronically ill. (We were all damn hard workers in our fields ... interesting & no coincidence that we all now deal with our stuff in this manner. But I digress!!! 😂😂😂😂 The point being - the more honest you are about the reality you & Aisha live, especially the not so good/happy/energised days ... are valuable lessons. As you intended👍 Big love to you both. 👍🌷🌷🌷💜💚💜💚

[@ElaineSharon358]

I love your vlogs. You continue to fight everyday and that amazes me. I pray that God will make your journey as easy as possible. You are strong and with a partner like Aisha you will continue the fight. I ad.ire your strength and honesty on your vlogs. I will look forward to more. Love you Your utube friend Elaine

[@karenvancleve5628]

Emily you have whatever you want!!!!! My god who in the hell is judging you you are amazing and Aisha as well Some people can’t help being a ass

[@carolsherby7462]

❤️ you lots back Emily cannot wait for more vlogs 🙏🏻😉

[@rosemarys2465]

Sending to you love, strength and healing.

[@teamellie648]

Stay strong Emily 🎗❤️

[@Meemagolding]

Love your vlogs ❤️‼️

[@mscavsfan]

Yay! Loads of Vlogs coming!

[@Sparky12355]

Love hearing Dua Lipa in the background

[@amunra4341]

Power 💪💪💪

[@Itsliz1984]

Emily knew how to live life.

[@karencurtis2697]

Well late watching this sorry been a nightmare few days . Hey Casper so white ,Hope sickness feeling stays away nothing worse when you need to be eating. Looking forward to lots of v logs love you guys take care

[@BereanIshsha]

Hi Emily, I’m glad you’re feeling better. Not only do I love your vlogs but your soundtracks are awesome! Do you think you could list some of them every now and then? Take care x

[@0761494205]

I miss you so much my friend

[@dn351]

Cool new tunes! :)

[@elizabethkessler7029]

Sad thing is she was likely nauseated due to the brain tumors beginning at this point. It starts with occasional rises in pressure in the brain creating a headache then nausea then it will go away poof.

[@linda2468lou]

Rock it Eye-sha! 😂

[@SuzanneDeniseB]

♡♡

[@sarahdore7884]

Are you and Aisha living together now? Love your videos, ready to watch whatever you have for us to see ❤️

[@ishtar8725]

💗

[@marybeazley7741]

Hi Emily you look a little better, yes more vlogs.....i said this before eat what you want and gain that weight doll a little weight gain cant hurt love you both xxxxx.....Mary .....Canada...go, go Champ

[@Lottiloveslife]

Ask your GP for Ondansetron for the nausea, i have 1 twice a day as the oramorph makes me nauseous and they really work. It comes from a group of medications called antiemetics (anti sickness drugs) there are other named ones so your GP will put you on what you need x x

[@miaombak655]

Lotti Revell I take this as well. It's called a wafer. I can't take to the usual ones like Maxalon or Stemitil, but find I can take Ondansetron with no side effects, just no nausea, which is brilliant. My go to is ginger, but there are times I need something stronger. 😊

[@jimmyjohnstone7258]

Keep giving us whatever updates you can manage. Shit days, good days, average days. Give us the detail when you have the energy to post video. Glad that you have ditched the cannabis oil. Slimy crap. It was not surprisingly messing with your guts.

[@meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780]

People can be silly whilist being helpful. I'm chronically ill as well and you and your doctor know best. Considering there's ticking time bombs already in us, we need to live life quicker more than most. Asha ( Sorry if I misspelled) Is a keeper getting you out like that

[@lenagrahn]

How can u go to the gym everyday if u feel so sick?

[@ceciletarling5229]

lena grahn Willpower!

[@marybeazley7741]

Hi Emily you look a little better, yes more vlogs.....i said this before eat what you want and gain that weight doll a little weight gain cant hurt love you both xxxxx.....Mary .....Canada...go, go Champ