[EXCLUSIVE] Satanic ritual abuse: “Am I crazy, or did it really happen to me?” (MUST SEE)

TRIGGER WARNING -- SATANIC RITUAL ABUSE.
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EXCLUSIVE: In an on camera quest to find healing, satanic ritual abuse and familial sex trafficking survivor Mary Knight, MSW, speaks to Dr. Bessel van der Kolk, author of NYT best seller "The Body Keeps the Score." He responds with compassion and helpful advice.
In this 2022 expanded version of Knight's personal documentary, False Memory Syndrome Foundation leaders are questioned. The False Memory Syndrome Foundation was founded in 1992 for the purpose of convincing society that recovered memories are not true. Knight remembered her abuse in 1993, when she was in her 30's.
In this film, FMSF board member Dr. Elizabeth Loftus acknowledges that she was sexually abused at the age of six, and yet discounts the harm caused by child sexual abuse.
FMSF board member Dr. Loren Pankratz states, "No matter what happens to a child under the age of three, he won't remember and, therefore, won't be affected by it." Pankratz gives as an example a two-year-old boy seeing his parents being murdered.
The film follows Knight's healing journey and ends on a positive note. Please share and join the discussion.
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[@thelotusheart_]

That Dr saying that there is no harm in touching babies sexually should be stripped of his Doctorate and arrested.

[@tracyevans7345]

It actually made me physically sick… having been abused at a young age and her saying it’s basically ok.. wow 😮

[@dmcsunshine1]

I agree!

[@mariannemullin9517]

Ritual abusers

[@sweetlovejesus213]

STUPID IMBECILES DOCTOR. YOU KNOW THOSE DRS MUST DO THAT TO CHILDREN!!!! I will pray for all those of you who have gone through these horrific situations. IM SORRY 🙏🏻

[@user-qg1jb8rw8e]

Individuals such as that alleged titled Dr needs to be struck off and mentally assessed to figure our whether he's a nonce/ paedo/ sexual molester or some other ill mental neuro defects that makes him lack in feeling or sensing or just a hazard to the general public if in contact

[@Noname-vu1om]

"If people aren't going to believe 53 year old me, then who is going to believe a child?" Let that sink in. How many kids have spoken up and not been believed or just ignored? It's terrifying to think of. It reminds me of the Hampstead case. Those poor children and their mother were not believed or purposely silenced.

[@WKDMOUSE67]

So true some heartless people in this world.

[@jennydoucette2538]

i was not sexually abused, but my narc mother said, no, hes good and kind!, when i mentioned what an evil person he was(my brother). he f**ked her over royally over the yrs, disrespects her all over the place and lets his wife do the same in spades. i think she may deserve it after the way she allowed our dad to treat us and her psychotic behavior, but still. he could at least be a little more attentive, but still. my mom and a few sibs have managed to do a smear campaign on me and i have been treated w/ coldness by ppl that WOULD NEVER BELIEVE that the parents can be so evil.

[@jennydoucette2538]

a social worker did that to me in high school when my mother denied my fathers abuse. again, we should know certain ppl are working for satan.

[@ms-gb4cj]

@@jennydoucette2538 I'm sorry to hear how badly you were treated. Have you ever listened to Trace Face-it? She's a coach for survivors of narcissist abuse. She's very genuine and sincere. Very good at nailing the narcs.

[@juliewills3592]

The girls being abused in Rochdale were not believed by the police.

[@philstrachan]

As a victim, now survivor, it was even harder for us boys in those days to even speak about it, let alone report it to authorities.

[@maryknight4450]

Yes. Its especially hard for boys/men.

[@philstrachan]

@@maryknight4450 it is indeed. I was fortunate that our parish preist kicked down our back door to get to me when i tried suiciding from it. He went to the perpetrator and told him he had 24 his to leave town or he was going to the police. But male child rape just wasn't reported in those days- cops didn't know how to deal with it.

[@welsh.truth.dragon3914]

So sorry for what youbwent through. I hope you got ot gey justice

[@2Sugarbears]

My sympathy. It is and was more difficult to speak as a boy. But no one believed EITHER gender.

[@MooooonDemon]

it was just as hard for girls you aren't special and screw you for using this woman's story to minimize her pain and talk about yours

[@donnajones4478]

Those old bags are as evil as the abusers are. Bless ya Mary . You are beautifully truthful.

[@maryknight4450]

THANKS!

[@ActivismOfCare]

Yes the old bags look really scary. Mary is very courageous and helpful for reporting this publicly.

[@kneelbeforethelord917]

Bet they're abusers themselves and they do this so people turn a blind eye like they have done something right

[@sophiashekinah9872]

"Anything that happens to a child before the age of three won't have any effect"? Then why are the years before age 7 called the "formative years"? Because EVERYTHING that happens during that time FORMS US!

[@LDuke-pc7kq]

Yes, that a load of ####! It imprints on children forever and shapes Every decision, view of the world and people for their entire life

[@kaleahcollins4567]

Funny you mentioned that very quote. It actually was first stated by the so called greatest Jewish philosophical mind maimonedies . He so states in the Talmud the very thing you just spoke of. So it's looked away as abuse

[@aqua6613]

I remember things vividly from 3 years old and unfortunately my parents divorced when I was 5 so that affected me as far as abandonment issues etc. I don't have many memories with my dad but the ones I had were great and I had a great childhood until the divorce. My mom got sick and struggled being a single mom and I had to grow up quickly. I've healed my inner child so far and I am doing ok, but yeah that shapes you in many ways.

[@Kristina_3696]

If you listen to survivors of MK Ultra like Cathy Obrien she talks about how it was important to abuse the child before or by the age 3. For some reason it was important that it started by 3 years old. The "false memory syndrome" was created by abusers to discredit victims.

[@Rome274]

Well said

[@tammys701]

I was ruined from sexual childhood abuse. I had my teeth pulled out with pliers, told I looked like a prositute, whipped with extention cords and to tip it off zero emotional support while eduring this as a child. My abusers were the men in the family. Today at 49 I am now a successful artist and have wonderful female friends and my beautiful pets. However I cannot form healthy relationships with men or have children. The amount of low self esteem, debilating depression has robbed my adult life. I still have such bad days that I simply cant get out of bed. Sexual abuse trauma is real!

[@gratefulgramma8216]

Big Hug...I'm speechless ....and so sorry

[@Tzipporah36]

So very sorry. Sending love

[@juliahatchett209]

I'm so sorry that happened to you and that it has cast a dark shadow over your entire life. I'm glad you found art and have been successful. Sending love and hugs!

[@donnafoggin1432]

I,m sorry for all you have been through.I send love, light and healing your way.God lvs you and so do I.🥰

[@jasminenichols7782]

Bless your heart doll. So sorry

[@7eyesopenwide168]

I have a friend who was brainwashed by her therapist that she had been sexually abused by her mother. She had no memory of it but began to believe the ‘memories’ that her therapist had suggested. The therapist is the one who was sexually abusing her. Her case went to trial and the therapist was found guilty. It’s a very fine line.

[@subg8858]

don’t think there is even a line. No way this lady forgot ten or more years of regular abuse. Maybe a couple isolated incidents at an early age. But from childhood into teenage years? No frickin way. This lady is deluded just like your friend unfortunately was

[@2Sugarbears]

Not it isn't a "fine line." I have met (personally) hundreds (yes hundreds) of women who were sexually abused. Their stories curled my hair. You just don't want the fact that at least fifty percent of females have been sexually abused and most by family members. Deal with it. Its true.

[@janetbrooks3634]

@lindyt3942 I saw that case on "Evil Lives Here" this lady in this video here who says she was ritually abused after a regression sounds genuine but I will say her look, ESP her eyes, freak me out & remind me of how alot of satan worshipers & cult members eyes look. Its like her cornea and pupil are much bigger then most and look black in color. Idk they just give me the heeby jeebies

[@ti-kz2lf]

@lindyt3942 da talk about gaslighting to the absolute maximum.

[@thegoldenchatter]

well hers is a 1 in a million case from a case of millions who turn to therapists who fail to treat their real life trauma.

[@brooke.lovexoxo]

That woman you interviewed sounds like my maternal grandmother who called me a liar when her son was caught red handed after years of S.R.A 🤦🏻‍♀️ People like this is why this is perpetuated over and over throughout the generations. Evil sickos. 👏Thank you for your courage and bravery 🫶🏼

[@listenup987]

They will either call you a liar or crazy *hugs*

[@KristinaTurnerAquarius]

There is a whole trafficking industry that includes Healthcare and Law Enforcement and Family Court and Child Protective Services that discredit victims.

[@crysta220]

I am well aware 😒 My family was victimized.

[@deannatroy8113]

And teachers, doctors, psychologists, mental health providers and hospitals.

[@KristinaTurnerAquarius]

@@deannatroy8113 And coaches and lifeguards and EMT are all involved in harrassing victims and covering up and insurance and CIA and FBI and NSA and Secret Service.

[@denamerdovic5956]

yes, dr loftus belongs in jail just like the people she helped defend. so sickening.

[@daniellethomas3745]

People tend to mentally block out uncomfortable truths when it could lead to drastic changes in their view of humanity or challenge their tightly held belief systems.

[@j.c.4120]

Gaslighting the adults of sexual abuse is just as evil as abusing that child. Absolutely disgusting!

[@francevenezia]

I remember a terrible sexual experience that I had forgotten until one day, at work of all places, I happened to need to get into the same position as when I had this terrible experience, and these horrific memories flooded my mind. I almost suffered a nervous breakdown and it took decades to personally resolve the trauma. I 100% believe that memories are unremembered until you are more capable of processing what happened.

[@astralhealingarts8696]

FACTS!

[@lgreen2475]

Same thing for me. I always knew I had a shit childhood. The man that did it was abusive in every way. Violent to women and kids . Just a really awful monster . I ended up having substance misuse at such a young age. It was how I coped with life in my house. They did the job of helping me forget. I never forgot the violence but I did forget the sexual abuse. Years later , bang, there it is. All the memories came in fast and furious. I did have a break down. Had to go to hospital under the care of psychiatry. At the time it was god awful but i figured out what had been triggering me all these years. Now I can deal with it better. I believe it happened because my brain thought it was time. I must have just been ready to deal with it . I do believe that happens a lot of people.

[@kittybelly]

It’s chilling because if you’re not as tenacious as Mary or Kristal, you could just live the rest of your life shushed by ‘professionals’. You women are so strong.

[@maryknight4450]

Take care Tricia!

[@WeRNthisToGetHer]

I was molested by my dad, the son of Chief of Police in Jacksonville, TN and my step grandfather who was a retired Memphis defense attorney. Noone did anything when I told authorities. The way people reacted or turned a blind eye and ignored what was going on is what traumatized me more than the actual abuse.

[@maryknight4450]

I'm so sorry that happened to you!

[@WKDMOUSE67]

It is so wrong how family let alone a stranger do this is beyond words. Heartbreaking 💔

[@judytullos9889]

At one point, 2000 untested rape kits were found exactly where they were carefully placed. No one was charged. At least one lawsuit was successful, by a women raped by a repeat offender. My autistic son was raped by the city pool cleaner. Only then did all the resistance by the police department make some sense. Not. The survivors add to the work they do. But no. It is some of the work they should do. Bleak.

[@__rm307]

I am so sorry that happened to you!

[@louannhamilton9680]

Your story hit a nerve with me. I was treated that way as a teenager also. You are very brave and I admire you. Love love love!!!

[@ginnylorenz5265]

Dear Mary Knight, I am an 80 year old woman, and this film has been of assistance on my healing journey. THANK YOU.THANK YOU. GOD BLESS YOU.

[@steff.7028]

💐💓

[@maryknight4450]

Much love!

[@sia9907]

God bless you Ginny.

[@rhondalynam1166]

💙💐 bless you!

[@spanglebeltsparkle9682]

Well done sister. X ❣😥❣

[@lindahart7449]

The discomfort oozing out of Pam Freyd when confronted about her not believing her daughter is very telling. The only defense of supposedly knowing her husband so well, fell so short. She is and was very much aware of what was happening with her daughter and she’s in complete denial.

[@bipedalnonsense]

Right, after all she only lived with her daughter for a short time. She knew the father way longer!! As if that fucking matters. That made me so so angry.

[@kerry-annbarrie7992]

As a survivor I can attest that repressed memories are real. Some memories always stayed with me but some came back slowly without counselling. I don't know if all the memories came back but what I have have always been the same and never deviated. Unless a person has lived with it, no one can really understand the impact abuse has on a survivor. My comment to those who declare that repressed memories do not exist should try walking in a survivor's shoes.

[@bethulrich5406]

👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻❤️🙏❤️💕❤️

[@NamiWonderful]

Could i ask which kind of memories? For me it was in my teens when i had the first thought out of nowhere "something happened". but no other memories or feelings. later other abusive memories came out. but with this topic a few more, but not that i can tell more, very blurry memories.

[@all_is_well_Mara]

❤

[@sophiashekinah9872]

An 8month old baby's bleeding vagina and torn rectum isn't damaged?!? The broken bones aren't damage?!? Somebody needs tell that man he is insane.

[@brianachong5390]

He’s a sick abuser himself

[@C-SD]

Permanent damage. Can sterilize you, make it impossible to have sex as an adult. 🙁

[@lindsayb1329]

I had to click off the video because of him

[@thisbeem2714]

Insane and disgusting.

[@jennydoucette2538]

@@lindsayb1329 i almost did. hes working for satan.

[@sarahhenning5484]

I think Mary is really brave talking to these people who are trying to protect literal child abusers

[@kellif01]

I agree. I would have had a hard time listening to all that bs.

[@lambchop6278]

Yep. Heroic. And I think also she has put a spotlight onto those who deny that this type of abuse occurs. Really quite smart.

[@charlottekey8856]

The people who came up with the "false memory" syndrome (like why would sex abuse, of all types of memories, be so likely to be "false?") are abusers themselves, or advocates for them, like NAMBLA. They are as evil as the perps. Even old lady's expession and voice was disdainful and contemptuous. She obviously had no desire for truth.

[@maryknight4450]

Thank you, Blessings!

[@WhaleCommunicators]

Beyond Brave and it is here that she can now discover & utilize all the treasures she has within to completely heal all aspects of herself and help others heal just by watching or listeing to her informative healing videos. She's just had a fantastic start with all her work & her introduction to the world on this level. Standing Ovation to Mary and all surivivors and thrivers.

[@paulprior5846]

The soul knows and remembers everything at a level and depth, humans cannot comprehend. Thank you for this documentary

[@aaishaaa76]

🥹

[@cosmicreef5858]

they can because it is THEIR soul Stop underestimating yourselves

[@joesmith3501]

I love how she approaches people that doubt her experience. Not condescending or confrontational just these are my facts. This is my experience. Incredible Lady.

[@sabrinacomotto3565]

My mother is a psycopath, I've been under psicological abuse since I was a child. She used to call me a prostitute when I was 8, among many others insults and mistreats. I lived 40 years with that memories hidden in my mind. Until a couple a months ago she began to tell me awful things and, suddenly, all the abuse I've suffered started to emerge. I confronted her and she sistematically denied everything. I don't see her anymore and now I'm begining to heal, very slowly.

[@jwhite5396]

Dr. Jay Reid puts helpful videos out every week. ❤

[@bredaobrennan9993]

💜

[@louhoo6284]

Bless ur heart ❤️

[@Oceans11.11]

How awful for you. I’m so sorry. Humans truly are the monsters under our bed we were afraid of. May you continue to heal.

[@maddissonmccall9599]

I feel so very deeply sorry for you and your suffering. May you receive the healing that you so rightly need and deserve. Bless you. There are too many monsters out there. Children's Services that have people working for them that put children in danger and many have no conscience. Shame shame shame.

[@elizabethbetsy1]

I can’t remember most of my childhood. The stuff I do remember I wish I didn’t. I know that two sides of people really can exist. My perpetrator was beloved by many as an artist, generous, and a gentle fun person. He was a COMPLETELY different person while he did those things to me. He threatened to hurt my little sister in horrible ways if I told anyone. Thank God he died when I was 12. I remember walking up to his casket and touching his hands and feeling relief that they were cold. These things are real unfortunately.

[@K-a-n-d-i-s]

💖

[@ernestfry6034]

I'm So sorry for your pain and I'm Praying that these things do Not happen to anyone Else.!

[@elizabethbetsy1]

@@ernestfry6034 🙏

[@bailey2777]

🙏💜 GOD BLESS YOU 💜🙏 You're a warrior 💙 I don't know how these criminals can be so two faced 😡🤬

[@mi_bulle_ha_noname3775]

💜 🙏🏽💪🏾

[@marinazolotic4347]

It’s amazing how the human brain “protects” survivors of abuse by repressing traumatic memories. Our bodies and our minds are truly resilient, self-preserving organisms. The downside is that often people engage in self destructive behaviours and/or suffer from mental illness (as a response to trauma) without knowing why or where this originated. Healing begins when we address trauma, but it needs to be addressed at a time when the survivor is ready to do so. People like Mary are extraordinarily brave for sharing their experiences and spreading awareness. Wishing her and other survivors healing and nurturing ❤.

[@maryknight4450]

Thanks so much! If you want a PDF copy of my new memoir, email me.

[@cosmicreef5858]

The body IS helping since it is YOU, it is trying to survive and LET YOU come to terms with the memories bit by bit WHEN YOU ARE READY Same happened to me. Until i hit 18 i could push away the memories but i was constantly reminded i will have to face them one day The body IS YOU. It only tries to do good.

[@rubiesofgold7698]

Every time that Mary was with her husband, I would tear up in a good way. The love they have for one another is precious and I’m super happy that she has that.

[@bethulrich5406]

AMEN!!!!!;)🥰🥰🥰❤️❤️❤️💕❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏❤️💕❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@sophiashekinah9872]

How could anyone listen to someone say that it's ok to sexually violate a child under the age of 2, because if pedophilia is abuse, it was too early to remember and therefore not harmful to the child POSSIBLY believe ANYTHING else that comes out of that person's mouth?

[@tamarabobic9604]

I'm 100% sure he is the abuser himself..this is alarming

[@sophiashekinah9872]

@@tamarabobic9604 Right? And what about the chick who just isn't convinced that all the people who are coming forward and subjecting themselves to ridicule are telling the truth about their "fantasy" childhood that she doesn't have any concrete proof of?

[@suzymac4121]

They are either paedophiles themselves or sick

[@Aliens_And_Pyramids_And_Shit]

It says the same thing in the Talmud it’s sickening

[@panithera2552]

My mother used to say that if a child does not remember within 2 weeks after incident, she will never remember. And guess what, she new that I was trafficked by my father and, of course, denies everything fiercly.

[@tinap5509]

That Goldstein woman doesn’t want to believe her daughter because then she would have to feel guilty for not protecting her. She seems very condescending and nasty.

[@georgiayoung9124]

At the end she appears frightened...

[@RavenWolfDrum69]

She doesn't have guilt in her soul

[@gollbach-cardenas5605]

I concur, Goldstein is horrible.

[@EternalGalaxies]

She also gets nervous and starts to fidget and look away when asked about the research she's done (which it turns out is just reading DARVO testimonies of abusers). Telling.

[@spaceytracey1237]

A lot of the Jewish community chooses to ignore it and side with the abusers. Manny Waks, an Australian man was repeatedly raped by more than 1 of the rabbi's who had power in their community. His own parents ignored it when he told them about it. But his father finally did the right thing and helped Manny to make his story public.

[@LoVeLyLoLoFeLiX]

That "Dr." really expects an abuser to admit it. She needs a new profession. This is a really good video and it shows why some people don't report. They're judged and told their truth is not reality. I'm glad I watched this. You are definitely needed to bring light on this abuse.

[@PaperMario64]

That silly woman said a father saying he’s sexually attracted to her is a joke. Smh. This is why predators have so many victims.

[@honeybunny1162]

To all those out there being discouraged by second hand abusers/deniers/doubters: I wish you all the strength to find your answers and truth. And peace and love.

[@wendycarstens9970]

Thank you ❤️

[@ernestfry6034]

Amen

[@kristenellie]

Thank you!! ❤️❤️

[@maryknight4450]

Thank you, Blessings!

[@14bogota]

Thank you

[@PT-tw6kg]

I hate when people question people and it sounds the same as the abuser. This is why people don't come forward. Look at all the sex trafficking now.

[@panchang810]

Exactly

[@halevirginia9523]

It feels like everything is getting worse

[@lindsayb1329]

Yes, I hated that part. It made me so aggravated.

[@SincerestSawa]

I've spent years in chat rooms trying to find people or even a single person I feel comfortable talking to about this stuff and it just never feels right, seems the best people to talk to are those who have been through the same thing

[@dalia8518]

It makes no sense to someone to lie about something like this especially a child they r the real problem ,the ones who question

[@miriamking966]

Thank you Mary. I am from New Zealand where my councillor said just about every town there are ones coming out with stories like I was remembering in their sessions. My heart and prayers go to all survivors of this dispicable crime to children from Adults that have a choice for what they do. Our brains store everything.

[@lornadoone8887]

New Zealand has the reputation of being a hotbed for these elite pedophile satanists.

[@jennifershurbet8322]

My mother knew that my grandfather was abusing me sexually. She too was abused by him as a child. She blocked these memories and this allowed the continuation of generational abuse. I am happy to say we can now openly talk about said abuse and have found healing and acceptance.

[@kittenhasclaws3006]

💗

[@jjbinx]

You should never forgive her because she didn't protect you from him knowing what he did

[@foreversocal1]

​@@jjbinx shut up

[@tammys701]

@@jjbinx forgivness is crucial to healing! Unforgivness will eat you alive...resentments will manifest as cancer in the body! Read Louise Hays and move on girl!

[@keariewashburn4680]

@@tammys701 agree you got to forgive and give it over.

[@christinawaite8352]

Wow! I have worked in Child Welfare for 16 years now and hearing Eleanor Goldstein brush off sexual touching or sexual comments towards any child, as no big deal is just sickening!!!! She should have been arrested. I believe it is her way of dealing with her guilt or else she is just a horrible person.

[@maryknight4450]

thanks for your work with child welfare!

[@ziggystardust3060]

As an abuse survivor I too was shocked at Elenor Goldstien's comments. She literally made me feel sick.

[@ellenpendergast6481]

Yeah have to be really cautious in finding therapist. Jeez

[@leegalloway9508]

or her way of dealing with it happening to her. if she makes it no big deal, then she just shrugs it off, again, denial!

[@elizabethbetsy1]

A horrible person

[@misszany2530]

That was so hard to watch! The “professionals” are far from professional. I have been trying to solve the puzzle of my rape for years now but It does help me to say I don’t need family to validate it for me. I know what happened and I can find peace on my own. ❤ thank you Mary!

[@Dash_023]

The woman who's the center of this film is an amazing person. May God bless her abundantly. Her forgiveness and desire for the truth are beyond exemplary.

[@elizabethgulley7044]

Sexual abuse victims are incredibly ashamed of what happened to them. They do not want to describe all of the horrors they experienced. When they speak out it is at great cost. I cannot believe anyone would doubt these people.

[@gigiarmany4332]

EXACTLY

[@kat4truth396]

Are you kidding? This absolutely happens more than we even know but as a body language reader she's a straight up liar!

[@cinnxmxnslayer]

​@@kat4truth396body language reader? be for real

[@cosmicreef5858]

It is extra sad that THEY are the ones who feel ashamed instead of the ACTUAL predator. Disgusting The victims deserve all the help, healing and happiness in the world instead of getting the treatment that belongs to their abusers.

[@rccyberwarrior2267]

@@kat4truth396 Are you saying this because she is exposing the satanists?

[@LemonTreeQuilts]

It was immediately clear to me listening to Eleanor Goldstein that she was trying to discredit these claims as a way to protect someone she was close to, who she knew had committed this type of abuse. Her language was consistent with the language of an abuser or an enabler of an abuser. I don't understand how people like that can live with themselves.

[@maryknight4450]

Thanks for your comment!

[@Dommommy]

Those who subscribe to the Talmudic system of beliefs believe that they are not doing anything wrong because their book tells them crimes against particular children aren't crimes and if they occur before the age of three then it doesn't count. I'm grossly simplifying and omitting the worst parts but if you read the Talmud yourself then you'll understand why so many seem so condescending to victims and sympathetic to the perpetrators.

[@mileslong3904]

@@Dommommy A really disgusting book. I've read some excerpts.

[@loribender6282]

It felt to me like she was covering her own guilt for not doing something.

[@welsh.truth.dragon3914]

She is obviously one of them

[@freedom2evolve621]

This…. Just this…. Oh my heart aches. I am a hypnotherapist by trade and my skin was crawling throughout. You said “. They never suggested anything” (referring to whomever helped you) and a good therapist never would. We only use the power of suggestion, By request when a client wants to heal either physical or habitual issues. Oh darling, thank you for your bravery. I am sharing this with all of my colleges. I appreciate all of this traumatic work so much and I’m sending all love and light. Thank you

[@jazzyj150]

Omg 😭 I am 20 years old and for a while now I have been getting recovered memories of SA from my father when I was only a toddler/young child... he went to prison for sexually assaulting another young girl not long after this and I never saw him again, god for so long i have been thinking i am absolutely crazy and insane and that i am making things up because I just can't seem to believe it but this documentary has been so so so helpful in my own healing to the point I've cried a few times already and im not even finished🥺 I truly hope that all other surviors of this abuse are able to heal 🙏 ❤ thank you so much Mary for your work, this is the first time I have seen your story but I truly admire you and thank you for validating so many people including myself that WE ARE NOT CRAZY!!!! Thank you beautiful 🥺❤

[@maryknight4450]

I am so sorry that happened to you! Feel free to email me.

[@jozie3014]

The old lady who tried to minimize and shrug it off with her dad saying he was sexually attracted to her is so wrong

[@miapdx503]

People get away with absolute horrors because of people like her.

[@2Sugarbears]

Puberty turns father heads and other body parts.

[@juliapfeifle8072]

and her saying that an adult fondling a minor isn’t bad and that sexual touching of children is made out to be a bigger thing than it actually is. disgusting

[@littlelam3691]

@@2Sugarbearsnot for normal people

[@johnathanstevens8436]

Yeah, I'm having a hard time figuring her out. She's like, "Stand up for yourself and get over it." As if a young child commands any sort of respect, power or authority. It took me 20 years to pick my self esteem up off the floor and do what she says. Wouldn't it be great if we could prevent that sort of suffering in the first place?

[@Cunthr]

As a psych grad I am fucking floored by how many dangerous mental health "professionals" out there. I do not mean for this to sound bigoted but please consider younger professionals, we really do want to help and have been taught to be extra sympathetic and TRUST people when they have the courage to seek out help and the beautiful vulnerability of telling us their stories. Idc at first if your memory is false. If it is effecting you in the real world, it is real enough to be addressed. And if it is a false memory, we will get to the bottom of it and be grateful for our overactive imagination that is trying so hard to keep us prepared and safe for the worst outcome. Please please research your therapists and psychiatrists, they (should) do the same for each client. Never settle for a professional who is not empathetic and not working for your best interests. We get such a bad rap, but I honestly care for each individuals experience, and I know at least 100 women and a few men I graduated with who feel the same. We are becoming more loving, please give us a chance. We know young professionals seem undertrained sometimes, but these old ideas of mental health are not holding up. Find a professional who does not just care about mental health, but that loves humanity and is determined to serve and help it.

[@maryknight4450]

Thank you for your comment!

[@SincerestSawa]

I started using a support chat as a teen , didn't see a therapist till my mid twenties and never felt comfortable , have stuck with support foryms

[@ms-gb4cj]

@@SincerestSawa You're better off doing that! I think many psych professionals know how to gaslight and destabilize their clients to the point of getting them on meds or in the psych ward stuck in a nasty cycle. I call it treacherous and I'll never trust them.

[@Twinklez63]

Pedophiles are put in positions of power by the elite Luciferians. They control everything

[@__rm307]

Thank you for your comment!!! Great advice - going to look for a younger therapist 🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@Rye_Toast]

As a child that was never believed (for anything, my abuse was different) watching these women dismiss the Miss America lady is extremely triggering.

[@rachelwelch5548]

I was sexual abused by my father and a couple of uncles. So was my half sister. We had pedophiles on both sides of the family. There was time for my mother would pick me up and carry me into my dad's bed. She was verbally and emotionally abuses to us. I didn't have any signs of PTSD till I got in my 40s my mother was also a bit of a narcissist I didn't even know what a narcissist was put myself in therapy. I'm 65 years old and I still talk about it cuz I know by me talking about it I can help somebody else. And I know I have helped others especially a couple of children that we had went through it cuz I talked to my children about it and let them know what had happened to me from the time that they could understand. We have nothing to be ashamed of it wasn't our fault we were just children. My therapist says I was wondering if you survivors that she's ever met that didn't blame themselves. Thank you for this documentary

[@erinb1815]

I believe Mary absolutely . I can’t believe how rude that one lady is to her and disbelieving everyone. That’s probably why Mary subconsciously chose Social Work and has a gentle almost childlike voice. Every therapist I’ve ever known has serious issues themselves. I just want to give Mary a great big hug.

[@maryknight4450]

Thanks for the virtual hug!!!

[@subg8858]

I believe it. That organization is clearly a covert pedo advocacy group whose sole function is to protect abusers. This doc makes the fact plain as day if it weren’t already

[@subg8858]

@maryknight well done, Mary. You really exposed these MFers

[@2Sugarbears]

Every therapist I knew has issues. Everyone. Even the one good one I found.

[@MaileyMcAslan]

My first the rapist blew her own brains out.

[@nicolecooly578]

Mary Knight, how you were able to display such a calm and inquisitive disposition in the face of denial experts was truly remarkable.

[@maryknight4450]

thanks!

[@RavenWolfDrum69]

@@maryknight4450 Mary knight.. thank you for setting myself free..

[@gigiarmany4332]

we are truely living in "REVELATION " times..all secrets & deeds done in darkness will be exposed now..& all the deniers ,enablers & abusers will be exposed for the world to see..thank you Mme.for bringing this centuries old human plague of abuse & oppression of the most vulnerable to light.. see as the last of the despicables who defend abusers instead of innocent children are publicly shamed as they shamed the victims of suffering & abuse..well done Madame..I salute you👍🏾🙌🏾❤️💥🔥🎊🌟

[@recoveringbaptist2023]

The psychologist in the beginning was a piece of work. What the hell did she expect to see, the footage from a hidden camera when children were being abused? I don't understand why she was even interviewed for this. I wonder about the skeletons in HER closet. Why is she defending child abusers??? I was abused by my father who died at 38, of a heart attack. His nieces and nephews think he walked on water, and I can't tell them the truth. They would blame me and accuse me of lying. But I know that 10 days before his unexpected death, I had raised my shaking hands to heaven, and with tears streaming down my face I said "God please. Help." 10 days later he died of a blood clot un his aorta. 19:48

[@martinekoopmans4403]

That Goldstein lady seems to be in absolute denial because it actually happens to her daughter. She is that kind of mother who does not believe nor save het child from abuse. Disgusting.

[@martinekoopmans4403]

As I think of it, she might be a victim herself doing everything to deny it and thinks of everyone as a liar. Same goes for Dr. Lotus.

[@juliahatchett209]

@@martinekoopmans4403 that could possibly be true

[@Zoehh473]

In denial, weak, wanting to keep the status quo and the easier road. Not to mention selfish..

[@bobrossismyhero6466]

@@martinekoopmans4403 yeah this Lotus lady does admit to being fondled at the age of 6.

[@gigiarmany4332]

Yes ..a lot of those weak,meek & cowardly creatures that dont protect their children 🤮

[@marisela7825]

ARE THESE PEOPLE SERIOUS?? THAT LADY , she said the child was dancing in front of her husband nude and it was the child who decided to do that! HEY LADY! THE ADULT, THE MAN, THE FATHER has the obligation to get clothes on that child and explain that is not appropriate behavior. Even if that were the case which I do not believe!! Your husband was getting off on that and you FAILED YOUR CHILD! Where are these people coming from seriously!!??

[@sia9907]

She really upset me too. It was unbelievable.

[@maryknight4450]

Yes. I agree with what you wrote!

There's so many women who are like this... my mother being one

@@janettebuckley4170 I want to really thank you for this. My mother is this way and you just enlightened me

[@JessicaGarcia-ys9fd]

My grandmother used to send my Mom as a little girl, alone into her boyfriend’s bedroom to “rub his feet.” When faced with abuse allegations about the man she was slapped & told to stop lying. My grandmother defended him to the death, a man molesting & raping her children. Like sending a child into a lion’s den..he abused my Mother even as young as a toddler & she still remembers. Evil people are those who abuse helpless children & animals. They don’t deserve life.

[@marshareed1438]

I had a repressed memory of sexual abuse with my dad. My doc would ask me questions about sexual abuse & I always started to cry & say no. She would say, “if it didn’t happen why are you crying”?. I would say, I don’t know. She talked me into seeing a PTSD counselor and I told her what I remembered. My dad wasn’t included at that time as I didn’t remember. There was much abuse after my dad but I still repressed much of it. The counselor told me that I had PTSD ( I didn’t know what that was) & that she could help me. I didn’t want to go. She called me & offered me a $ deal, bcz she thought I had a money problem. I didn’t want to waste my time in her office lol. Years after my dad died I had a memory of my dad molesting me. I sobbed forever. I was in disbelief! When I turned 50 I became very angry. Today I’m 58 & I have learned a way to shut my heart from loving a man so I won’t have my heart crushed ever again! I don’t believe there’s a such thing as being healed, only coping.

[@samdiamond3402]

Dr. Van der Kolk and the Body Keeps the Score were so helpful! Your courage to examine, investigate, and publish are very commendable. ((hugs))

[@natalieduke7766]

This is why SRA specialists and therapists with CTPSTD/PTSD training is critical. That Lotus lady pissed me off, listening to her and how she tried so hard to discredit. Very calloused in my opinion and part of the problem with these folks not getting the help they need. So taken back by the response she got from soo many ppl. Im an SRA victim starting age 2 and remember EVERY detail

[@atoz6382]

A lot of us brothers and sisters only have some memory due to being beaten so hard.

[@mkwoodstock]

It’s extremely sad how few psychologists and therapists that are familiar with ptsd and trauma training.

[@reneecaballero9624]

Same . It pisses me off when people say that's impossible because kids don't remember anything at that young of an age. That's such BS. When you're traumatized,it sticks in your head like a damn movie..

[@roseO1984]

I Remember All the ABUSE!! Sexual physical & mental, every single detail!! The time of day, what the weather was like, the smell of breath, hair & skin! My sexual abuse started when I was 6 ended at 13. I was in & out of foster care after age of 13 while a ward of the court I had extreme therapy, Tuesday’s and Thursday. My older Sister also was sexually abused by the same person, our Biological Father,,, Sister tucked the majority of her memories away, she was 15-16, my aunt took custody of her. I believe Sister NOT having the therapy like myself caused major harm in the long run.

[@jennydoucette2538]

she IS very callous . what an evil person. shes working for satan in my opinion. same w/ that other woman old bitch and the male psychologist. chills!

[@lisalep]

Lotus is making my blood boil . She is an absolute disgrace of a woman even if she doesn't agree with this she needs to speak to her with a bit of respect and stop being so rude. What a horrible lady, has a cheek to be called a mental health professional 😠

[@sharon2340]

She probably one of them..

[@leelee3665]

I don't think she is one. They were saying earlier in the interview that she's not a mental health professional. Unless they were referring to someone else. She's very rude. And alot of people like to doubt situations like this unless they were in them themselves. It's easy to say it doesn't exist.

[@Willowtree82]

shes a professor first. She's probably not dealing with people as patients anymore if she ever even did

[@PineapplePowersuit]

@@leelee3665 BUT is probably happening right under their nose. People are gross sometimes. AND self-serving.

[@lambchop6278]

The fact that she has represented the likes of Cosby and similar others.... Wow. Wonder what she said there... 😲😠😒

[@rachelsteele9353]

Thank you for shining a light on repressed memories of childhood abuse. It definitely happens. It happened to me. Trauma is real and repression is a survival instinct. This kind of thing has been going on far too long! Stand in support. Believe them. Support them. Protect them.

[@maryknight4450]

YES!

[@phataton7588]

Crazy that therapists think therapy will cause you to believe you were abused.

[@beckyyoung2173]

She's right. She does NOT need this therapist to VALIDATE her memories. The therapist says she doesnt know what to "think" about the claims... Why should she *think* anything? Why not just DEAL WITH THE MEMORIES that she has & help her get thru them to live a happy life? It's pretty simple. And if she's wanting to "not feed the crazy?"... Well, what she has in her head is already crazy enough. Help her deal with it, so it's not driving her crazy, and move on with her life happier & healthier.

[@tamradillonittybittysiddit1536]

💯💯

[@RIHANNON66POE]

Exactly, I mean I carnt imagine many of her clients staying with her fir very long, what's she telling them, that all their problems are made up, it's just ridiculous and its just all about Money.

[@dorasneddon774]

The huge complicating factor in childhood abuse is the fact that we are abused at the hands of (very often) the only people we depend on for our care. We often have nowhere else to turn and, if we do tell, we discover that, if our parents are confronted, our position becomes even more precarious and the abuse just continues or escalates, with threats of abandonment, violence and even death. How could a child, in such circumstances, speak out again? How retraumatising it is not to be believed by counsellors and therapists.

Whew you just described me whole life

[@lorenrobertson8039]

@ Mine too. God bless both of you ladies.

[@cynthiablom5901]

Right! I've had to be a warrior for the truth at the same time as my own physician to heal my inner child. Now I find myself in a place where my family lifts me up and embraces me. I never believed that experience would happen for me. I didn't dare hope for something like that. Keep the faith in the goodness within yourself. No matter how dark things get at times. Where it seems to be the darkest choose to be the Bic lighter. Your day will come.

[@gigiarmany4332]

and that's why God/ Nature etc.. have mercifully provided an outlet for the fragile mind of the child in this seemingly hopeless situation, repression of memories..well explained

[@moneebee8118]

Years of hiding sexual abuse committed by family and parents’ friend. I struggled with having healthy relationships, my marriage broke up and I ended up in violent relationships. Saved by Jesus in 2020, got lots of healing and got married to a wonderful man. There’s a victory over this awful abuse and I wish everyone could find out about this!

[@iaindcosta]

"there's never a way for a person who's not evil to explain an evil person's mind"

[@michellemcbrayer5219]

I have been a therapist for 29 years and it is shocking to hear that victims of abuse are being asked to corroborate their abuse stories. The focus of therapy is to support clients and help them to heal. It is NOT standard protocol to question stories of abuse.

[@maryknight4450]

Agreed

[@bethulrich5406]

@89-PRAY🙏❤️💕❤️🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️💕❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@aliciaclark3900]

She's a professor. They are typically inexperienced

[@rccyberwarrior2267]

Some of those therapists are working hard to protect satanists and keep the satanic ritual abuse going (as they themselves are part of such satanic cults) -- according to various survivors the satanists employ certain mind control techniques to help prevent memories of the trauma from being recovered.

[@theresawilson681]

I was satanically ritualisticly abused by a group of people who in the daytime were a church group. I was a small child. I repressed all of the abuse from my childhood until I was about 35 years. I spontaneously remembered the abuse, mostly triggered by everyday events and people. The doctors who deny repressed memory may have their own repressed memories that they are avoiding and terrified to face. Or perhaps they are supportive of perpetrators.

[@maryknight4450]

I am so sorry this happened to you. I was also abused in those settings.

[@listenup987]

The best thing for me was staying absolutely sober - memories come back and the feelings associated with them. I don't know how to find therapists that help with this heavy of trauma

[@alexashworth3119]

My friend and his siblings were abused by several deacons of the church in the basement of the church. This was back in the 90s I think, in NE Ohio. Where did these things happen to you and what church? Do you know what sect of Satanism was this and do you know how big the group was? The more we know the more kids and people can be saved. Thank you for helping others with your story.

[@alexashworth3119]

​@@listenup987 God is the only one who can help you. God is the only one who knows everything about you and he knows the pain you feel.

[@ur786.1]

Someone needs to check Dr Pankratz's hard drive.

[@THNDERHDS]

I forgot about sexual abuse as a child until I found myself in the position again as an adult. It happens.

[@maryknight4450]

I am so sorry that happened to you, my fellow survivor.

[@princesswarrior4797]

I have memories since about age 4. How I found this out was looking at pictures. One specific picture It was my 4th birthday and I remember being very mad.( i recall being angry often as a child, mostly at my mother) i remember opening presents and everyone watching me i got so mad i broke the necklace i had gotten from my grandma in front of everyone. I found a picture of that day and i was crying while on a carousel. I still struggle with anger as an adult. I wont go into details of why but the trauma defefintly catches up as you get older. 👀

[@tbow7785]

That’s because what you experienced you see in more clarity than you did as a child. Even if you don’t understand the root causes of it. You’re not alone in that. I won’t go into details either because that’s not really my style but just know you’re not alone. 🫶🏼

[@ms-gb4cj]

Holy @#$% I did the same thing at about the same age! 😱 I hated my mother terribly because she was so oppressive projecting her fear into my life. She was sexually abused as well. I'm wondering if she was trying to protect me from something but she couldn't really. Bad shit happened. You triggered that memory and now I understand why I would've done that. Everyone in attendance was scolding me and thought I was ungrateful and spoiled. Thank you for for that testimony. 💔🤗

[@dylswife8048]

SHAME on "Dr." Loftus and all people like her. Making excuses for people who abuse children is the lowest form of human,next to the actual abusers. Edit* I'd like to know what exactly they would consider "credible" evidence....just unbelieveable!!

[@maryknight4450]

good point!

[@fantasypopper]

Let's talk about actual abusers. For example, Dr. Fraser Morris. Morris Fraser was a psychiatrist specializing in childhood trauma; theory and therapy. Dr. Fraser was in fact THE childhood trauma specialist in his day, and his 1974 book; "Children In Conflict" was considered to be a #1 resource for anyone studying-researching traumatized children or providing therapy to them. In that book, Morris Fraser advocated a specific form of therapy for children exposed to/ trapped in war zones; therapeutic "vacations" in some idylic setting far from their homes and the conflict zone. Dr. Fraser practiced this "therapy" on several 12-14 year old boys from Belfast (The Troubles); some he took on a trip to his London flat where he forcibly sexually assaulted them, others he referred for sailing trips to "Azimuth Trust" - a pedophile ring which took young boys on month-long sailing ventures, where the only adults were the pedophiles who ran it and sailed the boats. Forced to be naked throughout much of this imprisonment on the seas, photographed that way, and repeatedly sodomized by all the adults aboard. Morris Fraser was a convicted child sex abuser, on both sides of the ocean (US and the UK), AND a member of the pedophile lobby group "P.I.E." in England. And he was the pre-eminent expert on childhood trauma, in his time. I have no idea, how many trials of persons accused of child sexual abuse, where Dr. Loftus appeared as an expert witness for the defense, resulted in conviction of the accused. But I can tell you with certainty, that the modern origins of childhood trauma theory & therapy are stained by CONVICTED child abusing perverts in that field.

[@myam4259]

Bet she’s a child abuser to even say what she says. She’s ignorant and disgusting imo

[@kristinehorn9099]

OMG!😳That is 100% evil.😳🔥👹🔥

[@richardevans2096]

She and others like her are enablers to the abusers I believe.

[@Sophie-sm4tf]

We are going to learn some horrific things soon about what has been happening to the children. If needs to be made public, no matter how hard to hear, so that we can ensure it doesn't happen again.

[@ashcatchem5347]

This is so chilling because I too suffered childhood sexual abuse from a cousin for multiple years. When the lady was asking her a time period, she just said “young to teenage years” and the Dr. Acted like she was lying. When I finally came out and told my parents it had happened, (25 years later) they asked me when it started…I couldn’t give them an answer. They asked me when it ended. I couldn’t give them an answer. My mind completely blocked out all of the trauma. I just remember flashes and encounters. The human brain is fascinating. *edit to add the cousin was recently arrested for possession of child p*rnography. Over 8,000 photos. Absolutely a sick individual and now he will get a prison sentence that I feel like is a little bit of justice for myself!!!

[@maryknight4450]

I'm sorry that happened to you

[@miapdx503]

The abuse just shatters the mind, and the memory is very much affected. The memories are real, but bringing them forth is difficult and painful.

[@ocsrc]

Speaking as someone who was sold by my mother, a lot of single mothers give their children to abusers. It doesn't have to be formal. They just allow the abuse to happen to get what they want. I lost my faith in the human race. My entire life was destroyed when I was young. I was never able to have any relationship because I was too damaged. I wish there were people who would have helped me. My life has been so sad, so hard, and I have nightmares every night and cry every day. I would not wish my life on anyone.

[@lesleybrown1583]

Mine same -------watch Bill Weise 23 minuets in hell on you tube --------Supernatural Stories-----------Precious Testimonies --------Jesus saved me 27 yrs ago and took me to heaven 3 months later and sooooooooo much more! ONLY your maker can heal and show you your calling and give you peace !

[@centralasianshepherd2689]

A virtual cuddle from me. 🤗

[@Purity10101]

It certainly isn't called *Satanic* ritual abuse for nothing. Evil and darkness is very present in this world. My heart aches for all the evil you suffered at the hands of lost and evil people. I am praying for you. Please know that as evil, dark, lonely, frustrating, scary, and unfair things and people can be- the opposite is also true- there IS good, light, friendship, rest, peace, and justice, and love. God does not desire for all this darkness and evil to occur and I can assure you, He is coming to make things right. The Bible tells us to pray that God's will be done on earth as it is in heaven because many times His will is not being done, but instead, Satan's and mankind's. God wants to heal you of this trauma and give you new life through Him. He has better plans for you and can use your life to heal others. May you feel the tangible presence of the Lord Jesus and be whole. 🙏🏻

[@sophiashekinah9872]

I'm so sorry for the trauma you've survived. Thank You for sharing your first-hand testimony concerning these atrocities that are still occurring in this "modern, civilized society". How does that saying go? Something like "you can tell the nature of a society based on how they treat their most vulnerable members"? Let's resolve to do EVERYTHING IN OUR POWER to finally end child brutality IN OUR LIFETIME. As adults, we have a responsibility to ourselves as well as to future generations.

[@glendagallagher3907]

There is help out there you just need to start searching the internet. There is a whole community of SRA survivors.

[@dragonsguardianofcrystalhearts]

I have been asking myself this same question the past 2 years...i have cried and cried so much about this.. thank you for doing this.

[@kieshaannpetersen9854]

Myself and a few people I know went through the same type of trauma, the worst being what we've been left with, it was our fault according to the Adults and we always feel crazy after seeing a Therapist. I praise Jesus Christ of Nasereth that He died on the cross for our sexual abuse and He WILL set you free if you allow Him to. Self pity resorting to self hatred will never ever set us free, truly, only Jesus Christ of Nasereth can set us free, He took our pain upon Himself and is now risen🙏🌹❤️

[@undomiel466]

I honestly didn't think there are people in this world who would have the courage to stare publicly into a camera and say "unless there is forced intercourse, the family should still be united even if there is sexual touching. And if there is intercourse, it is up to the children to stand up and speak up for themselves". I sincerily hope I misunderstood because the video is so long and english is not my first language... Otherwise, wow. Just wow

[@jocelynburke9936]

No you definitely did not misunderstand… that’s exactly what she said… I had to rewatch that part because I was shocked

[@elliesquires2753]

Oh u heard it correctly! She’s a sicko

[@sallthings3343]

😔 Incredibly sad. What a twisted way of thing about children… zero respect given to the survivors. Other part that boils my blood is she baked her cookies and she is plain rude to you. I think you’re beautiful for making this… thank you 🙏🏻

[@maryknight4450]

Thank you, Blessings!

[@nataliebutler]

Honestly, I wonder if she was abused and her coping mechanism is to convince herself it's not a big deal.

[@eniko9023]

This is really hard to watch. And not only hearing those terrible things happen to children but even so hearing that so-called professors question survivors' credibility over and over again, and even question the affects of childhood sexual trauma????? What is happening here???? I've been already disappointed by the human race but now...I'm shattered.

[@orianaterravecchia3333]

Yeah it’s so traumatizing all over again

[@dankadesign7462]

Agree .feeling the same...

[@heymay724]

they're glowing

[@ernestfry6034]

Yeah, and why would a "Counselor" even Think that it would be appropriate to question what someone is Telling them that they actually Remember.?! THAT doesn't help in the healing process I would think.

[@jengonzalez4900]

Are they denying child sexual abuse not existing is very shady on that person!! They could be sexual abusers themselves trying to make sure most people will still not believe them, even when they are grown and know for sure without any doubts this happened to them! How dare anyone say another person did or did not have sexual abuse happen to them?!?

[@JolynJessica]

i keep thinking i am crazy, and my parents say i am crazy, my ex partners all abusive... i think i was gaslighted aloooot! now at 41 trying to find therapy.

[@schaschuschascho]

Dear Mary, You bring healing and light to human kind with your honest work. This is by far one of the most reflected and most intelligent documentaries I ve seen about the topic (of the few that exist). Thank you so much in the name of all life I dare to say because this affects ALL of us since we are all (in-)directly connected, starting with the same air we breathe. I believe this to be one of the most importand and most difficult topics in modern human life since the perversion of tribal structures began, whenever that was. I deeply hope that we as a species get to solve this issue. The basis for it is complete change of the structures of living these days since they make it possible. The complexity of the topic and the related parts of human existance and modern life leaves me speechless at times. All the best. You are a huge example to anyone on this earth. What a beautiful human. Thank you.

[@lilmayomouldycrouton170]

My heart breaks for Mary.... shes a victim and in the interviews, shes STILL being put in a position of submission/needing to placate the subject *shes* interviewing

[@maryknight4450]

Thank you, Blessings!

[@jennydoucette2538]

yess! i totally noticed that too, b/c i tiptoe around certain ppl sometimes. i thought she was smart not to argue, to let these assholes hang themselves and for her to gather info and let them expose themselves. they probably would have not let her interview them otherwise. i have first hand knowledge about walking on eggshells

[@maryknight4450]

@@jennydoucette2538 thanks for your comment and your support

[@__rm307]

Exactly!!

[@EternalGalaxies]

@@jennydoucette2538 Very true. The denier's claims are easy to see through all on their own because of Mary's thoughtful approach.

[@detoxfromthematrix]

One of the best parts is how these out of touch “professional” women are trying to say , that because the women went to therapy it’s not safe to trust their memories… Where else are you supposed to go with tragic satanic abuse memories other than therapy…

[@gigiarmany4332]

crazy 🤦🏻‍♀️imagine the harm they did to their patients🤯 more gaslighting & denial

[@aaishaaa76]

​@@gigiarmany4332exactly

[@luvick848]

I'm absolutely stunned at the opinion and words of some of those so called professionals....these are dangerous people 😈

[@maryknight4450]

Agreed. I write more about it in my book that just came out. If you want to read it but can't afford to buy it, email me and I'll send you a PDF copy free.

[@katie5998]

All the praise for this, I can't imagine how hard it would be to go through having my trauma continuously invalidated by people who are clearly in denial about their own. Some of these people sicken me. I'm so sorry if this was hard for you to make, it would've been really hard for me.

[@magdeleinesarah9739]

I am beyond shocked, angry and disappointed on how a certain group of people would even suggest to have an experiment to set a child up with a pedophile, just so they can study this despicable behavior. Thank you to survivors for speaking out. You have no idea how much you are helping those who have gone through this and are still going through this. I'm just speechless when that lady said it was ok for an adult to fondle a child. I can't even believe what I heard.

[@thegoldenchatter]

when she said a 100 boys case study was like wtf......

[@stayingalive4lifehill.r328]

I wildly disagree with the idea that a child under 2 can't/don't remember being abused. I was a child who was and I remember it. I challenge everyone on that

[@maryknight4450]

YES

[@s.zen.4587]

I wasnt abused at the time but I have memories from age 2 and then on. And not just memories that my parents instilled in me or repeated, but memories of many random things. So my guess is that trauma can especially leave a memory at a young age

[@bubblephobiaoftheshire]

I don't remember most of my childhood, I believe I may have been abused sexually based on what I did to myself as a young girl. Including pretending my barbies would rape each other when I was around 5-6 years old. I don't remember doing it but my mother told me I used to spank my dolls and put them in a corner, which was usually my punishment, so I think I acted things out done to me through my dolls. I never told my mom that I used to make the Ken doll rape the barbie dolls. I am just using this as one of the milder examples, I did things to myself a child should not even know to do. It took me a long time to realize I should have never done those things as a kid, and coming to realize my emotional problems as an adult, and that I have borderline personality disorder have made me think about my childhood. I believe I know who probably did it, but he's been dead for 6 years. Honestly, if what I suspect happened, did happen, I don't want to know. I don't want to remember. My mind sealed away those memories for a reason. I hope I never remember.

[@maryknight4450]

My heart goes out to you.

[@Unity_1212]

The person who calls herself a psychologist should stop working as a psychologist. Can’t believe she talks as if this woman is having imaginary memories. You can tell by the way she responds and also using such as words like ‘you are claiming’. Claiming meaning you don’t believe without evidence. People with extreme trauma such as an SRA and MKUltra survivor would have repressed memories until an older age.

[@tessagodsAsset3N21]

When I was 9 yrs old, I was hospitalized for physical abuse for more than a month. My Aunt took me to St. Joseph's hospital. I remember being Very scared because "people" was asking me questions & taking pictures. I was very small & I was placed in a crib. My mother was arrested, as of today at 57 yrs old, I have no clue what happened to her. What things I can recall is my father putting a 50 cent piece in my hand (I used to suck my thumb). Later, he said I couldn't come live with him. The case worker I guess asked if I "wanted" to return to my mother & my response was an immediate No! I believe that was my 1st memory, the knowledge that I couldn't trust my father. And to be fair, my Step-Mother was pregnant with their 1st child & she was high risk. There are SO many, many things that occurred in my life yet I have One truism: GOD Loves Me & YOU Too!

[@maryknight4450]

Yes. God loves us!

[@debkski6084]

Your father put a 50 cent piece in your hand. You sucked your thumb. Okayy. What might that mean to you? Did he perhaps give you the coin to award you or incentivize you to not suck your thumb? Parents give their kids money for candy or the ice cream truck. 🤷‍♀️ If your father WAS sexually abusing you, why would he turn down the opportunity to let you live with him? You make these two examples sound like you have him all figured out, but they actually reveal...nothing.

[@nazcarjonez_201]

I can't believe that so called psychologist for FMSR actually said "it's not harmful to a infant to be abused physically by an adult is fuckin absurd..if I had my way people like that should be led to a firing squad

[@tiffany4628]

First raped themselves then put down. Absolutely out of this world that they could say such a thing. Makes me think they did these things to babies themselves. Sadly and sickening there's thousands of other ppl out there who rape babies

[@Dana-pv2is]

@@tiffany4628 100% they're ok with it because they are either pedophilic themselves or agree to the satanic agenda of normalizing pedophilia which is planned to be legalized just like they legalized gay marriages ...

[@hazknow12]

I don't know how you were able to calmly speak to and receive the messages from professional enablers...I'd have been volatile and loaded with reverent rage 🙄 infinite heartbeats of gratitude and honor for your going "where angels fear to tread" and I can only believe that your interview with mom freyd was the beginning of the end for FMSF ❤️🙏🥰🙏❤️ thank you skyfulz Mary! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@maryknight4450]

thanks!

[@Gabriel-gabriel]

I am old,and I've lived abuse,I've seen abuse all my life,and we do live in terror,our children live in terror,and as a parent you ,as a survivor,will allways have two major fears: -your children being abused by relatives,teachers,doctors,priests,etc. -your children not to pay the sins of their family and became abusers. these fears are bigger than fear,you live in hell and you try everything you can and hope for the best. you live with a constant scream in your soul,one so big that you cannot shout,but you feel that it would break the sky.

[@BraveOne7]

This makes me so sick! I was abused from the age of 3 to middle school by a member in my family. I didn’t start remember till I was 23 years old! Just like that’s one survivor I started remembering when I was pregnant with my son as well! I told my family when I was little but nothing happened. I told them again at 23 and still he’s a part of the family. Only my mother and siblings care. Why is my pain being dismissed it hurts! He abused both of my little sisters too!!! I hate this feeling. I hate it! Children shouldn’t have to go through this! Everyone disregarding children being abused and their memories are plain evil and probably human tracking themselves!

[@gigiarmany4332]

definetely enablers & maybe even abusers themselves

[@alexashworth3119]

You wouldn't want this individual to be able to abuse others. How many children are still exposed to this person? Just pretend to be okay with the situation, call an officer and a lawyer to assist you. A woman who was abused by her stepfather along with the police created a sting operation in which she called her stepfather and had a conversation about the things he did. He was apprehended soon afterward. Contact law enforcement.

[@nounouxmarley8771]

Im sorry but Loftus is despicable. How dare she? 🤬

[@lisalep]

Yes! She's horrible what a disgusting woman

[@sarahhenning5484]

Ikr, she says: I don't believe memory loss exists because there is not enough scientific evidence. And when she is asked why she doesn't believe Marylin's story she is all over the place with her "I think"s and" I don't know"s. I thought we were talking about science here but she doesn't have a scientific approach at all. In my opinion there are a lot of things that are beyond science anyway

[@clairen8335]

Ditto...I was freaked out just reading the description... Pankratz made this statement saying .,NO matter what happens kids 3 and under will never remember so it's not going to hurt them.. Despicable..giving these monsters the GO AHEAD saying kids 3 and under will never remember so go diddle them without fear of getting caught.. Just absolutely sick twisted pea doughs... Trying to normalize child sex abuse..exactly what this radical left extremists elites society tells you..Just think about THAT for a moment..DC is crawling with them Why are they bent on pedophilia and making it normal??? One poster here alludes to it....bravo!! Keep you children close to you..,they want them just like the pedophiles song tells us.,, Worst of all they'll never face consequences... There's 1 guy in DC who was actively and ongoing looking for child sex trafficking and he got many..he wants back in to save our children and make it a better America for these poor kids..

[@cr3811]

Ya she's totally against the victims.

[@thirstonhowellthebirdandfriend]

Look how unattractive lotus is. She is a bitter old cranky miserable vile human being and when she looks at the light shining from this beautiful woman telling her story lotus just appears enraged and full of jealousy. It’s so obvious how her condescending attitude comes from a place of total insecurity. What an appalling embarrassment to the field.

[@powerdisney]

Very powerful...shared by a fellow survivor ...one of the main abusers in my extended family was my paternal grandfather and this was corroborated by both my mother, a sister and cousins but still I was exiled from the family for going public

[@listenup987]

sending love to you

[@bethulrich5406]

YES,-Sending LOVE TO YOU!!!!!🙏❤️🙏❤️💕❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@samtalkstoomuch8854]

Mary, I don't know if you'll ever see this. I'm so sorry this happened to you. I'm blown away by your courage and dignity, even in the face of your doubters. I pray you live the rest of your life in peace.

[@maryknight4450]

THANK YOU

[@KatieGraycemusic]

Wow those “professors” are extremely disturbed 😳

[@sydneyalisonbaker]

I am a survivor of sibling sexual abuse. I did not remember until about 6 months after his death. At the time I had never been to a therapist or mental health professional. I was stopped at a traffic light and all of the memories came flooding back. No outside influences or hypnosis.

[@__rm307]

Similar - never had hypnosis - I just suddenly got a panic attack in the middle of texting my parents 🥲 except I thought it was a heart attack and I went to the ER 🥴😭

[@ootenba5910]

Exactly! I had some repressed memories flooding back to me after TRE, which is purely somatic. Also with good hypnotherapy there are no leading questions what so ever. It is just going into your own subconsious.

[@kellylopez1912]

This happened to me when I was younger. And my cousin who is the same age as I am,had several of the same memories as I do. It sickens me that there are people and providers who don't believe us.

[@maryknight4450]

I hope you and your cousin are able to be supportive of each other. Take care.

[@katjohnson1984]

My cousin and i are the same way. Very close but our own family fight to separate us!!

[@beckythornton6470]

Mary, I see strength and beauty and integrity in you that shines out as a guiding light to others. Thank you for all the work you did.

[@crystalryherd8139]

I am so proud of you for interviewing all of these “professionals” who think these are false memories, in such a open minded and professional way. I would want to rip their throats out! You are a better woman than I ! Kudos

[@maryknight4450]

thanks

[@annieboat9999]

My thoughts exactly! Who are these people? These so called "therapists" need to be strung up by their feet!

[@happilyevernever4289]

​@@annieboat9999 they do not even have knowledge or know the methods how to spot fake memories from real ones like a real certified professional psychologist does and would help their patients sort through that with care. With what authority do they claim such things?

[@beverlyburch8078]

Completely!

[@lornadoone8887]

They are despicable satanist frauds.

[@heyyoo72]

This couldn't be done more perfectly. By just engaging in a conversation with them, they naturally highlight their own falsities. Thank you to Mary, what a patient brave human being.

[@maryknight4450]

Thanks! Your comment makes me smile!

[@__rm307]

@@maryknight4450 it really was perfectly executed - well done exposing what they’ve done! I had no idea it was some academics / foundation - that created the notion of implanted false memories - so recently. I appreciate this!!

[@MsTamika]

I had to turn it off. It’s a whole trigger for me when someone is saying that someone did something to you only to have someone look back at you and say “that’s not true” “that’s a false memory” or to just reject what you’re saying. Nobody can say what the other person has experienced because you weren’t there.

[@johnathanstevens8436]

A parent threatening to poison their own child is beyond depraved. 😢🤬

[@starlingswallow]

Mary, if you read this...I am in tears. Your courage is astounding. I am in awe. May God bless you immensely. You are doing amazing work! And thank you for this Channel guys!!! What a blessing to have people bringing this horror to light, as horrific as it is. I'm grateful and so angry at the same time.....

[@maryknight4450]

Thank you, Blessings!