FAREWELL STEVEN UNIVERSE *Steven Universe Future* Episodes 19-20 REACTION I Am My Monster The Future

[@SputnikSpyglass]

Hey Gems💎 Make sure to share links to your favorite Steven Universe fan content that you'd like is to react to. The Journey isn't over yet! Also don't forget to check out our Steven Universe covers! kzbin.info/aero/PLdeMoQmVu46jIl2rn7D2b55LIZ-qckP-H

[@-i_own_you_-]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/eKPXd4mead92Y68si=Zlmg37bonqa6mhBI This animation by enigma is incredible

[@-i_own_you_-]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/h5jFoKywmpt6l9ksi=koynmKUo1uy7vVFj Pinks wish by bloozestella is another good one

[@-i_own_you_-]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/m2q4ooyip9uFZpIsi=d2dXLnpHKI6IVnft Now this one!! It's insane!!

[@Cristalis62]

You should see Miraculous Ladybug

[@itzangxl.]

Y'know, I watched the whole show, a rewrite, and THEN watched this. I kinda want you guys to react to the rewrite I saw (fanmade "comic") Made by Kiwi Queen 13, But contains blood, and is a bit more realistic

[@wtimmins]

The realization that the outro for SU:F has been him leaving all this time. OOof.

[@geturwish]

Genuinely one of the most devastating feelings a piece of media has ever given me. I adore whoever decided to make it the end screen.

[@ikirbeeburgr]

The Lion part where he just breaks down 🥺 gets me every time

[@iesika7387]

Even when you’re too sad and overwhelmed to be able to deal with people, even people who you love and who love you, your pet letting you cry on them is the ultimate comfort.

[@calebsoria1777]

Yep

[@TheLUMINIXart]

This ending makes me cry every time even though I watch this series 100 times saying goodbye is never a happy thing specially if they never going to come back😢

[@firemosil3154]

Same tbh

[@salemkittenkat]

Me toooooooo. I'm literally in tears right now.

[@javi8905]

Yeah me too i always cry when steven does. His cry feels so real. He tries to laugh it off at first but then the dam finally breaks and it just comes out finally like it needed to and its just a release of his pain and it makes me cry every single time no matter how many times i see it

[@blossomile]

No me too!!! Like I have never felt so emotional about anything before 😭

[@Icequake.]

I don’t know, the producers said they needed a break. But theyre not done with theses characters.

[@iesika7387]

There’s something really beautiful to me about Steven being healed from Corruption by his own tears. Previously we’ve seen Corruption healed by the combined tears of all four Diamonds, and here, everyone, including the other Diamonds, cried into the ocean for Steven. But he couldn’t actually be healed until he cried for himself (which he was able to do because of the support of his people).

[@SputnikSpyglass]

Wow that's a beautiful detail!

[@blossomile]

Omg this is so gorgeous, love this interpretation!! 😭💕

[@superluigi1225]

Im not really sure if Steven was corrupted though, it more so felt like his powers were taking over like when we saw that he can age based off of his mentality like when get got so old he almost died, and when he turned back into an infant after pretending to be older all day and finally broke down. This more so feels like it was again his mentality of seeing himself as a monster that caused this, rather than corruption

[@heytallman]

"WHERE WAS LION" had me dead This is such a beautiful end to the series. Seeing that he hasn't fully healed but is working on it. Seeing how everything he helped everyone through comes back for them to help him. Peridot sums up my feelings better than anything "where am I gonna find another steven as good as you?" And I still feel that way. Thanks for the great reaction series!

[@heytallman]

Also, for more Steven-adjacent content, you should check out Zach Callison's EP "A Picture Perfect Hollywood Heartbreak". It features Connie's VA on a song or two on it, and I thought it was a good listen!

[@SputnikSpyglass]

I've heard Phantom Love before but we really should check out the whole album! Thanks for the recommendation.

[@blossomile]

Dude I love how that was the one thing he said after basking in all that silence and the ending…. crazy 😭

[@bagelraven]

The sitting in silence just crying after the episode ended is so relatable, not a single show I loved has ended without me shedding tears

[@BillCipher45987]

Everytime i rewatch steven universe, i try to avoid this last episodes because my heart aches whenever i watch this episone😭

[@SputnikSpyglass]

Honestly we probably wouldn't have watched it but we had to do it for you guys!

[@theoneandonlynutzley1946]

As someone with C-PTSD this series meant everything to me. I’d never felt so seen and I’d never seen what I was going through portrayed so blatantly and without glamour. It is a terrible disorder that can make you feel like there’s no way to ever improve. This series told me that it was okay to be the way I was and that it’s possible to get better. Steven Universe will always be my favorite show.

[@prettyroach]

i’m always saying this!!! it depicts growing into c-ptsd so well especially from a goodie-two shoes kid. it doesn’t matter how ~good or strong~ one views themselves to be when trying to heal from trauma. the cycle of ego death can be suffocating(but dbt and meds helped me!! sending yall c-ptsd havers love!!)

[@Silly_cereal]

as someone who has problems with emotional situations and generally being often unable to cry due to it, the lion part always gets me, I really don't know why but I always break down when I see it. I will always cherish this show for making me able to understand my own emotions more ♥

[@Shadowcat31]

what really gets me is that Zach Callison was also going though some really tough mental health issues him self around the time of the end of Steven Universe and the start of future I think. So I just know that he related very much to him in this and the voice acting is just so good because it feels so raw sometimes ya know? especially there at the end. I Have so much more Respect for him after seeing Future, not that I didn't respect him before lol

[@dr3adheadgamerxv430]

Even now while watching this my heart aches so bad, and yet my body won't let the tears come out 😢

[@dr3adheadgamerxv430]

@silly_cereal you're healthier than me man. I wish I could cry from this😂😭

[@af3897]

although amythest's story isn't the most integral to the story, its just so personal to me. her "i know it seems like you'll never like yourself, but its possible man!" makes me cry more as an adult more than it did when i was a mid-teen i love her

[@kaylagaymon4873]

The last 2 episodes were so sad and heartbreaking. Steven as a corrupted monster was insane. Everybody saying their goodbyes was the hardest part I've watched. I enjoyed watching Steven Universe future with you guys 😭😭😭💔💔💔

[@SputnikSpyglass]

😭 I can't believe it over

[@kaylagaymon4873]

@@SputnikSpyglass Steven Universe shall live on forever ✨️

[@rockedet4541]

I miss SU so much. Will forever love this show.

[@blossomile]

Real!! 🥲

[@Angelic._meili]

The ending credits never fail to make me cry

[@FishyShrimpish]

You're acting true to character to your cosplay. While Lapis often expresses such raw emotion, she's feeling blue in this episode, just like you, you precious gem. It's a shattering moment knowing Steven Universe is officially over, it shakes you to the core! I get you girl along with the other fellow. Yep, four puns in this whole text how clever of me 😏

[@JoeSnoe126]

If you're looking for extra Steven Universe content, most of the Crewniverse did interviews on the official Steven Universe Podcast. There's extra world building and lore drops and could serve as a nice epilogue for your experience. Thanks for posting your reactions, I love revisiting Steven whenever I can

[@Kwpwnzbi81jbshsksmabajs]

Also videos made by channels like nerdsquad something2x...or roundtable

[@haleyflusche3044]

I really enjoyed your reactions to this show. It hits me right in the heart seeing you guys feel the feelings of saying good bye to steven like we did. Such an amazing and impactful show with beautiful messages. I don't know if you've already seen it, but Bee and Puppy Cat is a really good cartoon. It is only 1 season but it gives me the same vibes as Steven Universe with its art style and music. I think you would really like it.

[@SputnikSpyglass]

Neither of us have watched it so we'll definitely add it to the list! Thanks for coming on the journey with us💙

[@haleyflusche3044]

@@SputnikSpyglass I look forward to it ☺️

[@aoi-chan8175]

That moment right after the end happens and Sputnik sitting there holding steven sadly was a whole mood, its gon be alright I cried too when it ended 😭😭

[@SianiLane]

Y'all I'm so glad I caught up for the finale. I have loved your reactions all the way through. SUF had such a huge impact on my life. I had a queer family in the 80s, when homophobia was so normal, that "maybe kids could not say f*g or play 'smear the queer' or "AIDS touch' anymore was seen as a completely impossible and unreasonable ask by my elementary school administration. Like Steven I had this weird wonderful family that loved me, and like Steven's family mine all had deep generational pain and baggage (see: being queer in the 60s when it was even worse) and we were also surrounded by outside threats, just for being us. We were right, the cause was righteous, and the world we made is so much better, we changed their minds! But boy having to be a child soldier is hard. And boy being different from everyone else is hard. And boy being a kid who knows that the adults around them are broken, and the world is scary, and they have to step up and keep everyone together.... damn is that all so real. I felt i so much, and it's one of the reasons I started therapy. And WOW it turns out when you face the truth together (thank you Garnet!) everything starts to get better! Also, diagnosing and treating my undiagnosed depression and ADHD... I never knew my brain could be such a mostly-not-terrible place to be! So many thanks to Rebecca Sugar and the Crewniverse, I know I'm not the only grown-ass adult, much less child who needed to hear this story, And thanks to y'all, Sputnik an Indi, I really enjoyed your thoughts on the show. I thought I had really gotten all there was to get of SUF, but in the last ep you said, "He gives so much space for others' flaws, and not an inch for his own." OW. Thanks for that one, I'm going to think on it. Excited for She-Ra! Nothing quite climbs to the heights of ATLA & SU in my heart, but She-Ra sure is great. (If there is anything else as good as ATLA & SU, it's Infinity Train. Seriously, watch Infinity Train, even if it doesn't blow away the view counter. Hell, just watch it yourself, it's a quick watch and so worth it.)

[@SputnikSpyglass]

Thank you so much for sticking around to watch our journey. It's great to hear that the show resonated so much with you as it did with us. Sadly Indi and both watched Infinity train before we started doing reactions. Fingers crossed it gets picked up in the future so they can continue the fantastic story.

[@VsStuffs]

This was such a wholesome, simple ending, I love it so much! From what I've seen on Twitter n' stuff recently, Rebecca has been talking a bit about SU recently... maybe, possibly, hopefully it'll come back soon?... PLEASE REBECCA- But seriously, this show was amazing at storytelling and representation and music... AAAAHHHH... and your reactions were also awesome! Definitely sticking around, have been interested in some of the shows you have done/you are doing! ❤

[@SputnikSpyglass]

Thanks for sticking around 💙

[@Mixchee]

Yeah! Rebecca is a genius!

[@Inkwellington]

Even as I miss the show, I feel I would prefer we let it rest, although I know Rebecca would never do us wrong with more

[@aarw4907]

This episode is so special to me. Not only does it get me teared up every time but this episode came out exactly 2 months before I moved out on my own. Early in the the morning after I packed the last of my stuff in the car and hugged my mom goodbye and started driving, I turned my iPhone on shuffle and this was the first song that played. I literally started balling while driving. The thought that I’m finally on my own and not around family anymore but it’s a new chapter of my life. Thank you for sticking to this series till the end. And thank you for sharing in all the tears us fans cried throughout the years

[@lunacascade2161]

Congratulations on finishing the series 🥹🫶🩷

[@SputnikSpyglass]

🥲

[@LoremIpsum905]

I'll tell you: Rebecca Sugar had me wrapped around their little finger with that last episode. I was thinking it was going in some sort of strange "it's time to be mature about this, not everything is about me" direction. My emotional journey through the episode exactly mirrored Steven's, to the point where at the end, as he was driving away, and then screeched back and confronted his family... I was desperate, I was panicking, I needed to know right then and there what the heck was going on with everybody. And the catharsis. Ohhhh the catharsis. I can't think of any more perfect way to end this series that no one wanted to end.

[@dewich4ir]

i though someone was literally dying, but it was just the dawg taking a deep breath next to the microphone ❤😂

[@dewdney101]

All the crying scenes with all the gems both squad A and B were a reference to Crying Breakfast Friends. It's so cool to still have that humour in the tears, literally happy tears. Also, Cookie Cat was our introduction to Steven and the gems and how they care for him in the first episode so it's fitting to have it here in the final episode and this time Steven gifts it to the gems.

[@jjrollins313]

I enjoyed this. Now I'm ready to see She-ra TPOP. Just as good storytelling, lore, and emotional stakes.

[@SputnikSpyglass]

Ooh that's exciting to hear!

[@Bread16091]

You know, when Steven was a monster, it looked like he was trying to hurt himself more than the gems or the town. That makes it feel even worse.

[@Traveler_Evren]

The ending makes me cry every time it was such a great show😭😭

[@miguelcontreras-rivera5245]

This ending always makes me cry so much and i will forever love this show. I love your reactions all the way through to the end. It was so fun and emotional experience to watch it with yall, thank you.

[@kayla8402]

Steven calling himself a monster dings VERY VERY true for folks suffering for intense trauma. The process of something happening out of a control (disregulated emotions related to flashbacks are common, for instance) leads to not knowing what to do, clamping down or seek strict control, more outbursts, and they end up blaming themselves for "doing bad things" and "I'm a monster" is common and self blame is very common. A lot of it is very much out of his control, and gaining control requires safely processing and working on that trauma. Jasper's training COULD have done that, if he hadn't ended up shattering her, confirming his own fears of himself and taking all that build up in a bad direction, if someone else had been there to emphasize control while pushing limits.

[@thomasrobinson8884]

They talk about it very “nonchalantly” but I love how they stress Stephen’s emphasis that he plans to continue therapy after leaving

[@Kensh1nxCory]

This is why we need Su to come back 😭😭

[@AT7outof10]

I'd prefer episodes focusing on other characters to check in with the "universe" without Steven. A Nephrite adventure, bringing in Morganite like they considered, MORE SPINEL PLEASE! But keeping Steven absent so that if they bring him back into focus it'll make it even more satisfying~

[@mingemunch3r]

11:23 indi idea for water wings uou can make em out of blue celephane and use wire to make the outlines

[@vanessapaviag]

Bro I was eating tacos and that last part of second to last episode made me just start sobbing mid taco bite 😭😭😭 I forgot how much that scene made me cry

[@manilovefnaf_ch3rr1]

Crying while eating tacos and watching SU is such a mood tbh

[@vanessapaviag]

@@manilovefnaf_ch3rr1lmaooo reading that back it did make me realize how funny that was 😂😅 but yes nothing better than eating good food, letting out a good cry, and watching a great show😂😂😂

[@montiigo]

i'm gonna cry i'm not ready omg

[@theoldjesterisdead9434]

Steven universe has literally been in my life since I was 13 (I'm 24) and I remember so clearly being in a very bad spot in life when this came out. It was so cathartic to cry with Steven, with the gems and I can honestly say it saved my life. Steven universe is probably the most important piece of media in my life. It made me who I am, it made me get into making music, I started drawing because of Rebecca Sugar and I still love this show and will probably love it forever. I rewatch it probably 2-4 times a year and I cry every time it ends. Thanks for sharing your journey through Steven's universe. ❤

[@joecab1]

There are rumblings that Rebecca Sugar may be revisiting SU again esp in light of Adventure Time getting more episodes online. Don’t get your hopes up, but don’t lose hope either.

[@aphpuffinchild3930]

largely lurking viewer for a good chunk of the series. my favourite person left to fly back home again today and i think watching this now was just the cry i needed. not very verbal (certainly not as much as i would like to be) but you guys' su videos have been a huge joy to me and im excited for when i inevitably go through and watch it all over again with you :)

[@SputnikSpyglass]

🫂

[@miamor513]

I fail not to cry every time

[@beaut-ful-d-saster]

The best thing about finishing a series you love is that you can go back and rewatch the episodes that made you the happiest. Listen to the songs again too.

[@palettesdump]

This ending always fucks me up :(( gonna miss this show again, so nice getting to see it all with you guys ❤🧡💛💚💙💜

[@QuaziInc]

the feeling you get driving away towards the unknown, the mixed emotions, the song ending this just moves me.

[@w_e_ed]

This ending made me cry so much when I watched it I haven’t watched it since for this exact reason 😭😭😭

[@alexboy0321]

I had that exact same plush❤🎉 the show means so much to me so I'm happy you guys enjoyed All of it like I did and I'm sad for you guys but also happy that you guys get to move forward on to other stuff like Steven did

[@-i_own_you_-]

*IT'S* *OVER* *ISN'T* *IT* *?*

[@SputnikSpyglass]

Isn't it over 😮‍💨

[@Ari.x22]

Omg Ive watched this show hundreds of times yet have held off clicking on this notification because i love you guys and the reactions, cant face the fact that these reactions are over. you have brought more perspectives into this show for me and this has been my favourite videos to watch for the past couple months seriously. Thank you for creating such good content and I'm excited for the future of this channel. So glad you guys got further introduced into this beautiful world.

[@DementisXYZ]

Major credit to Sputnik! I've watched many reactions to this show, but he the only person I've seen get through these last two episodes without a single tear. Mate got choked up, frowned a lot, sure, but not a single tear. Well done. But yeah, such a great show that leaves everyone emotionally compromised. If you need one fun thing to watch related to Steven, I recommend Pearl's Secret Rap Career. It's made by MKAtwood, the person who would go on to host the official SU podcast, and even gets a couple of official VAs involved. The official playlist is missing 4 videos, though; "Steven's secret...parts 1-3" and "Spinel finds out..." so if you do decide to check it, don't wanna miss those ones.

[@SputnikSpyglass]

We'll definitely be reacting to Pearls Secret Rap Career. Thanks for the heads up!

[@DementisXYZ]

@SputnikSpyglass You're very welcome. One other detail, the first video in the playlist is a 15 minute loop of the 7 second clip, so you don't gotta watch the whole first video

[@aries-zn6xe]

ive seen steven from the start, at the time i didn't know it would be so important to me, i remember the steven universe channels with theories, some good or some bad (like onion is white diamond haha), people fight about rose being or not pink diamond, my fav character was and still is lapis lazuli and... seeing other people react is like watching steven universe for the first time again. this show help me with my mental health my orietation and much more... i cant say a favorite moment because there are just so many, i just can be thankfull with rebecca, the crewuniverse and you guys, even with all this years without steven i still miss him and the gems. at the end i am greatful of being part of the steven universe .

[@Detayoh]

I loved this series reaction!! You are the best guys!!! I cried every time you do!!

[@jeffhappens1]

Wow, awesome I got to catch you on your last watch right on your upload date. It’s amazing to have to relive this through you again years later. Thank you for your reactions.

[@capn_toad]

8:41 hey i was at this signing! it was so cool to meet rebecca and ian ❤️

[@iiraingirlii]

I miss Steven Universe so much

[@ms.t3276]

Every single time I rewatch Steven universe future I never stop crying 😭

[@valerieb2614]

"YOU WILL COME BACK STEVEN . DONT FUCK WITH ME" same

[@markjade3587]

thank you, it was so fun experiencing this series again with you guys sigh, my heart

[@IloveBirds-xo8ok]

Sputnik:*keeping it together* Meanwhile... Endi:*literally about to sob*

[@jeff3y214]

love you guys

[@SHADOWJOURNEYZ]

I was just like steven and spinal I was keeping hurt and sadness inside of me for to long and one day someone told me something and it was so thing that I had a meltdown I need that meltdown I'm finally at peace ty for steven universe we did it 💙💜

[@wtimmins]

Thank you for sharing yourselves with us on this journey

[@Madoka_asa]

Fav cartoon ive ever watched🩷

[@raistlinlove1307]

The dehydration from my tears may be a problem if left unchecked the fuck

[@enma2solaire59]

it was an incredible adventure in your company I recommend wakfu as cartoon

[@lafleched]

Really happy with this epilogue. I felt the last episode of the original series left too much unsaid. This feels like a proper goodbye for the series.

[@dens12-q8j]

OMG SHE-RA NO WAYYYY

[@9TrixieTurner6]

I’m always down to see more people seeing the glory that is Hordak and Entrapta.

[@dens12-q8j]

@@9TrixieTurner6 im here for it

[@matheusalvarenga7820]

YOU GUYS MISSED THE MOMENT STEVEN AND CONNIE KISSED OMG NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

[@joshhernandez2828]

I can’t not sob whenever I see these last 2 episodes

[@LightSkinMaster56]

I guess you can say the show was a gem

[@justinehercthehuman]

Can't wait for Sputnik Universe.

[@aeroaustaire2082]

i love you guys so much! i reacted the same way

[@Andre14297]

31:28 that she’s gonna kill herself really got me off guard😭

[@alexandrechaves9858]

Pela cebtesima vez estou em lágrimas pelo finak de Steven universo 💜

[@Gold_PKMN]

Seven months late but the fact that I have the same Steven shirt AND the same pink jacket ⭐️

[@garbagemanjim]

The pain chapter name got me dying lmao

[@zafpk861]

I can't wait to see Shera again with u guys!!

[@LagostaAssada]

The end of an era Again...

[@atuaboss3361]

I would like to see a season where we explored the b side of the Crystal gems bismuth peridot lapis and Connie

[@iunnoo]

(SRY IDK if someone else already mentioned) but Rebecca Sugar actually had a cat named Lion and I think he recently passed away.. SO IG the lion erasure is canon now............

[@patrickkh1245]

The geography of steven universe is a little different compared to ours because of the gem war

[@AdrixnVault]

It dosent have to end, yall can react to fan animations to Steven Universe, there AU of the episode change your mind episode that could be fun

[@filmvagabond7032]

Brutal Finale, gets me every time. I forgot to add Owl House to the Recommendations

[@garbagemanjim]

Remember when you thought lion was gonna be a one episode thing

[@thepizzaturtle7918]

I think Connie said “Boogle Maps”.

[@Whotfismax]

BRAZIL HERE!❤🇧🇷

[@LightSkinMaster56]

i loved watching this series i cant wait for you guys to finish gravity falls

[@beastart159]

Can you react to Steven universe future: rewritten by kiwi queen 13. It's a rewrite of future and it's even more heartbreaking than the original. It adds more of a dark element to Steven's spiral, as well as add new scenes to the story.

[@iagocoelho1803]

❤❤❤❤❤

[@randomguy7946]

A few weeks ago, I recommended a video essay called “The Most Interesting Scene in Steven Universe,” will you still be watching it?

[@Lookin_fly]

He’ll be back right

[@Deferico13]

Pls watch "over the garden wall", probably the best CN serie, at least in my opinion, you will cry a lot.

[@SputnikSpyglass]

I've wanted to watch that one for a while we'll probably try to do that series in fall

[@Sun_n_Stuff]

It’s over isn’t it 😔

[@iiraingirlii]

I missed it 😭

[@allykat2.015]

Do The Owl House, that show was so good and Disney f*cked them over with there third season.😮‍💨

[@patrickkh1245]

You could react to the anti racism shorts now😊

[@Kwpwnzbi81jbshsksmabajs]

Dove advertises

[@miamera1164]

There were 11 states in the Confederacy 👀

[@SputnikSpyglass]

😵‍💫

[@Kwpwnzbi81jbshsksmabajs]

Before sputnik was very sympathetic....what changed?

[@chandlerbraeden9317]

❤

[@KingAlex-2v]

does anyone else what them to react to star vs the forces of evil? or is it just me?

[@juansalamanca5967]

Nah the ending is just trash

[@pv1105]

If you haven't already watched it, I'd recommend neon genesis evangelion

[@JadonDorsey]

He’s not a kaiju he’s corrupted

[@princecharms5000]

You guys should do the owl house.