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[@jmartin7257]

God is the answer baby girl! Focus on getting closer to Him. Pray! Pray! Pray! He hears you, He sees you, He loves you & He will bless you and your wonderful babies. He will bring you peace like NO OTHER. I love you girly 💜

[@michelleinnxo]

amen!!

[@rayray094life]

@@michelleinnxoI was gonna say, when she kept talking that is what it sounds like she is seeking in a way

[@teetee4185]

Just focus on Jesus Liv ❤❤ this is all for a reason! I’m telling you once you put your all into Him and put Him first! You will feel whole and complete! Love you girly !

[@aliajackson5527]

Amen 🙏🏾

[@C.M1320]

Amen....Literally nothing else can fill the void buy Jesus ❤❤

[@famouseperson123]

Yessss

[@mshoney9301]

cringe

[@makingadifference8740]

Yessss Give it to GOD 🙌🏽

[@antoniamarie2963]

This is super relatable Liv, when you grow up feeling kinda lonely, feeling like you don't really fit in, that you don't feel loved all the time, you search for that in the next best thing, which is a relationship. And when you feel like you've found your person, you want to create a little family of your own to have that feeling of unity, belonging and unconditional love. The problem is, those childhood wounds are still there and unfortunately those wounds can be triggered by relationship and family life, because it reminds you of your childhood - good or bad. So healing is the right thing to do and those wounds can be healed by Jesus. He has a special place in His heart for the brokenhearted. Psalms 147:3 NIV He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. Psalms 34:18 NIV The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. ❤

[@divin_e12]

It takes a strong person to talk about stuff like this. We love you mamas, u got this 🫶🏾🫶🏾

[@carolina5971]

The self awareness in this video is beautiful 🌸🌸 everyday all we can do is working on being the best version of ourselves .sending happiness your way

[@Ethereal-Flower]

It is very beautiful 🌸 I feel if more of us practiced being this self aware PLUS vulnerable , we would be able to heal together 😢

[@_bonjourmona]

This was so real! Sometimes things happen for many reasons. So glad she realized her wrong doings, depression, and also childhood traumas. Being self aware is the first step to healing. People saying things ain’t the same on this channel, and don’t realize that nothing in this world is the same. Gas, rent and everything else ain’t the same price as it was when we were kids. So what you think will happen in a relationship? You will go through so much, and many different things. It ain’t all about recording and fulfilling yall thoughts of what you think a relationship should be. I am glad that they are both self aware especially her, and genuinely pray they continue to love each other even past this part. When you become so attached to the point you don’t see your own identity and live up to your potential will create so many more problems. Olivia you got this girl, and have all of my support. Everything ain’t always about a relationship or a person people dealing with real life stuff that take a toll on one’s self. Love you girl and you really do got this! Praying pure healing, and peace upon the women you are becoming !!!!

[@SilviaColon93]

Im a silent viewer. I just want to say your emotions are valid. Your self awareness is beautiful. Can’t wait to see your healing journey. Praying for you 🙏🏽

[@karlylauren5031]

I'm a nursing student and it sounds like you have postpartum depression. It's totally common and normal and can fully be treated. As a mom i felt every word. First step is recognizing it and you are explaining how you are feeling and what your triggers are from childhood already without even speaking to a therapist yet. You are so beautiful and you will find YOU again. You will find your light. You got this!

[@meditationmindbodysoulmusi1195]

Hey man cheating doesn’t make it better smh

[@amarislsamuel1105]

POST PARTUM AND HER KIDS ARE TODDLERS

[@Tommie_Don]

@@meditationmindbodysoulmusi1195get a life. Fr

[@TaylorBanks-e8p]

I truly feel like this is the difference between soul mates/genuine marriages and relationships. When you are at your lowest and that in sickness and health does not apply but yet you gave your body and mental health to bring two of his children into the world. This is not a shot at will. This is me expressing how sorry I am that it didn’t work and the individual who was the closest to you left at your highest time of need. Praying for your healing liv. You will come out of this bigger and better. There is something about having children that triggers the transition into womanhood. The postpartum period is such a vulnerable time as your hormones reregulate and your body adjusts to its new form. Sending hugs!

[@candilease938]

Wait! Did they break up?.

[@sailur]

@@candilease938ya

[@Alexiiiixo]

@@candilease938did u not watch the video

[@jw9472]

Hi Liv, As a mother, I understand completely what you’re going through. I went through this when I had my son a few years back, not having any family support, relationship issues, and dealing with past trauma and hurt while balancing motherhood. It’s not easy, and I want to say stay focused on your self-healing journey and positivity.

[@Leeondaily]

Hearing beautiful woman say they insecurities hurts soo much! May God continue to bless you and help you fill the voids you are experiencing and I hope you become happy for yourself and your little family!! 🥹🥹

[@jessmessss]

Broke my damn thumb on that notification….

[@jabulilenkala]

same 😭😭

[@sully17]

I didn’t even double check

[@sundeelewis601]

Me tooo!!

[@KumbiKays]

Bro 😭😭😭😭

[@jiyaharrell7682]

Same 😭💔

[@dejaa]

I understood the childhood trauma coming back and reflecting everything you do as a adult. Having to unlearn toxic ways and really find yourself outside of your old coping mechanisms. Then when you have kids it really opens your mind and you become so self aware. It’s definitely a journey. But so happy you’re working your way out of the funk you been in. As a woman & a mother I understand you so much. ❤

[@RaisingFiveVibes]

I just got out of 4.5 years of postpartum depression🥺 IT IS REAL!!!! I took a 3 year break and only started posting this year😫 you are not alone and we don’t judge you at all. The fact that you’re taking accountability even through your dark times is HUGE. We love you and hope to see more content from you soon❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@neeshalove9922]

Congratulations 💗 I know it feels amazing to be out of it. I'm on year 7. I'm getting better slowly. After having my third baby, I'm finally going to therapy.

[@Khadijahgirrrrrl]

You’re so real for sharing this Liv… so many people feel like this and will never admit it! Thank you for sharing and being vulnerable. I do think therapy would be a great new start for you.

[@__cececoleman]

We’re going through the exact same thing I most definitely understand how you’re feeling. I’m fighting all those same feelings.Sending lots of love, peace and light your way ✨🤍

[@mechiac]

OLIVIA THE TIME HAS COME for u to come out of the shadows❤ you're an angel and we are SO here for u

[@soleramirez6782]

You are so strong mama!!! Been a supporter for 6 years and you deserve this time to yourself so much , sending you lots of love and prayers❤️🫂

[@lynn2650]

The rebrand we’ve been waiting for. LUV U LIV GIRL

[@tyneishadavis1884]

It seems like you are going through postpartum depression, plus whatever your going through in your personal life. Please seek help I have been to therapy about 15 times in my life and I don't care how many more times I have to go to get through what I'm going through at the moment. If anyone is suffering from depression don't be afraid to seek help because your life matters.

[@TheRealJSquared]

I felt so seen during this video definitely when you said putting yourself in a box and being attached in the your relationship. May you have a beautiful self healing and love journey liv cannot wait to see you through 💕

[@mercedesmj_]

Thank you for sharing with your followers Liv. You were very vulnerable and transparent and that shows strength and growth. Continue to affirm and manifest your dreams and goals! I support you!

[@samanthamichelle3907]

You’ll be surprised how many people are going through the same thing…. Including me!! Just started my journey of self love and dealing with childhood traumas head on… you got this!! The destination will be well worth it! Sending peace and positivity your way 🙏🏽🙏🏽💚💚

[@ranasawah9198]

This is extremely deep. Thank you for sharing this vulnerable part of your life because I really can relate and I never knew there were people experiencing this too. Thanks for this video. You are beautiful. You can make it through this ❤

[@ranasawah9198]

I wish we can be friends

[@tabithh7985]

The way people made Will appear like the monster but now saying all sorts of emotional stuff in the comments is crazy. I hope now you all realize that even if Will proposes at the moment, the void she feels might still not be filled and I am sure they both know that. Yes, they do have kids but that’s not to say she can’t find her footing before going into marriage. She needs to find herself, be happy within herself and be happy with herself before MARRIAGE cause that is a huge thing. So y’all please let her be. Stop with the marriage thing and allow them handle things they way they want to.

[@tabithh7985]

I feel like Will deserves an apology from a whole lot of people honestly even if you guys felt he was being suspicious, y’all put that man under too much smoke.

[@milansamaria8357]

You are going through a transformation and the universe will force you to remove yourself from situations, people, places, and things that will no longer serve you but it’s all for the greater good. Therapy does help, finding a hobby that you enjoy helps, getting consistent child care helps, laughing, praying and putting into you helps. sorry you don’t have the family support you need it takes a village to raise a child. You and will probably just need a break and y’all will come back stronger than before. You got this girl.

[@joycombs2671]

Trust your heart in the Lord he will heal all of that and I’m telling you you this from experience! I’ll be praying for your beautiful. You are obviously chosen. It’s time💕✨

[@xflychickbabyyx]

PRAYER, THERAPY & FINDING YOURSELF (who Liv is) will help you. I’m glad you’re speaking your truth & I wish u nothing but blessings! You got this girla ❤❤❤❤

[@leahcoley2967]

I’m so glad I’m not the only one that’s going through this. I’m going through it now after having my baby. It like I’m just stuck in a depressive slump that I don’t know how to get out of

[@ItsShneeMurry]

@@leahcoley2967 same, my daughter is 3 and I’m still dealing with it… I’m 8 months pregnant and definitely feel it

[@Vibesodiff]

I’m in a depressive slump but with no kids 😔😔 it’s so fucking hard some days bro. I resonate with Liv bc I became so antisocial. I go out and after an hour wanna go home. I have friends and neglect them to stay in my apartment and chill.. I’m trying to get out of that mindset

[@leahcoley2967]

@@Vibesodiff yeah I use to be so motivated and hard working but now it just seems like I’m just so unmotivated and I became antisocial. I really don’t know how I really am anymore as a person and what I want to do with my life rn. I’m just going through the motion of everyday life. So I definitely know what she’s going through

[@Vibesodiff]

@@leahcoley2967 yea I understand that. I’m buying another laptop Friday as mine broke and I’m to push myself to get into my Digital Marketing and PR Packaging bag. I do have a full time job that I love and it helps pay the bills but I feel like I need to travel and see new sights and not just hustle hustle hustle everyday. That’s also contributing to the way I feel bc I get no breaks.

[@emoni7074]

This was beautiful. This was really strong of you to share this vulnerability. I’m sure this video was a wake up call for a lot of ppl not just yourself. The accountability and self awareness was beautiful and definitely the first part of healing. A part that a lot of ppl don’t get to… definitely see a therapist if you are able to and that can help you learn positive ways to cope and build yourself. And speaking on depression for someone that goes in and out of it sometimes you don’t even realize that you’re tripping. You just know that you feel a certain way and it should be validated. Sometimes it does take rock bottom to realize and create the change. I will say definitely try to pick up on tell tale signs of you slipping back, so that way in the future you can check on with yourself and know you’re displaying those signs. I pray the best for you on your new journey! I am so excited for this change for you and REALLY dealing with lingering trauma. Remember to always put yourself first even with children. As they get older and they’re finding theirselves and living their lives it’s always gonna be back to just you. You have to know who you are before anything, children and relationship.

[@DiscoveringNeisha]

Just praying for you hun & the video hasn’t even played yet 🙏🏾

[@CarsonErickson-ly3lm]

Did they break up?

[@AxlamA-m3l]

Me too

[@kaydonnabelmar1530]

Omg i clicked sooo fastttt😢😢we missed you liv 😮‍💨 stay strong mamas ❤❤

[@mariiiiiiiijjjjjjjjx]

This was so relatable fr. Honestly Liv, it’s great to see you back on here to share what’s been going on with you. I just wanna send you and wish you all the love and the healing. I just hope things go up from here for you mentally. I appreciate how honest and real you are in this. Love you Liv, keep taking care of you and what makes you happy ❤️✨

[@indiagolddd]

I cried. i felt every bit of this. All we can do is keep trying and praying x

[@halofilms0]

Liv i could relate to how you feel plss get therapy it can only help your journey. i grew up in a toxic household and going to therapy i’ve realized how it affects you sm once your an adult. sending love cant wait to see you GROW!🫶🏾🩷

[@hibabenkhelifa4332]

We miss you guys so so much please guys we need to see you healthy happy and in love you guys don't even realize that we love seeing you even if you're doing absolutely nothing you cooking or organizing the house or a&a anythiiiiing is good enough for us we love you and pray for you and we didn't forget you ❤

[@nikkimonae1423]

Thanks for allowing us into this vulnerable space ✨wish you the best on your journey as you find Liv

[@Cwenjae]

I’m literally the same way. I signed up to start therapy next month to better myself through everything. Stay strong Liv ❤ We got this boo!

[@tabithabrice5905]

Good for you ❤

[@Cwenjae]

@@tabithabrice5905 Thank you. We all just have to take it one day at a time in our own way🙏🏾❤️

[@beardedbrotha1854]

Hey Liv!!! The first couple I followed on KZbin! Prayers to you and the family

[@lauramilus7620]

Take your time baby GOD got you covered 💕

[@lucindakristina]

i’m rooting for you liv I definitely understand where you’re coming from. I am not a mother and don’t have any kids, but everything else is definitely relatable. Even depression just without the postpartum.

[@yuhgirlxiana3153]

When liv said it be hard to wakeup without being sad, I was like me too 🥹 Were not alone 💕

[@yanadoesthat]

She just going through postpartum , she had babies back to back didn't have time to heal from first one and didn't realize how it was effecting her + having kids makes you have to face your own shit from when you were a kid.. it's normal babe ! Give yourself some grace, get therapy if you aren't already AND find some hobbies , rediscover your interests ❤

[@anelisasityana5486]

It’s crazy that most of us can relate to this…Liv you’re not alone and we are here to give you all the support you need we well definitely be clicking on ur videos sis ❤❤❤

[@bnacole3783]

I relate to this so much! Finding yourself after having a baby can be so hard. You got this liv❤

[@cateradg]

It takes STRENGTH to admit & see your wrongs & focus on self improvement. Currently going thru the same stage in my life @ 26 yrs old. KEEP GOING!! Love to see it & we miss Goldjuice 😢 & was def concerned abt Will & his social media post 😭😭 been watching y’all for a min & some things must change after such a long while… here to accept u & this new journey Liv❤️❤️ God bless you and ur family. PRADA U SIS

[@theartsyavi]

We all really be going through the same thing. You aren’t alone Liv❤️ We tend to be so hard on ourselves especially at a young age. I can’t wait to see your new journey. Very proud of you!

[@JusToni]

This is facts !!!!

[@dallysrector4516]

I’m going through this now , it’s like I was looking for others to hold the light at the end of the tunnel but I realized nobody can shine that light but God !

[@paolapattenden5261]

The fact your speaking on this, will help soo many people. I can feel you on so many things and can relate. But you acknowledging there needs to be a healthy change is just gonna change your life. Having kids is a selfless act and I lost myself for around 2 years maybe three until I had that realisation. I pray for you because happy mum is happy children. ❤

[@elysianfairy]

Thank you for opening up to us & explaining yourself. That is very brave of you especially speaking on postpartum depression, not everyone knows that experience at all, so its eye opening to hear people we support - share all of that. Most women never heal from that, let alone go through it with help. I hope you take this journey on your own time, dont force yourself back in it! Slowly getting into being yourself while being a mother at the same time- get into your own channel & have your routines will help you with your confusion. We 🫶🏽 you & cant wait to see you♥️

[@elysianfairy]

Also brave of you to know go off on all the bs people in your comments trying to tell you how you should be thinking & what you should be doing in YOUR life while YOURE dealing with something so intense & vulnerable. I would’ve went off on everybody for that 🤣 but congratulations on discovery of self- its never too late💕

[@NiecyMonet]

Glad you’re able to speak about your experience ❤it’s going to get better 😊

[@laurynponce5914]

Definitely can relate to this, especially feeling too attached in my relationship. I allowed myself to get lost in it and ended up losing my sense of self but I now feel like I’ve come back home to myself. It takes time but you got this girl, it take a lot of deep inner work, understanding of yourself and why you are the way you are, and then finally coming into full acceptance and love for ALL parts of you. Btw I’ve been watching your videos since years ago and it’s been fun watching your journey! If you need a friend hit me up, I’m here ❤️

[@hxneyvibes8828]

Girl Olivia look how many people just wanted to watch you💕! Make your on channel, focus on you, and keep God first through it all. Wishing your healing process the best💗

[@trina8muffin]

Becoming a shell of yourself is so easy to do...but finding yourself is so empowering. Keep going Liv. Find your happy place and you will thrive❤

[@onlymiela]

praying for you and your loved ones olivia💗 also i’m so sorry for how these people have been towards you and will as of recently…..they love to criticize without knowing what people are going through on the inside….i’m so sorry.

[@leesahjanet]

This is so real Liv! Thank you for sharing this seriously. I empathize with you girl. Go you for being vulnerable.. it’s definitely helping someone out. Excited to see what’s to come 😇

[@Kri310olivia]

I felt exactly like this after my pregnancy’s too, took a lot out on my spouse. Post partum depression is rough on us mothers especially when we don’t have that family help and guidance.

[@plovek4451]

Hey Olivia !! I love your transparency as I am /was going through the same thing and hearing it from you just lifts my spirit even more. I appreciate you being open and honest and so happy for this new journey you’re going into❤️ I’m definitely will be here along with you sis. We love you and here for you!!!! Stay blessed and prayed up!❤️❤️

[@dallegarcia5403]

This is part of growth and ascension!!! You are going to shine so much is going to blind others! Doing the deep work of Shadow work isn’t easy and cleave unto the MOST HIGH 🙌🏼 we love you Liv you have my support and love thyself!!!! Putting yourself First allows everything to fall into place. I am a female Aries so I know how mental we can be. Take your time focus on you and pour into yourself (Numbers 6:24-27 KJV) 🙌🏼👑

[@lalaa8653]

I hope that man didn’t leave you high and dry with 2 kids

[@deelive601]

here yall go 🤦🏾‍♂️

[@lanalana0831]

Thank you for opening up ❤ you didn’t have to so really thank you. Things will get better. Life there’s peaks and valleys and right now you feel like you in a valley but you not gonna be there forever. I relate so much to u it’s crazy. ❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@feyfey.y]

i can agree on so many points its not always so easy how everything seems to be so brave of u to open urself up so deep to us like that im sure it can help sum of us wish u the best liv we love hearing more from uuuu girl

[@lateefamartin9297]

Your not alone boo but everything will get better 🩵there’s light under the tunnel

[@KelokiDokie]

And please give yourself grace , you’re a great mom for even wanting to be a BETTER mom ! Those babies love you

[@anpdream499]

can't wait for your self journey!!!! Thank you for being so vulnerable open and honest to all of us!!! We want the best for you always, best of luck with it all girl we got you

[@laiidaadoll]

We Love you liv❤️ This really got to me because I’m going through this exact same thing and really needed to hear all of this!! I want to become a better version of myself because I’m not who I used to be. I also looked up symptoms of what I’m currently going through and didn’t realize I was going through a depression. I’m thinking about getting help to heal my inner childhood trauma so that I’m not the person I am today but I’m afraid that it won’t work!! This is definitely a sign from god that I need a change because I also feel lonely and just don’t know how to be Me again. I love how you took the time out and was able to express your feelings to the world it really shows how brave a person you are and I honestly look up to that. You can get through anything❤️

[@Damnki]

I literally felt every single word you said 💕 I am so proud of you for taking accountability and wanting to work on yourself! You’re so strong and I want to do the same

[@Ada_B_]

I shed a tear cause so many of us go thru this and I totally feel the not wanting ppl to feel sorry for you part. what you’re going through is going be so good for you in the future and I can’t wait to see your glow up even tho you’ve always been a bad B**** !! I’m here for all your future content ❤

[@chalanttv4312]

I’ve been following y’all for so long, and honestly I’ve never related to anyone so much, we are all soul searching!!! I’m ready for the transformation liv❤

[@tyhraleith2039]

You have my support girl

[@CreateYourBestVersion]

The best thing is that you are recognizing these emotions and now you can begin the healing journey. Pray and a good therapist can assist you. We luv you ❣️🤗 hugs 2 U. Ps. Don’t be so hard on yourself ~ you have come a long way 🙏🏼. Blessings flow

[@KiaraNakei]

Girl I feel the same I just made a new plan for my life and I’m so excited to jump into this new szn . It’s hard but we got this ! Shout out to you for being aware and trying to change it. Don’t be to hard on yourself ! You got this ❤

[@liasharnele715]

Olivia I’ve watched you since you were with the guy prior to Will. You have ALWAYS been graceful and intentional with what you share on the internet. It’s admirable considering the alternative route most creatives take. I’m wishing you nothing but a feeling of pure JOY. Happiness comes and goes but Joy is something no one can take away from you. Praying for you girl 🥰you will be just fine.

[@bossbabi.e3084]

Thank you so much for this video! You’ve grown so much and have came so far from where you were in the beginning. I applaud you for recognizing within what need to be healed regardless of who left it broken the fact that you’ve gathered the strength to put those pieces together is ultimately BEAUTIFUL. You are beautiful inside and out. Just know postpartum depression is REAL but with the right help and support you 100% can overcome anything you put your mind to. Your babies will always remmeber how strong their mama is and how hard she fought for yall family future and that’s what matters most. Keep being YOU AND SHINE BRIGHT AS THE STAR YOU ALWAYS HAVE BEEN❤️🤩🙏🏾

[@kimberlysookhoo453]

Love you Livy! Only want the best for you and your babies! 🙌🏻✨🥰 Watching all the way in Trinidad! 🇹🇹

[@Loyaltyy_iss_key]

Childhood trauma will do it every time. Healing is the hardest thing you will ever do and there is so much they don't tell you about the healing process but it's so important. As someone that suffered (past tense because I'm trying to move past it) from depression and anxiety, when the people around you don't understand it takes a much bigger toll because you can be in a room full of people and still be alone. I lost myself too, now I'm currently getting to know this new version of myself 🤷🏽‍♀️ losing friends, or letting them go, not quit sure get but I'm not longer moving in my attachment, I'm no longer fixing what I didn't break, apologizing for things I didn't do, or fighting for people that don't want to be in my life. Hang in there Liv this is just the begining ❤

[@shanekathompson6556]

Praying for u Liv. I struggle with severe anxiety myself it’s hard to deal with but u will get thru this. U are putting in the work for yourself and your babies and that’s the most important thing. I wish u nothing but the best because u deserve it❤

[@keranariess5069]

Beautiful soul inside and out sending you love and light liv 💕xxx

[@LifeWithCharde]

WE LOVE YOU MAMA ❤️👑 Thank you for sharing your thoughts with us and opening up. This was beautiful and inspiring. You are strong! You are not alone. I’m still adjusting to mom life 4 years later lol. I can also relate to the situation with your parents and healing your inner child as a parent, it’s tough. Give yourself grace, you’re amazing! I’m praying for you and Willy! Take your time and focus on yourself to heal. Everything always gets better in the end. If it’s not better, it’s not the end. 😊

[@annamaede679]

I love you Olivia ❤️ I feel you. Aside from being a mom and partner. You lose a sense of who you are. You gotta find time to work on yourself. I can’t wait to go with you on this journey.❤️

[@Oneakaell]

I pray you get through this liv. Pray for the things you want, ask god to guide you and release you from what’s holding you back/down. Wishing you all the best for you and your children ❤

[@shawntelmonroe3338]

It’s good to see you being so transparent. I feel so much of what you are saying. Praying for your family!❤

[@jjones4744]

As a new mom of a 3 yr old & a 1 yr old, I needed to hear these points you made. Thank you making this video. Of self awareness ❤ god bless you Queen

[@brandidunn167]

It takes a woman about 2whole years after giving birth to really return to herself! The world is just catching on to this concept as postpartum depression is being researched more and more! Take care of yourself and give yourself grace! Praying for you and will and babies! ❤

[@shelby_batman9040]

been here since the beginning!!

[@reiskadiaz1234]

Olivia FIRST I wanna say thank you! for being BRAVE ❤ thank you for showing us this vulnerable side of you. We are ALL here for you and MISSED you dearly and we LOVE YOU ❤️‼️🥹 I also want to say, start slow in your pace ! No rush but definitely you should do these ideas for Vlogs - A healing day with me - Reading, Writing & Gym Day - Shopping Spree - Quality time with the Boys - Spend the day with me buying books or book store - A Day with Christ ❤️🙌🏽🙏🏽 - Self Care Sunday or Self Care Day - Mental Health Day Etc WE WILL SUPPORT 🥹❤️💯

[@Finessejayfrmpm03]

Take your time love GOD got you covered💕

[@misstenielle9006]

OLIVIA! OMG, I've missed GOLDJUICE so much. Where do I start?!?! First of all, thank you for sharing. It takes a lot for anyone to open up about how they're really feeling inside. U are helping a lot of people, and that's so important. I'M SO PROUD OF U! Realizing that u have to work on things is a big step towards healing/getting better. One day at a time is right. Go at your own pace. U haven't let me down. Real people understand and will ALWAYS be there for u...through the ups and downs. Continue to be positive and improve. Take care of the babies and keep your faith in the higher power. I'm on a journey myself. U give me inspiration. I wish I could do more to help...lol...watching your videos, sending words of encouragement, and saying prayers can be good enough. Thanks for just being u. You're amazing. LOVE U GOLDJUICE! 💛💛💛💛💛

[@chasitymarie2257]

I wish you would make your own podcast. You don’t know how many of us would love to hear what you have to say and that relate to you. I pray and hope that you and yours will be okay and everything will turn in your favor!

[@_dejjjnailedit3701]

Livvv I have been a supporter since before you had any kids and I’ve always seen you as such a beautiful human being with the kindest soul! You’re amazing and so strong and you got this 100%❤️ you are HER and acknowledgement is thee first step. Sending loveeee💕💕

[@malenciagas]

Girl my family is the same! It hurts so bad when you come to these realizations as an adult but man once you do. You move with sm clarity and life is so peaceful. Trust me you’re in the right direction.

[@kattifa]

Proud of you! Ready for this new chapter 🎉

[@allthingsangie6345]

There is so much power in self awareness and allowing yourself to be vulnerable. This was absolutely beautiful 🫶🏽 I think this is just the beginning of the best version of yourself and I'm so very excited to witness your glow up ✨ keep it up mama liv 🙏🏽 I'm rooting for you 🎉

[@kayladanaa5201]

You got this girl! You’re beautiful. It’s time you start feeling and seeing it for yourself. This video alone is apart of your growth just expressing your feelings ❤take it day by day. And you’ll have your down days just remember your strength and who you do it for. Your never alone😘just keep picking yourself up. I’m rooting for you always 🫶🏾🫶🏾

[@sinvtr]

i definitely can understand how you feel with some of the things. i still struggle with some of those things like attachment issues etc... but what i wanted to say is, i think your first priority should be yourself. then your children. because if youre not good, then youre kids wont be . kids are very intuituve and smart as they have their 3rd eye open. i hope you heal from the things you go through and dont usually or at all, talk about.

[@krishaunaadams8478]

All you have to do is let go and let GOD heal you he always has your back keep your head up beautiful you got this 🫶🏼

[@pheeuh]

A lot of us were so worried about you ❤ Glad your mental health is getting better. I hope you continue on this journey to bettering yourself and choosing yourself first. Trauma is very hard on the body, and I so relate on the anxious attachment to other people that I forget who I am. Can’t wait to see you posting more soon 🫶🏼

[@allthingsAlazae]

So relatable! Going through something similar after having my baby. Praying it gets better for you Liv❤

[@msmariahb96]

We are literally going through similar things and it didn’t hit me as a kid until now and I’m also an Aries .. 100% get the “idgaf” attitude I go hermit mode on anyone for anything .. taking it day by day. Keep your head up 🫶🏼

[@XquisiteLife]

Wow😢 love that you are being vulnerable. Keep praying & talking to God! Therapy is also a good option💜

[@THEFINANCEBONECA]

Olivia, you are so stunning inside & out! Thank you for sharing your struggles with your mental health and how being a mum impacted your mental health. It must of been so difficult to put this out to millions of people. I love you and will together! I follow y'all on my personal youtube i've had for years too! I hope you feel better soon. We are rooting for you & can't wait to see your new content 💖