Gang Member interview-Face

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Soft White Underbelly

Soft White Underbelly

3 жыл бұрын

Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Face, a gang member from South Central Los Angeles.
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@Mr.Marcuzz
@Mr.Marcuzz 3 жыл бұрын
I joined a gang when I was 17. Worst decision I ever made. Started doing stuff that I knew was wrong. Ended up shooting a guy. Went to prison when I was 21 and did 5 years. Got out at 26. During that whole time I was locked up, the only ppl that wrote me in there was the very ppl that I had turned my back on. My real family! Never received one letter from any of my so-called ‘homies’. All I got out of that was the stamp of a felon! I’m 46 years old now. I’ve been out now going on 20 years in May. Hopefully this young man wakes up before it’s too late. The life of gang affiliation is a dead end.
@skyscraper908
@skyscraper908 3 жыл бұрын
when someone really needs to worry is when their family turns their back on you, thats the shittiest feeling
@imshaunnurse
@imshaunnurse 3 жыл бұрын
I joined when I was 14. Same situation and I was invited to join without me asking. People got locked up I looked out for their books. I get locked up nobody says a word. Not a penny. It ain't like I'm saying fuck them but I ain't doing a mission unless it's something I want to do in my own. Idc how og the person is that asks. I done stood in the county, prison, probation, parole. Alone. I wouldn't dare dedicate any value towards something that don't benefit me and I can't do it myself. Never got tattoos none of that cuz I ain't want to. No nickname because I went by my real first name. That's just what I did
@Canna_Berlin_420
@Canna_Berlin_420 3 жыл бұрын
I appreciate your comment
@ChefBardo
@ChefBardo 3 жыл бұрын
@@imshaunnurse SURE
@stephanmackie5281
@stephanmackie5281 3 жыл бұрын
Hey thanks for sharing that man. Well said.
@whiskeyguzzlerpaso
@whiskeyguzzlerpaso 2 жыл бұрын
"its ok to be scared, just dont be no pussy" - dude applies to all things in life, well said
@ivannasha5556
@ivannasha5556 2 жыл бұрын
Knowledge brings fear, courage brings love.
@UTP_ENT
@UTP_ENT 2 жыл бұрын
Like they say in some situations, if you’re not scared you’re stupid
@glock19aog21
@glock19aog21 Жыл бұрын
You can be scared all you want but when fear strikes you better stand tall in your ten toes and face thay hoe like a man
@rainmaker2-488
@rainmaker2-488 Жыл бұрын
Talk to any real combat vet, and they’ll tell you the same shit too. Everyone out there scared for their life, but you fight for the brothers next to you. Out in the streets aint no real family. Dog eat dog world. Only real family is blood, or the people that been through it with you
@dirtybird4976
@dirtybird4976 2 жыл бұрын
I respect this guy. Straight up answering questions and not acting tough. "I think I'm a good guy but I make bad decisions " fair enough
@Magnetic275
@Magnetic275 2 жыл бұрын
What you are witnessing is growth from life experience what all should be doing but are not
@Checkeroute
@Checkeroute 2 ай бұрын
Well in that case the most heinous twisted Mass murderers in world history can say they are a good guys just making bad decisions
@draztiktunez7104
@draztiktunez7104 2 жыл бұрын
I love how this is so raw and unfiltered with the interviews . Nothing is sugar coated and it shows the true face of society . Keep this channel going for real.
@Benw3790
@Benw3790 3 жыл бұрын
I feel like he isnt glorifying the life. He is just being completely honest and answering questions that he is asked. Much respect.
@johnjohnson-xl7wi
@johnjohnson-xl7wi 3 жыл бұрын
He doesn’t need to because he’s official
@Nuro1992
@Nuro1992 3 жыл бұрын
yeah respect for a gang member . Good one.
@yourmother9039
@yourmother9039 3 жыл бұрын
He's also on a week long meth bender.
@tacomacaswell2731
@tacomacaswell2731 3 жыл бұрын
I agree
@mrlaybackvevo264
@mrlaybackvevo264 3 жыл бұрын
Ain’t no gangster glorifying the life they just accept it for what is instead of being in dream state
@amyd7794
@amyd7794 3 жыл бұрын
I’m a psychologist and I love your interviewing style. You know how to strike an immediate alliance. I learn so much from you.
@SoftWhiteUnderbelly
@SoftWhiteUnderbelly 3 жыл бұрын
Thanks Amy, Most seem to hate my interrogative questioning style. The truth is that because I’m off camera the viewer’s imagination turns me into whatever they want, which seems to something negative for many viewers. If you’ll notice, everyone I talk with seems very comfortable opening up with me. The truth of my interaction with my subjects isn’t shown in these videos, which is my design. I believe most of my audience has little understanding of what they’re watching here. These seem like calm little chats when in reality they’re often more like talks on a battlefield in a foxhole.
@nurseanastasialiberty
@nurseanastasialiberty 3 жыл бұрын
Yes, Amy. His interviewing style is always great. He uses a lot of open-ended questions and therapeutic communication. His style is very unique also.
@goldbluetears
@goldbluetears 3 жыл бұрын
@@SoftWhiteUnderbelly I always wondered what happens before the camera switched on, because most of the people seem so comfortable and trust you enough to open up.
@davechristian7543
@davechristian7543 3 жыл бұрын
@@SoftWhiteUnderbelly trust me my-friend 'iv never thought that n u would be amazed with wat i no n understand about human nature love n compassion as someone who have lived thru it all n come out the other side at 50 - Also u must remember most of your viewers haven't got a clue about this sort of life style wat your videos portray there just interested in it bc they haven't lived this way n its interesting n intriguing to them i guess n then theirs some like myself who have. stay safe Mark n take care mate from Sydney Nsw.
@MediumKey
@MediumKey 3 жыл бұрын
@@SoftWhiteUnderbelly That's deep and by you saying that I actually am seeing the interview differently. Wow
@RayMorrisOfficial
@RayMorrisOfficial 2 жыл бұрын
The honesty in these interviews are incredible and much needed in society
@FaZeZombieslayer
@FaZeZombieslayer 3 жыл бұрын
He never knew his dad, his daughter will never know him, and the cycle will continue.
@4hunnidmoochie264
@4hunnidmoochie264 2 жыл бұрын
He has a daughter so therefore she would be the mother she can meet a man completely different from her dad
@thermionicemission6355
@thermionicemission6355 2 жыл бұрын
@@4hunnidmoochie264 Daughters need a father even more than boys, hence why so much whoring and other stupid shit we see today. A father teaches a woman self-respect, among other things.
@ordinaryextraordinarybrotha
@ordinaryextraordinarybrotha 2 жыл бұрын
Bingo
@normaniii8498
@normaniii8498 2 жыл бұрын
@@4hunnidmoochie264 but she may have trouble knowing what type of man is good because she doesn’t have an example
@cpt.jacksparrow6799
@cpt.jacksparrow6799 2 жыл бұрын
@@thermionicemission6355 This is so true. A father is just as important as a Mother.
@lakersin556
@lakersin556 3 жыл бұрын
25 is young enough to start over but he should start now.
@marylougeorge9890
@marylougeorge9890 3 жыл бұрын
Leaving the gang, his life is on the line.
@lakersin556
@lakersin556 3 жыл бұрын
@@marylougeorge9890 relocate, plenty of bangers have left their cities when things got too rough.
@marylougeorge9890
@marylougeorge9890 3 жыл бұрын
@@lakersin556 👍
@denamullen340
@denamullen340 3 жыл бұрын
It’s never too late though.
@ceeell1683
@ceeell1683 3 жыл бұрын
Right
@JEFE310
@JEFE310 3 жыл бұрын
A generation lost. This brotha is passionate about his hood. Hope his energy changes for his baby
@Sunshine-gh6vy
@Sunshine-gh6vy 3 жыл бұрын
I don’t think it would he is too deep into the game it’s sad 🥺 he has potential but like he said he is too devoted into this lifestyle smh
@danielkinn782
@danielkinn782 3 жыл бұрын
It's been generationS. That lifestyle has been going on for decades. Since the 50s. And it will continue for decades more
@Xwaterwicca
@Xwaterwicca 3 жыл бұрын
He won’t trust me
@ashleyhanson1150
@ashleyhanson1150 3 жыл бұрын
@@danielkinn782 Well...yes. But according to my Dad and uncles these young Black men these days are on something else...🤷🏽‍♀️ Its not the same.
@danielkinn782
@danielkinn782 3 жыл бұрын
@@ashleyhanson1150 that's deflecting.
@marquitadaniels5835
@marquitadaniels5835 3 жыл бұрын
I love watching all of your interviews. So knowledgeable. I’m such a curious person so seeing these interviews help me out a lot….. but I must admit lol the awkward weird pauses gets me Everytime. Like you ask a question they answer and then it’s like 10 seconds pause just starring at them no noise or nothing. Very good mark keep it up
@Nugzz187
@Nugzz187 2 жыл бұрын
Thanks for this channel matey.. I could listen to this all day long… I love a story and and how it’s put forward… and with these videos it really works, look forward to going over your catalog of these interviews
@janealivekickin5302
@janealivekickin5302 3 жыл бұрын
12 years of age when he got initiated into a gang.....what 12 year old can make a rational decision, a decision that will affect the rest of your life negatively. Sad.
@chrisjones3789
@chrisjones3789 3 жыл бұрын
They get kids to join since they're easier to manipulate
@rockysworld4872
@rockysworld4872 3 жыл бұрын
Plus when they been around the ganglide for thier whole life their not normal 12 year olds they think they think grown but in reality they still have a 12 year old mind still
@marylougeorge9890
@marylougeorge9890 3 жыл бұрын
Twelve is a common age to join a gang. Some are younger.
@rnungaray1990
@rnungaray1990 3 жыл бұрын
Sadly it's a generational dynamic in many black and brown families. Some people have grandparents, parents from the same hood. There's a chicano gang in Los Angeles that's 100 years old. Crazy.
@julesrandolph7910
@julesrandolph7910 3 жыл бұрын
10-13 are the most vulnerable ages for young men from certain communities in LA
@itybitygangsta
@itybitygangsta 3 жыл бұрын
Seems like he was raised right, but the hood snatched him up.
@mo_abb219
@mo_abb219 3 жыл бұрын
Hood took him under...
@tighteyez187
@tighteyez187 3 жыл бұрын
no pops....slim to no chance when u gotta grow up in the city
@cartelmikey405
@cartelmikey405 3 жыл бұрын
The Hood should of to em to chill tho
@josephpaul7367
@josephpaul7367 3 жыл бұрын
What you just stated is the reality for kids impoverished
@AdaptiveApeHybrid
@AdaptiveApeHybrid 3 жыл бұрын
Why are their hoods
@sull6976
@sull6976 2 жыл бұрын
Guy is so naturally funny, especially with the self-depreciating humor. Would probably rock as a comedian with his street stories.
@trip2belize
@trip2belize 2 жыл бұрын
fam I'm so glad I'm not the only one dying.. imagine an ex black crystal meth addict comedian.. fam, this dude is a gold mine. just naturally funny, too bad he views it as a weakness.
@levinszki
@levinszki Жыл бұрын
@@trip2belize yep
@MszAmyycakess
@MszAmyycakess Жыл бұрын
I love how honest and transparent he is. When he said “I can’t go nowhere”, that made me sad. As long as he thinks like that he’ll never get better for his daughter 😢
@at-ge5te
@at-ge5te 3 жыл бұрын
Crazy how crystal is affecting all races now. I remember its was mainly whites and mexicans. I did it for 15 years daily. I was a functional one though. Got married, my wife caught me one day. My family had no idea, i was responsible, kept the same job, paid bills, all that shit. My wife got me out of it, stuck with me through multiple relapses. Over 3years clean now. This videos can help change many lives, if they want to change.
@lakersin556
@lakersin556 3 жыл бұрын
Sounds like you have a good wife. Congrats on your three years clean. ✌
@joannekerr3
@joannekerr3 3 жыл бұрын
Congratulations on your sobriety! Sending you my love and encouragement
@marylougeorge9890
@marylougeorge9890 3 жыл бұрын
Congratulations on your sobriety!!! A good wife can make a Big difference. My daughter has keep her husband in line. If it weren't for his listening to her, he'd be dead or in prison like all the buddies he grew up with.
@kayliahawkins-aleman7476
@kayliahawkins-aleman7476 3 жыл бұрын
Congrats on 3 years sober!! 💜
@dbobo30
@dbobo30 3 жыл бұрын
Congrats and thank you for sharing
@Rainsnowreadysetblow
@Rainsnowreadysetblow 3 жыл бұрын
He's actually likeable. Sad that he was groomed into this.
@ralphwigham7596
@ralphwigham7596 3 жыл бұрын
Yeah, and to bad he's given a platform to glorify this lifestyle.
@goldieblue8203
@goldieblue8203 3 жыл бұрын
@@ralphwigham7596 Glorify? Shut Tf Up
@ginnybloomer5132
@ginnybloomer5132 3 жыл бұрын
@@ralphwigham7596 The idea is to watch.....listen.....and learn.
@ralphwigham7596
@ralphwigham7596 3 жыл бұрын
@@goldieblue8203 of course... do not criticize him. He's an amazing person, on his way to be a billionaire from selling meth. Why don't you shut the fuck up.
@MarcPlaysDrums
@MarcPlaysDrums 3 жыл бұрын
They're always likable. You just gotta sit down and get to the sensible part of them. I went to prison and every single hard core killer gangsta I ever met were the most genuinely nice person who just made a few wrong decisions because they were misled or groomed into a lifestyle that they see no possible way out of. Its sad. It's also why I did my dirt, selling drug or whatever, but I never fully jumped into that life because I always knew I had options in life...plus I was always a square deep down. A lotta those guys I was locked down with are either dead or are just getting out now...meanwhile I already moved on from that life, got married, started a business, bought a house and now my wife and I are raising 4 kids. When your in the gang life it consumes you and even when you try to get out law enforcement and your gang ties(because I'm not gonna put it all on the police. Your own gang homies will remind you that you're still a gangsta...no matter what you say you are or how much you say you've changed)won't let you walk away. Both sides make it EXTREMELY hard for you to get out and better your life.
@ehawkx1103
@ehawkx1103 2 жыл бұрын
These are the interviews that people need to hear so they can truly understand a person's life decisions. We just need to listen and respect each other. Thank you for doing this to both of you.
@estebanramz3083
@estebanramz3083 Жыл бұрын
I wish this young dude the very best in his life and that he continues to live day to day and overcome that depression. Keep your head up G! You got this! 🙏
@natural9743
@natural9743 3 жыл бұрын
He know the truth but he stuck in the lie.
@carllennen3520
@carllennen3520 3 жыл бұрын
Hes not stuck in anything. He CHOOSES to do this shit. Hes got two kids he never sees. Why? "You know, gotta smoke dat weed, get high af, you know, that life." This idiot, and the millions of idiots just like him CHOOSE this life. No one twisted his arm, no one forced him into it, no one is forcing him to stay. This is who he is, and who he always will be. If society refuses to treat these people like adults, and constantly makes excuses for them, this will ALWAYS be their future.
@thematriarchy2075
@thematriarchy2075 3 жыл бұрын
@@carllennen3520 2 kids?
@carllennen3520
@carllennen3520 3 жыл бұрын
@@thematriarchy2075 Yes, 2 kids. He said he had 2 kids, and a daughter hes never seen. Why hasnt he ever seen that daughter? "oh, you know, too busy smokin, getting high AF, doin my thang". say he has 1 kid, or 8 of them. They are all without a father. What is your point?
@thematriarchy2075
@thematriarchy2075 3 жыл бұрын
@@carllennen3520 I must have missed that. I heard him say that he has 1 child.
@rhianana214
@rhianana214 3 жыл бұрын
@@thematriarchy2075 he definitely only has 1 child lol people be hearing shit
@bettersteps
@bettersteps 3 жыл бұрын
"I think I'm a good guy. I just made bad decisions". He seems like it. He seems so close to being able to be such a different person. The same person, but a good decision good guy. His heart is in the right place.
@marylougeorge9890
@marylougeorge9890 3 жыл бұрын
@@wilburshuman Nicely said.😎
@froandcara
@froandcara 3 жыл бұрын
💯
@Xwaterwicca
@Xwaterwicca 3 жыл бұрын
Don’t let dudes like this fool u
@bettersteps
@bettersteps 3 жыл бұрын
@@Xwaterwicca Don't let your bitterness consume you.
@Iambrandilee
@Iambrandilee 3 жыл бұрын
💯
@jking8025
@jking8025 2 жыл бұрын
He seems like such a good and genuine dude for real. I hope he can get his life straight before it’s too late for him.
@theslumlordmillionaire
@theslumlordmillionaire 2 жыл бұрын
All these interviews almost everyone has a very similar trait. Everyone is so naturally polite. They answer yes sir, say excuse me, laugh etc. This is such a perfect example of how your environment can shape you so much but at the end of the day we as humans all want the same thing, love and companionship.
@tashacheye7296
@tashacheye7296 3 жыл бұрын
I like that he was honest about still loving that one girl and that he acknowledged he lost a good woman. Most people hate to admit that.
@rexluger1940
@rexluger1940 2 жыл бұрын
@ Tasha Cheyenne. You are right, he said he regrets breaking up with that bitch.
@finalshade14
@finalshade14 2 жыл бұрын
😭
@ashintheblunt3292
@ashintheblunt3292 2 жыл бұрын
😂these young niggas and there priorities, ohh “tasha” yall got this. #blm 🤣
@orlindsay
@orlindsay 2 жыл бұрын
How do u get that. ?
@Mike-hn4uu
@Mike-hn4uu 2 жыл бұрын
Shit I’m happy to admit there about 10 great girls I’ve lost being a dipshit as a young man
@MaciasM
@MaciasM 3 жыл бұрын
How he respects his elders “yes sir”! Respect homie
@wrenchhead4378
@wrenchhead4378 3 жыл бұрын
That could be from all the institutions he’s ben in....
@tt5.071
@tt5.071 3 жыл бұрын
Yea thats from being institutionalized
@clintonkirk5087
@clintonkirk5087 3 жыл бұрын
@@wrenchhead4378 but he got a granny n most blacc grannys either hood or spiritual the spiritual ones make u say yes ma’am
@MaciasM
@MaciasM 3 жыл бұрын
@#Here's Your TRIGGERWARNING seems like you dont know what respect is!
@MaciasM
@MaciasM 3 жыл бұрын
@P Smith true but as long as he is not disrespecting mark then we are good.
@walkingacorn
@walkingacorn 2 жыл бұрын
You’re interviewing style is beautiful. The way you connect is rare. Very genuine.
@x0xkikix0x
@x0xkikix0x 3 жыл бұрын
Best interview I’ve seen on this Chanel. What a beautiful soul.
@sam_fawcett3971
@sam_fawcett3971 2 ай бұрын
Turn it up!
@mzfancy4767
@mzfancy4767 3 жыл бұрын
It kills me when both male/female invest so much time in building relationships with their companions but too selfish to spend time, love, nurture, and provide for their own children.
@twelvelookslike
@twelvelookslike 3 жыл бұрын
You hit it right on the head. Selfishness
@adams8830
@adams8830 3 жыл бұрын
THANK YOU.
@jaelzion
@jaelzion 3 жыл бұрын
It's a vicious cycle. He never met his father and never learned how to be a father. Hopefully by God's grace his daughter has a father-figure in her life.
@kokobunni5897
@kokobunni5897 3 жыл бұрын
Peers are easy bc they’re old enough and capable of reciprocating what you put out. Children require one to put in more than the child. Many people are not whole, and co-depend on their peers energy and will do anything to fulfill their addictions.
@kcarterbey5686
@kcarterbey5686 3 жыл бұрын
Would it be validated if he was a millionaire or billionaire?
@head-like-a-milk-dud963
@head-like-a-milk-dud963 3 жыл бұрын
He has a perspective and takes accountability. He seems genuine but stuck on his path .
@Quantumfluxfield
@Quantumfluxfield 3 жыл бұрын
We need another one with Face, maybe some corner stories etc, I hope he reconnects more with his mother and maybe leaves this life behind, I appreciate his honesty
@joamacnalie
@joamacnalie 2 жыл бұрын
There’s a lot of wisdom in this young man. The best part of him is his awareness ability and the way he holds himself accountable for his own life “I made a decision” “I accept all my consequences.” If only we could all be so brave and righteous. I hate that he felt this was the best choice he could make for himself because there’s so much more for him 😔
@anthonyclements7429
@anthonyclements7429 2 жыл бұрын
This man is not righteous there is a lil girl with a daddy that cares more about his homies and meth there is nothing brave or righteous about that
@Slick-Wit-it
@Slick-Wit-it Жыл бұрын
@@anthonyclements7429. Exactly. I pretty much was gonna say the same thing.
@Alpacabowl98
@Alpacabowl98 Жыл бұрын
@@anthonyclements7429 your knit picking. he's talking about his ability to communicate.
@OculusOfficial
@OculusOfficial 3 жыл бұрын
This guy is impulsive but reflective, he understands exactly what he is in for and the decisions he has made, I feel that he struggles at making decisions in the moment though. The part that stood out the most was when he said "I cant be talking to my daughter, get caught lackin on the phone and have your head blown off" it really shows the situation he is in, he cant get out because of the commitments he made, his worth in society is now defined by the responsibilities he took on, and those responsibilities will tie him to this life until he is able to totally deconstruct his ego and get away from this shit. He isnt ready to leave, he might never be, its not a good life but its a life none the less, he wants this because its all he knows, and the thrill is definitely unmatched. His reflection is admirable, he knows where hes at.
@jamesdale5134
@jamesdale5134 Жыл бұрын
Very well said.
@javidmurray1807
@javidmurray1807 3 жыл бұрын
Man this was such a down to earth... just real... personable interview
@Happy_Spatula
@Happy_Spatula 3 жыл бұрын
Matching the energy of the situation
@808ghostMiller
@808ghostMiller 2 жыл бұрын
Very polite as well. Says Sir to the interviewer multiple times
@theghettoracle
@theghettoracle 3 жыл бұрын
A lot of y'all don't know what it's like being from South Central,(Here's what you don't know) believe it or not a lot gang members ACTUALLY did NOT have a choice. Some of us were forced into by way of protection from other gangs and like the brother stated better love and support than in your own home if it's badly broken and some of us gangbanging literally ran in the family (Moms,Pops, Brothers,Sisters,Cousins,Uncles and Aunts) so the apple ain't fall too far. Stop getting is misconstrued that a lot of us wanted this, if we were born in Idaho we probably would've been potato farmers..
@armygirl85fuckhitler74
@armygirl85fuckhitler74 2 жыл бұрын
I'm a 36 year old white woman from St. Louis and I know you're 100% correct. It all started with the war on drugs locking up families and separating generations of black families. Most don't have a choice it's all they know as a kid. It's also VERY hard to leave a gang you would have to move far away for a clean start. We need more resources for those that want help. Locking up addicts does nothing for communities!
@TTSSYF.
@TTSSYF. 2 жыл бұрын
@@armygirl85fuckhitler74 it started before the "war on drugs" but I concur with the rest of your response.
@chizz2158
@chizz2158 2 жыл бұрын
@@armygirl85fuckhitler74 blacks are minorities in thriving communities and the pressure and racism they face in that world is stressful too and more expensive...some get comfortable in the hood cause it's easy and no expectations
@thewolf2153
@thewolf2153 2 жыл бұрын
Sounds like the excuse the Nazis used.
@gerk7238
@gerk7238 2 жыл бұрын
I agree with your statement but no personal accountability, all of it is someone else’s fault?
@c.saragian9502
@c.saragian9502 2 жыл бұрын
A brutally honest interview. He makes some really good points about your mentality and perspective. I wish him the best!
@ironlion805
@ironlion805 3 жыл бұрын
“I’m still young...” you’re going to wake up one day and realize how much you wasted and that little girl won’t know her daddy
@levijames96
@levijames96 3 жыл бұрын
When he said “I can’t go anywhere” that hurt.
@SpiritualWarrior96
@SpiritualWarrior96 3 жыл бұрын
Yes I felt that
@Getsnakebit
@Getsnakebit 3 жыл бұрын
When is Chick-Fil-A going to go public?
@selvimckay4151
@selvimckay4151 2 жыл бұрын
Why did I enjoy this interview...even made me chuckle a few times (face tatoo, being in love with lov responses). I hope he lives a safer and happier life. I honestly hope he will connect with his daughter. Peace.
@daisyjake777
@daisyjake777 2 жыл бұрын
There's something really endearing about this guy. It's like he's never been able to show just how intelligent he naturally is. In a different neighbourhood and/or situation,things would look so different. I wish him well. ❤
@Migmac22
@Migmac22 3 жыл бұрын
Homie got the crispy black forces. Running yo pockets on sight. Lmao.
@saweetzzho3584
@saweetzzho3584 3 жыл бұрын
😁😄
@fekearn
@fekearn 3 жыл бұрын
He spent all his money on shoes, didn’t have enough for a haircut
@kujokannibal7081
@kujokannibal7081 3 жыл бұрын
@@fekearn dont nobody have to get a haircut to be accepted by the enemies and oppressor. This why they called locks Dreads because it was a dreadful day when they saw what the people with locks can do
@mike88g1
@mike88g1 3 жыл бұрын
Lol not true he got punked and pocket checked for his shit on the streets by a black blood female
@Kellymartinez999
@Kellymartinez999 3 жыл бұрын
These AF1s pass, they’re not the all black
@sugarshannie623
@sugarshannie623 3 жыл бұрын
Young man, but that lesson he gave is so fundamental... still struggling with it. Don't let anyone talk you out of your gut decisions...
@ramoon9241
@ramoon9241 3 жыл бұрын
I seriously wonder how many people get online to rationalize a bad decision they're about to make.
@RantTherapist
@RantTherapist 3 жыл бұрын
That advice can literally save lives. If you feel like something is wrong or you shouldn't do something other people are telling you to do, leave right away. Stop letting them influence you. Just leave and never come back.
@jeremyfiester6243
@jeremyfiester6243 2 жыл бұрын
Mark has a way of bringing the humanity out of people that typically never show it to anyone else.
@dwntgrnd
@dwntgrnd 2 жыл бұрын
Such a bright guy. Imagine if he had been dealt a better hand in life. Better options and education. It's never too late to make better decisions. I hope he finds his way.
@kiaraaliyah1267
@kiaraaliyah1267 3 жыл бұрын
Please do an update with him, I’m praying for him
@hmmm8552
@hmmm8552 3 жыл бұрын
🙏🏽
@FatherDIVINE.
@FatherDIVINE. 3 жыл бұрын
Thirsty much
@kiaraaliyah1267
@kiaraaliyah1267 3 жыл бұрын
@@FatherDIVINE. huh
@hmmm8552
@hmmm8552 3 жыл бұрын
@@FatherDIVINE. troll much?
@cwb0246
@cwb0246 2 жыл бұрын
@@FatherDIVINE. clowning much? Gtfo 🤡
@Kosackk
@Kosackk 3 жыл бұрын
"I got whopped and then i felt LOVE" - Its so sad this guy doesnt know what love is
@aesop4024
@aesop4024 3 жыл бұрын
The messed up thing is that he's one of the few people on this channel who had a good childhood. His big regret is that he realizes he didn't appreciate what he had when he had it.
@freereinartstudio1463
@freereinartstudio1463 3 жыл бұрын
Trauma bonding
@froandcara
@froandcara 3 жыл бұрын
Was just going to say- trauma bonding. It works and is used in so many ways. Smh to our humanity. Aliens must be fascinated by our beastliness.
@iknowwhatimtalkingabout7045
@iknowwhatimtalkingabout7045 3 жыл бұрын
Love comes in MANY different forms
@TheCritic9196
@TheCritic9196 3 жыл бұрын
@@iknowwhatimtalkingabout7045 exactly, sometimes it's painful
@TrayWay-qw2gb
@TrayWay-qw2gb 4 ай бұрын
I watched this interview multiple times a few years back when i was still in active addiction to meth I would keep coming back to his story and break down in tears i was going thru the exact stuff he talkin bout in now im clean and sober live has changed so much i can finally chill and relax man finally i got a spot and im away from my old neighborhood and the people that kept bringing me down
@RitchieMadeDesigns
@RitchieMadeDesigns 3 жыл бұрын
Lol when he said "I still love that bitch" I was dead af 💀😂😂😭
@Big87653
@Big87653 3 жыл бұрын
Smh 😂😂😂😂
@uhlanibrock3868
@uhlanibrock3868 3 жыл бұрын
Me tooooo 😭😭😭
@ritajefitzpatrick4078
@ritajefitzpatrick4078 3 жыл бұрын
Omg me too 🤣🤣🤣
@babygirlajoyria
@babygirlajoyria 3 жыл бұрын
😭
@lealegends1674
@lealegends1674 2 жыл бұрын
🤣🤣🤣🤣😭
@leyley3320
@leyley3320 3 жыл бұрын
You're so aware, my friend. You're aware of the trap you're in. You made grown decisions as a child and were raised socialized as a gang member but you're spiritual and deep and I feel it. No blame, total accountability. You're incredible. Those tattoos could be like birth marks; you don't have to keep identifying with them. As an RN I see the entire cross section of society and you are unique. I hope one day you can let yourself be vulnerable emotionally with someone, your child, a friend. You're too strong for that mask.
@ulis8987
@ulis8987 2 жыл бұрын
Beautifully said
@chiefchief306
@chiefchief306 2 жыл бұрын
Great words
@funnydonor9484
@funnydonor9484 2 жыл бұрын
The smarter you are, like this kid, the weaker you are. He knows better but still does it. He needs to realize the way he’s living is actually the harder way.
@joshbowden6930
@joshbowden6930 Жыл бұрын
Well said
@mr.dakamd5444
@mr.dakamd5444 Жыл бұрын
There’s a lot of people like that
@dsrc53
@dsrc53 2 жыл бұрын
This interview is both tragic and beautiful at the same time I hope the best for this man hopefully he slowly starts getting it all together.
@prodpenthouse
@prodpenthouse Жыл бұрын
This dude was so transparent I felt like I could really connect. Fr man thank u face
@klion3924
@klion3924 3 жыл бұрын
So tell me how you got put on? Mark know that slang 😆
@robinjoy2789
@robinjoy2789 3 жыл бұрын
🤣🤣
@Sunshine-gh6vy
@Sunshine-gh6vy 3 жыл бұрын
Right 😂😂😂
@bitch12142200
@bitch12142200 3 жыл бұрын
Right!!😂 Mark is dope!!
@chasc8536
@chasc8536 3 жыл бұрын
That's caught my attention I was like wtf he sound Hood lol
@tralainalalonde8926
@tralainalalonde8926 3 жыл бұрын
😂😂
@gdaygday1209
@gdaygday1209 3 жыл бұрын
Another good looking strong black man that has so much potential.........I'd love to see an interview in another 20 years if he is still alive when his vision is clearer. All these homies do not have your back and it will be a long time before you have a full understanding . Honestly, he has the power to do so much positive in his community.
@LT_Cancer
@LT_Cancer 2 жыл бұрын
All Facts, but this guy is gonna crash out pretty soon. Highly unlikely he's free or alive in 20yrs.
@stormaster94
@stormaster94 2 жыл бұрын
He's so respectful and smart. You can never judge a book by it's cover. You never know the things people are going through or what they've had to deal with so far.
@gerk7238
@gerk7238 2 жыл бұрын
See him in real life on the streets, in the store, at the restaurant…and I am sure your mind will be changed. Stop falling for the 15 minutes of theater hes putting on..
@KevinRodriguez-lk1yw
@KevinRodriguez-lk1yw 2 жыл бұрын
Best interview I've seen on this show.
@encasaconbrittany
@encasaconbrittany 3 жыл бұрын
He’s so proud of this... and he’s still so young. I hope he can find a way out before it’s too late.
@j.c.2787
@j.c.2787 3 жыл бұрын
Chula 😍
@ChristianRaymondFilms
@ChristianRaymondFilms 3 жыл бұрын
Crazy the rise in Crystal Meth with Black American’s now, it was of course always popular with the middle American Biker / Trucker crowds.
@negralinda805
@negralinda805 3 жыл бұрын
Crystal is flooding all demographics, its cheap & can be made in your home! It's a BEAST
@AbsoluteApril
@AbsoluteApril 3 жыл бұрын
hell of a drug, seen so many friends destroy themselves and their lives over it, luckily I got out. I hope he can get away from it.
@ebeneezerscrooge2942
@ebeneezerscrooge2942 3 жыл бұрын
And the WWF/WCW crowd. Tractor pull guys like the stuff back in the 80’s.
@Hoodratz_lives_matter
@Hoodratz_lives_matter 3 жыл бұрын
Meth is awful completely destroyed my brothers life. Sad af
@ThqRula
@ThqRula 3 жыл бұрын
That's because we make certain shyt like drinking cough syrup and Poppin pills socially cool not thinking that only opens ones high thirst up to things like meth or worst
@Mr-BuBa
@Mr-BuBa 2 жыл бұрын
I love the honesty and. Love the fact he isn't trying to glamourise ganglife, prison death and addiction is all you see. You loose friends to all these. I hope face can find a way out as he can contribute alot more to his people by choosing the right direction. All the best bro.
@charylkenerly6637
@charylkenerly6637 2 жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing these video's! ✌🏽
@Robbie_S
@Robbie_S 3 жыл бұрын
Like this dude. He knows where he is and tells all about it. Hope things go well for him.
@jacobn5805
@jacobn5805 3 жыл бұрын
@Whole Health for a Whole World no shit
@catharinerybeck9059
@catharinerybeck9059 3 жыл бұрын
He is incredibly likable. I could listen to him speak for hours. It’s hard to ignore the good nature within him. I genuinely respect him.
@SalmanKhan-en9bt
@SalmanKhan-en9bt 2 жыл бұрын
Don’t be stupid. People like this would rob and kill your loved one in an instant. Don’t get tricked, this gangbangin life can’t be displayed on a screen.
@bigboner23
@bigboner23 2 жыл бұрын
I can speak to you for hours 😉
@HowieRaps
@HowieRaps 2 жыл бұрын
I was homeless on the streets for 2 years and I'll tell anybody you will meet the realest and the fakest mfkers you'll ever see on the streets. You either stay solid or you crumble and die. You gotta be on your shit 100 everyday. People don't realize what it takes to stay alive on the streets. Real recognize real and the other real are what keep us pushing. It's a dark dark world even in the USA. You'd be surprised what's going on every single day
@HowieRaps
@HowieRaps 2 жыл бұрын
@@SalmanKhan-en9bt exactly. When you're in too deep you basically put up a front to be able to be around regular people. But once it's time to "slide" he's down. These people have the gift of gab and a lot of people on the street will rob you blind after calling you their best friend for years. Fuck the streets and anybody glorifying them.
@demarkusondatrack5646
@demarkusondatrack5646 2 жыл бұрын
@@SalmanKhan-en9bt but you cant ignore the fact he's incredibly self aware and honest
@brianwalsh6581
@brianwalsh6581 2 жыл бұрын
This guy said alot of things that young men should hear. Glad to hear he pretty much told the truth. Prison or death is a real thing for a young gang member. I'm almost 40 years older than him and a white man. We're worlds apart, but if his life would be different I believe we could of been friends if we could of met under different circumstances. May God bless him, he still has a chance to change his life,seems like he could be a decent guy if given a chance.
@MatthewJoseph677
@MatthewJoseph677 Жыл бұрын
👏🏽
@samuelselorm1220
@samuelselorm1220 2 жыл бұрын
This guy really smart, he could channel all that energy elsewhere and do GREAT! I love his persona.
@Cityhallfreak
@Cityhallfreak 3 жыл бұрын
I definitely respect this dude. He actually seems like a great guy, but that life took over. I can listen to him talk for days and not get bored. I wish him nothing but the best.
@thewolf2153
@thewolf2153 2 жыл бұрын
He’s probably committed murder. He’s interesting, but far from a great guy.
@1230sandrag
@1230sandrag 3 жыл бұрын
He seems like to the core of his being, he’s a good person. He has manners and is articulate. He can go far in life, even with all the tattoos! I hope one day he can see his self that same way tho
@familyguy6668
@familyguy6668 3 жыл бұрын
All he needs right now is foundation makeup, at least until he can get those face tats removed.
@ashintheblunt3292
@ashintheblunt3292 2 жыл бұрын
Ted Bundy was nice and articulate too, that doesn’t mean shit, and he blames hitler for being on meth, they always gotta blame someone else for there sped decisions. They blame white people too much 😂 out here sayin “I miss that bitch” “I lost a good bitch” man yall needa brighten up, this dude will rob you if you got sumn he wants in a heart beat, let’s cut the bs 🤦‍♂️
@jonjameson6606
@jonjameson6606 2 жыл бұрын
He had half a dozen assaults in prison but yea, his tattoos are what you should worry about.
@thefemininelife
@thefemininelife 2 жыл бұрын
Being a good person must be subjective then.
@dterm8526
@dterm8526 2 жыл бұрын
@ashinTheBlunt I agree with you a lot of people haven't been around addicts. If they have, they would have their guard up more and be more realistic about what's really happening
@fatdan172501
@fatdan172501 2 жыл бұрын
These interviews really show how much pain and suffering we have so close to us.
@thulakhumalo3723
@thulakhumalo3723 2 жыл бұрын
What Mark is doing is incredibly powerful. It’s like he’s paying troubled people to go to therapy. You can see most of the people who come to him reflect on their own thoughts as they speak. We should all be glad we get to watch this stuff and learn from it.
@kyleharris5592
@kyleharris5592 3 жыл бұрын
"Hitler was a bad guy". Facts.
@YeshuaCameAndGaveUsLifeandLove
@YeshuaCameAndGaveUsLifeandLove 3 жыл бұрын
@Andrew with thay said " Sorcery " Greek meaning - Pharmakia Aka English meaning Pharmacy so Sorcery has been around 1000s of years probably since the beginnings of man from Potions to Root cuttings mixed with Shrooms and different Alkalines from plants to Salts passed around from Medicine Men to Priests , witches and Warlocks , wizards all the characters we see in movies today existed back then creating there own Sorcerys and im sure many similars substances from meth have been around!
@allyj8007
@allyj8007 2 жыл бұрын
Go on rumble And watchTthe Last Europa, you'll think again about the lies we've been told about our history.
@j.c.2787
@j.c.2787 3 жыл бұрын
"I still love the bitchhhk" realest shit I heard this week.
@MrHaze1947
@MrHaze1947 Жыл бұрын
He's speaking from the heart and I like that. We ran in gangs here in Birmingham the UK when I was a youth and there was some pretty tough things happening but nothing like these brother across the pond get up to. They take it so, so serious and live it all there lives.
@rogersboys1095
@rogersboys1095 2 жыл бұрын
I don't know this young man but I wish him nothing but the best, and I pray for peace, love and healing
@clivegameinnmg7055
@clivegameinnmg7055 3 жыл бұрын
Dads play an important role in a child's life, i want my 2 boys to grow up and have a great future. I feel sorry for these youngsters who think gangs are the life.
@lightweight5276
@lightweight5276 3 жыл бұрын
This young man has respect, character, and manners. He knows right from wrong. Just needs to get away from the hood and the speed. God bless him wish him the best
@ordinaryextraordinarybrotha
@ordinaryextraordinarybrotha 2 жыл бұрын
If you really knew right from wrong and he would leave the game and go do something with his life I go and get a career and take care of his child he don't know s*** about wrong and right
@soun.slayerTTV
@soun.slayerTTV Жыл бұрын
@@ordinaryextraordinarybrotha to think it's that easy
@billynineohfive7283
@billynineohfive7283 2 жыл бұрын
Yup! Another great interview!!
@fifilamoore1718
@fifilamoore1718 2 жыл бұрын
12 years Old , You have so much insight and respect ✊🏽 I wish you all the best, your very honest,polite 🙏❤️Blessings to you fifi
@ggssssssss
@ggssssssss 3 жыл бұрын
I really love what you do. You interview people that normally other people would deem as bad and yet you ask the deep questions too these people and it gives everyone a glimpse on who they really are why they ended up like what they’ve become. I love this channel
@marylougeorge9890
@marylougeorge9890 3 жыл бұрын
True.👍❤
@chillygentilly7th
@chillygentilly7th 3 жыл бұрын
this dude is as real as it gets. i pray for him
@neshasantana
@neshasantana Жыл бұрын
I do hope to see a follow up to this guys interview. He has a charisma to him & a child like spirit, while still being wise!
@shelly4215
@shelly4215 2 жыл бұрын
I'm always fascinated by how polite and intelligent also well spoken some of these interviews are. Example of product of your environment. Their lives could be polar opposite if only born somewhere else sometimes.
@BillionaireForever
@BillionaireForever 3 жыл бұрын
To be fair, it’s probably wisest his daughter doesn’t see her dad in the state he’s at. Getting high off crystal for days on end and then sleeping long hours and constantly being involved in violence.... Hopefully he finds the will to clean up his act and become a present dad.
@jamiewalker7277
@jamiewalker7277 3 жыл бұрын
I'm the same age as this guy but wow our lives are different. Makes me appreciate what I got and hope better for those who don't. Like he said environment is everything
@chriseast7376
@chriseast7376 2 жыл бұрын
I like this guy, if he had grew up in a better environment his whole life could be different, he has charisma.
@patrykszafran2997
@patrykszafran2997 3 жыл бұрын
He was on Normandieman channel trying to rob a Crip female and she point a gun on him
@sherrycallaway6578
@sherrycallaway6578 3 жыл бұрын
When a Father is absent, young boys look to other male figures to set the "rules" for how to behave and survive in the world... sad that the male figures in his life were in a gang... I wished he would of had his Father's love too... yes, he is such a likeable young man... Wishing him the Best!
@meuko
@meuko 3 жыл бұрын
Real talk, I always notice it too. Raised by my mom and there's always this part in me looking for a father figure. Over the years I morphed it in such a way that it's me now, I'm my own father figure now.
@rubyamon9497
@rubyamon9497 3 жыл бұрын
Crazy how he’s more committed to his gang than his own kid
@Deenique16
@Deenique16 3 жыл бұрын
I dont think it's crazy. He probably doesnt know how to show love depending on how he was raised
@quanaquana9277
@quanaquana9277 3 жыл бұрын
It’s better that way. People loose their kids because they’re afflicted in gangs.
@AnastasiaBeau0
@AnastasiaBeau0 3 жыл бұрын
I think he may not want his daugther to see him in this state. He's still in the streets maybe he dont want to be. a bad influence to his daughter
@jak6744
@jak6744 3 жыл бұрын
@@quanaquana9277 you right I didn’t think about that! At least they will be safe
@angeldejko8842
@angeldejko8842 2 жыл бұрын
its not crazy, its negative but not crazy.
@RubberBandido
@RubberBandido Жыл бұрын
He was a baby when he joined. 😢 Hope you find the strength to turn your life around and make some positive decisions.
@WingoTribe704
@WingoTribe704 Жыл бұрын
@@ReallyJay2x what set
@WingoTribe704
@WingoTribe704 Жыл бұрын
@@ReallyJay2x u not from the land! Get yo country ass outta here
@WingoTribe704
@WingoTribe704 Жыл бұрын
@@ReallyJay2x u been corny!!! On Tookie u a goofy and yo big homie. Y’all niggaz not from the land and need to quit influencing the kids wit y’all fake asses. It’s real enemies out here nigga! Niggaz really dying behind this shit and yo country ass perpetuating a lifestyle to be trendy as shit
@WingoTribe704
@WingoTribe704 Жыл бұрын
@@ReallyJay2x game goofy ass nigga come to the land and get yo official put on
@WingoTribe704
@WingoTribe704 Жыл бұрын
@@ReallyJay2x ain’t no 60s in no 400 block nigga! Country ass nigga u let white boys say “nigga”
@Gangstermo_310
@Gangstermo_310 3 жыл бұрын
He said "I feel like if I get hit by a truck I'll survive it" 🤦🏽‍♂️🤣😂 Bro you trippin!
@bornsupreme2304
@bornsupreme2304 3 жыл бұрын
The yung OG seems like a good dude, hopefully he can get off of the “stuff” and get his life on track. Out here rootin’ for ya mane!
@deescorpio8454
@deescorpio8454 3 жыл бұрын
I love the way you conduct your interviews. Its like, you know how to get the rawness out of the people you interview. You have a new subscriber.
@WettFingerr
@WettFingerr 2 жыл бұрын
“ Stay committed “ Real shit man. Just stay down for what believe in💯
@Kindness.20247
@Kindness.20247 2 жыл бұрын
Good Interview .... filled w' honesty. Amen
@johnj4446
@johnj4446 3 жыл бұрын
He’s doing the same thing his dad did to him with his kids. Such a shame to see man
@THEBIGGESTSCUMBAG
@THEBIGGESTSCUMBAG 3 жыл бұрын
I THOUGHT THE SAME THING DAWG
@kimeishitalia1565
@kimeishitalia1565 3 жыл бұрын
Generational curse!
@damarimoland1613
@damarimoland1613 2 жыл бұрын
@@kimeishitalia1565 it can be broken we will prevail
@benp5528
@benp5528 3 жыл бұрын
The more of these videos I see the more thankful I am for the life I’ve had and the more blessed I realise I am
@cinza7881
@cinza7881 2 жыл бұрын
This man's wisdom is impressive. There was a confidence in how he would answer so quickly and the things he would say were detrimental to his gang persona which is astonishing and makes you think he actually knows himself, which makes it sad to see the situation he's in. His ego was completely out of the way in this interview. There was more honest coming out of this man's mouth than you would hear from any square, which again makes you wonder.
@beyonist4215
@beyonist4215 2 жыл бұрын
I pray he comes out ok. I believe he will be successful. I want to hear his story in 10 years
@kayalua
@kayalua 3 жыл бұрын
This is sooo important to put out there for young people. Stay straight. Stay outta jail. This interview series is amazing. Thx face!
@pamgibson-slivers7809
@pamgibson-slivers7809 3 жыл бұрын
he's got a good heart n seems to have learned a lot from his choices in life. He still has a good chance to turn his life around. He would make a good motivational speaker to all the young kids who are thinking of going down this road.
@sjolie6775
@sjolie6775 3 жыл бұрын
Such a shame… only 25 still young but been through so much..I wish him all the best 🙏
@bigjon.6258
@bigjon.6258 Жыл бұрын
My dad wasn't around growing up I'm 50yrs old now we talked alot he always said don't join a gang unless you are the leader..Glad I listened to him
@RackwitzG
@RackwitzG Жыл бұрын
The subtitles were really helpful this time.
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