gorilla

[@g9sling]

(this video isn't about gorillas)

[@g9sling]

NO WAY YOU ACTUALLY PINNED MY COMENT LOL (btw ethel ily sm ☹️ hugs from the brazilian fans)

[@butthand4342]

Well. My day is ruined and my disappointment is immeasurable.

[@caingoth]

e o brasil vence mais uma

[@shelzblack488]

​@@Simonouzmerabout the gorillas 😂

[@antlerbraum2881]

I noticed this, wtf

[@dylanraddy6988]

The money I would pay to see a horror movie written/created/directed by you… this is the perfect kind of unsettling atmospheric disturbing vibe

[@omk573]

Whenever I listen to ptolemaea I have the same thought

[@ScholarOfFlame]

The movie Bones and All gave me an Ethel Cain vibe, absolutely worth checking out

[@izzynoorman4960]

definitely check out Bones and All its Ethel coded

[@dylanraddy6988]

@@izzynoorman4960 I’ve seen it and loved it! Funny enough, my introduction to her was through content related to Bones and All, and that’s how I “discovered” American Teenager to start. Been obsessed ever since!

[@radrada11]

Actually the first sounds of this track reminded me of the movie „Skinamarink” so maybe you should check it out

[@tinamcgillicutty]

*turns up brightness

[@ThomasParrish]

got jumpscared so bad lol

[@Elffin..Greenseer]

Lucky! You got pinned by mother!❤❤

[@amphetamines2347]

OMG💀💀

[@Howtoeatrocks]

White woman jumpscare ™️

[@sunblexchedflies]

really feels like the preachers daughter era is behind us now and i can’t wait to see what’s in store in the future !!

[@dislocante]

When the freezer sound after 12 am gets a little creative

[@grace-g9f]

I'm coming back to this video after your paranormal video because you told the story of how the shadow in your room looked like a gorilla and now this makes so much more sense. I suppose that's why it is so dark, so that each of our minds can maybe make the shadows into something that we think we see.

[@luxeternalis]

holy shit i didn't even make that connection at first.

[@unbruisable]

was looking for someone else to say this!

[@postumo_slowcore_beats]

This reminds me of the optical effect you create when you stand in front of a mirror with a very low light and do not stop looking, eventually your face begins to distort until you do not even recognize yourself, Hayden you are a genius I love your art❤

[@panzerf4ust]

she's in her skinamarink era and im here for it

[@MissLLilac]

Yes I just said to myself "okay it's giving Skinamarink"

[@aidawaswhere]

I'd say analog horror Era, she could definitely pull that off though.

[@panzerf4ust]

@@aidawaswhere defff also she mentioned that her next album is gonna be even more obscure than PD so yeah, pure horror ahead of us

[@lilybeck3285]

Hvent felt this visceral discomfort since Ptolomea, great job Mother! Cant wait to be terrified again

[@VincentAFH]

SAME BRO, and the muffled grunts or moans heavily reminds me of the end of Ptolemaea when Isaiah is talking leading up to the death’s rattle

[@LOV3R01_scarryberry]

@@VincentAFHNOOO FR speaking on visceral discomfort let’s talk abt august underground

[@chuucopter]

@@VincentAFHwhat’s the deaths rattle?

[@sistercockroach]

​@@chuucopterit's easier to hear in the ptolemaea acapella, but it's the sound ethel makes as she dies

[@jaredpaul9970]

I’m here mother, immediately

[@digitalreverend]

just put my baby to sleep with this playing and he ascended down the stairs and told me “do not fear me”, what does this mean?

[@jadalikestea]

hes ethel cain reincarnated

[@5corp1u7]

sorry to inform you this but he is your Mother now

[@knuckleveIvet]

girl hes gay

[@Snlowee]

He's a Lady Gaga fan

[@garebearwhere]

PLS

[@Tamber37]

The atmosphere Mother can create is unparalleled. So excited for new things! Thank you!

[@ev1802]

Your artistry will never fail to amaze me

[@Adam-pq5bu]

this whole ambient project goes crazy…loved 005 and so excited to hear more 🤍

[@gabbylapierre7618]

I’ll never sleep a wink at night again

[@JulietMHorner]

😂😂

[@suhbrly]

we won't worry about you and your green eyes

[@kartkaesque]

A horror movie by Ethel Cain would go so hard

[@dislocante]

Imagine if this turns out to be an interlude in mother’s future project

[@XvrBr]

the way i'm concentrating on the audio to hear any hidden messages is crazy

[@XvrBr]

that's awesome!@@brianharnett2639

[@nicothekenji]

@@brianharnett2639 hey there just commenting so i get the notification when you post what u got

[@brianharnett2639]

I have used Sound Forge and now Adobe Audition and this is what I have so far. This is gorilla_L.wav drive.google.com/file/d/16Q8ajYactyebnJxlMacY3H_vAa7dKVQW/view?usp=sharing This is gorilla_R.wav drive.google.com/file/d/13UNuxhRpbCkvxA7-gvV7lTcywFiJXz2Q/view?usp=drive_link

[@brianharnett2639]

This is gorilla_L.wav drive.google.com/file/d/16Q8ajYactyebnJxlMacY3H_vAa7dKVQW/view?usp=sharing This is gorilla_R.wav drive.google.com/file/d/13UNuxhRpbCkvxA7-gvV7lTcywFiJXz2Q/view?usp=drive_link

[@inklungs]

the most eerie part is when their face disappear and you suddenly you end up staring into your own eyes, in a reflection on the screen

[@cow5569]

I love how Ethel mixes her vocals in her music. It’s so intimate. And I LOVE that.

[@carmen000laurent]

This track is by a different artist.

[@chuucopter]

@@carmen000laurentno, this project is under a different name than ethel cain but it’s still maid by hayden anhedonia

[@izzynoorman4960]

gonna play this for my preschoolers tomorrow at work 🤎

[@bilethumper1912]

perfect for naptime. theyre all screaming! it means theyre dreaming❤

[@StephenFerrariz-gd7sq]

😂😂😂😂

[@suhbrly]

​@@bilethumper1912 this is so olivia crain

[@тоска-р1о]

​@@bilethumper1912omfg

[@adam-ll1yf]

So unnerving. Your artistry will never fail to move me mother!!

[@hattierebecca2248]

finishes tour like 3 weeks ago and is already absolutely killing it creatively

[@aidawaswhere]

And then announces another tour next year omg 😭

[@Speaking4lines]

As someone who deals with chronic migraines I spend at least 2 days a week like this sometimes more. It’s a weird relationship with the dark that I am in constant battle with. Loved this and so glad I discovered your work

[@cadebowman4582]

Your art is so visceral, i cant really think of a better way to describe it

[@screamsivann]

this is the type of music they will use in a horror film and as a horror fan i love it 🫶🏼

[@theeighthmoon8991]

very calming! My fav asmr video

[@lux1975]

Hi just wanted to tell you I made my southern Christian conservative mom listen to sun bleached flies and it led to a 40 minute conversation of unpacking family trauma xx

[@theThinkPlank]

This is *just* the sleep aid I needed. Thanks a ton for this! 😃

[@posession42]

As an experienced left hand practitioner of 10 years (my dads side are a line of mediums), this video felt like a succubi, at some points an Inccubi. To me, with this work of art, it reminds me of an entity that feeds off of your sexual energy, feeds on your hope, gets off on dissapointment and puts you down consistently. It feels like an entity that watches and watches.. and that feeling you felt that you were never alone in your bed for years.. it finally showed up and displayed itself to you. This feels like a parasite entity, a maggot entity. An entity that does not know or have a care for the human heart and emotion, is the opposite of what being alive or experiencing a human consciousness. they have one focus.. its to make you question everything with one look and instill a feeling of losing grip of your humanity.. instilling of feeling consistent drainage. Ive felt energies like these, and Ive seen even lesser entites.. the ones that are way beyond lesser than mother lilith or asmodeus. Below the 72 fallen angels/demons of the goetia. Incredible work. Idk if im the only fully commited baneful/light left hand practioner that really deep dives into her music but this one really put me back to a place where I experienced one of the darkest energies of my life. I love you hayden

[@heIvetiasexualis]

this is so cool... ties with the whole concept of her next album too

[@Moonsong_]

You’re on another level of art. Kind of cute how I clicked on a video named “Gorilla” and saw my face (then watched one of the most haunting and astonishing videos on KZbin). Thank you so so so much this is incredible and I’ll be listening to this all day long. Muah

[@michaelmorningstar2700]

I feel like this would be the perfect thing as I was stumbling through a desolate and vacant hallway... Trying to evade the twisted manifestations that have sprung to life from my psychological demons.

[@goliatdream]

girl you the face of love’s rage

[@DistantSkies0]

Why is there a man whimpering in my ear rn

[@davewindburn]

I kid you not, this is actually one of my favourite pieces of art Ms.Ethel has ever released. It’s so unbelievably haunting and disturbing, I rarely see something like this anywhere.

[@Keanawoods66]

Nobody scares me like you queen! Keep up the great work

[@KikiIsHere_]

*turns the brightness back down*

[@jjlex_]

Its giving analog horror and im here for it

[@raul_g_f__]

Now, SHE won the uncanny valley trend woah

[@boggie8754]

I cannot tell if I’m hallucinating or not 💕

[@facilegoose9347]

_"Hey, do you wanna see the West with me?_ _"The Nightlands?-"_

[@brielsh]

you never cease to amaze me, it’s like i’m transported somewhere else, your mind is really something else, love it!

[@paularias3031]

wow!!! The sound and atmosphere of this song gives me the feeling of claustrophobia, but that is not a reason for me to love every song you make, you are great Ethel ❤

[@brandonheidelberg2158]

Very silent hill I love it

[@ivansbhoobun]

Stan ethel and silent hill👑👑👑

[@ce1111ne]

akira yamaoka and ethel cain collab when?!

[@ivansbhoobun]

@@ce1111ne ill live for it and i know if they were to collab that would be deadly🧘‍♂️

[@brandonheidelberg2158]

We need a silent hill and Ethel Cain collab immediately

[@gatecis503]

now i understand what that video means

[@bastianovalle6103]

this is making me as happy as Ptolomea

[@harharharlee9308]

Yess

[@rainworldangel]

why is this oddly comforting

[@matheus8530]

Thank god I'm listening to this in the morning

[@ScreamoDeadname]

this sounds like being abandoned in a hospital and you thought that's the worst thing that could possibly happen but suddenly you're not abandandoned anymore

[@nor7th]

Reminds me of the tension and claustrophobic emotion Pearl has

[@valcigs]

this reminded me of skinamarink and the trauma of it came back, love it

[@SscorpiomoonN]

My thoughts exactly

[@fruitsmack]

thanks for the horror before i go to sleep mom

[@p4l1t02]

this is so haunting and beautiful at the same time... it feels like a lucid dream

[@josephrush8112]

Sex playlist just got hotter

[@thatorchiaa]

this’s so f*cking good and so agonizing

[@siqqybaby12]

Ethel cain is about to return like Jesus Christ omg I know it

[@annabellefawn4171]

Esoteric and disconcerting, excellent work

[@averynguyen21]

skinamarink ethel cain edition

[@vyva-melinkolya]

u wouldent undertand

[@SYNTAAAX]

An hour after I subscribed she posts new video. My power…

[@littleboyinthesuburbs]

Is this the preacher's wife defrosting??

[@sparklyqueen12]

omg thanks hayden now i can DEFINITELY sleep tonight

[@lilwombat]

A birthday gift from my favourite artist thanks 😊

[@liambo3140]

save me ethel cain ethel cain ethel cain save me..

[@franciscocarrilho4320]

This is so David Lynch. I Love it.

[@samsuperville]

i was LITERALLY brushing my teeth abt to go to bed and now i’m scared to leave the bathroom

[@highinfidelity_]

i feel like i’m gonna see ethel cain standing on my ceiling

[@LowSlungBadBitch]

​@@highinfidelity_ im such a pussy but Ethel Cain and Doja Cat together are slowly building my strength

[@cannibalbunny]

@@highinfidelity_that’d be epic

[@samsuperville]

@@highinfidelity_RIGHT😭

[@jupiteriana]

Are we getting Ashmedai tracks released "officially" on streaming?

[@aodeis6691]

I HOPE SO

[@knuckleveIvet]

never failed to impress me. we love you hayden❤

[@masterpiece8650]

imagine having ethel cain as a sleep paralysis demon...my dream!

[@televangelism]

It's giving silent hill i love it so muchhhh

[@zachpio]

the way this ECHOS and SCREAMS ptolemaea

[@corey6158]

u should listen to 004 🌝

[@perryjones7771]

Now we’re entering the era of “Preachers Wife”.

[@ImTheWiseJanitor90]

I’m terrified. I love it.

[@witchazels]

ethel is now navigating purgatory following the events of preachers daughter ..... i am ready

[@ovenbakedtwink]

stare into the darkness and the darkness stares back

[@brianharnett2639]

I have been running this video through Adobe Auditions for a couple days to clean up the conversation. At 1:14 you hear "You need to pay attention" and at 3:25 "Stroke your c**k" and at 3:33 "Look at me" and 3:56 "If pretty's ok". In my opinion it sounds like someone is getting off through the whole video and climaxed at 3:29. gorilla_R.wav - drive.google.com/file/d/13UNuxhRpbCkvxA7-gvV7lTcywFiJXz2Q/view?usp=drive_link gorilla_L.wav - drive.google.com/file/d/16Q8ajYactyebnJxlMacY3H_vAa7dKVQW/view?usp=drive_link

[@uli_m]

El llamado de mi madre me hizo venir 🖤

[@brockm02]

girlie whattt is thisssssss... LOVE THE ART

[@zzjamie-is-over-partyzz]

ethel cain hood classics keep emerging from the basement 🙏🛐🛐

[@jisunzhoque]

Oh mother is back! And it’s creepier than before ❤️

[@traumendd]

omg yes miss gorilla!!!

[@c.nk.01]

this reminds me of the ending of skinamarink in the best possible way

[@seraphitess]

i cant wait for whatever project you bring out next this is amazing ethellll❤

[@MarcosMagalhaes_]

What kind of ASMR is this? Definitely watching this before bed tonight.

[@williamcooper8024]

Deeply unsettling, thank you!

[@pageophile]

Well that left a deep and pleasant furrow in my grey matter, thank you EC 🖤

[@burebistta1923]

preachers wife is coming out soon i can feel it

[@lovrs-roq1443]

this made me cry i love it

[@liv5308]

Take me, Primordial Mother, I am blind and at the bottom of the river, I curl up, all holes full of water

[@thehellfire2831]

Wow Hayden. I see your paranoia. I see your anxiety. I see your coping laughter. Sometimes our dark can bring us to the light, I see that too. You are quite the traveler. Like a silver orb in a pinball machine. From spirit to spirit, just remember, it's okay to be okay without fear or guilt. Bless you.

[@jamante6746]

im trying to scare the face back by being more evil

[@bunbunx]

now don’t scare me like that

[@Choco_-qv4zc]

New music for work tomorrow 😍❤️ thanks mother

[@hiskiff24]

i picture more goth vibez, maybe even sorta grunge, or shell go sorta like victorian maybe with some organs and ornate black dresses! idk ily ethel

[@kloleilani]

love the morbid videos hayden

[@sunblexchedflies]

what i see after taking benadryl

[@nicocopito1847]

Thank you I'll have nightmares w this now

[@gretchenhark]

When mother calls the daughter of cain answer🙏🙏🙏

[@garrettdhondt1349]

Great video to stumble upon alone late before bed after drinking

[@fabianfame9173]

this and a blunt