she’s so brave for speaking about her miscarriage. this gives this song such a special place in my heart. what a strong woman. so proud of you Ashley.🤍
@samsanice4 жыл бұрын
Noëmie wha?
@treyisdaddy.4 жыл бұрын
@@samsanice This song is about her 2 miscarriages... it's sad but it's the truth and through this song she speaks that truth.
@Daniella11174 жыл бұрын
Wakanda she actually had 3
@hina45004 жыл бұрын
Not just about the miscarriages though. She said in an interview how she's been open about her struggles with having kids, but that she recently received news that her body was now healthy enough to carry kids. So, it was about her struggle in the past and ending with some hope since she can now.
@lanandraweathers4354 жыл бұрын
Man! I love her even more now I learned something new didn't know she had miscarriages
@VeelouC4 жыл бұрын
Can't listen to this song without crying even though I can't relate to what she's feeling at all, everything in this song pulls on your heartstrings.
@elioaboujaoudeh12424 жыл бұрын
What is she talking about
@youarelikepapa4 жыл бұрын
Elio Abou Jaoudeh she’s talking about her trouble carrying a pregnancy to term, to put bluntly, her miscarriages. She’s singing to her future baby.
@user-Z-e-r-o-Clo_sure714 жыл бұрын
I know Right😢😭💘💔
@forgotten55264 жыл бұрын
Vee LouC I need her
@towhee1004 жыл бұрын
I’ve been on the TTC journey for almost two years and this just made me completely bawl! A co-worker told me about it today
@WonderfulDreams564 жыл бұрын
okay but imagine her future child one day listening to this song and feeling so wanted and loved
@cjglitters87384 жыл бұрын
stop I'm gonna cry 😭😭😭😭😭
@ilickedacat16664 жыл бұрын
Bruh she can't have kids
@rahmireternal4 жыл бұрын
I licked a cat 😐😐😐😐
@rileygermanshep15354 жыл бұрын
Honeymoon Globe I ate a chicken
@rileygermanshep15354 жыл бұрын
Honeymoon Globe I ate the cat
@catalina18673 жыл бұрын
Anyone back here to listen and cry to this song now that she’s pregnant? Her rainbow baby is so loved 🥰😭
@siboochacha3 жыл бұрын
As a mommy who had experienced miscarriage myself I am so happy for her that now she have a rainbow baby.
@boiledeggwater12923 жыл бұрын
by millions and the haven’t made their entrance yet 🥰
@deercat99183 жыл бұрын
Stop calling her child gay :/
@catalina18673 жыл бұрын
@@deercat9918 I'm not. A "rainbow baby" is what a lot of babies are called that are born following miscarriages. Like the rainbow after a storm.
@daniellewoodley33 жыл бұрын
@@deercat9918 please educate yourself. A rainbow baby is a term used even by medical professionals for the name of a baby after a miscarriage. You sound very ignorant and rude.
@zeinadebsi95303 жыл бұрын
This hits different now like she’s actually pregnant guys 🥺
@karlabonilla16103 жыл бұрын
Ikkkkk🥺❤️❤️
@serenitynicole97803 жыл бұрын
so happy for her 😭
@gordoncahill64053 жыл бұрын
Literally came to listen to it after I saw the announcement
@berenikoş3 жыл бұрын
😭😭
@ceciarroyo173 жыл бұрын
I came to listen because of her announcement 🥺
@TL-ws4ko4 жыл бұрын
The fact that the effect on the backing vocals at 2:17 make it sound like a sonogram with the baby’s heartbeat in the back 💔💔
@hperryusa4 жыл бұрын
No...i didnt even realise that.Sobbing.
@rayaraj7694 жыл бұрын
It's is
@ambermagic62724 жыл бұрын
this song is so beautiful.. gosh I love her.
@kyralawson1174 жыл бұрын
It's not a babies heart beat is over double the speed of an adults it sounds like a train
@taytay182114 жыл бұрын
@@kyralawson117 It may be the sound of her heartbeat to the baby since they can hear heartbeats and find comfort in the sound of their mother's heartbeat in utero.
@marevannierop4 жыл бұрын
"And when you decide, it's your time to arrive, I've loved you for all of my life." When you realize the meaning, it's so sweet. 🥺💗
@rydiaom4 жыл бұрын
I hope she has a baby someday, and that baby will know how much she loved them. She even did it before they arrived. ♡
@rydiaom4 жыл бұрын
I hope she has a baby someday, and that baby will know how much she loved them. She even did it before they arrived. ♡
@anderr19974 жыл бұрын
this line breaks my heart every time
@wesly20894 жыл бұрын
What’s the meaning?
@aquatickidsinternationalsc41384 жыл бұрын
@@wesly2089 she had a miscarriage, so she's saying those lines to her future baby.
@erickximenes76464 жыл бұрын
I feel like it's her most personal song, it hits different
@spiffy2164 жыл бұрын
It is about her miscarriages and wanting a child. You can't get much more personal then that. I Love her
@jpdg88344 жыл бұрын
It actually is. Look for her spotify story about it 😅
@iwalani3 жыл бұрын
She said it is
@prakzz7623 жыл бұрын
it’s finally here,her dream is finally here halsey is pregnant i’m so proud of her i’m so so proud of her
@chuni6163 жыл бұрын
please I'm crying harder now
@dartthenightlight38403 жыл бұрын
:)
@marvelfantiltheendofthelin88913 жыл бұрын
Same :>
@queenv43402 жыл бұрын
Ikr I'm proud of her too
@FionaFioo3 жыл бұрын
Coming back to this after her pregnancy photo... Literally crying, I hope her child will listen to this in the future :'(
@roschmaa.34543 жыл бұрын
IM SCREAMING IM SO HAPPY FOR HER
@FionaFioo3 жыл бұрын
@@roschmaa.3454 I know I can't stop crying as well so so so happy, may God give her the best throughout the journey
@cheyennebailey62113 жыл бұрын
As someone that has suffered a stillborn, please don't refer to her baby as an angel thank you.
@FionaFioo3 жыл бұрын
@@cheyennebailey6211 I'm really sorry, from the bottom of my heart! Humans are often called angels when they resemble purity and as saviours after a hard time, that is why I wrote that. But I understand, sending you over strength and love!
@cheyennebailey62113 жыл бұрын
@@FionaFioo It's fine. And I know humans are often called angels because they're pure. It just irritates mothers that have angel babies when people say something like that.
@normaoseguera23524 жыл бұрын
I've had 7 miscarriages and no answers. This song is just perfectly what we feel through it all. I have never overcome the mental trauma it all does but I have, within me, reserved an immense excitement about being reunited and seeing all seven of my babies one day again. I love Halsey and this song for what she represents for alot of us in this song.
@soumyasharma624 жыл бұрын
im so proud of you, so much. never lose hope. lots of love.
@kriyaprashant41414 жыл бұрын
Lots of love and well wishes to you and yours.
@_eggs.benedict_11664 жыл бұрын
Adopt. There are kids who need you.
@Lazy23324 жыл бұрын
You are so strong ❤️❤️❤️ I couldn’t imagine loosing one baby let alone 7 of them
@manyachalana28654 жыл бұрын
You are soo strong..never lose hope...lots of love..♥️♥️♥️
@danielabravo47724 жыл бұрын
I’ve never wanted kids myself, but Jesus Christ, I’ve never wanted someone to have a baby this bad. Children aren’t for me, but I still sob at this because you are so deserving of this miracle and I sincerely hope you get to have your own little one when the time is right❤️
@petermyles80964 жыл бұрын
Please don't use name in vain.
@mayanknegi91674 жыл бұрын
@@petermyles8096 WTF Jesus Christ! Holy shit.
@neverlandflower4 жыл бұрын
Amen. 💜
@tiffanywood3814 жыл бұрын
You are very strong to recognize that kids aren’t for you. I know people that get told lots of nasty things for not wanting kids but it’s not something to be ashamed of. Maybe you’re more of a fun aunt or you’ll be a great grandma. Those are important roles too. It’s kind that you can still feel her emotion here and be compassionate.
@sarahhammons71064 жыл бұрын
@@petermyles8096 God dangit Peter not again
@worldofivy88164 жыл бұрын
I cant listen to this song without tears in my eyes. Most raw, emotional thing she ever did. It's so heartbreaking, like my soul shattered. Halsey I love you so much. One day your wish will come true. 🥺🥺🥺💖💖💖
@nattie44x4 жыл бұрын
I feel the same way this song is so emotional I cry every time I listen
@thottesforevergg50774 жыл бұрын
So true bro
@treyannbella99344 жыл бұрын
Same I cry every time knowing she has to go through this :(
@reyleanlucero25234 жыл бұрын
Same
@worldofivy8816 Жыл бұрын
And it did halsey. Little ender, your rainbow baby. 💜
@geemusic48693 жыл бұрын
“And when you decide, it’s your time to arrive, I’ve loved you for all of my life” And now she’s having her little rainbow baby🥺🌈
@juliejulie20873 жыл бұрын
ikr so cute God knows what he was planing
@Blake17203 жыл бұрын
Does anyone know the gender?
@s2louisebatatinha8143 жыл бұрын
🥺🌈❤💕💕
@cellzdevius31523 жыл бұрын
Sheeeeeesh
@camilayael25843 жыл бұрын
@@Blake1720 a boy named ender
@aspen17133 жыл бұрын
Coming here to cry happy tears now that Halsey finally has Ender. ; ___ ;
@s2louisebatatinha8143 жыл бұрын
Me🧡🧡🧡🧡🍰
@s2louisebatatinha8143 жыл бұрын
SameT - T
@Abhay-fr1og4 жыл бұрын
Hey
@edilianavallone66854 жыл бұрын
she is absolutly brilliant
@ellegagliano4 жыл бұрын
YES! 🙌
@ananyade64604 жыл бұрын
She is talented as fuck. Wow.
@Abhay-fr1og4 жыл бұрын
@@mikep9312 tell that too 2k people
@ninamirenda39084 жыл бұрын
This song is so relatable for me. I lost my daughter at 5 months pregnant and I had to deliver her. Through all of the pain that I went through, somehow I still want her more. I’ve loved her for all of my life , & I’ll never stop loving her. ❤️
@michaelaxx81494 жыл бұрын
Nina Mirenda So sorry for your loss 💕 I lost my son @ 4 mos pregnant. And you are so right, we will never stop loving our angels. (If you’re still trying, I’ll be praying for you, that you get your rainbow 🌈)
@ninamirenda39084 жыл бұрын
Michaela Russic I am so sorry for your loss as well. I am going to be trying again soon. Thank you so much for that. I will keep you in mine as well. ❤️
@michaelaxx81494 жыл бұрын
Nina Mirenda Thank you 💕
@SagePNW4 жыл бұрын
Hugs all around mamas. I lost my girl at 7 months. It's rough. Even 14 years later.
@ninamirenda39084 жыл бұрын
Dark Luna I’m so sorry for your loss. Yes it is. I lost my daughter 2 years ago and there’s not a day that goes by that I don’t think about her.
@amycaliz59594 жыл бұрын
One of the best song she's ever written. She used her raw talent for this. I'm sure this amazing piece of art is relatable to so much people.
@carlaspov55633 жыл бұрын
This song hits harder knowing she's pregnant now I'm crying
@northernsentinel22143 жыл бұрын
My 'tough guy' eyes are leaking.
@rosejr26142 жыл бұрын
I Congratulations 🎊🎉🍾🎈
@imawful83402 жыл бұрын
I ignored that little feet line all my life. For me this song has always been a sad breakup song, i dearly wanted someone to come back in my life and they did, but at that time idk... I just cut all my ties. I still regret that decision to this day.
@GIEGIE1924 жыл бұрын
Played this for my mom on Mother’s Day. It took her almost 10 years after being told she couldn’t have kids to get pregnant with me. This song hit her so hard, she said it was like Halsey picked the words right out of her head (this was before I told her about Halsey coming out about her miscarriage and endometriosis) Halsey and my mom actually have very similar stories. Endo runs in our family too, and my mom suffered many complications before finally giving birth, but we’re both here now, 25 years later. My mom one-hundred percent believes Halsey’s dream of motherhood will become reality, her journey’s just not over yet 🥰💜💜💜💜
@keiryROCKZ3 жыл бұрын
i'm crying with this!! so happy for you and you're mom and you know what?? you're mom was right!!!❤❤😭😭
@golnuch61893 жыл бұрын
tell your mom that she was right:')
@swiftiey3 жыл бұрын
This aged so well
@lauraklabe22592 жыл бұрын
my nan had similar struggles. she was my pop-pop's second wife, and they got married in '65 when she was 30 and pop-pop was 38. They struggled with fertility for 13 years until my dad was born in '78 to a 43 year old mother and a 51 year old father
@stephaniemay52162 жыл бұрын
Soo happy for you and your mom ❤️❤️ Your mom's wish came tru ❤️
@foreverinsfired4 жыл бұрын
“they told me once, nothing grows when a house ain’t a home. is it true, honestly, when it’s all a part of me” The opening lyrics are so tragic tbh. She’s talking about herself. Her body would become the literal house of her child until the moment of birth. It’s as if she’s blaming herself for being too, perhaps broken, that she is unable to nurture and “grow” life. Her child would literally be a part of her as its existence comes from her own. I can’t imagine how she feels. This song makes me cry and touches me in a different way because it reminds me so much of my own mother. She grew up unloved and abused, told everyday there was something wrong with her. She moved out very early and got married at only 20yo to start her own family. She believed that by having children, she could finally be loved by someone that she loved. Because of her pcos and severe endometriosis which required 10+ surgeries in her teens alone, she tried for over 9 years to become pregnant before she finally had my older brother. Nine long years of all the emotions in this song and more, but above all was love. Love that was always there and always will be. I truly hope Halsey(Ashley) can one day know and experience the love of having a child, in whatever way it may come to her.
@briarrito76264 жыл бұрын
forever insFired this hit me so hard.. My mother also grew up in an abusive home and she has never recovered.. My mother also has bipolar and array of other mental health issues/health issues. It has taken away what could have become.. She mentally abused me (unintentionally, I believe) and I also developed bipolar because of it.. I was just writing about how unloved I feel and how one day, maybe I could have a child to share my love with. I dream about him/her every single day.. i am even trying to better myself so I can be a decent mother, maybe even a good one? ..I love Halsey and her music because I can relate to her on levels other people may not be able to as much.. Or care too, at least. This comment just made this song that much more special to me. Thank you for sharing. I really hope your mom is doing better now. Also, I apologize for the very long comment.
@malakaif.60614 жыл бұрын
The line "a flower bud in concrete" also seems to convey the same line of thought that she feels uninhabitable for life which is a pretty common line of thinking among women who deal with infertility
@_werenka3 жыл бұрын
SHE'S PREGNANT IM SO HAPPY FOR HER WE HAVE GOT BABY ASH
@cellineduran21333 жыл бұрын
SHE MADE IT SHE IS HAVING A BNABABY
@heidilynnelacoste78244 жыл бұрын
They fact that she released a song about something like this couldn’t be easy for her. I have to applaud her for opening up about something so heartbreaking and emotional
@timatv15464 жыл бұрын
Halsey is illuminati Proof : kzbin.info/www/bejne/fZjIZ3euobief5I
@stephaniesantiago924 жыл бұрын
Tima TV oh will you just stop go do it on another song but not this. Just stop
@juneb3rry4 жыл бұрын
If you’re gonna comment spam like that, do it on a different song, thats so heartless. This is a really emotional song and thats not ok.
@germanncreekfarm624 жыл бұрын
As someone who struggled for 4 years to have a baby, this song hits me in ways I never knew a song could.
@collinscarlett5594 жыл бұрын
God bless u
@anissanolen51213 жыл бұрын
reading this comment while listening to the song made me break down in tears. praying for you beautiful stranger 💜
@andrewphillips67833 жыл бұрын
Aww
@aclown13533 жыл бұрын
She gave birth. She is now a. Momma. I am so happy for you Halsey.
@cassimihokovich35143 жыл бұрын
I cried to this song so many times when I lost my first pregnancy. I just found out this morning that I have another shot at motherhood. Please stay with me little bean! I hope it's your turn to arrive
@JoJo-zd5tm3 жыл бұрын
I have a sister who had troubles with pregnancies. After years she’s finally having a third bean of her own!!! I’ll have hope for you!!!!
@OptometristSarah333 жыл бұрын
Sending you positive vibes! Hope this is your rainbow baby 🤞
@ashhmariie3 жыл бұрын
What happened? Hope it ended good
@cassimihokovich35143 жыл бұрын
@@ashhmariie I'm four months along and he's a healthy little one so far!
@DimondsMVs3 жыл бұрын
@@cassimihokovich3514 I'm happy for you. 🥰🥰
@jadeakisses4 жыл бұрын
Having endometriosis and fearing I may never be able to have children myself, this song speaks to me the most from the album. And the thing is, I really just want kids more and more... everyday. This is the first song I learned, the first one I cried to (apart from Without Me when it was released as a single). I can’t wait to see Halsey in June, it’ll be my first concert. I’d understand if this song may be too emotional to sing, but I’m really looking forward to hearing More live. Her vocals live are *chefs kiss* Plus, her singing this live will just double mine and everyone else’s emotions, I just know it.
@emmamcgravey-gajera90784 жыл бұрын
Jade Taylor I have Endometriosis too and this made my heart so heavy. I thank her for being brave enough to share these beautiful words. It gave me chills and makes me cry when I listen to it. I’m so thankful for this song, and so thankful for Halsey. It’s nice to meet you too, Ashley 🖤✨
@emmamcgravey-gajera90784 жыл бұрын
MewTheWild your girlfriend is lucky to have a man like you.
@marshall57994 жыл бұрын
I saw some others talking about this song online saying she said she won’t be performing this song live. I’m not sure where she said it but yeah. Either way good luck with having children one day I hope you get blessed with them one day 💗
@wowsuchfun4 жыл бұрын
Jade Taylor This is so off topic, but do you watch Jenna and Julien? If you don’t, I’m so sorry for asking 😂
@sian94754 жыл бұрын
@@marshall5799 she said it in the interview with Zane, she said she would probably only be able to once she has someone to sing it to
@philippef25594 жыл бұрын
This song is so beautiful yet so hard to listen I'm praying for Halsey that one day she finally gets what she wants the most, she deserves the world 💗🙏
@PianoTheWorld4 жыл бұрын
I am not a woman and I'll never be able to feel this feeling but her lyrics and vocals just forced me to feel her heart so closely that I literally just broke down. I tear up every time I hear this song
@saraogden12294 жыл бұрын
😢I know right
@the_king_edd4 жыл бұрын
Same bro💔💔💔 I feel so bad for her as a man myself this is heartbreaking 😭😭
@A_RiftedANT3 жыл бұрын
Honestly I get the man doesn't carry the baby but I would be so depressed if my girlfriend miscarried ;-; Edit: because I said it weirdly lol
@A_RiftedANT3 жыл бұрын
@Ariel Olmeda yess I hope her baby is born healthy 💓
@beachlife4_ever9183 жыл бұрын
Who’s here finding out HALSEY IS PREGNANT NOW!!!! This makes the song even more beautiful I’m beyond happy for her 😍😍😍🥺
@hailey75963 жыл бұрын
Ashley, I k ow you'll never read this, but this song literally saved my life. After my miscarriage in my first pregnancy I was very close to ending my own life. I was a black hole of depression and my marriage was suffering because I was in despair from the loss of my baby. When my husband left for work after a heated argument about me laying in bed all day again I was very close to calling it quits with life, love, and loss. I was listening to your channel on Spotify and More came on. I cried, had a panic attack, then cried some more as I played this song on a loop and sang the lyrics through a cracked and broken voice. I flushed the pills, poured myself a glass of wine and continued listening to this song on a loop until I convinced myself that my dream of motherhood wasn't crushed and that I was worth that life I've always wanted. Thank you for sharing your soul. It was a beacon to me that I wasn't alone and that this life I now have as a mom to a wonderful baby girl was still ahead.
@Cr33k-RÄt2 жыл бұрын
I'm praying for your long lost child
@sarashinde86424 жыл бұрын
Imagine growing up and realising your mom wrote this for you. 🥺 the love her baby will have will be unworldly 🥺😭❤️
@fernandafontouralima68924 жыл бұрын
I'm so happy that you're that strong to talk about something so personal in such a vulnerable way I can't listen to this song without tears in my eyes and a feeling of pride in my heart, I'm so proud of being a part of this and of being capable to see you growing as and artist and a human being you changed my live and I'll be always grateful for that ily
@charity-bellacrane37124 жыл бұрын
She’s so strong
@skznprcnk2044 жыл бұрын
the line "i've loved you for all of my life" always breaks me
@wesly20894 жыл бұрын
skznprcnk I’m very confused, explain?
@asalllll2123 Жыл бұрын
My favorite song of Halsey. It took me 4+ years to get pregnant only to have a miscarriage. But now I have my son. My greatest gift. He will be 2 in January. We share our birthday ❤
@lonelyandforgottenisthe Жыл бұрын
The best birthday gift you could have ever received 🥹 Keep going mama! Sending lots of love 💗💞
@osheridan4 ай бұрын
I hope he had a great birthday
@Madi_Slays3 жыл бұрын
A year later after the song was released, Halsey announced that she is expecting her first child, congratulations
@nattie44x4 жыл бұрын
I literally can’t listen to this song with out crying but hey im not mad about it cuz it’s a beautiful song🥺💗💗💖💖i hope for nothing but the best for her ily halsey💗💗💗
@sliderschronicles82844 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/o5zMhnupiMlsqqs
@walterbardier214 жыл бұрын
same🥺
@B7S.ARMY-BORA7AE_4 жыл бұрын
I literally was gonna say the same thing 😭
@Luna_Brillante-yr7os4 жыл бұрын
I love how her voice sounds.
@norscored4 жыл бұрын
I don't understand why people cry to music. I mean yeah this is a really good song, but that's what it is. A song. One that relates with me.. but that's not the point..
@KNG-ik2do4 жыл бұрын
Her voice is beautiful and the words are like the icing on the cake
@cortneybitsoi49774 жыл бұрын
My friend experienced a miscarriage in November and I felt that this is such a touching and loving song to help comfort her at this time. Thank you Halsey! From the bottom of my heart I love you and am so grateful that you create art in a number of various forms to share with the world. It's a selfless act and I know its slim that you'll see this but I hope you know the impact you have on people is immense 💜 Stay strong, ur power is beyond measure!
@michaelaxx81494 жыл бұрын
Cortney Bitsoi I’m sorry your friend has to go thru this 💔 I know all too well the hurt she’s feeling. We lost our only son (so far) to a 2nd trimester MC in October of 2017. What a wonderful friend you are tho, for immediately thinking of your friend and wanting to comfort her with this song 💗
@brittneeblack Жыл бұрын
I want to send to my friend who just experienced a miscarriage after 8 years of infertility, but am scared it will be too triggering. Should I send it?
@willowames73173 жыл бұрын
she had her baby 💞💞💞💞!! ive had this on repeat for her, i hope shes having the happiest, purest time with her new best friend
@sarahhhspeaks19843 жыл бұрын
Congratulations Momma🥺 I'm so proud of you sweetheart, enjoy that little baby♥️🎉💋
@maira85104 жыл бұрын
The fact that this is about her infertility issues and her miscarriage makes me so sad. I love you Ashley. ❤️
@aubreemcclennen924 жыл бұрын
Her THREE miscarriages
@gyu29944 жыл бұрын
@@aubreemcclennen92 really? She had three??
@Rout_fams4 жыл бұрын
@@gyu2994 yes
@breathinariana38254 жыл бұрын
I connect with this song a lot. I had a miscarriage last year when i was 6 months pregnant and it has been the hardest event of my life. Thanks Ash for sharing this to the world❤️
@michaelaxx81494 жыл бұрын
Breathin Ariana So sorry you had to go thru that, I also know the hurt of a late term MC all too well (mine was 2nd trimester, in 2017) How amazing it is that she can make music that touches our souls & that we can relate to. I hope (if you’re still trying) that you get your rainbow soon 🌈
@jessicaguevara74144 жыл бұрын
@@michaelaxx8149 I hope both of you get your rainbows. May our hurt spread love and awareness where it's darkest. You are not alone.
@michaelaxx81494 жыл бұрын
*I’ve loved you for all of my life* Jashawn Winfield 👼🏻 October 4, 2017 💙 Mommy & Daddy love you forever & miss you endlessly, Our Angel. 🌧 ☔️
@michaelaxx81493 жыл бұрын
@DreamHaunter The NightWing - Animation & More Thank you 🖤
@toleenkilani77292 жыл бұрын
i used to painfully cry to this song, now im tearing up but im smiling uncontrollably thinkin about her very beautiful child, this gives me a sense of safety about the future when things dont look so bright (now) life surprises us with things even more than we even could ask for. things will be okay soon, and eventually we just gotta wait for the divine timing
@Autumn-f5y8p8 ай бұрын
This song also shows that especially when we can’t have something we want it even more, but now she is finally pregnant!!! I am so happy for her! 🎉
@joycechen25414 жыл бұрын
k but imagine being her future child and listening to this song knowing how l o v e d you are like wow thats incredible
@daniellemontreal34914 жыл бұрын
💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
@syedrahaman43744 жыл бұрын
I just love that
@Chelmeee3 жыл бұрын
this aged well😭
@tionnablair7213 жыл бұрын
the amazing thing is.. she pregnant💕💕💕‼
@namjoonvsonion3333 жыл бұрын
Now it will happen 🥺🥺soon
@Musiclover-fu5ko4 жыл бұрын
Someone who has lost 11 babies this cuts deep into my soul I hope she’s get to be a mum and proud of the awareness she has bought for people who have gone through the same thing to talk about it xox
@pfannkuchen3654 жыл бұрын
_If you listen closely it sounds like a lullyby..._
@timatv15464 жыл бұрын
Halsey is illuminati Proof : kzbin.info/www/bejne/fZjIZ3euobief5I
@daniellemontreal34914 жыл бұрын
In the end, I hear a heartbeat too💔
@crit-c46374 жыл бұрын
The lyrics are for her miscarried baby, so I think it was meabt to be a lullaby.
@mercianmaiden4 жыл бұрын
Yeah she confirmed this in her interview with Zane Lowe
@bellaborne49034 жыл бұрын
Entertain My Hype the end sounds like a certain test you get while pregnant (i forgot what it’s called)
@eviedasher94783 жыл бұрын
listening this after Ya’aburnee and Darling hits different 🖤
@voidresident_m4r127 Жыл бұрын
To any who has had a miscarriage, I am so sorry for your loss. I have never experienced this and I’m not of age to have a child so thank you comments for educating me and I express my condolences. ❤
@breezeywheezy23454 жыл бұрын
God I really didnt expect to be so early- or so emotional- why does your music always hit so harddddd
@timatv15464 жыл бұрын
Halsey is illuminati Proof : kzbin.info/www/bejne/fZjIZ3euobief5I
@christinatallman89714 жыл бұрын
I'm a woman with Cerebral Palsey who can't have children. The first time I heard this song I cried. It really spoke to me. Thank you Halsey (Ashley).
@rubainaa30084 жыл бұрын
I can't get a hold of myself when she sings the chorus, my heart is just... AAHH. I can't even describe the fact that I feel so much love when I hear this song... she is just so talented, she really knows how to pull on everybody's heartstrings.
@sarahna99063 жыл бұрын
And now, she has her little angel in her arms.
@apolline99103 жыл бұрын
i'm so proud of halsey. you did it. you're a mom. sending you all my love and light
@syarifahjinanrahima70284 жыл бұрын
The fact that it's about her miscarriage :")))) it breaks my heart
@ddvvrrsstt4 жыл бұрын
Feel so bad for her
@georgia19864 жыл бұрын
i don't think so. i just think its about her efforts and failings to conceive and try for a baby. or knowing its going to be difficult so immortalising love in a song for her future baby
@syarifahjinanrahima70284 жыл бұрын
@@georgia1986 well I mean again if we call it in a simple way it's about her miscarriage?
@NightshadeGoddess4 жыл бұрын
*miscarriages, she has had 3 of them... very sad since she wants a child.
@galidonana4 жыл бұрын
Banshee Queen wait what? When did she say she had three?
@jaymieeleigh_4 жыл бұрын
They told me once, nothing grows When a house ain't a home Is it true, honestly When it's all a part of me? A couple years of waiting rooms Finding God, and lose Him too Wanna scream, but what's the use? Lyin' awake, and I stare at the door I just can't take it no more They told me it's useless, there's no hope in store But somehow I just want you more I want you more Somehow, I just want you more I want you more Somehow, I just want you more Wooden floors and little feet A flower bud in concrete Feelin' so incomplete Wonder will we ever meet? And would you know it right away How hard I tried to see your face? A little screen, a photograph, mine to take I sit and I stare at your clothes in the drawer I cry and my knuckles get sore 'Cause I still believe it won't be like before And now, somehow, I just want you more I want you more Somehow, I just want you more I want you more Somehow, I just want you more And when you decide it's your time to arrive I've loved you for all of my life And nothing could stop me from giving a try I've loved you for all of my life Loved you more Somehow, I still love you more Love you more Somehow, I still love you more (Loved you more) (Somehow, I still love you more) (Love you more) (Somehow, I still love you more)
@syedrahaman43744 жыл бұрын
Thanks
@lunacent4 жыл бұрын
This is officially the saddest song of 2020 and we’re not even a month in
@peachycrossing58063 жыл бұрын
She's pregnant now!! No more sadness!!!!
@lunacent3 жыл бұрын
@@peachycrossing5806 yes I found out yesterday😭 I’m so happy
@girlontheedge26363 жыл бұрын
now its 2021 no more sad songs well u also know how 2020 went
@emmerose4443 жыл бұрын
Who's here after her instagram post announcing her pregnancy 😭 IM SO FREAKING HAPPY FOR HER!!!❤️😭 HALSEY DESERVES THE WORLD!
@MimiHwang2483 жыл бұрын
Mee.🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧
@xeilymay30273 жыл бұрын
Already born 😭
@cheriemillan89203 жыл бұрын
Congrats on ur baby Halsey, crying listening to this now. What a happy moment, can't wait to see your rainbow. 💕
@emilyward64554 жыл бұрын
this song is so sweet yet so heartbreaking🥺😭 x
@Rayelaine4 жыл бұрын
As someone who is 9 months pregnant and welcoming my little girl into the world in 17 days, this broke my heart. I've never had to misfortune of experiencing a miscarriage and I pray I never do, but my heart breaks for every woman and couple who has. I can say that the moment I knew, I loved my baby with my whole heart. It doesn't matter how far along. I can't imagine losing that.
@sh-wa-na82554 жыл бұрын
tbh, the loss of my baby is a strugle i still deal with everyday. everyday i need to distract myself. mostly with work and drugs. it's like my body denied me any chance of happiness. there was never any choice for me. my body decided it wouldn't hold a baby and i regret everyday that I didn't know i was pregnant until it was too late. i would of taken better care of myself. seeing a baby and all the people on my feed with babies or annoucing pregnancies just makes me even more upset. this is a good song that is passed around the miscarriage communities i'm in. the fact that someone can take our pain and put it into a beautiful ballad is so helpful. bless ashley
@devshreepatel76054 жыл бұрын
hope your baby is healthy
@marianamarimarimariana39734 жыл бұрын
Rachel Hamilton I hope your baby girl is doing amazing and you too mama!
@bravepaw48324 жыл бұрын
@@sh-wa-na8255 IM SO SORRY FOR YOU AND PLEASE DONT TAKE D R U G S!
@solstice6184 жыл бұрын
@@sh-wa-na8255 hi, I might bot relate to you personally, but just know, it gets better. It’s completely understandable that you’re using external sources to console yourself, but don’t risk your health, it’s not what your child would’ve wanted ☺️ more power to you though, stay strong, and remember, it DOES get better
@loveliestlies4 жыл бұрын
I feel like that this song is to her future child. On the info on Spotify, she says that this is to a person who isn't in the world yet. Plus on her Instagram post with the list of her songs from the album, it shows the song "More" pointed to her stomach.
@stephaniesantiago924 жыл бұрын
Ashvee Memes it’s about her miscarriage and her struggle with fertility.
@melanieketchum37544 жыл бұрын
Stephanie Santiago it’s about both.
@moonycat Жыл бұрын
I don't usually cry to music whatsover, so the fact that this made me genuinely bawl my eyes out says something about how powerful and sad it is
@neogotmyback4893 жыл бұрын
"and when you decide it's your time to arrive, i've loved you for all of my life" halsey i am so SO happy for you, congratulations! can't wait for you to sing this in the future to your kid
@ayelenreyes12804 жыл бұрын
I can't relate to this song, but your voice and the fact I know how hard is this subject for you makes me cry.. I just want you to find happiness and peace, I wish you the best Halsey. your music was a refuge when I had hard times and it still is, I want to give you back all you've done for me... I really really love you and I'm so thankful you exist. Ashley I'll always support you no matter what 💗
@layalaziz43094 жыл бұрын
IF THIS ALBUM DOESN'T WIN EVERY AWARD IM SUING THE UNIVERSE
@itsyuuki4 жыл бұрын
Aren’t we all?
@callie20074 жыл бұрын
Im with you on that
@vxnus_xx3 жыл бұрын
Count me in lol
@jaymieeleigh_4 жыл бұрын
such a beautiful and heartbreaking song. I can’t wait for the day halsey can sing this song to her little miracle. ✨
@sitashmathapa69423 жыл бұрын
So happy that now she is pregnant . God bless her
@elenagarcia40333 жыл бұрын
Who’s here after she announced her pregnancy? I’m so happy for her 😭
@maghenshaw87174 жыл бұрын
Halsey. You touched my soul, my heart, my womb. Never give up hope. I buried 2 babies, had 8 miscarriages before we had our son. Hes 5 now n this song made me look at him in a new, more blessed, light. God/,Love please bless you....when you time comes...you will be blessed with a bundle of joy...aggravation, craziness, happiness, etc. Your child will hear this song n know how cherished he/she is. (I see you with a daughter 🥰💗☯️💗🥰)
@oodlespaos4 жыл бұрын
Maghen Shaw I am so sry I hope your little one has great health and Ashley can have of her own
@ashleyjomorgan4 жыл бұрын
This song is circulating all the online infertility support groups. Sums up exactly how we feel. Thank you for this. 💗💙
@الجعلي-ف4ف4 жыл бұрын
The best singer in 2020😩❤️
@BrokenBrookieCookie2 жыл бұрын
As a woman who miscarried back in May, I thought I was too traumatized and heartbroken to want to try again, but I've found this song and it makes me realize just how badly I still want a little one, and it gives me so much hope. I want to so badly try again after hearing this song on repeat.
@dmxo79212 жыл бұрын
My husband and I have lost two babies in the last two years and are now 5 months pregnant after years of struggling and praying. Never give up. Rainbows remind us that even after the darkest clouds and the fiercest winds there is still beauty and miracles can happen! 🤍
@marialg32563 жыл бұрын
Seeing how heartbroken Halsey was, knowing that she is now expecting is so sweet. Congrats Halsey!
@lazy.slog74 жыл бұрын
You will be the perfect mother, emotions like this must have an answer.
@lalablah84934 жыл бұрын
Her voice is just so......... raw
@oryaa4 жыл бұрын
I love the art she does in her videos 💕
@leoniefacey69343 жыл бұрын
I'm in tears😭. Congratulations Halsey you deserve this ❤
@9virgo993 жыл бұрын
I just realized that the one person who inspired this heartbreaking masterpiece is going to hear it... I've never been happier.
@alexiskelly383 жыл бұрын
This song got me through being told “never” I’d never have kids , I’d never carry , I’d never conceive .. and here right am 90 days from meeting my rainbow and my miracle. This song is so raw and beautiful.
@folkloriangirl3 жыл бұрын
this made me really happy!!! your baby will feel so loved... I wish you the best. lots of love.
@anniedangerface3 жыл бұрын
Hope you and your baby stay healthy and happy, congrats and good luck! 🌈 ❤️
@alexiskelly383 жыл бұрын
@@folkloriangirl thank you so much ❤️
@alexiskelly383 жыл бұрын
@@anniedangerface thanks 💕
@adriancanal76323 жыл бұрын
Omg, this made me cry! I’m so happy for you and congratulations!! Lots of love and good wishes to you!!
@djagofficial3 жыл бұрын
She delivered, congrats Halsey!!!
@earlytumblr2 жыл бұрын
i’m so happy she finally has the baby this song is about, blessings to her and her son :) being a teenager i don’t know this pain on the first hand level but the song is so filled with emotion, it’s beautiful and looking into the lyrics it’s just, goodness it’s brilliant. so well written. every lyric is so touching and it’s just, wow, just amazing
@aisling_54953 жыл бұрын
and now she’s having a baby 😭😭 i’m so happy for ash 🥺
@gabrielledamhuis3 жыл бұрын
I'm here after her pregnancy news and I am so happy that this story can finally have the happy ending it deserves 🌈💕🥺
@michiko69434 жыл бұрын
*"Wanna scream, but.. what's the use?"* Isn't she brilliant?
@ts73084 жыл бұрын
This is my favourite song by her. Even though I’m 13 and don’t even want to have kids, I have to admit that this song pulls at my heart strings
@corneliaxx4 жыл бұрын
this song hits different when you know who she wrote it to. even tho i'm very very young i want to be a mom too and i can't wait for the moment i can hold them in my arms. she went through so much shit already :(( i wish her all the best. damn i feel so much more connected to her, i love her so much :((💕
@IOSAShorts6 ай бұрын
Halsey, This is fantastic! I subscribed right away!
@sarae.32373 жыл бұрын
no because when she sang that "I've loved you for all of my life", I burst out crying like whyyyy is that line so heartbreaking but comforting.
@sugacademia3 жыл бұрын
i felt like crying after her pregnancy news from yesterday . This song is really special
@exaggeratedswagger74853 жыл бұрын
she has the baby she wanted now🥺 congrats Ashley
@liveandletlive93334 жыл бұрын
I absolutely believe Ashley will have her lil one as she says..."when its your time to arrive." He or she may not arrive as easily as other children are able to but in the end that is how it was supposed to be. I truly believe it will be a reality for her.
@hayzlord12084 жыл бұрын
Oh my gosh, I feel for you. When you listen to the lyrics closely you realize what a struggle going through this can be for someone. This made me cry so hard.
@denied76163 жыл бұрын
i'm so happy ashley finally has her baby 💕she'll be the best mom, she's so full of love!
@juliejulie20873 жыл бұрын
ikr i just found out im so happy for her
@munren3 жыл бұрын
"when you decide its your time to arrive ive loved you for all of my life" hits so hard 😭😭😭😭😭
@JRSFitQuotes3 жыл бұрын
Knowing that she has a kid on the way now is truly a beautiful blessing
@jenifernasrin8523 жыл бұрын
She is here guys Ender Ridley Aydin 🥺 Have a great life Ender you have all of our blessings.....
@niranl03163 жыл бұрын
Listening to this now makes me cry happy tears
@user-xf7si2mp4f3 жыл бұрын
And now it’s happening!! I hope she/he comes to this world with you and /she/he's fine🖤