Heartstopper - 1x02 "Crush" - REACTION!

[@babeebel]

the opening scene was Nick remembering Charlie getting bullied the year prior and not doing anything about it because he didn't really know Charlie at the time, they talk about that more in the graphic novel but he feels guilty over not helping him

[@HarryAllen9]

I thought that that was what it was, the animation had me confused so thank you for clarifying!!

[@pratfallpratt8998]

I think it's actually a combo of him remembering stuff he heard about Charlie and some imagination in picturing what that must have looked like, along with a bit of trying to put himself in Charlie's shoes and how the trauma of that bullying would have led him to settle for someone as manipulative as Ben.

[@averi1311]

@@pratfallpratt8998 yeah that’s what I though as well

[@rainbowdemon6162]

@@HarryAllen9 And the place that he's remembering from the photo is where the dressing room of the rugby team is

[@michaelblower7363]

@@pratfallpratt8998 That's a fair theory I think. It certainly shows how empathetic Nick is.

[@sarahscott409]

With Tao, I just think it's so important to remember he's 15 years old, and all these characters are between 14-16. As an adult it's easy to be like "Oh yeah well THIS is what you should do"; but Tao's only 15, and at 15, everything IS overdramatic and you ARE defensive of your friends in a very overdramatic way. Tao has a heart of gold basically, and everything he does is rooted in his love for his friends (like concern for Charlie hanging out with the sort of people who bullied him); it can be overbearing at times, but it comes from a good place.

[@AnnekeOosterink]

Yeah, he means well, and he wants to protect his friends, but he goes about it in the wrong way, like any teenager really.

[@G1NZOU]

That's one reason I really like Elle, she's a calming influence on him and someone he can confide in and she listens to him but also encourages him not to overdo it.

[@jfmusic1671]

The show doesn't really go into detail regarding thos but I think I the comics, it's mentioned that the struggles that charlie went through especially with people like nick/the people nick hangs around, resulted in charlie self harming. Something like that as a 15 year old watching your friends going through all of that... you're going to be VERY concerned when it looks like he's going to fall down again

[@danieloneal7137]

Yeah, it’s been a while since I was 15, but I think it’s a pretty realistic depiction. Tao is a guy who doesn’t have many friends and is very protective of the ones he does have. His biggest fears are 1) potentially losing them and 2) seeing them get hurt and not being able to stop it.

[@parkkbyunnie8420]

17:21 Nick's "what? what's up" gets me EVERYTIME and I'm soooo glad your heart melted as well thank you 😭😭 like it's super nice to see that I'm not the only one haha

[@SuperJezzara]

Yes!! Especially because it shows that he already knows Charlie well enough to know he has something on his mind ❤️

[@user57589hkchJgndttydX]

I think it's easy to write Tao off as an overbearing friend, but I think he's just really afraid of Charlie getting hurt, especially considering everything that Charlie went through the past year - getting outed, being bullied by boys on the rugby team. Because of this Tao is probably just deeply mistrusting of Nick (since it's implied that although Nick never took part in the bullying, he never stood up for Charlie either). So Tao's fear of Charlie getting hurt doesn't just stem from the fact that he thinks Nick is straight and will never like Charlie back, but also because of Nick's position in the school hierarchy. As he says in episode 1, Nick and his friends are loud, popular jocks, while Charlie's friend group are "borderline outcasts".

[@tophergerkey]

Tao's overprotectiveness is also potentially driven by something that was made explicit in the comics but so far has only been hinted at a few times in the show (it actually bugged me a tiny bit that the show didn't go into it to make Tao's motivations stronger, but maybe they're saving it for a season 2 reveal).

[@lydiawulanastri6454]

@@tophergerkey can you tell me what is it? I haven't read the novels but I was not that bothered by Tao in the show so I was surprised finding out a lot of people actually do lol cause I agree too with OP's comments, maybe not a lot of people saw it purely from just seeing his behavior. I don't think I'd be able to buy the books anytime soon but I'm curious, would you mind telling me how is it there?

[@tophergerkey]

@@lydiawulanastri6454 let’s just say the show has not yet gone into detail about exactly how Charlie got outed.

[@jmarais]

@@lydiawulanastri6454 SPOILERS!! Tao is the one who accidentally outed Charlie.

[@lydiawulanastri6454]

@@tophergerkey oh ok now i'm scared :" since only-viewers like me still haven't known yet, i believe it'll be a big possibility they'll do that reveal in s2. thank you for responding!

[@R0L0s]

I swear gays just attract eachother. Like all my mates are gay, before I even knew it, and we have the lovely token straight friend too

[@Rrrrrrrcccc]

“My icy heart is melting” haha. Right there with you. Love this show 😊

[@gimmesumghosty5404]

18:12 no its actually insane because same. i had this friend group 6 years back and everyone was “straight”. and then a few years in 3/5 of us came out one year after the other 😂

[@angelpalita8094]

same!! we where a group of 4 girls and 3 out of the 4 of us are lgbt+ and we didn't told each other after 3 years of being friends, we where hanging out at my house and I told them (kinda scared) that I liked girls and then all of them went SAME it was really funny

[@HarryAllen9]

Its crazy how many of us had such similar experiences, like how the fuck did everyone know without knowing???

[@alex._420]

When I came out as bi to my best friend (well I'm pan but I thought I was bi back then) they said "really? Honnestly, me too I think" lol well, they're aromantic but they had to figure it out 😅

[@ht1af_moon]

omg same i literally have this best friend (who i think is "straight") who has sadie sink as her pfp in discord and i asked her if shes a fan of sadie sink and she told me she has a crush on sadie sink and i was so shocked cause after thinking shes straight for like 3 years it turns out shes barely straight 😭💀 (the same thing happened to my friends and some of my classmates, i thought they were straight not until they came out)

[@Gaydunaway]

I think you're the only reactor I've seen that has tried to take the perspective of the audience out of the equation, and I love that! I mean yes, we're rooting for them, and we have access to more information than Charlie and his friends do and we want to move it along, lol. But if we think of it objectively, all they know is that Nick is friendly and considerate, and his friends may not even trust that it's genuine given how similar Nick and his crowd are to those who bullied Charlie. Alternatively, I've been lucky enough as a gay guy to have straight guy friends who have been "white knights" in difficult situations (whether it's an ear when I had boy trouble, or calling out homophobia), and have been platonically affectionate with me as friends (loads of hugs, loads of words of affirmation). Given MY experiences, I might not immediately think Nick isn't straight if I were just viewing Charlie's perspective, at least not simply based on his behaviour towards Charlie. So I can understand his friends trying to spare him that pain, though I agree with you, sometimes we gotta make those mistakes and feel that pain in order to learn, lol.

[@johnking5174]

When you watch this episode, go to the scene where Charlie is at Nick's front door, and Nick's notices that Charlie has had a haircut. There is a beautiful little hint of Nick's slowly growing attraction to Charlie where when Charlie asked if it looked bad and Nick started off by saying "no, no you look" before changing it to "it looks great". Such a tiny moment, but it says so much.

[@dannielliebear5269]

This show has helped me so much. I’ve struggled coming to terms with my sexuality for years and I’ve doubted myself for many reasons. Seeing Nick go through that turmoil hit so close to home and it’s helped me see how I’ve been in this cycle of suppressing and avoiding out of fear and finally confirm for myself that I’m definitely not straight. I’m still not comfortable with labels but that’s okay. This show is absolutely phenomenal.

[@HarryAllen9]

Hell yeah!!! I'm happy you were able to use this show to help you know yourself better, and don't stress about labels or anything, just be who you are in the moment and above all else show yourself some love ❤️

[@Lisa-ze7yk]

I watched it in one go and it was one of the best 4 hours of my life. no regrets.

[@alicjajanicka8605]

Me too ❤️

[@ke_nickie]

lol i was so invested i paused the show for like 15 minutes to read the message thread between nick and charlie and write it down. NICK I messaged you first!! I like talking to you Also I’m so booooored I have this geography project to do CHARLIE ew why did you pick geography gcse NICK Because I’m an idiot What did you pick?? CHARLIE music, latin, spanish, classics NICK You picked four??? Omg you are smart Also you can’t criticise me for having geography when you do LATIN CHARLIE okay okay true you can figure how to solve global warming while i learn a dead language NICK Seriously why Latin CHARLIE because it’s cool NICK Wow I am judging you so hard right now CHARLIE ffs i promise i’m cool actually NICK Nope you have been exposed as a NERD CHARLIE rude!!!!!!! NICK A cool nerd? CHARLIE that’s better NICK lmao

[@HarryAllen9]

Thank you so much for this, even when pausing I was struggling so this was a godsend 🙏

[@marshaevelyn88]

Oohhh thank you! I never can see their actual convo~😂

[@willowmarwood4955]

omg thank you for this

[@jett1812]

Omg thank you

[@henryjanzelmipalar2320]

Thank you very much😄

[@nannimls586]

"you look so cuddly like that" & the way he said it must be the sweetest thing in recorded history don't mind me over here mopping up the tons of tears I've cried over the pure cuteness of this beautiful show seriously I've watched this 4 times already and I still get giggly about literally every scene ...damn, I think I lost my edge

[@HarryAllen9]

Due to my schedule reactions will be posted weekly every Sunday or Monday depending on if it gets copyrighted (we have been good so far thank god), expect episode 3 to be out this Sunday!

[@tomabenas964]

You asked if there was a gay person out there that didn't type "Am I gay" into google. Yes, there is. He is me. I never took a test, I didn't even really question my sexuality in the typical sense... I kinda just discovered it instead. I didn't grow up feeling that liking boys was odd or bad or anything else, I just grew up liking boys. So yeah, I've never typed that- well, at least not to discover anything. Might have taken the test once just for the shits of it. Can't remember.

[@dotaconpatate1767]

I Need this shit in my life now 😭

[@dramoneikiel]

I love Charlie’s sister she’s so bluntly honest 😂and such an observer 😭😂

[@brooke3881]

i recently came across your channel when searching up “heartstopper reactions” (bcuz im obsessed with the show) you word everything perfectly, i have never seen a react channel put so much work into their videos, you explain and understand everything perfectly. keep up the good work!! cant wait to watch more of ur videos :))

[@HarryAllen9]

Awww I genuinely appreciate that so much!! Loving this show, haven't felt this connected to one in a WHILE

[@luiza.s.f]

I love your insights, pause as much as you want! And yeah in high school I was part of a group of six friends and it turned out only one of us is straight, our token straight friend

[@mythics102]

Hey! Just wanted to comment as someone who has watched this show a million times lol, I think the first scene of this episode is so well done but misunderstood. It’s definitely a flashback, if you notice in the scene it says, “did you hear about that year 9 that’s gay?” and we know that Charlie is in year 10 now. I think you were right about Nick seeing it happening but not standing up for him. I think it’s a combination of guilt for just standing by as well as Nick being super nervous about possibly being gay himself, since this is the episode where we see him start to really question things 🙂 It always gets me because the way Charlie looks so helpless and vulnerable right at the camera, like he’s looking at Nick, and Nick is thinking how could I have just watched that happen and not done anything 😭

[@tombendall4070]

I'm so excited to see this show demolish your "icy heart" like a 50 tonne bulldozer 🤣

[@BabyxBoomer12]

I need a season two ASAP!! Please Netflix don’t let me down again 🤞🏻

[@ElfieBrown-i6s]

I absolutely love your reaction! Thank you for celebrating the beauty of it being British. I also love how you don't hold back your non-stop comments and questions throughout. Feels like you're speaking my thoughts!

[@Leo-Galaxy]

I never looked up "am I gay?" because I already knew the answer, lol! 🌈

[@laru0093]

HAHAHAHA

[@lorettabes4553]

Nice :D

[@JArm1996]

No spoilers, but your heart will definitely be completely THAWED by the last episode ;)

[@kelcouch]

If episode 2 melted your heart, hold on tight because the rest of the episodes will make your heart explode 🥰🥰

[@johnking5174]

18:51 - The way Nick can't take his eyes off Charlie here is so warm and lovely. I have had moments like that, were I could not simply take my eyes off the guy I was with. No words needed here. It is all in the expression from Joe Locke and Kit Connor.

[@wolfpupinla]

I haven't seen anyone comment on this, but when Nick is googling and the song "Why am I Like This" is playing, I found myself with tears streaming down my face. It viscerally transported me back to my early coming out like it just happened even though its been more than 30 years. This show is incredible at exposing unhealed wounds to be processed.

[@michaeloutlaw5473]

Growing up in the 80's I did not have an internet to ask, "Am I gay?". Nor did any of my peers. We are all lucky to have the resources we have now. Isn't perfect but it's definitely different and much better. These stories are so very important for so many reasons to so many people. Queers and non-queers alike. Young and old. It is one of those culturally resonant stories that authentically shares an old plot with new protagonists and in the process refreshes it for everyone. Oh the innocence!!! My heart is so very touched and unfortunately that is a rather rare feat.

[@gumbopie]

Michael Outlaw: Re Googling “Am I gay?” as a teenager, I’m with you except that for me it was more like 1970. Like teens today I desperately needed information to help figure myself out, but there was nothing available. And I do mean nothing. I had to muddle along by myself as best I could. But I am so glad the young today DO have these resources. They also have enough experience online to be critical, to check things out before accepting them as true. And now they have this wonderful show - which I am OBSESSED by - as will each generation to come. Steve Teeter

[@wolfpupinla]

I came out late (20s) and the internet was called the public library. On the plus side, I learned in depth, sometimes esoteric subjects like Native American berdache, Jungian perspectives and archetypes around homosexuality, history of Stonewall,etc. Made for a much slower coming out and longer in the closet, but in some ways gave me a deeper understanding than the 1 min scans of Google I would have done if I came out in the oughts.

[@Tomanot9Juanma]

Congrats on your reaction! You don´t talk too much because you are giving very clever insight on all the subtleties this show is packed with. I´m not British and certainly not young but this show also melts my icy heart in more ways than one. Cheers.

[@shannonmitchell167]

Young Royals (Wilhelm and Simon) gave me the exact feeling you talked about.

[@johnpexton3614]

The actor kit does so much acting with his facial expressions and body language.

[@simona1789]

Also, I LOVE the long videos! Most of the reaction videos I see is like 15 mins long which is quite honestly boring a little bit

[@HarryAllen9]

I tend to talk a LOT when watching heh, I have learned to pause and let people know when to skip to tho as I know its not everyones cup of tea

[@simona1789]

@@HarryAllen9 I understand that! But personally I don't mind it one bit. I'm also one of those people that comments alot haha but hey, that's basically what a reaction/ commentary video is

[@HarryAllen9]

@@simona1789 Exactly, my favourite comments are the ones that say "You talk too much" cause hun, thats what this video is 😭

[@ambssampz5757]

Sick at home - so my plan for today is to binge through all your Heartstopper reactions. I've been obsessed with the show for (only) a month now & your reactions are really wholesome - especially enjoy a British person reacting to the show :) Thaaanks!

[@ryanwalter9109]

I can't wait for you to see the rest of the series. Your icy heart will not only have defrosted but will be warmed. I'm glad to see a series that's not American. I'm Australian but I find the British shows far more relateable and the acting is just perfect. Having reactions from an adorable man with the cutest accent just makes my day. When I

[@shaunkeasey3674]

It's so great that young people have this positive show to inspire. As a teenager in the 80's I was at the very beginning of the representation journey. You are right about it being set in The UK. Makes it so much more meaningful to us Brits.

[@johnking5174]

17:28 - The most reassuring, warm and comforting smile/laugh you could ever get comes from Nick here. So reassuring and warm.

[@papabear9094]

Thank you! I was squeezing my Husbands hand and squealing during the hand holding part too. There are so many romantic moments like that in this show that I love. We are both men in their mid-50’s who wish we had a show like this when We were kids. I wouldn’t have felt so isolated. Became a new subscriber after watching your first two Hesrtstopper videos. Looking forward to exploring you channel. ☮️

[@HarryAllen9]

Not me getting jelous when I read the word "Husband" 😒 jokes aside it makes my heart happy knowing this show is hitting the hearts of so many people of all different ages 🥲 appreciate the support!!

[@johnking5174]

What a great comment from Harry at 7:25 - 100% correct about putting distance

[@KirkLinnDeGrassi]

Me Binging a show multiple times and watching Multiple reactors and reading the graphic novels repeatedly... This show is whats keeping me going as my husband is dealing with cancer.

[@leah9159]

The author of the comics has said that they live in a fictional town in Kent

[@waywardbarnes]

I cannot wait to see you react to the rest of the season! You’re going to love it, promise.

[@willowmarwood4955]

Omg when you said "I don't think there is one gay person out there that has not typed that question" FELTTTTT because like that's SO true !!

[@briangressett902]

OMG!!! I was dead inside til I watched this show.

[@dontdiesweetheart7926]

In the comics nicks he regrets not helping Charlie at the time when he was being bullied last term only because he didn't know him at the time

[@SuperJezzara]

No one ever mentions it, but when Nick answers the door and comments on Charlie's haircut, he starts to say "YOU look good" but catches himself and says "IT looks good." He doesn't want to reveal too much. That's such a nervous crush thing to say 😍

[@zeinhikal8737]

I dont think i ever did the am i gay test,i was just chilling at 13 and went,oh shit im in love with this dude

[@michelealeeb]

18:12 literally we were 10 people in my school friend group, some with who I had been friends with since we were 4 y/o. When we were graduating we all went to the beach and one night we just started coming out to eachother. Turns out ONLY TWO were straight (and funny enough it was the two girls the whole school thought were dating in secret lol). I really don't know why it never came as a topic before, but we were such a queer group without knowing (it's been four years, we're still very tight)

[@jimluippold2785]

Jim Luippold 1 second ago May 20` -----Netflix just announced that Heartstopper was just renewed for Seasons 2 and 3!!!! Yahoo!!!!!!!

[@Victorcruz-xw8xj]

I didn’t type out the question but I did ask myself it😂

[@yourcryinghost3156]

Rewatching these reaction series and absolutely loving your analysis and commentary! Thank you so much🥰

[@kayisfish]

I love love love love love this show. It's so sweet and pure and I love these boys so much! (this from a 30+ married mom...I want to shield them from the world lol!)

[@matt-patrickpsychology7957]

i bought the graphic novel today after binging the whole series. I have only ever loved a film or series like this since Love simon. Loved the reaction as well!

[@mayo_sandwich3060]

YESSS!! I’ve been so excited for you to post this

[@johnking5174]

In terms of dating how long a period of time this first season of Heartstopper takes place, just go back to episode one and you will see on Charlie's phone in his first ever scene that the day is Monday January 4th and they are returning from their Christmas holidays. Apparently the whole of season one takes place between January and June, so six months apparently.

[@francie8932]

Well, no wonder that your heart can’t take this cuteness overload sometimes. It’s a heartstopper after all 🐶🍂🌈💕 love the show so much, it’s painful to wait for your reaction on this so long, they’re so good! Looking forward to ep3

[@nadiasayedkhaiyum3574]

The way you reacted waste literally me when I watched the show😭❤ this show is just what everyone needed, it's absolutely beautiful❤❤❤

[@bearick6]

Your comment at 23 mins of “he’s never actually questioned” makes all the sense. Went through a situation similar to this show between a guy and I and when we did have the courage to tell each other how we felt, he said, “you’re the only guy who has made me feel like this.” His mom was a B and she said she’d disown him. :/ He repressed and I could only move on. Love that this show represents something similar to someone who truly questioning and discovering feelings that they’d never thought of.

[@sophiaamundsen9142]

I love all your comments in between! ❤️

[@theanyktos]

😂I've definitely done the "supress and suffer" thing

[@hannamadhatter]

love that you mentioned skam! i get the same with being so attached to this show in a way that i haven’t been in a while

[@marieroi2388]

I would literally do anything to watch the second season next year with this guy because my thoughts were ALWAYS the same in every moment and I know it would be so much fun watching it together. ☺️

[@zzombi3bite]

Funny enough i haven't searched "Am i gay", bc my parents had full control of my search history and i was aware that they would be able to see it and i was scared they would be mad. But thankfully they are supportive. ❤️

[@abbipatrick02]

The part where you talked about lgbtq+ people being drawn to each other and you explaining your friend group made me think. My best friend of 13+ years is Bi and I’m pan. We met in kindergarten and both came out to each other the same day. Made me laugh when you mentioned that part 😂😂

[@RedBanana_]

Honestly, the fact that my current friendship group (sorta?) is literally just: a queer guy, a sapphic person (me) and the (probably) straight ally. (Genuinely though it was like: ‘“Everyone thought I was in love with her but I wasn’t because, well, I’m gay.” “That is so funny, because I actually *did* like her because I’m gay.”’)

[@natsumehide3978]

Woah, someone who didnt judge Tao and try to understand his side of perspective? I love your reactions

[@captaincl1]

Best show ever! The hugs are everything!

[@zakikin6006]

nick looking at pictures of Charlie was so cute

[@dani-eh4dy]

i’ve been waiting for this!!!!😭🍂

[@hyungwonniebebe6576]

oh my gosh that thing about unknowling befriending / surrounding yourself with other queer people in highschool and THEN later in life realizing that you were all queer the whole time is so fuckin funny lmaoo I've pretty much done the same thing jkdjjfkf

[@Solon_H]

It was explained in the novel Tao is the one that accidentally outed Charlie. He was talking about it and someone overheard that started the rumors

[@Tomy_Yon]

Appreciate your advice and insightful comments. They are amazing! 👍

[@moshpitboyfriend]

when you mentioned the 3/6 ppl in ur friend group wete gay that just reminds me that basically everyone in my friend group is lgbtq and it’s so funny 😭 (SPOILERS) also this shows rly been amazing for me. seeing elle in the show being played by a trans actress is amazing since i’m a trans guy and i’ve never seen any representation like that before. it’s also struck a chord with me since i basically have the personality of charlie but nick and i are technically going through the same thing. nick is mostly scared of coming out due to what his “friends” would think of him and he’s just not ready and is afraid to show affection to charlie when he’s in public with him. it’s perfectly understandable but it’s also shown me that i shouldn’t be scared to come out as trans even if i don’t rly look like a guy yet. i hope other people who watch this show enjoy it since it’s so good and wholesome. i applaud netflix for putting something like this on their streaming service so that younger lgbtq kids can watch it and get the representation they deserve.

[@angelas1616]

I am obsessed with this show and also your reactions!

[@ijayespinoza]

I had a steady male group of friends from 4/5th grade onward. Around 8th grade I started hanging out with them less as I began coming out to myself and feared homophobia from that group. Years later only 1/5 of us is straight. I’m still pretty close with one of them as I helped him through his own coming out process. Wild that it happened to you too!

[@jamesjackson8292]

This show is the most cozy thing ever

[@kayisfish]

You'll understand the Nick and Tara thing next episode, don't worry :) I agree with you about binging....I love it...but now it's over and I have to wait lol

[@PandAlex]

23:31 me😅 I just happened to read whole lgbtq+ Wikipedia page few years before I started questioning myself. Though I’m pan and had a long way to this label. So at 25 I can say that maybe I am still a little bit confused and figuring out myself

[@jonathangill6584]

Watching reactions to this series is so fascinating. I’ve seen a few reactors who were like “no gay person has ever googled ‘am i gay’ because we just know from birth” and I’m like honey please speak for yourself. Everyone’s experiences are so vastly different from each other and I just love watching this innocent lovely story. It should be called “Heartwarmer” instead.

[@reaper13artzz]

"If you're out there let me know, 'cause you're a rare *Quacking* breed" Me: "Welp, here I am."

[@hannahchessman]

that's such a great point about how representation goes far beyond just being gay, how it includes where you're from, how you were raised, etc. - and how there's so much room for more LGBT stories to encompass more of those experiences.

[@accessdenied3350]

What I love about British shows is that they get the ages right or at least get it very close, cos in America the actors are like 25 or 30 yr olds but playing 16 yr olds

[@steveankeny840]

Spot on. The show is addicting to myself. I binged it lol. I love the whole series (and I read the webtoons). But there is something I AB-SO-LUTE-LY love the second episode and that first 'date' at Nick's house. Very flirtatious, wholesome, and adorable. I can't wait to watch more of your reactions 🙂

[@aster_11]

It really helps to read the comic, because it gives you a better understanding of the series :)

[@milkonmend]

I‘ve been waiting for you next reaction vid to Heartstopper, I enjoy them so much!!

[@mondoquillmondo6705]

Loved the clarity in your commentary. I gained insights I would otherwise not have realized. Thanks.

[@sakj-k1918]

I love that you and the teacher that helps Charlie give the same advice lol

[@christianslater2736]

Love your reactions, you seem very sweet too.. I also had the same experience in highschool..all the friends I had all eventually came out by senior year, even thou we didnt know at the time.. I never looked it up,cause internet didnt exsist lol..but I would of;) You guys dont know how lucky you are to have shows like this to have someone even if they are actors to relate too and speaks to you.

[@brettodd7163]

I can honestly tell you that I am one of the few that didn’t have to google weather I was gay or not. I knew at a very early age. I also made sure not to lead any girls on as too confuse them or me. Coming out at age 20 was the hardest & best things I’ve ever done. Love your reactions & this show! 😍

[@alejandrocornelio6062]

when i said about a british show, i remember feeling the same when i first saw movie The way he looks, so amazing.

[@MelissaB724]

i love watching you theorise when i know exactly what happens :)

[@coversbymikaila]

Ikr!

[@cintgold]

Came in for Heartstopper and stayed because you give such great advice. You are amazing ❤

[@gammac534]

I wish I had this show when I was growing up. My experience with my first boyfriend was toxic af. We were bestfriends but we started to like each other more. We were both bi and confused and both had gfs as we fell into our relationship. It didn't last long. He's married now lol

[@mendoh4420]

i binged it and it is such an AWESOME show!!!

[@mendoh4420]

MAN you are gunna love the WHOLE thing!!!!!!!!!

[@user-spagetti]

Absolutely LOVE your reaction than compared to some of the other ones I've watched. Very good commentary and the advice bits were so nice and we'll worded!!💜

[@francoismoisecosta790]

First, let me say how much of a smile it puts on my face to see your genuine reaction to that wonderfull series. Great content. As for the "Am I gay ?'' thing, I guess I am wierd cause I didn't even think that was an actual thing people were doing. I guess I was a wierd gay teenager back then....I just knew...haha

[@HarryAllen9]

Deffo not weird for not doing it, I can only speak for myself but supressing the idea of being gay SO heavily literally had me confused when I tried to figure it out later on. I think its just another form of denial where you do actually *know* you're not straight but are refusing to admit it to yourself.

[@rhi3882]

I was in a friend group of 7 and three of us including me were bi, pan and lesbian

[@jackthemlits]

the show is called Heartstopper for a reason Harry haha also it's me!!! I have never taken an "am I gay" quiz because I knew I was queer since I was 7. I just knew and never give any second thoughts about it

[@Aeolusdallas]

The opening scene is Nick looking at the Instagram picture from the year earlier when he (Charlie) was being bullied in the locker room

[@florgi121]

Aaah finally someone who picks up Tara and Darcy's relationship as early as I did 🤭🤭 And regarding the group of friends turning out to have a lot of people from the LGBTQ community thingy: SAME HERE. And it happened with my groups from both high schools I attended 😂😂 So yeah, there's something bringing us together even before we figure out what's going on with us apparently haha Looooove your reactions!

[@tova1412]

I totally get what you mean about how this show being British feels like such a big thing!! I'm Swedish myself, and part of the reason I loved Skam OG so much back when it aired (and still do today) is because it's Scandinavian. It's not this flashy American HS experience or the usual English "I love you" being spoken, it's actually (at least very similar to) /my/ culture and language and architecture and clothing and everything. Young Royals was similar as well but not to the same extent, since even though it actually is Swedish it deals with a very special setting and situation that I couldn't really relate to (still love it though)

[@Spiralobsession]

RE: You feeling weird about seeing familiar houses etc on TV because you're used to American shows... I had that same thing with Young Royals. I'm Finnish but it was so weird seeing food brands etc that we have at home and the Lucia day celebration etc on Netflix. It's funny to realize that American things seem so normal on TV until you see stuff you recognize from your actual life.