I almost gave up on everything I love.

I took a break from making videos and music to regather myself. During my time away from the studio I almost gave up on everything I love including my life itself. So this is an honest video just speaking about my experience as a creative individual and musician who struggles with the ups and downs of being a musician in the journey to becoming successful.
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- Lxgend (aka IAMLXGEND)

[@nailani3617]

I needed to hear this because I'm going through this exact same thing I swear it's like you read my mind and you're not in this alone believe me..I went from deactivating my social medias.. taking alone time..not knowing if it was ok to be alone part of me wanted it but didn't want it at the same time it was so confusing..not wanting to do music anymore something that I enjoy my mind was just all over the place..not being able to balance my life rather it was things that needed to be done or that I actually enjoyed doing but notice that when you're down some how you eventually almost always come back around and get you back again..I suffer with depression as well but with the world we live in today you have to push yourself and live life again.. you're strong especially for sharing your feelings to the world..I will keep you in my prayers much love and support from over here ✌🏽🙏🏽💗💗💗💗

[@VX3XINV]

... and toxic positivity makes people feel like they're always doing something wrong when they're not. So yes, it is very important for these stories to be out there because it's REALITY. I went through this exact feeling of not wanting to do it anymore and took a year off from creating until it felt right to start again and for the right reasons. Taking breaks is very necessary for completing the cycle and then it's possible to come back to what you really want to do with a clear, sharp mind and intention.

[@wilmoremusic]

You're not alone for sure. I experience the same feelings every week. Thanks for sharing yours

[@iam_geyed]

New sub here… I really appreciated this ❤ I pray you’re staying encouraged 🙏🏾 keep going bro 💯

[@round11teen_squirrel]

Missed you man! So glad you’re back and this is too relatable. You have such a strong support on this channel. You’ve always been nothing but awesome with those of us who have been around. I had a hard time w that inner feeling of being away from music as I was in a debate w my professional career and it’s slowed me down drastically. I stopped for a decade! I could literally feel it eating me inside to the point I had to give it a hard nother go! So glad when I see your honesty and openness. Thank you for being you and I’ll always have your back brother 💪

[@BAMac964]

Yo I'm late to the party, but this hit me at my core. Been wrestling with these same issues on whether I should give it up with algorithm changes with streaming and a whole host of other stumbling blocks with being a musician. Thank you for being transparent and authentic in what you do because you are truly inspiring to those starting out, but also to those of us who've been grinding at it for years. Balance and perspective 🩵🩵🩵

[@reesebertrand2767]

You serve a great purpose brother You are so talented hang in there I felt this at many times in my life

[@user-wd2bb3gc7n]

Feel you brother. Been through the same. A real dark place. Pure respect to you

[@IAMLXGEND]

Absolutely, we're moving out of it though and have found a path back to genuine love for the creation. I've been on a roll lately. Comes with the territory of my condition.

[@jonalky8214]

Youll figure it out. Sometimes taking some time of is a good thing. If youre forced to pursue your passion for money then it turns into a burden. You make good shit bro. Its gonna work out bro❤

[@jonalky8214]

I like how pretty much all of these comments are positive. That should show you that there are still people who like what you do. If we enjoy it then you can too💪

[@yoshiondabeat]

First off I’m honored to be the 💯 person to like this video…. Also great story, I hope you can find peace….. stay strong my brother🫱🏿‍🫲🏾

[@kyky4735]

great video. keep being the lxgend that you are and we'll keep supporting you

[@StuartGrand]

I appreciate the honesty! I was feeling a similar way this past year

[@SirDonavin]

that’s real.. I reached that point creatively it’s really easy to slip into

[@ceb-onit-music]

Keep going bro. Your channel is needed.

[@RemixRevenge]

Just knowing I ain't going through things alone praying for you brother

[@LVEMRE]

Good to see you somewhat back man. Stay strong my brother, you got my number when you just need to chat and interact with someone brother. We can run some apex! Continue to do what you're doing.

[@TheGWithin]

Much respect to you for trying to figure things out instead of burying those feelings and blindly grinding along. You’ve got all the talent you need and then some! You’ll get there! 👍

[@UNREASONABLEDOUBT]

on the wrong day, depression often gives me this feeling that giving up is the best outcome their is-- shit I still get mad when I wake up in the morning, and realize I'm still breathing 😂, but when your doing what you like, you realize if you had giving up, you wouldn't have gotten that high you get when your creating something that is new, or those small moments that becomes nostalic in the future. I'll admit if i had 170 something thousand subscribers and not getting at least 50 thousand views would make me stop everything, so your stronger than I am my guy, but in the end, life is not about winning and loosing, it's about the journey of life. so live it like you can, not how you think you can.

[@ericmugisa1052]

You can make it keep going and don't stop

[@Spasciz]

Thank you for being so transparent!!! I have felt this way lately and I am with you bro!!! I feel like, I am on the journey with you!!! We both will keep going and pushing everyday!!! God bless!!

[@arandompotat0]

Thank you for the video!

[@jairedrob]

I needed to hear this. Thank you so much for sharing as much as you do. People need to hear this side of being a creative. Your videos are necessary.

[@dwanmack4099]

I love your realness, bro. 🙏🏾

[@badbady]

Thank you for your transparency! Many of us only wish to be so brave to share such a thing. So i salute you for your boldness. You are a encouraging example to us all! Glad you got your passion back...yes sometimes we can grow to hate what we love when there is no balance/ boundaries! Looking forward to seeing what your next looks like!

[@thatwholemess7805]

Let me start by saying thank you for sharing this story. From the time I first started watching you following you till now I could actually see the growth in you. Your heart is huge Homie don’t quit plus, I can’t wait for the song called “CRYING ALONE”. THAT WHOLE MESS 🙏 KEEP PUSHING

[@ZFMusicTheEmperor]

I've been in the same position for a while and took an extended hiatus. I have a lot of respect for you being so transparent about this and it gave me the strength to talk about it myself. I never thought I'd feel that way after all this time but it does happen.

[@charlotteb-g8586]

Good to have you back take care ❤

[@weabouttoblast]

We need you and grateful for your content!!! I feel you and understand....Let you vibe moving forward be: YOU GOT THIS!!!!

[@debrasmith6153]

Amen brother…….incredible highs….incredible low…..I second that emotion….and I feel you…..I’m glad your mood is better…..I feel like you are a true chosen leader…..so incredible real and so authentic….thank you for all you do legend.

[@unbeater]

Sometimes it's helpful to let go of things you love so that we can come across them again later in a much more appropriate way. All the best, you're a good guy!

[@timiglobe]

You got this bro 🙌❤️🙌

[@ScottBrandonHoffman]

Do what you love to do, there is NOTHING more important to the foundation of your happiness, highest joy, and soul expression than that. Forget the YT rules, people want real, and I believe and am already seeing the trend and the tides are shifting to authentic, real, humans, (even and especially with all this AI coming), and ditching the perfect titles and thumbnails. There are channels that have millions of subscribers on long form videos with screenshots for their thumbnails and no edits the entire time talking. It's time for a new era, old school turning into the next evolution, it's called being human, sharing your gifts, sharing your voice, and DOING what makes you COME and FEEL ALIVE. All else is a tap dance and giving the finger to your heart and soul and to God and the Universe. Follow your heart bro, and watch what happens. Be blessed. Keep shining. Peace

[@stacyjaytv]

WELCOME BACK❤ I’ve been feeling the same way, you are def not alone! I haven’t posted on my channel in over a year, you literally just inspired me to come back. Keep going Legend 🔥

[@bethelfrancis]

Happy to see you back! Been praying for you 🙏🏿 I’m glad you bounce back, the culture is not good! We are supposed to be original and do what we do in love and we learn and grow! Sometimes it’s tough but we’ll always prevail! Stay blessed brother!

[@Kwastaken]

We appreciate you bro. Hope you find your way and some happiness soon

[@maliv7209]

Thank you ❤

[@cyanopsiaartist]

I've missed you bro I'm sorry things have been so dark for you, but I'm glad you're crawling out the tunnel. That's a sure victory! While I don't have your experience, or know how you feel, I can relate to so much of what you said. I've also been debating with myself, "What am I doing this for? Why keep going on? What am I doing with my life?" But, I think I am slowly accepting that I should just do what I want. It won't be easy, but you're proving it's possible. Again, welcome back and do what you love to do ^-^ Stay Lxgendary 💙💙💙

[@wingsbuffer1417]

BROTHER THE KEY IS YOU GOTTA PLAY OUT,WITH SOULS EVEN IF OPEN MIKE'S, OR FOR FREE.

[@lukeroberts201]

You’re an outstanding KZbin channel.

[@princessshenaniganspresent5538]

Brother, we love you 💜🩷💜

[@warrens_podcasttylerchroni3912]

Hang in there brother...

[@christian80gabi]

Happy to have you back! "Il y a des jours avec et des jours sans…et les jours sans, il faut faire avec !" If music is a blessing, you're a blessing to each one of us.

[@Zabomusikvideo]

as always inspiring and relateable. love your content. I hope you keep finding joy in whatever you decide to do

[@SirDonavin]

if you’re reading this keep going man

[@sebastianm.471]

Happy to see you back, keep up the good work.

[@marilynpalmer4411]

So happy to see your face!! You were missed!🌈💙

[@SaraVieira1998]

💙💙💙💙

[@melfp223]

Hey there, my friend! Remember me? 😜 I’ve been away and just saw this video. We need to reconnect, and I am so glad you are still here!

[@melfp223]

I am feeling emotional right now knowing you have struggled this much, and my heart breaks for you. You met me at a time when I was circling the drain. It’s an endless battle these days to maintain that bright light in a dark and cruel world, but you most certainly deserve the very best! I hope you feel me now, and even more so I hope you feel better. Hugs! Maybe we can talk again someday soon.

[@kintaro_f]

just learned how to layer vocals from you, patience. 🤘 annie are you ok? 😌

[@De-Luz]

Bro check out Gary Brecka hes a human biologist, he talks about human gene and how to supplement the body right, if you are born with low seratonin production.

[@IAMLXGEND]

Will check it out. I like to know this stuff.

[@deshunyodatv220]

I’ve really been going thru this same thing same issues slowest peak of music I’ve ever released Everything he has said in this video has spoke to my exact situations I’ve been thru this year alone…. Sooo many times ugh 😣 At DESOULMUSIC #CreativesForEver !!! Love n live on!!!

[@IAMLXGEND]

Yea it's been this story for me all year. The ups and downs I've faced in the journey in and out of music. So I know there are others out there who've experienced the same. When you say the slowest peak of music I've ever released I can really relate to this. But I'm doing my best to ramp that back up for the upcoming year.

[@alelcure]

Been long now ha a where are you... man?

[@IAMLXGEND]

I posted a video about why I've been gone. check my most recent upload.

[@jonalky8214]

This video is living proof of what happens when you start taking your meds again lmao

[@altermoremusic]

Мені також важко переступити через себе. Я зрозумів, що я депресивна меланхолічна особа і це відображається в моїх відео, як би я не старався бути зарядженим та позитивним. І якщо я не читаю з телесуфлера, мої відео стають нудними і я повільно розказую. Я з України і в моїй місцевості дуже мало людей розуміють таких творчих та чутливих людей, як я і тому їм просто не цікаво. І коли я дивлюсь на тебе і всі ці речі які ти маєш, кімнату в якій ти можеш ізолюватись і творити, а я не маю й половини того, а ще якщо додати місце де я живу, то можна взагалі опустити руки, бо в мене в десятки разів менше шансів заробити гроші ніж в тебе. Але я буду продовжувати робити щось, бо це все, що я можу робити.