I don't really like who I am (04/11/24)

[@Sans-nx4cx]

I understand the numbness and emptiness. Personally I realized that I needed to become a person that I could like while loving myself through the journey. There was nothing to like about the part of me that constantly sabotaged myself, it's hard to change but I'm getting there. I believe in myself and I believe in you too 💚

[@hereisbecky]

Thank you for your beautiful words of wisdom and so glad to hear that you’re getting there. This gives me hope too 🤗💛

[@HellomynameisGuts]

What a beautiful video. I cried. ❤☺️ Thank you sis, your beautiful inside and out. May you find contentment and joy. Wishing that you thrive.

[@cindymcpherson8414]

Hi Becky, I can relate to what you've shared. Thank you for being so honest about yourself. The dark patch is sometimes really difficult to climb out of but we must keep telling ourselves we can do it. Willpower comes from within us. Be strong....for you....hugs

[@hereisbecky]

Thanks for watching my video ❤ we can and we will do it!

[@rachelcrago3299]

Love this video 🥰 Good luck on your journey

[@thewallsareclosingin4867]

I feel you sister, we'll make it through. We are the heroes of our lives!

[@hereisbecky]

We are indeed 🤗💛

[@artzpops]

i beautiful soul in a beautiful country...i get lost in depression at times...i think theres always light at the other end of our miseries..just know that im praying for ya (don't know your beliefs) and i hope you get to the light at the other end of your tunnel

[@hereisbecky]

Thank you for sharing and your comment 🙏🏼💫

[@mambib8200]

I'm just glad KZbin showed me this video,thank you.

[@hereisbecky]

Thank you for watching 💛

[@blogobre]

As a fellow traveler in this universe let me offer some thoughts as they may be of use. Distraction is you learning to be nothing, as is much of your big challenges you have talked about here. Nothingness, yin, humility is very important in understanding and learning to trust and listen to yourself. The more humility you grow into, the more your subconscious/soul/deep you will show itself to you consciously. It's always been there guiding you and helping you, when you're creative, you're connected with it. For me it was dancing. Inside of this there's a point where you no longer and will never feel lonely again. Much of the thoughts you get from the hero's journey are indeed little trials and tests for you. They are best thought of as metaphors and stories to grow your feelings. I'd also suggest not to take them too seriously, that is it's just a means in which you grow into yourself. Change happens one step at a time, though on occasion you will think some bigger things changed as you finally got past a fear, finally became another level of that repressed feeling. Though it still happened on each step. Each step in which the old you died and the new you was born. I wish you well on your journey. I felt your feelings though this mini documentary and see some of your fears. I can assure you that in facing them and becoming more of you is a kind of bliss that can't be shaken. It IS very hard work, the hardest thing I've ever had to do, yet it's been worth it. You are right about the heroes journey. :)

[@hereisbecky]

Thanks so much for sharing all of your advice and guidance here. Appreciate hearing your thoughts and sounds like quite the journey 🥰

[@the-comments-poet]

A day on earth Every day I see the world I am forever amazed by its unending wonders And all the beauty of everything around me Each blade of grass, every pebbles, shoot and twigs Drops of dew as diamonds in the morning sun The fresh scent of renewed hope in the early breath The promises of life awoken Riches and abundance and rewards near I am so very small - this world so big Though I look and look I cannot see very far But I can see I belong here That I belong to here The new day also brings hurdles and sorrow Streams to cross, treacherous and menacing covers I am just a solitary little mouse trotting along In this immeasurable field I call home And no matter the dangers and the threats However unkind the weather and cold the nights And the friends lost and the dark days I am grateful for this ground I walk on I am the life given to me Like a voice needs a listener And the dream a dreamer This earth comes alive under my tiny little feet I am bound to it as it is to me I am just a solitary little mouse trotting along Small and defenceless, sometimes scared and unsure But trusting and confident in this moment Today, there is nowhere else I would rather be Here and now I belong To this life given to me I am a voice, I am a dream, I am a breath I am just a little mouse

[@auntkornicob8478]

we'll be alright

[@hereisbecky]

We will 🥰

[@ShawnBhogun]

Hello, it happened to me too. Being numb, i felt as if i have muted my heart's own voice that i wasn't living the way i should be living but i came to my faith, and it truly didn't disappoint. Jesus saved me and truly has changed my life in ways i can't explain. God has deal my problem, and he will for you too, just come to him bcs his loves is without imperfections ❤️ ♥️

[@hereisbecky]

I’m glad to hear that you found your faith and connection with Jesus. I hope I can find my faith too 💛

[@oveja3518]

dont know what i'm chasing

[@lordsam808]

Keep searching buddy, you're not alone 😊

[@mateodiegues5124]

❤

[@adriannefluet5980]

Ill be your friends if thats ok let me know ok?

[@virtualpunk448]

smoke a cone, man. shits gonna be ok

[@enricobianchi1042]

Real.

[@hereisbecky]

What’s a cone? 🤔

[@spartantotoro4099]

@@hereisbeckyThis person is suggesting you smoke marijuana. Specifically a “joint” I believe

[@lordsam808]

I really needed to see this today, you are not just a hero on your own journey, but to countless others aswell, and know there are others that believe in you, that goes for the rest of y'all too! 🫶

[@hereisbecky]

Thank you for your kind words 💛 I believe in you tooo!!!!!