I failed. This is the full story (:

[@natachaoceane]

Thank you for always making it easy to be open on here. As much as it hurt at times and as much I won’t miss the 🤢🤮, there’s a lot I’ve loved about trying. At the top of the list was suddenly hearing about all the firsts you’d all been targeting for yourselves. It doesn’t matter what the goal was, I think that’s the coolest thing in the world. Love you all 🌸 EDIT: just adding in case I didn't make it clear enough! I always had the green light from both Doctors for the way I tried to resolve my issues. I took many weeks of rest, cut + gradually ramped my training volumes etc. Their predictions were correct (that a complete stop would be needed) but I ran all my ideas through them and they were happy for me to explore with feeding + training options as the downsides to my stomach were minimal. If they'd ever advised I stop immediately, there'd be no questions asked. And that's what I'd always advise to anybody (: Sorry if I should have made that clearer!

[@Snow22short_vlog]

🤍🤍

[@LuNa4Death]

You have inspired more people for even attempting what you set out to do, including me! I finished my first 20k trial race and had you in mind when the muddy hills got tough! "Natacha gives it her all, keep going too!" Ran through my head a few times ❤ All we ever want as loyal fans is for you to be well and live well. You are in that same list of women accomplishing amazing feats that you montaged in the beginning for me! Such an inspiration🎉 Also on the plus side, if you live to at least 85 years old (you totally will cause you are a badass) those 6 to 9 months off will only be 0.5~0.8% of your life not running! A drop in the ol bucket before ya kick it, you'll be back at it when you least expect it stronger than ever because you gave your body what it was telling you it needed, some well earned rest.

[@rachelshirley8403]

We love you and are so so proud of YOU!

[@Mia-oy6pf]

Natacha, you're the best. Your journey alone has been incredibly inspiring to watch. Regardless of whether or not you attempt the 100 miles again, always here to enjoy your content/research/knowledge/etc. Thank you

[@tanyaminia]

Natacha, you runned 80 miles!!! You are just like wonder woman to me 😂 take care of your self and don’t worry! Lots of kisses from Greece ( γεια σου Μάριε )

[@Caroline_Winkler]

This video actually captures one of the most important and most difficult lessons in life - learning when to stop, when to back off. For people who are really inclined to push themselves, learning when to step off the gas ✨is the real area of growth✨ and self-development. Learning when to quit, or even when to pause, can be the greatest act of self love and is one of he greatest lessons you’ll ever impart to this audience that looks up to you. Completing a 100 mile race is really hard. And knowing when to pivot or pause from a goal is even harder. In my book, you’ve gotten a gold medal in the real challenge here. And I’m so glad you’ve shared about it. ❤

[@natachaoceane]

see when you're that kind and compassionate, it's no wonder why everyone loves your KZbin channel 🤍thanks for being the hot friend / role model (it's a beautiful balance) every girl needs!

[@bbonkers]

Love seeing two of my favs cheering each other. You go, girls!

[@bbonkers]

@@natachaoceane Love seeing two of my favs cheering each other. You go, girls!

[@irisw8446]

!! oh my goodness it is honestly wonderful to me that you (sort of) know/follow each other! Caroline and Natascha I discovered both of your channels around the same time exactly when I needed them the most. I had just started therapy for PTSD and through what each of you shares/d on your respective channels, you have inspired me and supported me in this process. Never have I been so motivated for genuinely trying at life and for fitness. I really appreciate what you put out into the world and that you do it, and I'm proud of each of you as human beings. Thank you for being. Best wishes

[@RaymondStone]

D'aww. This comment collab is heartwarming.

[@alondrajuarez10]

GIRL. This shouldn’t even be considered as a failure. You are incredible.

[@natachaoceane]

I would love to help desensitise us to the word (: it’s not a bad word, there’s no shame in it. If failing is a marker of self belief and of lessons learnt, I don’t have to be protected from it. I’m at peace with whatever we wanna call it 🤍🤍 thank you for the kindness and support!! Sending you love 🫶

[@TheSingermegonyoutub]

Fuck me 80 odd miles is still frikkin insane!! Natacha you could not have tried harder and you have let no one down!! You have still made us all proud! Well done Girl! 🎉🙌🏻

[@ParaditeRs]

80km not miles lol

[@brandonle6556]

​@@ParaditeRsNatacha's second ultra she ran 80 miles - I'm assuming that's what the original commenter was talking about.

[@natachaoceane]

@@ParaditeRs 82.5 miles in the second one, so close to the end! ☔😅

[@agemjourney5457]

@@natachaoceanethat is CRAZY, you should be so proud of yourself!

[@lucymartin6134]

@@ParaditeRs133km 😁

[@peterlarsson8190]

You didn't fail, 100 is just a number. You've run a distance very few has done or even considered. I think you're amazing, give yourself a break and you can always come back and chase this dream again in the future!

[@Megaloof22]

Honestly my love, I feel like the universe is showing you that failing isn't always negative. You have had so much personal growth from this

[@natachaoceane]

yup, lots of growth! (: "you can only connect the dots looking backwards". I have had many failures all throughout my life, I wouldn't take any of them back. Thanks for being so sweet and you're completely right!

[@Diamond-eq2xj]

The Universe didn’t do anything. God did

[@1ARGS2020]

Some people believe in the universe. Some people believe in God. Please try not to hijack someones kind comment. :) ​@Diamond-eq2xj

[@Diamond-eq2xj]

@@1ARGS2020 i dont need to try to “hijack” a comment me commenting at your comment does not mean im trying to hijack it. People believing that the universe does things does not change the truth. ♥️

[@mikaylagill5855]

⁠​⁠​⁠@@Diamond-eq2xj Lady, realize that not everyone believes what you believe. It’ll make your life easier. You can continue proselytizing and acting like it’s making a difference, but it really only pushes people away and increases their contempt for your empirically void perspective - which is obviously the opposite of what you’re hoping to achieve with these kind of comments @diamond-eq2xj

[@jadefillmore97]

Also you have me absolutely bawling at the end 😭 you have done the endometriosis community SO SO proud. Thank you for raising awareness and funds for our condition. You are an absolute warrior we love you so much! 💛💛💛💛

[@lenasolarova]

Your journey was honestly (as bad as it sounds) so refreshing cause it wasn't just the typical success story we see on social media every day but it was so realistic and relatable

[@fey0217]

i totally understand what you're talking about and i agree with this comment. however, i am in love with the implication that running a 100 mile race is relatable LOL 😂

[@love-risa]

@@fey0217😂

[@tahnee1987]

This made me cry because I’ve been having my own stomach problems!! Impacting my training and quality of life, and having to abandon goals and plans. It’s brutal, so hearing your story, while it’s terrible, makes me feel like I’m not alone in this! Thank you for your joy and kindness throughout difficult circumstances

[@WeEducateAndTutor]

We missed you on YT for real☹️. Forget about running, come back to us and stay healthy☹️

[@natachaoceane]

hehe okay, see you soon in that case! 😘

[@eleabolar]

Seconded!!!

[@GratsielaLily]

yessss, totally! please come back more often, I miss you and I miss your humour, so bad!

[@sammyjohnson8178]

this!!!

[@Roman-gm1ot]

Agreed! You are so awesome. Best KZbin fitness person!

[@Kat-fd7ff]

You inspired me to start running, and I signed up for the Great North Run earlier this year. I got injured a week ago and am currently resting despite feeling really bad about it. This video just hit so well. It made me feel relieved to see someone I look up to struggle and say it's okay to stumble and not succeed right away. Get rest, you've done amazing work! xoxo

[@natachaoceane]

Wow!! I’m still so proud of you! Just the self belief to sign up for it and know it’s something you could teach your body to do is beautiful. I struggle and stumble a lot. I’m actually really sorry if I ever don’t give that impression, it’s not intentional. I’ve had lots of things not to my way with fitness, professionally, you name it. But I’ve learnt to stay in the game and stay optimistic and even better things come! Big hugs 🤍🤍

[@DNELLEB]

Did you do the great north run? How was it, if so?

[@anjaquinn8616]

I'm in the same boat! Started a year ago and signed up for a May half. Injured my leg in December and every time I try again it flares back up. Race is in a month and I think this is going to one of my "failures", but Natacha has made me realise that can be a good thing!! Hope your injury recovers quickly :)

[@DanielleGoeddeke]

I’m one of those people who said “I’m not a runner and I’ll never be a runner” and then after watching so many of your videos about running, I decided to give it a shot. I signed up for my first half marathon last year, and did my race a month ago. My initial goal was to finish, and then I got more confident and said okay, I want to run the whole time, and then got a bit more confident and said I wanted to finish in 2:30:00. I accomplished my goal and I truly don’t think I ever would have been able to without you as inspiration. Forever grateful for you and your channel💕

[@natachaoceane]

This is the absolute best part about everything. You are amazing. You did it so perfectly (: just giving it a go, low pressure, slowly building confidence and now look at you!!! I bet the original "I'll never be a runner" Danielle would be so amazed by you!! I am so happy you got what you deserved. And then the real magic happens when we start carrying that forward into everything else way beyond fitness 🤍

[@user-ij9uk8tn8i]

I love this!! Good for you!!! :)

[@maroah3262]

I love that you're sharing with us an example on how to fail thoughtfully and gracefully. Makes me think of a quote I read once, something like "If you haven't failed at anything in the last 6 months, it's because you haven't left your comfort zone enough"

[@torivvong]

We’re all behind you no matter what, Natacha! The attempts were inspiring in and of themselves and I think I speak for many people when I say we’ve loved following your journey on this and everything else 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼

[@carissa9032]

I've had chronic back pain for the past two and a half years. All my physical therapists kept telling me this might be my new normal. It felt like defeat hearing that. When they discharged me from PT for getting "as good as its gonna get" I knew I had to stay determined. I watched your videos about overcoming your back injury and I felt like I could also recover. I've been following your workout routines in the gym for the past few months, and this month was the first time where there are days that I don't think about my back because the pain has reduced so much! I'm running my first 5k at the end of April, and i've been using your Hybrid training program to get me there. Thank you for being a constant inspiration! Whenever I need motivation, I watch one of your videos. I never thought I would get out of my cycle of pain, but i'm finally seeing progress and I'm glad I didn't give up!

[@jenniferwithers1655]

Hey look up Pain Free You and his success stories. Chronic back pain has been consistently linked to a hypersensitive nervous system. You sound like you've been doing so well but watching his videos and truly understanding the science behind our brains creating (very real) symptoms could be what you need to eliminate them forever!

[@NadjaNatasha]

Your ultramarathon videos actually inspired me to start my own running journey and i wanna thank you for that! You are amazing, Natacha ❤️

[@mariaelenapiras7417]

❤ endometriosis symptoms can really be debilitating. Thank you for talking about it and wearing that t-shirt.

[@Keffin1]

Failure is just a stepping stone towards success. One of my favourite quotes from Michael Jordan is "I’ve missed more than 9,000 shots in my career. I’ve lost almost 300 games. Twenty-six times I’ve been trusted to take the game-winning shot and missed. I’ve failed over and over and over again in my life. And that is why I succeed." Keep that positivity up Natacha. You're still a true inspiration to many including me 💪

[@daniellasandoval7352]

Thanks for this 😭

[@allie_ostrander]

“If you’re not failing, are you even trying?” Love this so much. It’s not about whether you reach the goal or not, but giving everything you can to get there. We all love you, Natacha ❤

[@nuttyfoodiefitness]

You will forever be a huge inspiration to me and to so many others. And although you may refer to this as a 'fail', myself and everybody else who watches this video will see nothingggg but you being your usual resilient & inspiring self

[@TotallyNotMark]

Speaking as someone that has recently run an ultra and a bunch of other marathons, you've achieved something 99% of ultra runners don't achieve in these races. These ultra races for a lot of folks (perhaps yourself included) are to test your limits and see what you're made of. To position ourselves in a place of massive discomfort and pain and ask that personal question to see if we can still keep going. Some folks wing these races. Others train poorly or have bad nutrition and still finish because their body's pick up the slack where their dedication wavered. It's never easy but they scrape by. But you never took any shortcuts. Not once. You took your body to the brink of what it can do and then some. Still marching forward. You've had to deal with the physical toll of the training, the emotional toll of the numerous set backs, the illnesses, the injuries all the while you found ways to get creative and film these documentary recaps. It's not the finishing of the race that makes you an ultra runner in my book. Is the dedication that's required to prime your body, train and feed it that makes an ultra runner. People run these super long races to prove something to themselves. And many, even when finishing those races don't get that answer because they didn't truly get to the brink like you have. In my book there is no question that you are an ultra runner with the heart of someone that can conquer the 100 mile distance. You've got nothing to prove and should be immeasurably proud of yourself.

[@magenta.mountain]

As a person who is suffering from gut issues for 10 years now and now got an endometriosis diagnosis, I totally understand and feel you. The mental factor is what came to my mind first, like... I'm not a psychologist but it just sounds like your body was giving you very clear signals that it doesn't like it and wants you to rest :( Anyway I hope you feel better soon and find peace with all of it 💗

[@carlielaberge5066]

Hello! I have been diagnosed with Endometriosis for 3 years now. I wish you healing and strength not only physically but mentally. Getting diagnosed can be very scary but it's also a sigh of relief to have answers and to know that I'm not just having cramps, I'm not being dramatic, and I'm not crazy. From one Endometriosis person to another, I wish you all the best on your journey!

[@magenta.mountain]

@@carlielaberge5066 thank you 🥹 all the best to you too sis ♥️

[@kikicorleone3525]

Hey, I also got diagnosed with endo late last year! I had bowel adhesions and also mostly had gut issues. It was one of the worst things I ever went through, but mostly it was so good to finally know what was wrong.

[@kadeemallory320]

Do you drink coffee or caffeine daily?

[@KarissaEats]

Your transparency is inspirational 💖 please rest and know that your story is so impactful and important, no matter how many races you finish or don’t 🥰

[@sampayne2776]

Natasha, the fact that you 'failed' makes me love you even more. You honestly have always seemed super human to me. I really thought you just never failed at anything, ever bc you're amazing. But now I realize you just keep going and refuse to give up. You are such an inspiration

[@Wallace-mq5wl]

Thank you for raising awareness, Natacha! I love to run, but Endo often holds me back from training. It's only fitting you couldn't complete your goal due to your gastro problems, as endo symptoms hold so many of us back from achieving our goals. It just proves the importance of listening to our bodies, taking rest when needed, and getting back on track. Thanks for posting and raising awareness for the girlies, get better soon x

[@lauraelisee]

The fact that you ran 82.5 miles! 🎉🎉🎉

[@natachaoceane]

thanks beautiful (: (: it was frustrating in the moment because it felt like a missed opportunity but that's the right mindset to have and I feel more and more like that with time 🤍

[@abbysmith3036]

Your running videos have helped me so much. You are such an inspiration to so many people. Even though you didn’t cross your finish line you helped so many others cross theirs ❤❤❤

[@sharkussyslayer1000]

Also I think it was Usain Bolt who said: "trained 4 years for 9 seconds" or something similar, if that helps

[@kfish0099]

Ran my first 5k race a few weeks ago because of you. I’m a teen girl with type one diabetes and have been battling SEVERE depression and body dysmorphia since covid and have lost my concept of my life, identity, can’t find a reason as to why I should try, etc. I feel like I clicked on this video for a reason because (I honestly feel like an idiot for not realizing this sooner) but just because I feel like I’ve failed, doesn’t mean I’m a complete failure, no matter what the people around me have told me. I am so inspired to try harder and thank you for helping me open my eyes. I hope to get my first gym membership soon and show myself I can get out of this hole I’ve fallen so deeply into- even if that means crawling or inching my way there like an actual half sunbaked earthworm. I’ll check back in on this in a year if I remember to and if I’m lucky enough to make it there. Love ya Natasha thank you for being you. ❤❤️‍🩹 I hope to meet you someday.

[@snacktivist]

Keep going! Your identity is whoever you want to be, and you can be that!

[@kfish0099]

@@snacktivist thank you!! I love how I came back to this post and it has 17 likes, that’s my lucky number 😁 thanks for taking the time to read that

[@little_kid_lover_]

there's a 5k run in a week that I've been thinking about doing but putting off.. thanks for posting this, its inspired me to run it!

[@kfish0099]

@@little_kid_lover_ yeahhhhhh!!!!! Do it! :) I hope you have fun and get a PR! 🥳

[@Annianapenda]

I love how you phrased “just because I feel like I’ve failed, doesn’t mean i’m a failure” You can keep spinning this to “just because you feel like you’re stuck, doesnt mean there’s no way out”. Keep going, you’re not alone in this! ❤ and thank you for reminding me that i’m also not alone in this.

[@sarahgettel]

Hearing your story means so much to me. I have been really frustrated with health and fitness setbacks due to stress and my autoimmune disease, and it means a lot to see your video. Thank you for all you do and share and for raising funds and awareness for endo 💗 You are a beautiful soul and inspiring as ever!

[@hugablestpersonever]

Girl, watching this really helped me. I do have a hiatal hernia and it makes me nauseous whenever I start to exercise and it has been a huge barrier for me. Watching you come across the same issues and not being able to go on really validates my experience and goes to show that our bodies can only be pushed so far so we have to work with what we’ve got. Thank you!

[@carolinet7021]

I've been struggling with returning to fitness since I've had children (2 since 2020). Only a couple of minutes into your video reminded me why I loved fitness so much. You've always been my inspiration! Fitness should bring happiness to your life, not something you force yourself to do. I learned that from you and it changed my brain so much! Thank you for being open with your failures as well; post partum has taken a toll on my body which makes it hard to get back in the game and there are some things I've had to admit to myself I might not ever be able to do again. It's made me afraid to keep trying. I have to find some new forms of movement to love - but I just don't feel like myself anymore without movement!

[@johannatomsick1362]

She’s back ❤ we love you no matter what, thanks for being so open with your story

[@montanagreider6057]

Sometimes "going for it" is resting. And thats hard and it hurts, especially as an athlete. Thanks so much for sharing this whole journey with us! Hoping you heal up and get back out there soon! You inspire me to run a little harder some days!!

[@DeroDaks]

I only read the title and went "my girl!" while placing my hand on my heart 💜 Watching now, but just know we love you and appreciate all the honestly with your life journey. We are all going through it together

[@carylannebeltran]

The persistence!! Natacha, you’ve already accomplished your goal. Rest and healing is far more important. Wishing the best for you 🙏🩵

[@maloumasereel966]

Girl the vomiting sounds threw me off so bad I’m so nauseated 😭😭😭😭 Anyways, I’m glad you’re giving your body a break, I hope you don’t beat yourself up too much and hopefully you can be happy with your training soon, be it with running or other stuff!

[@fridakahlo6279]

girl same💀 I was eating during that part and just hearing it made me immediately stop😂

[@Lotsofpretzels287]

I won’t be able to fall asleep as soon as I thought 😭

[@maloumasereel966]

@@fridakahlo6279 Me too I was just about to eat a piece of cheesecake 🥲

[@rosedenali7676]

hellooo emetophobic here 🥲could you give me a timestamp for the vomiting sounds so i can skip or at least be prepared? tyyyy ❤️

[@fridakahlo6279]

@@rosedenali7676 the worst is like 11:28-11:45!

[@klaudynabaszczyk5845]

I cannot be more grateful for people like you who show not only the good days but the whole process. I have been in a similar situation where I could nooooot stop myself even tho i was hurting myself more and more, but when i finally did i felt like i do not deserve anything because i failed...Thank you for showing me that I am not alone in all of this and being so real

[@Vabbian1]

Sharing your wins and failures is a great thing to do! Plus we learn more from failure than we do winning. You're always an inspiration Natacha, and always will be! ❤️😊 xx

[@bayleewiechecki5687]

Natacha, you are such an inspiration! You may have failed in this specific goal but you have succeeded in so many others. You helped me discover a love of running and re-discover my love for fitness! I’ve been following your programs for the past few years and they have infused my training with so much joy. Your hybrid program helped me improve my 1.5 mile run time for the Navy PRT and made me realize I’m not a bad runner. You gave everything you had and more towards this goal. I hope you feel very proud of all the hard work you put in. I wish you peace and quick healing!

[@siam5109]

Natachaaaa, you don't have idea of how much I needed to hear your voice, I've been going through a hormonal imbalance and honestly I'm lacking of motivation. you're always a huge inspiration, missed you a lot, sending all my love ♥️🫂

[@Shazia44]

Thanks for keeping it real! I wish you a full recovery. Enjoy life for the next 6-9 months and do everything that running got in the way of over the past few months. Your determination and persistence but most of all your honesty are so inspiring Natacha and I’ve watched you for about a decade now xxx

[@NHemida]

Honestly it’s refreshing to see you share your story bc we only ever see achievements and success stories online, and it feels very discouraging when your experience isn’t the same ❤

[@Saffron.impressions]

😮‍💨 I needed a Natacha Oceand video so bad. Good luck 🩷 mental & physic health is priority. You're finisher even if you haven't crossed the finish line

[@oddballchic]

Your perseverance is inspirational! We love you too! Wishing you all the best for your healing journey.

[@onlybyautomobile]

I'm so sorry Natasha 😭 stomach problems like that are no joke. I've been through something similar. There's no hack to recovery unfortunately. Just time, and taking your meds exactly as prescribed.

[@niaomiroberts5261]

Love this! I will play this to my 12 year old daughter…the point about failure is sooo important. You’re amazing Natasha and thank you for sharing your journey with us ❤

[@NovaBeau]

I love how you're always so positive in the face of adversity! I always think about when you said "persistence is the only real superpower." Knowing when to call something for your own health and happiness is maybe even a stronger superpower. Well done Natacha! Proud of you always!

[@Jules_Miau]

Actually this motivated me more to try out new things and challenge myself than a „look what I‘ve easly accomplished“ Story! Hope your health got better.

[@ceciliacampos4561]

Oh Natacha! I could see your heartache thru the screen. But you are a fighter and an inspiration too alot of us. You did not fail anyone. You only inspire us to keep on with our struggles and that nothing is impossible. Sending you good vibes and healing vibes. 🙏🏻❤️

[@Colley_co]

I've had an onslaught of health issues the last few months that have completely stopped my training until I get more answers so I really appreciate this video for reminding me that focusing on my healing is a win too. Sending you love from Texas 💖💖💖

[@Amy_LKW]

It's good to see hear your voice again. Thank you for sharing your journey and perspective on this process you had gone through. You're an inspiration!!! I failed my social work exam last week and didn't let it get me down; I already signed up for a retake. Taking your positive energy with me!

[@KelseyKamify]

You are still a fricken WEAPON! what an inspiration for sharing your successes and failures. is it even a fail when you've learnt so much and shared your knowledge? No way. Glad you are back on YT x

[@georgia9406]

Awww this is heartbreaking to hear. You are incredibly inspirational for persisting this long. I have been so motivated by so many of your videos and never actually because of how you finished what you started but because of your mind set towards everything you do. That is the most memorable and inspirational thing you could ever do. Thank you so much for everything that you have done all for other people ❤❤

[@badwitch5]

I love this quote so much, I remember it from your earlier videos „if I‘m not failing, I‘m not trying hard enough“. That really stuck with me. Thank you for this wisdom and sharing of your whole process ❤ It made me cry to see you in the endo shirt. Thank you so much for raising awareness about endo! I think a lot of endosisters can learn from the experiences you‘ve shared - taking care of yourself is sometimes the biggest challenge

[@colbyharris1985]

I am proud of you for being so candid about your experience. It is my greatest hope that you are being very kind to yourself about this. Take from a person who has spent the last few years being very harsh to myself unjustifiably; Nothing you did caused this goal not to be met. I am 4 months into my health journey, and your work has helped make many aspects less stressful❤❤

[@cDs8880]

It's hard when you feel like your body is working against you. I'm in the middle of working through and having one "failure" after another in a different area. Thank you for sharing your story and being so open about it. It's encouraging to know we aren't alone in the difficulty, but that it is a common human experience, and that we can support one another along the way

[@Jessicarhv]

Thank you for being so open!

[@jocelot4812]

I am SO PROUD of you Natacha. Failure is a feeling that we all know, and it’s hard to handle with self-compassion sometimes, but I am so proud of how you have processed this and are prioritizing your health AND also just your own love of life! Thank you for sharing this with us. You’re so inspiring. Hoping you recover well and that you keep filling your life with the movements and the stuff you love most ❤❤

[@abigailhooper4007]

You are such a special person. Thank you for your transparency. The lessons and inspiration from this will touch more people in more ways than you know! You should be so beyond proud of yourself. THANK YOU I needed to hear this xx

[@HellahGood]

Proud of you Natacha! It’s never easy to pivot from what you wanted your journey to look like. I know for me when I’ve held onto a goal so tightly and not hit it, further down the line I’ve realized it was preparing me for something even more rewarding. & I’ve always said the same about running… when it stops being fun is when I’ll stop doing it. Can’t wait to see what’s in store for you next and hope for a smoother healing journey!

[@natachaoceane]

You’re an amazing person Hellah. I’ve loved watching a whole bunch of running videos and been so happy you share yourself with everyone! I know you are completely right, and that’s all my prevailing feeling too. In the moment of making the decision you still feel a touch of sadness for what could have been and what you hoped for, but I’m feeling very at peace already 🤗 appreciate you. You’re an icon 🙌

[@Pandozzi]

Natacha, I hope you know just how inspirational you are to so many people. Your encouragement of your audience to try new things, to move in new ways, to learn more and be more curious and informed in their fitness journey and in life in general, is just exceptional. Your science based approach to health and the joy with which you approach nutrition and working out is truly brilliant, and you've helped me personally, as well as I'm sure thousands more to take care of themselves truly out of love and nothing more. That is such an amazing achievement in and of itself. Your audience loves you and we're so proud of you as well 💜 PS I discovered the ultra trail world thanks to you, and I've been training for my first ever running event now, just inspired by you and the incredible female athletes you've introduced me to.

[@ButtaflyGrlNZ]

Great video... it's wonderful to see someone respecting their body and prioritising their health and happiness over everything. It's beautiful letting everyone know that "failure" isn't a dirty word, it's not shameful- it's a part of life and an opportunity to learn and do better. Rest up, look after yourself and hope you feel better soon ❤

[@kjames_de]

Regardless of whether or not you finished, you raised over $40,000 for endometriosis research, which is so incredible!!! You helped raise awareness using your channel as a platform. You may not have met the physical goal, but you exceeded the goal that matters to so many people! Please don't be discouraged, because what you've done so far is utterly amazing! I hope you heal up and get well soon ❤❤❤

[@sophiahlz]

This is so amazing and authentic. Thank you, Natacha, for being so honest. You'll always be so inspiring. This "failure" doesn't change anything about this ♥

[@sarahlacorte1364]

I don't think you failed in any sense of the term! Your perseverance and will to keep at it despite everything that happened is awe-inspiring and so many people would have given up at the first ankle issue. Your mind and will power is so strong and there is no doubt you will achieve this goal within the next couple years.

[@aimeecreative]

You being yourself is why we are here and why we are inspired! I am beyond inspired by you and your effort and training! You never gave up and your health is the most important thing! You are AMAZING!!

[@Avath]

I feel like your struggle with the running encapsulates what living with a chronic illness is like. I don’t think you failed at all, I think you’ll go into the next phase with a deeper understanding how frustrating and demoralising it can be to be held back by bits of your body that are unwell. I commented before when you had the issue with your back how inspiring it was for me personally because I had big problems with my back that was taking so long to heal and I was so hindered in day to day life, not even fit for any exercise. After that I’ve been hit with chronic migraines, a knee injury and then this year alone another knee injury and a surprise surgery in the holiest of places on my body 😂 legit this morning I was thinking I’ll just give up chasing any type of fitness because I achieve a little and then get pushed back again and again (and again!) and then I have to claw my way up to baseline. It’s frustrating. I feel like I’m doing something wrong and that I’ve personally failed by having a crap body. I am so sorry you’ve had to go through your issues but I am thankful you’ve been open about it because if someone with your level of fitness has these kinds of setbacks then I feel comforted knowing that I’m not alone in having a body that ”dysfunctions” and it’s not my fault. It just happens sometimes and it’s sucks. Thank you! My options for training are frightfully limited right now but I’m going to go do my walk and be happy about it ❤️

[@jenniferwithers1655]

Have a look at Pain Free You and his success stories. Your body is not necessarily dysfunctional. It could be your brain creating (very real) symptoms as a result of a hypersensitive nervous system, which can absolutely be calmed down

[@jasinia]

You’ve done amazing and you continue to inspire. The “failure” is what helps us all know that we’re in this together - we appreciate you endlessly

[@natachaoceane]

We’re in this together 🥹🥰 I love that so much! I’m rooting for you big time my friend 🤍

[@ambzer98]

Maybe you should ask for a stomach emptying test - it's a test for gastroparesis (which I have) and your symptoms sound super similar to mine. It's pretty rare so they often overlook it ❤

[@TheMichelleDiaries]

Natacha I’m so proud of you! I know how hard and frustrating it must be to not have been able to achieve your goal, but you have made the decision that is best for you and your body 🤍 Sometimes the wisest thing is to back off and to take it easy on yourself :) I’m sending you so much love and my best wishes for a speedy recovery 💖 You’re a badass and such an inspiration 🙌🏻 Love you girl! 🫶🏻

[@mithrilg2286]

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[@ec2497]

Sadly saw this comment AFTER it happened 🙃 didn’t wanna hear that ffs

[@berntttoast]

Thisssss

[@p0keDAmo0seyXD]

It’s lovely to see relatable struggles, even from world class athletes such as yourself Natacha. I rolled my ankles chronically as a young athlete and have had internal braces placed in my adulthood. Recovering from those surgeries has been so challenging and I feel less alone because of this video, thank you! ❤

[@wii3willRule]

Dude, you are setting such a good example. I hope you know how much I look up to you and how much you've helped me reorient towards a healthier attitude towards fitness. Last summer, I failed to listen to my body while running and injured my foot so badly I learned I need to wear orthotics. I'm still not back to running. But seeing you be so honest here and seeing you persevere really helps. Your meditations on failure are really helpful to hear right now, seeing as I myself have been out of running for a while. Failure means you're succeeding at pushing your boundaries, and that you were brave enough to take on risks such as failure. One ought to be proud of that! Fail fast, fail forward.

[@KdBaby7]

I have Crohn’s, so not the same but honestly this made me feel so much better about myself. I think in a way a person who I look up to and I think many others do too, and I think can do absolutely anything, struggle too with things out of her control made me feel less alone or upset with myself when I can’t do what I want or feel I should. That it isn’t just me or my disease and everyone struggles in some way, but to not let it win. You have to listen to your body and not put yourself in harms way, but it’s important to keep trying, and going, and not give up, and look for another way. Everything you did was and is amazing I’m even more in awe of you for this! Thank you for being amazing and setting an example for all of us to be strong and keep going after what we want but to be safe about it ❤😊

[@scarletp2840]

Natacha, you are litterly the most amazing person I know. I and everyone else who left a supportive comment here look up to you, and love your commitment to everything you do. As you said we all knows what it feels like to fail, but you really did succeed at so much more. You raised 50,000 dollars for an important cause for all women, you inspired every single viewer in your journey, even if it didn't "end" the way you wanted. I'm a little embarrassed to say how many times I rewatched your videos, but you made me realize that running further than I ever have before was truly possible. I used to only run 5ks, but now I have ran my first half marathon last weekend and this summer will be my first marathon!! I have nobody to thank but you. We love you Natacha and support you in any goals you set your mind to ❤.

[@Thehumankatie]

Natacha, I’ve followed your KZbin account for multiple years. Your drive is actually insane and your desire to grasp at all the knowledge available AND SHARE IT… so impressive. Stillness is never something I’ve seen you do. This could be a new chapter for you. You’re not giving up by sitting still and healing. You’ve done incredible. You got this. It’s not the end of you as an athlete no matter what. You will always be an athlete. ❤

[@TheHahafunnyguy]

your positivity and realism is so refreshing to see in the health and wellbeing space. people need to hear stories like this about "failure," what it means to others, and how they push forward after. thank you for being you and sharing your stories with us.

[@ohtheresheis8542]

Never clicked faster 😂 needed a Natacha booster for this Monday ❤

[@natashatarnowsky3646]

I needed this perspective on failure today. A dream that I've been pursuing is taking a major pause in my life and it's been hard to cope with that feeling of failure and disappointment. I'm a bit of a perfectionist and leaving something unfinished is hard but necessary right now. Thank you for sharing.

[@takeoutchopsticks]

Thank you for this video, it came at a time where I needed it... I'm in the process of withdrawing from university due to health problems. I haven't gotten far enough to tell my friends, professors, or other students, so I'm feeling very isolated and not sure how I can break the news, and feelings of inadequacy or personal failure. Thank you for reminding me that failure is not a bad thing. I'll be back to school one day. I hope you find a way back to the ultra-marathon, if that is your goal. If not, I'm proud of you for all the effort you put in, raising money and awareness for endometriosis, and for your bravery in sharing your journey with all of us. Wishing you the best. 💖

[@felishiarae332]

Thanks for sharing your heart and passion. You’ve gone through so much to raise awareness for endometriosis and to reach your goal. I hope you don’t feel embarrassed or ashamed that you didn’t reach that goal because you did so many other notable things during your journey. Blessings on you and hopefully your stomach heals!

[@kathrynhill300]

Oh you are just such a beautiful human! Glad you're resting now and I hope you heal soon 💛

[@ju-hu]

This video has been so inspirational. Failure feels horrendous at the time but onwards and upwards. It’s great to see the failures as well as the success- it’s what makes us human. Best of luck with your recovery 💪

[@Katiemurray_]

The universe is definitely saying that there is a different goal coming your way (especially with all you put yourself through). I am excited to see what it brings you! Whether you complete it or not, you are truly inspiring. I've managed to do 12km myself, couldn't even imagine going beyond 100! You are a true champion.

[@natashabrown7416]

How is a video about failing so inspirational? Thank you for showing us that putting yourself out there is worth it even if you fail and thank you for showing us that taking care of health has to be first priority. I love your videos so much, you are such a source of encouragement. You're amazing.

[@lapooh]

The believing in yourself message is beautiful, but the listen to your body one is very important too ❤ I developed CFS from continually pushing past my own limits, so it’s great to see you prioritise rest and share that publicly too.

[@laurinwatts4148]

Your transparency, honesty, and openness is SO comforting and real in a wworld that shows a lot of fake things. I appreciate you putting this out there!!!!!

[@ohtheresheis8542]

Thank you for sharing this story with us! Your attitude towards this whole experience is just so real and effing inspiring ❤ I hope you heal real soon!

[@dayanaborsellino]

I cried so much watching your video 😭 I just love you so much!! Literally thank you for sharing, for being here and for being special! I am 4 weeks away from running my first marathon thank to you!!!! And everytime I doubt myself I think of you and say “if Natacha believes in me, I need to believe in me! I got this!!” THANK YOU. Just thank you. You are an amazing human being and I feel your pain!!! I wish you the most successful healing journey 💞🩷💖 Never stop being you 💞💞💖💖✨🩷🩷 I love you💞💞💞

[@AlliB_Graham]

Proud of you! It’s okay- take care of your body first. We know you’ll get there eventually ❤ I know you’re bummed but it’s okay to take a break to heal. Thanks for showing us the journey! I think it’s important to see that not everyone can run like this bc of health issues!! It’s just reality.

[@lilpixienae]

Thankyou so much for sharing this!! You haven't failed at anything, you have just switched focus for a while! We will all be here supporting your journey wherever it takes you! I am actually excited to see what the next 6-9 months holds for you and hope you share what you get up to in place of running for this period. It lets those of who are currently injured or maybe returning from injury know that there is always a path and there is always an option to stay happy and healthy 💛💛

[@mayanderes9084]

So proud of you Natacha!!! You’re making the best decision 💪 We love you 😘😘

[@georgiaolsen5081]

This is the best, most raw, genuine and inspirational video I’ve seen on KZbin ever. You didn’t need to finish the 100 miler to complete your goal. Your journey has been a huge success!

[@JuliaJiggs]

Thank you so much for taking us on this journey. Despite "failing" to reach this specific goal right now, you've succeeded in changing lives along the way. I always hated running but then you posted the "How to easily fun further, longer and faster" video and I've been running ever since. You introduced me to ultra running and I now have dreams of running them myself one day. We love you so much Natacha and just know your videos bring us so much joy!

[@sierramiller5226]

as a woman with endometriosis, this story hits SO close to home. you don’t always have answers, sometimes you just have pain, and there’s nothing you can do but be patient and rest and wait. you have done SO much, continue to do so much, and I love you so much!!!!!!

[@valerie7074]

You just made my day! Lately I've been experiencing the same feeling of frustration, wondering why it is taking so much longer than what I planned for. Yesterday I wrote in my journal "it's simply because you still have things to learn, a mind and a body to strenghten in order to achieve what you want"... it's still hard to accept tho so this video hits home and truly feels like you're encouraging us.. Thank you, ily so much, sending the biggest hug.

[@ka9811]

Your determination inspires me so much. I struggle SO badly with getting the motivation to workout, I usually go through phases of being really good about doing things and then weeks without doing anything. Sometimes I want to try things like you do, physical challenges that I know I would love trying, but for some reason I just get stuck not doing the things that I know I would love to do, and instead do things that make me feel horrible about myself, like binge eat. I wish there was some method on how to turn this around 😭 I've researched motivation and dopamine levels, I've tried looking up so many things. I don't know what to do. But Natacha, seeing your videos gets me really hopeful and makes me feel like I'll be able to do it 🥲 Even though it feels impossible. Idk how I started rambling here, but ya. You're such an inspiration

[@TheEliteTacO]

I have been waiting for a new video! 💕 After running my first half marathon a couple weeks ago I rewatched your previous video on your 100 miles attempts (which inspires me all the time!!!)! Thank you for sharing your journey and helping me see we are all human 💕

[@izawestman]

The part where you bought out the t-shirt made me cry so much. I am so profoundly impressed by you and you seem like the kindest soul. Thank you for making content like this. Wishing you all the best and that you get to heal soon ❤