I Had An Organ Removed

[@CrypticSpoon1]

RadPaxs life seems so hard.. I wish you well

[@RadPaxOfficial]

when life gives you lemons~

[@Vampiric_Goblin]

@@RadPaxOfficial freeze them and throw them as hard as possible at everyone and everything making your life diffcult :D Therapist in the back ground: NO

[@facelesssmoon9765]

You make lemonade you squirt it right into your eyes :DDDD

[@XwX1001]

@@RadPaxOfficial Invent a combustible lemon to BURN LIFE'S HOUSE DOWN!

[@kazuthecreature]

@@RadPaxOfficial you eat them raw :)

[@nightmeres2801]

Much hugs, yea getting that out isn't fun

[@earlobetickler22]

I think youtube is drunk. This comment says it was 18 hours ago and the video was uploaded an hour ago?? I'm so confused

[@localgoats2278]

@@earlobetickler22 same!

[@nightmeres2801]

@@earlobetickler22 I'm a patreon supporter so I get the videos early 🤪

[@earlobetickler22]

If pax dies I will cry for years man... please stay strong. You inspire me with you art and how strong you are! My grandpa back in april got a tumor removed from his stomach and they didn't patch the hole and it ended up getting infected and he was in and out of the hospital. They released him too early while he had the hole along with e coli. 8 hours after he got home he sat up and starting throwing up blood and my grandma was traumatized. That night he passed away at the age of 62. He was still so young... may 3rd 2020. I'm so sad. They tried to cover up complications and tried hiding the documents. It hurts that he died so soon..he stayed so strong and never complained about his pain. Not once. My uncle passed away on my birthday because he killed himself this year too.... Please, pax. Don't go! Stay strong! I don't want to loose another person I look up to

[@XwX1001]

I'm sorry for your losses, my friend. May your grandfather and uncle rest in peace. I hope you have a good, long life.

[@ysaysaysaysa]

I had my kidney removed when I was 2 cause I had kidney cancer. FRICKEN SUCKS MAN

[@LuanaJantz]

At least your ok.

[@kelpman_clark7787]

Congrats for getting better :]

[@cockyrudeselfishloudgirlyg2852]

Stay healthy!💕

[@kyethepie1]

Damn, at least you got through it, I’m sure you don’t remember too much, but still must be tough, stay strong man ❤️

[@ysaysaysaysa]

Tysm!

[@AngelVixen97]

Yeah i feel this. Although i was born with onky one kidney.

[@tsukki9345]

I like how you tell these stories because I have a lot of health issues and it makes me want to be more persistent with my health issues.

[@_PrinceDionysus_]

Pax is so inspiring. My dude has been through so much, give him a round of applause 👏👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏👏

[@cloud3d_iridescence188]

My mom had her gall bladder removed too. She also has fibromyalgia, some minor heart problems, asthma and pre diabetes along with probably more. The worst part of it all is that for the longest time, the doctors just ignored her and brushed it off. Keep in mine she would be sick in bed for months, only leaving to go to the bathroom. Luckily she is doing a lot better now and still gets tired but she is getting to a point where she can stay out in the living room with us all day and hang out! I hope anyone out there going through a similar thing starts getting better too. It sucks but just remember ITS NOT YOUR FAULT! I know my mom struggles with worrying she isn't a good mom, when honestly, I wouldn't trade her for the world. She worries that just because she is sick she is not a good person, but she is my personal hero. Sorry kinda went on a tangent I just love her a lot. But seriously, you are amazing!! Don't ever think that health problems make you less of a person because I know from experience that sometimes they are the coolest of them all.

[@isabellasevillaaguilera9679]

Please don’t die, Pax! Having more of the people who bring me joy die…

[@XwX1001]

A hug to you, my friend. Stay strong.

[@maximellow5745]

Hey, as a fellow chronically ill guy, I feel you. Doctors not listening to you is the worst. I have two incredibly rare disorders and it took 16 years to get that diagnosed. Doctors are here to help you, but sometimes they just won't. Life can be hard for people like us with chronic illnesses and it can suck ass. Stay strong, stay fighting. We might never be cured, but we can still live.

[@colin7749]

"no one wants to be friends with the sick kid" same thing happened to me haha :,) we love chronic illness

[@funtimematryoshka]

i also have stomach issues. it took us so many doctors to find out what I had. during 8th grade the last 2 months I couldnt go to school I was so sick at one point I was in and out of the emergency room because I was so sick and I was put on an iv each time. some visits to the er I was so sick I had to get my mom to role me in one of the wheelchairs into the place . i winded up fainting in the kitchen from being dehydrated because I couldn't hold anything down and I was the hospital for some days. i honestly can relate a bit to not being able to hold down your food and being the sick kid no one wanted to be next to. i got mocked in middle school for my condition. i so badly wanted to do marching band in high school but I just couldn't do it. I'm now homeschooled. all we can do is keep strong. you inspire me to keep going radpax thank you from a fellow artist.

[@twixelll]

I’m in the hospital ER right now watching this. I need my gallbladder removed - I’m 15 and unfortunately this isn’t my first organ that I need removed. We can’t afford surgery, but I’m on a wait list for the next available bed since mines got gallstones, sludge and is giving me liver damage. Thank you for making this and sharing your story it’s rare for people to get problems like this young and it makes me feel less alone. Thank you.

[@sadred1121]

Well I almost immediately had to get part of my small intestines removed when I was born so and I had to get many surgeries for different reasons over the years that I have been alive that I'm pretty much slightly resilient to the anesthesia that they give you

[@sketchynonsense9290]

Me, sitting in a hospital bed after getting my galbladder ripped out: *sees this in my reccomendeds* oh same hat??

[@krissysempaiart1742]

Man I feel the chronic illness thing hard :( . I just discovered you but I always enjoy when I can find something to relate to someone with , even if its just a stranger online . Was just diagnosed with a large brain tumor * non cancerous but it affects daily life , some days worse than others and non removeable * And its so hard to just feel some sense of normal , or having people / doctors to understand . I hope things get better for you overtime , you deserve it . My mom had a somewhat similar issue , her gallbladder was so filled with stones and looked nearly black on scans , it really changed her daily life as well . People dont realize the possible issues coming from a gallbladder removal :-;

[@Red-ip2di]

My grandma was diagnosed and died of gastrointestinal cancer in 2018. She was gone 3 weeks after the diagnosis, it was by far the hardest thing that I've ever gone through. The doctors majorly messed up on her so bad that the head nurse that was in charge of her quit. Stay strong please

[@skele3620]

I really hope you’ll be ok. Stay strong, ok?

[@Quackers_and_Soup]

Your so brave and incredible for going through something like this. Your videos are always a comfort and even though I’m not sick these videos always help with whatever mood I’m in. Thank you for being such an amazing human being

[@Leokemia]

I CAME AS SOON AS I HEARD ARE U OK HUN??

[@theresawolfamongus2572]

This is a video that I watch a lot, because of the fact that I have lots and lots of medical issues, and I'm somewhat sure that I will probably either die young or die somewhat old but my medical issues either way are going to kill me. Thank you for reaching out about your experience and helping those who are in similar places know that they aren't alone.

[@alienlapdance]

Your life seems so hard. I hope you can someday live without any pain, and that you can live happily :D and I hope your health issues get.. smaller? idk the correct word, I skipped like 2 years of school that I definitely shouldn’t have

[@riverdraws6914]

I hope you get better man, you are an amazing person. Just remeber we all love you and wish you the best. I was born with breathing problems and I was never allowed to play as a kid or eat the dishes I wanted. The doctors never knew why but they said I was born with it so it might be a birth defect. But guess what? I am way better now, yes I get tired easily but I dont need to go it the hospital every week or stay there for weeks. and I hope everyone who goes through health problems gets better too.

[@shatteredprism]

I can relate somewhat. I had to get my gallbladder removed when I was younger (I believe 2 or 4 years old). Edit: from what I remember from a conversation with my mom, it was gallstones

[@nathandioza7821]

Aw damn😰 Stay strong Paxxie!😉😘 U can fight it! Yo stronger than it!☺ Don't give up!😊😘💝💝💝🎀🎀🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

[@thewandererraven]

Forst...ye, instead of first, gotta spice it up a bit

[@thewandererraven]

Ok, seriously though, you've been really strong so far, it makes me happy to see the fire inside of you still burning bright, keep it on.

[@-dumdino-6818]

𝙶 𝚛 𝚞

[@Morb1dCan1d]

Watching your videos, and always seeing how you continue to keep going and always try and look on the positive side of things is very inspiring. You are so amazingly strong, and I hope that you will continue that

[@cristalat101]

Me too! I was 14 but yeah I had gallstones I guess. I'm so sorry you had such a nasty gallbladder bro and yup doctors not believing you sucks. They kept telling me it was period cramps and it took over a year to finally get diagnosed and yeah it sucks. Edit: I wish I wasn't mute but hey I guess life sucks. I would make a video but I kinda can't.. I wish my mum took my pain seriously. You got to go home? Dang I'm forced to stay writhing in pain on a bad day unless I'm sick.

[@kerfuffletruffle1383]

I only recently-ish (almost a year ago) started having major health problems and it's been a really scary, isolating experience, but seeing other people put out their stories like this really helps me feel less alone, thank you :)

[@K0IBEE]

I’m just going to say this: you are strong, and amazing. you keep me going at times, even though you don’t know me personally. Thank you for everything.

[@caitsidhe4129]

As someone who has had to have her gall bladder removed in my late 20's, as well as my appendix, and other health issues, I have to say you are so great and strong. Keep trying to stay hopeful. *huggs*

[@toast_2375]

This reminds me if my journey with vision! About 4 years ago, I started having vision problems. Things would he cloudy and difficult to decipher until I got a closer look. I had to bend down to see the grooves in the carpet or the blades of grass. 4 years later (now), I got glasses, but immediately started crying because my vision is going to decline... eventually I'll go blind. I'm scared of that. I hate things I can't see, because going off of hearing alone is scary...

[@Penguin_Animates]

Hey Pax. I'm so glad you are okay. I'm kinda going through something like that, I had a surgery two weeks ago. 15 in the last two months. I know the feeling of "oh. this didn't work" I practically live at the hospital lol. I know that, one day, one of these surgeries or medicines will work. Or maybe not. I'm gonna keep being me though till I can't. Much love and good wishes to you Pax!

[@7waterdrops_7]

I really hope that you’ll be okay and that Pax sees this. That must be rough dude I hope one of the medicines works

[@Penguin_Animates]

@@7waterdrops_7 Its been like this since i was 9, so im not too worried. My uncle used to tell me that i have to take life like Dory and "just keep swimming" so ive always found that cute. maybe one day they will. but like pax said, normal is boring. id rather be me the way i am yanno?

[@7waterdrops_7]

@@Penguin_Animates Yeah that makes sense. I’m glad you’re happy to be yourself and not worried or anything! Your uncle sounds adorable

[@porkkana.]

Just started watching the channel, and didn't know that you had so severe health problems, I have a friend who has a pretty serious illness (don't know the name), but it reduces the amount of white blood cells that his body gets and he sometimes is sick for like an entire month because of a flu. So I wish you don't die and hope your life gets better!

[@oldsoldier4209]

You seem to be coping well, under an enormous burden. Thank you for sharing this with us, it can’t have been an easy decision to reach. Like so many others here, I will be here to support you in any way that is within my ability. My own decades long medical battle has been different. But, I am finally seeing some improvement. I hope that you continue finding ways to maintain some positive quality of life.

[@alquen848]

I hope you feel better soon 😌

[@ryvenfox7728]

There was a youtuber, I wish I could remember the channel, who had a lot of issues with keeping foods down. But I remember her issue was called gastroparesis. Thank you for sharing, it helps to know other people understand the loneliness of chronic illness

[@RadPaxOfficial]

Yeah I have that disease as well. I need to just do a video on all the stuff I have. But that’s one of the reasons my stomach hates food :(

[@venusbunn]

I’m sorry you have to experience this. I definitely can’t understand it completely, but I wish you the best. My mom has really bad knee issues, and she has surgery tomorrow, so I at least understand that chronic illness and pain can disrupt almost everything.

[@szuuyl]

I hope your going to be ok. If you need a break for physical health, you should have one. I wish you the best. Have an amazing day, Try your best :(( we love you!!

[@pineneedle116]

That must be so difficult to deal with, I hope you can recover from any recent issues, and continue to put your thoughts out there for other people struggling.

[@a.linden]

i’m so sorry dude. best wishes and much love 💜

[@cheshire4666]

pax these videos are getting me through being trans and stuck in Florida. its really comforting to just listen to someone you resonate with, who's been through so much. i really hope you're doing OK out there

[@Mayday045]

Pax and anyone in their situation, we wish you the best of luck. I hope you get better and that you have a good day!

[@grayprince7]

while i don't remember it, for the first few years of my life i was pretty sick. i had an extra lobe on my kidney, and the valve that led from my kidney to my bladder was too small, so all of the stuff my body was trying to get rid of kept relapsing. i had to get a surgery at 3 months old and take a few medications for a while. one time i had a baby sitter and she forgot to give me all my meds. after that, until my condition was fixed, my parents never left me with a baby sitter. i did end up getting a baby sitter for a few years when i turned four. she was awesome.

[@jarofross1326]

i wish you'll have a wonderful life in the future despite the pain you've been through.

[@KageNekoSamax]

Oh gawd on that sandwich part my stomach hurt, i had a surgery too and everything felt painful for a a while, good to know you made it just ok!

[@niccalove23]

I want to say something if that's ok, Pax you are an inspiration to me, I say that because even tho you are basically going through hell medically you keep going and you make the most of your life that you're given, your positive outlook is very beautiful and I am blessed by your testimony. My life isn't as bad but I do deal with having Cerebral Palsy (it's mild but still something that affects me in a big way), depression and Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome and I have to deal with the possibility of not having children and diabetes, but I am happy that I am able to watch your video's thank you for being brave and telling your live story.

[@Spooonkie]

I had to get my gall bladder removed when I was 29 & it was emergency surgery. I too had hoped that it would help me eat foods better, but it didn't. It got rid of the some of the pain from it so I'm glad its out. I have a lot of health problems so I can relate so much.

[@ace.archives]

I'm sorry you have to go through this, Pax. My family has a genetic gallbladder disease, so there's a high chance I'll have to get it removed in the future too :/

[@therandomdragon806]

My poor man I’d give you a hug except I don’t and probably shouldn’t know where you live/are at. All I have is morning stomach cramps sometimes and had my appendix removed.

[@Moon404yt]

It's sad that such talented people suffer from something..

[@slamfam7621]

Pax deserves nothing but the best ... stay strong man, stay strong

[@slamfam7621]

P.S Ignore all the "cancel culture" crap, you made a mistake in the video about your ex, you admitted it, don't let people push the narrative that you are a bully, butt also: DON'T RESPOND.

[@nott2997]

Don't you dare die! I will drag you back by your teeth! Im kidding, ilysm ;; i hope everything goes better from now on

[@PWNDON]

I'm sorry Pax, I don't know how to comfort people. But, I don't want you to die, ever.

[@luckycharms2652]

You have my prayers for your health I hope you get help and please stay strong for not us but for yourself

[@thewaterbearbug]

I can relate. When I was four, I got my appendix removed because it was infected.

[@percythetrain_13]

don't give up pl keep fighthing even when it gets hard have hope

[@rainsupe]

Stay strong! It’s gonna be alright... ✨

[@City_Of_Echos]

Keep staying strong and I hope keep staying positive.

[@caitlinunderwood8447]

New subscriber here. COVID must be extra scary for you because of your health issues. Stay safe, lots of love!

[@dapd7985]

This reminds me a bit about my two surgeries, I didn’t get an organ removed but they bit affect my life daily, due to a knee surgery I have every now and then if I’m doing a sport or even just sitting down it cramps up and it is really painful but I kinda got use to it where I can bare it. My other surgery was I hate to admit it but where I had to get a cyst removed from a certain lower back area due to a costume I had to wear for a drama thing and before it was removed I was in the hospital every week or so because It was painful, since it was removed I can’t sit dow longer than a few hour or it hurts. It doesn’t help that when I was getting my stitches out this nurse strait up ripped them out even though I was in tears asking if she could either let me rest for a bit or go a little slower and she ignored me. What makes to way better is after she said I looked spacey after it. She strait up caused bleeding.

[@commandogirl22]

Hang in there sweetie

[@thelast_dinonugget]

"It's more common in 60-70 year olds" My mom who had it removed when she was 31: 👁️👄👁️

[@PokemonFreak6298]

I had to have my appendix removed at around the same age, while my life went back to normal quick my mom unfortunately wasnt very motherly and told me it was a stomach bug for days insisting I was fine. Luckily my dad knew something was up when inwas pukeing water up within minutes of drinking it and took me to the doctor firdt thing that morning. To this day ill remember the doctor looking at my dad and saying "we are sending the info over to the hospital (the big main one they do surgery in as this was an urgent care center) and that he needed to get me over there because i had about 3 hours before it would have ruptured and likely killed me if not very nearly so. I know it must suck being chronically ill and i cant begin to understand it fully but i hope you know there are people even here online who truely care about you and your well being, sending lots of love and good vibes your way, remember things might not get better but you can still make the most of the good days in between the bad weeks and months between them.

[@areshimeros]

Don't say you're "not normal". Normal isn't a thing. Normal was just created by boring people by boring people. You are an amazing artist and person Pax, and i hope that one day, you'll see the light in the end of the tunnel. xx a fan with breathing, hormonal, and mental issues, because like you say "when life gives you lemons :D".

[@StarPuppetBoy]

Are u gonna be ok? Will they find another organ for u? How are u doing?I hope u get through this.I dont want one of my favorite Trans KZbinrs to die.

[@cloud3d_iridescence188]

You actually don't need a gall bladder to live so he should be fine at least if only the gall bladder is the only factor.

[@chillwithmasaco8416]

My dad had an infection in his gallbladder, and had to get it removed. I was only a few months old when this happened, but I remember my brother telling me that, that was one of three times he had seen my dad cry... and it was the only time he had seen him cry because of physical pain. As I said before I was only a few months old when this happened, but I’ve always been told that they had to get an ambulance to come and get him, and we lived in an apartment so the ambulance workers had to carry him down the stairs because he couldn’t walk because of the pain. My dad is okay today, I don’t remember him ever being sick after that, I of course don’t remember him being sick back then either but yeah. Pax I hope that you’ll get better! And if you ever get worse which I of course don’t hope happens, but you know it’s always a possibility, please don’t stress yourself out about getting stuff up on KZbin and things, because your health is more important! please take care of yourself! And that goes for everyone please just take care of yourself, you might think that something else is more important, but no it’s not! Much love and have a nice day💖

[@nocxlette]

Look, I'd hate to not make your day by saying this, but im internally crying because i feel bad that you can't live the way you want to and you're just stuck like this, i want to give you a hug so badly. :(

[@RadPaxOfficial]

Its okay. When life hands you lemons, even if they're bitter and spoiled. Make lemonade. Just add more sugar to make life a bit sweeter

[@maripaws]

hope you're aight dude

[@pressedrose1]

7:40 Me who has severe trust issues and paranoia and is terrified of hospitals: .... Yeah 👀

[@cole6843]

*much hugs* TT3TT I wish you well!

[@ajaxcourtney3849]

I have a procedure on the 3rd. I won’t be put under unfortunately. I think I’d rather surgery. But I have to keep telling myself “you need to do this. This will be the thing that will tell us what’s wrong” I’m having lots of panic attacks 😅

[@quivedraws7859]

I'm getting my wisdom teeth removed soon and today was them explaining how the iv and what I'm supposed to do for 25 hours after, so I'm really nervous about that-

[@rainsupe]

Good luck :))💕

[@higamerXD]

its nice to know even if one day you are no longer here your ideas creations expressions and art will allways remain existince is precious and giving up is futile best to you for all the days you have best to those who love you for the days you dont. im hope for all the days you do have to be nice ones.

[@higamerXD]

may all the days you have be nicest you could have had

[@joana.apples]

I've only found your channel recently but you're one of my favourite youtubers already

[@TheobaldLeonhart]

>Reads title OH SHIT, ARE YOU OK?!

[@WhimsicalBunn]

Currently in the hospital and I may be having the same procedurr

[@elliott9641]

I cried because this reminded me of my epilepsy experience and they couldn't find out whats wrong with me, I had it 4-10. At 10 I had my surgery they took my left frontage lobe out and I'm now imtwo years seizure free, also i just got off my meds.

[@Vampiric_Goblin]

Thank you for the chronically ill shout out T^T

[@go0p_juice]

I have a question, do you know anything about how dangerous top surgery is? I want to get it in the future and I’m terrified.

[@RadPaxOfficial]

talk with a surgeon, honestly. they know more

[@avthendiarie9955]

Hugs I hope you are okay I am sorry hugs I understand life get better your a great person hugs

[@WinterBlizzards]

Here are some of the imag- AD

[@forest._.sprite54]

My mom had to get her gulblader removed either shortly after I was born or before I was born

[@forest._.sprite54]

But I had to get the same surgery twice, the first time, the doctor flubbed it up

[@weelebaseknowles4410]

Wow how you going to recover form this

[@lunaliss2626]

I have a question redpax Isn’t COVID stoping you from going to the hospital cause now at least I’m my town we’re not allowed to go unless CoRoNa so uh ya it sucks idk how to end these thing and I know u said but still

[@RadPaxOfficial]

My hospital takes extra care due to COVID. and there’s basically two areas in the hospital now for COVID cases and non COVID cases to help stop the virus spread as best they can. But they can’t exactly stop people from going to the hospital if they’re dying. Honestly in my city it’s been fairly safe here it’s mostly just college kids being dumb

[@jellofish1455]

I know this is off topic but it is very common that *a doctor* will glue you back together. Super glue or medical glue is very helpful to get wounds shut without getting stiched up. Glue is less pain to the patient, it usually costs less, it can reduce scarring in some cases, and you don't have to go back for it to be removed.

[@mme.veronica735]

Keep in mind glue can only be used for some cuts and in cases were they can't use glue but need to stitch something inside te body there are dissolving stitches that dissolve slowly

[@jellofish1455]

@@mme.veronica735 yes. Glue can be helpful in many circumstances but not all of them, same goes for stitches.

[@substandardartist]

My little sister was born chronically Ill.. but she died as an infant

[@olived8620]

just try to be strong :)

[@cole6843]

I WILL drink some water!

[@reedeckert7437]

Dude sick kids unite! let's make everyone feel uncomfy!

[@SpectacleSpark]

I think my dad can possibly relate to you? The doctors thought he wasn't born with a gallbladder, but turns out he was after a 2nd check up? But still, he has stomach problems like you I guess you could say so I'm pretty sure he can relate. As for surgery, I can relate. 6 of my teeth had legit rotted or decayed out of my mouth and I had to go into childrens hospital to get them removed. I was put under anesthesia and in all honesty... It was f*cking scary. I did not like the effects of that sh*t AT ALL. Let's just say I was born with yellow teeth (Dentinogenesis imperfecta), and um... The genes in them mutated, to where they can actually rot more quickly than from an average human teeth.

[@wow.itsjaz]

ily sooo much :)

[@ReroutedBeanDip]

Ooooo! Made me almost cry.

[@fawneyeslambheart]

liver transplant here :) hi!

[@psychicplebalien]

One of my friends had hers removed when she was 23 or so? Idk. I have a gift for you, brother. The power of prayer, in Jesus' name. I have seen proof of this healing many times before, so I'll pray too. I know that God doesn't reveal the answers to us always, but if we seek his knowledge, the door is open brother! This isn't a "pray the gay away" thing, I'm not like that. I don't know God's ways completely, but I trust him, even in the hardest struggles of my mental illnesses, I came to him, not giving up, but seeking hope, faith, and love. My love goes out to you, stay safe. :)

[@stellascheer5241]

HII How are you

[@sswiftbreeze]

Well obviously, not great

[@rinlikesbeans7326]

jokes on you, i edited this comment so that the replies make no sense B)

[@EnbyTrash__]

Oh my gosh that’s so sad 😭

[@ur_local_bisexual_witch1796]

I agree. thats really cool

[@StarPuppetBoy]

Hi

[@HadesTheBeloved]

Oh my god that sucks, I am so sorry for you, wish you luck ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

[@Sambetafish]

Dude why would you say that

[@ur_local_bisexual_witch1796]

Are you going to be okay?!?!?

[@StarPuppetBoy]

Idk but I hope they will be ok

[@ur_local_bisexual_witch1796]

me to. I'm worried about them.

[@StarPuppetBoy]

@@ur_local_bisexual_witch1796 I hope they will get through this (I meant they sorry I am just so used to saying Him her his him she)

[@ur_local_bisexual_witch1796]

@The Cinnamon Rollz me to.

[@RadPaxOfficial]

as okay as I can be~~