i’m an addict… my road to healing/recovery

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Isimeme Edeko

Isimeme Edeko

9 ай бұрын

Hi BeauteGang! We've got A LOT to talk about...
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@sapphirejae2410
@sapphirejae2410 9 ай бұрын
I don’t think people realize THIS is what we need nowadays. Y’all just think about it, social media can be VERY DANGEROUS. Sometimes it is best to take a step back and “check yourself” I first want to thank you for allowing us to be apart of this journey , and for being so transparent. I’m sure more influencers feel the exact same way but refuses to speak on it. I am so happy for you, I genuinely mean that. I also think it’s safe to safe we’re all rooting for you, again thank you and here’s to continuing to shed that dead skin. 2024 is the year the plants in the garden will start to grow 🩵🫶🏾
@MissAmberRae1
@MissAmberRae1 8 ай бұрын
Amen! 🙏🏽🤍
@NettLawann
@NettLawann 8 ай бұрын
Amen 🫶🏿
@keepingitrealnaturalist5472
@keepingitrealnaturalist5472 8 ай бұрын
I dare say that he has saved you way more than just twice. Even when you were the furthest away from him, he kept you, preserved your life to allow you to get to this point. Kept you safe from accidents, harm, injury; fed you, clothed you, have you a marvelous husband and super mom. He’s been saving you all your life to take you to this very moment. I’m so happy for you. You’ve motivated even me to keep walking with him. There’s no better option
@kala7347
@kala7347 8 ай бұрын
"Holiness requires separation, discipline, and self denial" whew!! Watched all 30 minutes of this video and this has been my biggest discovery this year of 2023. The discovery of only what you do for God matters because that determines your life here and after this life. Happy for you Isi and the journey God is taking you and Josh on ❤
@OnlyOneJess
@OnlyOneJess 9 ай бұрын
Proud of you queen! The openness of this video is inspiring. We love you!!
@nikkicole54321
@nikkicole54321 9 ай бұрын
This is something i see content creators struggle with over time. They go hard for so long and thats just not sustainable. People w/ 9-5s have breaks for holidays, weekends, vacations, set time for work but the social media life can be all encompassing.
@rayannam7411
@rayannam7411 9 ай бұрын
Isi I’m glad you turned to God when you were in those dark places and you’re doing better now mentally. Also I’m so proud you took the time and space to be more in tune with yourself.
@lakeishionstreet
@lakeishionstreet 9 ай бұрын
First, congratulations on reaching one year of marriage. Second, we LOVE you ISI
@shaylove4117
@shaylove4117 9 ай бұрын
'i told myself i wasn't going to cry" MEANWHILE I AM BALLING MY EYES OUT RN CAUSE GIRL SAME! thank you for doing the work because you are helping me and so many others. GOD IS SO GOOD🙌🏽
@aubreyehill9024
@aubreyehill9024 8 ай бұрын
Omg same bc whew God only knows!!! He pulled all of us through ❤️
@asiwasplaying
@asiwasplaying 2 ай бұрын
I broke down during this because whew, it really did hit me too.
@emeraldkaysgarden
@emeraldkaysgarden 9 ай бұрын
Healing is a marathon journey not a sprint. Take your time and compare yourself to no one but you. YOU GOT THIS, I sincerely mean that. THE MOST HIGH GOD got you🙏🏽💕💯
@aisha9300
@aisha9300 9 ай бұрын
Proud of you ISI ❤ Jesus is really shining through you 🥹❤️
@baneliswamadlala2265
@baneliswamadlala2265 9 ай бұрын
Guys, let's just appreciate how matured of a women she actually is🙌🙌🙌❤
@TiffanyAnnn
@TiffanyAnnn 8 ай бұрын
*woman
@demetriaamira2269
@demetriaamira2269 8 ай бұрын
Sheeshhh. When i tell you.. i cried my eyes out when you said Jesus saved me. I never thought i would be able to enjoy life without a trauma lens on ever but.. as soon as I repented. Life started to gradually feel beautiful. We needed this girl!🌻
@0blbe1
@0blbe1 9 ай бұрын
So true, about the money part there a quote by Bob Marley "Money is numbers and numbers never end. If it takes money to be happy, your search for happiness will never end."
@cristinasantovena
@cristinasantovena 9 ай бұрын
Can't believe its already been a year, i wish you guys the best and happiest future ❤
@diamondfuqua
@diamondfuqua 9 ай бұрын
Time just be moving for sure
@kwelihuskey-littlejohn2382
@kwelihuskey-littlejohn2382 9 ай бұрын
We love you isi. I miss your content. Your so real and transparent. As a 22 year old navigating through life, this type of content helps me get the those rough times. Thank you I appreciate you ✨
@uniqueajana
@uniqueajana 9 ай бұрын
Literally same she’s helped me so much …❤
@Ms.JDsWorld247
@Ms.JDsWorld247 9 ай бұрын
you are learning this early which is GREAT!! people in their 40s and 50s have not made it to where you are mentally. 💕💕
@doorthee9833
@doorthee9833 9 ай бұрын
For the many souls you’ve touched with this video alone…we THANK YOU! Not only for your transparency but the willingness to put in the work and reestablish your foundation. ISI: the inspirational gift that God had given me as such a young age. To teach about the importance of Selah, you truly are a great influencer!
@choscenone9118
@choscenone9118 9 ай бұрын
These words” I am so happy for you” can’t express how happy, and grateful I am for you. Jesus truly has his hands on you, as you know. And thank you for sharing.
@sophiab8899
@sophiab8899 9 ай бұрын
I'm just happy to see her face shoot. Seeing how much she's learning throughout this life journey not for us but herself is powerful.
@genesisgenuinely
@genesisgenuinely 9 ай бұрын
I’m glad you’re back and I’m even MORE glad that you took the time to take care of you! I’m in that space of trying to heal, detach, and recover from over consumption and comparison. So this video is timely and helpful. It’s okay to take time to detach and grow. Thank you for sharing this with us and I cannot wait to continue to support you as you continue to personally and professionally grow! 🙏🏽🧡
@JessicaChapman
@JessicaChapman 9 ай бұрын
I'm also on the self-discovery journey and I'm in my thirties. I appreciate you taking the time to make this video! I was tearing up with you. We missed you!
@DaLyricalOne79
@DaLyricalOne79 9 ай бұрын
Thank you sis for releasing such a powerful message. I’m so glad that you’re back and still growing, truly you really reminded me we I need to be
@NadjaNataliaPanamanianBeauty
@NadjaNataliaPanamanianBeauty 9 ай бұрын
I’m currently going through this myself and you are speaking so much facts! It’s easier said and done! I love you and I’m so proud of you. ❤
@justtiffny
@justtiffny 9 ай бұрын
we love you! regardless if you post or not! Thank you for being such a light for us. We’re glad you’re back ❤️ Chose you EVERY TIME 🙏🏾
@naejohnsonmusic
@naejohnsonmusic 9 ай бұрын
This came at the most incredible time, thank you Isi. You’ve inspired me to keep going.
@dassheeen
@dassheeen 9 ай бұрын
Sooo grateful to have you back sis! I missed you and social media hasn’t been hitting the same for me since you’ve been gone. Had me with Isi withdrawals lol. All jokes aside, I appreciate you taking the time out for yourself, it’s encouraging to see and reassures that I’m not struggling alone. Sending love and light❣️✨
@kimorastaine7152
@kimorastaine7152 9 ай бұрын
This is deep. It's so wonderful the way your generation is so self-aware. Thank you for sharing. Your articulation and transparency will definitely provide learning moments for others. Blessings for you.
@rayofsunshine3697
@rayofsunshine3697 9 ай бұрын
It's so REFRESHING
@jbeauty1611
@jbeauty1611 9 ай бұрын
This really spoke to me especially in this time in my life that I feel like I am going through rough spiritual warfare. ♥️
@Martina_E
@Martina_E 9 ай бұрын
Congrats on 1 year anniversary! I’m glad I see all of us going on spiritual journeys love that for us!
@QueenZiareHadley
@QueenZiareHadley 9 ай бұрын
This video helped me, I’ve recently been dealing with letting go and not holding onto things that are no longer in my control and when I think about how I can replace my anxiousness with gratitude helps me, and that garden quote you mentioned was so fire I had to write that down and put it up girl!💅🏽
@X4i96
@X4i96 9 ай бұрын
ISI is back!! Take care of yourself we all love you!
@katoriaalicia
@katoriaalicia 9 ай бұрын
The devotional really got me in literal tears! I’m so happy and excited to watch and explore this journey you’re on! 💕
@Sofiaafolabi
@Sofiaafolabi 9 ай бұрын
Isi...we really appreciate you coming back ❤️❤️😇😭
@AudaL
@AudaL 9 ай бұрын
This is super transparent and i felt this , thank you for this! like i want to get out of cycles because I’m tired of repeating them but it’s such a HARD REWIRING that God has to help me with
@rayaddea5185
@rayaddea5185 9 ай бұрын
Isi!!! Is so good to see you and hear your thoughts. You have been missed and I can just see how much God’s grace is enveloping you!! Continue to be a light ❤
@Keebri
@Keebri 9 ай бұрын
This was truly a message. Watching this video literally felt like looking in the mirror. I'm on a similar journey and it is truly breathe taking. I'm happy for you hunty. Walk in that light and shine!
@JaNyaJohnson
@JaNyaJohnson 8 ай бұрын
As you evolve, make no apologies! ❤it’s sooo good to see you big sis! Thank you for checking in and I look forward to the journey ahead of us!
@SimplyMahoganie
@SimplyMahoganie 9 ай бұрын
It’s so great to see your beautiful face back. As always I love the honesty you always possess. This was a different type of transparency that I can definitely see and it’s so great to see. BeautyGang loves you forever and we can’t wait to see all the content you have for us!🫶🏽🫶🏽
@ShareseNicole
@ShareseNicole 9 ай бұрын
This prayer 🥹 I'm 8 months pregnant and just launched my skincare business today😫.. Over the last 4-5 months I've been beyond depressed and overwhelmed with thoughts of inadequacy… I'm embarking into new territory today and I told myself that every move I make… I give it to God.. No more depression, no more self-doubt, no more pity! Your video is just over more way that I know I'm on the right track! I will b still ❤️
@poptart7118
@poptart7118 9 ай бұрын
Isi, videos like this are what make you my all time favorite content creator. I love that you are always so committed to growth, self awareness and becoming the best version of yourself, whatever that looks like in each phase of your journey, and being brave enough to share in the hopes of helping others too. I know you said you can get lost sometimes, but please know that from someone who’s been watching you from the beginning, you are just pure LIGHT! And the world needs that! Your vulnerability, your kind and caring heart, you just exude so many wonderful things and I know God is working through you girl! So even when you get down and wonder what all this is for, please know you’ve touched at least one person and really changed my life. You’re like my internet big sister and I’m always rooting for you and grateful to have been inspired by you. ❤
@tiarraaaaa
@tiarraaaaa 8 ай бұрын
thank you for sharing this! you’ve shined a light for those who are trying to get out of the darkness. much love & appreciation for you 👏🏾♥️ welcome back !!
@ajahnae7674
@ajahnae7674 9 ай бұрын
We missed you so much💗💗💗💗 your journey of spiritual maturing is beautiful✨ don’t ever stop, you have no clue how many people you’re inspiring
@jaylortresvant5843
@jaylortresvant5843 9 ай бұрын
You just don’t know how much these videos mean…. I’m currently going through a transformation and it’s been emotional and difficult but yet refreshing keep sharing your truth and using us as an outlet thank you babe thank you 🥰😍😍😍
@cadyg2531
@cadyg2531 8 ай бұрын
YOU BETTA GIVE HIM ALL THE GLORY 😭🙏🏾💜 when I tell you I relate HEAVY, there's no exaggeration. Love your channel 💜
@alexisholloman2678
@alexisholloman2678 9 ай бұрын
Didn't expect to be tearing up during the prayer, but Isi I really appreciate your transparency. Loved the video!!!
@jaalahrae
@jaalahrae 9 ай бұрын
I feel you sis. I’ve been there and sometimes float back and forth. The biggest thing I’ve learned is to “charge it to the game”. Not in like just pushing it off way, more in the moment when you have those feelings you “charge it” and put aside time to really dive deep. This helps me to stop feeling overwhelmed in the moment and I know that on whatever day and time you choose you will handle it and heal it (or begin to). Proud of you ❤
@Tasiaeunice
@Tasiaeunice 9 ай бұрын
This video was right on time! God is working in us more and more everyday in this time. I am so happy for you and thank you for sharing this message with us Isi ❤❤❤
@beedeejayelle
@beedeejayelle 9 ай бұрын
It's amazing how god will always find ways you give you the message you have been needing. The way I sat in tears watching this video is unreal...struggling with anxiety and trying to find ways to get out of the mental trenches. Isi thank you for sharing your story to help me reflect on my mine❤ thank you for reminding me about my garden 💐
@gracedorvil1945
@gracedorvil1945 9 ай бұрын
This is road to freedom... literally got chills watching this! God puts us in places where we no longer can relay on our selfs but only can relay on him. I'm learning this as well. Love this for you!!!!
@TiffanyAnnn
@TiffanyAnnn 8 ай бұрын
God has never put me in a space where I couldn’t rely on myself, why would I rely on a entity that you all call a man. The point of growing is to rely on yourself.. y’all be saying some wild things. 🙄
@melhart91
@melhart91 9 ай бұрын
Isi this has me smiling so hard. He really is our prince of peace. Your journey has been so relatable. Keep allowing him to be your provider. You’re covered. Happy anniversary to you guys 🫶🏽
@veroniqueedaniel
@veroniqueedaniel 8 ай бұрын
Praying for you. Thank you for being vulnerable with us and opening up about your personal battles. Praying for you🤎🙏🏾
@OfficialRanika
@OfficialRanika 9 ай бұрын
I really felt your testimony about feeling God there with you in your lowest moments. That feeling of pure loving support and guidance is indescribable but when you know YOU KNOW. 💜
@madj4743
@madj4743 9 ай бұрын
Isi, you are a genuine force. Glad you’ve chosen you and God.
@blacdiamond_tv
@blacdiamond_tv 9 ай бұрын
Glad to See You Back Sis!!! 🤗 Thank You 🙏🏾 for being so transparent with us & dropping so many gems 💎 sending nothing but Peace Love & Light you way!!! 💕💋 This Video really encouraged me been in the sunken place for a while now thanking the Divine Creator for helping to pull me out as I heal once again 🙏🏾 Thank you 💋
@arispalate
@arispalate 9 ай бұрын
I’ve never been so proud m of someone I didn’t know personally. Thank you for sharing this vulnerable space with us. I’m so thankful you’re allowing God to speak through you. That “I ended up broke-ken” hit me deep in my core. You are such a light 💡 and i’m glad to be drawn to your light. You are a blessing. Thank you
@diannadesir8327
@diannadesir8327 9 ай бұрын
"I tried to buy Happiness and ended up broke-en" Woaw!!! I Needed to hear that!
@claralouis265
@claralouis265 9 ай бұрын
It is so relatable I don't know what to say. Just went through a similar experience for the past 5 months. It is an experience to live as the outcome is limitless and after such a breakthrough of gardening and conversing with God, on my part I felt everything; confidence, self love, love for life, love for GOD. Walking with God is walking with confidence because there is no room he cannot turn over for us. A recovery of faith, a baptism of grace. God, grace, grateful ❤❤❤ Welcome back Isi 💓 we missed you a lot, we appreciate and welcome your truth as always 🎉
@sylenelashley6201
@sylenelashley6201 9 ай бұрын
Aww this was beautiful!! Thank you for sharing your journey sis. Amen and Amen. May God continue to bless you and strengthen you🙏🏾
@angelbaby.0
@angelbaby.0 9 ай бұрын
ISI I related so much I literally did a reality check unexpectedly this year and boy did I need it, avoidance was my coping mechanism and now healing and dealing with trauma to be happy is my current journey. God bless you in your healing and May more blessings come to you through this phase of your life. Welcome back ! ❤
@xoxogospelgirl
@xoxogospelgirl 9 ай бұрын
This video truly truly blessed me today because I everything you said aligns with everything I’ve been going through in my own life. And I was just saying earlier today, “This walk with Christ is a journey, not a linear path"
@bukimi3732
@bukimi3732 9 ай бұрын
I don’t know how you do it every single time. Perfectly articulate the feeling and lessons I’ve been also opening my eyes to. From natural hair to adulthood and spirituality. Your a godsend isi.
@rosemah
@rosemah 9 ай бұрын
I resonate with this video SOO MUCH!! Thank you for unpacking some of your experiences with us Isi. It’s healing and eye opening. ❤️
@tracisspace
@tracisspace 8 ай бұрын
Ohhhh this was so beautiful, you’re so not alone in this season, God has been doing so many great things across my KZbin feed. Literally every time I scroll I’m hearing/seeing stories like yours! I love your “garden” reference while on my healing journey I heard in a dream (not tryna be a weirdo) lol it was as God was saying to me “I’m irrigating the wounds” that’s what led to my break (and continued) from social media and the GROWING PAINS I went through definitely felt like wound irrigation! I had so much to unpack… BUT GOD! So thankful for the grace he extends us repeatedly. Thank you for sharing this! Looking forward to this journey of healing with you 🙏🏾
@M.Key777
@M.Key777 9 ай бұрын
This message came across my feed at the perfect moment! Huh the way rushing ourselves and letting worldly things consume us really steals our Joy and gratitude. Thank you for your beautiful testimony 🤍
@HannahxHero
@HannahxHero 9 ай бұрын
When I say I feel like I was hearing myself talk, wow! I've been to places within myself this last few months that I didn't even know existed. Re-discovered wounds that I thought had healed long ago. Sometimes you have to hit rock bottom to really appreciate everything the Most High has done for us and will continue to do - a love like no other. Profoundly indescribable. I'm so happy you've come to this realisation, it's definitely not an easy journey but it's beyond worth it. When you truly realise you no longer have to carry all of these burdens that you've placed on yourself the sense of relief is so intense. Practicing gratitude and stillness has quite literally transformed my reality, I'm living the same life but everything is different now. I see the beauty weaved in and out of the seemingly mundane which I was acutely blind to before. Proud of you girl, keep going!! 💕
@tatitaylor806
@tatitaylor806 9 ай бұрын
Isi!!! You read me while reading yourself. And I'm currently on this journey. Of getting closer to god and myself. While you were going through all your addictions especially the weed one... I felt seen! And being alone! Omg I loveee this and I'm not even done with the video. I'm proud of you girllll!!! ❤❤❤ I'm shedding tears right with you. I feel like I've been going through this journey right with you. Same experiences and everything. I'm only two months in my spirituality journey and I get the crying and freeing feeling. I cry every time too. I can't wait to update you on my 6th month.
@jasmincraighead420
@jasmincraighead420 8 ай бұрын
Amen amen amen! I went back to church for the first time in five months today and was reminded of how deeply the Lord loves me. Truly a beautiful thing🙏🏽 I’m so glad you were able to come out of the darkness ❤️ love and light to you sister
@abbiemyrie
@abbiemyrie 9 ай бұрын
Thanks for sharing! It encourages me to look into myself and what I'm addicted to as well. Also, the train sounds while I'm here crying with you made me laugh lol, happy to see you back!
@Lil_Lanah04
@Lil_Lanah04 9 ай бұрын
Isi I don’t think you’ve ever made me cry this hard, and gurrlllll you be makin me cry. Not in a bad way but your realizations and overwhelming knowledge and support is so much more than a lot of other content creators are willing to offer. Thank you❤️
@xkristina1222x
@xkristina1222x 8 ай бұрын
Love you Isi ❤ glad to see you back! Everything you said resonated with me honestly. I am constantly going through these mental battles but learning to give myself grace and give it all to God. I love the growth that you’ve achieved so far mentally, spiritually and physically, and of course there will be many more blessings to come. 🫶🏾
@snd12311
@snd12311 9 ай бұрын
Please, when you started tearing up I couldn’t help myself 🥺. GOD IS SO GOOD. So happy to hear you are feeling lighter now and excited for your journey back on YT. Praying for you, us, and everybody in all the aspects you mentioned!!
@purplegigi_
@purplegigi_ 9 ай бұрын
i cried so much with this cause i'm just starting my twenties and i'm gonna be 21 on the next week of this month and like, recently i had this exact epiphany about life and god and my purpose here, this year it's being difficult yet the best year i had in my entire life cause i feel like i'm finally starting to open my eyes, finally i'm growing up. and you know what, i was missing specifically your therapy session content cause they always gave me so much comfort and your words inspired me to be a better version of my self everytime you talked abt your struggles, i saw myself in you and that was what gave me comfort. i hope i continue to evolve and also hope to be able of seeing you evolve in your life too, thank you so much isi for being this beautiful human and this wise black woman that inspires us to be our best versions. i, gisele, truly am grateful for finding you last year, love from brazil 💜🇧🇷
@AriH68
@AriH68 9 ай бұрын
Girl I been thinking about you! I was like I hope I didn’t accidentally unsubscribe. Happy you took your time and did some healing and self work! Miss you!!
@kaylinrodges6011
@kaylinrodges6011 9 ай бұрын
Isi, thank you so much for sharing that with us, with me. I wholeheartedly relate to most of what you have said. I’m 22 and listening to you describe your struggles with yourself was like listening to you describe me. This video was confirmation for me on the work that I need to do. I also understood those tears. I can never talk about God’s goodness and his mercies towards me without crying. He is truly a soft spot for me. It’s so beautiful listening to and watching what God is doing in your life. The authenticity of it all. I pray you many blessings and peace as you continue on your journey. God has a beautiful way of gracefully breaking us. It’s uncomfortable and difficult at times, but it’s so worth it. It produces a lifetime reward. Again, thank you🩵🥹
@resharabrooks7734
@resharabrooks7734 9 ай бұрын
I am so happy, thankful and grateful that you decided to put this out especially at the time that you did. I am currently at that same exact crossroads at my life literally feeling like this when I woke up. Thank you so much for reminding me where my help comes from, you can definitely see the light of Christ working in you and this video really gave me the confirmation I needed to step out on faith and allow the Lord to guide every step!!!!
@amandaparfait9468
@amandaparfait9468 9 ай бұрын
I needed this. Thank you for being so transparent sis. Praying for your continued healing. Keep letting Him guide you ❤
@syndelleclarke6212
@syndelleclarke6212 9 ай бұрын
This is literally what I'm currently going through... I really needed this video❤ I am so proud of you and how far you've come I pray for nothing but blessings on your life and congratulations to you and Josh!!!❤ God bless!!😊
@caliBornbEauty
@caliBornbEauty 8 ай бұрын
Yes there are so many different layers of us as individuals. The beauty lies in appreciating each layer. Good Job Isi!
@belldej4uves
@belldej4uves 9 ай бұрын
Isimeme I have been watching you since you were a junior in college. I am now a sophomore in college . Every year u unlock new levels to yourself. You have always felt like a big sister through the screen watching u grown is amazing. I am so happy for u .
@thewynterrenee
@thewynterrenee 5 ай бұрын
I love how you’re showing the journey. You showing us the good, bad, repetitive, all of it. It’s a testiment to your growth. Sometimes we think we have it then we don’t. Really appreciate your transparency throughout your channel. 💪🏾❤️
@tishauni
@tishauni 9 ай бұрын
We missed you 🥹🥹🥹🥹
@diamondfuqua
@diamondfuqua 9 ай бұрын
Most definitely did
@JJCole2321
@JJCole2321 8 ай бұрын
LETS SAY IT AGAIN FOR THE PEOPLE IN THE BACK …. WE MISSES YOU 🤍
@CrystalAdornn
@CrystalAdornn 9 ай бұрын
She’s back 🩷! Just what I needed ✨
@YanYanYizzy
@YanYanYizzy 9 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story. Once again I’ve been nourished with wisdom, honesty and authenticity. You are a breath of fresh air. Thank you for the prayer too. 🙌🏾💕
@nevedarby6621
@nevedarby6621 9 ай бұрын
Been here since 2016 babe! Your wins are my wins, I'm so proud of you and happy for all your growth ❤️ thank you to staying transparent and honest 💕
@aprilxrenee
@aprilxrenee 9 ай бұрын
you are saving souls w this video, i got teary-eyed w you ♥
@linziee4661
@linziee4661 9 ай бұрын
Girl my professor always tell us in class, “Don’t SHOULD yourself, bc you can’t go back. We can’t go back in the past. We can only work on how we move going forward.” ❤
@missrespectful
@missrespectful 7 ай бұрын
I can see the growth in you Isi ❤ So proud of you! I hope you know you’re not alone, and we’re all rooting for you 🎉
@MrsMcCraney23
@MrsMcCraney23 9 ай бұрын
I appreciate this perspective. I feel like it’s hard at times to imagine this outcome could be possible while looking at it from a place of still being in the process of trying to survive and make it to a place of financial stability, independence, and growth in my own personal journey. That’s why content like this is so valuable because it’s shows the importance of a healthy balance of all things concerning you (physically, spiritually, emotionally, & mentally) I appreciate your willingness to share with us Isi ❤ we love you and support you through this process. This video has definitely encouraged me to push away the distractions and really dig deeper to figure out what my soul needs to get refocus on my God given purpose in this small amount of time God has blessed me with on earth.
@ruthreddick8369
@ruthreddick8369 9 ай бұрын
You were so missed!!! Glad to see you back! Love how real you are! And girl please just come as you are! Don’t stress yourself just to turn on the camera ❤❤❤
@kee0062
@kee0062 9 ай бұрын
I love your new transition...or revelation! Idc how long it took! I'm happy you came back WHOLE and with peace of mind! Forever a supporter 💕
@faithpayne2904
@faithpayne2904 9 ай бұрын
I really miss you and you uploaded in the right time . Every time you upload this type of content im on the same page of reflecting on self as well and trying to figure things out as well . Im appreciate you and love ya ! ❤
@tonyajade
@tonyajade 9 ай бұрын
And God won't ever stop saving you. Keep doing ya thing Isi!!! Praying for love and protection over your beautiful journey
@tachinhaable
@tachinhaable 9 ай бұрын
This testimony did it for me! You really said “imma speak God to you” and you did it💯💯❤️
@ayannabrinae5869
@ayannabrinae5869 9 ай бұрын
I have been thinking about you !!!!!! Isi !!!! ❤❤❤❤❤ continuing to pray for you and your journey you got this girl !
@mzkat3536
@mzkat3536 8 ай бұрын
So proud of you Sis for arriving at this moment! God truly is our keeper and very present help. Keep growing in Him and He will direct your path. ❤
@keyispeace_
@keyispeace_ 9 ай бұрын
Im excited for you!! Looking forward to your future content. Stay prayed up, God’s got you in the palm of His hand. Love!! 🙏🏾🤍✨🌹🌹🌹🌹
@shanleym.1414
@shanleym.1414 8 ай бұрын
Missed you and your thoughts/talk video’s. Glad your back. God saves us. He protects us. He’s always there. Ordered the book you had been reading from at the end of the video. I loved it sooooo much I needed to order it for myself because i’ve been in very dark place many times. And I think and feel that throughout life it will give me the support I need on that moment. Isi, HE SAVED ME AND SO HE SAVED YOU. He got our back. He knows us!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
@ms.ursulaa
@ms.ursulaa 9 ай бұрын
If I tell you how God have just revealed himself to me through this video, you will not believe it. All I wanna say is I'm glad you're back Isi and I pray God bless you, your family and friends and May he give you his peace, joy, love and light in JESUS mighty name amen❤
@diamondfuqua
@diamondfuqua 9 ай бұрын
Man do I agree God shows up and not even be knowing it
@xoxogospelgirl
@xoxogospelgirl 9 ай бұрын
I said the same thing!
@Kajd1331
@Kajd1331 9 ай бұрын
Healing: the continuous journey ❤️ you’re doing great Isi, glad you’re back
@arielhaynes5438
@arielhaynes5438 9 ай бұрын
Happy post anniversary🎉❤ Good to have you back as well. You've always kept it real.
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