I Need to Address THIS - I am Struggling

[@BrianthatiscalledBrian]

I was listening to The Beatles Naked Podcast this week, and they mentioned reaction videos on KZbin. They commented on how amazing it must be to hear the Beatles for the first time. Then they specifically mentioned a young woman who did The White Album in two parts. I'm pretty sure they were talking about you, Caroline. 🙂 Take a rest. We'll be here when you "get back". 😉

[@richardburke6902]

Thanks for being so genuine Caroline. Taking time off shows a level of self-awareness and maturity many lack. I will be tuning in for your album premiere. 😇🙏🏻

[@CallMeCaroline]

That’s very kind of you to say! Thank you Richard 😊

[@robertewalt7789]

The trick of course is to find a way to use your talents and interests to make enough money to live a decent life.

[@IsaacWale2004]

It's completely understandable Caroline, look after yourself :)

[@samuelmath1723]

Are you looking for advices to your next videos, Caroline? I think you've started fine with the Beatles albums impressions. An idea: Impressions of 60's big hits on the back then charts? Not the number ones really, but what was "au courant" back then.

[@steveparkes2807]

I'm only 47 years old but I'm saying this in my best Grandpa voice, "You're a lovely young lady Caroline"! Your Beatles reactions were great. Genuine, honest and informative. You didn't pretend to be anything you're not. Very few reaction videos are by the musically trained. You went the extra mile. And the 1%? I assume mostly my age or older without the insight to realise that someone of your age has had a billion more songs at their disposal than they ever had without the need to ever even tune into a radio station. Quite easy to believe you never heard the Beatles just like plenty of other Beatles reaction people your age. Besides you admitted it when you had heard a track. One last thing. There's no rush. Your album is on the learning curve of the next album, and don't worry about KZbin maintenance. Your subscribers will still be there after you ever need a break. Speaking of which.... Break a leg :)

[@izzonj]

You are one of the most genuine and lovely people out there and it's been a true pleasure to watch your videos. I'm rooting for you in whatever you do!

[@P.Galore]

You are a captivating personality...success will come to you when you least expect it.

[@CallMeCaroline]

I hope you all understand😊 ALBUM PREMIERE LINK: ⬇ kzbin.info/www/bejne/rofVoqqPiZJ-ipY My LOTR video essay:⬇ kzbin.info/www/bejne/qqHcaoKbh9udi7c

[@IsaacWale2004]

I won't be able to be at the premier 'cause I'll be in college at that time :( But I'll make sure to listen to the album as soon as I can, I really can't wait! :D

[@dogstar7]

Not only do we understand, many of us have been where you are. It gets better. You're incredibly sensitive and that's a very good thing, don't let anyone tell you different. But that same sensitivity that makes you unique must also be nurtured and treated as a fragile instrument. You're a gifted interpreter above all other things. Maybe you haven't considered developing your presentation skills because you've learned them along the way. Take as long as you need to recharge those creative batteries. You're audience will be there for you when you're ready to return.

[@Hukahey]

Really look forward to listening in live. Be gentle on yourself and have fun.

[@allenswanson2423]

As an old geezer with a creative side, I'm going to note that I have lots of ideas for amusing stuff to put up on KZbin, but I can't imagine finding the time to do it, if it weren't my source of income. And I was very surprised that you have no formal musical education, so I guess you must be doing something there right. If you're as serious as you seem to be, you definitely want to find a voice teacher -- they know things you can't know, and hear things you probably can't hear. You might also invest in software that lets you see your vocal pitch while you're singing. And keep in mind that you've undertaken all of this during one of the most stressful and isolating extended events our civilization has experienced in the last hundred years. As we come out of it the other end, spending less time wandering the weird hallways of the virtual world seems more than reasonable. And finally, I'll repeat something I wrote in your Community channel, after your abbey road clip: *** I'm gonna be a contrarian here, and suggest that instead of going on to the solo albums you take a year to go back and really listen to those Beatles albums. Find a good friend, preferably but not necessarily one with whom cuddles are an option, and spend some Saturday afternoons just lying around on the floor *listening*. More than with any other of these reactions, when this one ended I thought, "Please, just 'put the needle' back on track one and listen to the album again, right now." Because that's what *we* did. (and what I'm about to do.) In fact, if you'd done that and recorded it, and doubled the length of this reaction, I probably would have watched it. But when you do get around to the solo work, don't skip Wings Over America, the live triple album.

[@scottschienmann8461]

you have to do what makes you happy, as you have made a lot of us happy. Hope you know a lot of people care about you and have grown to think of you as a friend. Hope I can make your premiere,and look forward to your album.

[@JoshieDad]

Nothing wrong with taking a break 😁! Have a fun and relaxing break 👍 I really liked the LOTR music video analysis, I would like to see more of them in the future - I learnt heaps! Thanks 👌

[@CallMeCaroline]

Thanks so much Josh! Glad you liked them 😊🙌🏻

[@briandoherty3364]

Genuinely can't believe you haven't been through years of academic musical training: just assumed you had! Amazing. Anyway- look after yourself and hopefully see you soon :)

[@marcoman385]

I've waited for you every three weeks for the last several months as you discovered the Beatles for the first time. I looked forward to it and couldn't wait to tune for each new reaction. As much as I tuned in for the Beatles, I was also tuning in to spend some time with you online. I hope your personality comes through in your music because your personality is beautiful. You are a natural communicator who truly sparkles. Just be yourself and I have no doubt you'll find your way. You are massively talented. Peace.

[@robinfoster7597]

Caroline, do what ever makes you happy! Your Beatle reactions are the best I've seen - Strawberry Fields was priceless! Did you know that none of The Beatles could read or write music? Ignore the 1% negatives - they're just having a bad day! 😃

[@kenttheaker7904]

The Beatles project was a *Herculean* task. Amazing work, and it really made a huge splash in social media. (I'm sure all of us who watched feel much richer in having done so.) So congratulations and thank you! You've made so many new fans here who want you to succeed in all your goals. We're all rooting for you!

[@03211956]

Caroline you’ll be missed. Do what you need to do. We’ll catch you when you’re ready to return. Good luck!!❤️🎼

[@mikeanton9125]

I kind of noticed there was something wrong when I saw your Let It Be album reaction. You weren’t quite yourself. But let me tell you as a huge Beatles fan, it was so enjoyable watching you react to the songs. Also it was interesting in learning a bit about your background. I hope you find the right balance in your life. I hope you continue to do the things you love but most importantly make sure you take care of your well being. Don’t think of yourself of a failure. You have brought us a lot of joy.

[@samuelmath1723]

Her timing was right with her Beatles impressions. With the Get Back documentary and everything... She really desserves to take it smooth.

[@edmundhenry5095]

Caroline! Take all the time you need! You have an adorable personality and are very smart and talented. You will figure out your best path and I know that you will have success! Take care!

[@admiralbob77]

You do not owe us any explanations, and you do not owe us content. Every video you make is a bonus for people who enjoy them, not a debt you owe an audience!

[@bobbybrettel5422]

We miss you Aussie. We all love you and your work. Signed The Beatles Family!!!!!!!

[@ianbarron606]

None of the beatles had musical training, they were just so darnn musical. The reactions are great. So much to do. Individual beathes even Ringo. Rolling stones,beegees,beach boys, eagles. Then swing sinatra ella and on and on. Otherwise you should be in television. You are so talented, and fresh. Go girl

[@barneymiller5488]

I'm 59. My suggestion is if you're not getting paid upfront, don't do it unless you love it. Full stop. Good luck Caroline! Your Beatle videos were lovely!!!

[@berenerchamion4654]

We love you Caroline! Take the time you need, we'll be here for you.

[@thegman8968]

Thank you for sharing with us, (your KZbin friends). We would have been extremely worried and concerned had you just simply stopped. It just reinforces what a genuine and caring person we know you to be. Be good to yourself, first and foremost. We'll be here to reconnect whenever you like. Thank you for all of the joy!😊 YOU made KZbin a nicer place. 💐💐💐

[@davemiller7363]

I loved, loved, loved your reaction videos of the Beatles! The music notes you made about the arrangements were amazing! It’s ok to take a break and get your balance. I am a life and business coach and have worked with many high performing people like you. Getting balance in your life will make stronger and enable you to have better perspective about how to navigate your life. Rooting for you on your journey!

[@johnagel419]

Hildegard von Bingen was the first "modern" composer. She was also one of the Middle Ages' greatest and most influential minds. Bishops and even the Pope sought counsel with her. Her music is amazing, at times as from some other temporal region. I love it!

[@NerdologyUK]

You need to be able to take a break from time to time. Take some time to relax and enjoy yourself, and if it feels right, come back refreshed and ready to go again. Wishing you all the best with the album!

[@moptop7944]

Your Beatles reactions are THE BEST!! I'd love to see you react to The Beatles movies in order! A Hard Days Night, Help, Yellow Submarine, and Get Back. Their solo albums are a mixed bag and not at the level of The Beatles, but their 1st couple of albums to '71 are very good and would be worth listening to and reacting to the differences between them and to see how they embarked on their post Beatle careers... Specifically, McCartney (1970) Paul's one man band largely homemade recording, John Lennon Plastic Ono Band (1970) John's deeply emotional release, All Things Must Pass (1970) George's mammoth release of heartfelt songs showing he had arrived as a great song writer in his own write, RAM (1971) Paul's first real studio effort, and Imagine (1971) John's classic anthem. I think you would find those movies and those albums interesting and I think we would all agree that we'd love to see your reactions to them!!

[@beatlesbrain4819]

Yes I agree with this!

[@jeffreyhume4981]

I think she would like the movie A Hard Days Night, it's a classic!

[@LewisRowe-id6kr]

@@beatlesbrain4819 Agreed! The best on KZbin

[@cody95]

Do whatever you have to do to be happy 😊

[@CarlosPerezChavez]

I can say I am very grateful for that you have done in your videos. Please do whatever is right for you. We will be here with friendship and understanding.

[@martinwragg8246]

Your reactions to the Beatles albums was very insightful to most of the non music theory Beatles fans! 😉 Perhaps you could do a similar thing with their work after they split.😀

[@gigabloke]

Reading the comments, you are highly appreciated and well loved, Caroline. Spending extended time in nature is probably the fastest way to restore well-being physically, emotionally, spiritually, and get a proper perspective on your life: hiking, camping, surfing etc etc. I have only watched one of your videos so far, I totally loved it!

[@grahampentelow]

Just wanted to add to the other encouraging comments, I was never tempted to watch First Time listening videos, simply didn't interest me, but for some reason I clicked on one of your Beatles albums and loved it. Since watched them all. You've made me hear things I'd never even been aware of before. So thanks indeed, from yet another Grandad subscriber! Will listen out for your Album.

[@hydrophonedude]

You're very wise in your decision to take a break for a while. Your Beatles reaction videos have been a joy to watch. They've allowed me to hear all the songs with fresh ears again. Thank you for that gift.

[@13StJimmy]

I would never discourage you from doing music, but you’re really good at KZbin. Your analysis is always insightful and even though the Beatles drew people in, what you brought to the table is why we stayed. Not to mention how good you got and editing your videos! Good luck on the next part of your journey we can’t wait to see and hear it!

[@alonsoquirosgranados7568]

Thank you so much for everything Caroline, follow your pasions and do what you wanna do☺️

[@thehappysquid1552]

I came for the Beatles, but I stayed for your knowledge of composing and your music. I’ll be waiting for the album,

[@kovie9162]

Her album's out and can be heard in its entirety on her other channel that she links to above. But yeah, like most here I came for the Beatles reactions and stayed for the analysis, music and the sheer joy of watching her on-screen personality, which is joyous. She has a real gift for this sort of thing, the camera loves her, her voice is outstanding, and it would be a real shame if she quite making these videos even though of course it would be perfectly understandable if they were just too much for her to take on.

[@RAAF1017]

Far better to recognize and acknowledge all of this now, before it really gets to be a more serious problem... take the time you need to be the person you want to be . . . you're doing fine! Thanks for doing the stuff you've already done, and keep moving forward - one step at a time! :)

[@linjicakonikon7666]

You're an AMAZING woman. Your Beatles KZbin Series is a KZbin masterwork. Take a break and just do what makes you feel the best. I envy your abilities. I look forward to your album.

[@markhodge7]

Your LOTR video essay was very, very good, and a possible route to go for KZbin, uploading one every once in a while to keep in touch. Music composition seems to be your dream. You should always follow your dreams. Van Gogh followed his dreams. First know yourself and love yourself, then everything will fall into place.

[@Turtledove2009]

Well said!

[@rexdiamond]

Loved watching your discovery of the Beatles. Just follow your passion and wherever that leads you, you'll be great.

[@TheIronWaffle]

Taking time off is sometimes simply just what we need. Still, I realize “the algorithm” ™ is not so understanding. I know from experience working 40 hours a week, working on a graduate degree while teaching part time on the side while trying to sustain a long term relationship that sometimes the only viable path is a break to decompress until you’re in a place to re-assess. What follows is long but I think worth a read. I’ve been a college instructor and my own pursuits are on the creative side… so everything below comes from a place of empathy and experience. I’m not a KZbinr. One I follow, though, has had a very similar struggle in many ways. I’m not going to say what you “should do” but I can adapt what he’s done to your own material (I loathe the word “content”!). Keep in mind I’m just brainstorming a short term stop gap idea. One thing that you can I’m the meantime is bank a number of less time-consuming videos that might still appeal to this Beatles audience you’ve grown that builds on your own music. My thought is to talk about some of your music in the context of how The Beatles may have affected what you’ve done or how you see similarities or departures. It gives you the chance to talk about (and therefore keep your music out front) in a context that will keep those viewers engaged. I’m sure this can be done in a way where you select maybe four songs of yours. You know them inside out. They are your passion. You don’t need to “explain the song” (speaking as a writer, I know what a bad idea that is!). But you can share some of what you’re proud of in an arrangement or a melody for a few minutes and then spend a minute about a song from your recent series that you feel has a basis for related discussion. I’m saying this as someone who doesn’t himself need Beatles content to keep me subscribed and all that. I’m saying it as someone aware of the trickiness of maintaining an audience. Since you have all the tracks laid out, you can share the joy and stress of the creative process, the pressure of living up to a standard. The sort of thing that’s autobiographical enough that it shouldn’t be too time-consuming to assemble. If you can create one a day every other day or two for a week then you’d have enough for a month off while still having conte… material to feed the algorithm and see if you can converge/convert your audience. During that time off, let yourself not think about KZbin (as much as possible). If an idea pops in your head, write it in a note file for later. If inspiration of any sort swells (not necessarily for KZbin) then pursue it to whatever degree it feeds you - and stop when it feels like it’s feeding ON you. Okay. Enough rambling. I’d edit this but KZbin on iPhone makes that a misery. I do hope you made it all the way to the end and I hope that even if this idea doesn’t work for you, maybe it sparked a better idea of your own. If not that… I hope at least it feels better that this (and other) text-based strangers care enough to offer you unsolicited advice! Above all, be kind to yourself.

[@jacc1212]

Caroline, Just like you mentioned, I just discovered you last week because of The Beatles album reviews and I have not been this happy in quite some time! Again ... like you said - to see you enjoying and reacting to the songs, the joy and surprise on your face from the musical discoveries of these Beatles songs makes me feel wonderful, as in ... finally! someone who appreciates all of these nuances and musical gems within the songs! I almost feel like I have discovered a new best friend. You are so outgoing, positive and genuine it is a pleasure to spend time with you. Do what you have to do to make yourself happy, you deserve it. I am presently starting to watch your review of A Hard Day's Night. You have made me so happy. I wish I could give you a hug! Best of luck. I will continue to follow you!

[@beatlesbrain4819]

You should be in movies! Beautiful AND talented!

[@nachtsunterwegs]

Hello Caroline, thank you for sharing your doubts as well as other content. I hope you find a balance in all your endeavours that suits you well and makes you feel comfortable. If that means no youtube, or youtube just for promotion of own music material, that's fine, although I would surely miss your laughter and energy and intelligence. There are some other creators out there I follow, that only post a video once in a while, and I think that is perfectly ok. You owe us nothing, on the contrary, you have been very generous sharing your thoughts (and laughter and energy and intelligence) with us viewers. I'll be thrilled to listen to your own music.

[@JoelWende]

Oh Caroline! As a fellow Aussie I can also say that life in Oz has just been crazy regardless of where you are! WA people have been locked in their own state, Victorians and NSW people have been locked in their houses. The whole nation has been going through fires, floods, and then fires again…plus covid. Then you’re doing all this stuff on top of that. Release your album then take a proper break! Go into your favourite part of the country and camp or get an Airbnb. Take all the time you need to replenish your body and soul! You’re a remarkable young human who is going to do great things in the world whichever path you choose…but you don’t have to rush it! Take your time to just be you!

[@gonzorhernando5265]

You are an awesome person! So genuine!!! And very candid!!! Love all your hard work(s)!!! Go take some time off and travel. Looking forward to your album. All the best! 🥰👌👍

[@tony-on-drums]

I am a Beatles fan and a self- and KZbin-taught drummer who didn't go to music school either... but your fresh, joyful, even playful take on what you are hearing is so much more enjoyable than a deep music school analysis. There is a reason why your Beatles reaction videos were so successful. The reason is YOU! Do what you love and do it fully, This community supports you in whatever you choose to do, whether reacting or making your own music, we will listen!

[@aBeatleFan4ever]

Caroline - I just wanted to add... that I would absolutely LOVE to watch you listen to your favorite Beatles albums... a second time. Would love to hear what you thought after a second listen. What new things you might hear... how your feelings of some songs might change, etc. THAT is how much fun it was to watch you - the first time around. You were so great to watch... that I know I would enjoy to see you do it again. Not saying that this is something you definitely should do.... but I, personally, would love it.

[@rickybutler2826]

I thoroughly enjoyed your Beatles reactions. I am 61 and have been a Beatles fan from the beginning. My brother is 9 yrs older and when he was at school. I listened to Meet The Beatles album over and over, I was 3 going on 4 at the time and I was hooked. Sgt. Pepper was first album I bought with my own pop bottle money with no other help from parents. Got earlier albums as gifts mostly or mom helping. I know you just discovered them but never too late to become a Beatles fan. While you're taking a break from KZbin, I think you should watch The Beatles movies in chronological order. They are entertaining to watch as well as listening to. I will be waiting to see your album premiere. I know it will be great. Thank you so much for being you. 💗

[@ILDomer17]

I found your channel because of your Beatles reactions and want to thank you for the time and effort you put into that journey. Your comments were so genuine and refreshing. Whatever the future brings, I wish you nothing but the best. I'm sure everyone else does as well

[@d50player]

Caroline, I am one of those viewers who came across your Beatles react vids. LOVED watching and listening to your honest encounters with each album/song even as I was drawn back into my own "first listen" moments from years ago. So refreshing. May your openness in this video concerning your struggles encourage others to do likewise. Many blessings for the days to come. And I'll close with three simple words: Thank you, Caroline.

[@DawnSuttonfabfour]

Hey girl, sadly we don't have 8 days a week (!) but you need to look after you first. You didn't go to music school?? You could have fooled me, I understood musical composition in a way I never did before, thanks to you. I will be there for your music too, you rock!

[@paulbruno8327]

Take a break, go through your thoughts and go with what your heart says is your most desired. If you spread yourself to thin with many different directions at once you won’t be satisfied with your results. 🌺

[@tatjbere]

I totally understand you, keep going after a little break, as long as you have fun it's great 🥰 I'm supporting you no matter what you will decide

[@epicycles700]

My first thought when listening was "How do you replenish your own energy?" because everything you're describing is drawing on your energy -- so where do you feed or nurture yourself? There has to be an ebb and flow. I've always found fallow periods necessary in order to grow, but there's something to be said for some sort of nurturing practice that can replenish you on a daily basis so that you're not driven to a state of creative exhaustion. Balance, always a tricky proposition. Something with a kind of meditative bent. I prefer doing something physical like walking or yoga, but there are other methods you might prefer.

[@faustus09]

Good for you Caroline. You've arrived to a saturation point. I can see that you are very sensitive...a true artiste. Take your sabbatical or whatever, and then you will be back to do what you want to do. Take it easy, relax and enjoy. Thanks for the recap of The Beatles, the best band ever. Ta ta.

[@BlinDefender]

I have enjoyed your Beatles series. Who knows, maybe one day you will find the time to create more YT content. If so, we will be here waiting. In the mean time, good luck with whatever you do.😊

[@massaglia]

Sending love, strength, support, and especially gratitude. I love your channel and always appreciated your authenticity. Your reactions to the Beatles are just awesome! Please take care of yourself. 🙏🏼

[@ivanjulian2532]

You're one of life's sweeties Caroline. You deserve the best things in life I rather think. I hope they come to you.

[@ericwilliams1031]

I've thoroughly enjoyed watching you explore the Beatles catalog. Not too many younger people have heard much of their music. I put a reminder for your album premiere. You have a beautiful voice.

[@ComposerJoakimS]

I love your Beatles series. If you decide you would like to do more youtube videos and are looking for suggestions ;-) ... how about a countdown of your top 20 Beatles songs ? 🙂

[@matthewblue7839]

Definitely, look after your well being first: balance is everything in everything. Your genuineness is an endearing quality: just keep being you!

[@jimavery554]

Thank you, it was fun rediscovering the Beatles through the eyes of someone discovering them for the first time, regardless of your level of training, the majority of Beatles fans knew nothing of music. Take care of yourself, see you around KZbin (or not) 🙂

[@dianefeinstein8951]

What you need to do is “react” to your own album on your “Call Me Caroline” program as if you were approaching someone else’s compositions for the first time. Learn from your own analysis because you have analyzed other artists’ works brilliantly. So, why deprive yourself of “Caroline’s” insights. Much love to your program from Canada. -Diane, Vancouver, Canada. FrMR18/22. 12:35 am

[@kokomojoe6552]

Funny Parallel, After The Beatles, McCartney didn't know what to do with himself either. But he sure found his way.☺️

[@evanleehome2178]

You are doing great. Your 'reactions' have been very informative and entertaining. Obviously you've spent LOTS of time breaking down the elements of the songs for us. I will definitely check out your album. Get some rest and take care of yourself, Caroline. You are a jewel!

[@danilleblanc7487]

Don't worry! Take good care of yourself and get back on track. I'm sure people will still be there when you are ready to do your magic. There may be a few people who have some negativity going on but there will always be naysayers and critics when you're in the public eye. The majority of us love what you do and will stick with you now that we've gotten to know you and see how great you are! I too will be looking out for your album on Wednesday! All good love to you Caroline. Take care!

[@magicbrownie1357]

Making music is it's own reward. I've been playing, writing and recording music for over 45 years. Never got famous or rich, but music has kept me joyous and fulfilled in a way perhaps nothing else could. We each have a path to tread, pitfalls to overcome and sanctuaries to find for our rest and healing. Follow your path, young lady, and god speed.

[@bryanlea8115]

Hey, we'll be fine. Worry about yourself for a while; do what you need to do and we'll see you on the other side. :-)

[@Kaleidoscopia]

Burnout is a real thing. My day job involves scripting and editing videos for corporates and for years, I thought I'd be able to juggle my own KZbin channel on the side. I'm so burnt out, I haven't posted a single original video there in 8 years. Don't be like me. Take that break

[@samuelmath1723]

Same for me. I got to quit my job (janitor in a homeless shelter) after a full two-year working and as a result a burnout. Nobody in my family understands why I am taking a break after two months of job research.

[@edwardthorne9875]

It is your 'free time' that has created the beautiful person I see before me. To neglect yourself in order to please us would be a terrible decision. Take as much time as you need to learn the things you need to accomplish your goals. Your trip through the Beatles was wonderful... I enjoyed every minute of it. As for female composers, the piano music of Clara Schumann is (inmho) better than her famous husband Bob.

[@petermcnamaraguitar]

You’ve done a fantastic job and which ever path you choose to follow I wish you well. You have a lovely warm personality which is very powerful and helps getting your message across. Good luck Caroline!

[@aslankastanetz3680]

You do what you need to do, we’ll all be here for you

[@007sMoneyPenny]

As I wrote to one of,your other videos, I’m gonna to support you with my prayers. I’m so impressed by your attitude. I admit that I found your channel also because of your Beatles reactions. Why not. And your songs are legit. Take,your time to find your way. And if it’s more KZbin or less , who cares. Do what matches your dreams and believes best. Find your peace for your soul.

[@PepsiPepe]

Can’t wait to hear the album. Have fun with the time you have.

[@TTM9691]

Absolutely take a break! I've actually been wondering about that! You've been doing so much! You have your album coming out, ABSOLUTELY take a break and focus on that!!!!! We're all subscribed and whenever you decide to make another video, whatever that may be, it will pop up in our feed. No worries. AND THANK YOU!!!!!!

[@thethesaxman23]

Totally understandable!! All creatives need some time to step away from their work and allow for their reservoir to refill. Congratulations on the new album!!

[@timfisher5925]

Hi Caroline, firstly thank you for the Beatles uploads I am the biggest Beatles fan and loved your take and insights so thank you. I strongly recommend that if you can find it watch Howard Goodalls two programmes he made one on the Beatles, one is about generally writing songs but he did a special on Sgt Pepper which I think you would love to watch. That aside please look after yourself and take whatever time you need, when you look back I am sure your own album and song writing will be more important, we love your channel we are not suddenly going to leave because you take some me time. It's a struggle to do everything you want and look after yourself but from time to time you simply need to put yourself first and recharge the batteries. Look after yourself and the best of luck with the album. Tim x

[@s_p_onarge8720]

Firstly, I love what you do. Secondly do what makes you happy but remember to look after yourself because nobody else can. Keep on being amazing!

[@rome8180]

Unfortunately, your albums premiers at 5:30am my time. So I probably won't be there live. But I'm fascinated to see what you made. As for the direction of your channel, you say you don't know a lot of theory, but your analysis was still really good. Maybe check out Nahre Sol or Aimee Nolte music for a couple of female KZbinrs/musicians who do deep dives on theory and music history but manage to keep it entertaining? I imagine you could churn out reaction after reaction to classic albums and get a ton of views, but your first priority should be your health and self-fulfillment. We'll still be here whether you're gone for a month or a year.

[@RobScuremusic]

I love that you keep it real. As much as we enjoy seeing frequent content from you, your health and well-being must come first. Take whatever time you need. We’ll be here when you get back. And I can’t wait to hear your album!

[@jamesthompson316]

Listen Caroline..your very young and obviously talented with a sweet nature, not cynical or crude and these are very endearing traits in these harsh times..it’s natural for someone of your age group to be undecided about EXACTLY what they want to be or do in life hence the juggling act!…you WILL find your niche and you WILL succeed as you already have judging by the genuine caring comments you receive, I’m an older man with grown up sons and daughters and I’d be proud to have a daughter like you..take a deep breath, take stock..and put your best foot forward! Best regards. 💙

[@jarichards99utube]

BRAVO...!!! 😊

[@JStarStar00]

Take a few weeks off, do nothing and relax for a little while, then pick a couple projects YOU really want to do, then ease back into the swing of things!

[@itchylois]

Do whatever you need to do to take care of yourself. Nothing is more important.

[@fernicusmaximus9282]

You know how many channels never see the light of day or get over 20k plus subscribers. Take this KZbin journey to the next level instead.

[@Bipbop66]

We will be here when you come back Caroline. Your videos brings joy to many including myself. You are gifted. You matter! Rejuvenate and come back with a vengence!

[@JackKirbyFan]

Caroline I think you put too much pressure on yourself. You've done great and I hope whatever you decide, you'll post a new video announcing your decisions. I look forward to your album. You have a very supportive family of viewers. You'll be great.

[@dgbucko]

Going to miss you. But it is better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all. You will always be my fave youtuber. Good luck with whatever you do and I will be here waiting if you do drop back in.

[@danieltrickey9285]

I've been a professional musician for 30 yrs. and played through so many burnt out times to pay the rent. Covid has done wonders for me and my wife not playing for 2 yrs. now. Took a whole year off and started recording (which I didn't have time for) and I'm getting re-centered. Take a break you'll come back stronger. I'll be looking for you in your return. I would like to add if you want to take your music to professional performance level take a course on self employment so you understand what you're getting into. Like, no holidays (especially weekends when your friends are off), always on call, playing when sick and money management.

[@berulan8463]

Take care of yourself, the world will not do that for you. I really enjoyed your reaction videos, thank you for that.

[@trevorb6]

Take your time, my dear. The extraordinary effort you've put in is greatly appreciated! It's been a delight to share in your newly acquired fondness of The Beatles. The insights you've genuinely provided from your own perspective is refreshing. Out of ignorance, I've never listened to your original music, but now, I look forward to it. Do what you want when you want; just don't disappear. God bless.

[@LOUANTON1]

We hear you!!! Listen, you're young, talented, already have a sizable following, and seem to be juggling a bunch of things all at once. It can seem overwhelming especially if you don't pace yourself and don't give yourself a break. Listen to "Vienna" by Billy Joel, "It's alright you can afford to lose a day or two...". Take care!

[@marcodebarkingville1827]

Wishing you peace, love , happiness and a successful album launch.❤

[@lawrencewittig9004]

You do sound overwhelmed here... a couple of thoughts... 1. simplify 2. journal, journal, journal - alway carry a journal and do not fail to take notes 3. whatever path you choose make sure to have fun and build community 4. it's the journey not the destination - i know a lot of materially poor artists who are spectacularly spiritually fulfilled and happy.. 5. don't chase the money - chase your creative side 6. compromise as little as possible but sometimes it is necessary (other voices are good too) 7. have integrity in all things 8. many successful musicians can't read lick of music (at least at first) 9. the hardest thing to look at is a blank canvas or page... but start anyway, anywhere 10. keep writing, keep writing... try to journal or write EVERY DAY... even on vacation 11. look for inspiration in the 'little things'... 12. believe in yourself and your mentors... 13. don't settle for in action 14. 'lay fallow' for a bit at times... notice, orient yourself, learn self hugs... you will find champions and fans..

[@stephenelliott522]

Your Beatle reaction videos are great. I have just two thoughts for you as you pursue your own music: 1 - Collaborate. I don't think either Paul or John would have made a go as solo artists to start off with. The fusion of their ideas, the contrasts and harmonies all fused together to make wonderful music. Even the best solo artist I know collaborated with other good musicians to make their best music. 2 - If you do return to doing reaction videos, I don't think persuing all the Beatle solo works would be nearly as interesting. That being said, since you seem to like many of Paul's works, just for fun I would point you to some of his solo works that I liked: Maybe I'm Amazed, Junk, Another Day, My Brave Face (which seems to be more about his breakup with the Beatles than a woman), and Beautiful Night. Go Caroline! I expect to see more good stuff from you - wherever it is!

[@kovie9162]

Agreed on collaboration, even if only for certain projects. I'd also suggest performing with others, even if only on an occasional and informal basis. Although I'm not a musician, while I generally prefer working alone, I've found that with the right partners collaboration can be very satisfying and a good learning and growth experience. There's also mentors, who can be very helpful. I think this is especially important with women, who are still at a disadvantage in terms of where our culture and society are, and having more experienced people to occasionally turn to or lean on can he helpful. As for future reaction videos, I find it hard to believe that she won't do it again. I agree that there's no need to react to Beatles' solo albums, especially given how many there are. But reacting to a handful of classic songs by each former Beatle might be interesting. But there's just so much great music out there in so many genres and eras that it's just silly to stick to Beatles-related music. For instance, I'd love to hear here react to New Wave and other 80's bands. Or classic 70's bands like the Eagles, Pink Floyd, Boston, etc. And of course all those wonderful female singer-composers like Carole King, Joni Mitchell, Bonnie Raitt, Sarah McLaughlin, Sheryl Crow, Adele, Neko Case, KT Tunstall, Taylor Swift, etc.

[@heyskipj]

I so much dug you're Beatles reactions. Love your surprise, delight, and meh takes. It's a lovely experience joining you here. Hoping you find the right balance to keep pursuing your passions. Now time to check out your bangers!

[@RP_Williams]

Don't worry about it! We'll be here for your next reaction to great classic rock music, even if it's not here for months!

[@wendydent6464]

Thanks so much for the Beatles views and comments,I have thoroughly enjoyed all you have done,take care and good luck for the future,whatever you do.

[@thJune-ze7dn]

I know exactly what you mean, I feel that every time I'm faced with a decision of what path I want to take my options narrow, and it becomes stressful - what do I want to do? Take your time with what you want to do, and do the stuff that makes you happy. I would actually love to see some videos about female composers, there are lots of great ones out there that need more love. I'll always be here to watch! Good luck with the album release, I can't wait.

[@hennesongs7866]

Recognizing and accepting the need to scale things back when you realize that so many projects might be too much - I think that's a borderline superpower. Not only will you get a mental break, but the future of your music and channel will become clearer as well!

[@davidroberts4492]

Looking after yourself is most important so have a good break and hopefully see you again in the future. Looking forward to hearing the album. Look after yourself Caroline.

[@smolderingjay3360]

Be well sister. There is a sliding scale balance between filling the soul and paying the rent with music. My suggestion is to keep the weight on the soul side. Stay happy and let it come.

[@smolderingjay3360]

So yeah, the sliding scale balance may be 3. 4. 5 dimensional. Forgive the homily.