I spent a day with VALKYRAE

I spent a day with Valkyrae to learn the truth about the challenges that come with being a gamer and having a healthy relationship with work. Sponsors ▸Go to betterhelp.com/padilla to get 10% off your first month!
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▸ Creator, Director, Writer, etc. - Anthony Padilla
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0:00 Introduction
5:39 HOW MUCH IS TOO MUCH
8:33 LIVING THROUGH LOSS
11:03 THE ART OF BLOWING UP
13:23 PRESSURE FOR PERFECTION
15:38 NEGATIVE SIDE EFFECTS
17:05 REFLECTING ON CONTROVERSY
17:58 INVASION OF PRIVACY
20:26 LIFE BEYOND VALKYRAE

[@AnthonyPadilla]

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[@Aurakin]

Nice

[@apersonontheinternet8252]

Hi

[@minepro1023]

Wow

[@eenoucree]

Turi ip ip ip

[@piffle14]

o7

[@Valkyrae]

THANKS FOR HAVING ME ANTHONY!!!!!! :D

[@aevelq]

HI RAE!!!

[@sleepygyro]

hi rae!! ur so AMAZING!!💕💕✨

[@zachtooill]

Love you and miss you Rae! Hope you’re staying safe.

[@sukioggs]

RAEEE

[@Dontdoit_]

We love you Rae!

[@bellapoarch]

I LOVE YOU RAE🖤 YOU DESERVE THE WORLD!!!

[@tiegan7333]

hey queen

[@Danstry]

Woah it’s Tiktok and music girl

[@winniechen5104]

hello hello :0

[@starshadow2779]

Anthony and Bella crossover vlog or spent a day with??!!!!!!

[@Hannahlikesbeans]

Oh hi

[@owlover2437]

I am genuinely shocked, rae has an extremely painful past yet she is a beautiful ray of sunshine, never in my life I would’ve imagined her to have such a tragic past, she is a huge inspiration and extremely strong person, truly a person to look up to

[@auroramoon_draws16]

Rae of sunshine lmao

[@eeshajamil8503]

@@auroramoon_draws16 was boutta comment this mahself xDD

[@vibing_penguin3856]

As someone who found out about her during quarantine and Among Us, it’s incredible how much she has grown in such little time and I know everyone in her community is incredibly proud of what she has done, thank you Rae for all you have done for us especially making not only quarantine but everyday life so much better

[@pinchetii6555]

1.7K likes but no comments? Well here you go

[@aracalara4131]

[@VsAngeel]

YES

[@michellej7281]

I’m a newer Rae fan, so I didn’t know about the stuff with her dad. The fact that she’s still such a positive person is inspiring. I’m a part of the dead dad club too and mine died the same way of the same thing and I can’t imagine it. 🖤

[@TheGunzbeep]

She always says in her livestream, when talking about her dad's passing, about staying positive and "it's always better that you have experienced their love than not at all." Those words I will keep forever. 🙂

[@locky0]

bro how u cant imagine it if it literally happened wtf

[@melissssa8526]

@@locky0 Maybe because they don't want to imagine it?

[@itme8622]

Im so sorry for your loss. May he rest in peace.

[@TheEssJay]

Same here, I’m part of the club, I was with my dad while he was in a coma in hospice 😭

[@TENAClOUS]

Rae’s always the bubbliest streamer ever, thanks for doing this!

[@Eksdee_TG]

@Don't Read My Profile Photo ok

[@iris-xo]

Her personality is just so likable that’s why I love watching herr

[@demigreen6495]

Fr! 1000th like!

[@susan_soccermom3393]

Hearing her talk about self harm tendencies is so like validating to me knowing that someone I look up too has felt with the same things thank you Anthony these videos are so comforting :)

[@voidencee]

literally i had the same thoughts watching it.. also i hope your doing alright

[@purplegion]

Rae's candour really is refreshing! As the only child of an alcoholic parent _- and a recovering addict myself -_ I relate so much with your childhood & although our lives went down very different paths in adulthood, I still identify with _a lot_ of the way you talk & explain your feelings etc. You really do help a lot of people just by being open & honest. *Thanks Rae 🙂 you deserve every happiness in your life - it was all hard won!!*

[@murphyrecords16]

i’m so proud you’re in recovery breh! we can do this 💪

[@kyper4110]

@@murphyrecords16 hell yeah, you too

[@yinn105]

You got this bro

[@purplegion]

@@yinn105 thanks dude 🙂

[@purplegion]

@@murphyrecords16 thanks! 1 day at a time 💪

[@sukioggs]

Rae is such a Inspiration to the gaming community!!! With her amazing personality and great gaming skills she makes people smile :)

[@supernovaskies5044]

Don’t worry I reported the spam replies you got. Totally agree btw

[@sukioggs]

@@supernovaskies5044 ty

[@bredlofe5616]

Not only does he put so much effort into these amazing interviews, but Anthony also repairs the ceiling after every intro.

[@kaylas6550]

so true

[@jmiddleb]

... so that he can crash through it again the next time lol

[@liewjy5967]

"Repair" he just ductaped the ceiling and put some rocks and rubble on the duct tape so that he could crash through it and make it look realistic smh

[@lightofeyezz]

Lol

[@ty-dz1qy]

Tbh her controversy was overblown and fueled by rampant misogyny in the gaming space. So many yall faves sell blue light glasses but yall would never come for a male in the industry.

[@jayjizzle2054]

probaly cuz they sell real stuff

[@SaltSpirits]

@@jayjizzle2054 no you’re just a misogynist

[@LRZMKB1013]

Just got out of a 7 year toxic relationship My son was murdered 3 years ago. I needed this so bad. SO bad. THANK YOU BOTH 🖤

[@mionatsume5071]

💓

[@nickwang5237]

Hope you’re doing better, stranger on the internet across the globe!

[@jordan0183]

Anthony did a great job letting Rae finish her thoughts & not interrupting

[@dunemae]

@@nophoto2393 he doesnt

[@azukichiu]

@@nophoto2393 they never implied that

[@donaldfromtiktok6424]

He’s not Jimmy Fallon.

[@jordan0183]

@@azukichiu thank you

[@azukichiu]

@@jordan0183 no problem

[@Ghoulyy]

Discovered Rae 4 years ago in 2018 and all I can say is her come up in this industry is LEGENDARY.

[@indigocrayon8717]

@@Instabruh.User.. You know, the fact that you need a *bot* to advertise your channel proves that you're not better than ANYONE you comment on.

[@TheJaka947]

Same, found her in 2018 when i saw a random fortnite video where she was playing with subscribers, good old days of actually fun og fortnite

[@awaisrafiq5745]

I found her back when she was a “small streamer for fun” and now she’s the Queen of KZbin Gaming (IMHO).

[@selenamoroll]

same!!

[@La_Lang]

I discovered Rae in 2019 and since then I've been addicted to her stream. She's amazing and engaging. You just keep smiling once you are in her live stream and forget all the hard times you encountered that day.

[@zachh6868]

No wonder she's best friends with Sykuno, he's like the nicest person, which is a stark contrast to her childhood

[@V1per955]

i feel so bad for her childhood. She does not deserve that she should get more happiness in her life. I'm glad she is in a happy place now. she made all these friends through streaming and growing online. if i could tell her myself I would say "put all the negative behind and think of all the positve. KEEP GOiNG!!!

[@Laaydimples]

I’m literally in tears , it’s so nice to see someone who has went threw stuff similar to me make it and be happy ! It just helps me know I can keep going

[@Ploop615]

Hope things get better for you. I know I’m a stranger but I believe in you. Keep your head up!

[@Thenoobestgirl]

We believe in you! 🥳

[@sierrahtims8595]

You can do it!

[@demigreen6495]

Keep going !! ❤️

[@sunshinegirl9356]

rae is so bubbly and crazy at the same time when she drinks coffee thats why i love her she isnt scared to be herself

[@fernycastillo619]

Only Leslie is bubblier lol but yes I love Rae's energy

[@itshippolover2xd808]

This is so heartbreaking to hear honestly she’s so strong

[@GhostXGrace]

Wow. Rae talking about her dad and his battle with cancer, made me sob. I lost my mother in law a year ago to cancer. (august 7th will be a year) watching her in so much pain and hating the life that she was living at that point. Her passing touched me in ways I couldn’t imagine. But knowing she isn’t in pain gives me peace. I miss her everyday.

[@friendlygamersyolo6989]

Love how rea realised stuff she didn’t think about before during the interview. Anthony really has become an amazing interviewer

[@maebae75]

Rae always seems so happy and im so proud of her for getting past everything that had happened

[@dale-exe]

I found Rae's channel in late 2020 and I wish I found her earlier than that. She is the best and she's very inspirational.

[@kieffkipkeep]

Yes same, I discovered her through Pewdiepie and I didn't know she's Filipino as well!

[@limi.]

better late than never 🙌🏻

[@cleodello]

I really, really hope that Rae's roommate, 3-Showers-a-Week Fuslie, also gets interviewed. She's honestly hilarious and whenever Rae and Leslie stream together you know you're in for a wild ride.

[@Dai1lest]

Honestly I think the reason i find so much comfort and enjoyment of watching Rae is just how relatable and down to earth she is. Thank you for this awesome day spent with the Queen of Gaming Valkyrae, Anthony! loved it!

[@Durumiii.]

4:22 You have no idea how hard this hit me! 😭 I literally just left out of an extremely toxic relationship yesterday and NEVER EVER felt this GOOD this HAPPY. I wish I did long ago 2 years down the drain but at least I still have many more years to go.….. hopefully.

[@bubbblez5234]

that must’ve felt good, proud of you bro 🏆

[@astrus7110]

GOOD JOB! that takes a lot of courage

[@SamGVL08]

Proud of you!!!!

[@trini_d194]

Congratulations!!

[@aaronsquarepants7378]

GOOD JOB!! you should be proud of urself cause leaving toxic relationships are always really hard :)) glad that you managed to find ur footing and left 😃😃

[@ukalicious]

She kept up a positive face while talking about detrimental tragedies "And my dad got cancer, haha" She deserved her success, and nothing will change my mind

[@sumgamesonmyphone9203]

"my half brother committed suicide :D"

[@DarthAnimal]

"My brother killed himself" :D "I wanted to slit my wrist" :D "My Dad got cancer and died in front of me" :D

[@sofiasaviranta5640]

CPTSD.. 😃

[@kalekaela]

I loved the “shed light” and “reflect” bit lmaooo Can’t wait for her to actually talk about that

[@vrod9686]

Contract is keeping her from talking about it but I want her to wash those people because she got so much hate from it I’m mad again now

[@powthehamster]

@@vrod9686 don't worry bud, I'm pretty sure we all are mad

[@largebrownie5861]

What actually happened? I understand she hasn’t been able to share the details, but I have zero idea what she was cryptically referring to with those comments - do you have at least some info on the situation for someone who knows nothing? ☺️

[@Alex_9907]

Valkyrae is such an inspiration for everyone, she's such an amazing person. She's a rae of sunshine

[@gamingwithlocke136]

Good one, also first

[@VivianaSimpiana]

Her personality is just so wholesome and uplifting. You said it best! A rae of sunshine.

[@kkrueger820]

I only know a little about Rae from my teen daughter… but this interview made love her! She seems so genuine and sweet! Don’t ever change!! ❤️

[@cynthiayoung176]

This interview had me so emotional. Her and I share SO MUCH in common. To being bullied for being a “nerd” to an alcoholic father. I discovered her not too long ago and fell in love with her. She reminds me of myself when I play games. I wish I could be like her and put myself out there to stream games. I’m just too anxiety ridden for it. Maybe one day though.

[@Wxtst.3]

Anthony has this amazing skill of making his guests feel comfortable during their interviews. Also, Rae is very inspiring and she deserves every bit of success

[@dannibookeddan8914]

Honestly watching this interview makes me respect Rae a whole lot more I just love her

[@harbscantina]

I've experienced a lot the same things that Valkyrae has with the loss of a parent you care for. I was a carer for my mother for 4 years till she passed just over 6 years ago. I had a total breakdown from the stress of dealing with it - no help from my older brother and sister whilst caring for her. Now 6 years later and I'm still a mess. I'm, not allowed to work, I live with my brother and his wife who is both mentally and on rare occasions physically. It is very hard sometimes to deal or cope with depression and anxiety. I too have considered ending my life, but it's my mums memory that always drew me back. Gaming has been an amazing anchor in life over the years. I applaud Valkyrae for being so open and honest about this matter in her life, and wish her all the best for the future (if she ever reads this).

[@kaylas6550]

I hope your living situation becomes a lot better and you’re able to feel happy in your own home as people should ❤️. what you’ve been through seems very tragic and you’re very strong, i truly hope it all gets better! It’s nice to know that so many people are connected through gaming and watching streamers regardless of our own personal struggles & I hope they continue making you motivated to push forward !! 💕

[@harbscantina]

@@kaylas6550 Thank you - that means a lot :)

[@punsiella]

this why i love rae, she’s the kind of person who smiles for others even when she can’t do it for herself :’)

[@aeryrosie]

I respect Rae so much, one of my fondest memories in the last year of me starting streaming is Rae stumbling across my stream and just being the sweetest kindest interaction I've had, to have one of your idols just being so nice and validating towards you is probably the best feeling I've ever had.

[@iris-xo]

I’ve been following Rae for like 6 years+ now and watching her grow as been the best thing ever- happy she’s finally getting the recognition she deserves 😭😭♥️

[@O.Garcia37]

Wow, from childhood she was playing video games to entertain for her sisters, making them feel better while their parents argued. Valkyrae was literally made for this, she does the same every stream, making thousands feel better.

[@Queeni3_]

We need a video like this with someone interviewing you and talking about stuff like this. I think it would be super interesting, it could also have a cool title like "I spent a day with MYSELF" or something like that

[@peanutbuttergoesoneverything]

was just thinking the same thing!

[@zachtooill]

I’m 2 years sober but life is still tough. Battling with some depression right now. Rae has helped me through a lot. Love her transparency and optimism even though she’s been through so much.

[@awaisrafiq5745]

I discovered Rae back in 2016. And I’m really proud of Rae’s journey from then till now. 👏

[@Dragonrider-cj8js]

Me as well👏🏼

[@pallettown3358]

The more I hear from Rae the more I just love everything about here, I wish her nothing but all the best in the entire world, she deserves it all, she is such a genuine amazing person and that’s so rare to see someone like her nowadays. ❤💕

[@beatriceshade]

Honestly cried on her father passing away , I'm terrified of losing my mom.

[@xxsophiexx8747]

Was waiting for this video for a while now! Can’t wait to see it

[@itscookiee_]

@Don't Read My Profile Photo i read it

[@bussy4642]

@@itscookiee_ call 911

[@Alini_]

Oh my god. I had no idea Rae went through so much at an early age Edit: NOT THE LIGHT. STAY AWAY FROM THE LIGHT

[@prplaj]

I’m a little lost on what you mean by “the light” lol

[@Alini_]

@@prplaj the reflect jokes. In the video

[@Bismuthie]

Rae being so open has taught me and a lot of people valuable lessons. I knew a little bit of Rae’s past but this interview allowed her to be more open. It’s like a therapy session lol

[@_sim0nn637]

Wow, Anthony is starting to interact with these guests like he is their therapist. I think that after 4 years of this his actually learning alot about the human mind, impressive. Great work, great series thank you for giving voices to people.

[@carlocruz3192]

I like how your videos turn out to therapy sessions and some people need to hear these discussions. Because mental issues aren't discussed in some households, and that's why you guys are popular you have that thing that we can all relate to.

[@cngotham4111]

Its great seeing someone so open to something that's so well sad and depressing. Most people hid it and it's hard for people relate to someone base of from that.

[@TheEssJay]

I relate to her story so much 😭 my dad was a drug addict; I also sat with him as he got cancer and went into the hospice ward [I was only 20 at the time]. I understand exactly how it feels to watch your dad slowly fall apart in front of you and it’s heart breaking. I was also in a toxic relationship and throwing myself into working multiple jobs because hard work and consistency brought me comfort. She’s so well adjusted for everything she’s been through. Bless her ❤️

[@josefinarivia]

the way she talks about the tragedies she's gone through, is so validating to me. i never put much emotion when i talk about my dad and i went through something similar to Rae. its just how it is.

[@DJ-Cassie]

Legit so glad I randomly came across Rae's KZbin videos during covid. It was one of her Reddit Recap videos and once I saw her energy - I was immediately hooked. It's crazy how so many people out there who experience so much trauma in their early years, tend to have these personalities that help others in multiple ways - whether it be through advice, entertainment, relatability, etc. We're proud of you Rae! ❤

[@The_Ale_Cat]

I've been following Rae for a long time, I even watched her streams when she was with her dad during hospice. I can relate so much to her childhood. I knew one day she was going to be big. She deserves the world :)

[@sape616_]

She deserves everything shes got, she has worked so so hard her entire life and had the right mindset to become succesful.

[@HeartAnime14]

I can relate to Valkyrie's time taking care of her dad. My dad has dementia and I am his care giver. I'm still relevantly young so I have to balance taking care of my dad but also work on myself. There are ups and downs depending on his mental capabilities but spending time with him as long as I can while he's still physically here. It can be frustrating and complicated on how the roles are switched but you can only do what you can.

[@iamV10010]

It makes me sad that she said something along the lines of "I could never be doing this if I had 'real job'." Regardless of what the older entertainment giants want to think, streaming and KZbin and internet influencing or any internet based entertainment role IS A REAL DAMN JOB. And that goes for anything that pays you. If you're getting a check, it's a real job baby!

[@__Minuu]

Exactly, and being a content creator takes time and effort !!! (and some luck hehe)

[@why_sojaded]

Isn't it funny that unless you're working under somebody that controls the specific details of what hours you work and how that people don't consider that job "real"? Or maybe it's just that the people who say it isn't a real job don't understand the internet era that we're in

[@charlesm.2604]

@@why_sojaded It's because it's all they've experience in their life. Most of them never started a business either, so the only "real way" to make money is to work for someone that makes more than your pay. I'm a software engineer and my mom had real issue back then. She was very concerned when I turned a 18k paycheck one month, she thought I was doing something fishy.

[@bluepurplepink]

I had absolutely no clue, Rae had such a big struggle to overcome. She deserves success and I wish nobody else has to go through the hell of being worked forever and dealing with a loss as she has. It's so inspiring where she is now. So happy for her transformation and courage to go through struggles and come up with such success.

[@professionalamateur417]

Rae has been an inspiration to so many gamers (I would say “including me”, but I’m not really a professional gamer, I just play games as a way of relaxing) and she deserves everything. She has an amazing and unique personality, great character, and insane skills. I’m very grateful for everything she’s done! A million thanks, Anthony, for having her!!!

[@benthegreat2801]

Annnnddd this is why Rae is an amazing personality and icon she’s literally all of us! That insecure nerd that thought they had to be something their not to make friends then end up not really ever making friends because you hadn’t learned to love yourself properly. She’s the goat man. Side note her tiny self sitting cross cross applesauce I’m the chair is just so on brand 🤣😂

[@TWDGuse]

These videos really open my eyes and have made me understand a lot of groups, keep up the great work!

[@Poison_tears]

The part about our childhood's affecting us so heavily... It hit me once again when Anthony said it takes effort to pull yourself out of it, cause although I'm aware of that I just don't know if working through it is something I can carry. I've tried for so long, and at this point it's just like the help I need is never coming and even if it will eventually, what will it change?

[@BeccaBrodtman]

The day my Dad finally passed after being in a coma for 4 months was the first time I felt like I could finally breathe. At first I was overjoyed that he was no longer in pain but after a few hours it hit me like a ton of bricks, Rae’s right about thinking you’re prepared but you can never anticipate how you’ll feel until you’re there. Love you Rae🖤

[@cydneychurchwell9213]

I love Anthony’s comment about addicted to stress. It’s true. As a therapist I’ve pointed it out to some of my clients before that even tho stress and anxiety sucks it does come with some comfort because you know what to expect when you’re stressed while when you’re at ease there’s some fear of something going wrong

[@bambuu_]

FINALLY 🥺🥺 Thanks Anthony for the amazing interview as always! Rae seems so genuinely kind, she seems like a great friend

[@stepht526]

I never realized how much I relate to Rae. Time, patience, consistency, and perspective 🫶🏼

[@NaruhiLeijon]

Thank you Rae for talking about your loss, I went through the same with my grandpa, for a similar period of time, it was so exhausting, but I'm also glad he is finally resting. I love your videos and feel so comforted by your happy presence on the internet

[@kasandywich]

loved this video! it was really comforting to hear rae's struggles throughout her life, and how willing she is to share it with other people as a motivation for others to keep going! seeing someone like her stay so strong after so much happened, i really do love rae and look up to her as a person.

[@TheDevastator619]

The blue light section had me ROLLING!!! Great interview and extremely…real.

[@zeepsheep7252]

There was so much in the intro and beginning in such a short time I couldn’t even process what was happening, I feel so much for Rea she is such a strong person I love her so much also so happy

[@cassadichase7609]

I’ve always found so much comfort from Valkyrae and Fuslie they’re so warm and welcoming

[@SweetChaos01]

Rae, you are so sweet and strong and brave! Your experience with your dad really resonated with me as I currently take care of my Granny who is 87 years old and has later stage dementia. She doesn't remember who we are and always gets upset with me trying to change her diapers, clean her up, etc. It is so heartbreaking watching someone you've loved your whole life deteriorate and forget who you are and how to do everything. People who haven't been in that situation wouldn't understand how physically trying and emotionally devastating it is. I'm glad you got to spend your father's last days with him though, and that you can share experience with others to help people in the same situation to not feel alone. Wishing you the best, you deserve it! ❤️

[@GodsBeloved14]

Rae. You being open about the loss of your father is the only reason I got through losing my dad so traumatically over so much time. I found your streams as he got sick and you put a smile on my face. I watch you because I know you’re genuine and I appreciate you more than you could ever know❤️

[@BlueberryMoon2519]

I’ve been waiting for this! FINALLYY! She deserves all🦋💫

[@masterhelder8338]

The good thing about rae is that she had some bad times in her life but she doesn't let that moments define her so she streams with energy and happiness to the viewers to show the beauty of life and I see myself in her that way, because like everyone I had and have bat things happening but I choose to win my battles and then be happy about it and spread that hapiness like her

[@kwisty7554]

i literally cried and teared up listening to rae open up abt everything that has happened as a child and her dad. ty for sharing this with us.

[@shadw4701]

You should do "I spent a day with lucid dreamers" Lucid dreaming has many benefits including: Euphoria Facing fears Getting better at other skills Getting rid of recurring nightmares More inspiration Learning more about yourself Solving problems Higher self awareness Plus it's really fun and feels like real life most of the time. It's one of the best experiences you can have

[@fdscrl6016]

It’s awful lol as someone who lucid dreams since I was a kid and never wanted it to happen, just want to rest

[@BrownEyedPrincess1]

I am a lifelong lucid dreamer and it’s great sometimes but sometimes not. Sometimes the anxieties from my day just end up being rehashed during my entire night.When my anxiety is at its highest I pray I can not lucid dream for that night and just rest.

[@Vvikky]

ive only ever had one lucid dream and it was pretty wack. i didnt know what lucid dreaming was before so i was also very confused lol

[@bubbblez5234]

lucid dreaming can be lucid nightmares in less than a second, it’s not all good, and since anyone can lucid dream it wont be that special

[@aaa-9399]

lucid dreaming is NOT therapy. it can easily turn into an unhealthy, obsessive coping mechanism. dunno if that should be promoted.

[@shejuno]

rae is the first streamer i ever watched and she's my favorite. getting to know more about her story is really inspiring and makes me admire her even more! this video is amazing! thank you anthony for always sharing amazing content! ❤️❤️❤️

[@IAmMayra007]

I love her 🥹 I’m dealing with grief right now and I feel sick mentally and physically!!! She gives me hope that if I can put my mind to it I can overcome it and learn to be okay with it

[@claystatiion]

I'm absolutely in love with your videos Anthony! So many of these episodes have made me feel so much emotions and this one is no different! I've always loved Valkyrae and I learned so much from her in this episode. You all as creators are such an inspiration not only as an aspiring creator, but as a person.

[@alarysemartinez2]

I've been waiting for this lol since I saw the post about it, I love the both of you and was surprised when I saw that you two teamed up.

[@Baileydefries]

I lost my dad at a very very young age. Loss is weird, and affects everyone, so it’s been such a comfort watching Rae and having her be a constant in my life. So beyond thankful for her, and thankful for this interview

[@Hi-ph8io]

Rae had me crying the entire video, like yeah, we’ve both had our ups and downs, and both of us fell into like a depressive state. and we’ve gotten out of it. She’s helped me through most things, her streams are me comfort place. Even though she doesn’t know who i am, she will never know how much i love her, and how much she’s a comfort to me. I love how she’s so open with her background.

[@MattyTingles]

Two of my favorite people! Love this so much!! Ugh, was not ready for this therapy session! lol Rae is such an inspiring woman!! 💜💜

[@orchidargent3733]

Loving your content!! Thank you for giving voices to both small and big creators

[@arneedsanap8042]

I can imagine Rae being a flight attendant and having a hard time putting the luggage on the overhead compartment lol.

[@uso_Jus2SmooTh94]

I can say I'm proud to have witness and be a part of her early streaming days on Twitch. New as it was to me Rae made it fun where I kept coming back. And look at her now. She deserves all her success. You know she sometimes seemed to fuss about her size but she keep forgetting no one can match her big heart. She's one of the best ppl i know Keep doin your thing Rae 🤙🏽

[@bradleybruvva3021]

Rae is such a beautiful person inside and out. I’m glad she got into streaming.

[@ktwanders2813]

So happy Valkyrae got her own episode here :3 huge fan and happy for all of her success!

[@natasailic4957]

Valk you are such an inspiration! I'm very glad that you have come so much far from what you imagined and accomplished a lot of things!!! Keep killing it!

[@AngryLookingBanana]

This was great, really good video from Anthony. I was already a fan of Rae, but it made me respect her even more than i did after hearing about all the struggles she have gone through to get where she is today.

[@YeahImTrey]

I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS!! Thank you Anthony for this amazing series. One of my biggest inspirations ✊🏾💯

[@devonrhodes6536]

This really hit me.. I was that kid in school, just trying to fit in but getting made fun of for everything I do. I didn't make any real friends in school and after I graduated I just focused on working. Then I moved, I just that it took so long for me to realize I just need to be me

[@cmppizza5315]

So excited to watch this!!

[@Hehe_8585]

I swear to god Anthony is the best therapist. Just watching the video helps me so much so I can imagine how good it might feel for the creators finally being able to share their struggles and their story

[@darkphoenix2]

It's really interesting that totally normal human beings can be so amazing. There's not necessarily anything special about her. Yet she is special. She's funny and energetic and kind-hearted and incredibly beautiful. She wouldn't have drawn in so many people if there wasn't SOMETHING about her. But it wasn't pre-determined. She's been through rough stuff, she's still trying to grow, and she has to constantly deal with people questioning her height. So I feel like people should look at her and feel better about themselves, because if someone as relatable and normal as Rae can be so awesome, you can too!

[@aaronrodriguez8664]

This had me crying but, I’m so proud of my comfort streamer. Thank you so much for sharing Rae. Thanks Anthony for having my gorlllllll❤️

[@arcthegaymer]

FINALLY ITS HERE IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE

[@amandaalmeida2353]

I absolutely love this series. I relate so much with her and I didn’t even know much about her. That is what I love about this, knowing someone more and understanding their side. Overcoming is her word for sure!!! 😩😩✨✨

[@mosabreda1157]

That was awesome. You always bring out more depth of the life of your guest and just to know their background is very inspiring