I WASN'T READY FOR THE END... | Ren - "Su!cIde" | REACTION/ANALYSIS

[@misterJonathan]

This one broke me. Because I had that friend in high school. He was 15. Fifteen. And he was a friend. Showed me how to be a friend. Showed me what friendship means. I didn't see it coming. He was so happy-go-lucky, empathetic and kind. No one saw his struggle until it was too late. He never knew how much he mattered. He never knew how many people cared. 23 years later, I think of him still. With regret that I didn't see it coming. I should've seen it coming. Goddamnit.

[@SR-71BlackbirdA2]

A beautiful homage song about Ren's very close, childhood friend Joe, who committed suicide by jumping off from a bridge. Sadly, they never found his body.

[@janschumacher2278]

@@michaelmardling3152 Who the fuck cares bro he did for his fam and for his friends

[@shaundisch2020]

​@Michael Mardling Maybe now Joe will show up and want royalties for this song and Ren will have to hire Vinny to take him out. 😂 Then Ren would have closure at least.

[@michaelmardling3152]

@@shaundisch2020 kind of odd his body was NEVER found, if he did jump in the water, bodies do eventually float back to the surface.

[@shaundisch2020]

@Michael Mardling Fish get hungry, I've seen Jaws.

[@SR-71BlackbirdA2]

@@michaelmardling3152 I don't know if you know, but RIVERS have currents and flow away towards the ocean.

[@tinadunbar4577]

The Internet cried last night, for Ren, for Joe, for everyone that's sad 😢😢😢

[@JonNo86]

Ren said he sat on this song for well over a year and he was actually dreading releasing this song because it felt so incomplete and "meh" to him compared to the rest of the album. Then he did the interview with Knox Hill about a month ago and he finally opened up about Joe's suicide and he said he finally felt there was a way to finish this song, so he added the last 2 minutes to this song just within the last month. He said it wasn't rehearsed and wasn't even fully edited. He said he sat at his Keyboard just playing and crying and whenever he thought of a new line he ran into his vocal booth and recorded it, whether he was crying or not. He said the entire thing took him less than 2 hours to fully write AND record.

[@Zabiru-]

Nice background information. Yeah I'm by no means on the level of Ren when it comes to artistic talent (I draw I don't play music), but sometimes it just flows and you can do so much in a very very short amount of time. Crazy respect for the guy for sharing his trauma so that others might know they are not alone and perhaps if not helping them heal (such wounds don't really heal - you learn to live with them) then at least help them come to terms with and process their feelings.

[@tattoodude8946]

Ren - making it ok to be human again. Thank you.

[@kennethmichael5404]

You're right, the song starts out about Ren, he said this himself, but then he said that for some reason it felt incomplete. He started with the piano and the first line of that final sequence and said that the rest just kinda poured out of him. The emotion you hear, his tears, the breaking in his voice .... it's all genuine and real. That comes across vividly. Once again, Ren uses the power of his personal experiences and his musical talent to draw an emotional response from the listener. I'll never stop saying this- Ren is Special.

[@Deathwave201]

Fun fact, he did a interview with KnoxHill on KZbin. He said the interview inspired him to write the last verse

[@darkmoondrops]

I joined Rens twitch earlier today. Wasn't sure what to expect. OMG...he turned it into the most beautiful celebration of life. I'm so glad I was able to see that side of him. ❤ Ren... love you all. You are not alone.

[@greenhighlander7]

❤

[@Zabiru-]

Definitely going to have to follow him on Twitch! :)

[@realwestcoastgaming]

“and holding you my brother and telling you that it’s fine” and “i was late like a jerk” got me 😭😭🥺 as a suicide survivor it hit me so much harder

[@Maddjacklee81]

REN keeps making people cry…

[@deanhuffaker4518]

This song crushed me. I've lost three friends to suicide. I have no will to live after my wife died at 42 of an ugly cancer, but I don't know how someone takes their own life. 😢 Thanks for this reaction and your talk after Aileen. ❤

[@bryanbrazeau6742]

Life can be dark bro but stick with it, you don't know what your future holds. Hang in there man.

[@jamesborder7636]

My wife died 10 years ago, and it broke me. I spent most of that decade in unbearable pain, desperate for it all to end and unable to ask for help. Please don't suffer alone. I have a life worth living now, and people who care about me. Don't make my mistake - reach out for help.

[@sydneexxceasy9063]

Turn to God for understanding and healing. I pray it gets better brother. Keep your chin up and take it one step at a time.

[@realwestcoastgaming]

@deanhuffaker4518 im sorry for your loss

[@Xrousn]

You still have a world of possibilities out there. Of those, peace and happiness are still out there to be rediscovered.

[@tommywiggins7895]

I lost my niece on the 20th of May (she was 12) 11 days away from her birthday; she passed away from Osteosarcoma that moved to her lungs. This song speaks volumes for those that are dealing with heartbreak as well as clinical depression... thank you for your reaction and I wish you all the best AileenSenpai.

[@MrCassidy110]

as i have said on another video, Ren is the master of silence and tears. almost every reaction ive seen leave everyone either speachless or broken. first words are either um or a choked wow. hes an artist, a bard and someone very very special

[@horizonblack]

Her name was Jen. I tried. Thank you for the reaction. Something in me died long ago, but I get to feel things by watching others react. I love that Ren has brought mental illness to the front of society's thoughts.

[@wolframvonstein7303]

I am deeply sorry for your loss. Stay strong!

[@upan77]

His name was Adam, his name was Jonnny, his name was Toby, his name was Jon Boy. Although a part of us dies, we get the scar because we knew them, and although the scars are painful, and never heal, they are beautiful because we knew them, we felt them, we loved them. Carry the weight of that scar with pride Horizon, much love to you.

[@profanemagic5671]

We know you did. I'm sorry.

[@gerdapons5730]

Ren hit me hard,I lost my son 2 year ago,he commit suicide we broke so try so hard to help him, is his twin sister..now we must stay strong for her..don,t want to loose her..thank you for your warm reaction..it comfort me..

[@scotoftheanarchic.7903]

Ive lost two close friends and a 2 cousin's to suicide, they were clever, intelligent, funny, empathetic, handsome. The fight is real ,the struggle is real, the epidemic is real. RIP mark , stef, wiggy Robert. Much love from Scotland 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 💚.

[@rkbartlettservices]

I have been this way for about 12yrs. Every day is a struggle. The only thing that stops me is I see the faces of my children getting the news. It would devastate them to hear of my death but entirely different if I did so myself especially as their mother sees suicide as cowardly. I have a genuine fear I will grow to resent my children for impeding my exit

[@The_Hartofect_]

My youngest memory of wanting to end my life and thinking about was at age 6 or 7. I was on medication at 16, quit the meds 6 months later, developed a heart condition as poetic as it sounds gave me a reason to finally fight. I’m 39 years old now, still struggling with the suicidal thoughts but if I can find beauty through my pain so can you. Depression doesn’t mean you’re weak, it just means you suppressed so much crap that your mind is screaming at you to talk about it and let it out. I love you all.

[@woodywoodman2319]

Imagine being seconds away from being able to save your best friend... and failing!?!? Ren Is Music, is Emotions, is Amazing!!!

[@justinpeter7846]

You can tell that out of all the other reactors that you feel the most out of his lyrics. You definitely appreciate the true value of vulnerability. Vulnerability is not a weakness, it’s a strength. Thank you for this reaction

[@MelissaP90]

I have been on both sides of suicide. At 16 I attempted suicide, I'm lucky my family found me in time. Fast forward 20+ yrs and lost my cousin to suicide and a good friend. This song hurts on so many levels, for what I put my family through and what my family experiences now every birthday and holiday watching my cousins children grow up without him. I'm with you, no one should feel alone....thanks for sharing your story too. It provides an open door for others to speak abt our experiences...

[@ramonparkour]

Thank you for sharing, I'm glad you are a survivor.

[@d-docnemesis7925]

I've also been on both sides, ended up losing my first girlfriend. My mind still goes in the direction of suicide whenever I feel like there's no way out but now I know I'd never do it because I know how that affects the ones that love you. I wouldn't wanna leave anyone with that guilt. So I totally feel for you and yeah, the song really hits pretty deep.

[@daltonevans3412]

This song killed me when i first heard it. I went and hid myself away and bawled for at leqst 30 or 40 minutes. I lost my best friend (who would have been better classed as my real brother, we both came from really abusive homes and from the age of 5 we were eachothers rocks and support system through it all) to a suicide i could have stopped if i hadn't drank and drugged myself unconscious and missed the 19 calls he made to me and the 12 messages he left me in my begging me to answer and begging me for help. The last message simply said "you are the best friend i never dared to hope for. Thank you for giving me the love no on else ever did. Goodbye my friend" and then he took the shot gun his family owned and shot himself in the head mere moments after Calling me for the last time and leaving that message. I can explain further if anyone wants, but this is just the basics and why this song is so impactful for me. Rest in peace eric, you're the best guy i've ever known.

[@andrewichaerusreynolds3348]

9:25 "It's ok to not be ok." My 6yo son is fighting kidney cancer. Going through radiation, chemo, hair loss, the whole schtick. Thank you for putting this into such succint, perfect words. I'm not ok, and that's ok.

[@mrdarengilbert3907]

Aileen, such a beautiful reaction, so honest, raw, genuine…. Can’t think any further tonight I’m crying to much. Thank you for sharing REN, thank you for being you. Take care Daz Berrima, NSW, Australia

[@ElWray8]

R.I.P. Joe. You were definitely loved.

[@greglecig5549]

I have never had artist affect me so profoundly. Watching all the reactions videos and seeing everyone become vulnerable through his work. I have shed tears on every single time I watch. This is such an important piece of art. Thank you for your raw reaction to it ❤

[@patcow9999]

Lovely sensitive piece, Aileen. Ren broaches topics that are real and many of us can relate to. He is so open and unique, apart from talent in spades. I can't help thinking Ren is the brilliant person he is because of how he grew up and particularly for the evident kinship and love he has for Joe. Both when he was alive and since his passing.

[@fourcornersofbrighton]

Great reaction! This one has been hard for me. I have dealt with depression for most of my life and much of what has kept me here is the realization of how it would hurt those I love. The second half of this song is brutal but it is also a good reminder of how it hurts those left behind. Musically, it's another masterpiece. The video is so beautiful. Louis Mardlin is the video editor for Ren's animated type videos and he did a fantastic job with this one.

[@Ontaros1]

Aileen, thank you for the authenticity today. I think these reactions play an important role in helping to normalize emotions and expression for your viewers. You may not feel like it but like Ren you're doing powerful work out here in your channels and it means a lot to the people that watch you. Also, to make sure YOU remember as well, you're loved and cherished. You're appreciated and people are greatful to still have you here. Stay amazing.

[@Av3rageD4D]

This is a very true statement -^

[@andrewwest8334]

Love your reactions. This has to be one of the most powerful pieces of music I've ever experienced. As you're asking for recommendations, I can't remember if I've pushed these on to you before or not but 'How to be Me (Live)' is probably my favourite Ren track and is very much on the same topic of his friend Joe. Other blindingly good songs are 'Ocean', 'Humble', 'Dominoes', 'Money Game II', 'Losing It', 'Hold On', the list is seemingly endless but those will give you a really good variety with some nice upbeat stuff in there too (if you need an antidote!). x

[@DaMagician10]

I’ve had thoughts of this every single day and every single time something goes wrong and honestly it gets exhausting. So hard to explain to people who don’t understand. Finding REN was awesome for me. It’s helped me so much. I’m fighting everyday and if you hurting keep fighting as well.

[@MichealHallowell]

I am so incredibly grateful to still be alive at the same time as creators like you and Ren. Thank you for everything you do Senpai

[@highlightshadow]

In a world of disposable, candy-sweet media, music and technology.... Ren is the humanity that shines once in a generation. I've shed so many tears over this songs and watching people react. I almost watch these songs and videos to feel something .... anything .... most of my life i feel i'm barely a spectator and feel so little happiness or joy in daily life, haven't for years .... but at least feeling pain with these songs means i can feel something

[@stevedurnell4002]

great reaction by you thank you so much for sharing this video with us Aileen.👍

[@BarrenCosmos]

Gonna be a heavy one

[@Turvok]

I've cried more times to that last part in the last 24 hrs that I can count. It's just an emotionally vulnerable song. I love it.

[@jasonwalker6221]

I know i have already said this. Aileen you have such a wonderful heart and your a speacial soul. Thank you for keeping it real!!!!!!!!!!!

[@DenTweed]

In a weird way I was looking forward to this reaction from the moment it dropped. Like Ren I feel your quite genuine and you'd resonate with what he his brining. Thank you for your reaction, it's in a way therapeutic

[@StephMcAlea]

I've struggled with suicidal ideation for years. These days, it is more like not wanting to wake up tomorrow rather than taking an active role in ending myself. Loneliness was my biggest trigger when I was young. These days, it's more about experiencing rampant transphobia and not being able to do anything about it. It just gets so heavy a weight to carry, you know? I guess the trick is to distract myself until old age takes me.

[@kolonelfranz31]

Hang in there, for you never know what the gods have planned for you. Maybe your suffering is just the test you have to fight through before better times will come.. But these are just shallow words from an old vet who has looked death in the eyes too often.

[@Finny14754]

Stay strong 🙏.

[@dantallman5345]

Hang in there. I am an old redneck and have gradually changed my outlook on gender over the last decade or so. I think lots of people are adjusting. I hope you will get to experience a very noticeable betterment in people long before you experience old age.

[@willfromyadkinville]

we got you! we are a community of winners and victory!

[@manuelper]

Please don't hurt yourself because others don't agree with transexuality. I can tell you personally that I do not agree and I do not think children should have it pushed on them; but I also don't think (or want) anyone to hurt themselves over people having different opinions and beliefs. That's part of life.

[@Uriahjw]

Many have survival regret. I, also lost a few friends to suicide. It's hard to get moving after experiencing the loss, and it can drag you way down at times. The way I get passed that feeling is living for them and doing things that we all talked about doing as kids. Out of 7 of us, there is only my brother and one other person left.

[@mldkenny]

Feel your pain and sadness as many are all doing at this moment in time. Ren is the master of making us aware of life issues in such a wonderful deep way. Love your reactions.

[@gregoryjasongranado5248]

Suicide is something that needs to be talked about. We are not alone and you show us that. Thanks for doing what you do.

[@waynesmith5313]

I feel what he is talking about. I luckily got got help a few years ago. ❤️

[@Jasongilliar]

First time someone thought about the people who watch this because of the song and not because they know you, so very nice from you that you try to help thouse people who are not in the right place, that deserves a sub from me, looking forward to see more reactions or other stuff from you

[@davidricks7128]

Ren is therapy for so many from one song he helps so many people open up in ways therapists struggle to do in person.

[@jamescrane9218]

He is the only one really addressing this, in a way people can share and feel empathetically. Its an important video and song. A real embodiment of the power of music cross culturally. Its immense.

[@sicmuvva11]

Tears were streaming down my face also what a beautifully vulnerable song about a subject that needs to be talked about.❤‍🩹

[@pjeball]

Dear Aileen, as someone who feels REN’s songs like you do. I come back to soak up your reactions to them. I just wanted to point you towards some of REN’s work that also brings me great joy… and that is his busking videos with Sam Tompkins. They are so worth a watch to see him singing and expressing himself in such a different way. 😊

[@pklemming]

A wonderful reaction from an awesome person. Thank you for your incredible reaction. This is such an important song for everyone. This hit very close to home for me and helped more than I would ever have imagined.

[@peterveste6976]

thank you for reacting to this sending all my love to you and your family, Ren is starting a movement of love ❤❤❤❤

[@irrgamer]

Thanks again for this incredible heartfelt reaction Aileen.

[@work1284]

I love you baby, this is the only response to this video and Hi Ren. There hasn’t been anything so repairing as his last two songs. His music isn’t destructive, it’s restorative.

[@Lynxeye-Youtube]

It's a punch in the stomach that resonates in the soul of each one of us. I feel blessed to be a contemporary of such an Artist with a capital A, and such a genuine person. Good reaction.

[@Codex7777]

A beautiful and heartfelt reaction, to a beautifully poetic and heartbreakingly emotional song.

[@PurpleIsBored]

You have so much empathy, it's a refreshing change to the way the world seems

[@music2seeconcertphotograph457]

I am suffering myself from double depression, chronical depersonalization, anxiety disorder and a chronic pain disorder. In 2020 I lost a brother in mind and heart by suicide. I never had anyone I could have so much fun with and do stupid / crazy things. That's something I never do but with him it was possible. And we shared our dark side, told us about our demons. It still hurts as hell and just thinking about that one movement and what came next (he killed himself with a rope) makes me feel miserable and sad and empty. I can feel so much with what describes here. This hit so hard. This hit so deep! So honest. So true. So brutal. So painful: Emotionally and even physically.

[@sydneexxceasy9063]

He actually loves to write songs for his friend. Freckled angel and forgot how to be me are both songs dealing with joe and loss. And this song was a mix of how he has felt over the years being sick and wanting to just give up but joes suicide hit him so hard he couldnt allow himself to

[@andrewbothwell6963]

When I see you cry Aileen it makes me feel like my daughter is crying and I just want to give you a hug.

[@paulbourgeois4491]

The amount of time that you spend making your eyes so beautiful is truly appreciated by tens of thousands of people you will never know. Someone will write really terrific poetry about you one day, poetry that will bring tears to those astonishing eyes you've been blessed with

[@HollyB5484]

I came across your channel because I've been watching reaction videos on Ren's work. I stayed on your channel and subscribed because of you though. Ren's not the only raw and real artist. You just let yourself be so soft and vulnerable and look like you deeply feel every word. I watched your Chalk Outlines reaction video right before this one and in both reactions i couldn't help but laugh through my tears watching you talk so fast trying to get all your thoughts out while you were still feeling the emotions from the songs. You're now my favorite reactor. I'm a sensitive soul like you and i appreciate how brave you are because it's not something I could do. I get very self conscious crying in front of people as I was told all the time growing up that I was way too sensitive and laughed at and teased relentlessly by my brother if I cried watching a movie. I remember watching La Bamba with him when we were young and I was doing good holding back the tears until they told his mom and she broke down screaming, "Not my Ritchie!" and I couldn't contain my tears anymore so I ran out of the room and upstairs to hide in my room until I could compose myself again. To me then my super sensitivity was a curse and i did everything i could to suppress my emotions. I just wanted to fit in and be normal and hiding and suppressing that part of me eventually took a toll resulting in severe mental illness and repeated suicide attempts. It's been a long journey. I've started over more times than i can count, lost many friends along the way, and even my sisters shut me out years ago. People just got worn out by me and my struggles and it's hard to blame them for it because I didn't understand my pain either so how could they? At this point in my life I've been diagnosed Schizoeffective after years of hell where voices were talking to me 24/7 and I couldn't get them to shut up because they convinced me I heard them because I was special and others could hear them too but noone was allowed to say anything about it out loud. I could handle it at first but eventually it drove me mad and I was found in an abandoned parking garage by 2 cops who had heard me screaming at the voices to shut up or I'd kill myself. I remember looking up and seeing the police officers watching me probably contemplating how ro approach me. I instantly started sobbing as relief swept over me because there was no hiding it now. I was onviously hearing voices and now they knew the secret so it was okay to talk about it. It atill took me several more months to find the right meds and the voices finally faded away. They came back just recently for a couple months because i stopped taking my meds but won't make that mistake again. I also ended up getting long term Covid a couple years ago and have rarely left my apartment since then as just moving at all is a huge effort, my body aches constantly, and I'm just so tired all the time. I had serioyslty been contemplating suicide, even googling the most effective and surefire ways to do it when this song "Hi Ren" kept popping up in my suggestions while listening to some Jellyroll songs so I decided to check it out and holy life changing and inspiring and it gave me some hope again...ironically I think the only person that could put the emotional journey I've been on since then into words would be Ren lol. I sent the song to a bunch of my friends and have been spending most of my time every day finding his other music, watching reactions, hearing and reading other people's stories, and crying, lots and lots of crying.. good, healing crying though and I've found even though I'm technically alone in my room I feel connected to people like you who put themselves out there so I can cry along with them and not care who might walk in and see me crying my eyes out. I don't know where this journey is going to take me but for right now at least I am safe and have hope and am embracingy sensitivity thanks to Ren and you.

[@Joncampbell89]

This came up as soon as I opened KZbin and audibly was like "no no no no" 😢😢😢 I hope you're okay after this

[@rodneyfrazer2424]

It's a beautiful thing, the compassion you display for those who are struggling. You have a good heart.

[@cmecu_seemeseeyou9330]

I love Ren to death. His friend Joe , you can tell it still haunts him to this day. "Freckled Angels" was his first song dedicated to him , and "How to be me" is a song about him too that they recorded on the bridge he jumped from.

[@dziczyzna24]

I love your reactions - so true and fragile. Greetings from Poland!

[@chadpallas8457]

Wow .. didn’t see that coming! Powerful … very rare performer!!!

[@StanCarles]

Thank you, Aileen, for your heartfelt reaction and review! It is difficult for me to find the words that describe the mixed feelings I have after watching this and other Music Videos by Ren Gill. It is obvious to me that "Ren's" work comes from someone who has experienced, first hand, the subject of his writings. Knowing that makes Ren special, and makes Ren's message special. I commend Ren for delving into the difficulty of hearing and confronting human condition and experiences!

[@matmachin9992]

I know the pain he feels, I've lost friends to suicide, I've seen the devastation this causes. If I didn't have 2 people in my life that would feel that pain then I wouldn't have to wake up tomorrow but they are so I will

[@lliryk2943]

Thank you so much for sharing your emotions with us, Aileen. You're a beautiful soul, you seem so caring and thoughtful 🤍 hope you're doing well

[@alexniederhauser8562]

This was a song that was hard to deal with on the onset, but at the same time, it helped me relate. Unfortunately we have friends that have greeted a similar bitter end. To learn it's healthy to truly cry sometimes again

[@Mojo_Mandy]

Thank you for this. Every time I watch Ren he draws my emotions out of me. I can't really explain it but I am so happy for him. Number1 on the UK charts is a huge validation of who Ren is and what he feels.x

[@troytucker3467]

We all love you so much, thank you for everything.

[@avoidralph]

Ren, please don't stop!! I have never cried so much from just pure emotion taking over when I listen to your works. @AileenSenpai you always bring great music to us that is life helping/changing. Thank you!!

[@sabrinaevans8746]

Thank you for that reaction

[@adamwheeler6326]

Ty for your ❤ felt words and supporting REN

[@spooky_wolves7435]

You have a kind soul i wish there were more people like you in this world god bless

[@pretzelfrito]

Incredible, as always!!

[@Rootcauses451]

Ren made the internet cry for two days straight now.

[@alexiaspaedt-mcintosh5311]

Such a powerful song I cry every single time! Ren is so special and to share this with us wow I have no words.

[@loadedorygun]

Thanks for spreading the positive value of this important video eg resources for people in crisis.

[@joemanna249]

You’ve got to watch the live version of How To Be Me with Ren and Chinchilla. It is also about the loss of his friend Joe (and I believe recorded on the same bridge he jumped from)

[@Dragonartykay]

Great reaction. Everything you said was very well said.

[@talencross]

Thank you for being you and for letting me seeing someone else who feels the things I do. It helps.

[@adamcoope8726]

This one really got me. I lost a close friend to suicide and didn’t get to him on time. Never got over it and years later tried and failed to take my own life by rope. My life is good now but my head is still in the past. REN is hard to watch but it’s vital we do.

[@davidjoyce2669]

After hearing his first hand description of this terrible occurance on the Knox Hill interview a week or two ago, it defiinitely hit harder, but you are always a glimmer of light, i consistently admire you, I look forward to your next one. Thank you!

[@Xrousn]

Young lady, I can tell by your reaction that you are as beautiful on the inside as you are on the outside. A rare find for sure. Thank you for sharing this video, your story and for giving people a place to support each other. All it takes is one voice of understanding to save a life.

[@tiburfrank3627]

I have listened to the song itself many times, and also many reactions. There is no question that this man is an ARTIST in the strictest sense of the word. I have never heard such a wonderful eulogy before!!! But I think it's also part of the healing process for him, because now he's coming to terms with the fact that his friend is really gone, even though his body was never found. This man is a miracle! I think this song (like all of them) will bring a lot of healing. I hope he can heal with his art for a long time and I wish him nothing but the best. It's sure to leave a mark, no matter how it turns out!

[@bazm2024]

I'm new here. For me the most powerful part is that Ren is so respected... An it's ok for a guy to cry. I love him for that. It's so hard to open up and admit you are hurting.

[@philk9227]

Beautiful reaction Aileen. All the very best from the UK

[@Macklan400]

Yep, it was certainly something. I found it really hard to listen to that last part the first time, but now I love it and it's power

[@silentwhisp4r670]

Ren is a poet. And your reactions are amazing.

[@mellanapa]

You, my dear, is so painfully human I can't quit watching your reactions, even tho it often hurts me watching you feel. Thank you. 🖤

[@coreymeyer5196]

DAMN!!!!!!! REN ALWAYS FINDS A WAY FOR MY EYE TO JUST START RAINING....

[@candice3559]

Made Mr cry like a baby, lost a few fine folks that were well more than capable that contrabuting. Ren is one in a million million that is for sure. Life means a gift. For all those that sacrificed...

[@edh3709]

I needed a good cry. I've had seriously suicidal thoughts and still struggle. It helps to know im not alone. ❤

[@Tom-u9i]

I am so broken, I lost the love of my life to suicide 2 years ago and I feel lost. Music like this is what keeps me going. I love your empowering words at the end.

[@rodgersmith6891]

Great reaction. Probably the next logical Ren reaction should be his song "Hold On" or the positivity affirming "Humble"

[@caseyatwell2801]

Going through anxiety, depression, low self esteem back when I was younger. I was suicidal. Am glad I am alive. Am also blessed I found poetry/writing when I was 16- helped a lot

[@Samurai_Stoner]

I can't say enough just how talented and important Ren is

[@f.d.robben159]

Thanks for your thoughts. As always, everyone can kind of relate to all the emotions he so effortless and eloquent is able to put in words. But since I lost my son last year, I often wish he had the chance to listen to Ren. It might could have changed his view and his attemps of fighting his demons all on his own. At least, Ren is helping me a lot, getting into his shoes, even when it hurts so much.

[@thomasmeyer8798]

Ren is definitely next level - by any means. What a beautiful human being.

[@mark_white.]

When you look at the water and ready to jump ...You are looking at the breaks in clouds reflecting on water ...THUS ​"Falling through the cracks of the night sky . Ty ren ty.