I Will NEVER Be The Same!!!

This was a very significant and live changing moment for me. Everything has changed since this happened... Still trying to put it into words.
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[@RSiS_75]

Beautiful! ❤ Thank You for Sharing!

[@meghancurtis2155]

I have just come accross your page. I am happy to have found this video and see your finding the truths and healing that you searched for.. When i watched the review of Dax- Revelation i felt a hard struggle that went deep. I understand those feelings and finding the answers is like taking your first breath and feeling it run through your veins. You are a beautiful person. Thank you for being here.

[@smasher90ful]

I feel you bro. I have moments when I can’t hold it back. The weight of the responsibility. It’s heavy and beautiful.

[@ResilientIzShe]

This is only my 2nd vid I saw. But tbh, the sacrifice of self sounds like what we're called to do in order to be in alignment with God. Funny past is, w/o psychedelics I realized I have control issues but idk how to relinquish control. I'm not down for using shrooms to get there though. But happy you found some peace

[@carlenegzjh8960]

Many are sleeping, and I was as well...when I woke up to different realities of my life I had to let go of them while I processed each one individually. Some encouraging, sad, disbelief, and many others; I am still processing, it is liberating and heals as well. God bless you and your new self.

[@BeautifulSouls5]

Can you recommend where we can get true micros? Thank you

[@FUNNYVIDEOSFORYOU-iq5do]

Thank you for sharing your words. Im starting mushrooms for my Lyme. Keep it up

[@auroraecho9128]

Bless you and praise God for your healing and awakening! We need you! Love, love, love!

[@dany_b]

I'm sorry in advance, this will be long! First of all, thank you so much for sharing this and you don't need to be sorry when your feeling and emotion overwhelmed you. I "feel" every word you said, I "feel" every emotion and every tear of yours and this is amazing. I love nature, I think that Mother nature is perfect and what she teach me is to not be afraid of the death. Phisically is something that we can't escape so is better accept it and live for the better till that day. Spiritually is something that we need to experience if we want to become our "real" ourself. We need to die to have a new rebirth, just like plants do in the fall and winter and then reborn in the spring. Make sense? I know is difficult express in words strong feelings like you felt, but I can relate, i know those feelings very well. Last but not least, most diseases come from emotions that we have not listened to, and that energy disease if not listened to for a long time pours into the body, because we are energy, everything is energy and everything is connected. When talking about yoga you said you cried like a baby, it's cause thanks to yoga you were able to release all those emotions that, perhaps unconsciously, you were holding inside and had not become aware yet. How beautiful is that moment when the energy is released and you understand? 😊 We could talk about these topics for hours! I'm glad you found the strength to look inside yourself, never stop because the road is long and difficult and you often feel like giving up everything, but it's cool and most importantly you're not alone!

[@HerEcolife]

Dude!! I found you during my spiritual awakening on TikTok. I am now going to binge watch your videos hahahaha I had to take a few months off my channel to process everything. I recently tried DMT for healing. That was something incredible and it lasted like 15 minutes. Spoiler alert. I totally cried 😂😂😂

[@ThePhilosophicalMisfit]

So happy you found me!!

[@jimmybecomesafool9525]

The weight. "Do you feel THAT! Do you UNDERSTAND!"i screamed out. I described it as the weight as i walked in spiritual agony as the subconcious(father/mother god /goddess storehouse of the akashick) gave me(the son/consious point of attention manifest to experience) the experience that I requested the "Truth" is the subconsious is the alpha and the omega it Knows and holds back both realities of the dullness of absolute bliss and the excruciating continuous awareness of the suffering of others and the lack of our control. Any state of permanance is not a truth we (the little I am) can know productively brother the consious mind the frontal cortex descended as in isolated a section of the brain to function as an isolated system within the larger system to reduce suffering creating an inner duality out of necessity due to the growing concentrations of human populations and the inability for the individual to excersize their will without fights to the death which has and continues to happen progressively less now as you would expect with practical evolution. If you see this I urge you to get in touch with me its not polite for me to continue this publicly being awake is not a blessing for the little ones and thats who we protect. I ask you please contact me.

[@breanna00]

Wow thank you for sharing your experience! I’ve been watching your videos the last few days since leaving religion and they’ve been so helpful. Your feeling of freeness is similar to how I feel right now and I definitely resonate to some degree

[@crownedits3999]

Its wild that this showed up on my timeline and I don't even know where to begin. you are one of the very first people that i have seen to explain this the way you did, I feel like we both have experienced the same thing. i have been going through the same stuff over that last year since i took my final dose,(i say final because i dont feel like i need to take more but maybe the day will come) and its extremely scary to see an entire part of you die in a matter of seconds and then the processing that comes with it, there's times where I wish I could go back to that place of "control" but now is very much a place where you have to build your moral compass and enjoy being at peace because its much deserved after those many many years of pain. I used to always need to be around people and feed off of there energy and like so much shit you cant fit here LOL, and now i just am finding so much content in myself and being alone knowing that i see the bigger picture and can carry myself over the years to come, communicate and carry those around you who have not awoken to show them a path even though you almost know they will never get there. become the humble wise man you shall be and enjoy the new life, continue accepting, continue growing, and you shall earn a spot at the table with the other wise people in your afterlife, something is out there for sure we just don't know what yet. Stay safe and I wish you the best fella. :)

[@ThePhilosophicalMisfit]

Thank you SO MUCH for this! And I feel all of this so much. Stay well!!

[@LadyInWhite741]

@@ThePhilosophicalMisfitHey guys- Your sister is right there with you. Something about turning 40 was also very liberating this year. I’ve found even more of higher self. But the burden you speak of is so heavy. My sweet husband is asleep and I don’t really think he’ll ever be awake. It breaks me inside and there is absolutely nothing I can do about it except enjoy the time we do have together and create wonderful memories and beautiful life for our young daughter.

[@OXSkuldream]

Sees the thumbnail: My loud af alarm clock:

[@HerEcolife]

Hugs 🤗

[@oneslowgp]

golden teachers are one of the OG strains of mushroom. there are significantly stronger mushrooms out there.

[@ThePhilosophicalMisfit]

Oh I’m sure of it!

[@theunrepentantatheist24]

The catharsis of tears etc can bring some temporary relief. It seems like healing. It is better to come to terms with and understand what is inside of us and deal with it. But good luck.

[@ThePhilosophicalMisfit]

I’m unclear of what you’re saying here. You think this isn’t a genuine experience and only temporary?

[@mbsandusky]

Much Love bro hang in there :(

[@ThePhilosophicalMisfit]

I’m actually doing really well! The tears aren’t sadness, the tears are HEALING! And it’s been much needed and very fulfilling!

[@broadbandtogod]

Mm, wow I can intuitively understand what you are trying to describe, my only wish is that we could have a freaking roadmap to your experience. We know so little of spiritual anatomy, while it simultaneously feel almost *life essential* and mandatory to really understand these things. I recognize your pain a lot from my first years, both as a non believer, and becoming a believer in Christ. My only comfort is that Christ has mercy on us, and it's not entirely our responsibility to know all of these things, it is in part our previous generations that will be held responsible to why they did not elevate us further in to knowledge and faith. We can only do so much, and _that_ , _we can_ take responsibility for. I'm not sure how much space I dare to occupy in this comment since I do not want to reduce or disrespect your own experiences, but my most recent understanding of faith is that we might of misunderstood that word completely, with humility. It makes sense, I heard a quote some time ago that said something like, "The reason why people miss out on God is because that they don't look low enough". Something like "... the man who seeks to be the greatest shall be the servant of all". Mark 9:35 That got me thinking. Every time Christ either did something Himself or praised or taught someone else regarding faith, it was always in the context of humility! Peter started to sank when standing in the water while being "humble" to the waves _rather_ than Christ. The Centurion was praised for his faith when *listening* in "humility" to Ceasar. Etc, etc, etc... It is the "thy will be done", but *not* from a standpoint of: "Here I am, the mighty (insert your name) who will believe God and do His bidding, standing in faith and singlemindedness, haha!!". Just as you were humble towards yourself and actually started to listen to whatever part in you that needed to be heard, and respecting it... just like hunger, or injury, or sleep. My own worst nightmares always has demons in them, no idea why. But just as you did, when the panic started (real, gruesome, panic), for a couple of times tried to actually stay in that moment and became humble to whatever came next, and it worked! It freaking worked! Much calmer since, although caveat I don't recommend to listening to demons, it was representations in the nightmares xD So I believe you and what your trying to say. I get it. /Link

[@djmitchell3464]

Yoo are you still alive no new uploads nothing I hope your ok. Got here from Pastor React and saw no new post there I can relate to your mindset and many others I hope your well brother. Is the pastor your dad?

[@EstebanHerp]

I don't know what kind of mushrooms consume where you live. I am from Costa Rica and here psilocybin mushrooms grow naturally in cow shit I have tried them twice and the first time it gave me anxiety, the second time I had more psychedelic visions and I felt happy and relaxed and I had a delirium mystical that I spoke with the spirit of the mushrooms 🤣 and they told me that human beings are inferior because they have emotions and feelings that self-destruct. and that the most advanced beings of the universe did not have feelings. My brother lives in Canada and bought mushrooms and also started crying uncontrollably.

[@dany_b]

Found you, like and subscribe already! I'm coming from tik tok and I'm glad to be here, I didn't know you have a yt channel. Watching your tt and listening your lyrics, I had a sort of feeling that you were a deep person and... I was right! 😊😊 I will watching your video here 😉

[@ThePhilosophicalMisfit]

So happy you're here!!!

[@dany_b]

@@ThePhilosophicalMisfit waiting for tomorrow's DTT! 😊😊

[@ericmcgehee9037]

Sounds like you felt the holy spirit.

[@ThePhilosophicalMisfit]

Define what that looks like

[@21milliontv]

@@ThePhilosophicalMisfit “I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20 I’ve had a similar experience to the one you describe. When you read the Epistles of Paul from your new perspective you will read them in a new light. Your higher self is a step toward the Divine One who is Life itself. The NT is mostly Paul describing his version of what you are trying to communicate (of course as we both know words cannot describe it). Cheers and love brother.

[@tricieb.5921]

It's good that you're on the spiritual path, but please don't open doors to other spirits that pretend to be of light but are not. I was watching your older videos of you fasting for 7 days for God, I feel like you were on the right path there, you could've kept going and seek Yahweh more, there is a difference between false light and the Light, but whatever you decide to do I wish you well.

[@royharp3665]

Epicurus would say death is nothing to us. Epicurus has a lot to say about how one can live without the fear of death for there is nothing after death, but the Apostles believe in the resurrection for they saw with their own eyes 👀 that Jesus of Nazerath had been raised to life, just as the prophets foretold, but you sir have no place in the Kingdom of God if you have fallen away. If you now deny that Jesus is the Christ and that God has raised him from the dead for our salvation, then you have denied the Lord your God. Hope that at ain't you.

[@auroraecho9128]

Christ is our highest self. Christ made everything, even evil, spirit is clearing every obstacle through the most natural means, answering mine and many others prayers with psilocybin. The culture of death and destruction that is the "world" will not support it and will throw any and all confusion at these areas of growth and discovery...i.e. fantastical ideas, hocus-pocus, wishy-washy feel good stuff and fundamentalism. Christ is drawing ALL to love and truth, but we have free will so the process is unfolding. Trust that all good things come from God. All freedom is from God. All love and light comes from God. I trust the Spirit to teach us and lead us until EVERY knee willingly bends and every tongue gladly confesses Christ is the king of the universe beyond any idea(idol) we currently have of what that means. I can't wait to be with you both in the end worshiping the goodness that is the ONE TRUE GOD. Love to you all! John 12:32 - All means ALL right?

[@joep2191]

May you sing everyday in heaven to your God, while we scream in agony in the flames of your God.

[@royharp3665]

@@joep2191 God is good. JESUS IS THE SON OF GOD.

[@auroraecho9128]

@@joep2191 God IS LOVE! (1 John 4:8,12,16, 20). Christ is with you and wants what's best for you now and forever. That does not include eternal conscious torment. That idea as we are taught is not in scripture, not what 1st century Jews taught and not what Yeshua taught. We all believe in justice and if someone wrongs you, you want what's fair and right to happen to all parties. God wants us to know that we have made mistakes that keep us from the center of perfect love and peace, but not to punish and shame us. Paul said we make these mistake and disobey so that God can have mercy on us ALL (Romans 11:32). The point of us learning the "law" is to see that we all fall short of perfection. If we can be humble and open hearted we realize that Christ gives us faith, hope and love freely through grace that we can simply receive. Not by our merit, but completely because of the LOVE of Christ. John 3:16 says God loves us so much that God gave us the set apart, anointed, unique, first born child to make the way for eternal life and save us from death, perishing, ceasing to be. That perishing, that death...it is the same thing you and I know know as material death. The same kind of death any atheist affirms. If you don't believe, then that's what awaits. The thing you already know awaits. But believe and we enter the place(s) we can't comprehend, but have been prepared for us by the Lord. I personally see the entire narrative, including Revelation, saying that ALL of us will eventually be in that perfect kingdom. If we take the imagery literal in the last chapter the nations (governments, false kingdoms, destructive institutions) have to experience an existence outside the kingdom that's hellacious, but even there the Spirit and the Bride say to ALL with gates unlocked and open "All who thirst...take the free gift of the water of life." There are lies and hate wrapped up with what is the greatest truth in existence, because it is that simple and that great. I don't wish to convert you or sell you anything. I hope you just get still and silent and ask Christ to show up and to help you. To save you from whatever is your current hell. Please don't let the anti-intellectual fear mongering of others or archaic imagery keep you from a beautiful relationship with the living creator. Bless you if you read this far!

[@1988josip]

@@auroraecho9128 being on mushroom and psyhadelics has nothing with Jesus, first word of Holy Spirit i audibly heard were NO COMPROMISE, so putting drugs in your body and think it s God is nowhere near truth, it s a lie, emotional manipulation through drugs...Jesus never learned that, it s about love and obedience, and that love is sometimes not what we humans think it is...Whom the Son sets free is free indeed