sometimes i have vivid memories of just sitting alone in my dads kitchen on his computer and i remember having a world in a snowy biome i had a house with spruce wood and emeralds, and also was be building a treehouse in the jungle and trying to collect all the dyes, i wish i could go back
@scattered_thoughts49046 ай бұрын
Fantasy is always a good escape, just don't get lost.
@DiddyPipedYouDown2 ай бұрын
To late
@stekzyАй бұрын
Oh poor girl You just need a hug, a long warm hug till you fall asleep
@TheMarshallMalone6 ай бұрын
This feeling is valid and relatable, but the solution to your problem is within the video. If you didn’t give up on things that are complicated, you might feel in more control in your life. Also, you could play Minecraft. 😅
@LurkingCrassZero20 күн бұрын
I think with games that immerse you like minecraft, it gives your brain a break from feeling the weight of the world on you.
@Theoverthinker812 ай бұрын
You are so much like me, overthinking has caused a lot of your problems. That at least for me is a side effect of anxiety. I so feel your pain.
@Professicchio6 ай бұрын
I used to go to the gaming arcade when I was a teen, it made me feel brilliant, I was one of the best gamers in town and sometimes I'd have other kids queuing behind me to watch me play. That was the place I could feel brilliant and in control unlike real life, I guess it's the same for modern gaming except you are in your room on your own and really don't have an audience. It's nice that you let your feelings out like this, it's a great win in itself...
@PERK-306 ай бұрын
Minecraft is nice. Its calming to slowly build your world and make a cozy little life. And it's a good creative outlet. So I get it. I think it might be one of the best games ever made. ❤
@nokronis2 ай бұрын
Have you ever gotten a diagnosis for any kind of neurodivergence? I dunno if it would help you, but I have some friends it made a big difference for in accepting themselves. I hope you feel better.
@slimdusty63282 ай бұрын
i agree. I have family who have similar struggles in life. Some of the feelings that i'm seeing being expressed on here by this beautiful young lady, are familiar to the sorts of feelings ive heard being expressed by members of my own family. The assistance that can be available for neurodivergent people can turn out to be life changing too. I'm glad to note your comment here as it is in line with what my own thoughts are. I would like to add that the whole idea of what's normal and what's not normal can be careless judgment more closely related to stereotyping. Neurodivergent people are often extremely intelligent. Albert Einstein for one
@griffinhead92182 ай бұрын
damn i felt your pain cuz i really relate to the minecraft thing
@KotBlini6 ай бұрын
i could save you
@tyronewashington7361Ай бұрын
do you have a full set of enchanted netherite armor?
@HyperHyena882 ай бұрын
I feel you on this . . . I am 34 living with my parents and my son. You are awesome 😎
@ruthlesshatchet63532 ай бұрын
Do not ever meet any of the people here in real life. This is a rule you must not break.
@Brucie27Ай бұрын
just came across your channel. don’t lose hope even when all things seem to be falling into the abyss. God takes away what is poison to you, giving you what you need and not what you want. you are valuable despite the labels that society has created to keep unique, gorgeous souls like us down. i struggled with the labels for a long time till i realized theres a power within that. take care of yourself, and im happy to know that you exist in this world.
@Rosebudlikescherry.6 ай бұрын
I think you need to focus on your feelings. Maybe Minecraft isn't real, but your feelings are real like film. Everything will be fine.
@oscarherrera90492 ай бұрын
i build my life as minecraft, you can too
@pineconey2 ай бұрын
Creepers are pretty annoying. If you'd be interested in some Minecraft-esque games but more realistic (building and survival), here's a short list: Valheim, Enshrouded, Nightingale. And a really good building/survival with zombies is 7 Days to Die. Hope you enjoy.
@davemurray57066 ай бұрын
My son loves Minecraft, but he would drive you crazy playing as he directs everyone on what to do. Unfortunately love of one's neighbor necessitate that you interact with people and learn how to deal with them to some degree. But there is no harm is escaping to something like Minecraft for yourself. Myself? I wish I had time to go to Adoration.
@JR-ir5onАй бұрын
Best game of all time.
@Yt_xrider2 ай бұрын
I love minecraft,if only i could i could make the villagers as bodyguards without mods😂 i could make hoards of villagers hunt zombies in groups😅
@_Captain_Benji_6 ай бұрын
Only thing that makes me cry about Minecraft is that beautiful music by C418. Holy shit can that guy compose a track. Hope you feel better soon 💙
@bparker1116656 ай бұрын
Things can only get better.
@brainwasher51022 ай бұрын
This world is very cruel. Just be kind to yourself and everything will be just fine.
@BulkBogan19206 ай бұрын
Autism awareness month
@ChristianDurham3 ай бұрын
I understand. Of course you feel good when playing video games, it offers a brief escape from the agonizing perception of reality that you have subconsciously chosen. You really do sound like my own internal dialogue.
@HighDollarHobo6 ай бұрын
I have videos titled real life minecraft because outside of the comfort of home trying to homestead in a home built camper cooking with wood and all sorts of ways to make your own comfort.. that is what real life mincraft is.. it exists you just got to find it... escape the illusion you are trapped in.. 👍 take care good luck
@RawTheory876 ай бұрын
Wait till she finds out this is a virtual matrix just like Minecraft and that you can do whatever you set your mind to... just like Minecraft.
@TheBodyBuliderSpectrumtv5 ай бұрын
No way same here!! I miss the Minecraft Sweden music 🥺😢😭
@derfriedman2 ай бұрын
I feel like I've been where you are. I wish I could hug you.
@gramblor1Ай бұрын
I hope you don’t take this the wrong way, but I think you have a good sense of humor, and a natural dead-pan delivery that’s quite enviable.
@rondutch10342 ай бұрын
Ever heard of second life? I think you will like that virtual world where you can make friends and have fun together.
@GenghisKhanBruseySkyz6 ай бұрын
skeleton archers and creepers irl😅
@pietropietros2165 ай бұрын
i had same feeling when i re-read all Harry Potter books half year ago
@magodancarinoАй бұрын
you're weird and i love it. Hope to find a weird girl here in Brazil and marry her
@SaifullahMalang-x2t24 күн бұрын
Hello I love you
@SonOfIrak19 күн бұрын
it waz good times of course
@quinnslager36046 ай бұрын
Stay strong 😘
@BernardRex3 ай бұрын
Profoundly moving to see someone longing to live their life in the magical maze of solipsism. 🙏
@al-oh8fq2 ай бұрын
Take Magnesium for sleep.
@heightenedsenses96052 ай бұрын
I haven't played Minecraft in 9 years. Where you from?
@lizz694202 ай бұрын
she just like me fr
@KazmirRunik3 ай бұрын
the irony between some of these comments and you explicitly saying that a non-judgmental space is important to you they're making your case _for_ you
@BrianLG1002 ай бұрын
I get how you feel
@joesackbaron2 ай бұрын
Lol. Nothing wrong with playing Minecraft(or any video game) at any age. Just look at Henry Cavill if you don't believe me. But it's clearly not making you happy right now. And that's a clear sign to do something new, a positive, not a negative. Whether something makes you happy or sad, outside of the moment, is merely a matter of perspective in the end. In the end, we all laugh at our mistakes and realise they actually make us better overall in some wierd unpredictable way. Everyones' different, but I learnt this from watching tennis more than anyhting else. You can't change the past. Win or lose, all that metters is the next point, even if you fuck it up! Juat play the game the best you can, and what it will be, is what it will be. There's no shame or winnrers or losers, only different experiecnes and perspectives.
@star-koen2 ай бұрын
Anyone cries to minecraft music though...
@BlackMita2 ай бұрын
But Minecraft is real life.
@Ghostal6 ай бұрын
You can go buy an axe from the hardware store and play minecraft IRL
@cedricdelsol93202 ай бұрын
Stay away from negative people in your life. Minecraft is cool. To be honest we are not in control of our life. We can only get so far because it's up to hiring manager not us.
@unclefriends46832 ай бұрын
I completely understand
@amp41052 ай бұрын
It was real?
@LUVSHYNE2 ай бұрын
real spit fr :3
@SaifullahMalang-x2t24 күн бұрын
Believe in God
@otoxlanlla2 ай бұрын
study philosophy, buddy. it will do you good.
@taresy6789pp3 ай бұрын
may god heal your anxiety amen
@hakansundberg51053 ай бұрын
Crying is normally healthy and good for you ...
@Francisco-j1e4 ай бұрын
get out of home, sing up to something you like you need people around, i say this but i have same problem.
@JohnDoe-ko9um6 ай бұрын
did you know that most video games are mk ultra. every video game shouldn't be taken seriously.
@nopenope73866 ай бұрын
Where can I learn about this??
@amp41052 ай бұрын
Schizoid
@19374hklmaq2 ай бұрын
American Krogan about the BioShock series, for example.