im tired af rn ( vent playlist )

[@k4namys31f]

chat should i make a discord server for us🤔

[@slimekinslippa]

Yes 🙌 would be awesome thank for posting this now I'm listening 🎧 to it daily before I go to bed

[@aliceworld8441]

yesss u shouldd

[@sunlight24458]

yes

[@k4namys31f]

@sunlight24458 imma update the server cuz it dead as hell rn 😭🙏🏻

[@lmch7397]

@@k4namys31f Same

[@Wolfsta]

Johnny Depp once said: “People cry not because they’re weak. They cry because they’ve been strong for too long”

[@935ryan5]

yes

[@Wolfsta]

@@935ryan5 🙏

[@revasharma3597]

@@0furet460 uhhh💀☠

[@Hamm2rb_]

first reply

[@rubydavis3587]

​@0furet460 how uneducated are u 💀

[@k4namys31f]

Made this playlist 10 months ago, and honestly, I'm proud of y'all for staying with me till this day. I was so desperate at that time, like i can't sleep or eat properly. I cried for days thinking that maybe i should've just end it all because of how worthless i am. But now I'm here, changed, no sh, no negative thoughts, no suddenly crying out of the blue, just plain living my good ol life. Not everyone has a good start tbh, but that doesn't mean its gonna be bad all the way, you just gotta get through it slowly. I know not many people gonna care about this, well it's ok, you don't have to anyway, but if you want to give it a try , good job. Again, I'm really proud of y'all.

[@leanghong_1234]

Thank you :)

[@xdawn]

I'm so happy for you, life's made a 180 for me too and I couldn't be happier. Wishing well to everyone across the globe 🫂🖤

[@Khang-mo5ob]

thank you so much

[@elleanahiiii]

I’m happy for u. this rlly is how it is, I went to not even being able to get up from my bed to being the first to get up and get ready. I still have a hard time on some days, but it’s all getting better for me. no matter how depressed you are, don’t give up yet

[@k4namys31f]

@@elleanahiiii EXACTLY 🙌🏻🙌🏻

[@didxmk]

i've never vent before and i will never because everyone will be like ''NO YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL!'' ''NO YOURE AMAZING!'' it makes me feel even worse.

[@malikmohamed4781]

I feel you, im not trying to make you feel worse im just saying that its all going to be fine and your going to get through it. :)

[@serein444]

Fr

[@theyenvychloe]

I understand completely. I’ve lost hope in everything, but I choose to continue staying here for people around me. And because I am just wishing something good will happen to me. I just want to feel something. You got this love. I wish you all the best in the near future. I love you

[@didxmk]

@@theyenvychloe its always wishing dude it never happens.

[@theyenvychloe]

@@didxmk We will never know for sure what is for us in the future, but I know that good things are coming for you. Even if you don't think so, I know for sure. We just can't give up. I truly do know you will have a better future. Stay positive. Love you

[@driving-in-nostalgia3052]

My dad committed suicide when I was 13, I am 23 now and the only thing I can tell you is that there is a solution even if it seems impossible. You are loved and you will be. If you feel sick in the environment you’re living in right now, move. You can not heal in the place that made you sick. Even if it’s a small change, please try. Take a new course, change your coffee habit, look for another school, try to reset but please, keep trying. Everything will be fine in the end and if it’s not going fine, then it’s not the end yet. Keep going 🤍

[@masochismtango]

thank you for this.

[@scarlett9750]

Im planning to move in to dorms after i go to uni. That way i dont have to suffer by my parents anymore

[@angieqv]

i hope your fine and living happily, and i hope your dad is doing fine and okay in heaven. you both will meet again soon.

[@UrLocal.shoppingcart]

thanks, i needed this, and i'm sorry for your dad

[@husoi1004]

thank you

[@nayatrammell6489]

Goodbye. I'm going to permanently sign off of KZbin now. I have nothing to live forward to anymore. I'll miss my kids. I wish I treated y'all better and I want you to know that you two were my pride and joy and I wouldn't trade y'all for anything! And Tia if you'd ever find this. I'm so sorry. I'll see you again soon my love. Please just wait for me. If anyone sees this. Please hug your loved ones and don't let them go. I'm proud that I lived this long...just wished I enjoyed it. I love you.

[@tay-lq6db]

Don't end it. Suicide is one of the most selfish things that a person can do, believe it or not. Yeah it might seem like a good idea for you to not experience life anymore but now everyone in your life is going to suffer mourning you. My childhood best friend couldn't take life anymore and left without no goodbyes. I cried till this day thinking how could he do this, how could he leave me? Was it my fault that he didn't want to live? The sad part is I'll never know and the thought of it makes me tear up. What I'm trying to prove is don't go. Do not leave your family, your kids, your friends, etc. Don't make them suffer their whole life without you in it.

[@aly-eb5vh]

hii naya, wanna talk ab it? you have lotsss of things to live for, your kids love you and don’t wanna live in a world without you, nobody wants to live in a world without you naya ❤ i know you probably heard “it’ll get better” and maybe you lost hope in that saying, but lemme just say that you have a whole life ahead of you with good things that are bound to happen, stay for your kids nayaaa 😕 and stay for yourself and your future ! you are so loved i promiseeeee

[@onepieceshippudenzformerly9215]

@@tay-lq6db aww :( I'm sorry for your childhood best friend... But, even if suicide sounds selfish (i swear i'm not encouraging people), it really depends on why they want to die- sometimes, it is for selfless reasons, but that doesn't mean it is okay. (just saying it isn't selfish, that is all TwT;)

[@novaandmidnightcats]

hey...just came across this. i hope you know that things can be rough, and yeah. life does have its downward parts, but that doesnt mean give up! it just makes you stronger, and helps you know whats wrong and right. you got this naya! even if i dont know you, i know you got this :) stay strong, i hope youre ok and safe atm

[@aoife4128]

Damn, this made me sob. Please, if you're still here, PLEASE, PLEASE don't do it. Life sucks sometimes but you can't give up. You're hurting your kids so badly, and everyone around you. People love you. If you're still here and see this, respond. We're here for you.

[@rubin4ik]

while listening to this playlist, i remembered something ... yesterday I wrote in a role-playing game about problems with my mother and was waiting for support. at the same time, another member had a nosebleed. and the one who supported the other participant and said "her problems are more important than yours." I just laid there and sobbed into my pillow. again my problems were devalued(ps there may be errors because I used a translator)

[@aneurysm.865]

“I don’t wanna live, just too afraid to die.”

[@adrianm7203]

Then keep living. Might not be easy but it will be worth it.

[@hisfavworstnightmare]

@@adrianm7203 but i don’t want to :(

[@adrianm7203]

@@hisfavworstnightmare Hey, it gets better. Things may be dark right now but keep moving forward.

[@codycarroll5806]

In order to reach the next life, you have to live this one.

[@pipthewarrior3738]

@@hisfavworstnightmare Simply put it, it's worth it to feel happy, even if it's for 1 second at the very last second of your life, it's worth all the pain in the world, if you really want to feel instant happiness, go give food to homeless people, check up on people, literally being nice makes you feel better, it's a bit selfish but it works, it really works.

[@ellis4752]

I don't want to die, but i feel there's nothing for me to live for. I live with ghosts and i am one myself I don't want to go on : i just keep making everything worse

[@Ki0O0]

I'm sure there is something:D if not maybe that's what you need to live for, you can find a reason live for, a passion:D

[@Ki0O0]

It's going to be okay, it will be:D no matter what. Look at the bright side of life:3

[@fakefox5032]

life can be tiering,your friend and your family love you,you make them happy

[@fakefox5032]

@@tremmery2116 mf dont fucking say that,boi is making fun of peoples vents like axualy not funny

[@ellis4752]

Hi, i want to thank you for your support. It helped me

[@bibo6474]

sometimes i feel like no one appreciates me and when i tell people that they just say that they have no idea what to say. i feel so lost, i feel like i have done so much, i have sacrificed so much for people. but it will never be enough. i will never be enough.

[@thedoge1875]

I feel the same way, everyone just forgets me and discards me.

[@aly-eb5vh]

when you start getting older you realize that nobody owes you anything, no one is gonna feel sorry for you, everyone is battling their own battles. start doing things for YOU, treat yourself and practice self care! ❤

[@biancachircu5895]

You are enough and treat them how they treat you.i wish you well❤

[@chairs4life]

The exact same thing happens to me. Except my ex cheated on me with my bestfriend and they'd just kiss right in front of me and all I could do at the time was smile and say congrats.

[@ISABELL9966]

I feel the same way i try so hard and yet others treat Me very badly this is only one of the reasons I don't talk about my feelings anymore sometimes I don't talk at all now I'm begging To wonder if I have depression...

[@mydreamer3868]

Mari’s death meant everything, Aubrey felt abandoned by Basil, Kel and his brother, and even her parents.

[@everykelmemeiscanon3437]

They all suffered too, but I can imagine how that must have felt.

[@orange333]

They wanted to let go of the past and wanted to forget and they tried to move on. but to Aubrey, the past was everything she ever had

[@theonef570]

Is this referring to the anime in the video? What Anime is it?

[@orange333]

@@theonef570 its omori, game

[@elledayooo]

@@chorto4038 Damn bro

[@AyoItsHarley]

Some of my friends think im always happy and anytime the say you dont get it or you aren't depressed something like that, I do know what they feel. Sometimes they think I have no idea what depression really feels like or emptiness but i do lol. I bet some people are the people who act happy but actually suffering know what im talking about.

[@jiggilyfumbulus2547]

It hurts when a friend laughs at you when you say you have depression because they think you're joking since you're always the one laughing

[@AntonGermanReal]

ayo that's me

[@Charcoal._.]

Y’a i get you I’m o e of these people I have friends who find things hard a du try to help but I just want to tell them about me ans so they just have no idea and sometimes last yea4 I made jokes about ‘good bye world ‘and everyone laughed but I wasn’t joking but I’m better now but hate holding it in and smiling

[@Craziflersz]

Don't lose hope someday you will have a very peace life trust me.

[@sarastonebell9053]

I know exactly what you're talking about. And when ever i talk about it they call me attention seeking

[@wowiekk]

I CAN'T TAKE ME AND THE BIRDS SERIOUSLY AFTER THE SISYPHUS MEME HELP

[@thebionicvet8674]

_"One always finds one’s burden again. But Sisyphus teaches the higher fidelity that negates the gods and raises rocks. He too concludes that all is well. This universe henceforth without a master seems to him neither sterile nor futile. Each atom of that stone, each mineral flake of that night filled mountain, in itself forms a world. _*_The struggle itself toward the heights is enough to fill a man’s heart. One must imagine Sisyphus happy._*_ "_ -Albert Camus, The myth of Sisyphus

[@k4namys31f]

crazy

[@amy____]

I failed as a girlfriend I failed as a daughter I failed as a friend I failed as a best friend I failed as a classmate I failed my family I failed all . Hey! Thanks for all the comments, I am very grateful for everything. Thanks for all the support, actually, now , after 5 months that I commented this, I'm feeling a lot better. It was a phase of my life that I almost commit suic9d3. Thank you for everything. I hope you all the best.

[@LuisFelipe-fh6en]

Don't be so hard on yourself.

[@oltamuharem8045]

NO U DIDNT.ILYSM TAKE CARE

[@derekshepherdsscalpel]

No because same????

[@Melimop5178]

Nobody is perfect , we all sometimes feel like we are failing life but I think the most important thing is to try to start again, maybe you should take this time to find a hobby or something you like ( I myself use art ) just to really try to perfect, join clubs to try meet new people. Buy something for yourself maybe to feel nice and practice self-care , telling yourself you love yourself regardless of you flaws because we all have them. And maybe take a step back from your parents exactions or your boyfriends and try to focus on trying to live up to your own whatever they might be. Also being on the internet a lot can give you a sense of loneliness and it can give you quick rushes of dopamine which can make normal life numbing and sad so take a retreat from that too. Lots of love from the uk ❤❤❤

[@l0v33rx]

we all failed something in life its just how we learn that maybe moving on is the best option but dont be so hard on urself life is life you only live once make the most of it and to everyone who has someone who has died in their life remember that if they were still here they wouldnt want to be sad all the time seeing you smile is all they need

[@sleepyImp_arts]

You’re doing your best. I’m proud of you all.

[@chorto4038]

I'm not

[@chorto4038]

@Necrofelineosexual666 Bro what?

[@codycarroll5806]

Instead of doing your best for others, do what you want at your best.

[@guildmastercharlie8881]

But i just can't help but feel that I could be doing better

[@BuggyTheYonko]

​@@codycarroll5806 in the grand scheme of things I don't matter so id rather do my best for them so they can have a better life

[@Kzz587]

For those who want to end it pls read this Those who love you wouldn't just miss you they'll cry and cry even put them in a state you were in. They love you i love you, no matter how hard life is you could see the brightest side of life the next day, you never know and yet it is true you might see the darkest too try not to think about that do what makes you happy because you'll never know what life truly has in store for you it could be as pretty and handsome as you are you many not be perfect but nobody is, so please don't end it all because that's is never the good thing to do even if you think it is, it's not -From one suicidal kid to another

[@trooper2581]

I've spent a lot of time alone and isolated in my life and I'm only 20 years old... I thought things would change when I grew up, but the loneliness still hasn't faded. I can't count how many letters I wrote back in highschool, but they never would've made up for me ending it... it doesn't get easier, but you learn to soldier on.

[@JoshuaTheGamerYT]

Why does it always feel like everything is wrong with me? I'm not a perfectionist, but I feel like of I fail at something, I fail a part of my life. And with school, my brain thinks that if i get an F, its over. No recovery. Game over. As someone with ADHD and depression, this is super difficult to even come up with an idea on what to do.

[@The_Lois]

Ah same Conditions man Adhd and somewhat depressed. Grades do not define you has an A+ student it's the friends you make that will care for you. You can recover you can retry when its "game over". Don't make school enslave your potential God has a plan for u. you just don't know how he do it. God bless ya

[@Body_Of_The_Deceased]

i feel bad for aubrey(the girl in the photo in the vid) because everyone left her after mari died

[@_istarstenma]

Same but everyone was dealing with the pain too. She just got it in the wrong way but I do feel exteremly bad for her.

[@chorto4038]

Big deal (this obviously sarcasm but I wanted to point this out because it seems to me that you wold have taken this seriously)

[@RATSCORNERx]

Fr (Not me relating to her to much ‼️‼️)

[@The_One_Eyed_Rouge]

I can relate to Aubrey a lot. Because i feel the same after my Dad passed away. Everyone now in my Family just sees me as a Outcast. There's also a Theory that Aubrey's parents had Aubrey on Accident. Its actually Plausible because Her parents house doesnt even have a Normal room for her. She has to sleep in the Attic. Talk about Child abuse.....

[@xbad_bunnyx2873]

I feel numb all the time and the the other day my mom took her frustration out on me before I left for school and I don’t know how much I have to hide all my pain and hurt anymore I’m tired of faking a smile and being “happy”I just wanna cry but I can’t

[@tay-lq6db]

I feel you 100%.... parents always puts lots of pressure on us that they don't know how much we have to deal with constantly. I wish I could give you the biggest hug. If you ever need someone to ever talk to, I'm here :)

[@oltamuharem8045]

I LOVE U

[@xbad_bunnyx2873]

@@tay-lq6db thank you

[@Melimop5178]

I hope you feel better just keep going till your out of school and try to find exiting things to do, school can really trap you in a loop of sadness and repetion just remember you have your future to fight for. I love you ❤❤❤

[@isabelavillalbos]

"god puts his toughest soldiers through the hardest things" are nine words i'll never understand.

[@tomacoowo]

Its been a while since i felt happy i feel in complete lost i just feel numb and tired all the time. I keep telling myself it would all get better. But, i dont know.. Everytime i consider the idea of death i feel relieved as if all of this could just stop. But when i realise i am still here i just go back to feeling nothing. I hope it gets better. It should get better. Thats what i have ro fight for rn, even if that idea seem so far fetched.. Stay strong :)

[@adrianm7203]

It will get better. It might not feel like it right now but every storm eventually passes. Keeping fighting my friend!

[@Melimop5178]

I hope you feel better lots of love 😘❤❤

[@-_k1tt3n_-74]

Everything is fine. You see, you are not a burden nor someone to apologize to. You’re not being a nuisance. You are your own person, worth more than every treasure in the world. Your existence is a gift. And never forget the fact that I am always here. I am always here to listen, and to protect you. So please, my dear friend, tell me, what worries you? What has been bothering you? Is there anything I can do to help?

[@OBLIVIONVA]

I feel empty, like i dont know what to feel ever. it's exhausting.

[@miaaa1223]

I feel lost I feel nothing I feel like I want to go away I can relate

[@-Skye-]

There's nothing wrong with your eyes. There's nothing wrong with your nose There's nothing wrong with your height There's nothing wrong with your skin There's nothing wrong with your mouth There's nothing wrong with your hair There's nothing wrong with your face There's nothing wrong with your body There's nothing wrong with your hands There's nothing wrong with your fingers There's nothing wrong with your teeth There's nothing wrong with YOU you are perfect. I am so proud of you:) You made it to this far. You are amazing:) Don't give up. NEVER GIVE UP you're pretty You're precious Don't need to be insecure abt your face. You are so beautiful

[@codycarroll5806]

Are you okay?

[@Wobbly944]

I love you :(

[@-Skye-]

@@Wobbly944 i love you too, keep going!

[@Hinataluvv]

I’m crying so hard

[@codycarroll5806]

Oh I meant mentally by the way, cause this seems cracked out

[@dabi2813]

Where did it all go wrong? Childhood? But how was it my fault. Not knowing how to live in a house full of flames, My wrist could tell them stories. Scars won't fade, So does the past. It was never my fault, I realise Was it all I deserved? Yes, I understand Letting go of people, Who didn't hurt me As I slowly close my eyes. It's all over.

[@pipthewarrior3738]

This is cringe, the music got to your head bud sorry to bring you back to reality.

[@danielukiss4601]

@@pipthewarrior3738 hater

[@pipthewarrior3738]

@@danielukiss4601 🤷‍♂

[@LVXIDITYZZZ]

@@pipthewarrior3738 you could've stayed silent.

[@Alex-ig]

recently ive lost almost all my friends to suicide and these songs help me stay sane...

[@ejdz_867]

i feel so sorry for you damn i hope it will get better soon stay strong darling ❤️

[@Alex-ig]

@@ejdz_867 thank you..

[@aviratsingh4291]

I am so sorry to hear that... suicide is the worst crime man, you need to be so damn selfish to commit suicide. I think true power and true happiness only arrives when you are capable of standing upto your own life, however sad you feel. I know it's easier said than done.... but "each drop creates an ocean." Whoever is having suicidal thoughts... please... just hold on, even for a day, just hold on.... there's so, so much more for you. You're worth it, this internet stranger loves you if nobody else does. I love all of you.

[@M1ssL0uve77xD]

​@@aviratsingh4291Please dont say suicide is selfish Some people are just too tired and dont find any interest in living anymore. And honestly in a world like this, i'd understand.

[@aviratsingh4291]

@@M1ssL0uve77xD It is selfish in my view. It can just be associated with empathy easily. You need to think about nothing other than your own mindset and life to commit suicide, it may seem rude or insensitive but, think about others too, people who genuinely cared and people who genuinely loved you. They'll forever live with the guilt of not being able to save you.

[@hswalowka]

Im so tired its not even a joke anymore when everyday you feel like your being forced to live. i already had a bad day today and my father got angry at me for some reason. he was extremely harsh and kept calling me “dumb child” multiple times. Dad whatever mistakes i did to you im so sorry please forgive me but at the same time please realize what you’re saying to your own daughter it hurts so much

[@terror183e]

It's okay everything is okay. Your dad will realize that he's not between a good father to you and your bond will get better I promise just be patient mkay? Love u sweetheart.

[@real_V2]

TIME FOR MY BI-MONTHLY SAD BOY WEEK🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@real_V2]

MY SAD BOY WEEK IS DONE🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@k4namys31f]

REAL🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑‼️‼️‼️

[@real_V2]

NVM BI-WEEKLY NOW BABYYYY🔥🔥🔥🔥💯💯💯💯

[@LuigiXGamer]

Hey ya'll, normally I dont like to rant on the internet but it seems like this is a place to do it so please bare with me... I've always been a caring soul, and I dont like to toot my own horn, and its nice to help people that feel sad, depressed or even just tired. I'm glad I'm like this, but it feels like there's a cost to such empathy, especially to a quiet soul like myself. I've never really had any true friends, and if I do have "friends" their more or less just acquaintances, and trust me I try my hardest to be kind and company for anyone in need, but feeling like a person that people discard the moment there feeling better isnt a good feeling. As an introvert I was ready to break out of my shell pre-covid, and then everything happened, I've developed an....almost fear of isolation, never have wanted true bffs or even a gf/partner more than I do now. These past 3-4 years have been the hardest I've ever had in my life, and I've tried to work on myself and even tried to develop new hobbies, but it all feels empty....deafeningly quiet, no matter what I do, it just all feels off. I've been a part of a couple of discord servers, real life "friend" groups, and even tried to start those groups on my own, none of them work out in the end, the chat stop chilling with each other, I get ghosted, etc. I've recently gotten to a point where it just all feels gray, I've been trying so hard to fight those feelings, and I just dont know haha...its just hard... Sorry for this long rant, but I just want to say, for those of ya'll who feel the way I do, or just are struggling in general, your not alone, and I genuinely hope you get through whatever your going through, and your not alone, truck on ya'll. Edit: P.S, sry if this is all unorganized I just talked what was on my mind.

[@YuriEnjoyer52]

My friend, the only friend one needs in life is hatsune miku. Trust me, once you have consented hatsune miku into your life all will be perfect. Hatsune miku is my number one waifu and there's enough of her to go around, my friend. Get a body pillow, some figurines, and maybe some physical copies of my queen bee's songs. hatsune miku is the first sound of the future, YOUR future, my friend. hatsune miku has the fattest gyatt in the world, which is why her flagship song is World is Mine. Trust me, hatsune miku is always the answer, no matter the situation. Conform to mikuism.

[@Pearl0.8]

This playlist feels like “I can’t cry, not because I feel good, but because I’ve cried all my tears a long time ago.”

[@TheMoonIsReallyBeautiful]

Finally a playlist with Duster, i love it. And to whoever needs it, I love you and I'm proud of you. Take care, everything will be alright one day

[@k4namys31f]

thanks🫶🫶😭

[@AlexanderDumb]

I'm 22. If things aren't better by 27, I'm gonna do it.

[@ZophyrREAL]

Fair enough. I also told myself I'll wait another 2 years to see if it gets better but I don't even know if I can handle another 2 years. Good luck, brother.

[@assmewsus]

@@ZophyrREAL wtf

[@AidenDe1]

please don't become a defeatist, if you sit there and just expect it to become better, it probably won't

[@AlexanderDumb]

@@AidenDe1 Im going through college and studying languages everyday.

[@yungav2003]

@@AlexanderDumb you got this bro, keep doing your best!! We all love you

[@mightyyy_triston]

6:38 is the best because it's sisyphus

[@k4namys31f]

one must imagine sisyphus happy

[@KRITZL1433]

Is nobody gonna talk about how she looks like aubrey from omori

[@Hydrolinx]

omfg i see it, aubreys my favorite lol

[@Gameinger16]

always good when I'm back with these recommendations

[@Oliver-fj4ho]

I dont want to be here anymore, honestly I feel so incapable of getting better. Its just temporary to feel happy for me

[@aoife4128]

I am here to talk❤

[@Oliver-fj4ho]

Where do I even start? There is so much I could say, but I dont know how to say it. I just dont feel happy anymore and I keep losing everybody

[@aoife4128]

I saw that you replied and I was thinking that if you want to begin, it should be tomorrow night bc tonight I am very tired, but when I'm free tomorrow, I'll respond. Stay safe, it will be ok.

[@tango-ew1ny]

im a simple, depressed person, i see a video with a thumbnail with an omori character, i click.

[@DE4D.NO.GUTS.]

this song explains everything about me

[@imgonnapoo]

I don't know what to do, I just wait for something to happen that will make me be like the person I used to be. Confidence is all I need but don't have

[@hellokitty8466]

It feels like i dont even care anymore like i have no soul because whenever someone would say their problems in their life they wouldn't care literally just say "oh thats tough i hope u feel better!" like that wont help. But when someone cries for their life does suicide etc. all of a sudden they fucking care. its not that easy, i wish i can just fucking rage at jerks who dont understand shit like depression and make fun of it

[@adrianm7203]

It's hard to really care. It requires commitment, and most people are already downing in their own worries. I know people are self centered and I'm sorry. But there is something you can do, become one of the rare ones that can listen and does care. I wish you the best.

[@JohnnyPlaymoreGames]

I love to listen to this playlist. Gives me the aesthetic vibes I need to start my present day, present time. Let's all love Lain. ❤️✨

[@Lan_Uxian]

Боюсь представить, что пережили дети как на фоне... Этот пустой, усталый взгляд на окружающий ее мир

[@Sillychanlol]

"just...when does it end?" -me every day

[@giftedlicense3548]

*Aubrey stares at the floor of her bedroom. Agony wells within, but with no muse to inspire escape. No visceral cry comes out, no tears are released. Her skin crawls. Everything is so cold. Empty. *But... She's not alone, right? One of her friends will save her. Eventually, things will get better. But... When? And who will reach out? *Maybe she needs to do it. They're waiting for her, aren't they? They're waiting for something to happen. She can be that something. Right? Right? Right? *Right... *Everything is going to be okay. Despite the fact that her door feels encased in ice, despite the pain in her limbs as she attempts even the slightest movement... It will all be worthwhile. Things will return to normal. She just needs to... *She needs to dethaw the coldness in her heart. *All she needs to do is... *... *Aubrey gazes at her friend. *The boy missing his flower crown. Everything is going to be okay.

[@Huh.-jb5ql]

Aww come on. Cheer up. The first to apologize is the bravest,the first to forgive is the strongest,the first to forget is the happiest. Change and forget not because you do it for others,but for yourself.

[@ImProbablyHighh]

I hope everyone watching this video is happy

[@Dogestronaut2.0]

“Come to me, all who are weary and heavy laden, and I will rest.” - Jesus Matthew 11:28 Jesus loves you very much. I am healed because of him. And he wants to heal you too. just come to him He is the reason I am alive today. And we are worth the blood of Jesus❤

[@debbieunderwood1266]

I had 5 break downs today and no-one even asked if I was ok

[@GreatvalueSerotonin]

I’m so sorry

[@tay-lq6db]

I'm so sorry, I wish I could give you the biggest hug. If you ever need someone to talk to, i'm here to listen... i dont mind :)

[@Oliver-fj4ho]

are you okay? I suck at words but I want to say that I truly care and I dont want none of that "I'm fine" nonsense, even if you are doing fine at the moment you read this, I want you to come back when you are not. Tell me something that makes you mad, or maybe even upset or hurt. I want to listen.

[@denaze05]

snowfall is such a great track. these cringe ahh tiktok videos kinda ruin it but you still gotta appreciate it for what it is and how powerful the calm notes are.

[@k4namys31f]

real

[@Louise3901]

Agreed.

[@Oliaaxter]

The vent playlists from 1-3/4 years ago is where it's at fr

[@k4namys31f]

ikr

[@lKxxxxn]

My name is Kaimen. I feel like ive failed in general. My aunt hates me my, classmates hate me, my brother, sister, cousins, every one. I dont really do this much but you know sometimes you just do. Um i dont know where to start so ill start here. Ive been working out for 5 months and I started because my girl friend broke up with me because "I wasn't committed" I wasn't talking to her for a few days. I was saving up some extra money for a school dance. I was gonna get her flowers and I even got her a teddy bear, buy her whatever she needed and wanted. It was 3 days before the homecoming dance and guess what. "I dont think this is gonna work you havent talked to me in 3 days straight. Idk what is up with you and idc but you have been distancing yourself. Were done." And that was that. I asked her if she wanted to know what I was doing she said no. I told her but i dont think that she really beleived me. I showed her the money and teddy that I was gonna give her. Yea so that heppened and I couldnt beleive I spent so much time on that just for nothing. It was three days idk how she thought that I was distanceing myself or im just a bad bf or sum but idk If i want to continue so if I dont edit this comment in a few days or months either im dead lol or im finnially happy with my life. :( Bye.

[@YourAverageGuitarist51]

“You’re sooooo gifted” “I wish I was u cuz everything easy for u” Just because I’m good at it does not mean I enjoy it. I stopped doing homework, I stopped putting effort in my classes, and I have no reason at all, like I have loving parents great living conditions ok friends, but there’s still something missing, I got consumed by the internet pretty quickly and after COVID 19 I’ve just had half of my life there, and right now I miss the time I was I was a kid, I had fun on the trampoline, we gathered the whole class whith the bikes, and I had the time of my life, now I feel like I’m going down this sick roller coaster that never turns up an i feel that I don’t serve any purpose anymore, I haven’t thought about getting therapy cuz I feel I’ll get depicted as depressed and I don’t want too, I just want a break, I remember pushing my own crush to confess cuz she trusted me, I was filled with happiness that she trusted me and filled with sadness after I realised I’m not the one, I realised I won’t be able to try again and that there’s no way out, is never me, the one that gets talked about good, called handsome, I just get called “too young to be depressed”, I used to be the nerd of my class, back then being a nerd was a good thing cuz we all thought it meant being really smart, now I’m just in the middle of it all… Thank you if you are reading this, remember u are always loved :) I write more as I go so some dots might not be connecting.

[@RepugnantWorm]

Man once i clicked the video I got brought back to when I used to listen to The Vacations. Damn

[@Incomprehensibly79]

I'm a horrible person. I always push everyone away. I pushed her away. I ruined a chance. I ruin everything. I'll never fit in. I'm always in the background. Noone likes me or cares about me. I'm noones favorite. Noone sees me crying. I'm so sorry.

[@quinncart]

failed at being a daughter failed at being a friend failed my grades i failed at being healthy i failed at living. now i just sit in my corner and do nothing

[@adrianm7203]

It sounds like your expecting too much from yourself. No one is perfect, doesn't make you a failure, just makes you human. Strive to improve but don't hold it against yourself when you fail. Just keep getting back up and moving forward.

[@jeudiballsl5518]

My sister in christ, failing is the most important aspect of life. The best move is to repeat it but take the failures that you had to learn from them and do it again.

[@nicklee3769]

Another good vent genre is maidcore. Try Sad Effects of Mushroom Tea - Yakui the Maid. And Ozoi the Maid X UN|T - This UN|T Is Dead (album). It usually doesn't contain lyrics, but the instrumentalism is bittersweet.

[@Sky_editzzzz]

I don't feel sad. I am confused. What is happening? i feel numb, i dont feel a thing anymore..

[@MADK1Dz]

My life isn’t even that bad why am I like this

[@АннаНеудачина]

now I'm crying to this playlist, I can't sleep for 3 days now, I'm afraid to sleep, I'm starting flashbacks with all the shooting accuracy at my school...I've lost friends and teachers...I think I'm going to end all this horror soon thanks for reading my whining

[@adrianm7203]

For the sake of all those who you've lost, continue living. Live to honor their memory.

[@coffeewithcinnamon8682]

vent!!! I'm so sorry for everything that is written below I thought I felt better, but in reality I just got too good in distracting myself, and here we are again, trying to convince myself that my life isn't falling apart. That I am normal, that I won't get screamed at because of a small mistake. That I am beautiful and strong and stuff. I'm here again, crying my eyes out to fall into sweet apathy right after and hope that I'll never feel again. But I'm so tired of all that

[@gongaginga-bk2ib]

you ok?

[@coffeewithcinnamon8682]

@@gongaginga-bk2ib Bro I don't know, really, I don't remember that I wrote this, looks like I overreacted a little and I'm slowly feeling better. I can't really say that I'm okay because I still feel almost nothing. Thanks for asking, I guess

[@gongaginga-bk2ib]

@@coffeewithcinnamon8682 if you need any help i'm here

[@melaniazihlavska4578]

Tonight is a sad day but don't you worry guys there's always someone rhat cared just wait to meet them i promise life is so worth it i love you everyone stay strong for me you got this mistakes happen and you might slip up but we got each other's backs here

[@Sunny-Omori2]

I

[@alastor1419]

"Scars imply that you've been going through something rough. One must imagine our youth happy." I hope it gets better for all of you there

[@Mono-vq2sg]

My school gaslit me into thinking all my physical, and verbal bullying I've endured was "an accident" and that goes for the THREATS ABOUT MY SAFETY AS WELL. ive been threatened 3-5 times there, NO APOLOGIES, and everything is an "accident" Im so done with life...

[@adrianm7203]

It's easier to pass it off as an "accident" than it is to deal with it. It's probably not so much intentional gaslighting, usually it's just people downplaying things to avoid getting involved or making more trouble. If it is a serious issue you could escalate things to a teacher, use your phone to record the bullying as proof. But you'll have to decide if it's worth it to escalate things, only you know your situation.

[@Mono-vq2sg]

@@adrianm7203 I'm already out of that school, sadly :(

[@adrianm7203]

@@Mono-vq2sg Perfect! Glad to hear it! Then there's no reason you need to keep holding onto those things. You've got the rest of your life ahead of you!

[@Mono-vq2sg]

@@adrianm7203 :) I'm trying, I'm really trying :) I'm still being treated like shit, (facing ableism) but it's not physical, at least.

[@chloefarrell4561]

To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you’re excited i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love the major things you do i love your nose i love your eyes i love your mouth i love your teeth i love your forehead i love your height i love your lips i love your eyebrows i love your body hair i love your chin i love your cheeks i love your eyelashes i love your freckles (or lack of) i love your head i love your body weight i love everything about you as the therapist friend i really hoped this helped all the poor souls that need a hug i wish i knew this sooner but in order to love yourself, you need to stop loving the people that bring you down, as tough as it might be.. i promise.. you‘ll feel a weight fall off your shoulders just so you know, i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)

[@I_ruba_ruba]

Возможно, вы уже забыли о своем комментарии, но я хочу сказать. Спасибо. Спасибо, дорогой незнакомец. Спасибо!

[@jozzycozzys]

do you love yourself?

[@themaxmusic5917]

I love you too

[@metlzzzz694]

hello saying this is a vent playlist i might Aswell tell everyone this i recently had 2 armed men break into my home and i had unalive both of them this feeling and pain i have stuck in my head and the whole thing is just replaying in my mind and i just cant make it stop thank you for reading this.

[@Williamfrentrez]

I was in love with girl whom father is richest than my entire bloodline (I'm cooked) (I wish I was rich too)

[@GraceParslow-sd1jz]

There's a quote from the Simpsons that homer said that kinda stuck with me that i can't get out of my head that i can relate with. Homer said this: I'm in a abusive relationship with *life,* but I'm too cowardly to leave it. Some times i feel the same way. I just feel so tired and empty all the time. But i know there's a way to fight out of this feeling. I just have to find it.

[@PinkOrangeOrangePink]

Little Rabbit didn't become a person in others eyes by staying quiet and going on not existing. They got loud and louder until they could no longer be neglected, until those defending themselves from Little rabbit's chanting were too exhausted for further scorn and violence onto Little Rabbit. They never cared about who they hurt, or what happened to themselves. Just, getting what they want. Sharing there song, giving the help they wanted to give, becoming same. I want to accomplish what Little Rabbit did. There is no suffering, only what gets me closer to what I want, and what is irrelevant and not worth attention or remembrance.

[@elliastheidiot]

auby in thumbnail??? me click ;3

[@twilightemily-afton4602]

The only person I haven't failed is my boyfriend. That's why I refuse to give up. That'd be failing him.

[@RobbieRothschild]

It's the kind of tired that sleep doesn't fix

[@CyborgLuv]

I had to argue with PDFfiles online. I'm so tired of fighting every single day of my life, I just wanna win the war. I don't wanna keep on fighting, I give up, there's to many of them, the world is upside down, the world has gone insane if its universally acceptable to hurt children mentally and physically. I'm so tired..... I give up and I'm tired of fighting

[@CyborgLuv]

Death is mercy. Thats why

[@CyborgLuv]

My first thread got deleted. The first one said that hurting children is worse than committing murder

[@The_Lois]

Yo TURN OF THE DEVICE 😭 Thats how you combat PDF viles and buillies

[@Louise3901]

@@CyborgLuv it's not your fault, don't let it ruin you. You're still you and they're them. You're not alone. Give it time and stay strong. Talk to someone about it irl.

[@STAR_SAM711]

*Cries really hard. Stops crying super fast, whipes tears, smiles, cleans eyes. Walks out of bathroom*

[@STAR_SAM711]

Me fr

[@burntpieisdead]

i hate that shit i'm going through. i'm sooooo tired, i want to end this shit. but i can't because i'm afraid. i've been suffering for three endless years. i'm in pain! i hope you're all safe. wish you luck if you are going through the same pain. and sorry for any mistakes.

[@dominikf.1012]

See you in the next life Soldier, it was a pleasure fighting by your side. I know it’s hard to lose someone but this is life, people come and go and when you are sad just cry let everything out you don't have to be strong anymore🙂

[@gloomyparade]

If you are wondering, the character is AUBREY (headspace appearance) from OMORI Ily you all btw hope everything will be better for you as soon as possible /platonically

[@WHY_NOTHING_LEFT]

I still don't know why I was excluded. Did I say something wrong? Why didn't they tell me? I asked them, but no one answered me. Now I feel like a waste, spending every day in a daze.

[@curtwilde8824]

Dude this is a yt comment section

[@WHY_NOTHING_LEFT]

@@curtwilde8824 Just venting, I'm sorry if it affects your mood

[@curtwilde8824]

@@WHY_NOTHING_LEFT 💀

[@CorvexThe1st]

poor aubrey :(

[@giovannybarbosa3673]

It’s tough, waking up everyday, the expectations set on you by everyone else. I don’t pray anymore for my betterment, I pray that one of these days I’ll just do it.

[@random88667]

Life's hard but I'm never going to lose my faith in God.

[@adrianm7203]

That's good. That's very very good. The world will try hard to take that away from you and break you, so don't let go. But even if you slip God will always be glad to have you back!

[@0SenorJoseph]

I'm feeling better than I have ever been, but this is still nice! If you are going through something, it obviously won't do anything good to sink through. There's always a time where we can rest, temporarily escaping that feeling but we all have to face it. Even I am not immune to the feeling of ending it all after losing everything (a little exaggerated, but a lot of people go through that) but we have to keep rising up, we need to. And I'm personally willing to go through it all and reach my respective destination.

[@Freddy_Fazbear_1983_]

"I've been through that too" Are they trying to cheer me up? Are they trying to say they're life is more fucked up? Are they trying to get attention? Are they trying to fit in? It's all lies... Can they please stop telling me lies...

[@adrianm7203]

Most people live in quiet desperation. They are just as desperate you be heard as you are. It's easy for people to let that get the best of them and prevent them from really listening to others. It isn't right, perhaps even a bit self-centered, but it doesn't come from a place of malice.

[@leandroalvarez5822]

I just came because of the Aubrey's picture... but damn it...

[@skidvskid]

oh my god i clicked for music but people are literally writing entire suicide notes here what the fuck did i just stumble upon

[@just_Zandik]

Today the only person that I ever really cared about decided to left me, and said it was my fault. It hurts like hell, because I still love them, even if they want to forget me. I'm afraid of what I could do because of this, I'm scared.

[@adrianm7203]

Keep standing tall. I know it hurts but keep pushing forward. You won't be alone forever.

[@oli2646]

im constipated so im listening to this playlist because im sad it wont come out

[@pxmpzrs]

Another day goes by And where was I? thats right

[@rookie9357]

Way too tired to keep living But way too tired to end it all

[@Ozzy-worsttaste]

oh okay, then hear the music i upload @@rookie9357

[@adrianm7203]

Just one step at a time, keep moving forward even if it's just shuffling. As long as you don't give up or stop, things will eventually get better. There's a lot of things in life which make it worth it, but they don't all happen right away. Takes a lifetime.

[@akutagawaseyebrows7834]

Feel, touch, talk, hug, kiss, love, really want Why can't I be like them?

[@adrianm7203]

You may be alone right now but there's no reason that has to always be the case. Try to get out there and meet new people, join a club, attend some events. Make a point of talking to someone you don't know. You can get out of this but you're going to have to work at it.

[@anthonymanzi483]

"Its crazy how we cry all night long silently in our rooms but the next day we act like nothing happend " "Anger is strange, i want too punch somone but at the same time i just want a hug" "I wont eat until you do"

[@Axkif1]

I feel you.

[@bakugosmomma]

They didn't notice you were crying They did notice you were sad They didn’t notice you were tired They didn’t notice you were alone They didn’t notice how attentive you were They didn’t notice how sweet you actually are They didn’t notice how you try to make others smile They did notice you failing grades They did notice your unattractive They did notice the mean side of you They did notice all your mistakes They did notice all your flaws They did notice that you weren’t good enough for them. But you stayed strong You kept going on You never gave up on hope You never let then take you down And you know they weren't good enough for you And that’s what make you stronger (credits to original writer)

[@RoastyRoachy]

Who's the original writer?

[@Poplosion]

Me when i eat a baby

[@bakugosmomma]

@@RoastyRoachy idk but i want to spread positivity

[@oyasumiomori01]

why does this remind me of my classmates?

[@UR26C]

Bro you're talking about my parents

[@plague_king]

pov: even the things you do for fun, now exhaust you to do. so you don't do anything,

[@Melimop5178]

Don’t be on the internet too much as it can give you easy rushes of dopamine which can make other things seem boring and useless , not to say that’s gonna solve all your problems but just something to think about if you wanna take a break. Lots of love from the uk ❤❤❤❤❤

[@plague_king]

@Spacee_Qween thank you

[@chorto4038]

@@Spacee_Qween baths are overrated, showers are better and sleeping in is a waste of time and it doesn't get better, that's what makes life so great

[@gamepunk7963]

@@chorto4038 sleeping is an important part of your whole system dumb*ss.

[@chorto4038]

@Spacee_Qween I know, I’m just sharing my perspective

[@k4namys31f]

silly me, crying out of nowhere😹

[@shadowdarkmatter8836]

feel you ong

[@everykelmemeiscanon3437]

I randomly cry when I start to think bad things about myself. Like whyyy

[@rbud8487]

real.

[@hxrvey_requiem686]

too real.

[@Literal_Osaka]

Lmao my guy tearing like me bruh 🫵😹

[@thatbirbpers0n136]

Whoever is reading this I hope you feel better soon maybe you’re worried or just sad that’s okay take a breath and try to let it out

[@stxrs4luna]

Thank you sm…

[@TheThing302]

Thank you.. I can’t show my emotions in front of my parents so you helped..

[@heavenlyramo101]

Thank you for some reason I just can't breath normal anymore but I feel better now

[@chorto4038]

I'm not worried nor sad, I am disappointed at how pathetic these losers are in the comment section, it's insane that I am the same species as them

[@chorto4038]

@@TheThing302 Yes you can

[@jun_eau.rileyy]

Aubrey being the picture in the middle is the most perfect thing I could ask for in a vent playlist. I kin her so much to the point that I realize the things I do is related to her. Her anger.. her past.. her reasons.. her view of the world.. it's all so relatable. I, myself, have also lost a loved one. I really do miss them. But my friends and family go on in life as if they've never passed away, worse enough, never existed in their life. It really does hurt seeing people saying they understand how I feel even if they've never even seen what happened in my life for them to say so. All my life I've blamed myself for being so antisocial and so easy to anger. But it wasn't long before I finally accepted it. My life fell apart at an early age, 7. My family and my friends also started treating me different since then. I lost almost 3 special people in my life due to chronic sickness, and lost 1 due to suicide. I never saw the world the same again, my dream of having a happy future, it's all gone, crushed and severed by not only my family, but myself.

[@garfieldgrilledcheese]

im so sorry all that happened to you, but I’m also very excited that somebody recognized Aubrey :D!! omori is one of my very big hyperfixations right now and one of my favs

[@ack2463]

Im truly sorry to hear that, it must have been unimaginable and harsh, especially for an already fragile mind at that age... its a scary fact, how easily people can "Break". Disease and mental disorders are such a hard thing to go through, and I'm not sure people recognize it like they should...

[@ack2463]

Omfg I could talk about omori for hours its not even a joke like omg i love snuy with all my heart and i love how everything is tied together and i love everything about the game i am going to break if i cant eat more omori content

[@Lazz6857]

I don’t want to seem strange, but I have absolutely the same story, only fewer people died from chronic diseases, but there are more suicides, although I think this comment is unnecessary in this case

[@tryuhar]

your family members moved on from something sad putting it behind them to not feel such pain like you. You should move on too look at the brighter things in life

[@Nikolasnky]

I wanted to be someone important. I wanted this depression to leave me.

[@woebegone-yu3ri]

Everyone's potentially important in their own unique way. You create yourself, your role and your importance in life and society, but it requires hard work, persistence and dedication. Don't give up, life always has better things for you that you can't imagine now, speaking from my experience. Try to learn and apply how to be physically and mentally healthy, be happy and enjoy life. Just don't be afraid, find the courage and just do it, live! Lysm

[@woebegone-yu3ri]

Also don't be afraid to seek help and ask a healthcare professional for it or at least talk to friends, loved ones or even to just stranger people that are willing to give you a listening ear about your problems and woe.

[@Nikolasnky]

@@woebegone-yu3ri thanks :)

[@Craziflersz]

Your special the way you are don't lose hope on everything .

[@chorto4038]

@@woebegone-yu3ri Or instead you could actually do something about your problems instead of being a little b#tch, my condolences for the censorship

[@GoldenHeartNecklace]

Whoever that has played Omori with even the slightest of relatability to its story or characters has their heart marked for the rest of their lives, as if it was a tattoo that stays forever either in a good or bad way.

[@ANEMO_ENTHUSIAST]

I feel this comment❤

[@grandpas_ashes]

me

[@moveaccs]

real

[@RATSCORNERx]

Damn you called me out-

[@Oreowich]

i feel like i should get a tattoo saying, i survived omori or something

[@etps4444]

The second song sounds so nice... It's like there are pretty, thin blue curtains waving in the wind above my bed as I lie there, unafraid to fall asleep. There's a nice sky above me, with the kind of sunshine I used to know when I was little. It just sounds so blue and good to me, and I love it. Thank you. :D

[@lilychan1479]

crying myself to sleep now.

[@hecate1k]

real

[@bxpbellaa]

@@frogii3155 shut up. you dont know whats going on with them. get a life.

[@Melimop5178]

Wake up for a fresh start ❤❤❤