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Pixielocks

Pixielocks

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@pinkiepie559
@pinkiepie559 Ай бұрын
I have BPD !!
@Pixielocks
@Pixielocks Ай бұрын
Thank you Pinkie Pie 💖💖💖💖💖💖
@bdluejay
@bdluejay Ай бұрын
you heard it here first folks, straight from the horses mouth
@Mamousayuri
@Mamousayuri Ай бұрын
woah! she has bpd? I didn’t know that! /ref
@bubblebrainbow
@bubblebrainbow Ай бұрын
"I just want my little bakery, I don't need to be the Costco hotdog" holy smokes that's a powerful quote.
@charissadubin9355
@charissadubin9355 Ай бұрын
I really love your DID content. It's such a bummer that people don't understand. Honestly it feels willful, since you have so thoroughly explained it. oh btw my dad says you should sue dr. robinson
@thedepartedocean
@thedepartedocean Ай бұрын
Pixie are you alright, are you alright, are you alright Pixie? *moonwalks away*
@VDJVivacity
@VDJVivacity Ай бұрын
CHAMONE!
@PwahLaLa
@PwahLaLa Ай бұрын
pixie i’d love to see you create a video focused on fun ways to upcycle your old clothes into something you’d want to wear :3 (adding trims, ribbons, beading etc)
@keeganeilin8833
@keeganeilin8833 Ай бұрын
Seconding this!!
@Crochet_Away
@Crochet_Away Ай бұрын
I hope this isn't awkward, but I just wanted to say thank you so much for continuing youtube even with all the drama you face. I remember watching you since highschool and I am now in my final year of univeristy. I remember watching you as a comfort youtuber the whole day when my dog passed. Thank you so much for never giving up on youtube and continuing to sharing your likes and passion with us❤
@mmanyhandss
@mmanyhandss Ай бұрын
Literally 5 seconds in and the toe wave is FOUL 😭🩷
@Pixielocks
@Pixielocks Ай бұрын
LMAO 😭🦶✨✨✨✨✨
@clegs8356
@clegs8356 Ай бұрын
5 seconds of suffer 😩😭💀
@Ellyc2929
@Ellyc2929 Ай бұрын
Not to diminish how unfair/triggering the newest drama-crap could be, but it's so beautiful to see you coping so well with it Pixie 💖 it just goes to show how much healing is possible and I'm glad to see it for you. Also glad to hear you are with a new therapist that really understands DID!
@dannikat7780
@dannikat7780 Ай бұрын
Finding a therapist is already stressful, so i cant imagine the additional things thats you have to think about/have been forced into your brain, im so glad you had success finding a good one. Also "the special interest is special interesting" is the exact think i said to my husband while sitting in a circle of tamagotchis
@Pixielocks
@Pixielocks Ай бұрын
Omg tamagotchis are SUCH a good special interest so many different characters and eras of toys and games and omg…! I can totally see how that would be an exciting world to be in hehe 🫶🏻🌸✨🌈💖
@dannikat7780
@dannikat7780 Ай бұрын
@Pixielocks The new unis just dropped and so did the connections rerelease, im thriving​. Plus the uni has events now and a feature like streetpass? Quite the time to be alive as a tama fan
@ruliak
@ruliak Ай бұрын
I love tamagotchis! Kuchipatchi is my favorite.
@CartWheelzOfRage
@CartWheelzOfRage Ай бұрын
That hospitals presentation is still one of the craziest most bonkers thing ive seen happen on youtube.
@Pixielocks
@Pixielocks Ай бұрын
Same 😭🫶🏻
@pasuteruyume
@pasuteruyume Ай бұрын
omg how i love the cozy session while pixie paints her nails and i cut my hair at home, we are being so girlys together😚🩷🩷🩷🩷
@bugaboo_daisy9000
@bugaboo_daisy9000 Ай бұрын
As someone with a stigmatized mental illness, no matter what you do, you will be criticized. Prioritize your peace. People are way too comfortable making bold claims about people they only know from the internet. Also, the journey to find/replace a good therapist is always a struggle. Having a dissociative disorder or personality disorder makes it even harder. The fact that your face was used in that medical conference presentation is abominable, I emailed them when it happened. To anyone struggling with dissociation on any level, I highly recommend the book Dissociation Made Simple by Jamie Marich, PHD. She interviews people with DID and related disorders from all walks of life and gives a relatively radical perspective on what it means to live with a dissociative disorder.
@kawaiispamgirl7157
@kawaiispamgirl7157 Ай бұрын
A Pinkie Pie BPD rabbit hole theory actually sounds like an intriguing subject, lol.
@plushdragonteddy
@plushdragonteddy Ай бұрын
right?? i watched an hour long video about the neurodivergencies of Cat Valentine and i don't even like that show lol !! (video by CJ the X, btw) i would be THRILLED to hear a similar theory about a show i love from someone with experience in the subject !!
@the_ferris_system8333
@the_ferris_system8333 Ай бұрын
Not the toe wave 😭 But seriously, it sucks that people won't leave you alone. You deserve to exist on and offline as someone with DID, and it's for sure frustrating to not feel safe talking about certain things. I & we hope things get better for y'all 🥰🤟💜
@jennybear48
@jennybear48 Ай бұрын
As someone who’s been watching you since I was 14 (22 now omg time flies!!) and watched basically every video since, I’m glad you know you have your core audience who will never disappear. I quite literally grew up with you and seeing you go through similar stuff as me was so comforting. Mental health is messy and most of us go through that stuff privately so I can’t imagine how hard it is to have those moments picked apart by people online 🩷 but through all the years, ive always loved ur content no matter what uve done (i still wear egl tho haha 😋) so do the content u want to do, whether that be fashion or my little pony or mental health, even if u stop uploading for a year, im still gunna come back to see the next video. Seeing people talk about u is the same feeling i got in highschool hearing people diss a friend, knowing they didnt know them properly, that was never going to change how i see that friend. Anyway going back to being a pretty silent viewer 🩷🎀🐻
@lunakat__
@lunakat__ Ай бұрын
dude the thing about the presentation literally made my jaw drop. that is so beyond infuriating and horrific and shit like that (as well as my own first hand experiences within the mental health industrial complex) makes me feel like the field has had so little progression. so many people who get jobs in the mental health field have little to no empathy and dont care about the humans that theyre supposedly helping. im so sorry you went through that, Pixie. ♡
@JezzieBell666
@JezzieBell666 Ай бұрын
Please stay safe and don’t share anything you aren’t comfortable with or doesn’t feel safe. Take care of yourself, much love x
@pastellecat
@pastellecat Ай бұрын
I have never been this early to a vid omg (I actually got the notification for once!) edit: also wanted to pop in to say that I (and I think the majority of your audience) totally understand the step back from mental health content. I am so thankful for what you’ve been willing to share (it actually motivated me to finally seek out trauma therapy!!!) but you gotta stay safe above everything. Sending u good vibes 🥰🥰
@auxomox
@auxomox Ай бұрын
Loved this! I know you used to have an advice portion and i think it might be cool to have an "Ask a Pixie" 'column'(video) for people writing in for advice that is hyper specific, similar to your reddit video.
@wildspritzee
@wildspritzee Ай бұрын
I am so proud of you. :) you are a strong person, and i can tell you are mentally intelligent because you know your limits, and you are able to identify what makes you feel unsafe. Your safety is so important! Protect your joy.
@thefrecklefairy
@thefrecklefairy Ай бұрын
Hope you're okay!! 🩷 Excited for the return of slumber party sesh tho 🌸 Update: hearing about your harassments always makes me so sad 😭 You're such a sweet & genuine person and I hate seeing other people treat you so badly :( I think it's so important to put your own safety first! But I do get that it totally sucks that you can't share about your DID online safely 💔 But yeah, yay for good therapists!! 🌸🌸
@whitstheworst7181
@whitstheworst7181 Ай бұрын
I’ve NEVER been this early but the title scared me so I had to click 😮
@thefrecklefairy
@thefrecklefairy Ай бұрын
Literally same!
@Mamousayuri
@Mamousayuri Ай бұрын
Can’t watch at this very moment but saved to my watch later!! Please stay safe Pixie 🩷 Self care and love to you all ✨
@ninayee6361
@ninayee6361 Ай бұрын
I'm glad I'm not the only one who does this🎉
@Mamousayuri
@Mamousayuri Ай бұрын
I HAVE RETURNED 😏 watching rn 0:14
@Maddie-sj7qn
@Maddie-sj7qn Ай бұрын
you’ve been my comfort creator for the past 8 or 9 years, im so glad you’re doing well!! 💕 (or as well as you can be with people being so crappy? omg?? i hate people sometimes??) but these videos are such a safe space for me & others ur amazing!! 💕💕💕
@CheshireCatism
@CheshireCatism Ай бұрын
That’s so awesome that you have a great therapist as part of your support network!
@Faneliacosplay
@Faneliacosplay Ай бұрын
Thank you for making this video! I woke up with a bad depression episode and I really needed to hear this.💕💕
@HaydenTheHistorian
@HaydenTheHistorian Ай бұрын
i would love a channel where you just talk about your issues but as you said in the video people online can get really nasty over such issues. it really sucks how being emotionally open with your audience like that can create such a divide in your viewerbase. thats usually how i start to really connect with content creators, so its incredible unfortunate how that also brings the most stress and drama in many cases. stay strong as always pixie! remember you still have many people who love and care for you!
@cartomsX3
@cartomsX3 Ай бұрын
I find it so weird that if people don’t agree with someone on everything, they no longer believe they have the right to exist. The internet has trained people to believe every bit of content they consume should serve them as an individual and if it doesn’t, instead of moving on, they attack it. No matter what someone thinks about your mental health, political values, life choices or whatever, you have so much to offer just as a human being and it’s frustrating that people reduce others to one quality that they find uncomfortable.
@not.a.kewpie
@not.a.kewpie Ай бұрын
17:29 as someone who’s starting to really crack the egg of trauma therapy, we really needed to hear this 🫶🏻💫🌷 thank you for the slumber party vibes! so excited for the new weekly schedule! 🌈🍓🌱
@kynautica
@kynautica Ай бұрын
Pixie, we adore you! Every time that we have the privilege of seeing any content from you, it truly makes our day. We’re so proud of you, & thank you for being such a ray of sunshine. Our world is better with you in it. 💖
@MagicalCinnamon
@MagicalCinnamon Ай бұрын
It's so good to see you found a new therapist that knows a lot about did! And I'm happy to see yall having a schedule and being able to follow thru!! Honestly doing what's best for you and for your mental health without worrying too much about views is really good~ And also love the fact that when you do videos with certain topics you get lighter comments. That must be really good for your mental health!
@autumnmarilyn5216
@autumnmarilyn5216 Ай бұрын
Ahhhhhhh!!!! Literally so excited to see the first drop for 5PF
@bdluejay
@bdluejay Ай бұрын
i adore this kind of video, its really nice to hear you talk about what you feel comfortable sharing, it makes me feel less alone in my mental health struggles. your perseverance and hard work does not go unnoticed!
@fuyutoraa
@fuyutoraa Ай бұрын
yippeee thank you for the slumber party realness 🤲🏻💗 made my break at work so fun
@TheRaychenator
@TheRaychenator 25 күн бұрын
I know I’ve def said this before, but I love videos like these! Really does feel like I’m on the phone, catching up with a friend 💕 just makes my little heart happy and grounds me a little more to this earth ✨
@Baskips
@Baskips Ай бұрын
It is so epic that you are feeling good these days! I know trauma therapy can be tough its great you found a helpful therapist :3 (despite the horrible ableism thrown your way those people should seriously loose their jobs they are not helping) also a Pinkie Pie BPD video would be so awesome!
@susannakemerling6472
@susannakemerling6472 Ай бұрын
Love being a part of this community fr fr love u pixie. If no one likes you I’m dead
@Elizabeth-mf3dn
@Elizabeth-mf3dn Ай бұрын
we love a lil bakery
@thea.rest.in.pisces
@thea.rest.in.pisces Ай бұрын
The amount our lives have been similar is crazy to me. Like our struggles haven’t been the same but like when we have had our ups and downs have been so in sync. I’m so happy that we are both in a good positive place and I’m able to be as happy for you as I am for me.
@pastelpixelp
@pastelpixelp Ай бұрын
this is such a cutie lil video!! so glad you’re doing better and found a good therapist. we would absolutely love a bpd pinkie pie video ahh! also so excited for the brand drop eeeee!!!
@pyredog
@pyredog Ай бұрын
PIXIE!!!!! POST THE PINKIE PIE BPD VIDEO AND MY LIFE IS YOURS! /ref (I love the idea of random little videos of random topics. That would be so fun and so real)
@gremlinwithstickyhands3704
@gremlinwithstickyhands3704 Ай бұрын
Havent been here in like a bajillion years (haha jill) but i am so happy to see you guys happy!! I'm schizoaffective (bp1 type) so i totally relate to the "cycle" thing. I find *myself* exhausting. It really is just coping and rolling with the punches. I think a lot more people might like a little life with a little job and a little house than you might realize. It's so hard to come by. Our little brains def werent made for social media
@ShikisaiMaki
@ShikisaiMaki Ай бұрын
I've already commented about the harassment on your community post, so I won't repeat myself, but I'm here to say that I'm really happy that you found an informed therapist!!!! Yessss! 🥳🙌🏼I'm also in Canada and without a GP... the health system is in shambles in Quebec. 🫠 Also, just like My Little Pony keeps you afloat, your videos have the same effect on me, so thank you for uploading! 💖 (Also, whenever I get the notification on my phone, I will run to get my laptop to watch instead of watching it on my phone, because I need the full rainbow immersion, if that makes any sense. 🌈🦄🤩)
@Happiness-nt1fr
@Happiness-nt1fr Ай бұрын
Needed a calm video like this today ;w;
@friendlysharkce1831
@friendlysharkce1831 29 күн бұрын
The "free health means noone can access it" 😭thats exactly it here in norway too. Waitlists are years long I've been watching since 2016 I believe! I have always enjoyed watching Pixielocks videos!
@Fugnu
@Fugnu Ай бұрын
so so SOOO happy to hear about how well y'all have been doing >w< also so glad there were no nailpolish comforter tragedies TvT
@plushdragonteddy
@plushdragonteddy Ай бұрын
it has been so wonderful watching pixie slowly gravitate towards the interests i was starting to have when i found their channel ten years ago (namely MLP and egl fashion). i am still deep in the sauce on both of those, at least when the hyperfixation calls, and it's so nice to see someone else indulging in them !! especially MLP; it feels like everyone who used to make pony content stopped, an absolute travesty. it also greatly helps the slumber party vibes imo !! we are catching up on life, but also ponies surely must come up lol. glad to hear you're doing well, pixie system !!
@lilacforest4826
@lilacforest4826 Ай бұрын
Excited to have regularly scheduled pixie content!! Thank you for being a cozy channel! Keeping smaller communities safe and fun is hard but you are doing it!!
@lilaclullaby
@lilaclullaby Ай бұрын
I've been watching your content for a long time because I love colourful fun fashion stuff. I got diagnosed with DID a few years before you. Even having no online presence people are still wild about it all. I am in my 30's now and it never stops being hard but making new better memories to outnumber the unfun times is worth it. Really cheering you on. Hope the five petal flower launch goes amazing for you
@skyhonni
@skyhonni Ай бұрын
I had to pause the video and go grab my nail stuff from the closet so i could do my nails with you 😂 me and my headmates are big fans! We also love kawaii style and it’s pretty much all we wear these days!
@TheSightOfTheStars
@TheSightOfTheStars Ай бұрын
I picked up that same nail polish!!! I couldn't resist it in the store, it was just the PERFECT pink! I try to only buy nail polish on sale, but that color got me!b😅 I'm really glad your and your system doing well, Pixie! Finding a new therapist is stressful enough without having to deal with that extra helping of bullshit you should never have had to go through. ❤❤❤
@yumestar_chr
@yumestar_chr Ай бұрын
Weekly videos sound so fun. Either way, I do look forward to ur videos. They are very comforting to me :3 Thank you for talking about how ur doing, it's awesome to hear that ur doing alright despite gross people.i think some people see talking about others as gossip and interesting drama but it isn't it's people's lives :[ please stay you, with whatever that means.
@batbrainbat
@batbrainbat Ай бұрын
I love these slumber party videos so much. It feels like being on a video call with a big sibling.
@muckpuppy
@muckpuppy Ай бұрын
stay safe, do your thing, and don't let anyone stop you from living your life the way you have to in order to survive. the internet is a hard place to be - but logging off is easy : ) if you need to take a little step back, do it with joy! we'll still all be here hanging out whenever you come back. also PLEASE i am begging for an hour long pinkie pie has bpd video LMNKJBH it would be so epic to hear you do a bunch of special interest power hours LOL
@lostsock1924
@lostsock1924 Ай бұрын
Very comfy, very nice and squeaky clean feeling, we love you Pixie! All of yous! ❤
@shoujobell8099
@shoujobell8099 Ай бұрын
I'm so happy for you Pixie!!! Looking forward to the launch of Five Petals! 🥰🥰✨✨✨✨
@honorbound1337
@honorbound1337 28 күн бұрын
I'm so so glad that you've found another good therapist who believes you and validates what has and is happening to you, and knows more about DID because they're a professional! You guys deserve that kind of consistent support from a professional, on top of your social support system. So glad that you guys are still improving and feel (as much as possible) safe. - someone who has been watching for a bunch of years, studied psychology in school and focused a bunch on DID stigma, and also has a bunch of mental health issues
@ANGLVELASCO
@ANGLVELASCO Ай бұрын
i was watching it laying in bed like hhihihi twinsies but i eventually fall asleep bc i was so tired,,, so a nap later im rewatching it in the pc desk ily
@tinyaxes
@tinyaxes Ай бұрын
I'm gonna do my nails too while watching this. Also I get so hard trying to find a qualified therapist. In the first intake I had in person with my recent new therapist (3 weeks going strong) I had to obviously disclose what I've been diagnosed with and he didn't seem intimidated but he also doesn't seem responsive much at all so its :// I miss the trauma specialist that diagnosed us but my insurance changed and it's been a haasle even since. I refuse to educate another therapist about DID cause thats not my job 😭 Sending so much love for your continued wellness, Pixie! 🩷
@mr.ladytoast
@mr.ladytoast Ай бұрын
This was fun to watch while I was on my lunch break at work. Just sat eating my cold pizza, charging my phone, and watching along. 💖 Definitely a chill vibe on this dreary Texas afternoon.
@LittleRedTeaCake
@LittleRedTeaCake Ай бұрын
I have always appreciated your videos and your candidness, and I especially appreciate them now that I am going through my own mental health healing journey; I was recently diagnosed with BP2, which answers so many questions about why I am the way I am, but also it is exhausting! To be constantly monitoring myself, moods and behaviors. My psychologist just told me this week that she is moving and I am devastated; she is looking for someone new for me, but I'm just sad. I don't want to rehash things with someone new. Thank you for sharing.
@miss_lilyanne
@miss_lilyanne Ай бұрын
I wish there was a youtube for nice people. Only people who have something supportive and positive to say. Love you Pixielocks!
@louisevessey3839
@louisevessey3839 Ай бұрын
I love you....and your 'passions' like Ponies, the letter "W", happy faces, Dom's nose, Thomas the Tank Engine, Tweety Bird, Pretty Cure, Peeps ..... xoxoxo
@marcyanne8910
@marcyanne8910 Ай бұрын
I've been watching you since the Lolita days and I think it's so interesting how our experiences are so different but for me right after high school in 2019 I was in a high. Everything was great I was so confident, doing well in school and had a boyfriend. Then the pandemic happened and that relationship went sour and stayed sour for the next 2 years. I'm just now feeling better about myself and my life. I started going back to school. I feel motivated to take care of my health. Will have money coming in soon. But I discovered I have executive dysfunction or ADHD and most definitely autism. With the new scary changes and being in a relationship that wasn't for me, I experienced burnout and couldn't clean my room for years. Let myself overeat and really just didn't not care to live. I'm glad you're doing great and I think it's really cool we're experiencing highs together
@Astraember
@Astraember 25 күн бұрын
I’ve been here since the beginning and will continue to be here for u 💖 I love your content. I admire how strong you are and how you can remain so happy and positive in spite of how people treat you. I look up to you a lot and you inspire me to be myself fully and without apologies 💖
@magicalbeancosplay
@magicalbeancosplay Ай бұрын
this is such a lovely video 🥺🫶 I appreciate your candor and your grace, especially in the face of negativity and hate and your maturity and boundaries with sharing online!! yous have the right to keep things private 🥺🩷 your comfort and stafey is number 1, always! 🌸🥺🫶🩷
@MiniNymph
@MiniNymph Ай бұрын
I am having a wee watch of this before I go rollerskating - Pixielocks is the perfect niche for me, I am always so happy to see you upload and I get so many ideas of cute ways to manage my own mental health
@maxwellversed
@maxwellversed Ай бұрын
Was just crossing my fingers and hoping Thursday was the upload day this week 😭🙏 a blessing!!!
@Pixielocks
@Pixielocks Ай бұрын
@@maxwellversed :D hehe
@Bokatisha1234
@Bokatisha1234 Ай бұрын
Re: Canadian healthcare, don't worry, I'm paying over a hundred a month for private American Healthcare and I still don't have a general doctor because of the shortage 🙃 Same boat whether you go bankrupt over it or not.
@shadowmatrx
@shadowmatrx Ай бұрын
Yup. Where I'm at any specialty referral is at least 3mos; my son needed a GI and he's been waiting since Feb. & I believe his appt is next week (he's 20). I have EDS and the waitlist was 2.5yrs so they told my pcp what to do & after I was dx hypermobile type they said bc the waitlist is so long they won't see hypermobile folks-- just make sure you have a pcp, a neuro, a cardiologist, & a PT. Luckily I did have all of those already. The US Healthcare system sucks so bad & I have top notch insurance.
@Starshootingdreamer
@Starshootingdreamer Ай бұрын
18:12 girl i had to back up bc i was just listening and not watching and i was like "whAT?" 🤣
@mystic_minx
@mystic_minx Ай бұрын
Love the slumber party vibes! honestly you could post whilst being in a burlap sack and id happily watch 🥹💗
@celestialophelia
@celestialophelia Ай бұрын
To say you've had so much rubbish thrown at you lately, its lovely to see how you're pushing through still! So proud of your progress and congrats on a new therapist! Excited to see more of this era emerge!!
@echoanddandelion8890
@echoanddandelion8890 Ай бұрын
1. Super proud of you for how far you've come, this was nice 2. Pinkie undeniably has BPD I've been saying this I'm so glad you get it 3. You said your ending thingy different!!! Wwooooaaahh
@CoraMaria
@CoraMaria Ай бұрын
I'm really glad to see you're doing better and moving on! I think I said before but the strength and integrity you show in the face of hate is something that inspires me on my own YT journey. Like I'm still a small KZbinr with a small audience but I am still afraid of how big my audience already is and how much bigger it might get. It's affecting my ability to enjoy the hobby I share with the world, and I'm trying to figure out how to get that joy back. So far, all I can think to do is keep going and hope the passion will return and the fears will fade. I hope I can get to a better place and find those strategies like you 💖
@odetosilas
@odetosilas Ай бұрын
LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS VIBE SM!!! ALSO THE PINKIE BPD VIDEO WILL SLAY I SAY ABSOLUTELY YES DO IT AS A BPD-ER MYSELF this was a very incredibly comfy video to watch kyaaaaa!! ❤️💫🖤✨
@romanticallycat
@romanticallycat Ай бұрын
really loved catching up with you pixie, love you lots 🫶
@JaceJHubbard
@JaceJHubbard Ай бұрын
I am so excited about a weekly upload! I watch ALL your videos and LOVE LOVE LOVE your content!! BTW I received my diagnosis last January for BPD with alters, ADHD, and Autism Spectrum Disorder, so I got hit with the trifecta of neurodivergence and they all kinda blend into each other, so it's nice to finally have answers, but I had to take a break from posting on TikTok and online due to the hate and burnout I was receiving and feeling. Your content makes me feel seen and like a "normal" person, whatever that means.
@pastel_keki
@pastel_keki Ай бұрын
The slumber party videos are always some of my favorites. You rock pixie
@salviaexpedition
@salviaexpedition Ай бұрын
During my darkest times in middle school My little pony was bringing me comfort too.
@lilhonor5425
@lilhonor5425 Ай бұрын
Really happy to hear things are going better for you! I’m excited for the weekly uploads.
@sydneymmerc
@sydneymmerc Ай бұрын
pixie i've been watching you since I was just starting highschool & now I'm in my third year of design school!!! I never leave comments but I wanted to say I am really enjoying all of your recent content & I'm beyond happy to see you doing better!!! Keep it up-- excited for fpp!
@linawicked
@linawicked Ай бұрын
"flopina" is such a good word though lol Loved the chill video! Thank you for the check in and looking forward to any future videos ^^
@mediabrainrot
@mediabrainrot Ай бұрын
I’m so sick and this absolutely made my day!! I can’t wait for five petal flower I’m so excited
@clegs8356
@clegs8356 Ай бұрын
this vid posted for me when i get home from therapy?? THANK YOUUU!!! dude you're so cool and i love seeing you on here !!!! ☺️💐🌸💕 fully parasocially, you're always a big comfort to me being the same age, same country, with similarly-timed (but wildly different!) struggles, and im just really grateful for you n ur stuff 🩷 it's a cool reminder to see someone i think is super awesome and successful who has undeniably dealt with obstacles and done things non-linearly, to also give myself some grace for feeling so setback by crap for years now 🥲 (NOT that i wanna compare what we've been through at ALL bc ik mine is not on the same scale as u!! u have my utmost respect!!!) ANYWAY, thanks for the sleepover lol!! much love to you, your parts, partner, n kitties 🥰🙏💕✨🌈🌷🐈🐈‍⬛
@thatsagiantmouse
@thatsagiantmouse Ай бұрын
As someone who's never watched a songle episode of My Little Pony, i would RAVENOUSLY consume an hour-long video of you armchair diagnosing Pinkie Pie and it would probably be the highlight of my week, and i would tell all my friends about "this cool youtube video essay I watched this weekend"
@gillyrae
@gillyrae Ай бұрын
It's good to hear you're doing so well ❤ I'm excited for weekly videos and I DEFINITELY want to hear anything you have to say about ponies because I also looooove ponies (especially Pinkie Pie)
@danxiously
@danxiously Ай бұрын
:D oh man, i would love to see a video about your bpd pinkie pie thoughts!!
@Morpherium
@Morpherium Ай бұрын
This format did absolute wonders for my brain today n____n
@fraymotiff
@fraymotiff Ай бұрын
PLEASE im literally a pinkie pie kinnie with bpd i want the analysis so bad fr
@princess_xopxop
@princess_xopxop Ай бұрын
7:13 girrrrrl wtf?? I don't have any context but this sounds terrible. I don't want to be overly dramatic but I actually teared up just imagining being in this situation.. I'm so glad you found your therapist 🌸✨🙏
@Pixielocks
@Pixielocks Ай бұрын
Omggg if you want the context my video “My Response” was my response to it, they used a number of people’s content including mine and it was a huge deal. Thankfully a ton of people stood up against it including professionals in the DID field. Lots of people made videos about it at the time as well if you feel like going down a rabbit hole, but it’s not a happy fun one 😭
@BiancaLonesse
@BiancaLonesse Ай бұрын
I’m 1000% with you on the bakery analogy!! 😌🙌🏽
@cyanvlogs
@cyanvlogs Ай бұрын
i commented this on twitter but i am SO proud of you!!!! i can only imagine how hard it’s been for you to finally get back to this point and i can’t wait for all the new content!!! and i would eat UP a video essay on the ponies hehehee
@ninayee6361
@ninayee6361 Ай бұрын
I have PTSD. I'm proud of you! glad you've been doing your thing and doing it well. Honestly my aesthetic is rlly different from yours but I came for the rainbows and stayed for the mental health solidarity. 💙💛💗
@Mamousayuri
@Mamousayuri Ай бұрын
13:15 It makes me extremely sad that u feel like you gotta clarify this :( real confetti club members will not be making u feel this insecure about your own content- DO WHATEVER U WANT FOREVER PIXIE!!! This is your work, your channel, your life :( I mean damn I would love to see whatever you put up . Like I would EAT UP a precure psychoanalysis 3hr video tbh 😭😭 or your guide to MLP in the style of ur Precure one!!! 🩷🩷🩷
@happypuppy7405
@happypuppy7405 Ай бұрын
we adore you pixie 💘 excited for the weekly vids!
@EmArTea
@EmArTea Ай бұрын
My therapist has started doing some IFS work with me and HOLY SHIT I’m glad she doesn’t use any of that terminology, wtf
@lainiwakuraz
@lainiwakuraz Ай бұрын
awww I love the care bears in the background :3
@asdfghjkl-er5bx
@asdfghjkl-er5bx Ай бұрын
wow i hope your new schedule helps you feel productive!! proud of u 🌸 can i ask what kind of therapy you've been doing that's been helping you so much?
@hey_itzkitty
@hey_itzkitty Ай бұрын
I WOULD BE SO INTERESTED IN YOUR VIDEO ABOUT PINKIE PIE AND BPD!!! as a pinkie pie kinnie with bpd.........
@Melanie-pt4te
@Melanie-pt4te Ай бұрын
Okay girl I love you and I get it with the healthcare having to wait but….living in a place with no free healthcare, having surgery cost me 31,000 dollars, when I see my doctor just for a check up it is over $100…
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