I Hate Myself: Reactions To My Video

[@juliaokami7123]

18 years clean? CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!! Mr. Hawkins!!!!!!!! That is an amazing feat.

[@BillyBob-rm3ve]

Love the "...you can fuck off!" to the haters at the end. You just keep doing you Justin.

[@jayabee]

💯

[@caltha2720]

well said

[@stuarthossack5351]

Some "haters" are analytical like Justin. The results? It's all just Spinal Tap. Too cheesy and ridiculous to enjoy. If Tap is your thing though. ..

[@Dangerdangerwillrobinson]

That was the only, correct response. 😂👏👏👏 I’m sure that was a troll. I find it hard to believe that a long time true fan of The Darkness would write something like that. Anyway, their loss. I liked the video and the song. Maybe as a casual observer I should dig a little deeper into the band.

[@rickl5596]

Oh cmon, you can't make what can easily be termed a controversial piece of art, and then tell people who didn't like it to F-Off. Many artists have done the same. I don't recall a lot of them telling people who don't like it of don't get it to F-OFF. Justin knew a lot of people wouldn't like it. He knew he was pushing boundaries, which personally I love. But pushing boundaries is not the be all and end all of good art. Some will like it, some won't. Accept all reactions because getting reactions is the point.

[@mattd8331]

Video is different. Like The Darkness is different. Like Justin is different. I'm digging everything different. Song is fantastic. Can't wait more. Bring it on.

[@stuarthossack5351]

It's still Spinal Tap though at the end of the day.

[@thelastghost]

This is also different kzbin.info/www/bejne/ipnOYn5srtqNetUsi=I1GQ2bZJ3oH0gRhV

[@dreamclaw00]

I'm 12 days sober. Hope it lasts this time. I love your inspiration and what you've achieved Justin.

[@catherinebhicks]

Keep plugging away. Focus one day at a time. You got this.

[@parkercraft2449]

21 years now for me.... make up your mind and stick to it. Where you are is the toughest time. It gets easier.

[@kep373]

Congratulations! I'm 16 days sober. We've got this :)

[@notalizardperson]

How it going six days later?

[@Nopaants]

449 days and I never thought I could live without drinking.

[@JeremyAndersonBoise]

I adore that suit. Not garish, merely bold. I love the song, the video is a masterpiece.

[@nadamijak9338]

the character created was unnerving, alluring, archetypal, repelling, mysterious, fascinating ALL AT ONCE. genius

[@baileydiesel]

Please do not hesitate to talk about yourself or your music. As fans…that’s what we are here for! Along with all of your great commentary, opinions and reviews…we also want to hear about YOU! ❤️

[@Zachary_Setzer]

Allow me to be a bit contrarian myself: I only know your biggest song and couldn't have named you or the band before I discovered your channel, but you are a breath of fresh air. It's truly a delight to watch you talk about music. Thank you for that.

A little similar for me but I'd watch Justin's channel any day over the gash that gets knocked out online 🤘

[@travistopa6311]

Me too

[@mechanichalpixels]

I find it interesting that so many people can't understand sarcasm and social commentary anymore. I think it's a great, provocative video! Well done!

[@anapm2927]

I took it as a person who struggles with self esteem/has regrets they choose to sing about... I hate myself for two so you don't have to That negative self talk is more than familiar and i aprecciate ya!

[@macarenachocan6688]

People could say whatever they like about you, your music or the bands' videos, but you always keep true to yourself. I love the fact that you are able to just laugh at yourself and answer the mean comments with irony and intelligence. Keep on that track Justin. There is a lot of resentful and frustrated people out there just projecting their unhappiness on others.

[@aprilkurtz1589]

I loved all the people tut-tutting at your cigarette smoking. As if you're not a grown ass man who knows smoking isn't ideal. JFC. Ducky is so correct. The premiere was fun, you, Dan and some of your fans are hilarious and I spent most of the premiere LMAO. I just don't want 'It" staring at me, that's all. It's unnerving. The discomfort is part of the art here, I feel. Love your suit, not too many can pull off that color.

[@caprise-music6722]

Hahahahaha what!??? People cried about a man smoking? If he was drinking alcohol I bet no one would batter an eyelid. People are so weird

[@aprilkurtz1589]

@@caprise-music6722 Oh yeah. Every. Single. Time.

[@Pittibarlin]

I just got to the bit about Pete Burns. What a fucking legend Justin is. He doesn't like him, neither do I. He still gave him respect. What a bloody love man. He never says anything disrespectful, he's always nice. Stupidly nice man.

[@taraskinner5846]

I loved the aesthetic of the video, very 80’s glam. Thought you looked amazing, would love to see a behind the scenes of the makeover and how the look was achieved. Xx

[@whosaidthat4299]

Wasn't that CGI ? 🤔

[@GenuineParticles]

The video is vulnerable and bare and authentic and moving! Especially after following this channel and hearing about your personal journey. And I've learned over the years sometimes when art challenges me, it means I need to lean in and deal with that because I am about to learn Something! About the artist. About myself. About others. What a joy to be able to do that! PS, loved the livestream! 🙏

[@adhducky2048]

OH! One of my TT buddies, Rob, let me know about this, thanks so much for including me and my comments! I was having a truly rubbish day and now I feel like crying for a *good* reason! 😂 The NME gender comments had confused me; I'm glad you addressed that. Thank you! Also, I love the suit. What colour would you call that..? Chartreuse..? Always love your fashion sense! I think I had missed most of the nasty comments speculating about your private life and choices; it's really none of anyone else's business. But it *is* interesting that that is where some people's minds went when they saw you in that video, as unpleasant as it was. I would reframe those comments as more contribution to the perfomance piece! I wonder whether I should have been more negative to encourage your contrarian nature! 😂❤

[@wilstarmbel]

No way should anyone think you’re way too old for a music career. You guys are awesome and us Darkness fans will keep listening and supporting ☘️🎸 Belfast loves ya’s 🤘🏼🔥

[@DanielBoonelight]

right? i wonder what these people say about glen hansard or willie nelson or dylan or tom waits or dolly or.... actually, i don't really care, soulless hags 😆

[@trockodile]

Justin, I dip in and out on your channel, never been a super fan of The Darkness but enjoyed your work very much along the way. This channel however has been such a pleasure to find, enjoy, and learn from. It's really valid to share some of your current work here and it very much adds to the channel. More power to both you and The Darkness. Thank you for your genuine passion for music which is endlessly contagious and generally fabulous to enjoy here on KZbin. Best of luck and keep smashing it!🌟

[@juliehartley3652]

Ditto

[@AlwaysAuntieDana]

So well said!

[@Shaunks86]

Nobody's too old for music.

[@bridder01]

The Darkness is unique. Just the way I like it! Keep rocking, Justin! 😁

[@georgeresso6835]

Mr. Hawkins it is your channel mate...make whatever content you want...ill watch.. and for the rest of the bollocks....they can toss off

[@ciaranocraobhach]

Thank you Justin for the deeper analysis of this. I saw echoes of Bowie in the film clip, so far as the artistic approach goes. Frankly, I think it's one of the most engaging in recent years. Cracking song too.

[@mikes747]

I will always love the darkness for a very specific reason. When Permission to land was released I was able to convince my parents to buy it for me even though it had a parental advisory warning on it. My dad even said how he liked I believe in a thing called love. We put it on in the car on they way home and the colour that my dads face went when you dropped the first C bomb in Get your hands off my woman will always be ingrained on my memory!

[@kildogery]

Reminds me of the time I bought my mum The Beautiful South for Christmas. She was so happy, but in bought the explicit version. "Don't marry her, fuck me."

[@DavidEdwards-e6m]

I had the same reaction from my parents to never mind the bollocks, my mother loved it but only privately, lol

[@doodles6225]

18 years clean. Wowzers! Suits you sir. You are bloody lovely 🥰

[@MariaFrancesca]

You are NOT too old for any of this, WTF! (Says this 54 year old fan!) Seriously, I am not in the least prepared to stop having fun and enjoying things only because of my age, why would anyone else. When every bit of the talent is still fully intact and still evolving, there is definitely no need to.

[@garycheesman6821]

Angus is turning 70 this year and still going strong

[@gwts1171]

I'm 53 and have been making music for almost 40 years. And believe me, it's not for the money! If you love it, do it until you physically can't. :)

[@chrishumphries5729]

The age comment was so weird. Didn't even make sense. So when you get to a certain age....... are you just supposed to curl up and die?

[@MariaFrancesca]

@@chrishumphries5729 It really was weird! Age in itself shouldn't stop you, and even so... Justin is not only not "too old" he's not old at all, and obviously has an even younger physique. They can just watch him on stage!

[@teijaflink2226]

That comment was ridiculous, I mean there are older rock bands still performing, like the Rolling Stones and the band is 60 years old.

[@1kosmicgrl]

This video is so affective because it makes us have to look at our own selves, how and why we relate to it. Being honest and accountable isn’t always pretty. Well done boys✨

[@honestjohn7513]

The live episode, for I hate myself was brilliant. Thoroughly enjoyed it and hope you do it again like that

[@bradhouston1327]

You should be proud of the music video and the song. The vid is unsettling (like looking into a strangers eyes without averting your gaze) and the song, as per Darkness traditionally, is as catchy as hell!

[@jenniferw392]

You’re sartorially impeccable, as usual! Love the song and your absolutely unsettling performance in the video! ❤

[@STORMWELSH]

Pushing boundaries, creating discussion. Love it! ❤

[@caley2000]

CRACKING song, insane drumrolls and a sax solo to boot! Love the video and F*** the haters!!

[@JTRemillard]

I was delighted by the new video!

[@honestabe3100]

I am new to your music. I stumbled upon this video while perusing KZbin as I normally do. I saw this androgynous, glamorous visage and was immediately intrigued. I had no idea what to expect. Was it some self-loathing, once-famous drag queen about to settle a score? A downed ex-diva purveying some profound advice? When the music started, the contrast was jarring and so satisfying at the same time. I wasn’t sure what to feel. It felt COMPLETELY NEW. Invigorating. Refreshing. I was falling in love with the persona. I watched it again. I laughed. Again. And again. Each time loving it more for a new detail I’d discover. I must have watched it 25 times. I was obsessed. I am obsessed. I shared it to my friends. They asked me if I knew that other song you were famous for? I found "I Believe…." I couldn’t -believe- I missed that. I love it even more than I Hate Myself. I am a fan for life now. Thank you for brightening up my life. I love your work. You are amazing.

[@thebalanceAU]

"...As if I need exaggerating. Look at this fucking suit!" - Love it mate. Love your work. Congrats on the 18 years sober. That's epic.

[@bjornthulin7765]

Love the song❤ And your channel, the coolest and funniest musician around🤘

[@DivergentReactions]

I spat out my tea when I saw Ducky (we're both creators on the ND side of tiktok) but also not surprised because her analysis was so good and on point, I didn't know you'd seen her commentary until now! Absolutely one of the most sociopolitically relevant songs and videos of the year if not decade imo ❤

[@adhducky2048]

Thanks bud 😊

[@jowowen]

I’m staggered as ever that anyone has a bad word to say about you and the lads. We chatted at JHRA live in Leeds and I have loved everything you’ve ever done since the first note of “Black Shuck”. I’ve had the two new songs on repeat since they came out and am practically vibrating with excitement for the gig in march! Long term fan! Me love you long time Jussy. Epic video. Epic work and right on the money with your discussion. Keep up the unbelievable work. You sir are a gentleman, your wife’s a lady and your dogs the best fighter in the street x

[@lesleycurtis-brown6643]

It is an intentionally disturbing video for a great song. I kept playing the video to hear the song, despite the video strangeness. Pete Burns was a troubled soul (I feel), and I found it very sad to see the damage the surgeries etc did over the years. Well done on being clean and healthy - that is a huge achievement. Stay happy and healthy - and congratulations to the whole band for continuing to make great music and entertaining us.

[@Spea1986]

Absolutely love the video and song, watched it several times the day it came out so I could immerse myself in its brilliance! The Darkness will always hold a special place in my heart, my Dad and I have seen you guys live loads of times, its become our father/daughter tradition!

[@gareth3507]

Well said Justin! 👍 I was one of the lucky people who had their comment read out in the live premiere, you made my day! 👍👍 The next 3 song videos should be Dan, Frankie & Rufus doing their own videos in exactly the same way! 👍👍👍

[@gcr28]

Simple, yet simply brilliant. I dig the song and I'm really happy the Darkness are putting out new stuff. Can't wait to buy the album and give it a proper listen. I have all the Darkness albums and enjoy each of them. Hope to see you in the States. Keep it up.

[@JonSalsberg]

I love how meta this is getting. I'm stoked for the next vid reviewing the comments on this present one. But in all seriousness, I love the video, the reaction it evoked in me personally. And I'm digging the discussion.

[@wickamahn1852]

I don't do You Tube, but I do do your channel obviously. What a brilliant post JT. Hats off to yourself and your back room colleagues. Such a thoughtful and insightfull post for all of us.

[@MariaFrancesca]

This really got so many fun reactions! And your reactions to the reactions on Instagram were even funnier 😀It's a great video. Quite successful in many ways, and... of course... Great song. Impossible to get unstuck from your brain, and you don't mind 🙂

[@thecaskbah9963]

As much as I love your talent in general, , I’m also gripped by your shows as they interesting and amusing.. oh , and you introduced me to the incredible work of Ren who ‘s genius made me accept ‘Rap’ music as a credible genre .. Ren…a different breed.. a one off..

[@TheClanDad]

One thing I’ve learned as I get older, and it seems to apply to all artistic output, is that you can never really be too dangerous, too controversial, too experimental or too honest. Bang on!

[@killito12]

Yay for the video. Yay for the band. Boo to the c u next tuesdays

[@TOKYOTOYBANZAI]

Good on you Justin for being the bigger man and your encouraging thoughts towards others, even if they only display the worst qualities.

[@OfficiallyUnofficialAlCooper]

I lack the cheekbones to pull off your very handsome look, Mr. Hawkins, but you are a gorgeous gentleman and a rock and roll legend. And the song is terrific. Keep on recording and singing, and promote what you want on your channel. Cheers to you, your fantastic band mates, your producer, and everyone else who makes these productions possible.

[@Impulse21s]

It was an honor to get to see your new song. Thx Man!

[@coxyy11]

Loving the new track Justin is awesome ,saw the Darkness when they first appeared brilliant 😁

[@lordofnesss]

I love the darkness and I will support everything you do. There will always be people who do not agree and others who comment with hatred for many reasons in their lives and their personal tastes, it is our nature, it will always be that way. Sometimes our ego feels touched by the negative comments of others but it's impossible for everyone to like us.

[@WritingKnighting]

So happy to see Ducky given a shout out here. They're so lovely and their video reminded me you exist, which I'm really happy about.

[@adhducky2048]

@WritingKnighting thank you bud! 😊

[@lizmurphy5994]

Justin - humanity and creativity pours out of you in everything you do, and I'm here for the ride! You are one of the most fascinating and inspiring people on the internet. Stay the quirky, strong, and compassionate human you are.

[@pjudy6837]

The video was hypnotizing! Just the piercing blue eyes staring straight down the lens and the nonchalant contempt (so to say) is captivating. Absolutely watching it again after this

[@ScottTaylor-pk2sp]

Great song as usual from the darkness been listening since permission to land its rare that you can put on the album and just let it play and I mean every album you guys are in your own musical space I hope you guys are extremely proud of the quality of work you've maintained thru the years as a lifelong music fan thank you Justin Dan Frankie n tiger 🐯

[@ZiddersRooFurry]

Justin I love you, and love what you did with the video. Grats on 18 years, man! Wish all the best to you, the band, everyone you love, and to all the rest of my fellow fans.

[@mangezable]

Contrarian. What a lovely word. Just like you are as a person Keep rocking our socks off. This release to me back to 2003/2004 and my first (and still ongoing) crush with The Darkness. 🤘🏻

[@bz767]

Loved the video! I thought it was a commentary on people who Botox and filter themselves b/c they secretly hate their appearance, and overcompensate, etc. Justin, you are amazing, I love you for 2 and send you a million hugs. I’m going to sing this while grocery shopping and hope people don’t worry about me. 😅 ❤

[@86billionneurons]

Never been a heavy drinker, heavy smoker, or heavy drug user, but I have been a heavy music lover. I love listening to your channel and the interviews are awesome. To all the people who need to become sober, I send my utmost respect.

[@dad8315]

Love you man, thanks for the tunes and positive vibes.

[@yvonnedoughty7607]

There are artists in their 70s still performing, you can perform as long as you want, age shouldnt be a barrier.

[@geebus83]

I watched the Welcome to the Darkness docuwemntary straight after- and it gives the video another layer of context. Really enjoyed both and admire your (and Dan's) candour.

[@stefsandinista4264]

I’ve been watching this channel for a while now and am ashamed to say I was dismissive of the band when they first got big in the UK. With fresh ears I’ve since gone back and found absolute gold. I wish I took more interest at the time but I’m so glad there’s new music coming this March. It’s really beautiful to hear how eloquent and balanced Justin is. I could listen to him talk all day. Keep rocking!

[@dollygreen9298]

I have to keep coming back to watch it and the song is now stuck in my head in the best of ways.

[@Musiklife.9049]

Keep doing what you are doing Justin, love the channel and your humour

[@hello_nacho]

I'm here because of you being in The Darkness, bring it on! Also, adore your suit, looks like you pinched it from Frankie.

[@jordonleigh174]

Fantastic video, Justin!! Thank you!

[@greengonzonz]

Thanks Justin. Your team nailed it. Initially I was bewildered by the video but the best conclusion I settled on was exactly what Ducky said ❤ Thanks for not conforming and nice job. The world is currently discussing The Darkness. 😊

[@jamesjackson4127]

Justin mate, you are in amazing physical shape. An inspiration to us all, keep up the good work 👍 oh and nice music and video

[@MrsApplegateart]

I come here for you, Justin. I think you’re the Bees Knees… such a cool dude…… and love your take on music! Keep on keepin’ on! I was in the live stream… I think the video is ,at first, startling… but then I F’IN’. Loved it!!!! It’s just soo “The Darkness”…. ROCK ON!

[@Yipples-BookClubofOne]

Thanks Justin. Love what you do and appreciate the extra insight into your art.

[@funeralgothatoo5814]

This song has been popping up randomly in my head all week. It's so damn good! It's hilarious to me that people find this video off-putting or confronting. Maybe I'm just used to interesting imagery... The video complements the song perfectly in my opinion. There's a brooding intensity to the visual that contrasts the manic energy of the song. I think you've created a genuine "other" with this video. It's a character I find believable, someone who actually exists. I personally don't see you in there; it really feels like another person entirely! You disappeared. It's someone from another time and place. Very cool video!

[@werfolf]

Love your art. Thank you for 20 years of good music and humor!

[@SleepingTiger-vlog]

I'm glad that you stand up for yourself. I love your suit too, btw.

[@nrsvlda70]

One of the best videos/songs I’ve ever seen. I honestly had to watch it several times to be sure I knew what I was seeing.. couldn’t believe it was you singing. Oh… and BTW - this is your channel, you can do as you please… and please do!!

[@paulwood927]

Great Song, didn't completely get the video myself but ( as usual ;-) entirely respect You and all the Darkness Team for sticking to your guns with this concept 👍 Huggs to all from this corner 🙏❤️🙏

[@shadcovert1160]

Dude Justin...i loved the song when i listened last week. Fantastic you guys are. The relationship you have with melody is absolute beautiful and jealousy inducing. Love it.

[@TommyDriver89]

Loved the discussions it raises, and cracking tune!

[@KarenKarn]

Keep spreading the love, Justin! Thank you ❤

[@Kjetil_MB]

Love it when you keep the tone real Justin. Great followup video. I really liked the (uncomfortable) video 😃

[@shazza175]

Big love Justin! I love how vulnerable the video is. And I love the channel

[@13.seagulls]

Diversity, creativity, individuality, exploration, expression, collaboration. Marvellous work all round 🎉❤ Loved it ❤🎉

[@Ybanthe]

Thanks for your openess and the insights. 🎉

[@garmquessler]

As always, band is GENIUS, video is GENIUS, music is GENIUS... and as someone who LOVES EVERY SINGLE ALBUM, this is one of your greatest songs!

[@pushindaisies5327]

Congratulations on your 12 days! That's amazing. Wishing you peace and grace and continued sobriety.

[@slashwb1]

Love the song, love the video, love the Darkness, love you Justin. My 12-year old daughter loves your music, for new generations of rockers!

[@Reid_Jorgensen]

Home run episode and a stand up dude. Proud to be an enthusiast! Cheers! ❤

[@johnsmanycollections4662]

Love the song. Really reminds me of the stuff you did with Foxy Shazam.

[@frankowalker4662]

I keep having flashbacks to the video, which can only be a good thing as it makes me smile. It shows how a simple idea can leave such a big impression. As for the song with it's powerful lyrics, express what it's like to have someone you love walk out of your life.

[@SeanAzelton]

Thanks for this video, your forthright and open conversation, and dude - you and the whole band are fantastic entertainment and thought provoking!

[@KingColonel]

I saw it for the first time 8 days ago and it has been living in my head rent free since then. It;s brilliant, it's meta and it's incredible. Best video I have seen in years. So smart and clever. A real masterpiece!!!

[@alanna4858]

Love the suit! Love the video. You’re great.

[@vickygarnett7623]

Just watched this video for the first time, and I love the tune, even if the lyrics are a difficult listen (but that’s the point!). The video is great, such a seemingly superficial idea but the character you play in it clearly teaming with so many emotions. I also love the slightly detached way it’s lip synched so the obvious energy in the actual singing is played down in the performance on screen, again underscoring the possible detachment the character wants to feel. But most impressive is how you timed the thinnest cigarette to last for the entire duration of the song! Great work Team Darkness!

[@WB-wg6lk]

This video motivates me to be a The Darkness fan. Great work Justin… keep it going! I really enjoy all your vids.

[@frankshailes3205]

More of this? Oh yes please! The Darkness breaking new ground, whilst also expert in evoking the best of all the cutting-edge music of the past. Surely the best of both worlds. "Interesting" is an understatement!

[@ejdebenham3779]

I actually love the fact that you decided to give us a reaction and some background on your own music. I think a lot of us are interested in your thoughts on your own music as well as others! Thanks for sharing

[@DanFedMusic]

Justin you know people are jealous of you, terrific voice, and you've managed to make an entire career around "I believe in a thing called love" bravo to you my friend…

[@angieb7572]

First time in years I can’t stop listening to a new song ! I love it so much . Had it on repeat for the last week ❤

[@AlexGrech]

Respect Justin. For you, the video, the brutal honesty, the suit, the quirkiness and the music. Watched the band in a small venue in Malta last year with zero expectations. Had so much fun. Every time I watch you here I get a shot of something uniquely, beautifully human.