SUMMER RESET: 7 books in 7 days (chatty reading vlog)

[@justvynexa]

Ally: “I feel great!!” me: “yesss!” Ally’s editing: “honey-“ me: “oh, NO!”

[@tungstensmum1491]

Big time “oh no” energy!

[@ChloeTheePayne]

LITERALLY the same reaction every time i see that meme lady now, like NO LEAVE ALLY ALONE! 😅

[@helendipietro8394]

Just going through the exact same thing! I have a chronic illness and every time I have a good day, I overdo it! 🙈 Loved the video! ❤

[@jademorvany6792]

unfortunately I have been conditioned into HATING seeing that lady's face

[@VeraFran]

Ally, you're like a rain of sunshine, warm, welcoming and joyful. It's so good to spend almost an hour with you!

[@themoontomyconverses]

"CBT feels like fancy gaslighting"--oh my gosh, yes! That's how I've felt about it. Therapists in my past will be like 'tell yourself the thought is illogical' or 'remind yourself you're okay' when you feel pain. Like I know that already...doesn't take away the thoughts or the anxiety though, especially when it comes to pain management and trauma surrounding chronic pain. If you ever find a workbook (apart from the DBT workbook you used a couple years ago) that fits better with neuro-spicy peeps, please let us know!!! Wishing you all the best! from, a fellow spoonie

[@conifercrow]

I don't know enough about CBT to know if it's fancy gaslighting, but this book sounds like it's 100% toxic positivity. Clearly, it's written by someone who doesn't have chronic pain or any actual neurospiciness. Thanks for letting us know about it so I didn't accidentally buy $25 worth of paper kindling for the campfire.

[@theotherveronica]

i’m a psych major and took a counseling class in undergrad. even just learning about CBT, i was like this seems like bs? i later learned that CBT can be super helpful for some people, but it often does nothing for people with autism and/or ADHD because the self awareness is too real. it’s been game changing for me to realize CBT doesn’t work for me and searching out therapists who will try different methodologies with me. on this same note, i absolutely can’t do mindfulness or meditation stuff because it literally makes zero sense to my brain, but i know people who it works for!

[@lulupain18]

CBT did wonders for my spiraling thoughts. My therapists told me to focus on truths and really helped my social anxiety. But it makes no sense to me for her pain. Pain does not just go away. I can't think how CBT would help with that. 🤷‍♀️

[@iridescenrose]

have you heard of and/or tried somatic therapy?

[@ellysheppard3072]

Just popping in to say that myself and my 6yo son just finished Garlic and the Vampire and Garlic and the Witch on your recommendation, and we LOVED THEM. So stinkin’ cute

[@alexandrasolari1647]

Albus putting his little head on your shoulder 😭🥺 I love cats so much

[@jeannareadsbooks8475]

Hello! Fellow autistic training as a therapist here! I have been incredibly keen to stay the hell away from CBT for the exact reasons you said in this video. It takes the overthinking we do already and warps it in just not a fun time. I'm hoping to train in PCT (Person Centred / Client Centred Therapy) because the whole point is that the client chooses the direction and all of the literature focuses on helping the client find the way that works best for THEM regardless of whether you as the therapist agree. It's a really challenging way of working on the therapist end, but as I've experienced it as a client too, it's great. Bonus points that PCT therapists are discouraged from giving advice unless the client specifically asks for it, and even then you have to be careful, so no unsolicited chronic illness advice from therapists is a win

[@theotherveronica]

also autistic psych professional here! i’m not in the clinical field, but i did take a counseling class in undergrad. i remember being confused about why CBT was such a big deal. i’ve always been far more intrigued by PCT. i’ve been in therapy since i was 10. when i was 18, my therapist died. after that, i never really found one that worked for me again. until recently! my new therapist takes a PC approach and in her words “is a passenger in my car” she says she’ll “give direction if i get lost or ask for help, but i’m driving .” i’ve really made so many breakthroughs thanks for her! i say all of this because i respect and appreciate all that CBT does for some people, but it’s crucial for those in the field to explore other ways to treat neurodiverse brains.

[@kels1975]

55 minutes of Alli?!?! When I say I dropped EVERYTHING to watch this vlog 😁

[@ladybee4]

PROJECT HAIL MARY IS MY FAVORITE BOOK OF ALL TIME!!!!!!! it's incredible ALSO I highlyyyy recommend the audio book, it makes the whole experience 20x better!!!!!

[@madelineheinle4131]

I loved the audiobook!! I used it in tandem with the physical book. The audio really set the tone of the book and helped me imagine certain parts!

[@ChemicalPenguinn]

Yay, a new reading vlog! And it's AN HOUR long!!!

[@mariahanophy3951]

The way I always scream “NOOOO” to myself whenever you insert the “honey…” clips 😂 I DO NOT WANT THIS FOR YOU!!!

[@alexereads]

just dropped everything i was doing for this!! thank you for blessing us with an hour long vid🫶

[@kyestrella]

thumbnail is thumbnail-ing!!!!!! we love a bookish model 💖

[@LydLoves]

Sometimes I'll feel down on myself when I watch these vlogs because they're so high quality, and so well put together, but then I remember that I only started making content on KZbin two months ago and I'm already improving a lot, and comparison is the thief of joy!! Therefore I can enjoy Ally's vlogs, and still work on my own at the same time!!

[@ChloeTheePayne]

it's amazing to have longer vids like this to enjoy! will always be happy to be flexible for whatever upload patterns work best for the creator 🐌

[@allisonpaiges]

you’re amazing, chloe. thank you!

[@Hikariko11]

Crying whenever you have to imagine a life without your mother hits home so much. Mine sadly died 4 years ago and I'm regularly crying reading stories about mother-daughter relationships. Now I've added some new books to my TBR :D

[@chelseajupp9399]

I'm currently house sitting so I'm home alone, and I cannot even begin to explain how wonderful it is to pop this video on as I go about my daily chores. It feels like I'm listening to a friend. The atmosphere your videos bring is so lovely and puts me in a really good mindset, especially as someone who also suffers with chronic illness. Thank you for being you (and giving me so many amazing book recs!)❤

[@awildernessofbooks]

I needed something comforting in the background. Here we are again. Hope you’re doing well!

[@HannahlovesStories]

Girl! I have never related to anything more than what you were saying about cognitive overstimulation. I love that there’s a word to describe that feeling!

[@paris-tuatea]

my autistic only bookclub did project hail mary last january it was great! i'm normally scared of big books but i powered through it in like 3 days and it was so fun also i love the idea of reframing book buying as investing in your special interest bcause sometimes i feel silly about how much time/money/energy i spend on my silly little obsessions but it keeps us happy and living!!

[@francescakyanda9182]

Love this concept!

[@awildernessofbooks]

I am digging the bangs. It’s a whole new vibe and I love it

[@oliviadrury4851]

oml 55 minutes of allie chats, we have been blessed by the gods

[@Torsee]

19:04 What an awesome image!

[@KeryKatto]

An hour of peace has been given to me 🐌📚 hope you continue to get more sleep nights!

[@crunkxbella]

Ally, I think you’re winning at life. Your cats adore you and are two of the most affectionate cats I’ve ever seen, which tells me that you’re an amazing mother to them. Your husband loves you and you love him after many long years together. You are radiant and bringing joy and necessary messages to your audience, helping us, in turn, to be radiant as well. Thank you for existing ❤ Edit: I think your cooking content is beyond amazing

[@itsthemadster]

the worm story had me rolling🤣

[@coffins786]

i cannot explain how much peace your videos bring me I want to be just like you when I grow up

[@cowgirljean]

Omg im so excited for junior high!!!!! Tegan and sara went to my junior high and high school and idk ive always felt very akin to them, SO FOR TILLIE WALDEN TO WRITE WITH THEM? MY GUY I GOTTA READ

[@amaiaizar4393]

Personally, I love My brilliant friend for how realistic it is. Also, Elena Ferrante is a masterful storyteller, I couldn't put the book down!

[@toria.rey.]

Ally you may not be a big audiobook gal but the one for Project Hail Mary has SOUND EFFECTS. Absolutely SLAPS

[@Joe-1369]

A new video from Ally? AND it's 55 mins long?! I knew today was going to be good❤

[@Achlys_achlys]

I just started project Hail Mary yesterday and I’m really enjoying it! I forgot how much I love Andy Weir’s writing

[@ACupofNicole]

ugh ally you inspire me to read so much thank you for your videos!!

[@brittanynorthrup]

fellow chronically ill girlie, wide awake since 2am from being in ✨pain✨ but feeling the littlest bit of joy and comfort getting to watch this vlog!!!! thank you for all that you do💓⭐️

[@theeldritchfox]

I love Mouse Guard! I was really happy to discover it last year, because it reminded me of the Redwall novels I read as a kid, but with the bonus of adorable illustrations. And as a fox, I feel like I'm now legally obligated to read Middlewest.

[@natbatrat-d7e]

shoutout to the neurodivergent girlies who love the movie labyrinth. it just tickles my brain in such a specific and satisfying way.

[@spacecowboyren]

yay a cozy long ally vlog to keep me company while I do my sunday selfcare ❤

[@bluesummer1004]

13:52 I rewatched this like 3 times…SO CUTE

[@motive_of_the_witch2369]

Almost 1 hour new vlog from Ally! ❤ I needed it!

[@ktcrich]

I'm so excited for you to read Project Hail Mary! It was my favorite book last year and has my favorite character of all time 🪨

[@aPenasIllustrator]

I loved it too!! :D

[@starlasell5698]

❤📚❤️...I cried with you..."And Every Morning the Way Home Gets Longer and Longer" by Fredrik Backman broke me! Laughed over the worm story and shared with my daughters...their favorite movie back in the day!

[@schrullaa]

Thank you for naming the translators! ❤

[@elimeg]

55 minutes and 55 seconds of bliss!!! Such a good time when the favorite youtuber uploads :) and the sims 2 music was so good!! a propos Tillie Walden: In the bookshop i work at, there is a tarot coloring book illustrated by her!! its really pretty :)

[@alwaysgettingthere]

your use of sims music just brings me back to being 12 years old and it's delightful

[@stitchedscorpio]

i totally agree with you’re feelings on CBT. i’ve always felt so gaslighted by the therapists that have used it with me. like “having bad thoughts and feelings, don’t 😊”

[@theotherveronica]

i’m so comforted by you saying “this requires a bigger brain than i possess” because i’m intellectual i’m very specific ways. and often intellectual/metaphorical what have you kind of prose just goes over my head and it makes me feel like an absolute idiot. i’m glad i’m not alone.

[@larochka1]

ally I'm still at the beginning of the video but I'll comment right now You Are My Favorite Person On The Internet 👏👏👏👏👏👏❤

[@MeemawReads]

My awesome t-shirt shop, Raygun, has a pink "My Job Is Books" shirt and duh I bought it!

[@theapenning8944]

I'm so excited for you to read Project Hail Mary! It was one of my faves from last year :)

[@jessday4087]

this was indeed a big hug, so thank-you !!!

[@Starburst2005]

Yessss this is the kind of video I need since I’m sick!! ❤❤❤

[@clairebear9344]

I’m reading the new Tiffany McDaniel book On the Savage Side. Same pros and cons as Betty, but I love how much it reads like poetry.

[@sierrareed11]

Thank you for sharing your vibes as always. I love the bookmark you made!!!!

[@bex262]

thanks for the long video!!! i looove long videos

[@lookitsacorinne]

the Rumi snuggles at 13:52 omg

[@MyLifeAsMeeee]

I love that you discussed how CBT can feel like you're being gaslit! As a therapist, I agree!

[@sam_cantread]

look mom, my new fave comfort youtuber just dropped a new video! 🫶

[@tayter_chip]

I just can't thank you enough for your content, ally! it's been a terrible week -- health problems, sleep problems, pet death, lots of stress and disruption of my routine. I've been STRUGGLING and feeling so down. this video felt so comforting and lovely and again I really can't thank you enough for this cozy corner of the internet you have created.

[@spellsofwylde1462]

Hi Ally so happy you graced us with the most wholesome cozy bookish content once again! Heads up, the Ana Luisa link in your description needs to be edited! Hope you’re well, sending hugs 🌈🦋♥️

[@ILoveJahangeer]

Allie! Seeing you back and smiling, dancing, laughing is such a ray of sunshine! Seeing you smile, makes me smile and although it’s been a tough time recently, I’m so happy to see you back. Your presence on here is so valued and you make such a deep impact to all of us who love and care about you. Continue shining and striving, stay happy and healthy and never stop being the amazing person that you are! 😘❤️

[@isabellehall9217]

Hey Ally, hope you're doing well!! I recently finished Shady Hollow (just saw it on your shelf). It was super cozy but the murder mystery is super predicable. I still think it was worth the read bc it's relaxing and cute. Much love xx

[@AlexisGarcia-mu1gm]

i watched this whole video, doing other things while watching and listening along and was absolutely astonished and betrayed when it ended despite it being almost an hour long😭 i could listen to you talk and watch you go about your week for hours. your videos feel like a warm hug and a safe space. please take good care of yourself, we all love and care about you

[@elizabethgordon1515]

Omg!!!! I'm so happy found you. I'm currently an autistic who also has hemipheligic migraines!!! I feel so freaking seen.

[@elizabethgordon1515]

Idk why i said currently. Its not like that'll go away any time soon lol

[@CJReads]

Lol the auto captions said “omelet oil” instead of “almond oil” and I loved that tbh

[@AAIVE]

the CBT book 🥲 alsoalso!! i forgot to mention (from another vid!!) that there’s non-magnetic metal piercing jewellery that’s completely chill with ur scans/MRIs, definitely check maybe with your dr bc it’s so annoying to take them out all the time and now i never have to pop my labret or my plugs out etc ☺️ (also yes i’m comfort watching the backlog in a duvet ball ok)

[@FerSanchezArt]

The part with the cat watching and yelling at the bird… so wholesome

[@themidnightreader]

omg, I love mouse guard! It has a RPG version you can play which is how I know it! THERE'S A BOOK THOUGH EXCUSE ME???!! Major Redwall vibes. I haven't been this happy since finding out there was a tea dragon society card game 😂

[@jaimyboelen9445]

Omg this video is the treat of the century!!!! A 55 minute vlog from my favourite comfort youtuber 🤯🥺❤️ I am savouring this video like good cheese, I watch 10 minutes every time I need it and boy it is good. 🥰

[@rebeccawalter4901]

I loved this vlog so much! I just found your channel and I’m in love with your energy, insights, and overall vibe! 💕✨

[@stefanienordstrom6750]

The Doves/Pigeons are my cat's favorite to cackle at too!

[@janisjay]

I've been having a rough month & your videos always feel like a nice warm hug!! love you

[@bby.kaylamarie]

I just wanted to say how much I love your channel❤️ it’s so different and unique and gives me nostalgia vibes! Keep being you! Also like that you read books most booktubers dont.

[@katiemariereads]

I'd never heard of cognitive overstimulation before SO interesting! Rumi headbutting you was heart melting 😭 Really excited to pick up the employees! I hope you love something in the water it was the perfect turn your brain off book for me :)

[@priscillacosta1307]

An hour long vlog? SUBLIME!

[@MorningGlimmerLibrary]

CBT /IS/ FANCY GASLIGHTING!!! I highly recommend DBT books (Dialectical Behavior Therapy.) I don't know if there's one for pain, but it's essentially a little bit of CBT but mostly mindfulness. CBT never worked for me and neither did regular therapy. The only thing with DBT is it's a lot of work and practice, but worth it imo. Hope you find a book that works

[@azulfernandez3703]

I LOVEEEEE a long vlog, it gives yummy food inspiration, getting things done inspiration, reading books inspiration and all along self compassion and dealing with no so fun things that are definitely out of our control but life is still good- sort of inspiration. Thank you I love your videos and you make me feel not so alone in the world.

[@claudiakayokai5682]

My goodness, how have I only just stumbled across you?! That’s the rest of my year sorted. What a joy you are. X

[@danieladamico5485]

i felt the exact same way about my brilliant friend. didn't dnf it but also didn't enjoy it that much. i had such high expectations because lots of people seem to love it, but oh well, it happens. loved this long vlog so much, it was super fun to watch 🧡✨

[@meganwright8308]

Missed seeing you for the past few weeks but glad you're back! Hope you're doing ok. It's always so nice to visit your cozy corner of the internet :D

[@francescakyanda9182]

the Just Dance hype is so REAL, my personal favorites from childhood are "Baby One More Time" and "Dynamite", my dad used to rent them for my sister and I on Redbox

[@SyMpHOny893]

im obsessed with your bangs 🫶🏻

[@janina6206]

thank you for blessing us with 55:55 minutes!!

[@xxlobke]

I’m so happy to be spending 55 minutes with you Ally 🫶🏻

[@aaaariane]

i just dropped everything when i saw you posted, i am so excited🥳

[@MackenzieEvan]

ugh I love listening to your thought processes

[@SHINeefreak95]

Finally watching the Vlog since we got our internet back 🙌🏻 project hail Mary became one of my favourite books this year and I'm not a sci-fi girly myself 😂 I really recommend the audiobook it just elevates the experience SO much!

[@TheArtfulBrittani]

Migraines are definitely not a "one size fits all" with pain. I sometimes get vertigo and walking would not be good advice, but sometimes I also benefit from physical activity. Its definitely a personal journey with pain and what each individual can handle and what actually helps. For me, one migraine attack can be better after hydration or food, others I get to the end of my list of "helps" and just have to endure until its over.

[@allisonpaiges]

110% theres so many migraine flavors!

[@tabbysilberman7446]

so excited for you to read nevermoor!!!! it's so fun and interesting and joyful

[@fraffee]

Most nourishing and pure 55 min ever

[@raevynwoods9403]

the distinction between sensory overwhelm and cognitive overwhelm is such a useful one, and I'd never heard of it before! So thanks for mentioning that!

[@peanut2089]

Fresh meat here....omg I love your videos. The music you include, the cozy vibes, the radical acceptance of just BEING. I love it!

[@allisonw.7846]

nevermoor is a perfect fall read! can’t wait to hear your thoughts on it

[@SaraRose_cozy]

Bedding twins 👯‍♀️ love that bandana print set from IKEA! Also the wo story had me BUCKLED OVER LMAO

[@marylambert839]

i felt the same way about the memory police!

[@sarahmaryja9762]

Ally!!! I needed this video so much, it came at just the right time. I've been feeling pretty off track since the beginning of august bc my classes ended and i moved back home for the summer and everything felt like it took too much energy. I've been feeling a little better this weekend and I've decided to get back into self-care and a routine to make the most of my summer and your old vlogs have been my companions for the last few days. ((I'm one of those silent viewers that loves your videos but never comments but now I'm considering joining the patreon for the discord because I just apprechiate the energy you bring to your corner of the internet so much; thank you sm))

[@jayweasley]

“CBT to me is just very fancy gaslighting” is the realest thing ever as an autistic chronically ill person myself! Very very sadly had to break up w my therapist after she refused to pivot away from CBT😭 but it just doesn’t compute for my brain ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[@boy_topics]

omg "I struggle to think my way out of my reality" is right on the nose, CBT can be so frustrating.

[@ariverdreaming]

Your videos are the coziest nook in my KZbin universe 🥹 also your cat!!!

[@Notesofcitrus]

HOUR LONG VLOG LFG!!!! ❤️❤️❤️

[@Garrian13]

After a bad day.. I'm smiling and laughing with you only a few minutes in. Immediately subscribed! 💕

[@JanAgaton]

omg i LOVE We Spread; it was my #1 of 2022 and i've owned Memory Police for a while now so thank you for that comparison 'cause i'll def be prioritizing it now!

[@allisonpaiges]

yesssss LOVED we spread!