5 Signs You Might be Asexual

[@lynnsaga1397]

Hey Everyone!! I just want to thank everyone who has been watching this video. It has blown up my channel and i can't thank you enough. I know some of you have been asking about an aromantic version of this video aaaaand I just want to let you know it is out right now. I will be linking "5 Signs You Might Be Aromantic" here if any of you want to check it out!! kzbin.info/www/bejne/j3jZnGSrZd6Wfsk

[@keala4042]

I'm happy to know I'm not the only asexual

[@lawo3917]

Omg! You are so cute. Thank you for posting, very informational.

[@SpectreNS7]

🤔 I find plenty of people attractive (Yourself included). But, I just have no desire to talk to people or to put energy towards something I just know that I don't really care so much for. I do like writing and texting about it though... ... yay

[@AZ-ms6if]

Thx for this it answered a lot of my questions and now I think I'm leaning more towards being asexual and not so confused, I also love rainbows so maybe that should've been a sign. But if your asexual do some still have a sex drive to play with themselves but not others?

[@pusheenplayz3518]

I think I might be asexual And this helps alot thx 🖤💜

[@kiyomi8067]

Sign #6: You're watching this video.

[@月光-z6q]

Fair point, lmao

[@linnyliza]

i feel very called out rn

[@Ana-tq2if]

Well, I'm watching it because KZbin reccomended it to me so I decided to watch it, even if I'm not asexual and I'm completely sure about that, to understand asexuals, to learn about them. I think it's necessary to learn about other sexual orientations and to also understand people that are not the same as us. But, yes. The majority of people who whatched the video whatched it because they want to find out if they're asexual, which probably means that they actually are asexual xd

[@emmuspublikus]

@@Ana-tq2if I am one of the people who is watching this because I'm starting to identify as ace, but it's really nice that you're one of those good people out there, just trying to be the best ally they can

[@heavenmartinez5889]

@@emmuspublikus same!

[@cidevant002]

If you spend your entire teenage years being "but they aren't that hot" everytime your classmate were swoonin about some celebrity and thought you must really have a extremely specific taste.

[@dhaha2664]

Yes. My specific taste is anime boys

[@Creatorsan]

Litteraly every guy in my classes isn't attractive to me. Celebs are only hot because they present themselves that way. At the same time, I've had this female friend for years. And I've had a crush on her, but not in a romantic way. More of a emotional way. She taught me about the things I love now and I really owe it to her. Haven't been around her cause of Covid and it sucks. Maybe I'm that type of person who only develops feelings for someone after they've known them for a long time.

[@charcoal5825]

@@Creatorsan you could be demisexual I think. Wish you the best in finding your sexuality!

[@dhaha2664]

@@Creatorsan If I remember correctly, that’s called demisexual which is kinda related to being asexual

[@_k1llj0ys]

That is me. My ex always was talking about how cute some boys are and my bsf finds Draco cute but I’m there like “...I don’t see it thoooo”

[@corinnae.7877]

Yes, finally aesthetic attraction is mentioned. "Like you are beautiful, your body is beautiful, but I'm not attractived to you in this way. Like I see you as an art piece." -me, trying to put together how I feel about this.

[@jinx1890]

YES you put it into words!! like- i do think that the person’s body is wonderful like a work of art, but i don’t feel an urge to do anything *more*,, and if i do then it’s v rare-

[@corinnae.7877]

@@jinx1890 Yes preach. Like a woman's body for example is such a beautiful art piece, and I just want to appreciate it in that way. The problem with that is you are seen as a creep.

[@chl3rine143]

EXACTLY

[@gos1029]

Yeees

[@icecreamlover4992]

I’ve felt that b4

[@Isabella-bj2kd]

Currently trying to figure out if I'm just insecure with a fear of intimacy or asexual... Wish me luck.

[@cattrickie]

same, big same

[@emilia.ac.2153]

Jup Same here

[@bob-uv3ls]

Same honestly

[@evan3714]

Same same

[@Rose-Sigh]

Me as well! Good luck xx

[@WillowMallabar]

I still can't get my head around the fact that people get sexual crushes on each other. Just the idea of that makes me so uncomfy Edit: I still don't get "sexual crushes" on other people, but I'm definitely less averse to the topic of sexuality than I was when I wrote this comment. I'm two years older now, nearly an adult. I want to leave this note to anyone reading this: I get the impression that many of you are teenagers too. Be careful not to stick labels on yourself. Sometimes you just need to give yourself a little more time to realise who you actually are and what you're comfortable with. Everybody is unique and everyone experiences sexuality differently; you don't need to define yourself or put yourself into a box. Give yourself the room to develop into the person you're meant to be. Take care and make sure you're drinking enough water. :)

[@maelenia]

@@WillowMallabar Felt

[@Nokyyyyy]

Same same same

[@DiamantisHell]

I mean same, people becoming aroused over other people os beyond my comprehension lol

[@jamesr6829]

its more like a natural set for many people as sexual attraction is a form to ensure the continuance of the species. All people have different preferences in what they like . people can express love in many different ways, like vocally, physically, or the small actions you might do for your pathner.

[@misspenguin6215]

Sameee

[@lisa-zq3pc]

my search history is like “are you ace?” “signs that you’re asexual” “am i lesbian” “things that lesbians do”

[@babivox]

STOP ME TOO im unlabeled rn

[@June-sq1ub]

maybe you're an asexual lesbian! (homoromantic ace to be specific 👀)

[@gracetaylor2767]

haha, mine is like "lgbt memes" "define biromantic" "how to know if you're asexual" "how to know if you're biromantic" "aromantic meaning" "biromantic - asexual subtle wallpaper" -> Just to add, I now identify as Biro-Ace, although I'm still closeted to everyone but my best friend

[@snem9381]

good luck! you don't need to find a label and stick with it, I hope you feel welcome in queer communities, I believe in you:)

[@gracetaylor2767]

@@snem9381 awww, thank you so much! That means a lot to me

[@kirleysrowl9445]

Wait... Crushes can be sexual? 😳

[@gio4blue]

.... I guess 0-0

[@indiemoon4546]

i- i guess?! maybe?! what?!

[@pleaseignorethisismyoldaccount]

Me, an asexual who's never had crush:

[@mariafausti3128]

wait tf??

[@plut0_blu3]

I guess? I've never had crushes but if I ever do, it will be for their personality. Not because I want to have sex with them. That's just weird. This is why I'm wondering if I'm asexual. I just want friends and maybe a relationship, but not a sexual one.

[@zoinksscoop20yearsago68]

Me here liking romantic things like cuddling or hugs, but being sex repulsed and still questioning if I'm asexual or not, while looking at a "are you asexual?" video is kinda my late night thing rn

[@gaanadelrey]

Literally me... It's 5:00 am😶

[@dreamknight1776]

Why are we the same rn

[@lottapitchy9625]

Yes, because hugs and cuddling are ✨spicy✨ to me already hah I’m questioning if I’m ace or not and I’m currently watching all of the asexual videos on KZbin to help me figure it out, whilst also trying to figure out how I’ll tell my friend if I am, because I’m not planning on telling my parents if I am ace or not (this is something that I just don’t feel will make an impact on my daily life, it’s not that my parents aren’t ok with it (actually I don’t know what they think about it so I guess I’ll have to ask later)). I’m thinking telling my friend with a meme, because we’re _those_ type of people, you know, with one of those big brain memes. Around two months ago, she actually told me that she thinks I’m ace (the irony) and I told her that it’s really not nice to assume anyone’s sexuality or sexual orientation. In the end, I’m probably only telling that one friend because she’s meh best friend and she’s dealing with something similar already; also my area probably wouldn’t be ok with that because ‘(not very progressive) Christianity blah blah blah’. My outstretched family is pretty much the same, most of them are extremely Christian (or whatever _that_ means), so no telling them for me :D Imma go ahead and keep it under wraps (is this a saying because I feel like it is, but I suck at words) because I don’t personally feel that this will affect my daily life strongly at the moment. I guess that means I’m an asexual in the closet (is this a thing idk) who wants to stay in the closet lol There might’ve been a switch in language somewhere in that mess. I realized around 20 seconds in that, yes, I am in fact, *asexual* * g a s p * :o I don’t know why I typed all of this out for strangers on the internet to read, but I did. It kind of helps and is a bit therapeutic to me. Idk why. So, I guess these are closing remarks, thanks for reading, or not reading, this garbled up mess of my thoughts that I’m sharing with y’all on the internet :) Thanks for attending me TedTalk... ahahaha I’m hilarious... hah... I’ll see myself out now

[@joy7367]

aaah this is very relatable and i hope you figure out what you want to figure out! also, love the venti pfp :)

[@joy7367]

@@lottapitchy9625 congrats for figuring yourself out! do what makes you happy and only tell it to the people you feel like telling it too :) i haven't told it to anyone but a few friends either, it's not like my family would reject me but it sometimes just doesn't feel necessary... i also feel like there might be some sort of imposter syndrome where im like what if im wrong :0 (which is stupid and sucks bc asexuality is definitely real and valid) but yea sorry for ranting my point is take your time and do what makes you happy!

[@suniide]

Hours of searching and I’m STILL stuck. Asexuality feels like the answer but at the same time I’m not convinced so I’m tryna figure out which ace I am Update: wow so it’s been 2 years and I’m here to say that if you relate to my comment in any way ur definitely ace. Which one? Don’t know but if you were confused on that part u shouldn’t be now, hope this helps!

[@dreamknight1776]

WHY THE HELL CAN I RELATE TO THIS ENTIRE COMMENT SECTION

[@annab1476]

This. Literally me

[@soaphunnie]

That is exactly how I feel right now. I’m 25, I thought I would know by now

[@Ballsmasher11037]

Have you ever heard of gray-ace or demisexual?

[@soaphunnie]

Just got done with several hours of research, very surprised actually find a fit for me. Under ace-spec I found Encephalaroace

[@saiyakyy]

As an ace, I sometimes have a really hard time figuring out if I like someone or if I just really want to be their friend or if there really is a different between the two...

[@min_nad]

YES!!! It's the same for me

[@hijabfatima5600]

101% true .. i'm not the only one confused 😅

[@leolion3323]

Same. If you ever get the answers let me know because I am constantly confused about this. I can’t tell if I’ve had crushes or if they were just me really admiring them and wanting to become their close friend. And what is really the difference???

[@saiyakyy]

@Amo O'Neil dang just looked up that term and it totally makes sense to me! Thanks!

[@xwxnum]

Saaamee

[@fluffdoesntdostuff1586]

omfg as an asexual it is infuriating when someone says you "just havent found the right person yet honey" like no i just wanna draw and eat macaroni please stop saying that its making me uncomfy

[@noped6168]

Ahkskskks Ikr! my best friend said that to me and I wanted to punch her in the face instead I went "oh yeah maybe😊"😒

[@beemaster6950]

see in my case, im getting told that it might change in the future because im just barely a teenager, so its really starting to confuse me a lot :( i just want to say to any fellow asexuals, identify yourself how you see fit, and not how others think is fit for you.

[@wordforger]

The older you get, the more obvious it becomes to most people that know you that it's baked in. Chin up

[@Bee-fu9uz]

Hey fam I'm going out on a limb here and mentioning that your description of your ideal life sounds a lot more akin to the aroace fantasy, have you considered looking into that?

[@fluffdoesntdostuff1586]

@@Bee-fu9uz i know im not aro/ace, i might be demiromantic but idk

[@claresherman2278]

I’m 54 and I’ve only just realised! I thought I was just a broken heterosexual.Society dictates that people should come in pairs, sadly.

[@katiepitts7674]

I'm so happy for you!

[@ammerslo2632]

Yes🤗

[@JellySkyy_real]

I feel so happy for you! I hope you’re having an amazing day/night :)

[@maxinecalyptus1639]

I'm 31 and only now considering it. I really appreciate your comment here

I'm 48, going through a separation, and came to this realization like hitting a brick wall

[@konanok]

me watching this knowing full well that im asexual and still being shocked that i check all these boxes

[@jakk9560]

Same

[@facelessdrone]

Lmaoooo same bro

[@piratenerdz1602]

Ha ha same. Shocked pikachu face right there

[@alastair1679]

Lol same

[@emilym9591]

Same lol

[@EasterWitch]

I would just pick one person to have a long distance crush on, but never actually talk to them. I liked the idea of having a crush, but not the idea of having a boyfriend.

[@ROSIE-sp1wx]

And I literally thought I was abnormal or weird lol gtk it's not only me

[@armyoftinymoas]

Same! I definitely have always experienced some asthetic attraction and so I had crushes on people I found cute when I was younger, which gave me something to talk with friends about, but I remember how uncomfortable it made me when they would like suggest I go talk to them or ask them out and I was like "Wait, what? Why would I do that?"

[@min_nad]

Maybe you are aro(?

[@EasterWitch]

@@min_nad Yes, I think I am demisexual, not fully asexual.

[@min_nad]

@@EasterWitch omg I'm demi as well!

[@screeb0746]

I honestly think I fall under aesthetic attraction because *A N I M E M E N* are pretty

[@karenvalcon8667]

KSJDKFJFKKF OOOO ME TOO

[@sushimelon4798]

😂

[@veronicarodriguez9917]

yep, they are. That's why I like anime and manga XD

[@alanna6035]

Yesssss!!!

[@carlasosa2191]

Same here

[@opprrer3328]

I have had crushes, but just in a way of wanting to be with them, near them, but I have never felt sexual attraction towards anyone Edit: wow, I’m glad people feel the same! A story I have that might make it easier for non-asexual people to understand!: I was in love with a boy in my class for about 8 months. Not once, not a single time did I imagine sleeping with him or doing anything like that. My friends asked me once: «what’s the dirtiest thought you’ve had about him?» (we played truth or dare) and they were shocked when I said «actually..I haven’t thought about anything like that». They were like «what? Are you even in love with him??» and yes I absolutely was, I was deeply in love. For me, as an asexual person, love and sex has no connection. For many people, I guess they are connected - but not for me. I loved to hug him, talk to him and be in his presence - but I had no wish or intention of doing anything sexual with him.

[@lucy.jba5]

me too, i’d just like to cuddle and watch movies and hold hands 🥺💀

[@purprr8208]

yeah me too, like, ive never imagined actually being in a legitimate sexual relationship with them

[@altf4582]

Thats still 100% valid

[@ace_of_cups4096]

Ok, im not alone! This is every guy i thought i wanted to date, but if anyone ever asked me what i wanted out of outside of dates and hanging out, i got SEVERELY uncomfortable and bullshitted everything so they would stop or just changed the subject

[@JuliaE5]

I feel this way too

[@FaliusAren]

- "Little to no crushes" - *starts intensely worrying if my average crushes per year number is too high*

[@leaftiger12]

I think that one is subjective, you can still have crushes as an ace that are platonic, romantic, ect. Just not sexual.

[@just_jana9959]

@@leaftiger12 or a lower amount of sexual crushes for grey-asexuls

[@dreamknight1776]

Haha same

[@phoenix72999]

I get the most random crushes on older guys sometimes, making me want to spend time with them or even look better for them. But I feel like it's mostly just either me identifying and sympathizing with them emotionally and/or just being impressed by them. The occasional woman as well. And there were like two people in my life that I found good looking enough to notice them because of that. I had one actually intimate experience so far, with someone I suddenly felt like I wanted to spend lots of time with so I asked him out and I felt something... When we were together. But it was... Not really it, pretty sure I could have done without the intimate stuff even though just cuddling was kind of nice. And we never actually had ***. I am/have been wondering a lot about my sexuality as well. But I did recognize myself a bit in that video...

[@boop5636]

Starts thinking about if I reached my crush quota

[@moonlight.z6543]

The idea of just liking someone for their body literally had me confused back in the day. Like, I just didn't understand... How could you possibly just wanna do the dirty, before like being super duper close and familiar with that person? Or, like, thinking someone you've never met before is hot? Like I still kinda feel like clubbing and randomly snogging someone there is a work of fiction, but apparently people do that. Even in high school I was always so confused when my friends would feel attracted to this one guy and I'd be like "But you've never actually talked?" I feel like an alien sometimes, so I guess the rumours are true.

[@Nuwanda-ev3ij]

Your comment just made me feel completely understood for the first time! I too often feel like an alien whenever friends of mine start talking about who they find attractive etc. E.g. when they ask me which football player I think is the hottest and I'm like "I don't care how they look, I don't even know them personally!" It just feels like such a relief to find that there are people out there feeling the same way that I do!

[@moonlight.z6543]

@@Nuwanda-ev3ij Yeah! For such a long time, I used to think that I'm broken, or there's something off about me. Turns out, I'm just asexual. It feels super nice to know that actual people like me exist!

[@petal9849]

Ikr if I had to do the dirty it would be someone I'm super duper close to and in a solid relationship. I think I might be a bit of a people pleaser lol. I m ace and I m sex indifferent. I dan have sex for my partner, but not for me.

[@FishCrackerss]

I literally just realized that during my hole childhood i would think that people spend years knowing each other and THEN maybe feel something towards them... HOW DID I NOT REALIZE SOONER I WAS ASEXUAL? I DON'T KNOW!

[@iKnowYourAddressJohn.]

Yep. One of my good friends is obsessed with some dude one year above us and she's super stressed out about him moving a building and her not being able to see him anymore but SHE NEVER EVEN TALKED TO HIM

[@mjh8237]

I had no idea crushes were a sexual thing until THIS YEAR. I’m 22🙈

[@Leo_666]

it's not necessarily sexual, can be romantic too

[@alwayshufflepuff8233]

same I just thought that it meant that you are kinda in love with someone but not that much that you would call it "in love".... oops😂 btw, I'm 19😂

[@facelessdrone]

Saaaame, except im not 22, lol.

[@raineterni2219]

Wait, are they?! Oh... ;-; Good to know I guess.

[@alintje11]

Google the word squish, that opened my world

[@the_worst_of_the_best399]

Saying "You haven´t met the right person yet" is as shitty as telling someone "you will start liking sex, noone really enjoys it the first time". Especially when you say it to a girl. It happened to me and confused me for the longest time. Remember, there is a difference between wanting to do it and finding out you didn´t enjoy it as much (and maybe wanting to try again) and not really wanting to do it from the start.

[@louenry]

My best friend (at the time) told me exactly that, even after I explained to her what being asexual means and that it doesn’t work that way. It was really frustrating, because she was, to this day, only the second person I told this and she reacted that way. I was always there for her and she didn’t even care to ask for further explanation or something. She even gifted me cond*ms for my 18th birthday - like she literally forgot I told her or something. I just ignored it and didn’t say anything (I threw them away immediately after she was gone lol). But she isn’t even a real friend to me anymore - so I’m not mad 🤣 I‘m just still annoyed, I guess. Being vulnerable and telling your best friend and then your voice gets shut down like that. I hope that in the future people are more open to actually understand that we exist, that not everyone wants to do it.

[@IronycheinPain]

as someone who's parents and classmates told me that, it awfully pissed me off. My conversation with the former mentioned actually made me cry because I tried to make them understand but then they kept going "you should like someone, right?!"

[@SpinDuality]

I feel like people confuse asexuals and aromantics alot

[@cryarachan11]

​@@louenry bro what kind of shitty friend is that gifting cindom for your 18th birthday? 💀

[@francis7336]

Important note: You can be asexual but still be attracted to others romantically. There's also something called being aromantic which would mean you're also not interested in any kind of relationship. You can be asexual without being aromantic and vice versa :)

[@yashom306]

Same I fall in love with few men even have many celebrity crushes but never interested in sex with them

[@ArtsyXylith]

Exactly. Even tho asexuality and aromanticism come hand in hand, u can be asexual and still want a romantic relationship, or u can be aromantic and still want or be in a sexual relationship

[@JJ_TheGreat]

To me, I think being aromantic would be very boring 😞

[@francis7336]

@@JJ_TheGreat In return, to me relationships sound extremely stressful 😂 My days are already filled with work and hobbies, I wouldn't know how to squeeze in relationship responsibilities too

[@piratenerdz1602]

6) you don't understand the obsession with nakedness! Naked bodies are simply naked bodies in your eyes. You don't understand the appeal of someone with no clothes on

[@laneyyyyyyyyy]

same it seems so creepy to me-

[@mrtuwnbr]

Omg yess

[@ohayo_alice]

I like ppl better with their clothes on, tbh

[@Memistical]

@@ohayo_alice same

[@theaboveaveragefangirl]

I always thought people looked better with clothes ON. I don't get what's so attractive about boobs and abs etc.

[@keppler1498]

1. lack of interest in intimacy 0:35 2. you haven't met "the one" 1:43 3. not looking for a relationship 2:32 4. little to no crushes 3:28 5. aesthetic vs sexual (+ romantic) attraction 5:18

[@ozilsanchez5094]

thank you!!

[@starlightpoppy741]

Thank you bae!

[@amber-leighdavis8082]

Thank yii ou u

[@amazonmonopoly6869]

Not even enough libido to like a piercing & cant stand a lot of women.

[@soul77736]

thankkk uuu ◡̈

[@melododie]

I've been questioning for so long and at this point I'm staying unlabeled and proud lol

[@lafee479]

honestly at this point i’m just gonna go with the flow! who cares abt labels

[@bornwithoutconsentobviously]

Yeah the ace label is also something I kind of let go off for a while now

[@Cherrycreamsoda1]

Yeah

[@ladysophia7469]

Let us be

[@sssophie9292]

😅 oh the confusion I don't think I care too much now it'd just be nice to understand my own feelings or lack thereof and have a label to make it easier to explain if the need came to share Going with questioning for now

[@djmeatbeats1795]

All these damn years I thought I wanted to be with this guy... BUT ALL I WANTED WAS TO BE HIS FRIEND!?? OH MY GOD IT FEELS GREAT TO UNDERSTAND

[@ananda437]

So relatable😂

[@fenixmeaney6170]

Same I like the way girls look, but I've NEVER wanted to get in one's pants It took me 23 years to figure that out

[@Sluppie]

@@fenixmeaney6170 Same here.

[@kingapple02]

What you have is probably a squish - judging from your description you want to be friends (squish) with the person instead of date the person (crush).

[@purprr8208]

RIGHT??? like i couldnt stop looking at this one boy-we used to talk and occasionally do, but like all this time i thought i had a crush on him But in reality, i just wanted to be his friend. I had a friend who liked him (and everyone knew) but while it only hurt me a little bit-i didnt care that much! He could date whoever he wanted, and the thought of kissing him (kissing anyone,really) was very iffy. So it was either a romantic crush, or i really wanted to be his friend AND YES IT SO DOES FEEL GREAT TO UNDERSTAND

[@Noellefromhell_]

Me:I think I've finally figured out my sexuality My recommendations: *about that*

[@daliaelena1525]

CAN RELATE HHAHAHA *cries*

[@roscoehq2548]

Not just you 😩😩

[@chris_1412]

I do experience like “oh that person is hot, and I want to get to know them and be their friend” but I never wanted to have sex with them. But I still am not sure if it is just my anxiety. I always wondered, am I just afraid of intimacy? I’ve been single and “sexless” for a long time and I am okay with that, I don’t feel the need for sex. But I always feel like sex is expected and you have to have sex to be in a relationship, and that terrifies me. In theory, that is not true, you don’t need to have sex, but I am afraid many people expect it. I am surrounded by people who all had sexual experiences, which makes me feel insecure and like a weirdo for not doing it. At the same time, when I hear about women having traumas from past relationships (I’m a girl too), it makes me distrust people and even more scared of intimate encounters. Well, I am still unsure if I am ace or it’s my social anxiety. But that’s just me, and I respect people who are asexual and they are valid. Thanks for this video and thanks if you read that far.

[@just1bandfan104]

I feel exactly the same way! All the "crushes" that I've had are like people who I consider attractive but I don't really want to be in a relationship with them because I don't want kiss them or have sex with them and I feel like that's required?? Like my idea of a relationship is eating food together and like driving around and listening to music idk😭😭 I've never been in a relationship before and I want to at some point but I feel so weird and awkward because so many people around me have already been in multiple relationships and have had sex multiple times with like a good amount of people and I'm over here like excuse me how??? What?? People just do this??

[@gabrielagrestethethird277]

Chris, are you me?

[@chelidecarolis9458]

Same here ! Also as a Ace person myself ,

[@kiralalala22]

I really understand you

[@debosmitagupta166]

So true. This exactly mee

[@nova_cove]

6th sign: *you got recommended this-*

[@johnnys-left-earring]

I- I did...

[@meganmartinez314]

@@johnnys-left-earring same...

[@ItsMeMangyCarl]

Oml-

[@thecrimson3786]

🤣😅 oop

[@anemoneeee286]

the only way i can imagine myself in a relationship is if we: 1) don’t do the dirty (if u know what i mean) 2) don’t kiss on the lips (idk it just kinda grosses me out) 3) the only “touching” we do is holding hands/ hugging 😆

[@farsyed5126]

yep same tho

[@paanora440]

Yes.. I agree.

[@cerise2206]

Same

[@VaudevilleVixen]

Same. I still want to go on dates and be in a monogamous relationship with someone just without the physical parts.

[@dreamydailine]

this is an odd question does licking count in that list for any of you?

[@travywavy00]

i think the fact that my search history is filled with “how to know if your ace„, “how to know your sexuality„, “is something wrong with me if my friends are dating and i'm not„, and “what to do if you are not interested in sexual actives„ says enough. lololol

[@deoxiribo]

Yes! One of my biggest signs was no crushes. My cousins tried to make me choose someone from a boy band poster when I was a kid. My answer was none, so I just picked one so they’d leave me alone. Apparently I chose the wrong one?! (There was a wrong answer?!)

[@lynnsaga1397]

RIGHT!! It's so interesting to look back and be like oooooh there were signs all along

[@roari-clydea.soule-fahey1756]

A friend in middle school tried to get me to do the same thing so we could go on a double date. I ended up just picking this new guy who I hadn't already known for a year. And then a bunch of his friends started making sex jokes, which, as a 12 year old, made me *really* uncomfortable. But maybe the lack of romantic attraction is why it didn't hurt when he broke up with me during the summer.

[@leolion3323]

I have been lowkey worried for a while bc I don’t experience crushes almost at all and I felt like I might be aro because of that (there’s nothing wrong with that I just personally want to be in a romantic relationship at some point in my life). I’m glad it’s something others also experience along with their asexuality and that it’s not just me.

[@squashfei8907]

OMG same one time my school went on a trip to China and we went to a school in China with a bunch of the kids that went there and some of the girls from the Chinese school asked me to point out which of the boys in their class that I liked and I just picked a random one and they were like "what?! him?!?!?!" and it was very uncomfortable.

[@woozisguitar450]

YOO WTH THIS EXACT THING HAPPENED TO ME! Although it was my older sister and with One Direction

[@briannaclipper7423]

I used to wonder how people could possibly want to actually pursue sexual relationships. Like, I've always liked the surface of a relationship-- the cuddles and romance, because I'm a sap like that-- but just the thought of the other parts have always made me uncomfortable, even without ever experiencing it. I am very sex-repulsed and have never wanted to be with someone else that way, which basically crumbled this picture of the perfect family I wanted to make one day. I always felt broken, especially considering I've never wanted anything more than to have a family and kids. But it's not wrong or broken, and there doesn't need to be the "right person" to change who I am. Adoption is there for a reason, and I am perfectly capable on my own. Thanks for casually validating my existence, Lynn Saga.

[@Sluppie]

This is me. I like cuddles and I like the thought of having a family but I'm just not really interested in the other stuff. Sex just does not matter to me and it never will, and I don't see why it has to.

[@mariafausti3128]

you could still adopt :) there's a lot of kids under the system who are having the worst time of their life rn and I'm sure they'd be glad to have someone like you as a parent :D idk though adopting might be not preferred for some people though but whatever you end up doing you have my full support!

[@plut0_blu3]

I feel the same way. Like, cuddles and some kisses, movie dates and hanging out? Hell yeah. But sex? Hell no. It just grosses me out and I'm not really sure why people want that. I understand it's their opinion, but I do not want that in my life. (I'm still kinda questioning and I'm only 13 so I'm not that sure but it's a huge possibility that I'm asexual)

[@xnottoday_]

that’s literally me. i used to think “well i’m too young so maybe that’s why.” but everyone else was getting into it, and i don’t like the idea of people putting their parts in me or vice versa. it sounds unsanitary and disgusting, but if ur into that, yay

[@plut0_blu3]

@@xnottoday_ same. I still think I might be too young (I'm 13) but I just really don't like the idea of someone putting... stuff... in me (that made me sick to write). It's just gross.

[@malu8380]

I’m an asexual but I’ve had quite a few crushes entering my teens! But it’s like “they are pretty like a work of art, their personality is so cool and fun, so sweet I want to cuddle and kiss them and do cute romantic stuff” But they never work out :’((

[@gabrys0o0]

thats exactly what i feel like

[@ladycoyote992]

I'm ace and got dragged into the BDSM community as a teenager by a friend. Over the years, I came to realize that the majority of this community seem to be much more accepting of asexuals than the rest of society. Someone who is a member of the lifestyle understands more than someone who isn't.

[@andynonymous6769]

How can you be part of the bdsm community and never have sex though? Not trying to sound confrontational, I'm just curious

[@TinyGhosty]

@@andynonymous6769 BDSM is not inherently sexual. Yes it can exist within a sexual experience but that does not mean it is sexual by default. Many BDSM communities host events where people participate in kink activities but do not have sex, it is purely for kink expression and experience. I am a kink oriented asexual person and I enjoy the break from reality and sensuality and closeness I get from fulfilling my kink but I do not wish for it to be sexual. Feeling sensual over something or intimate in a situation does not equate sexual interest or expression. Hope that clears some of it up for you!

[@andynonymous6769]

@@TinyGhosty thanks for sharing, I had no idea!

[@TinyGhosty]

@@andynonymous6769 Glad I could share some helpful info!

[@melododie]

That's actually super interesting :)

[@nottodaynint.nottoday2235]

am i the only ace who has a billion crushes? 😭 edit: what's with all these "yeah but they're fictional" replies? fictional/drawn characters are literally made to exentuate attractive features, what do you expect? 😂

[@Thickums57]

I've had so many that its ridiculous at this point😂

[@mariafausti3128]

right?? most of mine are fictional but still lmao

[@damndanim]

Me too, but I still don't know if I'm asexual. I don't know if I don't like sex or I don't experience sexual attraction (I don't know the difference but I think there's one lol). Please help

[@cvs3740]

AHAHA same but they’re more platonic and wholesome

[@jewelminess]

sAME I HAVE A BUNCH OF FICTIONAL CRUSHES THAT AREN'T EVEN REAL. I thought I was weird lol

[@oogabooga5510]

i remember how i forced myself to “like” someone. of course it didn’t work, and it only made me feel really bad about myself. have any of you guys done the same too? idk if i’m alone on this or nah

[@spiritk3024]

Ive done that a lot too

[@hannah-gm4bl]

In kindergarten every girl had a crush on this one guy so I was like, “Time to fit in boys.” And pretended to like him. 💀

[@jjtian4670]

I’ve done this before (when I was younger). now I’m just like whatever man I don’t have a crush

[@susantaylor8628]

I went from romantic relationship to friends with benefits and I don't think I can go on like this... I like the cuddles but everything else is just too much. I have a voice in my head telling me "But you enjoyed this at some point, now you wanna give it up?" As if I'm closing a door forever. But the truth is that the sexual part of all of this just frustrates me. And whatever future me likes and desires, I can't ignore current me getting more and more irritated.

[@sophiathefurbst]

I don’t think I’m even ace (I just came here to learn about it) and I did this once, too. I’ve questioned and concluded(??) that I’m not under the aro spectrum or anything and are just kinda picky, but I felt like something was wrong with me since I wasn’t really having any crushes compared to the people around me (I had one that lasted like 2 years, one that lasted like a year, and two instances that I don’t really know if I liked them or what, one of the instances occurred after this, and it only the other one occurred to me that I may have liked them only recently, and it still very well could have been a squish) so I just tried to force myself to like x person for an amount of time that felt long, because we were kinda friends and his mom liked me, but once I was around him I realized I still just didn’t like him, and I think I gave up after that.

[@jaysenconerly2430]

- I might not be gay .... I think I'm Asexual with platonic attractions towards men - my whole identity is lowkey shattering rn.... thank you 2021 for this epiphany.

[@dreamknight1776]

Hey friend, you don't have to figure out ever thing in one go

[@poemrockz]

@@dreamknight1776 ily thank you

[@ioan.c8868]

U might be a homoromantic asexual, dunno though

[@snowythecolaaddict]

tbh I am similar. with males at most I want to be friends and make jokes with them but with females I will feel an emotional and a romantic attraction to them if I known and trusted them for a while but when I look back at previous relationships or crushes I never had a sexual attraction to them which makes me more curious

[@deejay3192]

Me too! I'm a woman and sometimes I wonder if I'm lesbian but no, I realized I just love female friendships and I am fond of femininity but I am romantically attracted to guys.

[@cloud-9936]

I want an ace boyfriend with broad shoulders. I want to be hugged and feel warm, protected and loved.

[@Emy-fh1zn]

Me too!

[@cloud-9936]

@@Emy-fh1zn :D

[@brittanyparks8242]

Oh me too, friend, me freaking too.

[@srijeetasikder2678]

Same here :')

[@shijannefortissimo8856]

okay ngl I want this too I'm reserved yet relatively touch starved lol I want us to have a little cat family rather than actual children. Or if we both are aight with children, then adoption is always an option :3

[@liz8166]

I Know Im late, but I’m 14 and everyone is like ‘maybe you’ll want it when you get older’ and I definitely get the aesthetic attraction for myself I basically just want to be everyone’s friend

[@justaweebeatingpockyalonei3882]

Me too, I worry that I’m not really asexual(although I’m 99% sure i am) because im worried that people will tell me that im too young or something

[@ninaarandomhunterofartemis962]

@@justaweebeatingpockyalonei3882 Oh I'm not the only one?

[@arrowoftruth5726]

@@ninaarandomhunterofartemis962 Hello Hunter of Artemis...I used to be a one too but then I fell in love with a girl... Artemis kicked me out. (by any chance, are you a Heroes of Olympus/Percy Jackson fan?)

[@ninaarandomhunterofartemis962]

@@arrowoftruth5726 Oh Hel yeah, I love all of Rick Riordan's books so dam much!

[@arrowoftruth5726]

@@ninaarandomhunterofartemis962 I'm so glad... I have read most of them too except the very new ones... My favorite is Nico who is yours? It was nice bumping into a PJO fan...

[@MissGraves6]

I guess everyone's experiences are different, but in case anyone needs to hear this specially younger people: I have had MANY crushes and still am asexual. You can have a lot of crushes and be boy/girl crazy -heck I'm into kpop- and still not feel any desire for any kind of sexual interaction with them. Crushes can be aesthetic, crushes can be sensual, romantic, platonic, anything!! And I also wish someone had told me that you still can have sex and look forward to it when you like someone without feeling the atraction. This is an umbrella orientation and just because your experience doesn't completely relate to others it doesn't necessairly mean that you're not ace. 💖

[@sirCharon]

You wouldn't believe me how many crushes I have had on K-Idols but they are mostly aestethic and platonic

[@billay4885]

@@sirCharon honestly, I have always felt weird when other people were fangirling over a certain k-idols abs or something like that. It kinda made me feel awkward and I forced myself to fangirl alongside them because if I didn't i was scared that I would seen as a fake fan. But now I realized that its okay not to be into that cuz we all different

[@catifirefly2159]

THANK YOU ❤

[@tamararv]

Thank you! I was so confused now and I was questioning myself like ... wait ... hahah

[@asmithap6283]

Is it wrong to think that I might be ace even though I’m relatively young?

[@vergilsbeloved]

I pretty much forced all of my crushes and everything else on myself and my mom still uses it as a point against my asexuality

[@min_nad]

Oof, remember that you are valid and we will always be here for you. Maybe she just isn't used to your sexuality and needs more time

[@pd6805]

Ugh parents 🙄🙄

[@Blue-mj5gm]

Show her this video !

[@vergilsbeloved]

@@Blue-mj5gm she can't speak english :/

[@Blue-mj5gm]

@@vergilsbeloved There has to be videos in her language somewhere

[@dice4272]

I'm just looking back on all of my "crushes" and notice that i just really wanted to be their friend or just get to know them better. I know I'm ace now and that that's just a platonic crush i think it was called a squish but I'm not to sure tbh

[@goldendoodlz4555]

wait like now I think my friend from school was a "squish" :l I just saw her on the first day and was like *her. she will be my friend.*

[@ManiKais]

Looking back on all the intense crushes I had on movie stars, I realised that not once did I ever fantasise about sex with them, kissing them, or even holding hands. It would be just like, we love each other, but we're in a library, talking about stuff.

[@angels_avi8589]

WAIT IM HAVING A RELAZATION-

[@Kat_Kitsune_224]

To me the biggest sign was "aren't we too young to be thinking of these things?" And the fact that each time i had a crush (and i only had like, two on real people-) i never thought it implied that kinda stuff but it meant cuddles and all the good things :")

[@Anael_is_lost]

Relatable I'm okay with cuddles and even kisses usually but that's all

[@leticiamaranhao412]

So me. For years I thought I was just too young and would develop sexual drive with time. Only noticed that wasn't happening at around 16.

[@zuzwha]

oh my god, that is the same thing i keep telling myself all the time! when I told my friend this recently, she told me that I could be asexual and that's where I started to think about it

[@jjtian4670]

YES THIS 100%%%%%

[@abigail_cc5845]

Aye like I feel too young it feels so wrong I saw my exes genital and I was just repulsed by what he was signalling me to do I did it but I ended up crying cos I felt so repulsed I get confused with romantic feelings but sex is icky I can talk about it educationally but just me doing it makes me want to hide and not think about it

[@dinmamma134]

When I have crushes, it’s like “I really want to be near them, I want to talk to them, i wanna be their friend” and stuff like that, so I’m having a hard time figuring out if I’m ace.

[@dinmamma134]

@@whatsyourname9581 yeah, that’s a possibility, I think I actually am having those, I’ve figured out a bit more abt myself now, thank you!

[@taylorspolaroid7730]

same

[@robmob2.095]

Me too

[@logancook1419]

Why did I never know about squishes lmao that’s incredible

[@kelz4965]

Ngl I kinda needed this today :’)

[@lynnsaga1397]

I'm so happy to have helped!

[@__-sp1ly]

Same

[@coreytaylor8499]

so did I x

[@furiousfenrirblackfire671]

Same

[@squish6912]

As an aro/ace I just wanna say that there can be a deeper form of platonic love and relationships that can connect with things like sensual or physical attraction. This can lead to holding hands, cuddling, kissing, and even marriage and raising kids just as really good, warm, loving friends. I like to think of it as a super friend. You may be aro/ace if you're looking for a (platonic) relationship that revolves around warm hugs and cuddling on the couch under your favorite blanket while watching finding nemo on repeat and eating ice cream. This took me a long time to understand and I hope I can help at least one other person discover who they truly are. I love you all

[@Nicamon]

I have had *TONS* of crushes,both on real people and fictional characters(I actually am having 1 right now)and when I have a crush on someone usually I think of being with that person,cuddling,kissing,but I never think of having SEX...that usually just repulse me and makes me feel very awkward. There have been only 2 exceptions (1 of which is a real person and the other 1 is the fictional character I'm having a crush on right now),meaning that I *did/do* have more sexual fantasies about them,but,even with them,I don't think I would _actually_ go for the _act_ of sex in real life. I guess I just wanted to point out that being asexual doesn't necessarely mean be aromantic. I am a *VERY* romantic person...I just don't want to go"too far".

[@kayleyhodson7079]

This is really helpful for me to further understand that I had a squish on someone, not a crush. I thought I wanted to date this person. But I never once fantasized kissing, cuddling, even holding hands. And certainly not sex. Those thoughts made me feel awkward rather than wistful. I felt awkward every time my friend referred to my "interest" as my "love life". All I fantasized about was talking to him, being around him, and experiencing life with him as a partner platonically. So this is validating for us aromantic asexuals too :)

[@dani010203stor]

whats the character u havind a crush on? ;) also, does it happen to you that, while being ace, you still ship fictional characters and get all excited when something happens between them? even SEX???

[@kayleyhodson7079]

@@dani010203stor For me, sure. I can be happy for characters and friends, and I can enjoy their romance without having one myself :)

[@Nicamon]

@@dani010203stor I ship *TONS* of characters...SOMETIMES I also enjoy the sex scenes,but usually only between lesbians(and not necessarely _all_ of them)!;-P The characters I'm _currently_ having a crush on are Lana Crawford from"Neighbours"and Elizabeth Hawke from"Wicked Science",both played by Bridget Neval,but the only one I'm having sexual fantasies about is Elizabeth.The funny thing is that back when WS was airing I was *SCARED* of Elizabeth and I still AM 😱 but I had saved a few WS pictures years ago on my computer..including a couple of 2 blonde girls kissing...I thought 1 of them was Elizabeth so I put the pics among the WS ones.Last year I stumbled upon those pictures...I had completely forgotten about the 2 girls kissing and I was surprised that there was something like that in a teen show from the early 2000s so I've searched the episodes overcoming my fear of"the blonde girl with scary eyes";-S I've watched all the episodes and I actually got *fond* of her,to the point I FORGOT the reason why I was watching the whole thing in the 1st place!😅When I went back to watch my pictures I was like:"THE KISS!!!😲I completely forgot about it!!!🤦‍♂️"but it _wasn't_ in WS... eventually I've discovered that it was actually from"Neighbours"and I developed a crush on both Lana _and_ Elizabeth but,as I said,only the crush I have on Elizabeth also involves some"dirty thoughts"...;///-P

[@dani010203stor]

​@@kayleyhodson7079 i get like VERY excited about it! not very much with friends cause it makes me uncomfortable (maybe cause i think the conversation can turn about me and sex cause they don't know, so i get uncomfortable way ahead lol) but yeah thats what always made me doubt the modt about my asexuality. thanks for sharing!:)

[@Hallasammal]

I used to think i really wanted a relationship, but in retrospective i think i'm just afraid of being left alone in general? I never have been able to imagine myself actually dating anyone, even the couple people i've had "crushes" on. Not sure if i'm ace or just emotionally stunted though hggfhfh

[@min_nad]

Omg same, I always end up with toxic people bc of that fear

[@kini271]

Yes!! For me it's like I feel all that fluffy romance goodness when I read or watch stuff but irl I just can't really imagine doing things like that, I tried once and it was so awkward and awful and idk if it's just that the person wasnt right or if I literally just don't like romantic physical affection aaaaaa

[@min_nad]

I think we are more attracted to the idea of love and a relationship than that itself

[@sirCharon]

@@min_nad that's a good way to put it 🤔

[@kayleyhodson7079]

@@kini271 You're not alone. I'm aromantic (and asexual), and it took a long time for me to reach that conclusion or believe myself or the evidence in front of me. I thought I was just emotionally stunted too. The number of people I've friendzoned who I just couldn't understand WHY I didn't like them that way.... Several times, I did let someone try to get close to me romantically because I wanted to like them that way and thought I just had to give it a chance to grow into that, but it always ended in an awkward mess which convinced me that something was wrong with me. Some of the most stressful times for me have been when I was trying to force myself into feelings I didn't have. Nope. I'm plenty close to many people, I have strong friend relationships, and I'm an emotional person in general. I don't have any trauma that would make me afraid of a relationship or emotions. So I'm not emotional stunted...I just don't experience romantic or sexual feelings. Ever. And I can't grow into it or force it. I just. Don't experience that. And that's ok :)

[@briannagalvin762]

I think that I’m Asexual because I get very uncomfortable whenever someone starts saying oh you should get laid or “fingerblast yourself” and I’m like no I’m not interested, then they go ahead and say “what waiting for the right person”, then I get very annoyed to the point that I give the silent treatment 😳💀

[@Sluppie]

I had a couple of crushes in high school, or at least I thought I did, but looking back I realized that I didn't actually want to be *with* them. I think I was just experiencing early signs of being trans, and being a little envious of them in a "I wish I was that pretty" kind of way.

[@kamikkaze5164]

Omg sameeeeeeew. All my men crushs is like "I envy them". I want to be themm omggf

[@midget7141]

WAIT IS THAT NOT NORMAL ?????

[@thefoolsfavorite]

@@midget7141 ikr? I had crushes like that and I actually thought it was normal. Turns out I never had a crush all along.

[@midget7141]

@@thefoolsfavorite I see you play sky and also yea I guess we might be trans

[@cockycookie1]

Same

[@feministfrog803]

I feel safe here as this is a nice smol place, I am still questioning.... Edit: I am now pretty sure I am biromantic 🙂 2 edit: I came out today and I have never felt better

[@min_nad]

Take your time, no one pressures you 💖

[@amaya3387]

Same

[@cryppledbuttcheeks9392]

same man

[@ripskylerr]

I thought i was but a lot of people i knew including my friends told me its not real and just invalidated me in general so idk what i am anymore

[@atzirimarquez3347]

OMG YES other people constantly telling you that "you just haven't found the right person yet" or plainly say "you're not asexual" when I say I might be feels so frustrating and invalidating. Thanks so much for making this video!

[@yomum9404]

Fuc*, I've just realised that I'm asexual. I never really had a crush. When I like someone, I want to get close to them and I misinterpreted this feeling as having a crush. It happened with both girls and boys so I ended up thinking I'm bi, but danggg, I'm asexual. I literally feel no sexual urges towards any specific person, I just like them as friends

[@char5285]

Its the same for me

[@azulizachan7595]

Right now I identify as bi but I don't feel like that's accurate enough so- Uh, is it normal to panic when people confess to you? I can't tell them yes, I feel like I'd be doing it out of pressure or pity There's more but I'd be getting too personal there

[@char5285]

@@azulizachan7595 well someone confessed to me as a joke and i panicked because i didnt like them back lol

[@yomum9404]

@@azulizachan7595 I panicked and blocked him😑

[@kayleyhodson7079]

Yup. Just as a sidenote, you might be asexual but not aromantic. You can have romantic attraction to both genders AND be asexual :)

[@r0llie_p0llie]

After coming out to my friends as genderfluid, lesbian, and ace, this came on my recommended 🤔🤔

[@r0llie_p0llie]

I think my phone is listening 😩😩

[@Bee-fu9uz]

Me, an asexual completely confident in my (lack of) sexuality: *hmm yes I must know*

[@mirmirma5824]

I’m not here because I think I’m ace, but I have friends who are, and I want to understand the people around me better 😊

[@squeakSquak]

Yes. Being a good ally

[@eri-o]

Me: realizes that most of my "crushes" were just me wanting to be friends and confusing it with romantic attraction

[@simplyitsashley5009]

Me I think

[@gillian5445]

mood

[@gabrielleahartz4569]

Yes I can totally see that. And same.

[@texasgirls1651]

I had a couple crushes but almost all of them were emotional crushes because they were nice to me and we joked easily this past year or 2 so much of this video is relatable to me

[@halguy5745]

same. that's me when somebody shows me the slightest bit of attention/kindness or interest in me

[@min_nad]

We need more people knowing about our community! I literally had no idea asexuality was an umbrella term and I felt trashy a long time until I came across the term "demisexual". Ngl it's a bit invalidating when I say that's my sexuality and apparently isn't valid because it's not known for them :/ but I feel really glad to have found myself 💖 A couple of weeks ago I came out to my little brother and gave him the talk about gender and sexuality, i couldn't be happier with his validation

[@Blue-mj5gm]

I'm happy for you, and dont worry time will also help! 💙💙

[@emilyprincess2002]

Another demi yaaaay! Sorry, I'm still looking for friends who really get it 😂

[@joenkotazuna9453]

eyyy hello fellow demi!!

[@worstusernameintheworld9871]

that's great to let your little brother know about these earlier on, also it's even better to find other demis here :)

[@puzzled-head3493]

Yeah, I'm ACE A - AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA C - C'mon body, please behave like you're supposed to E - Eh, I'm okay with it

[@Noblesse_Sapphire]

The AAAAAAAAAAA part is really relatable xD

[@Bee-fu9uz]

Yeah, I'm ACE A lways C ripplingly E xhausted

[@sapphirekhan530]

I am Asexual, Lesbian, and Transgender. Update: Ya'll can be lesbian, gay, bi, or straight and be asexual that's just a fact.

[@camilagrijalva4109]

you're valid

[@anna_w8633]

My head is a mess. There are so many signs that I am on the ace spectrum. But the more I think about it, the more arguments come to my head why I can't be. I want to be in a relationship. But when I get the opportunity to be in one I always reject and feel relieved when they leave me. But maybe that's just because they were all men. Maybe I am a lesbian? But I think I am attracted to all genders. Or am I attracted no one? Am I attracted to people? Or do I just like the thought of being attractive to them? But I think I've experienced sexual attraction towards fictional characters. Because I know that these scenarios could be never real anyways. Maybe I am greysexual? Is that a valid thing?? I wish I wasn't like that 😣 I wish I could understand myself. It would make my life easier.

[@lina4092]

I feel you! I feel the same with every point you stated, I've had a boyfriend in the past, but it started to feel strange and I was really uncomfortable with everything. Then, i discovered "asexuality" and thought this was a fit. Now, I'm like.... I think I like girls, but... I've never had a crush on a girl, so I sometimes feel like I'm "just pretending", but I know thats bs. I guess we'll just have to give it time and not stress about it, even if it's hard! Lots of love!

[@faucetwater6740]

yo hard relate my dude

[@rhat4047]

I generally identify as les/ace, but I’d really be open to dating anyone, as long as they weren’t men. I feel like my unwillingness to date men comes from the fact that growing up I have seen, through multiple examples, that men are just more upfront about sexual attraction and also just more into that... stuff :/ ( I’m aware that this is a vast generalization, just my experiences have left a bad taste in my mouth about dating guys ). I don’t know if this is anything close to how you’re feeling, but I relate to you a lot. I hope you find happiness and understanding soon (:

[@anna_w8633]

@@lina4092 I think society is the biggest problem. I am going on 19 and never had a relationship. I didn't even figure out yet if I want one and what genders I am attracted to. But there is not a week that passes without getting asked why I never had a boyfriend. My friends say I am to picky and my family says I am cold-hearted, because I rejected so many boys in the past. I think I stress myself too much about it. But I feel like I owe people an answer (although I know its stupid) Also, Thank you for your kind words! 💗

[@anna_w8633]

@@rhat4047 I feel you!! I believe that I am Bi(romantic). But every time I had the opportunity to date a man, It felt super wrong. I think that I subconsciously feared that he'd expect things from me I didn't want. But then again my head carousel starts again. Am I just scared of sex? Were my crushes (on boys) in the past real or did I just forced myself to have a crush? But right now I feel like I have a real crush on a girl. Am I a lesbian? Was that the reason why I didn't want to date boys? Or do girls just scare me less? But sometimes I am attracted to fictional characters. Or was that just aesthetic and platonic attraction (although I feel weird about that point in general 😂) ? Ps: it is nice to see that other people feel just like me 💞

[@gracedougherty3397]

My biggest sign was that in my friend group all my friends had a moment where they were obsessed with this guy. We called it a Hugh phase because of his name. My best friend and I were talking abt when she had that phase and she told me “I cant wait for when u have your hugh phase.” But funny enough I never had it because I was never sexually attracted to him lmao. I also have done the thing where I lie about who I have a crush on multiple time lmaoo.

[@randomtraveler4149]

Same. Except, my cousins came over (When I was younger, and at that time I hadn't seen them in a few months) and they had become 'obsessed with Anime' A.K.A they became obsessed with anime BOYS. They asked me to choose between Hawk and..that guy with the scar patch thingies? And my answer was neither. That was the moment I really started questioning if I was ace

[@levi1111]

@@randomtraveler4149 I know this isn't the main point but the guy with the scar patches things is Dabi

[@Departure-yz7ok]

I NEED to know who the freak Hugh is 😂😂

[@Ivy-Tellers]

I recently discovered that I'm fraysexual, if you don't know that is, it's basically: "You're demisexual but backwards" so you feel the sexual attraction until you get to know the person.

[@cosmicblueberry]

“If it happens, it happens. I’m not out there really looking for someone” were almost my exact words 2 years ago when I was talking about relationships with my mom

[@theaboveaveragefangirl]

Same here. I don't talk about this stuff with my parents, but I feel the same way.

[@yazhigrl]

I'm glad I'm not the only one. I've said this to members of my family I don't know how many times. I'm pretty sure my grandmother thinks I'm a lesbian because she told me once "if you're gay, be gay." Like, thanks grandma, but that's not really it 😅

[@idkuhyeah928]

my best friend's possibly asexual so i'm watching this to get an idea on it

[@virtualmorgue]

Aww bless you!

[@hollyrosberg4720]

me too

[@teenshii]

My best friend told me she’s asexual. I had no idea what that meant 3 months ago. Turned out I’m asexual too, lol

[@idkuhyeah928]

guys i have an update, i have come out as asexual now

[@teenshii]

@@idkuhyeah928 I'm proud of you! Did it went well?

[@brighidcampbell491]

"You dont have to have 'he right person' in order to be a functioning human being" ❤️

[@vkandsprite6735]

I related so hard when she/he said that they picked someone to have a crush on when they were younger, BRUH I thought it was only me!!😂

[@no-vw9ib]

Lol same I just picked a random boy in my class

[@NoWayX10]

Yes, me, hi.

[@min_nad]

Lol yesssss, like "hm, X seems nice enough"

[@dragonfan8647]

Same, I'm so glad I'm not the only one

[@mjh8237]

I picked the new kid and we had a wedding and everything. I didn’t like them but tried to convince myself I did.

[@nuvenachrysalistcentury812]

Yea, once I figured out I was an Ace/Demi (Haven't figured which one yet)- I found out that all crushes I had before were really just me wanting to be closer to funny people, I literally "had a crush" on anyone that I thought was funny. ;--;

[@christinekaye6393]

Me, too. And people who are smart and like to talk about interesting things.

[@lilyhall9909]

I had only one crush before, and that didn't even count. I liked my crush because the way he looked. When he grew out his hair I didn't like him anymore, that's how I knew.

[@whosebuilderandmakerisgod]

I didn’t think I was asexual until I learned the difference between being asexual and aromantic. I thought I couldn’t be ace because I had formed crushes on people since I was eight. When I finally learned what sex was when I was I was nine, I felt right away that it was disgusting and I didn’t want anything to do with it. It’s been many years and I still feel the exact same, so finding out you can still have crushes on people without desiring sexual intimacy made it really clear to me.

[@darkness_hound1375]

THIS!!!! Holy sh*t, this is literally me(Without the specifics, of course). I was like "I can't be asexual. Even if I want to vomit everytime a here something about sex, I've had too many fantasies of cuddling with x guy and forming a relationship and adopting kids and giving each other kisses in the cheeks and living together❤" And then I learnt that aromantic was another thing, and that repulsed asexuals existed, and what an asexual person really was and that there were different spectrums and it was like "OMG, THIS MAKES SO MUCH SENSE NOW-"

[@juliamorrison1898]

32 year old recently out ace here. This was one of the most validating things I have ever seen. Thank you for making it! P.S. I also did that point to a random boy and pretend to have a crush thing . . . my friends told his mother and she tried to set us up . . . awkward!

[@miridroge6043]

I did that pointing at a boy in my class when me and my friends were like 7/8! In hindsight, that might be the reason I was the only girl invited to his birthday party and sitting next to him at the table... WTF, I just realized this😂

[@parkysparks]

I'm always confused.... I've never had any crushes, but I don't.. dislike the idea of a relationship, and even crave intimacy sometimes but never with any specific person? Am I ace or I just don't like people? lmao

[@redpaprika6060]

Same here >< It's really difficult to sort out

[@KiwiAndCompany]

I heard of a sexuality where people like intimacy in theory but not in reality, don't remember what it's called but maybe that?

[@josiec6565]

I get crushes and feel romantic attraction but I don't like the idea of a relationship

[@ren9897]

You may be aromantic. Also you just described my intire life in that comment. 😂

[@emilybollman3986]

You can still want intimacy and a relationship and be ace, it's really about whether you feel sexual attraction towards other people. I confused aesthetic attraction with sexual attraction for a long time, but have never really had a desire to have sex with anyone. For me, that's why I identify as asexual, but it's a spectrum and your experience may be different. At the end of the day, the label doesn't matter as much as ensuring that you are comfortable and safe. Be kind to yourself

[@soste4911]

Just felt so good watching this 😍 I grew up Christian and was relativly naive, so never really thought about that stuff growing up. I'm 20 now and felt weird for not searching for that sort of relationship. Thx for making me feel normal

[@tora3584]

omg same here😭😭

[@pinkuly]

Thank you, this helped me a lot!, I have a feeling that I'm asexual, but sometimes I feel kind of broken because of how I feel. Thank you for letting me know that I'm not broken and it's totally normal 💗

[@lynnsaga1397]

It's a lot more normal than people think!!! You are not broken and are 100% valid

[@hatthecat123]

Honestly I've been thinking for a while that I'm a-sexual, and TBH it's honestly a whole level of drama that I'm glad I haven't had to deal with during quarentine.

[@abrafo1891]

I realized I was last year, I went all of high school being laughed at for not being into girls, they’d call me gay, an all kinds of other things. Glad I understand myself now!

[@wolfiuhmmm]

I really only realized this a month ago, it hit me all at once, I was like “Wait, I didn’t actually want to date someone, I just thought they were cute, never wanted to be sexual or anything, why am I lying to myself?”

[@himbna5565]

Yes its literally me and i always thought i wanna date but when it comes to its so akward😅

[@melisa2233]

the thought of being asexual was back there in my mind ever since i was like 10, i just... felt it? i'd only have crushes on fictional characters/celebs & they would never be sexual. and if i did have a crush irl, i would keep it long distance. i remember i had a crush on this one boy for 6 whole years, and when he approached me, asked me out, then finally asked me to be his girlfriend, i was like 'hell nah i'm out'. it just... i like cuddling, i like loving, i just find the sexual parts of relationship uncomfortable. that's why i've never been in a relationship, i'm just afraid it'll go there and i'm just so scared. i'm afraid i'll never find anyone who wants me like this, i'm just laying in bed crying because the realization hit me hard

[@froggycheckers]

Stop right there, you beautiful being! I can assure you with absolute confidence that there are SO many people who will love and support you for being you, and respect your romantic boundaries. Always remember, you are loved, valid, and accepted! The other members of the Ace community are here for you, love 💕

[@robro41]

I’m sure you’ll find someone you love who will respect your boundaries. And if they don’t, screw them (but not actually because that defeats the point). You are loved and supported by this community. Hold your head up high, you got this 💕

[@deejay3192]

This is so me! Crying in wee hours worrying if anyne will stay with me and love me for not wanting sex

[@chusukeli]

Me too huhuhu

[@kuhn1696]

I “crush” on every male I find aesthetically pleasing because I’m desperate for a romantic relationship. I’m tired of denying it. I have grown up never having a crush, just a thing that pushed myself to believe it was a crush

[@peachlings3766]

Omg I relate so much to this. Although I’m still sort of unsure about myself, I thought I was something else for the longest time. Thinking I was gay, then bi, then pan, then straight and so on. But reflecting on it more, I realised that all my “crushes” (which I had a lot of) weren’t actually crushes, I just thought they were good-looking. There were no actual feelings of attractive attached.

[@storm337]

I’m beginning to question if I’m actually asexual. I’ve never really felt draw to more “sexual” things, especially with people. I usually don’t have crushes, and even then it’s more of a “I want to spend time with you” type of crush. Watching this is actually helping me a lot.

[@shirotsuno444]

Me:*getting all these signs* Also me:*not getting it until this year*

[@lynnsaga1397]

It can take awhile sometimes and that’s ok!!! I’m glad you were able to start figuring yourself out☺️

[@min_nad]

Lol yes! I had no idea the asexual spectrum existed and just 2 years ago I found out lmao

[@shirotsuno444]

@@lynnsaga1397 yes, thank you so much also for this video! I am very grateful for figuring out a part of myself ^^

[@shirotsuno444]

@@min_nad me neither, I actually found out about it this year before I realized I was ace. I don't know, the minute I learned about it I was very interested in it for seemingly no reason until I got a bf and.... Then everything made sense lol

[@jakk9560]

Same!

[@nealbrook4226]

Me as an aromantic pansexual reading all these comments from asexual people: "ah yes, i... totally relate..."

[@user-zz6hy4ow8g]

What does it mean? Pansexual aromantic???? If you are Pan, then , how you can be aro? Please explain (no hate i just want to know, sorry if i offended you) SORRY BAD ENGLISH I DONT SPEAK ENGLISH!

[@aeudjwhehdjqn]

@@user-zz6hy4ow8g That they don't feel romantic attraction/the need to be in a romantic relationship, but do feel sexual attraction (to all genders in this case) and would like to partake in sex/be in a sexual relationship

[@user-uh9sf5sg3n]

Ayyyyy aro gang

[@cab4cab]

I've had alot of crushes but they've never been sexual, I'd just be like, "they're very funny, that why I like them" alot of crushes= 5

[@yourfavlittlehuman]

samee

[@jasmijnvansprengel]

SAME

[@aleaa8227]

The only kind of crushes I ever had were like "Oh. They pretty. Can I be them?" And that's it. Like, when people were like "I have a crush" I thought they were saying that they were pretty, and they wouldn't say no to date them, or that they liked they personality, but no. It was strange.

[@charlottemarcov2782]

I’m 15 and I just found out I am asexual this year. I relate so much to the faking crushes thing. Back in elementary school I used to fake crushes just to fit in with friends, but at the same I also felt something was mentally wrong with me because I never felt urges for romance or sexual attraction. I used to tell people that I had a crush on one of my guy friends just so I could feel like I fit in, but I never actually had a reason I liked them.

[@catjuzu]

I feel the "I just picked someone and said I have a crush on him". I feel so bad for having done that. I did that with a girl but back then I didn't realise that feelings aren't just something someone imagines. I mean it sounds like I was an asshole and I probably was in a sense but I didn't know about that myself. I was always thinking that something is wrong with me if I can't name someone I am sexually atracted to in a movie or in class. I never had a crush and I was quite frankly fine with that. I have the feeling that most people wouldn't even want a relationship with me if they knew that I am not interested in sex. I mean that is probably mostly comming from my little bubble with the TV shows and people around me but that just makes it harder.

[@rosiegerde]

Oh god I feel that. I once convinced myself I had a crush on this one guy after talking to some of my friends about their crushes and then one day I told the guy about my crush and he said he liked me back. Then I went home and cried because in that moment of telling the guy that I liked him, I realized that telling someone you like them is saying you want to be in a relationship that is more than just friends or romantic cuddle buddies. It never once dawned on me what would happen after you said you had feelings for someone. I felt like a horrible person for so long after realizing that, and how I must of messed with his feelings. It just hurt knowing the damage I did to him by realizing I didn’t actually want a relationship in the same way he did. I don’t know if I’ll ever find that person who wants the same as I do.

[@catjuzu]

I mean. The realtionship was also pretty toxic because i only held on to it, because I feared loneliness and hurting the girl. Well. Let's see what the future brings. Who knows. Maybe you'll find this someone. I know that i shouldn't try to be something else too hard. My feelings are right more often then I would like to admit so I sould start listening to them way more and not to something I observe in the world around me. And when talking to someone I also have to work on my honesty. I know it's hard but sometimes saying nothing is also an option and maybe even the best one.

[@starrynight1165]

this comment UNLOCKED A VAULT IN MY BRAIN basically i was in Girl Scouts and we were making Valentine's Day cards and they all had people in mind but i just kinda thought for like a second and picked a random boy from my class to make one for then we """dated""" (elementary school, it wasnt a real relationship) for like a year and i dont really know if i liked him or not but i sorta doubt it also the only other crush ive had was literally built on the fact that i would have liked to hug him LMAO

[@kamikkaze5164]

Not related to the topic: Your hair is amazing! Just took screenshot and now my "Haircuts" section is bigger :)

[@anacalvente836]

Hi everyone! Leaving my experience here in case it would help some questioning folk. For me, as Lynn said, point 5 made me figure things out: I can recall myself trying to justify my "heterosexuality" saying that I didn't feel sexually attracted to women, but aesthetically. It took me some time, and obviously accounting other stuff, to finally understand that I fall under the umbrella of asexuality, and that it is key not only for me to understand my own sexuality, but also for others to understand how it is being bi and asexual. For the longest time I couldn't relate to bi experiences because I was lacking asexual-bi stuff/experiences/info. Note: you don't have to figure things out just yet; labels are made to fit ourselves, not the other way around. Use umbrella terms if you can't seem to find the one that fits you or just say "I'm questioning/figuring things out" and give more info if you want to, but you don't have to do it either. Hugs to everyone!

[@cryptid4351]

I always thought the “crushes” I had were normal things but looking into it further I just wanted to be their friend but sex? *NO*

[@ShiverZZZ666]

SAME I WAS SHOCKED TO FIND OUT HOW OTHER PPL THINK ABOUT THEIR CRUSHES LIKE OMGGG😅

[@norahassn9222]

Me too

[@oaktwig6413]

I just figured I’m probably aro/ace Like seriously I thought crushes were fake things invented by sappy coming of age American movies-

[@magneteater6067]

I just want to leave a little thank you on this video, it helped me realize down the line as I've been questioning it for 2 years but I've found now that I'm asexual and I managed to tell my mother and she accepts me so yeah I'm glad I found this video when I did, it helped a lot!

[@miraitsuki9043]

One of the things I realised from a young age, was that most of my friends started to have crushes and boyfriends and they started to try to insist that I had to date someone as well. But I was never interested nor attracted to anyone. This went to the point that the mother of one of my friends decided to call my mom to say that 'she wasn't raising me properly'. Neither my mom (who is also asexual), nor I gave thought to that. Today, I'm 30 years old, and I'm proudly Asexual.

[@zakosist]

I legit don't get whats the problem some people have with asexuals. Like she legit had to call because someone else isn't dating people? Its another person living their own life without harming anyone. Just sounds like stupidity to me

[@saskialubeek2895]

"oH i GuEsS i HaVe A CrUsH oN yOu CaUsE i DoNt WaNt To FeEl LeFt OuT" is literally peak asexual jdbdk When I was younger my friends all had a crush on the same guy and I was like 'huh... k well I guess I have a crush on him too then'. Then my best friends at the time got a crush on another boy so I just decided that I suddenly had a crush on him too smh. Looking back idk why I thought I couldn't ever be ace lol

[@ribs5659]

Wow..I relate to all of these..THANKS! I'm really questioning my sexuality and gender, and I've always wondered why I've never had a crush, rushed to be in a relationship and I always felt leftout when everyone talks about their crushes while I'm just there nervously thinking to myself why have I never had any attraction or sexual attraction to anyone, wondering if I'm weird for not liking anyone , especially in that sort of way. These types of things really help out, so once again thanks for this, and many hugs to those who are struggling with this type of situation!! 🤗

[@kathleenmurphy8091]

This video is so validating. The “you haven’t found the right person” gets said to me quite often. Part of me thinks it will end up being true... but the better part of me knows it’s societal BS. I’m discovering that how I felt as a teen, and continue to feel now but with much less angst over it, was not me being a late bloomer or anything else but were signs that I am asexual or demisexual. I didn’t know these sexual identities existed when I was young but now everything I was feeling makes much more sense. PS: I have a feeling we’d be friends if we ever met. Rock on. Thanks for this video.

[@caramellow5071]

"I hope you liked all of those signs that you might be asexual" Me, in tears "No." -still likes and saves the video-

[@andrewhiggs1348]

Thanks for making this video. I’ve recently come to terms with the fact that I’m asexual. I’ve struggled with my sexuality for a long time and I’m glad I finally realized I’m asexual. I’ve never had a sexual attraction to anyone

[@thetrashyoudidnttakeout8713]

That awkward moment when your asexual but you also don’t like cuddles and kisses and just want to have fun and u realize how much of a child u are 😪

[@marthazavala9916]

Hugging is the most far I can do😳🤚🏼

[@Muffinb3ast]

I don't even like hugs lmaao

[@Kat-0425]

that doesn't make you a child! have you ever considered the possibility of being aromantic?

[@a_bird2.0]

I can't even speak to people I like without laughing creepy

[@erincorcoran5936]

Honestly, it really shouldn't have taken me so long to figure it out when every time my friends asked me about crushes in middle/high school, my answer was "I don't know/I don't think I have one" lmao. Then again I didn't even know ace was a thing until I was like 16 so