Mushroom Trip Report: 'The Happiest Ending to a Horrifying Trip'

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@witchywoman4139 Ай бұрын

Vivec, you are an amazingly beautiful person. I love how you add your own personal insights and experience at the end of each trip report, it really adds to the human-ness and the messages of expanding consciousness and love. Keep being you, love...keep being you.

@bankiey Ай бұрын

Some people CAN know what our worst experiences were like via the fact of theirs and yours mutual existence as humans. Like, a cup of water would have a lot in common with another cup of water, you know? Humans are deeply congruent with each other, so it’s not unlikely you’re living through a series of sufferings and joys that another person could connect with you over.

@Beardwhip Ай бұрын

Absolutely true. Very well put. There are so many people- over 7 billion, right? - & the odds that none of them can relate is statistically absurd. However, I believe our darkest moments are encountered when darkness has blanketed your reality & there is nobody to help elucidate what's happening- nobody to communicate with, share the burden, distract or motivate... Those are truly the darkest of times. It can result in mental & spiritual fortitude, for sure, but one must traverse the deep dark without losing themselves- whether that be sanity, morals, outlooks, desires... Not too sure what I was getting at to be honest, but just felt this was worth sharing. Empathy is so important.

@Beardwhip Ай бұрын

Weird... Looks like it deleted my comment??

@bankiey Ай бұрын

@ Im close to certain it’s a bug in the comment code. I feel your pain bro I hate that shit

@bankiey Ай бұрын

@@Beardwhip it’s doing the thing where the recipients name is truncated and only the @ is left. Try now maybe?

@ephxiaa Ай бұрын

one of my favorite reports of all time. actually so freakin beautiful, this hits deep

@dimitrisv6175 Ай бұрын

me 2❤❤

@brma1892 17 күн бұрын

I can also relate so closely to this person’s experience. One becomes so entrenched in the act of remaining miserable that one forgets it is a type of self-harm. It’s like trying to re-wire all the highways of the brain to build new thoughts of joy and happiness.

@Fitz42 Ай бұрын

I’ve been reading a lot on how the two hemispheres of the brain experience consciousness on slightly different levels. The conscious experiences life using language and the subconscious experiences life in emotions and symbols. Very profound that mushrooms helped this women comprehend her self torment in a way that spoke to her on a level of full consciousness. Paying attention to small details in one’s behavior can help create a profound understanding of the self.

@TripPapis Ай бұрын

Your commentary hit me close vivec. I’ve listened to your reports in hopes of falling asleep faster for countless nights and to hear your perspective on insomnia and developing yourself while incorporating this trip was powerful. I hope you always treat yourself lovingly. Happiness and pain are two sides of the same coin. All love man ❤

@thedatabasement Ай бұрын

The end is something I can deeply relate to. This is the first video I've listened to from you in a long time. I want to say sorry for the way we fell out both times we had short stints at friendship. I've been struggling with keeping my ego in check, too, and it's lead to plenty of misunderstandings with people and lots of spur of the moment arguments. I want to remind you even though I had been a dick and we came to some crucial disagreements, from our talks I know you are and try to be a good person and I deeply respected that and still do. Keep at it, man. Love and mirth and light.

@ByronOxide Ай бұрын

Amazing report and commentary, one of your best yet 👍 keep up the good work 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿

@ianschmidt1988 Ай бұрын

Dude - your content keeps getting better and better. I was recommended one of your videos by KZbin quite a while back, and it got me to subscribe. What makes your videos better than all the other 'Trip Report' channels is your commentary - I get the feeling that you have earned a lot of 'wisdom' through your experiences. I would personally love to hear more about how specific experiences in your life helped you develop your insights (I think this would be most powerful in the context of another person's trip report).

@dodleblob Ай бұрын

your commentary is amazing and I also really like your personal experience/advice videos

@beaumayer832 Ай бұрын

Perfect timing 🤌✨

@Warlock12347 Ай бұрын

never related more to self torture. beautiful and introspective report ❤️ needed to hear this as well as ur commentary.

@demah4063 Ай бұрын

Op sounds extemely self aware 😮

@solidsouljaL Ай бұрын

I always get the most peaceful comedowns after the most challenging trips. Great report

@aidenfehr6633 Ай бұрын

perfect timing thanks for the entertainmenttttt

@calebanthonymusic923 Ай бұрын

I relate to this on another level. The trip report was beautiful, and your input was on point of some of the stuff I went through in my life as well. Love the doomer feels that you mentioned, honestly, it is the engine of my own music and art. Sometimes, I gotta step away from the feels to take in what I have around me and what I value in my life so I can see that I really do care.

@rickeyjohnson9552 Ай бұрын

Absolutely beautiful , the wall can be a tough one to get through. Mush love

@17h127 Ай бұрын

Wow. This hit home for me too. Thanks. Had a similar revelation recently and the universe keeps reminding me. I'm a bit slow and need a lot of prodding to actually integrate things. Thank you.

@paulmulligan2895 Ай бұрын

Great report and great listening to your commentary, thank you

@girthjob6236 Ай бұрын

That was such an amazing trip report... Really goes to show you the shrooms will show you what needs to be said & done.

@kevinbartley2083 Ай бұрын

Thank you! Amazing report. ❤

@CNxO0 Ай бұрын

Perfect timing as always

@roberttrudeau Ай бұрын

You get what you bargain for when you do everything in your power to induce a bad trip.

@The-Real-Carl-Johnson Ай бұрын

Great post. I remember taking a lot of cannabis and my friend put the wall on. He was laughing at how trippy it was whilst I went into a full on internal existential crisis of undealt with trauma that lasted hours. I still can’t listen to that album.

@psillypsyched Ай бұрын

Great trip report, thanks Vivec

@efdangotu Ай бұрын

I'm lucky I love sleep! It's when we heal and grow.

@AvaToccoRodriguez Ай бұрын

I genuinely wish you a good day

@Vivec Ай бұрын

Likewise!

@QuantumlyImmortal Ай бұрын

Perfect timing my friend

@RollyPollyGang Ай бұрын

Great Experience of growth, wow!

@stillparking Ай бұрын

Babe wake up, another vivic banger just dropped

@freeam0 Ай бұрын

I had a friend who told me he turned into guts from berserk on mushrooms

@Xir0- Ай бұрын

Have you ever tried kid a mnesia exhibition on one of ur background videos it’s so cool and trippy n reminds me of the background videos you use for your trip reports

@Vivec Ай бұрын

I have yes: kzbin.info/www/bejne/jWiYqH2KgMhoebssi=7NuJS3CB7AKiBfmD

@paulwilliamson6660 Ай бұрын

Missy sounds like a great person.

@middleofnowhere1313 Ай бұрын

How TF do people dance around and stuff on psychedelics? They all sap my energy and knock me to the ground. Even molly. I finally just gave up on the whole mess, figuring my body is too old to deal with it and my mind is probably too messed up anyway.

@FzeroVaporeon Ай бұрын

On a small dose it's like just feels good

@kalleidemation Ай бұрын

Thank you. Last time I partook, I felt heavy like I got flattened by a semi truck. I guess it didn’t help that I didn’t sleep much and woke up early to do it.

@Mintis-bh4rr Ай бұрын

@ESEJESEJ Ай бұрын

Great report👍 Speaking of shoegaze: me and my friend has recorded a shoegaze inspired post rock album like 12 or so years ago. It's great but there is one problem: it still has no vocals/singing. And while we are muscisians ourselves, we are no singers. Do you, Vivec, happen to know of someone that would be interested in giving our music a listen and maybe record some vocals? I could upload it via wetransfer. And yeah, maybe you would wanna hear the music yourself. Anyway, cheers from the cold north of Sweden.

@atruelibertarian7410 Ай бұрын

An amazing video also my first time was alone my parents where gone and I had a 4.0 gram trip, I weighed it out. And it went from fun to horrifying slow, some things that happened where, on the beginning I was on my bed and I slipped off the side slowly and controlled and it felt like hot beach sand in the best way, (sad color bed and a ocean blue room) my closet light was on and it looked like a beautiful golden glow imitation evthing, I tried to watch KZbin videos, but when people talked, it’s almost like the mouths were not sinking or that they where moving in different directions then what should be humanly possible, then a not so fun the next 4 1/2 hours felt like a year. I’d remember looking at my clock app and starting a stopwatch and counting out 8 seconds 9 seconds between each second that was passing on the timer it was not good. Horrible like bad bad trip followed but at the end around the 5 hour range I was coming down and the thoughts of my girlfriend and looking at pictures of us Grounded me and honestly sence then I have seen her with a deeper love that I thought possible (trip was around 2 1/2 months ago. This trip also let to me quitting vapes and pens (THC vape’s) so overall in the moment not fun but after and what has happened since was so worth it, please do not try this it’s a very very bad idea also I weigh 250 so I dose like this is someone who’s 140-160 would be significantly stronger. And before this, I was with my girlfriend and that probably put me in a good mood for a positive trip.

@groggy6590 Ай бұрын

i really love these videos they keep me sane, i wonder if it is possible to get in touch with you because i need some advice from an experienced guy like you.

@Vivec Ай бұрын

@groggy6590 message me on Instagram, the link is in the description

@garethbeaton8414 Ай бұрын

This is why i do it alon lemon teck to lern haw to get old me back b4 the troma

@garethbeaton8414 Ай бұрын

O boy that hit me hared thank you

@quentinholmes4333 Ай бұрын

Are we getting a christmas special this year? : )

@seand501 Ай бұрын

AC 2 music is peak

@JoelieRollie444 25 күн бұрын

Darkness is just a curtain .. cooked with that one

@urniurl Ай бұрын

My advice is that you are constulating the "me" too much. It helps to have that kind of faith that becomes understanding that you are walking with a mystery and slowly slowly recognizing that the mystery is a greater deeper connection. But the wisdom is very quiet so you have to listen and trust the silence.

@kamaladixon Ай бұрын

did you include ezios family in the back of this video at some point or am i tripping?

@Vivec Ай бұрын

I did. The music is listed in the description.

@kamaladixon Ай бұрын

@@Viveccool, thanks!

@Fartfordaze Ай бұрын

Let’s go!

@garethbeaton8414 Ай бұрын

Nice one love this video this lad I'd love to trip with

@garethbeaton8414 Ай бұрын

Sorry this wonderful lady to chill with she sounds amazing

@fremzenec Ай бұрын

caught it early...

@Mintis-bh4rr Ай бұрын

how is The Wall scary?

@Cr1tter_ Ай бұрын

well the author explains that it is subjectively scary to them because of associated trauma and memories associated with loss of a love one. doesn't mean it is objectively scary. it might not be for you.