My Mental Health...

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[@CombatArmsChannel]

Sorry to hear about your struggles brother. Just know if that kinda stuff happened around the right people, they would have absolutely stepped in to help. Just a reminder for all of us to strive be the right people

[@OriginalHuman]

Much love brother ❤️ Hope you are well!

[@john-ek9gv]

@@OriginalHuman keep it up m8 great channel

[@rowanlasher3578]

my brither

[@rowanlasher3578]

brother

[@cicibaua5314]

@@rowanlasher3578 OUR brother

[@shelleylloyd2660]

When I found this channel I realized in the first videos that this wasn't a "channel" it was a person. A person with dreams, a past, a future, and big heart along with the biggest goofy grin I've seen. You can't feel as much of the community's love for you as you pour out but it's there. Take a look around, all those books, games, your collections of things. Every one of your kid's toys even is a moment proving that you've lived and gone out and thought something was cool. You bought things to make your kid's live a more joyful and entertaining life, things for your wife to have an easier and nicer time. This proves your heart, even not very good lads will still buy these things sure, but that only shows their ability to be better. We care for you, have a nice night, and next time you make a poll don't put the no option as "no we don't want to see that you stupid turd" or anything like that cause NO ONE'S saying that. It's just you saying that.

[@memegod4674]

we don’t mind if you take a break we are always here for you...

[@commanderpondscc-4112]

Dam right, he deserves to have a break

[@AmeriGamerPlays]

From one veteran to another, you’re not alone! We may be vets from different countries but keep your head up brother!

[@ethansykes9373]

I clicked on this as soon as I saw the title. We're here for you. Mental health is a big problem that most of us probably has or had. So we understand and will support you in any way because we are here for you

[@swwwsss7870]

Same

[@alexcheetham4820]

Exact same

[@pronoob2766]

Same

[@cliptechgaming5159]

Same

[@jonathanhensley2079]

Of course

[@Mr556x45mm]

Always the ones who seem to be the happiest are the ones who struggle the worst, they say... You have one hell of a community backing you, my friend. From all backgrounds, from all religions and cultures. Quite honestly, though you don't know many of us on a personal level, I have no doubt that this community would be more than happy to hear what you have to say and step in whenever you need us to. If you need anyone to talk to, I'm happy to listen for as long as you need. Also, it takes a real man to admit your struggles and have a heart to heart about what lurks in the deepest and darkest corners of your mind. You're a hell of a fighter, Luke.

[@toowindy1177]

Amazingly said! We got his back

[@_ducjk]

I’ve never personally gone through severe mental health issues but I understand. I think we all do, I hope. we’re all here for you

[@babyseals4872]

I can’t imagine how hard that was for you to talk about publicly. That takes an incredible amount of courage to put yourself out there. How disappointing to hear about your experiences with your unit. That guy was a dick and there’s nothing you could have done to change that. Thank god it didn’t ruin your entire experience. Stay strong

[@titanviper1548]

The fact the YOU were told to leave that party, damn it angers me that people are like this. No one and I mean NO ONE should have to go through that. If I saw that happening and no one else stepped in, I would be on the brim of just clocking him in the face. I may not be vary strong but I’m not afraid to hit that’s what’s going on. Listen, me and every damn person is here for you. And if you disliked the video, put yourself in his situation! OriginalHuman. If you are reading this, I watch your videos every day and I’ve been subscribed for as long as I have had this account. I love you, WE love you. We will always be here for you!

[@KittenchaosYT]

Agreed

[@Themintman_006]

Amen

[@dannyturnbull9010]

Alough I agree with you, you would have got knocked clean out.

[@marvin60000]

The world is a terrible place that’s why we need to make ourselves strong

[@MrWitherkiller]

If all things go to plan, I'm hoping to be a YO in the RM within a year or two. This video along with others you've made has changed my perception of what my priorities should be as a troop commander. I would hate anything like this to happen to anyone, especially someone I'm supposed to be responsible for. It's videos like this that make me a proud member of your channel.

[@travisbickle0526]

Have you applied?

[@MrWitherkiller]

@@travisbickle0526 Over a year ago mate. It's a rather lengthy process at the moment.

[@goacoreband]

I'm currently the lowest I have ever been. I can' begin to explain how low I feel. All I know is that I truly wish that others don't feel how I do. You have thousands of people behind you who wish you nothing but the best and I am one of them. I know I am only a voice among many but I know you have a thousand hands holding you up and two of them are mine. I truly wish you all the best mate. Stay safe and all the best

[@benjaminforeman9317]

you have no idea how much i related to this, im going through a lot and this comment just hit close to home, i agree tho we ae all here for you OH

[@cartermccauley7352]

@@benjaminforeman9317 IO

[@deadtempest1532]

Same, but to be fair I’ve always been depressed and that’s saying a lot because I’m thirteen. And when I say always I mean along time, I became depressed once my dad died when I was eight and almost every time I tell my mom I want to kill myself she just tells me that she will send me to a therapist instead of talking to me. And I became slightly less depressed when I got a girlfriend last year because we would talk to each other all the time and tell each other every things and I told her stuff I wouldn’t tell friends or family but when we broke up I went back to my normal really depressed self but now it’s a little worse because I don’t leave my room as often as I used to and I also don’t have motivation for school even though I know I could do the work it’s just that I choose not to. I went on for a really long time and I’m sorry for whoever read this because it probably just wasted a lot of time but I feel like other people on youtube might know my pain and I hope everyone has a great day or night depending where you live

[@ivangallardo9389]

Just know you’re not alone and there’s always a way

[@totallyunoriginalusername]

@@deadtempest1532 this is just a suggestion, but you may what to talk to a therapist, or someone atleast; it helps to have someone you can talk to, no matter who that person is. Best of luck, hope you overcome this man.

[@gpbunn395]

It's sad because on the outside he's one of the happiest people u can find. Whatever happens just know u have us. We love u man🙌❤❤❤

[@0_rdinarykyle266]

Hey mate just remember that everything that has ever happened in your life has shaped you into the person that you are today, and the community that you have built and worked so hard for are supportive of the person you are today, so thank you for everything you’ve done and will continue to do great work and much love man

[@aniketsaxena988]

After listening to you, I wanted to share my incident. This is 4 or 5 years back, I went to a good friend's party. There were few people who were from my school but I didn't know them well. Everything was going fine then this guy started to make fun of me, I didn't say anything, then he and another person literally tartgeted all their insults on me and made jokes on me. I didn't know them, I didn't say anything to them to begin with. My parents and grandparents have taught me to be always respectful and courteous to others, I couldn't tell mthem to stop. They kept on bullying me. I was not able to even raise my head up while eating and I was not able to even eat. I've never ever felt so miserable in my life, so exposed and scared. And my supposedly good friends didn't even help me they just kept silent. Friends whom I trusted never came to help. I was never able to face those same bullies in school. I started to hide. I've had sleepless nights about this. Sometimes that same room comes to haunt me while I sleep. It has scarred me for life and now I have difficulty in trusting people now. I live in different city now and I have friends who have always stayed with me through tough times, but still when it comes to talking about my feelings, I just can't because I am not able to trust anymore. Anyways thanks OH for giving me courage to talk about my mental health and my depression.

[@southernboondocksaint3850]

I feel unstable too, my head is always spinning

[@austinwild6723]

We got you lad let us know if ya need anything

[@jonathanhensley2079]

If you need to talk just let us know

[@jonathanhensley2079]

I am a good listener when it's asked of me

[@HarryHoward]

Keep going bro! Sending you love and kindness.

[@Taunic]

Just hearing about how that Cpl treated you makes my blood boil. Those are some of the worst people, given positions of power and responsibility to just abuse it. I feel for you man. That's a really tough spot to be in, especially if that person is a superior. Glad to hear you are doing better now.

[@Ratchet-v]

My man, I get you For me, I've struggeled with depression my whole life, thankfully once I got in college I got better, the pandemic almost ruined everything but I'm still here, fighting to be better and to always be better Fuck bullies, man You're a great and charismatic guy Do what you gotta do, we'll be here

[@KodaHere]

We support you no matter what man. You've done a lot in life, so keep going and never give up!

[@Koontzryan]

Haven’t seen the vid fully but we still will support you

[@ScreamingTc]

I'm actually kind of shocked how relatable this is, and also how sad it makes me that you had to go through that. In my case I grew up with my Mum dating a series of abusive tosspots, and lived in constant fear of something kicking off. Hearing the key slide into the door when 'X' came back home from a night shift would always wake me up, and the anxiety spike would be extreme, and decent sleep became a luxury. And yep, I can totally relate to the moment where you realise no one has your back and nothing is going to change. :( I've got some advice on the anxiety/depression side of things: I've found practising mindfulness and meditation to be helpful when it comes to the anxiety, helping to reset your baseline levels to lower than they otherwise would be. Cognative Behavioural Therapy might also be a good move if you want to learn some techniques to deal with that too. The depression? Ah, I'll get back to you on that once I've found the magic bullet... ¬¬

[@arthurvieiragreco4260]

I’m going through a phase just like that, kinda sad but knowing other people are going thorough the same thing makes me feel less bad, specially it being someone i look up to.

[@zeraith]

I've gone through rough times myself aswell, I'm glad I got through it but it wasn't easy. The only thing that keeps us humans down is our minds. We are capable of so much more than we think. Wish you all the best man, your reaction videos have brightened up my days! You have a positive effect on people, I want you to know that.

[@rez702]

Hope you're doing well Luke stay strong Brother

[@ScottWaa]

Thank you for taking the time to talk about it. As someone that's been beat up, put down (& being denied for my home loan). Talking to someone, anyone helps so much. You're good shit. Have you heard about goruck? It might be a company that to apply to.

[@paidcory8482]

If you need break to figure things out we all will be here ❤️support

[@KittenchaosYT]

Bro were all here for you, people who don't like you don't like themselves. You're better than them. People like that bully you were talking about, do these things because they aren't good themselves. Don't let him drag you down. You're better than everyone that dragged u down. These kind of videos are good for us to understand your situation. We're all here to listen.

[@stale.baguette]

For me, remote learning has made me feel so alone. I feel so disconnected from my school and friend groups. My life rn is wake up, eat, school, eat, school, homework, eat, video games, sleep. I’m tearing up literally as I write this bc this is the first time I’ve ever wrote or talked about this. My friends are there for me but I’ve only talked to them online recently.

[@stale.baguette]

@@Sardonic_sardine thanks man, means a lot 😁

[@josephpugh1331]

Same

[@mallardofmodernia8092]

@@stale.baguette facetime might be of use.

[@Charlie-216]

Same here man my school work gets me so fucking agitated and annoyed i feel like no one understands how hard it is especially the teachers .

[@armando3168]

Same dude also it got all of my friends feeling lazy we used to hang out very often but now since online school and covid-19 we rarely see eachother and I am getting tired of this shit

[@iGame360fficial]

I came home this morning after a 12-hour shift. Had my coffee in one hand, breakfast in the other. I booted up my PC to check out some videos before heading to bed for another night shift tonight. I got my string of videos ready to go, and I'm scrolling through my feed to see what I can watch before passing out. And then I saw the title "My Mental Health..." I've been suffering from depression since I was 17 years old, Monophobia quickly followed along with suicidal thoughts. Just in case no one knows what Monophobia is, it's the extreme or abnormal fear of being alone. Years passed and my depression came and went, dipped and climbed. For the last 10 years I never really talked to anyone about what was going on in my mind. I always thought it was a waste of time to talk to someone about my feelings. I always put other people's life/feelings and emotions before my own. I still do that to this day. A couple years ago I reached out to multiple local radio stations to talk about Mental Health, and I did a weekend show with one of the biggest radio stations in my city. We talked about my dealing with Mental Health and talked about the statistics in the last couple of years. My mental health has taken a little bit of a dip in the last year. For a couple repeating reasons, and every now and then I'll have breakdowns, panic attacks. I'm constantly overthinking about things to the point where I'll break down. But I wait until I'm alone to break down. In the last 5 or so months. I've attempted suicide a handful of times. I almost went through with it until a mother and a family came into the area where I was about to hang myself. I guess that was God's way of letting me know it ain't my time. *I don't believe in god myself. It was mainly just a figure of speech.* I don't catch every one of your videos, I usually watch them late at night before bed or after work in the morning. I feel your pain dude. I'm glad you shared your story about what happened to you and how depression came into your life. I actually got a chuckle to hear you explain how excited you were to get that beret. You're an inspiring person. The content you put out is rad. Hope you're doing well dude. Don't be afraid to reach out to organizations and other support. I'm talking to a crisis counsellor about my depression and other related issues. And after the first phone call with her. I broke down cause it felt good to get it out of my system, but I was also sad at the same time. Stay strong dude. I'm glad your wife is there to support you and help you through these times. It's hard to support someone when they're fighting a battle no one else can see. Hope those cookies were tasty. Send some my way brother. ; Mental Health Canada: 1-855-242-3310 (Toll-Free) Canadian Suicide Prevention Service: 1-833-456-4566 Veteran Crisis Line: 1-800-273-8255 (Call, Online Chat) Text "838255" to talk through text. Cheers Mate.

[@Noodle01]

We're here for you mate, despite what you've gone through, there are people who care for you!

[@tastyorange3016]

The same thing happened to me with football, I was really good but I left because of the bullying and anxiety, not saying it was harder but I just want to relate.

[@vikingdumont9921]

Hey Luke thanks for everything you do for the community, we all love you take care man.

[@ueg1701]

I’ve had family members deal with the same thing. I don’t know personally what u have been through but I really hope things workout man.

[@rbl_voltz9933]

Hope your doing okay and just know everyone is here for you mate love from Ireland

[@ニコルズジョシュア]

Hey man, it does help when you talk to someone. I have been carrying around my depression/ suicidal thoughts for many years now (almost a decade). And it wasn't until today actually that I opened up to my wife about it and when I did I felt much relief and I do not think about suicide anymore. It is great to have a community like this and us veterans need to stick together. It is always nice to hear what a royal marine thinks, I was in the Bundeswehr. I would have been disgusted with any one of my men if I found them to be bullying a fellow soldier, we all should be connected to a brotherly bond. But if you need anything don't worry, you have an ally in the Bundeswehr.

[@ohmygoshitscole]

Why is there 2 dislikes? There hasn’t even been enough time for anyone to finish the video yet. :(

[@winter4808]

People like them are just haters and have no remorse and no life

[@ChaolaoFueChi]

@@winter4808 Their just scum.

[@FIRE_STORMFOX-3692]

Worthless human beings undeserving of life

[@Vexed_Vixen]

Monetizing a video about personal issues. i didn't dislike it but thats a potential reason to do so

[@J_Bum]

KZbin algorithm

[@cadetmharis2573]

Bro don't let your self down i know what your going through i have been there i am a cadet senoirs used to bully me just trying to say you can do it if a weak person like me can handle it you too. love you

[@Jack-yo2bc]

Even more so with this lockdown a good place 2 talk is online games playing cod or something and talking with friends online can help more than u realise

[@cestyplarpis7947]

I mean cod is pretty toxic but yeah

[@Jack-yo2bc]

@@cestyplarpis7947 I ment stuff like xbox party chat not the free for all that is in game chat

[@BurntTM]

@@Jack-yo2bc strangers on the internet sometimes do better at understanding you. Its sad that people dont listen

[@TheInfantry98]

@@BurntTM Absolutely fucking NOT.

[@TheInfantry98]

No man just no. In person convo is the best. Also better is combat veterans talking to another. Civilians don’t play a part man

[@SneakyAndBeaky]

Im new to the channel because of the warhammer stuff , but you seem like a genuine guy. I have similar issues and it is very important to talk about it with someone. Thank you for speaking about this with us. Cheers to the future.

[@BradyBanta]

Well needed discussion, was in a similar state after my uncle died last year, whoever is reading this, wishing you positive vibes and good health, physically and mentally

[@CyberShink]

Yeah I had a moment of depression after my grandmother passed and was just not willing to take school seriously and affected me so much that I was kicked out of an adVance program in high school because of my grades, one thing that kept me up after it all was realizing that people out there were dealing with much severe situations and have made it through the other side, so why not myself? Here I am with no regrets

[@BradyBanta]

@@CyberShink glad for you, as the late great Alex Trebek once said, that he lived his life without any regrets, that we should all live by, no matter how or where you are raised, you are still a human being, that has emotions and feelings, which can get out of control, I nearly lost my dad to a stroke two years ago, struggled in all non music classes since, suggestion for those who are struggling with mental health, calm music or comedy helps me personally relax.

[@BradyBanta]

@@CyberShink condolences about your grandmother by the way

[@CyberShink]

@@BradyBanta my condolences to your uncle my friend, may we and all suffering find happiness to the very end

[@CyberShink]

@@BradyBanta my condolences to your father, I find my happiness with music and all kinds of military stories. They peak my curiosity and itsjust a good feeling to know their stories

[@Yorghan]

Thank you a lot for this video. I'm suffering too under severe depression and anxiety. To hear someone with your range openly speak about this, is sooo good! You earned yourself a medol of courage for this video! Thanks man.

[@charliemcgrath3867]

I'm sorry to hear that never would've guessed any of that and the corporal shouldn't have done any of that stuff he did to u. Plus There's 350 thousand of us who would've backed you against your corporal 😂

[@donatoclemente4421]

Amen

[@soro8371]

Luke could have his own army against that corporal!

[@titanmkx9840]

Way of the Mandalore: One will not attack another member of the clan, psychically, emotionally, or any other form that affects a another's way of living. You are a true warrior, worthy to be called a Mandalorian. This is the way.

[@Jack-yo2bc]

Your braver than me I wouldn't openly talk about it so good on ya for being able 2 talk about it

[@schnappschildkrote418]

It's alright dude we love and support you I just saw the thumbnail and had to leave a supportive comment. Your smile and laugh always brightens my day and I hope you get better. I feel bad for your experiences and we will always be there for you no matter what,you always make us smile and we in the comments hope we can do the same.🙏❤💙 EDIT:If you've read this you should check @Fwisps comment

[@samuelblack7148]

We're here for you. Mental health is a big problem that most of us probably has or had. So we understand and will support you in any way because we are here for you

[@brendenbartlett4411]

We’re here for you man. I’m going through shit myself. I was on fall break for my first semester of college, then turned out that we didn’t have enough money to pay for another semester and now I’m home. It’s been a couple months now, but I’m still cursed by it because of social media, seeing all my new friends having fun and being together, it hurts man. But we’re all here for you, you’ve got support, much love

[@user-eg5co1me6t]

i've been going through something similar, and i know a few others that have too. you're not alone.

[@inanimatemist8610]

Yeah man, i've been online this past year, and seeing my friends at college already with new groups of people, while I haven't even visited my campus yet makes me feel down sometimes, but you just got to make the best of the situation your in and try to maintain a positive mindset

[@user-eg5co1me6t]

@@inanimatemist8610 exactly. there's a lot of people going through this, and it helps when i think about that.

[@icygaming20]

Hey man. I just wanted to say my mental health has been absolutely atrocious the last year or so for various reasons. Your videos literally help me get through the day a lot of the times and I just want to say that we all appreciate you and all of your work on KZbin and twitch. Thank you for making this video and sharing your story. It really helps more than you can imagine.

[@zacharymaat1662]

Stumbled upon you channel recently from your warhammer reaction vids. The military is supposed to break you down, but simultaneously build an unbreakable bond of brotherhood. It’s horrible that corporal treated you that way. My best friend joined the US marines and was suicidal there, it’s hard man. Much love from across the pond, glad you found a wife, have your close friends, and an awesome KZbin channel. Sometimes you realize what’s truly important in the hardest times.

[@Mochimatchamocha]

The one thing I tell myself when I feel like shit is “it’s a waste of my mental resources to feel depressed.” Doing anything productive, even something simple like cleaning my desk, is infinitely better than spiraling down, suffering, and doing nothing.

[@kylepatterson1296]

That’s smart I never thought of it like that thank you

[@bombomos]

Some people can change their mentality like this. And some can't. I can do it sometimes, but other times it's hard. :/ It sucks that people are made definitely

[@muck2744]

Hey we all have been through tough times, I also struggle with mental health. Much love to you brother

[@c.deegan7613]

We all feel awful right now dude youre more than welcome to tske a break from KZbin if you need to. I feel horrible right now aswell and stuff is so tough and I hope you stay as strong as you can and just persevere through this pain. I hope everything with time gets better man im praying for your mental health to get better look after yourself.

[@RazZelDaZzel16]

Im sorry to hear that things have been so rough for u... Your such a great guy. Can't imagine anyone taking disliking to you. That officer had to have been going through his own issues to treat you that way.. we all support and care about u brother! Much love! stay strong!

[@DasBeef2022]

I can relate and al i can say is keep fighting and dont give up cause once you do there is no comimg back

[@pedroangelnavarro-sotocena8757]

I went through something similar, guys.. Just wanted to tell everyone to never lose hope, there's always something or someone, you may not even know them/it yet who will help you overcome everything.. Just hang in there for a little longer. Best wishes everyone

[@minecraftjesus7548]

Take as long as you need man, it’s your choice, I understand how you feel, I’ve been through it also man. It’s hard,

[@Michael_OBrian]

I’m one of two founders of a meetup group of near 200 people with High Functioning Autism (Aspergers), myself included, based in PA. Most people with Aspergers have high social anxiety and trouble with depression. I, myself, had depression in 7th grade but with antidepressants and talking with a therapist helped without question. Unfortunately one of our members took her life not long ago. We had a meetup over Zoom to pay our respects to her and share experiences. One call/conversation can be what can turn someone’s life around. It did for me when I finally spoke to my parents about how I really was feelings in 7th grade. If you’re unsure what Aspergers is like the main characters of The Accountant and Imitation Game both depict it extremely well.

[@Jordy120]

I'm in Australia and have depression & PTSD, there are some online organisations like Beyond Blue & Black Dog institute (as well as Federal and state government sites). Just thought I'd share this. Best of luck & if you need to step away from being online, just do it and know that we'll still be here.

[@evanasche8882]

Takes a big man to actually wish a guy well that beat you up in front of everyone for literally no reason. Tons of respect for you, bro. I may not be English but I still thank you for your service for your country. Especially going through that crap.

[@Lakerfanforlife]

I’m so sorry to hear this you take as much time as you need and remember us fans are here to support you no matter what

[@ISilverx]

Thank you for sharing this. i know how painful it can be to try to fit in and never getting the chance, to end up in depression because of bullying and even being suicidal. I have been bullied for almost 9 years through out school and i hated myself for never fitting in. Nothing ever made sense and i tried to kill myself twice over the years. because of my mental instability after school i lost 2 jobs and who guessed it, i was bullied again. Now i have a nice job with good colleagues and i speak up if i think something is not right. Im still in depression and slightly socially awkward because i don't want any one to dislike me but i never gave up on my goal of living my life as happy as i can be and im on a pretty good way right now. So never give up on being happy because i believe in you, we all do

[@SirButtRichardson]

Opening up is the scariest part. This is a great thing to use your platform for man, much respect.

[@NotContinuum]

: Good man shares about his struggle with depression: : KZbin interrupts with a Candy crush ad:

[@commandcoded]

Just pretend in the ad, instead of candy, it’s the 16 people who disliked the vid

[@Meanslicer43]

I got one of those scummy Rise of Kingdoms ads. The ones where the ad is a deliberate lie comapred to the actual gameplay.

[@tugalord]

For me it was a warpath add

[@tugalord]

@@Meanslicer43 that's like all mobile RTSs ads (who remembers mafia city?)

[@Percs2pluto]

I hope you feel a lot better . I love your videos.keep it up always know we’re here for you 💪🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@dakatack95]

Hey man. US Navy here I went through basically the same thing at my first command. I totally understand that feeling. I was constantly worried about if I'm getting yelled at for some bullshit that I didn't even do. And that everyone was out to get me.I went 4 years without going to mental health and just saying a video like this would've been good.

[@jamie_p0758]

We’re here for you O.H ❤️❤️

[@cleanhabesha7318]

Change the pfp my g

[@jamie_p0758]

@@cleanhabesha7318 I have

[@damaribrackett1159]

@@jamie_p0758 do what u want bro

[@jamie_p0758]

Why am I getting hate , this guy spammed a comment saying he has cancer , I told him to stfu and then I got told my life don’t matter WTF

[@cleanhabesha7318]

@@jamie_p0758 my g what? I was talking about the pfp 💀

[@PUSHOUTKING89]

It's all right man, we're her for you.

[@YoMama_JRXC]

I can definitely feel this, just left my career job as a police officer because of these reasons. Many great times and people, but always that one person and moments that make it worse.

[@dr.joka-norskgamingnorskvl3306]

If you were a police officer. Why is your name YoMama JR lmaoo

[@YoMama_JRXC]

@@dr.joka-norskgamingnorskvl3306 this is my gaming side, so it was created like a decade ago

[@dr.joka-norskgamingnorskvl3306]

@@YoMama_JRXC lmao what a legend

[@YoMama_JRXC]

@@dr.joka-norskgamingnorskvl3306 yeah, once the guys at the station found out, it was all over lol. Asking to be in my vlogs and stuff

[@dr.joka-norskgamingnorskvl3306]

@@YoMama_JRXC hahahah i have been through that. You could just imagine what my class did to me when they found out

[@panhandle_]

A popular quote I heard online.. “Think of it like a video game, if you encounter enemies, you’re on the right path.”

[@lightninghawk5981]

Hey Luke if you need to take a break for a while we’ll understand and always wait

[@Abominable_Intelligences]

I feel you mate. I never actually went to the military nor any fields related, ever since I have been a very depressed kid, Unexpected deaths within the family, bullying, social anxiety. As an adult its the demon I fight through every day, divorce, finances. Family issues, even shrinks are not sure if I was born with this thing. But I still fight it, Im still here, existing. Finding the reason to live. You'll get through it, I'm sure

[@austinwild6723]

You're a tough lad Luke we love and care bout you. You've helped so many through thick and thin with your videos we'll happily help you with whatever you need

[@jamesdenton-216]

Hi Luke just want to say you are great I understand that you have been suffering for a long time and what that man did to you was wrong I hope you get better ,and relax and chill and have some time to yourself we all love you Luke xx

[@troyt6864]

Hang in there bud. I went through some of the same bullying and depression. It sucks. But we can be stronger together.

[@NC-cf7kl]

Your channel has helped me more than I can say through quarantine, you are probably, honestly you are my favorite youtuber. I love your content and ESPECIALLY your variety. I myself havent had a fun time during quarantine at all, especially after getting the virus. I live in the US and was always intrigued to join a branch of the military, and you are of many people that inspire me to want to join, but with already existing problems and after living in a broken home I dont know if that would be the best idea. Either way I love your content and cant explain how much it alone has helped me through things. Thank you. We love you Luke, I pray for the best.

[@gametagnotfound9349]

Godspeed luke, enjoy your cookies❤️

[@devsetter4221]

Ooo yeah, look at that everyone + Poland 🇵🇱 is here

[@sheamusfinnegan5381]

Thanks for this video. It's important to talk about this stuff, so I really appreciate you speaking about this!

[@Masterchief101]

You got our support M8 keep strong and thank you my best freind is also struggling with mental health thank you

[@Radimzacios]

Hey mate, I'm sending you some words of support from Prague, Czech republic. I don't have anywhere near the experience as you have, I'm not a soldier... but I'm really enjoying your videos, how you play my favorite games, react to interesting videos... I have fun with your videos because I think you're a really honest guy and a good person and I'm sure I'm not alone in this one. In this youtube community, we'll always be here for you, always ready to back you up against anything that'll come for ya. Don't forget that :)

[@scottstaley5561]

I believe I speak for everyone in saying I hope you can overcome this and we will always be behind you. If you think you need a break, take a break we understand.

[@waynehutton7536]

Luke, the heart and courage you showed in this video is nothing less than awe inspiring. This has been a truly hard year for many people. I’ve seen and participated in a couple of campaigns like veterans and law enforcement officers calling and checking on their fellow vets and officers. These calls/checks are so important because like you said the feeling isolation is very real now. Your videos have brought me laughs and held some of that isolation at bay for me. Thank you for that. This video shows how much love you have for veterans, your subscribers and your wife’s cookies. 😉 I hope you see you’re getting that love back a thousand fold. Thank you again for the video. Love ya brother.

[@funghoulio26]

Dude there is nothing wrong with struggling especially with what you’ve been through and just with the past year and now with the world there’s nothing wrong with it man, it takes balls to tell people about your depression, massive respect man :) proud of how far you’ve come

[@FastFl0w]

As an ex irish army ranger I can understand what you're going through

[@saulrizo7037]

Your videos are what got me through my depression

[@sambinns1809]

A problem many are going through, even those who havent experienced such an awful thing before is rising year by year. I hope people will see this and be encouraged to talk, to know that it isnt only them, and in this time more than ever we need this unity and help for everyone. Even talk to a friend, a family member, even a stranger, anyone who's willing to help, and hopefully, you will find someone

[@Dottydoy]

We're all here and we all love you man, you can do this

[@churchsparkchaser3392]

Sorry you had to go through that man, from a U.S. Army veteran, glad you're speaking out about the mental health stuff. Folk don't realize how much it helps to know they ain't alone.

[@undeadpoet]

Thank you for sharing, sometimes when you speak of it you are basically naming your problem that will give you strength over it. You are an amazing young man please continue to put one foot in front of the other and take care of yourself there are people that care for you.

[@FiwiVTuber]

Recently found your channel, wanted to drop some love to ya because for the 2 weeks I've been watching your videos, you've really blown me away about how friendly, amazing and great you've been. Thanks for being such a great dude and really hope I can get to stop by your streams when I can catch them ❤️

[@curtaingamer6900]

Luke man, all my love goes out to you, you’re an absolute hero to me and it’s so hard to hear that you feel this way, you’re a really strong guy for not letting this show on the outside, I really appreciate you feeling comfortable to open up to me and your community, just know that you’ve got a loving wife, two wonderful children, and a community that will always appreciate you no matter what, I know that cannot solve your inner demons, but you have such strong support, I hope it aids you in some way, I love you man, from the bottom of my heart, thanks for sharing this on the platform

[@wiggyone]

My father was in the Royal Signals during the 50s. He told me that his Sergeant would single him out for anything and everything that went wrong (even if it wasn't my dad's fault), blame him, rough him up and and punish him for it. My dad took every course that the Signals offered (even if it wasn't interesting) just to get out of drill or parade and to put some distance between him and this Sergeant. When he left the Signals he furthered his career by applying to join GCHQ and was accepted. He eventually became the head of his section and got quite a few accolades and accreditations for his work (behind closed doors, of course). He was then invited to Lord Nelson's birthday aboard Nelson's flagship, HMS Victory - and since there were no "ranks" as such in GCHQ, they made him a Major for the event - which amused my dad as he only ever made Sergeant in the Signals before being busted down two weeks later to Corporal for some infraction. Well, when he attended the event there were NCOs for Army, Navy and Air Force to greet the Officers and dignitaries as they boarded the ship. The NCO to greet my dad was his old Sergeant, who seemed like he couldn't believe his eyes and had a look of pain on his face as he snapped to attention and saluted my father as he boarded the ship. My dad made that Sergeant hold his salute all the way up the gang plank for as long as he possibly could, and in my dad's words: "with a big shit-eating grin on my face", before he finally saluted him back. After that he attended the party, and after dozens of "To Lord Nelson" style toasts, my dad told me that he got so shit-faced on Brandy that he couldn't remember leaving the ship. I thought you might like this story - it was one of my dad's favourites, though he had a rough time of it in the Signals. Stay strong man with a focus on the good times.

[@viibes8159]

Hi I hope your hanging in there brother have a awesome day bro! Keep up the good work we’re all here for you!!!!

[@justvin1364]

"Mental Health"...Haven't hear about this word after Etika pass away, i hope you will be fine man.

[@hankhill3593]

Just letting you know my man all your fans are here for you and anyone else who’s suffering from mental health issues

[@Meanslicer43]

Even Hank hill has a heart. And that heart pumps propane.

[@warlikevr7105]

Hey man we are here for you and I know you will get past whatever obstacles are in your way and never be afraid to ask for help, we are all here for you and for each other. You got this man

[@harvest8062]

Yo love your vids hope you get better ,stay strong king ❤️

[@PREZY19]

I suffered with my mental health alot growing up and ive lost ppl to it. I shrugged it all off because i felt like it never mattered even with all the destructive chaos it brought but it does. Whatever your struggles may be, I’m glad you’ve spoken on them rather than bottling it up. What goes through your mind matters and i hope you overcome this. 💙

[@cpldalton5966]

This thing you are going through sucks bro, I really hope it goes away because talking nearly always helps, hope you get better soon!

[@ExarchNZ]

Thank you for sharing that. I hope this message reaches everyone who is struggling. Struggling with bullying, mental illness and finding the current world situation stressful. I hope that this makes them feel like they are not alone in their struggles and can reach out to anyone for help.

[@fwisps249]

Hi mate, there’s thousands of people you have that appreciate everything you do by making videos, i hope you know that you making videos gets me and probably loads of others through the day as it’s the highlight of my day through this pandemic, stay strong🙏

[@Novac_Alexandru]

No one is perfect, everyone is different and I have a lot of issues but I am saying that I am different and I can handle it, we need to stay positive. I am an anxious person and I feel you.