Nitrous Oxide Addict-Orylan

Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Orylan, a woman dealing with a nitrous oxide addiction in Houston, Texas. Here are links to Orylan’s previous videos:
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[@missmel9605]

“It felt like a hug from God but it was really the Devil..” great explanation for SO many things in life that draw us in

[@Aatv2]

for real so grateful for these stories

[@Llkolii]

indulgence is a bad thing, unfortunately some of us learn the hard way

[@Mikesusendsadasdc]

I couldnt understand how people got addicted to this stuff. For me the "High" only lasted like a min or so and ide have to keep smashing the bottle. And I seen people fry there brains on this stuff. Glaxaygas need's to be shut down. People doing as a 1 off is ok is the right setting with real stuff. But its a unregulated market just like any legal stuff.

[@311baca]

Yup. There are 2 teams. Christ and antichrist...which master do you serve?

[@mad9023]

Absolutely a fact ~ addiction is NOT from God !!!!

[@TerryTickStock-qq6en]

I worked for a dentist who liked to "do the gas". Dental offices at that time has tanks that held 244 cu.ft. of pure nitrous. Ultimately, he developed hand tremors, for one thing, and lost his ability to perform dentistry. It's no joke.

[@anavarela6958]

I swear when I was a young adult, the dentist I used to go to I was sure that he was always high on the gas. Was still a great dentist but for sure I could tell and it always did feel a little weird to somehow know that. But I still kept going to him because he had state of the art technology in his office and he was knowledgeable.

[@BIGLON-cf1ul]

That's crazy! He's gonna f somebody up!

[@lisamo2598]

The irony.

[@nunyabisniss1179]

Exterminators back in the 50's got high on their chemicals. Crazy stuff​@lisamo2598

[@gayandethereal]

so little shop of horrors was based off truth huh. good to know

[@amaiaford9139]

I’m a barista I serve her coffee often. She’s always kind. I hope she gets well.

[@awnaur0no919]

she wont; tha tattoos is a external manifestation of her own pathologically compulsive demeanor/addictive personality

[@Drunkmonk2122]

Nigha stop capping no one give a fuck

[@donfillinger3571]

Does she get whipped cream?! 🧐

[@KlicKlacMeow]

😂😂😂😂​@@donfillinger3571

[@emmaalvarez1617]

😂​@@donfillinger3571

[@AmandaGattuso]

I don't think people realize how hard it was for her to come forward about this. For her to get so much hate and still continue to spread awareness makes her a very strong woman. I don't know her but I'm proud of her!

[@mistyjomay6272]

She is actually very level-headed, and I love that she is advocating for how dangerous this shit is. ❤

[@jaycho6747]

Is that a joke?

[@drakelessner3981]

level headed? definitely not. self aware? yeah.

[@hurricaneaquatics]

Rofl, this generation can find an excuse for anything.... Level headed like a 90 degree angle...

[@hipsonsogbo]

She’s a wierdo. I don’t know how she eats etc, what does she do for work? These people use our infrastructure, what do they contribute to it? I’ve got no time for people who don’t contribute to our infrastructure.

[@deetsitmeisterjd]

Yeah, watch her use this as traffic for her OF. That's all people care about

[@erickb6443]

I knew a young man who recently died from this very thing. He was 24 years old. He was a co-owner of a thriving business, brilliant, kind, hard working, thoughtful, and appeared to have everything a young man could want. Somehow he was introduced to this horrible addiction and it took his life. Allegedly, he only started because he was told/believed that it wasn't that dangerous and it wasn't one of those "hardcore" drugs. By the time he was found and rushed to the hospital, he was being kept alive by machines. He was an organ donor and luckily he was able to save other people's lives with his organs that were otherwise incredibly healthy. This was his legacy, but it left a hole in the town beyond what he could have even imagined. His parents had to make the decision to stop the machines which allowed his heart and lungs to stop. I cannot imagine that pain. PLEASE stop this if you are doing it. It is killing so many people and its barely on the radar as dangerous. Please stop.

[@buddah610]

I worked with a nurse whose daughter and 4 other girls were doing this and all died in a car crash near our job. 5 kidss gone. Her mother never recovered fully from the loss

[@dreamfulartiste]

That's a whole different level of unimaginable devastation. My heart goes out the poor mom

[@badxradxandy]

Yeah I bet they tried it while driving, you basically pass out for a second. You lose control, it's used in anesthesia.

[@kayremoob9579]

Right, but think about the income taxes for the state and the jobs produced from such an event.

[@monicawing1968]

I knew someone who lost their life driving doing nitrous too. So sad.

[@monicawing1968]

I hope she gets medicated and gets well. Her mental illness is rampant.

[@detroitos]

Back in the early 90's a friend of mine died because of this drug. I still remember you, Paul.

[@kimsikorski5988]

Orylan you got this. Addiction sucks, I'm 14 years clean from Heroin and I never thought I'd live past 30. You've made the most important step...you can keep doing good. You're beautiful inside & out and you deserve to be happy.

[@Eva-eu8yn]

i’m a deadhead and nitrous has been hot on the scene for decades amongst Grateful Dead fans.i hate how people make it a trend or treat it like a joke. it’s all a joke until you can’t feel sensation in your arms and legs. i really hope that people start to take this seriously. why are they selling it in normal smoke shops!?! it’s KILLING people, and out open in a public store.

[@blegend9351]

I went to a show in Boston in the early 90s, and someone fell from the 3rd story of the parking garage doing nitrous.

[@imanalien2222]

Many shows since early ‘80s and the “lot tanks” definitely picked up big time by the end of the decade. Hippie crack. First sound you heard upon arriving…and last upon leaving. However, that was REAL nitrous…and still can be had at actual gas shops in most cities. The shit they’re selling at vape shops in those little cans ARE NOT the same thing and pose a much greater health risk than the real stuff when taken responsibly. Everything in moderation. Many fun times at private parties streaming shows and sharing the hose. 😅 I hope she stays clean off that vape store crap. Probably made in China.

[@blegend9351]

@imanalien2222 Yes, hippie crack was the street name back then, ahaha. The woosh of the tank filling the balloon must be the sound you are referring to. I wish her the best as well. Hopefully, sharing her story will prevent someone from using that stuff and causing harm to their health and life.

[@reggiehicks7633]

I love n2o ngl but hate how it effected the lot and I’ve seen tanks ran off lot on SCI tour and in my riskier days used to go around lot popping ppls balloons with a chunk of citrine I used to carry around. Maybe she had too much too fast?

[@sunnygames1528]

​@@imanalien2222even if u get the medical grade it still depletes the B12 in ur body

[@srw2305]

My little sister died from a lighter fluid inhalation addiction. This one hit home more than most for that, all the best to staying strong on her recovery 💓

[@lonewolf87993]

How did that happen? If u don't mind the question.

[@srw2305]

It's still not completely clear, it never will be, but it seems the addiction had become so bad she had severe cirrohsis of the liver by 20 years old and one night she inhaled too much so they think she just fell to the floor asleep and never woke up, there were cannisters everywhere in her flat and it seems the addiction had taken over her life.

[@lonewolf87993]

@@srw2305 wow I'm sorry to hear that. Inhalants are no joke.

[@gettfoffmycardude4586]

​@@srw2305this is so sad

[@contenteater]

Lit up her Life 🔥

[@sylvia222ableable]

I am shocked by how aware she is of how the addiction got to her, the way it controlled her, and she is fighting for her life. I am proud of her. And she has a very kind and assured spirit about her, that is at the same time fighting trauma, and I wish I could give her a hug. I pray she stays sober.

[@TheOneinthewoods]

She's very easy to talk to. I can see her quitting all substance and gaining control over her direction ❤

[@unit333angel]

This comment is perfect

[@ritawhite7457]

She’s such a sweet woman. You can tell she is a kind and caring soul. Bless you! I hope the best and a life full of love and sobriety. Congratulations on 2 months!! That’s huge ♥️

[@vvalkyrieee]

I used to watch her channel for a bit, she made so much videos convincing her audience and herself how much she loves her family and their "love" for her .Truth always finds its way whether u like it or not,girl.

[@CharlieRoss-fm1co]

People with borderline personality tend to have tumultuous relationships with people closest to them to put it lightly

[@pepinyostep3592]

Whats her channel name

[@sofaloaf.]

@@pepinyostep3592it’s house her name, Orylan

[@jazzysophie9943]

Yes, it does. Like these people who are in the Maga Cult and Trump. They will see.

[@stephanielake8169]

@@pepinyostep3592just search her name

[@locababy2044]

Girl I am so proud of you. What a beautiful testimony. Not only does the most high have a hand over your while existence, not only did/are YOU over coming your addiction, you came on here to spread awareness so authentically. Baby, you are going place. I love you, you be strong and keep fighting🙌🏾

[@allofthenames77]

She said this year she actually found demons and the devil. I pray for her deliverance.

[@lonewolf87993]

I think she was talking about the whippets but yea that caught my attention too.

[@eamonmulholland3159]

Nah, that was not a euphemism. Listen to the Exorcist Files. The occult is full of fake shit, but demons are real and opening doors to that shit is actually dangerous.

[@PSINXS]

she look like one

[@sct296]

What's going on with her eyes? I hope she stays sober and wish her the best.

[@darkprince56]

@@sct296her eyeballs are tattooed

[@milicagrujic1361]

Wishing everyone a stress free day!! Love from Belgrade, Serbia! Thank you Mark, for all the work you do for us

[@Last_Chance.]

Same to you. God bless you

[@stevenbennett5327]

Thanks from north Florida usa

[@tahcria]

Thanks from Cedar Rapids,Iowa USA. God bless you!

[@keeper6458]

Thank you from Florida! Much love 💛

[@hollyharris1874]

Wishing you all a joyous day! Much love from Alabama, USA 🥰💜🤗

[@rianschultz5117]

My boyfriend's older sister died from overdosing on whippets. Hearing her talk about her experience and everything that she was going through is heart breaking. When they found her they opened the door and dozens of cans spilled out. She left behind a daughter and her family.

[@allisonerickson3598]

“I thought addiction wasn’t real” 😮 it’s soooooooo REAL doll !!! Never make fun of someone suffering it will happen to you . I’ve seen it happen

[@JMOlsen_]

Don't be stupid. Life doesn't work that way. Things don't just "happen" most of the time. She actively did this to herself...

[@angelwonsetler142]

Ive watched her on many different platforms and ive grown to like and respect her. She gets alot of hate but she continues to tell her story and educate people on whipits. I appreciate her honesty and vulnerability ❤

[@shannonwhite6836]

Is this the split tongue chick on Facebook who trolls people with her little microphone??? I think it is… I’ll watch her sometimes but sometimes she trolls too hard and is annoying so I’ll have to swipe past her…

[@NYHeeb]

Been a clean opiate addict for 14 years and thankful everyday. 20 years of my life living in hell. Nothing but hard work,medication ,and fighting everyday is only way to make a life. Never forget where u were. Good luck

[@Fluckinoob]

I worked at Walmart for 9 years. People would steal duster and huff it. One night we caught a guy and we called the cops my manager wanted to press charges in hopes to help the young man better his life instead of just letting him continue. A few days later they found him dead in a car across the street (it was a car dealership). It's awful seeing people struggle and need help

[@gettfoffmycardude4586]

So sad 😢 The Walmart where I live is also across the street from a car lot .

[@xartistic_cuddlesx8175]

We had a guy when I worked at wal mart who would drink hand sanitizer he died in the store

[@DaniCat99]

That's still good that they didn't press charges.. cops don't think twice before ruining people's lives with that stuff. RIP

[@mscharleyjxox]

I hope she knows it’s a lifelong battle..of wanting it but not wanting it. I’ve been sober since 2012…I still want Percocet daily. But then I don’t.

[@fyroe]

stay strong :)

[@cosmicmeg]

I found Orylan from your very first interview with her and loved her ever since! She’s such a free spirit, unapologetically herself, and not afraid to tell it how it is. I’m so happy she lived through her addiction in order to speak on it and tell her story, to hopefully educate someone else going through something similar and spread awareness on it. Many blessings to you, Orylan, and never stop being true to yourself and using your voice! No one is perfect and for the ones that only see what we have on the outside will be surprised to know what they take with them to the afterlife. Nothing but your spirit ✨Don’t let anyone dull yours!

[@ibbylancaster8981]

I’ve never done whippets but I’ve been hooked on pills. I’ve been clean for 12 years or so now. I quit counting. It’s always one day at a time, sometimes one minute at a time. It ruined my teeth. Before my Dad died, he begged me to let him pay for dentures. I told him that although I usually don’t have any cravings, the urge creeps in from time to time and all I have to do is look in the mirror and the urge disappears. I have 2 grandkids that I want to be around as much as possible. Stay the course young lady. You will be fine. The Good Lord has a purpose for you being here. Just keep up the great work and focus on yourself. Don’t sweat what folks say. The saying “What goes around, comes around is terribly true. Much love and prayers for your continued recovery, protection , and healing. 🤙🤙

[@repeatdefender6032]

It's insane how available this drug is. I wish her the best, stay strong, lady.

[@livingintheforest3963]

I’m so happy that you commented on this and explained to people you are a psychologist because sometimes when we comment on here we get in trouble for being rude or what we say so I’m keeping it low-key but this is probably one of the most severe situations I’ve ever seen. On every level.

[@joshuatreecabin4201]

It's like watching someone flush themselves down the toilet in real time. Sad.

[@eyezikandexploits]

She said she used to be 125lb now shes 180lb nah she at least 220lb

[@emilyallen6572]

@@eyezikandexploits she's probably short. everyone's body carries weight differently. there's really no need to speculate. why would she lie about that

[@benjaminjantzen1398]

We think of most people as the same, but there are some very fragile, thin skinned individuals that need help which includes physical, as well as mental health and kind words, and a smile goes along ways, all of that to some of these thin skinned people. The rest of us just kind of keep soldering on take the beating and move forward, it develops a thicker skin, etc., but some people are so very fragile.

[@Charles-ij1ow]

I seen her before she started getting tat's, she use to be the perfect looking girl

[@anneclarkin2059]

@@Charles-ij1owhow she looks isn’t her problem

[@bl4076]

She’s so awesome & brave for telling her story! I wish her the very best… she’s a beautiful soul.

[@sailor_marsxo]

I’m so glad she survived all that and is in the road to happiness and recovery ❤

[@GtstangLv]

She looks happy to you?

[@LuisRojas-mz2mg]

are you stupid?

[@sailor_marsxo]

@@GtstangLv well, considering she’s not dead and is 2 months sober and told mark she is the happiest she’s ever been , I’m going to take her word from it as I am not a psychic and cannot pretend to know what someone is thinking or feeling .

[@adamsapple7193]

Oh yeah, glad. Dregs of society

[@harleemelland321]

I’m so proud of you for getting sober keep going girl it’s so worth it❤

[@Tia-t1c]

Thank u for this video. Been watching Orylan for a long time and didn’t know what she’s been thru lately. I love her!! So thankful she’s better. Good bless!!

[@miadaydream4712]

So sweet

[@kax358]

I did nitrous for 4 months every day trying to forget the things that I did on methanphetamine I definitely agree it’s more addictive than meth, mainly I think because of its accessibility Thankyou for for bringing light to this It took me a month to relearn how to walk, I’ve had weight issues ever since also

[@peanutbutterdijonnaise]

How’d that work out for you?

[@jewelsbarbie]

The portrait is so good, Mark! I’m glad to see you are doing better, Orylan! What you went through with the whippets is so incredibly scary. Wishing you all the best with your new studio. 🖤✨

[@orylanshorts]

Thank you ❤

[@smirkinatu5512]

Thank you for recording and posting this valuable educational video. Wishing you peace and prosperity in your future.

[@Noneofyourbuisiness22]

She may look a little scary but she seems like such a sweet person with a good heart. Fingers crossed that she is able to stay clean and live a life she is happy with 💜

[@KaayBeeee]

It's illegal to sell that crap in New Zealand outside of catering/food businesses

[@natalieprendergast5620]

I'm from NZ too!

[@kylecunningham9793]

The "catering" businesses advertise direct on social media to purchase nitrous for all your "catering" needs.

[@emilyemily444]

They've done the same here in the UK as people leaving the little cans everywhere, was becoming a major litter issue.

[@KaayBeeee]

​@@natalieprendergast5620Where?!

[@KaayBeeee]

​@@kylecunningham9793cool

[@JacksonDunnoKnows]

Yeah... In our little town, we had a few almost deadly wrecks from people doing it driving. One guy drove into the lake, another smashed into a business sign. One a house. Not a good thing to do, obviously.

[@valleygirltotallyforsure]

My friend lost her child because she crashed her car while high on that stuff and then she started feeling down a lot. Eventually her legs stopped working and she went to the hospital and then had to go to a skilled nursing facility. Now she's back home but she still can't walk. She too had no B12 in her body because this stuff strips it all out. She may never walk again and she's only 27 years old.

[@KimberlyGoodnight]

I believe what you said but just curious why she isn't in prison if she killed her child in an auto accident due to being on/ doin drugs?

[@alannarose2137]

@@KimberlyGoodnightI think maybe she lost custody of the child

[@albertawheat6832]

Soft white Underbelly just loves it's freak show. These people don't need a format of any kind. They actually just need to be forgotten.

[@veritaslegionis777]

Don't judge her, we all have trauma even carried over from past lives. She needs love, unconditional love from all of us ❤

[@darkshinexo]

Too many expect others to be perfect or meet their expectations. This world is so fkn sad.

[@Opethfeldt]

First, she needs to love herself.

[@RadRedhead222]

But she's lying

[@deanheiserUWSNYC]

Speak for yourself, I watch this channel purely for ENTERTAINMENT purposes.... for the meek, the weak, the freaks, & the sideshow geeks.

[@jaycho6747]

Nah, don’t encourage it. 😂

[@BeeKay4444]

Third interview I have watched of this woman. My ❤breaks for what has happened. Look after yourself and stay away from drugs.

[@allblack4777]

One of my favorite people died at 26 years old from dusters. She was alone. It was days before anyone found her. Her poor dog survived. I miss her. She was beautiful and brilliant. I had no idea she was doing dusters. Another friend of mine died at 16 from butane. His lungs froze. The people he was with left his corpse on his parent's front porch.

[@Neliboo10]

Omg I found her on tiktok a year ago and just saw her page recently! seeing her on this channel is sick! I love how she's opened about educating others on her experience with addiction.❤

[@KimberlyGoodnight]

How do I find her on TikTok?

[@Neliboo10]

@@KimberlyGoodnight not too sure her name on there but if she pops up I will let you know! I follow too many people to check quickly

[@meldoverfield7782]

Major kudos to you for choosing Life! You are a beautiful and talented individual full of limitless purpose. Upward and onward towards regaining your health. Looking forward to your next update.

[@jojobee42]

Youth is wasted on the young.

[@jjkatz]

So true , what a waste

[@NebulaNeko-qp7xl]

Yungblud Reference?

[@BobbyBundlez]

@@NebulaNeko-qp7xl oh my god u are a loser... lol. its just a fucking expression lots of people use yungblud didn't fucking make it up

[@zzzz-sf5lr]

Smashing pumpkins 🎃

[@MrHaze1947]

I live in Birmingham, the UK and for many years now you can find small little empty metal type bottles of this stuff everywhere. It's just left as trash and has been going on for twenty or so years. It's for sure a major addiction problem along with heroin and crack.

[@natalieprendergast5620]

Everyone casting shade on Orylan's weight.. this isn't the usual SWU vibe.

[@brooklynseder]

Right? People can be so nasty.

[@marinaglass]

i hate the internet sometimes for this exact reason. don’t say something to somebody you wouldn’t say to their face.

[@NAT-turners-Revenge]

​@@marinaglassEverything I type online .... I say, said, or would say to someone's face. I dont get into the enabling or hypocrite stuff online

[@chicagorilla4983]

Her weight is perfect to me 😅

[@Hd93129]

Imagine going through the most traumatic experience of your life and still keeping on top of gym sessions and healthy eating? Couldn’t be me. People are cold and nasty, at least that also couldn’t be me. 🫠 kindness costs nothing, but they act like they’re on rations.

[@dashagazo8508]

You are a beautiful person, and brave for being vulnerable with people and shedding light on whippet abuse

[@ericlecarde]

What a difference between the last time she was there and this one

[@TheFunkybert]

Boyfriend is out of her life and nitrous oxide is in her life.

[@snotboogie2505]

@@VegasGirlDreamer 60 easily

[@VegasGirlDreamer]

About 50 L B ‘s

[@bobbyliink9252]

She was even smaller on no jumper podcast with adam16

[@BeautifulScorpioGirl]

@@VegasGirlDreamernot the L B’s

[@parisscott777]

I love to see her thriving! ❤

[@cierajasmine1]

She’s a very sweet soul. I follow her on TikTok and she is just a normal person, with the same hopes dreams and love that we all have. Happy you’re here girl ❤

[@KimberlyGoodnight]

How do I find her on there ?

[@cierajasmine1]

@@KimberlyGoodnighther name is orylanlol

[@katherinej51679]

I just love this girl! Ngl, the first time she was on here, her aesthetic scared the crap out of me…after hearing her talk, I came to admire her ethics and her drive/motivation, even if our morals were not aligned. In these past few years (since the first interview) I’ve also gained about 40ish pounds and it’s been nothing but pure financial hardship every single month…when I first saw her weight gain, I immediately felt a connection to her. My heart goes out to her bc I know the pain of taking up more space than I used to, nothing fits, I get winded, etc…but then to hear how she is overcoming an addiction that almost killed her…now I just want to be her BFF and I admire her sooo much. I have several addictions I need to overcome but haven’t quite found the motivation to put action to my wishes. ..I’m still trying to wish myself away from bad food choices and stupid substances I never should have started. Another funny thing: the first interview, I totally judged her for being on OF but now to hear that she’s still doing it and doing well, I thought “dang, good for you!” Thanks so much for having her on. She’s super inspiring and motivational!

[@vedranbalic5918]

She has a good heart and I wish her well, but it seems that there is a deeply underlying need for attention which pervades her life. She’s very beautiful; I hope she finds herself being able to just be content with her own self, without needing to be seen and validated by others in so many different ways.

[@WeeWeeJumbo]

i wish her a long, happy life 🤲🏾

[@J.Strantz]

I did this for a while. I accumulated numerous Walmart bags full of empty cans, and decided to stop ordering them, I had just quit alcohol 2 years before that, For me, it was an escape from pretty much everything that I knew, everything I could think. I blacked out a lot, fell on the floor, so frequently that I started doing it laying down, similar to how I would crawl to the bathroom during my drunk days to avoid falling. I didn't know about the food oil thing. I appreciate that.

[@lauraharlen2067]

I was addicted to nitrous off and on for 2 years. I havent touched it in 11 years and still to this day i crave it at times. Its the reason i clicked this interview, seeing the words got me excited. I understand everything she said

[@francinepare4247]

Orylan I've liked your initial interview with Mark. You seem like a genuinely nice person. Stay clean. It won't be easy. You've got a lot to offer. Thank you Mark.

[@jaidynstarwalt7306]

People who don’t know Orylan don’t know her heart… shes beautiful inside and out..

[@J_Mc1]

😂 certainly not on the outside! Looks like a circus freak

[@christophersnow-dl1fn]

I can tell you read the comments associated with your content, Orylan.. I really really want to get to know you, but I only want it to be in a positive, supportive, and constructive way... respond to this when you see it so we can exchange. Congratulations on the hard work Guurrll!! -⛄️

[@tiffanys9493]

Such a beautiful kind young lady. I hate to hear that she went down this road. The young ppl today seem to be suffering so much.

[@phelicityscott2787]

My birthday is April 2nd '99 , she is literally 7 days younger than me and I just for some reason feel so connected to her... Right now I am going thru a little rough patch of my own and I hope to get thru it soon. Happy 2 months sober babes 🤍🤍🤍

[@brah04X]

How the hell do people get high from it if it's not real nitrous oxide but "food oil and compressed gas"?

[@Chungalhunga]

Nitrous oxide and additives making it "better" for human consumption?

[@marleyyates2995]

It is also a food grade product that people are buying. They're literally for icing and whip cream tanks - hence WHIP-it.

[@RadRedhead222]

@@marleyyates2995But that's actually nitrous oxide

[@____skymo]

Also tbh I feel like much of the 'high' achieved when N2O is ingested recreationally, via the few methods that have always been used by partying folk and/or junkies (as opposed to how it is administered in controlled medical settings), is essentially just rapid onset and acute cerebral hypoxia symptoms experienced as a result of literally forgetting to breathe air or intentionally starving oneself of oxygen to prolong the rush~~~ because who needs brain cells anyway? Idk, just a hunch I've had after many many dark years of indulging which could be wrong, but for these reasons I feel like for people who start to abuse it habitually, it actually doesn't matter so much which gas they're inhaling so fiendishly, just as long as it isn't oxygen.

[@Chungalhunga]

We had a period when many drug users in part of Central Europe inhaled butane-propane gas as a secondary or a tertiary drug. The effects of nitrous oxide appear to be much stronger, harmful even with pure gas.

[@MilesBeatsLive]

It's insane as humans we all like different things.. I did mushrooms 300+ time stopped I used to do whip it ever day stopped ... But alcohol really sank its claws into me . I could never imagine n02 being something addicting . I feel this woman's turmoil

[@adrianaortiz399]

Praying for strength over drugs 🙏

[@bbym1313]

This girl is a mess. She needs therapy and to get off social media

[@DoozieQZ]

She won't. She's addicted to getting pats on the head from her fans.

[@Jenda-ld8dj]

I'm not being mean, I am speaking the truth: She is damaged goods. Modern woman.

[@BobbyGeneric145]

Tired of seeing her hawkin tattoos.

[@MEQUPWER]

she thinks she knows EVERYTHING

[@XxGyromancerXx]

She's the source of all her own drama. She loves it and the attention it brings.

[@TYPHON2713]

I got chemical pneumonia from doing it twice.

[@sharpiesarecool814]

you're so strong Orylan for stopping and resisting! i hope it only gets easier over time to reject it forever

[@frankwright9774]

Jesus Christ, well that escalated quickly

[@chadwik4000]

I can't believe those mean people made fun of her for her weight. They should have teased her for using the word literally incorrectly constantly.

[@victoriaallen8271]

Spiraling out of control. What a loss.

[@laurenmichelle9411]

Whippets are running rampant in LA. I walk down the street and hear ppl huffing it everywhere

[@jetshark970shark4]

I saw this documentary where it showed people what they looked like what they would look like without the tattoos and body modifications, the way some of these people cried seeing themselves and regretting their decisions was sad. Drugs are so sad

[@wrenispinkle4649]

That sounds interesting do you remember what it was called?

[@J_Mc1]

@@wrenispinkle4649it was called turning into a circus freak

[@Cablecol]

Dentists still use this on patients to alleviate anxiety. It works, especially if one is scared of getting dental work.

[@sirjhonson8218]

I have a friend who died of an aneurism from whippets.

[@betrevryday1]

😢

[@RackwitzG]

N2O is becoming a thing among youths in Germany now. There is no age restriction for purchasing it yet. Until recently, the bottles were available in vending machines for about $20. I had no idea N2O is addictive. Even if they ban N2O in bottles you can still buy it in cream chargers for whipped cream dispensers.

[@Nickyknoxx]

Usually when strangers tell their stories on SWU I feel empathy but some reason I feel detached from her and it’s probably the eyes. She’s permanently changed her appearance and I think long term it has affected her.

[@maygrantz4426]

Why people turn to drugs? Why people wants distort their image? Sometimes there is a spiritual warefare and addiction go along with this issue.Anyway, tatoo has a risk and don't you know that?Anyway, girl thank you for sharing your story and hopefully she will find peace and a real happiness in life.I think you are articulate and quite interesting.I have notice she keeps coughing and I think this is alarming!That is so sad to watch your daughter who were taking risk her own health.Anyway, life is too short to make a change..

[@comradeshmurda8103]

Trauma.

[@julieshelley7340]

Sad. I used to do nitris oxide. Loved it.. never again

[@kyled387]

Mark keep doing your thing. Love from Ontario

[@patriciahoggard6390]

i can't help thinking that "girl, you did this on purpose" If you like it, it shouldn't be an issue; otherwise, get help.

[@minnieturner1535]

Hey I hope ever one is good .

[@PeterWFishing]

holy cow, she’s 25. i figured she was 38

[@itsyagirlindica3505]

Im a drug addict and nobody begs me to do shit but i guess its not their problem. Im still waiting for the day i am free from drugs.. makes me sad.

[@natalia-grace]

She was so pretty, and look at her now !! Unbelievable !!

[@AndrewAllenHomeExpert]

She must not have seen Stevo from jackass. I thought everybody knew this was the devil because of him. The whole world watched him go through this.

[@Cotillion308]

He never gained 100lbs or any of her other problems.

[@travtuck7646]

"I know all about that stuff now" 😂 Dunning-Kruger is a real phenomenon

[@madseason5614]

"Toxic gasses" don't weigh that much honey.

[@christiane3334]

😂

[@molly18239]

lol!

[@kaic.8821]

She said it was the amount of synthetic food oils in the tanks that bloat your body…

[@LynIsALilADHD]

The only high ive ever lost someone to. Stuff is horrible.

[@Krisik42]

So proud of her recovery!

[@Michael2x]

And she was like, and he was like, and they were like, and like, and like, and like…..😂

[@wesleyalan9179]

I just had nitrous at the dentist about a month ago, it was great, to be honest. Luckily, i didn't feel the need to go looking for it to use recreationally. My dentist loves to whistle while he works, it was so intense, then i started laughing, then i had to tell him to stop whistling..i was like, "Get it together, Wesley, get it together!" 😂😂

[@AtibaVV]

😂😂😊

[@wesleyalan9179]

@VELVETBUNNi Lol, yeah🤣 My wife was sitting there holding my hand. I had to yell, "STOP WHISTLING!!"🤣🤣 Normally, im a quiet, mild mannerd person..so, my wife was just in disbelief, she was laughing too. My dentist, bless his sweet heart, he did very well keeping it professional..he couldn't help laughing too. I did tell him before I left that I thought his whistling was very good 🫠👍

[@Groundedsquirrel]

The fat shaming here is rampant. Nothing better to do I guess.

[@shivanasingh9581]

She's such a sweetheart. Sounds super intelligent as well. I wish her well in life. 🖤🧿

[@andreapulver2127]

She's numb so she doesn't have face herself...what will become of her?

[@icyflann7178]

I like this girl a lot but I the fact that she thinks because shes had these tats for 3 years and she doesn't regret it yet doesnt mean it wont happen. I feel like now that shes 25 shes really going to be doing some growing over the next few years

[@PRINCESS-zz3wq]

Yeah tbh I'm 31 and have 2 or 3 tattoos im thinking about getting covered / removed. Im Lucky that younger me at least had some taste in being wreckless tho cause most are pretty cool. But if I could go back I'd get zero tattoos, maybe one small one.

[@EngelinZivilBO]

When will US Americans realize that not having a social Healthcare is the root of mostly all thier problems with drugs and addiction 😢

[@Sleipnirseight]

Her tattoos are so pretty, I love all the butterflies and leaves and nature elements

[@ashleybriggs1198]

she’s a very engaging speaker and storyteller