My life changed last year when I did my research on trauma. Literally changed everything I knew it's like I'm living in a different paradigm. It's crazy to think I've gone through life for so long not understanding what's going on with me emotionally. I didn't even know I had PTSD or was traumatised because that was my life and I just covered it with drugs and alcohol. Now I'm sober but I'm obsessed with mental health, psychology etc. I have so much more empathy for people and myself so much love. I finally see the beauty of trauma and healing, hanging in there just to see things come full circle is what I live for.
@MissPerpul6 ай бұрын
How sad too bad. What of his victims over the years.
@loggen38706 ай бұрын
They haunt this man's dreams you are right goverments love criminals for some reason.
@tydollasign87185 ай бұрын
What victims?
@MightyMarksAdventures5 ай бұрын
@@tydollasign8718 beat me too it. They mentioned nothing about victims.
@darrenkarena65695 ай бұрын
Shuddup and listen to what is said
@alistairclarke67264 ай бұрын
The only legacy any gang will ever leave is one of excuses for their failure as human beings. Full Stop.
@michaeloxlarge43456 ай бұрын
Did all the gangs get government funding to try and solve the meth issue or just the mob?
@merdekamirnik81455 ай бұрын
No my shearing gang hasn't got any funding.
@TroySurmon5 ай бұрын
😂😂
@rickykingi51915 ай бұрын
Fa too much awrite whanau ❤
@seanodwyer43225 ай бұрын
@@merdekamirnik8145 ahh was told David Fagan , use too employ Mob members , and perhaps He was payed by Labour too do so, around Te Kuiti.- ???????????
@kimkay219610 күн бұрын
Ask Hipkins how much money jacinda gave to gangs
@KINGSFORDLIFE6 ай бұрын
Notice how all these ex - meth dealer's that peddled misery into communities are now social media influencers and get off on their followers comments praising them.
@jasonreed41436 ай бұрын
It's all a have
@brankbrank64176 ай бұрын
If it helps people recover and or avoid meth then thats gotta be a good thing
@nomez22306 ай бұрын
Yea "if" being the key word. Most only do it to get a lighter sentence or bail after getting busted.
@HoneHare6 ай бұрын
Notice the ppl who troll actually havn't done anything for their community. But get all the replies when they comment. Post your hard work helping others then comment. Watch your replies turn to negative.
@KINGSFORDLIFE6 ай бұрын
@@HoneHare I've helped feed those in need with food, blessed homeless with kai and money, rescued a man from drowning, helped out neighbouring Kaumātua when ever they were needing a hand, I work 12 hour shifts paying taxes that helps support other's no doubt in other communities as would alot of other people would have and not once never ever have peddled meth into communities destroying many whanau's lives.
@cruztepania8616 ай бұрын
Just because they stop smoking meth doesn't mean they stop selling it threw their communities.
@MissPerpul6 ай бұрын
Yeah - that's the cycle. Quit crack - continue pushing it. Then act the hero to get em off of it. Its like starting a fire, putting it out, then playing hero.
@dawnezone84916 ай бұрын
@@MissPerpul Wow, sure some people do that, yet our legal drug alcohol is still ok. Being pushed by companies. And then providing funds to sort it out! As was tobacco! So lets be positive about this solution ehoa.
@ujaytan66496 ай бұрын
@@dawnezone8491 Bread and Circus
@MissPerpul6 ай бұрын
@@dawnezone8491 Pull your head out. They sell to OUR people. Alcohol and meth are BOTH addictions - they go hand in hand. Nevermind the - "oh but the government" bs "EHOA." Lets be real, yes? Lets get a grip, shall we? "Some people do that" who people!? The same people pushing crack! That's who! And the majority of them dgaf who they sell to and guess who their biggest market is!? MAORI. We do ourselves in. Come at that cr4p.
@MissPerpul6 ай бұрын
@@dawnezone8491Yeah that's exactly what my crackhead relatives said to me "oh but the govt made it legal to drink and drinking is worse and so are cigarettes" oh ok then meth addict - Sorry. I rest my case - Meth is so much better, my bad.
@Kaos-p3j6 ай бұрын
Every single crack head iv known just likes to get high, no fiddling, no excuses no blaming just likes been high
@GheeFrod6 ай бұрын
Most of them crackheads have huge trauma some of them just got into it by following friends b4 the drugs.
@MightyMarksAdventures6 ай бұрын
I can almost guarantee all of it is trauma even if they don’t know it.
@michaeloxlarge43455 ай бұрын
@MightyMarksAdventures although trauma may be the reason for a good percent, this discounts the individuals with no trauma who fall into this life out of bad choices, happenstance, and rebelion.
@GheeFrod5 ай бұрын
@@michaeloxlarge4345 Right ✅️ 👌 I know from experience
@MightyMarksAdventures5 ай бұрын
@@michaeloxlarge4345yeah you show me someone that decided too go down that life and it didn’t stem from trauma and I’ll believe that statement.
@JRTIGER076 ай бұрын
Hope you Carry on Pauline what Steve Started ❤ 🙏📖📖🙏 God bless you and your Family ❤ *1 Corinthians 13:1-13* ❤
@is-ness5 ай бұрын
Too much attention on very stupid people doing stupid things with their lives hurting others.
@baps50785 ай бұрын
Yeah. They only take away from society and contribute nothing except evil.
@animateer47104 ай бұрын
ka mau te wehi! this world is 'fallen'.. it takes courage and boldness to say, enough is enough.. above all else, heal your soul, spiritually and physically
@TrukManSpicyTiger3 ай бұрын
😡 What a disgrace he to society
@jamesfaraimo12215 ай бұрын
❤❤❤❤😢😢 God protect and bless this beautiful work!!!!!
@reggaegospelforjesusworldw46636 ай бұрын
We all need a relationship with JESUS CHRIST b4 HE RETURNS or we die!! John 3:16.. condolences 🙏 to all the familiar lost ones 😢😢😢 LEAVING PRAYERS ❤
@HoneHare6 ай бұрын
Mean Kaupapa. Great to see the Rangatira in this perspective. Acceptance and Acknowledgement is the key. I hope National target more programs like this.
@chrishirini54146 ай бұрын
I live by this rule …..if it at green it’s to mean
@wandering_rose4 ай бұрын
Say again ? 😂😅
@stuwhyte4796 ай бұрын
A sad.. sad situation. I feel so sorry for his wife and his family and friends. ❤❤❤
@KeihaMoananui-a-kiwa5 ай бұрын
I understand the concerns raised about the documentary, but let's not dismiss the struggles and progress made by this whānau. Recovery is a journey, not a destination and It's unrealistic to expect individuals to change overnight, especially when surrounded by entrenched systems and environments they find themselves in. He mea Aroha ke! Instead, let's recognize the courage it takes to start the journey, even if it's imperfect. We should support and encourage progress and sharing your thoughts of how can I help make this a better journey for them . rather than dismissing it due to ongoing challenges. In doing so, we can create a safe space for growth, understanding, and ultimately, meaningful change. We are one race apparently. Well according to David Seymour. Ngā mihi arohanui
@ourpeople-g7r5 ай бұрын
"how can I help make this a better journey for them "😂😂😂😂😂 Jesus you´re a classic nutcase!
@tammywalls34554 ай бұрын
Of course we are one race I don’t identify myself as white or a kiwi or a white South African I am African that happens to be living in the land of the long white cloud . Aotearoa I identify with one race one people and law for everyone I have been sober of meth 14 months to.
@KeihaMoananui-a-kiwa3 ай бұрын
@@ourpeople-g7r such a typical response. Love love love
@KeihaMoananui-a-kiwa3 ай бұрын
@@tammywalls3455 Congrats or your recovery Tammy walls 3455
@narnia67015 ай бұрын
Must have been a bad man to have karma come round full circle. Karma is not a coincidence.
@stevensmall93984 ай бұрын
I don't know about the gang shit but been fighting that demon of addiction since early 2000s. Been clean for 6 years now. No matter what walk of life your from it eats up families and friends. Ive lost alot over the years but gained some in the past 6. So sorry to all that loses a love one or even close friends. Just lost a buddy that was 35 and left behind two boys and a wife. I tried so hard to help him. Sorry you lost your husband. Watching this from Lewiston,Maine USA.
@michaelroach34693 ай бұрын
This wananga was worth attending ♦️🧡 Reluctant to go but glad i stayed the education is needed
@AlexCameron-q7z6 ай бұрын
Big work Big love So much respect ❤
@tha_rchnss22065 ай бұрын
Who's was running him over? Is it the kang people who he have a bad past wif or somethings like that? Poor man. May god give grace and heal upon him and his familys.
@dbhooper20305 ай бұрын
🤙🏽🕊 big barksss en much love 2 his family and the mob
@BlackStallion_196 ай бұрын
How come you never report the thousands that's been rehabilitated through ManUp?
@teriinimclean62226 ай бұрын
RIP TIWANA.
@MightyMarksAdventures6 ай бұрын
Cause ManUp is a joke I know people that went to stop violence in the house hold, he still beats his mrs up daily and smokes crack so I don’t see that program working it’s just a wanna be gang
@kpfashkpfash5 ай бұрын
In my personal opinion its because if they give praise to man up then man up will have the power and the governnent has never wanted to give Brian Tamaki that kinda power
@BlackStallion_195 ай бұрын
@@kpfashkpfash i don't agree with Brian on some things biblical but for the last couple of months hes been at that fore-front fighting against 2 tier govt/policing for covid lockdowns & lgbtq RSE pushing explicit literature/agenda being pushed on our kids opening a door for pdflia. Its a shame no one is willing to do anything even if its the sake of our childrens future
@teriinimclean62225 ай бұрын
@@kpfashkpfash JESUS IS KING
@GheeFrod6 ай бұрын
❤ Ka pai
@ourpeople-g7r5 ай бұрын
whakatapua te hepetua o te rangi ngangapare waimere
@Honeygooyumy696 ай бұрын
💖
@RonBevins-sw6uq5 ай бұрын
And the cops seem to be better educated there. Now if you could just learn which side of the road to drive on...
@jakebrakes16756 ай бұрын
Felt your wairua bro, RIP
@ourpeople-g7r5 ай бұрын
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@A5HER88915 ай бұрын
Mean mahi whanau , str8 up feeling is healing got it
@arohaperawiti25955 ай бұрын
Awesome kaupapa Wahinetoa Mrs Taiatini
@ourpeople-g7r5 ай бұрын
whakatapua te hepetua o te rangi ngangapare waimere
@JosephMartin-w5q5 ай бұрын
Hearty Nd unreal both this korero Nd also guidance Nd knowledge from kingdom nation biggest heartiest dog father paito..very bless Nd be sadly missed by whanau.. barbarian chapter nation wide Nd his loving reddest wahine Nd kids Nd mokos.. never forgotten mongrel..\!!!/
@sutherlandshots29543 ай бұрын
NO ONE WILL MISS HIM
@katherineandersen88504 ай бұрын
I sure hope their whanau gets some justice..very sad.
@Ryan-lx6oh6 ай бұрын
End prohabition on all drugs then spend all the money that it costs to pay for drug users inside, then spend it on programs like this one, drug education and more of a focus on rehabilitation.
@ELDESTLILITH5 ай бұрын
He is nan manawarewas son from sydney, Australia
@ourpeople-g7r5 ай бұрын
A banana is an elongated, edible fruit -botanically a berry - produced by several kinds of large herbaceous flowering plants in the genus Musa. In some countries, cooking bananas are called plantains, distinguishing them from dessert bananas. The fruit is variable in size, color, and firmness, but is usually elongated and curved, with soft flesh rich in starch covered with a rind, which may have a variety of colors when ripe. The fruits grow upward in clusters near the top of the plant. Almost all modern edible seedless (parthenocarp) bananas come from two wild species - Musa acuminata and Musa balbisiana. Most cultivated bananas are M. acuminata, M. balbisiana, or hybrids of the two.
@SCOTiDOGG5 ай бұрын
Rest With Tha Best Cap Tiwana SFH 🤙🔴⛓️
@Ska101_6 ай бұрын
Moumou rip bro
@MarieRopitini5 ай бұрын
Arohamai whanau❤
@nzx97965 ай бұрын
There all still losers
@ELDESTLILITH5 ай бұрын
Uncle David Day will take you to rehabilitation
@jasonshortiee92074 ай бұрын
Solid mahi strong
@mAKETU134 ай бұрын
Whanuk 🤙🏾
@Larry-p8t5 ай бұрын
Ahhh well
@normanPaul-e4q5 ай бұрын
Sad my bro u were a mean rangatira
@LynnetteGray5 ай бұрын
Hope it helps our chillis
@MightyMarksAdventures6 ай бұрын
🤙🏼 R.I.P mighty
@ELDESTLILITH5 ай бұрын
Deportee
@mikesargent85165 ай бұрын
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
@ieatbum77706 ай бұрын
Thank you for your guys mahi,sorry for your loss wahine,I am of black power family,seeing this is just a taonga THANK YOU TIPENE,IM A GERRARD
@ourpeople-g7r5 ай бұрын
A banana is an elongated, edible fruit -botanically a berry - produced by several kinds of large herbaceous flowering plants in the genus Musa. In some countries, cooking bananas are called plantains, distinguishing them from dessert bananas. The fruit is variable in size, color, and firmness, but is usually elongated and curved, with soft flesh rich in starch covered with a rind, which may have a variety of colors when ripe. The fruits grow upward in clusters near the top of the plant. Almost all modern edible seedless (parthenocarp) bananas come from two wild species - Musa acuminata and Musa balbisiana. Most cultivated bananas are M. acuminata, M. balbisiana, or hybrids of the two.
@tydollasign87185 ай бұрын
S13G H13L CAP TIWANA!!
@njm3614 ай бұрын
😂
@chill23635 ай бұрын
The dopamine levels from p are miles apart from any other drug period that is why the addiction to it is hard to ditch there aint any other drug that can compare to its potency..