"The dessert was okay but I probably wouldn't get it again. I prefer..." Is a million times better than when you cried because the pizza wasn't perfect. I'm very proud of you.
@genius26555 жыл бұрын
Character development 😤✊🏼
@lisacs835 жыл бұрын
I started watching your videos about a year ago, and the difference in your recovery between then and now is like night and day! Obviously no one can see the mental battles you still face, but it's obvious you're enjoying your life more now! A year ago everything seemed to be a long, excruciating decision and asking your mum a thousand times, "Shall I try it?" or "Should I?" and lots of reassurance-seeking. Not that it was a bad thing - it's what you needed in the early stages. It seems like now you're more able to take risks and be brave on your own! I remember you promising your family (and yourself) so many times that this year you would recover... and you kept that promise! You're doing it! I'm so sorry about Leonardo... I'll give my cat an extra cuddle for you x
@harmonyhope17095 жыл бұрын
This is all so true. It's been beautiful watching the progress in confidence around food and having more fun an fewer tears 💕🙌
@edi1655 жыл бұрын
could not agree more- it got me emotional thinking back to her videos last christmas time. Obviously it's still hard everyday but her progress this year has been SO inspiring! Love you Elzani xx
@katiegillson58435 жыл бұрын
I lost my dog two weeks ago during my recovery. I know it’s hard. You want to stop eating and being the best for you, everything seems hard and impossible. But you’re doing AMAZING. You’re so strong and going against every rule an eating disorder tries to make you follow. Your family are amazing, constantly there to help you. Recovery is hard, and I share that with you. But you are the reason I fight everyday to be me. You are an inspiration and I am so thankful you came along. You deserve everything, and always remember you are beautiful inside and out x
@emilias9935 жыл бұрын
four words; you give me hope
@annasiedow67035 жыл бұрын
Hearing you say that you are living the life you want to live literally makes me cry😭😍 I am so happy for you!❤
@summz13ify5 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss Elzani, it’s so hard losing a pet. They are family. He isn’t in any pain now and is probably having so much fun doing all the things he loved when he was younger. ❤️
@rebeccarose44485 жыл бұрын
One day could you talk about how your mum deals with this all? Because I only recently told my mum and she’s really struggling to 1) understand why I find things hard that she doesn’t think twice about, and 2) deal with my constant need for reassurance, only talking about food, and questioning every single food choice. Xx
@genius26555 жыл бұрын
My Mum dealt with an eating disorder herself and is completely recovered, yet her trigger was different from mine. I have no idea what caused mine, but she attaches her experience to mine, and says that it’s for attention and everything. So I’d like to see that too
@angellam32765 жыл бұрын
me too! My parents just tell me to “not think about it” and it’s really hard to explain why I can’t and how I feel
@clayton80095 жыл бұрын
That's why I can't tell my parents about my eating disorder. My mom is not strong enough, and seeing her crumble will make me feel worse, guilty and regretful. I know it. It can't be helped. That's why I think that the parents of Elzani are super strong just like her!
@mummycook2715 жыл бұрын
She’s got a very special mum for sure.
@101sanford5 жыл бұрын
@@mummycook271 i rather have the girls
@elliemarshall83605 жыл бұрын
Bless Leonardo and you Elzani ! I hope you feel better soon just like Leonardo because after being ill he will be in a better place now 😚
@elzani67445 жыл бұрын
Rosie’s way of life thank you!! He’s definitely loving it again I bet he’s stealing all the food in heaven haha ❤️
@elliemarshall83605 жыл бұрын
Elzani aww the way your family loved him so much melted my heart but keep that in mind about him stealing the food , it lightens the subject a bit ok ? 😘 Your so positive !!
@jademusic12115 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry about Leonardo, hon'. 😟😥💔 I've "lost" two cats, so I know the pain. You'll see him, again. Just allow yourself to grieve and take it one day at a time. Also, loved your very colorful meals. I'm glad you're enjoying everything, hon'. Stay strong. ♥️♥️♥️
@loganbaker77845 жыл бұрын
Elzani! I have been watching you since your first videos. I can’t even describe the radiance you give off. You are glowing and i can not even such a positive light shining through more and more as time passes. I enjoy seeing your personality and silliness come through and shine! :)))
@anouk56315 жыл бұрын
it is so amazing to see how full of energy and life you are. it is a huge inspiration to me, thank you so much
@AA-nw7hi5 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for Leonardo... Lots of love, you're a wonderful person Elzani💗
@lucyc51345 жыл бұрын
Could you do a video on your aspirations for the future - like where do you want to be in 5yrs and new year resolutions and stuff xx
@lavenderoats5 жыл бұрын
Your progress is so incredible it makes me tear up 😭❤️❤️ you’re amazing and so brave and you’re kicking the ED’s butt
@kyram14525 жыл бұрын
girl you’re glowing!!!!!! your change of mindset is so motivating also, it’s so sweet seeing you all celebrate leonardo’s life🥺 just think, that his moving on gave space for another beautiful kitty in this world
@harmonyhope17095 жыл бұрын
Your family evenings look so cosy with your pj's and blankets in front of the TV ❤️❤️❤️
@natashamelady75665 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry about Leonardo. three of my cats died this past year and it's been really hard. I'm sure Leonardo had a wonderful life and is no longer in pain.
@sarazacharias28654 жыл бұрын
Best recovery vlogger EVER, you are impacting & helping SO many people recover & live their lives again ♥️ you are more loved than you could EVER imagine!! I’m so proud of you Elzani
@deyanira0085 жыл бұрын
Elzani 🖤 🦋 You are so strong, a great leader/role model...I love the things you share with us. I know you have difficult points and that's what I love about you, you show your authentic self...the real you. I am so so sorry as well that Leonardo wasn't doing do well and that we had gone but the way you guys talked and laughed together made the situation waaay more safe and loving. I know how much you guys cared for him. He was so adorable. You were still powering through even after that...wow! That's incredible...can't get enough of your videos or you! And your family of course 😉💞 I appreciate everything about this channel you have created, I really do. It helps me Soo much, I smile, I tear up, I laugh, I have Soo much thought about things...and I get through my rough days which doesn't make me feel so alone..you know?... Your lovely, beautiful, incredible, strong, enough, deserving, loved, brave, talented, creative, hilarious, understandable, caring, intelligent, willing, purposeful, authentic, genuine, and much more. I want to do the things you say you actually do. I have what you want now, you say what you mean, you act respectful.....oh gosh I feel like I have lots to say all the time sorry hahaha...your family loves you because of these things...really. your an amazing daughter and best friend ❣️ and also you can't have too much pizza, bread...etc...it's fuel, it's lovely, it's food. I admire you so much, you give me strength and Willingness to power through...keep being you, the best version of you and I don't mean "perfect." Care about you sooooooooo much Elzani 🖤 🦋🕊️👑 🥊💪🎸🥣🍫🤸🛋️👍💙☮️🤸🍞🥔🥜🍎🍝🍕🍨🍯☕🌄🎄🎶🎥🕯️🛒😎
@SurlyMiss5 жыл бұрын
Awe youre doing so well. You have the prettiest most kindest smile ever. Im so sorry about your kitty.
@samphillips71925 жыл бұрын
Sending love and prayers to your family. It's so hard when a valued member of your family passes away, as that's what Leonardo was. xxxx I am so sorry for your loss
@etta10245 жыл бұрын
You have come so far! It's wonderful to see the relationship you've built with your sister. I remember in one video you said that she had said she felt she didn't even know you. Now you are all laughing and just enjoying time with each other. Don't ever discount your progress, you may not fully be where you want to be, but from your first video to now... you've made it!
@lolitab285 жыл бұрын
So sorry for you and your families loss. Family pets are just that... Family. Hoping you and your family including the rest of the fur family find comfort in each other. Strength and love to you all.
@sunnyD95 жыл бұрын
Honestly watching how much more vibrant and lively you’re getting is so inspirational. I’m so proud of you and of all your accomplishments n how you’re reaching your goals slowly yet fully. I’m so happy for you and your family. We all believed in you and you’re doing so well! Never stop!!
@AshWinchester675 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss! So so proud of you though and I love seeing how you are growing each day, Always keep Fighting everyone!! ❤️❤️
@maritvoogd13205 жыл бұрын
Love it when I see you have posted a new video. Was hoping if you would be doing more christmassy videos (vlogmas) in december? Sad to hear about leonardo but at least he is not in pain anymore.
@For3v3rY0urAng3ll5 жыл бұрын
Leonardo ): Thinking of you and your family
@elzani67445 жыл бұрын
KiwiMaddieKiwi 😘
@Rojena5 жыл бұрын
Your mom is the biggest blessing
@bia58f5 жыл бұрын
R.I.P Leonardo 🙏🙏stay strong Elzani 💪🙏😘
@lea43855 жыл бұрын
I’m eating a magnum while watching this bc all the good foods you eat always make me jealous ;)
@denamullen3405 жыл бұрын
Lea She gets to eat the BEST looking food I swear! What I eat seems so mundane in comparison lol
@helens.undead6665 жыл бұрын
Leonardo was my favorite 😭 he was the most underrated 🥺🖤 I’ve had my cat for a year now and I don’t want him to get any older he’s my baby😭
@Bieeeepable5 жыл бұрын
I really love your attitude and shiny eyes atm.. also how you're making a huge effort to film and edit all of this for us! please, Elzani, enjoy you're christmas and family time and try eeeverything you want to
@AnoukMali78995 жыл бұрын
I am sorry for your loss! He‘s an angel cat in heaven now.
@hannahrr3665 жыл бұрын
Aww I’m so sorry to hear about Leonardo! I hope you and your family are doing okay ❣️💓 lots of love.
@ohwellwhateverr5 жыл бұрын
So immensely proud of you Elzani. You look happier and healthier than ever and your attitude is so much more positive. Keep on striving forward! ☺️ Btw, I’m so sorry about your cat. I lost my cat very suddenly about a month ago and it was so painful. Give your dogs an extra big cuddle
@harmonyhope17095 жыл бұрын
Impresssed with yours and Sitara's home cooking 🙌🙌🙌❤️❤️❤️
@candiceyoung82445 жыл бұрын
I'm so very sorry about precious Leonardo, he was so beautiful, keep doing well,and life will get better❤💙
@thomasarnaud18685 жыл бұрын
Sorry for the loss. Sending you lots of love 💖
@denamullen3405 жыл бұрын
Your BEAUTIFUL!! Inside and out! Hey Satara! Your beautiful as well sweet girl! 💜💜
@lol-ro2kl5 жыл бұрын
i’m new to the channel and never seen leonardo before but i’m crying so hard oh god
@hollyvipond1685 жыл бұрын
Rest in peace beautiful little Leonardo ❤❤❤ xxx
@chlo91025 жыл бұрын
Luv u elzani!!!!
@oliviapirie69415 жыл бұрын
Started crying watching the footage of Leonardo :(
@kirstyindark49725 жыл бұрын
So sorry about Leonardo😔, absolute gorgeous puddy and had such a loving family❤🐾🌈
@meryem27625 жыл бұрын
Oh Elzani may God bless Leonardo and your whole family. Sending you so much love and I know how it feels as we also just lost our cat a few months ago.
@niandaguestford75605 жыл бұрын
Awwww poor thing. You could tell he wasn’t well 😢 least he isn’t in pain now but so sorry for your loss x
@SilentNightkiller9695 жыл бұрын
My condolences for your little fur friend. May your cat R.I.P. 💔🌹
@sophiemorrison1855 жыл бұрын
My heart is breaking for yous , stay strong ❤️
@timetogetmylifeback5 жыл бұрын
I remember you saying on instagram recently how you werent sure if people wanted to see the vlogs, im sure we all do as often as possible! I'd literally watch a video of yours everyday if i could! 🖤
@JoJo-vg9sj5 жыл бұрын
agree …..I would watch a vlog from Elzani every day too...…. more videos PLEASE xxx
@yvonnepoe81175 жыл бұрын
So soory about Lenendardo, now he is playing with all the cats, can, run, see, jump with them all, Seems like you love everything you taste, have you found anything you ever tried you do not like.
@cupcakekimmyy5 жыл бұрын
Leonardo 😂 but you made me laugh 💖
@cameron87425 жыл бұрын
Awe poor Leonardo, I have lost one of my cats from heath problems but I know he is now happy and not in anymore pain. Also loved the Aussie accents lol, love from Aus🇦🇺
@smileeforabit5 жыл бұрын
I’m sooo sorry for Len. I love your whole family
@katieholmes74375 жыл бұрын
Bless the poor lil guy. Not gunna lie, I cried :(
@genius26555 жыл бұрын
Same
@darkpaprika62215 жыл бұрын
My cats name is Leonardo too. I’m so sorry for your loss. ❤ He's watching over you now.
@melody4ever2275 жыл бұрын
Omg I’m sorry for the loss of your cat! I lost my dog exactly an month ago.... it hurts but when it is time, it is time ❤️❤️❤️
@emilyfrancis-isabelle78035 жыл бұрын
I'm at the bit where lil Leo has just died and am crying :(( Sending so much love to you all xxxx
@emepleez5 жыл бұрын
So sorry to hear about Leonardo :( .... i'm thinking your Mum should share her recipes.... they always looks so yummy.... all the best from Canada xo
@delfinapulichino99985 жыл бұрын
I love your personality! Lots of love
@kecrn41325 жыл бұрын
Thinking of you, Elzani, and your family💕💗
@SimonMetin5 жыл бұрын
Sorry to hear about Leonardo. Glad to see you are doing well. I hope your head is ok from the whack!
@harmonyhope17095 жыл бұрын
Oooo wreaths and advent calendars, Christmas is coming!! 🎄🎄🎄🎅🎅🎅
@franikaputt5 жыл бұрын
omg i know it's just one of the many many many beautiful things part of the recovery, but did u notice that your hair is looking so gorgeous? 😍‼️❤️
@Zara-zo8ed5 жыл бұрын
Love this video so much!! more pleaseeee
@angwells17595 жыл бұрын
What do you use to record your videos ?
@lemonpeach92335 жыл бұрын
OMG YOU HAAAAVVVVVE TO TRY GIFFLAR!!! They are the cinnamon rolls you passed in ikea when you pointed out the those cookies. Try the I promise you’ll love them!! They are my favourite snack!!! I’m so sorry for your cat, he is running around and having fun with other cats in cat heaven ❤️❤️❤️
@tatteredquilt27 күн бұрын
My grandma used to make pepparkakkor (Swedish ginger snaps) for Christmas. Nyaker's (brand it looks like Ikea carries) is very legit and traditionally flavored. SO good !
@lucydefoubert37165 жыл бұрын
So sorry about Leonardo, he was beautiful ❤️
@marthakate3425 жыл бұрын
Leonardo🙏
@harmonyhope17095 жыл бұрын
So proud of all your food challenges and saying YES to a piece of chocolate 🙌🙌🙌❤️❤️❤️
@psychedlicsouljam19955 жыл бұрын
You haven't been posting much anymore but I'd like if you did some more food challenges, maybe try some more fear foods! Recovery is a long, life time process and I know one day you'll be right where you want to be! Xox
@niki88635 жыл бұрын
We lost our cat Jelly in August. We made his last few days special. We took so many photos. So many cuddles and kisses. He got up to all sorts. R.I.P Leonardo.
@biffalump5 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry for the loss of your furry brother I dread the day I have to say goodbye to my lot your really brave beauty’s xx
@makayladay79385 жыл бұрын
I love you cocker spaniel doggy. So adorable. I had one before.
@harmonyhope17095 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for the loss of Leonardo ❤️❤️❤️
@alisonjohn5 жыл бұрын
I love the blogs! Keep going!
@백구-k4t4 жыл бұрын
It was my fault to watch this at 2am... all the food looks soooo great!!!
@millienewman1365 жыл бұрын
awww poor len, rip len! ❤️
@ashendriashwini55075 жыл бұрын
LOADS OF LOVE ELZANI HOPE YOU REPLY ❤😍
@elzani67445 жыл бұрын
DANCE DANCE thank you for watching and commenting ❤️
@ashendriashwini55075 жыл бұрын
@@elzani6744 OMG I CANT BELIEVE THAT YOU REPLIED YOUR RECOVERY JOURNEY HELPED ME THROUGH ALOT IM SONASHI FROM SRILANKA
@erincraig91095 жыл бұрын
So so sorry 💛
@SarATuber15 жыл бұрын
What was wrong with Leonardo 😟 ? And how old was he ? RIP Leonardo 💙
@gr-md2nr5 жыл бұрын
Hey sweet, my cat micia just died too. It is hard to be positive, but never give up!
@lauraleah_5 жыл бұрын
wow!!! i don't know if it's me but you sound so different! and you look so good! you're doing so well !!!!
@emilywilliams33855 жыл бұрын
My heart broke a little when i heard that leonardo passed away 😫
@makayladay79385 жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss....cheer up.
@kirstyhamonthehill7325 жыл бұрын
My thoughts are with you and your family xox
@cornishpixie12355 жыл бұрын
You should try wakiki bagel shop in Exeter so good
@jennymedy5 жыл бұрын
Ooh, you ate pepparkakor at IKEA 😍 They are the best. I'm so sorry to hear about Leonardo ❤
@lauramarsden89765 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry about Leonardo but he's in a better place :3
@ilikeyoutube8365 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for your family's loss
@Danuxsy5 жыл бұрын
what do you have on your eye lid? like a bump.
@elzani67445 жыл бұрын
XIAO yeah it’s really weird hahah hope it goes soon!
@pinksloth73185 жыл бұрын
Still love you though. Xxx stay AWESOME 😎
@DL-by8el Жыл бұрын
Are okay now?
@onlyme73085 жыл бұрын
Lots of love. I just cried too 😰
@Cizzaa055 жыл бұрын
I could never handle such a situation as well as you all. If my cats die I will cry for like 2 months straight (minimum) I will not be able to go to school or do anything else besides lying in bed and crying myself to sleep.
@jennyowen60065 жыл бұрын
do you live in exeter? i often go their to shop :) im from plymouth
@jodiej185 жыл бұрын
Sataras Australian accent is on point!
@shelleyn28845 жыл бұрын
Sweet Leonardo RIP
@DominosAndHearts5 жыл бұрын
Its cruddy losing a pet im sorry for your loss
@harmonyhope17095 жыл бұрын
Lol, the Mango chutney moment 😮😂🤣😘
@susieleyens36415 жыл бұрын
What does Elzani do? She doesn't appear to go to school or college and doesn't have a job. What does she intend to do with her life?