our cat died... November vlog - just stay positive

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Elzani

Elzani

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@sianchild
@sianchild 5 жыл бұрын
"The dessert was okay but I probably wouldn't get it again. I prefer..." Is a million times better than when you cried because the pizza wasn't perfect. I'm very proud of you.
@genius2655
@genius2655 5 жыл бұрын
Character development 😤✊🏼
@lisacs83
@lisacs83 5 жыл бұрын
I started watching your videos about a year ago, and the difference in your recovery between then and now is like night and day! Obviously no one can see the mental battles you still face, but it's obvious you're enjoying your life more now! A year ago everything seemed to be a long, excruciating decision and asking your mum a thousand times, "Shall I try it?" or "Should I?" and lots of reassurance-seeking. Not that it was a bad thing - it's what you needed in the early stages. It seems like now you're more able to take risks and be brave on your own! I remember you promising your family (and yourself) so many times that this year you would recover... and you kept that promise! You're doing it! I'm so sorry about Leonardo... I'll give my cat an extra cuddle for you x
@harmonyhope1709
@harmonyhope1709 5 жыл бұрын
This is all so true. It's been beautiful watching the progress in confidence around food and having more fun an fewer tears 💕🙌
@edi165
@edi165 5 жыл бұрын
could not agree more- it got me emotional thinking back to her videos last christmas time. Obviously it's still hard everyday but her progress this year has been SO inspiring! Love you Elzani xx
@katiegillson5843
@katiegillson5843 5 жыл бұрын
I lost my dog two weeks ago during my recovery. I know it’s hard. You want to stop eating and being the best for you, everything seems hard and impossible. But you’re doing AMAZING. You’re so strong and going against every rule an eating disorder tries to make you follow. Your family are amazing, constantly there to help you. Recovery is hard, and I share that with you. But you are the reason I fight everyday to be me. You are an inspiration and I am so thankful you came along. You deserve everything, and always remember you are beautiful inside and out x
@emilias993
@emilias993 5 жыл бұрын
four words; you give me hope
@annasiedow6703
@annasiedow6703 5 жыл бұрын
Hearing you say that you are living the life you want to live literally makes me cry😭😍 I am so happy for you!❤
@summz13ify
@summz13ify 5 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss Elzani, it’s so hard losing a pet. They are family. He isn’t in any pain now and is probably having so much fun doing all the things he loved when he was younger. ❤️
@rebeccarose4448
@rebeccarose4448 5 жыл бұрын
One day could you talk about how your mum deals with this all? Because I only recently told my mum and she’s really struggling to 1) understand why I find things hard that she doesn’t think twice about, and 2) deal with my constant need for reassurance, only talking about food, and questioning every single food choice. Xx
@genius2655
@genius2655 5 жыл бұрын
My Mum dealt with an eating disorder herself and is completely recovered, yet her trigger was different from mine. I have no idea what caused mine, but she attaches her experience to mine, and says that it’s for attention and everything. So I’d like to see that too
@angellam3276
@angellam3276 5 жыл бұрын
me too! My parents just tell me to “not think about it” and it’s really hard to explain why I can’t and how I feel
@clayton8009
@clayton8009 5 жыл бұрын
That's why I can't tell my parents about my eating disorder. My mom is not strong enough, and seeing her crumble will make me feel worse, guilty and regretful. I know it. It can't be helped. That's why I think that the parents of Elzani are super strong just like her!
@mummycook271
@mummycook271 5 жыл бұрын
She’s got a very special mum for sure.
@101sanford
@101sanford 5 жыл бұрын
@@mummycook271 i rather have the girls
@elliemarshall8360
@elliemarshall8360 5 жыл бұрын
Bless Leonardo and you Elzani ! I hope you feel better soon just like Leonardo because after being ill he will be in a better place now 😚
@elzani6744
@elzani6744 5 жыл бұрын
Rosie’s way of life thank you!! He’s definitely loving it again I bet he’s stealing all the food in heaven haha ❤️
@elliemarshall8360
@elliemarshall8360 5 жыл бұрын
Elzani aww the way your family loved him so much melted my heart but keep that in mind about him stealing the food , it lightens the subject a bit ok ? 😘 Your so positive !!
@jademusic1211
@jademusic1211 5 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry about Leonardo, hon'. 😟😥💔 I've "lost" two cats, so I know the pain. You'll see him, again. Just allow yourself to grieve and take it one day at a time. Also, loved your very colorful meals. I'm glad you're enjoying everything, hon'. Stay strong. ♥️♥️♥️
@loganbaker7784
@loganbaker7784 5 жыл бұрын
Elzani! I have been watching you since your first videos. I can’t even describe the radiance you give off. You are glowing and i can not even such a positive light shining through more and more as time passes. I enjoy seeing your personality and silliness come through and shine! :)))
@anouk5631
@anouk5631 5 жыл бұрын
it is so amazing to see how full of energy and life you are. it is a huge inspiration to me, thank you so much
@AA-nw7hi
@AA-nw7hi 5 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for Leonardo... Lots of love, you're a wonderful person Elzani💗
@lucyc5134
@lucyc5134 5 жыл бұрын
Could you do a video on your aspirations for the future - like where do you want to be in 5yrs and new year resolutions and stuff xx
@lavenderoats
@lavenderoats 5 жыл бұрын
Your progress is so incredible it makes me tear up 😭❤️❤️ you’re amazing and so brave and you’re kicking the ED’s butt
@kyram1452
@kyram1452 5 жыл бұрын
girl you’re glowing!!!!!! your change of mindset is so motivating also, it’s so sweet seeing you all celebrate leonardo’s life🥺 just think, that his moving on gave space for another beautiful kitty in this world
@harmonyhope1709
@harmonyhope1709 5 жыл бұрын
Your family evenings look so cosy with your pj's and blankets in front of the TV ❤️❤️❤️
@natashamelady7566
@natashamelady7566 5 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry about Leonardo. three of my cats died this past year and it's been really hard. I'm sure Leonardo had a wonderful life and is no longer in pain.
@sarazacharias2865
@sarazacharias2865 4 жыл бұрын
Best recovery vlogger EVER, you are impacting & helping SO many people recover & live their lives again ♥️ you are more loved than you could EVER imagine!! I’m so proud of you Elzani
@deyanira008
@deyanira008 5 жыл бұрын
Elzani 🖤 🦋 You are so strong, a great leader/role model...I love the things you share with us. I know you have difficult points and that's what I love about you, you show your authentic self...the real you. I am so so sorry as well that Leonardo wasn't doing do well and that we had gone but the way you guys talked and laughed together made the situation waaay more safe and loving. I know how much you guys cared for him. He was so adorable. You were still powering through even after that...wow! That's incredible...can't get enough of your videos or you! And your family of course 😉💞 I appreciate everything about this channel you have created, I really do. It helps me Soo much, I smile, I tear up, I laugh, I have Soo much thought about things...and I get through my rough days which doesn't make me feel so alone..you know?... Your lovely, beautiful, incredible, strong, enough, deserving, loved, brave, talented, creative, hilarious, understandable, caring, intelligent, willing, purposeful, authentic, genuine, and much more. I want to do the things you say you actually do. I have what you want now, you say what you mean, you act respectful.....oh gosh I feel like I have lots to say all the time sorry hahaha...your family loves you because of these things...really. your an amazing daughter and best friend ❣️ and also you can't have too much pizza, bread...etc...it's fuel, it's lovely, it's food. I admire you so much, you give me strength and Willingness to power through...keep being you, the best version of you and I don't mean "perfect." Care about you sooooooooo much Elzani 🖤 🦋🕊️👑 🥊💪🎸🥣🍫🤸🛋️👍💙☮️🤸🍞🥔🥜🍎🍝🍕🍨🍯☕🌄🎄🎶🎥🕯️🛒😎
@SurlyMiss
@SurlyMiss 5 жыл бұрын
Awe youre doing so well. You have the prettiest most kindest smile ever. Im so sorry about your kitty.
@samphillips7192
@samphillips7192 5 жыл бұрын
Sending love and prayers to your family. It's so hard when a valued member of your family passes away, as that's what Leonardo was. xxxx I am so sorry for your loss
@etta1024
@etta1024 5 жыл бұрын
You have come so far! It's wonderful to see the relationship you've built with your sister. I remember in one video you said that she had said she felt she didn't even know you. Now you are all laughing and just enjoying time with each other. Don't ever discount your progress, you may not fully be where you want to be, but from your first video to now... you've made it!
@lolitab28
@lolitab28 5 жыл бұрын
So sorry for you and your families loss. Family pets are just that... Family. Hoping you and your family including the rest of the fur family find comfort in each other. Strength and love to you all.
@sunnyD9
@sunnyD9 5 жыл бұрын
Honestly watching how much more vibrant and lively you’re getting is so inspirational. I’m so proud of you and of all your accomplishments n how you’re reaching your goals slowly yet fully. I’m so happy for you and your family. We all believed in you and you’re doing so well! Never stop!!
@AshWinchester67
@AshWinchester67 5 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss! So so proud of you though and I love seeing how you are growing each day, Always keep Fighting everyone!! ❤️❤️
@maritvoogd1320
@maritvoogd1320 5 жыл бұрын
Love it when I see you have posted a new video. Was hoping if you would be doing more christmassy videos (vlogmas) in december? Sad to hear about leonardo but at least he is not in pain anymore.
@For3v3rY0urAng3ll
@For3v3rY0urAng3ll 5 жыл бұрын
Leonardo ): Thinking of you and your family
@elzani6744
@elzani6744 5 жыл бұрын
KiwiMaddieKiwi 😘
@Rojena
@Rojena 5 жыл бұрын
Your mom is the biggest blessing
@bia58f
@bia58f 5 жыл бұрын
R.I.P Leonardo 🙏🙏stay strong Elzani 💪🙏😘
@lea4385
@lea4385 5 жыл бұрын
I’m eating a magnum while watching this bc all the good foods you eat always make me jealous ;)
@denamullen340
@denamullen340 5 жыл бұрын
Lea She gets to eat the BEST looking food I swear! What I eat seems so mundane in comparison lol
@helens.undead666
@helens.undead666 5 жыл бұрын
Leonardo was my favorite 😭 he was the most underrated 🥺🖤 I’ve had my cat for a year now and I don’t want him to get any older he’s my baby😭
@Bieeeepable
@Bieeeepable 5 жыл бұрын
I really love your attitude and shiny eyes atm.. also how you're making a huge effort to film and edit all of this for us! please, Elzani, enjoy you're christmas and family time and try eeeverything you want to
@AnoukMali7899
@AnoukMali7899 5 жыл бұрын
I am sorry for your loss! He‘s an angel cat in heaven now.
@hannahrr366
@hannahrr366 5 жыл бұрын
Aww I’m so sorry to hear about Leonardo! I hope you and your family are doing okay ❣️💓 lots of love.
@ohwellwhateverr
@ohwellwhateverr 5 жыл бұрын
So immensely proud of you Elzani. You look happier and healthier than ever and your attitude is so much more positive. Keep on striving forward! ☺️ Btw, I’m so sorry about your cat. I lost my cat very suddenly about a month ago and it was so painful. Give your dogs an extra big cuddle
@harmonyhope1709
@harmonyhope1709 5 жыл бұрын
Impresssed with yours and Sitara's home cooking 🙌🙌🙌❤️❤️❤️
@candiceyoung8244
@candiceyoung8244 5 жыл бұрын
I'm so very sorry about precious Leonardo, he was so beautiful, keep doing well,and life will get better❤💙
@thomasarnaud1868
@thomasarnaud1868 5 жыл бұрын
Sorry for the loss. Sending you lots of love 💖
@denamullen340
@denamullen340 5 жыл бұрын
Your BEAUTIFUL!! Inside and out! Hey Satara! Your beautiful as well sweet girl! 💜💜
@lol-ro2kl
@lol-ro2kl 5 жыл бұрын
i’m new to the channel and never seen leonardo before but i’m crying so hard oh god
@hollyvipond168
@hollyvipond168 5 жыл бұрын
Rest in peace beautiful little Leonardo ❤❤❤ xxx
@chlo9102
@chlo9102 5 жыл бұрын
Luv u elzani!!!!
@oliviapirie6941
@oliviapirie6941 5 жыл бұрын
Started crying watching the footage of Leonardo :(
@kirstyindark4972
@kirstyindark4972 5 жыл бұрын
So sorry about Leonardo😔, absolute gorgeous puddy and had such a loving family❤🐾🌈
@meryem2762
@meryem2762 5 жыл бұрын
Oh Elzani may God bless Leonardo and your whole family. Sending you so much love and I know how it feels as we also just lost our cat a few months ago.
@niandaguestford7560
@niandaguestford7560 5 жыл бұрын
Awwww poor thing. You could tell he wasn’t well 😢 least he isn’t in pain now but so sorry for your loss x
@SilentNightkiller969
@SilentNightkiller969 5 жыл бұрын
My condolences for your little fur friend. May your cat R.I.P. 💔🌹
@sophiemorrison185
@sophiemorrison185 5 жыл бұрын
My heart is breaking for yous , stay strong ❤️
@timetogetmylifeback
@timetogetmylifeback 5 жыл бұрын
I remember you saying on instagram recently how you werent sure if people wanted to see the vlogs, im sure we all do as often as possible! I'd literally watch a video of yours everyday if i could! 🖤
@JoJo-vg9sj
@JoJo-vg9sj 5 жыл бұрын
agree …..I would watch a vlog from Elzani every day too...…. more videos PLEASE xxx
@yvonnepoe8117
@yvonnepoe8117 5 жыл бұрын
So soory about Lenendardo, now he is playing with all the cats, can, run, see, jump with them all, Seems like you love everything you taste, have you found anything you ever tried you do not like.
@cupcakekimmyy
@cupcakekimmyy 5 жыл бұрын
Leonardo 😂 but you made me laugh 💖
@cameron8742
@cameron8742 5 жыл бұрын
Awe poor Leonardo, I have lost one of my cats from heath problems but I know he is now happy and not in anymore pain. Also loved the Aussie accents lol, love from Aus🇦🇺
@smileeforabit
@smileeforabit 5 жыл бұрын
I’m sooo sorry for Len. I love your whole family
@katieholmes7437
@katieholmes7437 5 жыл бұрын
Bless the poor lil guy. Not gunna lie, I cried :(
@genius2655
@genius2655 5 жыл бұрын
Same
@darkpaprika6221
@darkpaprika6221 5 жыл бұрын
My cats name is Leonardo too. I’m so sorry for your loss. ❤ He's watching over you now.
@melody4ever227
@melody4ever227 5 жыл бұрын
Omg I’m sorry for the loss of your cat! I lost my dog exactly an month ago.... it hurts but when it is time, it is time ❤️❤️❤️
@emilyfrancis-isabelle7803
@emilyfrancis-isabelle7803 5 жыл бұрын
I'm at the bit where lil Leo has just died and am crying :(( Sending so much love to you all xxxx
@emepleez
@emepleez 5 жыл бұрын
So sorry to hear about Leonardo :( .... i'm thinking your Mum should share her recipes.... they always looks so yummy.... all the best from Canada xo
@delfinapulichino9998
@delfinapulichino9998 5 жыл бұрын
I love your personality! Lots of love
@kecrn4132
@kecrn4132 5 жыл бұрын
Thinking of you, Elzani, and your family💕💗
@SimonMetin
@SimonMetin 5 жыл бұрын
Sorry to hear about Leonardo. Glad to see you are doing well. I hope your head is ok from the whack!
@harmonyhope1709
@harmonyhope1709 5 жыл бұрын
Oooo wreaths and advent calendars, Christmas is coming!! 🎄🎄🎄🎅🎅🎅
@franikaputt
@franikaputt 5 жыл бұрын
omg i know it's just one of the many many many beautiful things part of the recovery, but did u notice that your hair is looking so gorgeous? 😍‼️❤️
@Zara-zo8ed
@Zara-zo8ed 5 жыл бұрын
Love this video so much!! more pleaseeee
@angwells1759
@angwells1759 5 жыл бұрын
What do you use to record your videos ?
@lemonpeach9233
@lemonpeach9233 5 жыл бұрын
OMG YOU HAAAAVVVVVE TO TRY GIFFLAR!!! They are the cinnamon rolls you passed in ikea when you pointed out the those cookies. Try the I promise you’ll love them!! They are my favourite snack!!! I’m so sorry for your cat, he is running around and having fun with other cats in cat heaven ❤️❤️❤️
@tatteredquilt
@tatteredquilt 27 күн бұрын
My grandma used to make pepparkakkor (Swedish ginger snaps) for Christmas. Nyaker's (brand it looks like Ikea carries) is very legit and traditionally flavored. SO good !
@lucydefoubert3716
@lucydefoubert3716 5 жыл бұрын
So sorry about Leonardo, he was beautiful ❤️
@marthakate342
@marthakate342 5 жыл бұрын
Leonardo🙏
@harmonyhope1709
@harmonyhope1709 5 жыл бұрын
So proud of all your food challenges and saying YES to a piece of chocolate 🙌🙌🙌❤️❤️❤️
@psychedlicsouljam1995
@psychedlicsouljam1995 5 жыл бұрын
You haven't been posting much anymore but I'd like if you did some more food challenges, maybe try some more fear foods! Recovery is a long, life time process and I know one day you'll be right where you want to be! Xox
@niki8863
@niki8863 5 жыл бұрын
We lost our cat Jelly in August. We made his last few days special. We took so many photos. So many cuddles and kisses. He got up to all sorts. R.I.P Leonardo.
@biffalump
@biffalump 5 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry for the loss of your furry brother I dread the day I have to say goodbye to my lot your really brave beauty’s xx
@makayladay7938
@makayladay7938 5 жыл бұрын
I love you cocker spaniel doggy. So adorable. I had one before.
@harmonyhope1709
@harmonyhope1709 5 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for the loss of Leonardo ❤️❤️❤️
@alisonjohn
@alisonjohn 5 жыл бұрын
I love the blogs! Keep going!
@백구-k4t
@백구-k4t 4 жыл бұрын
It was my fault to watch this at 2am... all the food looks soooo great!!!
@millienewman136
@millienewman136 5 жыл бұрын
awww poor len, rip len! ❤️
@ashendriashwini5507
@ashendriashwini5507 5 жыл бұрын
LOADS OF LOVE ELZANI HOPE YOU REPLY ❤😍
@elzani6744
@elzani6744 5 жыл бұрын
DANCE DANCE thank you for watching and commenting ❤️
@ashendriashwini5507
@ashendriashwini5507 5 жыл бұрын
@@elzani6744 OMG I CANT BELIEVE THAT YOU REPLIED YOUR RECOVERY JOURNEY HELPED ME THROUGH ALOT IM SONASHI FROM SRILANKA
@erincraig9109
@erincraig9109 5 жыл бұрын
So so sorry 💛
@SarATuber1
@SarATuber1 5 жыл бұрын
What was wrong with Leonardo 😟 ? And how old was he ? RIP Leonardo 💙
@gr-md2nr
@gr-md2nr 5 жыл бұрын
Hey sweet, my cat micia just died too. It is hard to be positive, but never give up!
@lauraleah_
@lauraleah_ 5 жыл бұрын
wow!!! i don't know if it's me but you sound so different! and you look so good! you're doing so well !!!!
@emilywilliams3385
@emilywilliams3385 5 жыл бұрын
My heart broke a little when i heard that leonardo passed away 😫
@makayladay7938
@makayladay7938 5 жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss....cheer up.
@kirstyhamonthehill732
@kirstyhamonthehill732 5 жыл бұрын
My thoughts are with you and your family xox
@cornishpixie1235
@cornishpixie1235 5 жыл бұрын
You should try wakiki bagel shop in Exeter so good
@jennymedy
@jennymedy 5 жыл бұрын
Ooh, you ate pepparkakor at IKEA 😍 They are the best. I'm so sorry to hear about Leonardo ❤
@lauramarsden8976
@lauramarsden8976 5 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry about Leonardo but he's in a better place :3
@ilikeyoutube836
@ilikeyoutube836 5 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for your family's loss
@Danuxsy
@Danuxsy 5 жыл бұрын
what do you have on your eye lid? like a bump.
@elzani6744
@elzani6744 5 жыл бұрын
XIAO yeah it’s really weird hahah hope it goes soon!
@pinksloth7318
@pinksloth7318 5 жыл бұрын
Still love you though. Xxx stay AWESOME 😎
@DL-by8el
@DL-by8el Жыл бұрын
Are okay now?
@onlyme7308
@onlyme7308 5 жыл бұрын
Lots of love. I just cried too 😰
@Cizzaa05
@Cizzaa05 5 жыл бұрын
I could never handle such a situation as well as you all. If my cats die I will cry for like 2 months straight (minimum) I will not be able to go to school or do anything else besides lying in bed and crying myself to sleep.
@jennyowen6006
@jennyowen6006 5 жыл бұрын
do you live in exeter? i often go their to shop :) im from plymouth
@jodiej18
@jodiej18 5 жыл бұрын
Sataras Australian accent is on point!
@shelleyn2884
@shelleyn2884 5 жыл бұрын
Sweet Leonardo RIP
@DominosAndHearts
@DominosAndHearts 5 жыл бұрын
Its cruddy losing a pet im sorry for your loss
@harmonyhope1709
@harmonyhope1709 5 жыл бұрын
Lol, the Mango chutney moment 😮😂🤣😘
@susieleyens3641
@susieleyens3641 5 жыл бұрын
What does Elzani do? She doesn't appear to go to school or college and doesn't have a job. What does she intend to do with her life?
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