Our Complicated Love Story ❣️‼️

"Love is like Heaven but hurts like hell ".....
I absolutely love this anonymous quote but should love hurt?
I'm taking a closer look at the ways in which I give, and struggle to give in my marriage with Billy.
How can I be more available to him in every way? Do I owe him an apology?
Our love story has been a bit complicated. The Genesis of how we met and the way God has weaved our relationship is pretty fascinating!
I can't wait to share some of our personal love story with you today. Journey with me as I process these emotions. I need help some untangling the marriage web !!!!
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[@ChynnaPhillipsBaldwin]

Hey My Eternal Friends!!

[@betsybabf748]

Today is my wedding anniversary. My husband died unexpectedly at 45 yrs old. Appreciate every single day you get together and every day your children get their dad.

[@debrao1821]

I could be kinder as well! I’m married to an infuriating, caring, hardworking man that loves me absolutely. It’ll be 40 years this December.

[@erinsmith9640]

My anxiety has been causing me to sin in my marriage. I tend to speak a lot of fear-thoughts out loud, and when my husband doesn't respond, or isn't kind, I feel abandoned. I realized that I need to stop going to my husband with my anxiety, and I need to start going to God. It is written: Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving, let your requests be known to God; and the peace of God which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus. I am going to meditate on this scripture and pray that the Lord calms my anxiety. Anxiety means I'm not trusting God, so I know it's sinful. Jesus is our great physician. I trust Him to help me.

[@BeverlyMandell-rz7id]

Been with my partner for 16+ years and never really appreciated him as much as I do now. I’ve had illness and he stood by me every step of the way, and his patience is unwavering…❤

[@cathleenwarner1778]

You may not be fair to Billy, but your life has been very complicated, with things no-one could even dream of going through-especially in front of the world-things are going to be hard and mess you up, but having a partner go through it with you and stand by you, is a gift.

[@darlaheflin9227]

Jesus is where it’s at! You’re so right. The most fulfilling and exciting journey ever. My husband was finally won over after 5 years! From atheist to believer! Saul to Paul. Truly miraculous. It’s coming, sister! You’re seeking HIM first (Matthew 6:33!)!!! 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@Cat-qn1yw]

I heard the number one complaint in marriage is the words we say to each other And the tone of voice. Loved walking you home and really love your love story with Billy. It was definitely The Lord who was your matchmaker! Love you Chynna ♥️

[@DavyDays]

You are so naturally funny. Someone needs to get you a sitcom.

[@wendiconrad6128]

Billy doesn't get it because he can't. You are born again of the spirit and he is not. You can love him and believe that he will be saved. Acts 16:31

[@user-hr2dq3gb7b]

I do relate. I left my husband 4 yrs ago. After some soul searching and prayers , we healed our marriage and we are together. God wants what you want…🙏🥰

[@missybelmont9830]

Billy is only human and deserves to feel like your soulmate. You do not have to Alienate Billy in order to worship Jesus. It is your job to make him feel wanted and needed. It should never seem like a competition, that is just silly. Jesus does not want you to make Billy feel like second fiddle. Be wise with your heart and spirit. It's like comparing your love for your children vrs your husband. It's just different.. Billy resents feeling left out is all. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤Love You, Chy!!! You are AHMAZING! 27 years married myself..🎉🎉🎉

[@kevinfan726]

heaven and hell are real and eternity is loooong. when you love someone, you don't want them where there is wailing and gnashing of teeth. praying for Billy. Praying for my son also.

[@Zeem481]

God is real, He is a God in whom we trust. Amen

[@sherribaker9135]

Well, one thing I can say is that Billy has a beautiful wife who loves the Lord 💞

[@mysonruns]

This was so sweet Chy! My husband & I have been together for 33 yrs. Married for 31! I found him in A Christian magazine.

[@kathyarmstrong8644]

Billie is awesome.. I believe Jesus will uniquely touch him!! ❤️

[@sf78310]

Finally! Clearly GOD has your attention! Billy’s your guy!!

[@kjones7561]

I'm glad you have put Jesus first place in your heart and life, and I am praying 🙏🏼 for your husband to do the same. Once he does I think your marriage will flourish.

[@susantilzey1376]

Pray Billy into the kingdom. Don't quit interceding for him.