Prostitute interview-Amanda

Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Amanda, a crack addicted prostitute on Skid Row.
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[@tasha6063]

Lord, this poor, traumatized woman...my heart hurts for her. I've never seen anyone in any of his videos so emotional. I pray she gets the helps she needs.

[@marylougeorge9890]

@@truckinmofo Why do you think that?

[@loosescrews8106]

She has been broken down to complete submission.

[@fadedrose9]

@@truckinmofo Just GTFOOH if you don't like it. You don't belong here.

[@kristab321]

@@truckinmofo troll

[@remygirl-mn5kk]

@@opinionsarentfacts3515 Any empathy toward her is burning his ass for some reason because he’s posting on multiple comments.

[@aziz9921]

Speechless. Too much trauma for one person to endure. I can’t imagine what that does to the psyche. I hope Amanda can find some peace somehow.

[@Dorxtrance]

Exactly my thoughts, or not. I couldn't think of anything to say - shattered / speechless. I wish I could do or say something. The only thing that comes to mind is that Amanda your still here with all that you have been through, tough as a diamond.

[@petakucas7389]

It's all over her body, her face, she is so so traumatised. Imagine if she where set up In a calm home with warmth and soft comforts, food and a person to listen to her and cuddle. I do t think a lifetime of that would heal what she has been through . She has zero value on herself . I don't know what else to say 😢😢😢

[@sasha48189]

Omg this sad I can relate to this,,

[@nicholew664]

Is this the amanda that the most recent video is referring to that sadly lost her life??

[@alyssacross5610]

@@nicholew664 no, I believe that's a different Amanda with an equally heartbreaking story. I thought the same thing but its not the same woman.

[@marydonovan4174]

Just when I think these stories can't get any sadder or horrific. I hope someone gives this beautiful lady help. No one deserves this.

[@paulden3158]

Sometimes people deserve what they get

[@Sijdwnkzdkdk]

@@paulden3158 wtf is wrong with you?

[@kristab321]

@@Sijdwnkzdkdk there's always a fucking troll around trying to trigger someone. Fuck him.

[@remygirl-mn5kk]

@@kristab321 another one. Bob, now this one. Someone is upset she’s getting attention and that people care.

[@playingwithkash2134]

She lying tho , nobody is giving a 13 yr old 5k

[@mih656s]

She seems like a person who could benefit from talk therapy. I don't think its always helpful for everyone or every situation. When you talk about trauma in a safe, regulated space, you get to practice gaining control of how it affects you. It requires you to be brave and face it... Amanda clearly has that kind of bravery.

[@marylougeorge9890]

Beautiful comment.💖

[@weldinggirl]

I think you are exactly right, I do know good therapy cost money but insurance may cover it, but anyhow yes I think she would definitely benefit from it….

[@fadedrose9]

She needs to talk about what happened to her in her childhood first. We pretty much heard the rest.

[@couchprincess698]

Wow. That’s so deep what you just said. Thanh you for that.

[@CristinaF210]

Why pay for therapy when I do the same with my girlfriends for free?????its really what helped me thru shocking stuff that happened in my life and never paid for anything...❤️❤️❤️❤️thank you friends. Doctor helped me with medication and with that I really recovered but you need both medication and therapy for sure, but good friends are better than a stranger

[@jacquelinem3655]

I wonder aside from her kids who at some point loved her unconditionally…has anyone truly cared for her? Had her best interest at heart? A person can only take so much. I wish I could hug her.

[@brittaolson6550]

I can’t stand it when men use women up like that, and throw them away. I’ve known pimps with more loyalty than that. That’s not being a pimp. That’s just being a bad person. To be fair, he doesn’t sound as bad as a lot of the people in her life. At least he still talks to her. We need to be telling our girls that they should make sure they can support themselves and have some security before they ever get in a relationship with a man, woman, or anyone else.

[@minigirl6379]

She said her ex or one of her exes treated her very well and really tried to work with her and be with her. I think those were her exact words. She said he tried everything but she didn't appreciate it and she went off with some other guy, that eventually dumped her and went back to his ex. She said the good guy will not speak to her anymore and that situation is probably her biggest regret. So, she answered your question in her interview. Maybe watch it again?

[@PrettyFLY4aWiFi.]

@@brittaolson6550 "I'm addicted to the money and the streets"- her words.

[@kdeloris2225]

Amanda has been through a lot of hurt and pain, perhaps too much for one person to cope with she had a lot to say and Mark is such a compassionate listener. We all need that when we're in trouble and when we are in pain just someone who will listen.

[@fadedrose9]

That's part of the answer; to have someone just listen to them. Mark has saved a bunch of them by just letting them pour their hearts out and then helping them.

[@evantochydlowski4787]

Holy shit this has gotta be one of the most intense interviews I've watched yet, the trauma this women has endured in unbelievable 😞 that scar is horrifying😰

[@misskey7380]

No shyt😬 and I really wish she could get out of that hardcore lifestyle before something happens to her.

[@mannyfourtwentytwo1766]

She looks likes she can still turn her life around if she truly seeks help. Sending positive vibes.

[@fabmack1961]

Every time, they let Murderers back on the Street to reoffend. The Victims who survive should be Compensated!

[@msaunsha]

And to think that this is only 22 minutes of her story. So sad. 😢 I pray that she eventually finds healing and peace. 💗❤️💗

[@marylougeorge9890]

Right. She kept some very sensitive parts of her story private. That was pain too deep for her to feel.😢💔

[@cynnx7500]

"is there a better chance of you getting clean or dying?" that's a horrible question to ask to someone who isn't mentally in a good place.

[@hafusan]

this remark needs to get more attention. I did not like that one bit, that was not empathetic at all.

[@KK-mm8ms]

I've heard him say some questionable things. I worry he has heard so much he is experiencing compassion fatigue . I have experienced this in my life. If that is the case he needs a break.

[@toniwilliams5330]

I believe she was molested by her older siblings. That's why she doesn't want to discuss the dynamics of why she doesn't have contact with them.

[@thematriarchy2075]

We can all speculate here, but that's no use.

[@lblue6416]

Same thing I was thinking....

[@MsKalina7]

yep.

[@l.garcia7760]

Think the same...

[@Leconte.]

I would not go as far to say her siblings, but she was molested clearly by someone.

[@leahlotti_999]

My goodness this woman has been through hell and high water and lives to tell about it. Amanda you seem to be a good woman and I truly appreciate you sharing your life with us. 🤍🧿 Sending prayers, positive vibes, healthy and happiness your way. Keep your head up and be safe xoxo

[@lizbetpcb3759]

Amanda, I’m sorry. I hope you can find some peace. You’ve had to deal with too much. I’m glad you’re still able to cry. So sad for you.

[@fadedrose9]

Lizbet PCB I thought the same thing. They really pour their hearts out and I think a lot of them - it's for the 1st time.

[@kimsmith3632]

Oh Amanda my heart breaks for all you’ve been through. I am a survivor of childhood sexual abuse by family members. Please know you can and will find your way back to a good path. Please do not give up on yourself. Please accept any help you can get and do the hard heartbreaking work to make a new path for yourself. Amanda you are so strong, look what you have lived through and are still here.

[@nurseanastasialiberty]

Thank you for sharing this interview! It was very sad but still memorable. Her eyes in her photograph were haunting and told the whole story.

[@sadetwizelve]

Her childhood must be worse

[@saraglickman5889]

She is so broken, I am sending so much love her way.

[@thecreightonfamily]

I just want to hug her and tell her it will be okay. My poor girl my heart broke.

[@valelliott2106]

How on earth is it going to be okay?

[@thecreightonfamily]

@@valelliott2106 😑

[@E_Europe]

$10 for a hug

[@rossm8231]

Woah. Just searched the story of the man who assaulted here. This woman is a survivor if there ever was one out there. She can turn this around I believe.

[@SICresinwrks]

Its so crazy, i can't believe he was released

[@BroMark1611]

@@SICresinwrks Leonard Earl Bales was convicted in 1998 for killing a woman in Lancaster, according to the District Attorney’s Office. He was sentenced to 18 years for that crime and was released on parole in November 2013, authorities said. February 3, 2017 LANCASTER - A convicted killer was sentenced Friday to 164 years to life in state prison for sexually assaulting and attempting to kill a woman in Quartz Hill in 2015.

[@LayLoow]

@@BroMark1611 send the link

[@BroMark1611]

@@LayLoow The words in my comment are pasted from the copy at the link. Put them in the search bar out on your browser and it should pop up.

[@playingwithkash2134]

She lying tho , nobody is giving a 13 yr old 5k

[@amandamerklinger]

Wow, another Amanda who has almost brought me to tears. It's so awful watching someone in this amount of pain. I really hopes she can get some help to turn her life around.

[@naturelee4503]

I can see Amanda clean. Her smile brightened, skin less tan and clear. Hair up in a tidy bun. Clean, seeing her family and children. Making amends. There is hope here. I can tell when Mark sees this, too. His interviews are a bit longer than normal, questions different.

[@cobra5087]

All she has is misery and anxiety. Only her and the lord knows what keeps her going. Absolutely heart breaking.

[@a.wanderer5006]

This poor woman highlights why we desperately need mental health care services. All these broken, traumatized souls wandering around in the U.S., who could be off drugs and productive members of society if only they got proper help.

[@h.c.49]

@real talk both is good.

[@juliewilderman8782]

I couldn’t agree more…. It happens in all walks of life. The people with money just hide it better and it goes on for generations. The punishment should be very severe. People like that ruin so many lives.

[@madelainewinger7014]

The sorrow and torment. I think if she would just let herself cry she'd cry for hours. God bless her and watch over her.

[@thoroughbredg5853]

This is the only time they get to vent and show emotion. When the cameras go off and they exit the building, it’s a different world out there. I hope we all find a way out to a better life. I’m a depression survivor and I survived an attempted suicide. I know for a fact, everyone can overcome anything. All we need is a little love and affection. Words of encouragement. Peace and blessings

[@darcyfischer6257]

So true that this is one of the only moments thay they get to vent.. probably in their entire life. It must be immensely heavy to go through these situations without ever being able to talk about these situations with someone who is truly listening.

[@Amber-Avalon1972]

Im right there with you... Some mornings...when the wind blows cold through the windows..I get a faint echo of depression...it chills me to the bone for 10 seconds until I remember...I chose to not let it kill me...and it goes away. It has to. Im the captain of this ship now. And Im a damn fine master of my fate if i do say so myself lol.

[@c.s.7266]

I'm so sad for this woman. It's devastating how some people treat women like this. God bless and keep her safe.

[@justliss1640]

Thinking of you Amanda now and always ...I mean that ...thank you for sharing thanks for producing and taking the time Mark 💚

[@angelahernandez5418]

Let's all pray for this woman and all the people Mark has interviewed lighting a white candle will spark a light to a better path for them❤️

[@annaxefta587]

Yeah. All of u put ur magic powers together and pray her to a good life. Lol.

[@S2daUZ]

Skip the candle and donate the money you would have spent on it

[@amandacurry3050]

She needed this interview so badly. This needed to come out, to vent. I hope you are able to heal somehow ♥️

[@fifilamoore1718]

Amanda’s face shows all the trauma and pain she’s had to endure, I just want to crawl thur my screen and just hold her in a huge hug and say “ I am so so sorry to hear everything she’s been thur , life has simply dealt you a shocker of a life, I don’t understand how this world can be so cruel to you. I honestly don’t know how to ever understand this. I’m sorry 🙏❤️fifi

[@joannekerr3]

Amanda you are a beautiful person who is deserving of love, health and happiness. You are not defined by your trauma, your past, or your mistakes. You deserve to fight for yourself. Sending you my love and encouragement 💕

[@hardworkingdiva]

My heart breaks for her. I looked up her case and what she survived was horrible. I wish she would have been given the support she needed. Too many times it is like the victims are forgotten after the case sends. Bell being sent to prison was not the end for her. I hope she’s able to find her way out. She deserves it. Everyone does.

[@Monkeydluffy-fc9sp]

how did you find it.. she got lucky most people get away with that stuff because they devalue the life of street workers and addicts its sad but she got her justice

[@hardworkingdiva]

@@Monkeydluffy-fc9sp I googled it either the information given. The court documents in the US are public record so it was easy to find. And you’re not wrong. Many people are in jail for something that is so blatantly self defense.

[@Plplj164]

Hey Mark, Thank you for another great video of an another amazing person. And even though you only have "a couple million" people behind a screen, we always want to help! :) Haha And please Amanda. If you can see at least one of these comments, I am sure you will see that you have someone trying to help you. And if you keep reading the comments, I am sure you will see there are so many people on your side! Please don't give up. You deserve a better life and there are so many people here for you! :) You have so much love here! There are so many people watching this that will do whatever they can! Keep going beautiful!

[@RatIceCream]

Ohh my god… stories like this make me feel so grateful and comfortable with my life when I thought I had it bad.

[@fifilamoore1718]

Rat ice cream 🍦 Your spot on, it makes my struggles seem just unbelievable like next to nothing! We are blessed for sure !

[@wendyhannan2454]

This poor lady, I hope she gets the help she deserves, so sad.

[@tashaturner4518]

I really really hope she can get the help she needs! She needs lots of therapy for her severe trauma. And then help for her addiction. From one homeless addict who is doing better now- I think she can do it. She is a strong survivor.

[@mirandabailey855]

I don't care what anyone has to say this chick is a real one 💜

[@wandajones6157]

I can't begin to imagine how somebody can go through so much and still be sane. God bless this woman and the people in her situation. It makes my heart hurt to know there are young girls out there beginning their lives like this. Love and prayers for all of them.💯🙏❤️💯🙏❤️💯🙏❤️💯🙏❤️💯🙏❤️

[@FatherDIVINE.]

You ever think they might like it 🤔🥴

[@paulden3158]

U think she's sane? Ooook

[@LoneWulf278]

@@FatherDIVINE. Have any of these videos made you think people enjoy this lifestyle?

[@FatherDIVINE.]

@@LoneWulf278 yes I did volunteer work at LORDS OF THE STREET just think perfectly healthy ppl eating out a trash can

[@LoneWulf278]

@@FatherDIVINE. Wow. I guess the human mind can adjust to anything.

[@Rcaneneophyte8906]

Amanda's eyes reflect the emptiness, pain & scars of a regretful life gone sadly wrong. Amanda needs of our prayers, may God console her & may her life get better.

[@apriljk6557]

Prayers won't do shit. Someone needs to help her.

[@Rcaneneophyte8906]

@@apriljk6557 Really April, so how come I don't see you Starting a Go Fund me page to help her? Why don't you back up that boast & show us what you can do April. 🙄

[@apriljk6557]

@@Rcaneneophyte8906 what boast? And what hostility? What, did you really think God was going to actually do something? I'm broke af with 5 kids, and disabled barely making it myself...Amanda doesn't need prayers, she needs money and actual help.

[@apriljk6557]

@@Rcaneneophyte8906 and idk how you can see "emptiness" when you see her literally sobbing.

[@Rcaneneophyte8906]

@@apriljk6557 Broke with 5 kids & you don't live off child support, yeah right April very eloquent indeed..Don't blame religion or downplay prayers for your poor choices, or for attracting the lifestyle that you've lived. 😏 I've wasted enough time here. Goodbye.

[@goffredoify]

Oh shit... Mark this is one of the hardest to watch. At first attempt I've stopped watching after 5 mins into it; then I've tried again but the pain that's coming thru her it's almost unbereable to watch. I don't know you, guys, but I hate seen people suffering this much.

[@leesh2684]

A man with empathy. Commendable.

[@josieluvi1116]

Uuum mark why did you ask that lady to get naked ☠️ that’s definitely weirdo behavior

[@conibergmann5895]

Amanda, I'm so sorry for the things that have happened to you. You've been traumatized and need help to sort through it. You can get clean, you can recover.. hugs

[@nateholio1]

This lady needs some serious help…

[@Keshia.means.GreatJoy]

Awww,makes me want to cry..I just want to give her a big hug 💔

[@cindys1796]

Sobriety is possible. My son was on the streets for 15 years, homeless. He was in and out of jail, hooked on Meth. Thank God he finally made it off the streets. It took a few times failing but he finally made it. He is now sober. He has a job of 5 years a place of his own and a fiance. He too has many horrible stories and scars. Don't give up!

[@mariaa.5829]

Glad your son is no longer doing Drugs.

[@MEL2theJ]

Tragic story but there is still hope Amanda. Sending you Love. Thank you for the interview

[@laurengraff7490]

Oh, Beautiful Amanda… you are so beautiful from the inside out; and I hear you; and I love you. I’m across the US; I am in Baltimore; but I love you- and you can still do this; you can still love life; and be an independent woman…. Baby girl; you are traumatizing yourself every time you go back out- you are going back in to that dark place; and sweet heart you do not have to be there. Asking for help does not show weakness; it shows strength- and I thought I was real street smart and had learned how to live in “The Game”… the only thing you gain is the ability to recognize it in someone else; you start to be more primal; and read people for what they are- victims or predators. But neither of those things matter in the long run; because Sweet Amanda; there is More for you; God has more intended for You. Other women need your strength. Please help yourself… please go to a clinic or let this man help you… because my heart aches for you; and I do Love you even though we have never met.

[@ashleyh2854]

Wishing the best for you, Amanda! Life can be beautiful and I know you will see 💗 stay strong.

[@lubabe9969]

This girl breaks my heart. She needs somebody to talk to, she seems so alone.

[@moni1404]

AmandA, thank you for all the words of advice. U r so strong, giving, and are smart. Be good to yourself and get help!!! Learn about yourself and be patient with yourself. Love from a viewer.

[@janetlynn9346]

I just want to hug her tight and tell her it will be ok and take her in x

[@rebeccaadamski7743]

Same, I would do absolutely anything I could to just take some of her pain away. I wish I lived in America so I could go get her and help her 💯 %

[@janetlynn9346]

@@EchoBravo370 I’ve done it before took addicts in

[@janetlynn9346]

@@ItsSauIGoodman I’ve done it before took addicts and other people in for months on end

[@rebeccaadamski7743]

@@EchoBravo370 If I lived in America I would not only hug her tight but give her a home where she's safe and secure, be extra strength while she's beating her drug habit, help her to release and heal from her severe past trauma and also help her get the right mental health treatment she so desperately needs. I would also love her, support her, guide her and stand strong beside her every step of the way

[@rebeccaadamski7743]

@@ItsSauIGoodman I would love for Mark to call me....No issues there at all, I live in Australia and provide the same help for our homeless people, mentally unwell and drug addicts here. I'm not wealthy and can't always help out with alot of money and alot of the people I've helped out don't want money, all they want is genuine support and having someone around them that truly cares means the world to them. We need more love and light in the world

[@Spaghetti_policy]

Mental health should be a basic human right.

[@rebeccaadamski7743]

💯%

[@joys3700]

Agreed. I thought after seeing the actual story of her attack my question was why didn't she get help from the system. She was a victim of a horrible crime by a person who had killed and released. Not getting any help from the system it's like he is killing her slowly. System failure. She deserves better.

[@morganwilkins7862]

Rest in peace gorgeous lady. Your story has changed lives and will continue to do so. I hope your finally at peace. I’m so sorry this world failed you and couldn’t keep you safe.

[@myalicioglu]

She is alive.

[@kristyderringer946]

Thank you Mark for all of these videos. Very interesting

[@bossman6529]

I love this channel keep posting these videos I learn a lot from them

[@Xtelahhh]

Mannn so much pain and yet she still seems to be a good person. Amanda I pray 🙏🏻 you are safe every day and that u find a way out of this lifestyle. Thankful for these interviews as we truly never know people and their struggles 💗

[@geordie-drywall]

I thought I'd had a tough few weeks .. soo instantly humbled by this woman 🙏 you find solace ❤❤❤

[@ankyan00andersson32]

This is so sad, my heart breaks for her. We never know what people has gone trough. I hope she gets the help and protect she needs.

[@swearjartv5503]

My heart shattered listening to her. God please help her, please I beg of you. Lift her and bless her. I so badly want to just give her a hug. 💜

[@ddz1375]

Dearest Amanda,you matter. You are loved. You deserve the air you breathe. I am reminded of my pain seeing you speak. My sexual abuse started when I was 4 years old I was groomed much earlier then that. My first fully penetrated rape was at the age of 4. There is hope the self-hate in the pain will lessen. Never goes away completely but it does ease up. When I hit 40 my past came up from the deepest darkest memory. I'm still in therapy but I'm not as tormented as I was. This was not your fault even if you believe that you chose this life it is still not your fault. I'll be praying for you. You were worth the air you breathe never forget that my dear, my love and affection is with you. I have the utmost confidence in you. And I'm sorry if these words cause you pain but I do mean every word I say. So we'll be in time where you will have some peace.

[@TheSourav77]

I'm so sorry. More power to you...

[@Sijdwnkzdkdk]

this is such a beautiful comment. i’m so sorry someone did that to you, i really wish you the very best. god bless

[@ddz1375]

@@Sijdwnkzdkdk thank you very much I appreciate it. God bless you

[@kristiriley]

Wow, I just read this comment after watching this, & that was so incredible of you to share. I'm so sorry that you had to endure that at such a young age. & live your childhood years having this happen to you. It truly breaks my heart.💔 It is always so disheartening & mind blowing to hear, that there really are people in this world that actually want to do harm to children. I just can't understand people like that. I hope this comment finds you well, & you're on your continued path of healing. You are definitely in my thoughts! 😊🤍🕊

[@NatYT759]

Youre a warrior Amanda. Sorry for the loss of your son. Stay strong. ♥️💕

[@minigirl6379]

She first said he had died of terminal stomach cancer 2 months ago. Then she said she wasn't sure if he died or not. Not sure what to believe there.

[@ivyyoung521]

Baby girl your story is important, you can help so many. Keep your head up. Big hugs.❤

[@alisonhood2190]

Absolutely tragic, what a life this lady has had, my heart goes out to you. Stay strong, wishing you good health and everything you deserve for the future, you deserve the best ❤️

[@gdaygday1209]

Here i sit trying to stay in this life and i watch what some people struggle through and there truly are no words. She is a survivor and i wish you Amanda peace and strength.........

[@ItsFreshItsAnne]

I've come in late in the game...Kept hearing about her so I searched for this ....May this leave a mark in our hearts to never turn up noses at those who find their beds on the streets. We don't know what they carry...May she be wrapped in comfort wherever she is RIP ❤️❤️❤️

[@anfuhny5119]

Broooo wtf this is insane, I’m sorry and thank you for sharing this to us.

[@micheleboris8970]

Mark: YOU CAN LIFT IT UP. Wtf. I've noticed that you are becoming more predatory and more pushing their boundaries since I've first discovered your channel. I am appalled and disappointed in you. You crossed a line in easily influencing her to bare her body for us. You re-traumatized her for the world to see. Please reevaluate your reason for putting these vulnerable women on display. Your channel was one of my favorites, but now... Me: Thumbs down. Unsubscribe. Never watch again.

[@myalicioglu]

Agree

[@playingwithkash2134]

U dramatic af

[@NuggingTheDumb]

God that really pissed me off the way Mark encouraged her NOT to protect her dignity by telling her to go ahead and lift her top despite her saying she was not wearing underwear. Totally unnecessary. This channel is excellent but there’s a fine line between documentary film and sensationalism/voyeurism. Lots of love to you Amanda, you’re brave, strong and worthy ❤️❤️❤️

[@lisafox3907]

I agree. That was such an awful thing to ask her to do

[@chanserithomas2922]

I agree. I went straight to the comments after that happened to see if it bothered anyone else.

[@MrJakethegreat]

@@chanserithomas2922 Agreed

[@teresawilson917]

Omg so sad I agree, mark that was wrong to tell her to show her scar , come on now you know better than that. Very disrespectful!!!

[@myalicioglu]

I agree with you.

[@MaggieJean]

Her view of the world is one I cannot even imagine or even want to get inside. She is a victim of the worst kind of crap that walks this Earth. I truly wish she can have a decent life after this, but, I realize how naive this sounds. This one hit me hard

[@Exotikgoodz]

Everyone that is watching this please send her loving and healing vibes. we love you Amanda!

[@rubydoo22-y8e]

People ask why people take drugs ,, I ask myself why not ,, this life can be so cruel & knock you off course, but remember with every rain cloud comes a 🌈 bless you Amanda you are worthy of happiness & I pray you find it 💜💜

[@Jay42000]

Why not is for your health, family and friends that love you, and so you won’t end up in this predicament.

[@JoJo-lh5ww]

Drugs don't solve problems it creates problems.

[@donnadonaldson9671]

I’m at a loss for words. I can’t imagine anyone going through all Amanda has been through. Praying for you Amanda.

[@samanthapowell-parisi4833]

This one was hard to watch. She has endured too much trauma. I just want to say it’s never too late to change your life around - you deserve that. I hope you find peace & happiness one day soon.

[@skyking228]

You'd think that at least one of her brothers would have stepped in and shielded her from these monsters. Always interesting, thanks!

[@bglegomothers]

Everyone's Situation is completely different, You don't know if she violated her brothers in a way where it's beyond repair but they just still speak to her , sometimes when you put YOURSELF! In a Position in life than blame others around you for your! choices that's what makes people avoid you, I'm just saying :hope she finds it within herself to help herself FIRST!

[@napa2981]

I’m under the impression that They were some of the first monsters in her life

[@sharong8511]

@@napa2981 Sorry, didn’t see your comment until after. Great minds think alike 😊

[@StickySaL]

She needs to stop worrying about men and worry about herself

[@sandife4nandes365]

Not only is this so hard for those battling addiction, the families suffer tremendously.

[@kyleetie5608]

Holy sh*t... the things these deranged, psychotic, f*cked up men do to these poor women! 😢

[@mariesandiego5291]

First time I have heard Mark do this….. she is crying and telling her story about this monster….and Mark says, “ let’s get back to your childhood” 😳…. Not one statement of sympathy… maybe he has heard enough of these disgusting trauma stories. Please still show empathy Mark…. These people need you to be!!! 🥺

[@alsie1882]

Think of how much intense trauma he has had dumped on him everyday for how many years has it been? It’s human nature to get desensitised to it all after a while I imagine.

[@alsie1882]

And not saying this woman is but a lot of addicts lie.

[@BrookieCookie317]

@@alsie1882 She's not lying, there are court documents detailing the crime against her and the name and age match up.

[@atkinsmorna]

You never recover from this!

[@pantoponrosegoatoe4129]

Amanda, I hope you can feel the love that so many of us feel for you. Your face is mesmerizing and beautiful. Your heart is so big and needs healing. I wish so much for you to be happy and healthy. I wish the best for you and I hope you can soon experience a wonderful life. Sending you love and protection.

[@neichathomas3539]

WoW, I was not ready for the end but good interview anyway.

[@mariarod510]

She reminds me of a cousin of mine who has lived the same style life. I heard a family member tell me she was possibly raped by my mothers ex husband but when I asked my mom she said that she’s a drug addict and crazy. You never know who’s been through what in your life and it’s sad how adult don’t protect the children in their family with the same blood. They themselves destroy our families by hiding and not treating the situations accordingly.

[@brianrossiter2547]

My only issue with this channel is that it seems to follow a generic set of interview questions. So when the interviewee veers away into whatever they want to talk about, instead of absorbing and responding to what they've said, the interviewer generally just reverts back to one of his standard questions, rather than letting the interview develop organically.

[@Jo-vu1me]

Amazed by how many subs this channel has and no ads 🙉

[@Monkeydluffy-fc9sp]

the fact she's had the same clients for 13-17 years is mind blowing I would like to meet those clients casuse hooking up w the same street worker not help her just use and discard for almost 20yrs then go home to your family is nuts. She is so full of pain wish Amanda well she seems nice

[@ahh1180]

You sweet lady I hope that you find safety and comfort 🙏🏼

[@ebeneezerscrooge2942]

I’m sure her kids just want her to find happiness and to get healthy. That’s a great goal for everyone.

[@arthursmith5409]

Underneath we're all human, wanting to care and be loved in return, sad part is our decision brings in different consequences throughout life that can come in all at once and last for a great amount of time. My prayer is for your life to become great, starting with your choice.

[@carlikieran123]

Her story is horrifying. I hope she finds peace.

[@ijustmakecomments9816]

I find it disgusting that he had her lift her shirt up. Talk about getting desensitized. Mark is getting desensitized….. you can at least try to treat them like normal human beings.

[@quarantinepotato3201]

That was so degrading

[@PrettyColorsDoe]

Exactly. He’s horrible for that

[@PayHomageJC]

People should stop supporting channel

[@baublesanddolls]

How on god's earth does a stomach get like that??

[@baublesanddolls]

Views!!

[@mbsbrown7838]

Amanda you are worthy! You are beautiful, alive, and appear to have a good heart. The damage that others have done to you is awful and tragic. Prayers, positive thoughts and vibes for you. If you can seek help with you addiction and blossom.

[@lifeiswhatyoumakeit4546]

Rest in peace Amanda. It's over honey. Well done 😢🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

[@myalicioglu]

She is alive.

[@danielleterry180]

More than likely her abuse started at home why her mother left her daughter behind is beyond me ….it happens way more than people realize…she needs help so badly the self derision she feels is so evident

[@miztersport8395]

The resiliency of humans is fascinating.

[@amrita4468]

Oh my goodness. I don't even know what to say. So much pain in one short life. I wish the rest of her life could be filled with love, joy, comfort and ease. I wish I could give her a hug.

[@Billy-mz3nh]

Damn she worried more about a man than her own kids or her own well being. I hope she seeks the help she needs

[@suezannemarie292]

Oh my ❤. Sending much love and peace your way.

[@lizmccann3118]

Poor, poor lady, would love to be able to pick her up and help her.

[@rosalindwalters6079]

This is like a script from a horror film......my heart bleeds for this poor woman

[@AmericanPatriot-1776]

The pain just never goes away. Unfortunately she made one bad decision after another. She seems to resist all that is good and goes for the bad. That habit won't be broken unless she stops it, but she doesn't seem to have the will. Her tears are so close to the surface, she's alone, and tired. I wish I could help her, but it won't help her.

[@teresadorta8039]

@Syna yes,i agree ,very careful about judging, she needs help not judging, needs emotional support and home,good food ,medical care and love ,comfort, resuranànce