Public Statement: My Unforgivable Past

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Transcript:
Hello everyone.
Pardon the vagueness of what I'm about to say but I find it appropriate to give the victim the agency and control by not putting out details of what happened, that its theirs to mention if they wished. As such, if you wish to know the full details, links to the screenshots will be in the description. Trigger warning, however, sexually predatory and manipulative behavior on my part.
You may or may not have heard that there are allegations directed towards me. I am confirming these allegations. But this isn't an apology video because I believe that no amount of apology would be enough to undo what I did. This isn't a debunking video. There is nothing to disprove. I am also not unapologetic for the horrible things I did. On the contrary, I am incredibly regretful of my actions.
One might say that I am only regretful since I was exposed, I was caught, but the truth is this guilt has been with me, always at the back of my mind, for so long that I always knew it would catch up to me. If anything, I'm thankful that it did because I finally have an opportunity to set things right.
I have been wanting to do this for a long while now. Only reason why I haven't is because I couldn't find a way to contact the victim. I thought it best to contact them first and do whatever it takes to remedy things. I had even intended on making a public statement about it back then. Reason why I didn't is because I thought it would be unfair if I didn't let the person speak out first. But, again, because of my account being hacked, compromised, I had no means of contacting them. Thinking thoroughly, though, even if my account wasn't hacked, this would've done more harm than good to the person so I didn't go through with it.
It is only until just recently did I finally know their account when they made themselves known. Which means I finally have an opportunity to try and make amends.
I know that no apology or action would suffice or heal the trauma I've caused. But I believe that I still need to do something about it in order make things right. Not for my sake or for my peace of mind but for the person I've hurt.
Allow me to say, however, that in the years that followed, I have been doing my best to distance myself from communicating with the community because I have always thought that I might present a danger to someone. Which is why if someone were to message or email me or commission a song from me, I prefer to be straight to the point. Because I fear I might fall back into my old habits and harm more people if I prolong the conversation. I don't want to become like that ever again. This is also why I have bots running my twitter and facebook page as I believed the less interactions I have, the safer everyone will be.
What I did was utterly reprehensible. Absolutely unforgivable, no denying that. And there is nothing I can do to completely fix things. I am so full of guilt and shame but anything I'm feeling right now is nothing compared to the pain the person I manipulated is feeling. But, despite this, I still firmly believe that I need to do something to atleast help them in some way.
If you wish to unsubscribe, stop listening to my songs, stop supporting me on patreon, please do so. To the people who work with me, if you wish to cease all collaborative works, please do so. To anyone who commissioned a song and wish to cancel, I will be providing full refunds.
But If you find it appropriate to let me keep making songs, keep doing what I do, if you find it appropriate to stay subscribed and continue listening to my stuff, then thank you. I promise to give you so much more songs in the future.
I know its going to take a while to earn everyone's trust back. If at all. Which is why I'm imploring the community to help guide me to be a better person. But right now, my focus is to make things right with the person I hurt. Which is why there will be no song this month as I will be dedicating it to communicating with them, preferably through an intermediary so that the person wouldn't have to relive past traumas by having to talk to me. Though, if the person wishes to communicate directly with me, I would much prefer that, but I think through an intermediary is still much more suitable. I do not want to cause any more harm or discomfort by presenting myself, an abuser, infront of the victim.
The comment section on this video will be open until the end of the month where I will be making another video updating you guys on this whole thing. For clarification, comments will be closed just on this video. Not on the entire channel.
I love making songs AND this community, you guys. And I realized that far too late. I hope you guys would please let me stay even if at a distance.
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[@stringstorm]

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[@reyis_here945]

Were you are wrong There's never anything wrong with (genuinely) saying the words "Im sorry", regardless of the act Whether or not this individual chooses to forgive you, is within their capacity And understand, I don't state this because I think the individual should "oh, just get over it", And certainly not because whatever you did wasn't wrong But because the last thing I refuse to let this individual think, is that their compassion was stripped from them along with whatever else was

[@andrewmcguinness1845]

An apology video in which the apologizer doesn't start making excuses such as "I was depressed" is a rarity. Actually taking responsibility is the foil Charizard of apologies.

[@accelerationquanta5816]

There's no need for excuses. Right and wrong are delusions.

[@randomTaube]

your dumbass is a delusion in itself. there is right and wrong, it just isn't a general thing, it's subjective to everyone@@accelerationquanta5816

[@josephahner3031]

First Edition print foil Charizard

[@Adeptus-Custodes]

What happened was bad, but at least the dignaty was spared by just admitting it

[@codysullivan2531]

That being said as others pointed out it is not our place to forgive you. Only the one that you wronged has that power. Our judgements mean nothing compared to theirs.

[@accelerationquanta5816]

There's no such thing as "right" or "wrong", and forgiveness has no significance.

[@CA-gt9rm]

​@@accelerationquanta5816Shut up Slaneesh

[@josephnarvaez9507]

​@@accelerationquanta5816wut

[@codysullivan2531]

@@josephnarvaez9507 Some dumb bot that replies that morality is "fake" ignore it.

[@Godzilladino]

​@@SIGNOR-GSomeone should program humanity into thise things, no wonder they're saying morality is fake

[@Alphacron]

I'm seeing a lot of people in a hurry to offer forgiveness and absolution in the comments, and I think that's very much missing the point. Regardless of whether you feel guilt or remorse, genuine or merely because you got caught, it's not our place to offer that forgiveness or absolution. Your community is not the person wronged when you solicited a minor. What you did was reprehensible, and it's only the place of the victim to decide if she chooses to forgive, if ever. She alone knows the weight and damage of what you did, and even if I don't know her, I stand by her judgement here.

[@Securityguardanywhere]

I agree with you but I think people are so easy to give forgiveness is because this is one of the few documentable cases when someone is honest and sincere when opening up about past mistakes

[@theonebeing981]

It's not forgiveness as much as giving a chance to prove change, he still should pay up the debt, but on our part, should make an effort to allow the lad to redeem himself.

[@theonebeing981]

@@Liberty_or_Ded You do realize we agree

[@slamchowder9509]

Bingo

[@polasamierwahsh421]

excuse me , i am out of the loop what happened?

[@marconarvaez9871]

Judging by the screenshots... Yeah, it's *bad* Glad that you're telling the truth instead of causing further harm, and for everyone's sake I hope you've changed. Truth is, it doesn't matter much what we think, it's up to the victim to decide. Whatever you do, please don't lock yourself up from the world. Surround yourself with people who're willing to give you a second chance, *and won't excuse that sort of behavior* Lack of social connections will only make things worse for your mind. Edit: Well, things ended up the best they could've. You've been forgiven (more or less) by the only one who could've done so. Prove them right.

[@marconarvaez9871]

@@genericscout5408 Yeah, it's also about that. He later posted that he turned himself in, and they sentenced him to do some months of community work. Justice is less about what the judge wants and more about what crimes were committed and what punishment was written for it, though. At least in theory; reality is pretty complicated.

[@terraindomitus3758]

Finding out the dark side of people on the internet is not new. But to see people who own up to their mistakes instead of running and hiding from them is rare and if they genuinely regret what they did and want to make amends i say give those who repent a chance to start anew.

[@nasir6r996]

@@Liberty_or_Ded Sure, child

[@Lord_Numpty]

@@alpharius6371 People can change, can they not? For better or for worse, people grow or regress. If you can honestly say you don't hate who you were or what you liked in the past for whatever reason, then you have remained developmentally stagnant. Example; Frank Abagnale is a convicted felon charged with auto larceny, theft, forgery, fraud and a ridiculous amount of scams primarily targeting individuals and small businesses. He has since shared his knowledge on scammers and how they operate, having turned his life around. I can't honestly say for certain if his actions were better or worse than StringStorm's, but they certainly impacted a lot more people and he was forgiven after changing his ways. This is assuming he IS truly repentant of his actions and wishes to change, of course, it's not exactly possible for one to be forgiven if one doesn't wish to be.

[@berserkingtheburgerking9805]

It’s not new to hear about someone’s dark and disgusting pasts, it’s much rarer to hear someone who sincerely regrets and wishes to make up for it. Especially as to how much you seem to. You have a long road of redemption ahead of you. And as a catholic as well as a fan, I wish you the best of luck and that God may hide you strength on this journey and after.

[@accelerationquanta5816]

There is no such thing as "dark" or "Disgusting". Christianity is a fading myth.

[@Unseenarchivist]

The behaviour is gross, no other word for it. You seem sincere in wanting to be better. I hope thats the truth. You've been more honest than many others online in your situation, which gives me hope. Unfortunately I cannot in good conscience continue to support your work.

[@P0tato_K1ng475]

@@Liberty_or_Ded Liberty, this is what I expect from a username like that tbh, the point is that whilst it was *very, VERY* wrong, he owned up to it, even though he could have just denied it. Now he is trying to make amnends and *seems* quite sorry.

[@nasir6r996]

@@Liberty_or_Ded And my abuser coerced me into oral sex when I was 10 They haven't apologized Stringstorm has Pike off

[@UNION_JACK_THE_RIPPER]

@@P0tato_K1ng475 cool still fucked up still a crime. im a communist but me and Liberty or ded are on the same page here

[@P0tato_K1ng475]

@@UNION_JACK_THE_RIPPER Never said it wasn't fucked or a crime. It's disgusting, but you're missing the point.

[@stephen19590]

​@@Liberty_or_Dedyes we fucking get it which is something you seem to not get it either

[@KyrVod]

This makes me think of what my history teacher recommended for dealing with problems, “Tell the truth, tell the whole truth, and tell it first.” Though you may not have told it first, I still respect you for telling the truth in an honest way, no defense bullcrap, no excuses, just admitting what happened. I’m a little shocked to hear about this, but as you seem so honest about what happened, and so willing to fix it, I will not condemn you. Good luck, and I hope you both work through it.

[@hellishwolf3375]

Whoever conceals their sin does not prosper, but the one who confesses and renounces them finds mercy. Proverb 28:13

[@jeremyrichard2722]

This is dated, but to be honest I only found out about it recently. As far as I can tell the story I'm hearing is that Stringstorm met a girl who was 14 or 15 online in an erotic MLP or Anime site, and they started flirting, and he kept asking for nudes which she may or may not have sent. Much later now that he's internet famous, she's pretty much making a big deal about it despite it having been forgotten before now. I don't like the whole situation but wanted to give some perspective on it. While I can get behind Stringstorm owning it and not trying to cover it up or anything, and admitting it seems to be the best way to get over a controversy like thus, I will just say it seems like it's a touchy subject. One thing I will point out is that most teenagers are sexually active and the internet is a safe place to experiment, I know, I was one. This is one of the reasons why I have been a long term proponent of doing things like distributing birth control and condoms and such in high schools as opposed to trying to force abstinence, though once I became an adult obviously it's been a touchier subject than usual. I am very much anti-Pedo, as I myself was sexually assaulted when I was six, but I think teenage stuff is a littler different. I mean growing up there was tons of sex and romance stuff in young adult fiction and comics, because that appeals to the target audience whatever people think. I will also point out that the US has perhaps the highest age of consent in the world. You will note that Japan has an age of consent of 13 (understand a lot of the media you see for there is not considered Pedo bait there) while that is too young in my opinion, I simply state it because it's the lowest of any sane country I know if. Germany has an age of consent of 14 I believe, Australia 15, and the UK 16. I would personally consider lowering the US age of consent to 16 and distributing birth control and such to juniors an seniors in high school, but I do understand why that is a controversial attitude. Also I mostly see this as due to teens messing around with each other, more than my thought process being to enable far older people to pursue them. Now that I've made my attitudes apparent, IF the facts of this case are what I hear, and this connection was specifically made on a pornographic site, my first real place to assign blame is whoever was running that community as they should have been forcing an 18+ rule if it's an adult community with American regulars. Yes teenagers sneak into those places due to being curious and seeing it as a safe place to experiment, no that likely shouldn't be going on, especially as things are now. Part of the entire point of those age rules is to prevent the kind of interactions that happened here, as like it or not it can lead to some tempting situations. What's more I would argue some teen sneaking into an adult community, flirting with adults, and then not removing themselves when asked for nudes (which can be taken as playing hard to get) can be a touchy subject. Should Stringstorm have been asking? No, but she should not have been there, and the community moderators should have been doing their job. I'm just saying this is a case where I don't think exclusive blame can be placed here. I will also say, I'd be curious where she's from, and if she's legal in that country, of if she's also American. I know in certain communities with an international user base there have been issues over this. It is not an uncommon thing right now for say some girl from Germany or Australia who can access such places legally, to mess with men from the US, and then try and engineer situations to black mail them due to them not being aware of the deal, and that in their own country they aren't even remotely considered to be victims. There have been a few articles about this on the internet, I don't really hang out on porn communities anymore, but I've heard that it is a recurring problem. I mention the above because it does seem odd that she disappears, finds Stringstorm (who does indeed have some responsibility in this) and probably realizes he's getting donations, and now wants a piece of it so makes a mess. The only way to avoid blackmail would seemingly be to come clean about it of course and take the resulting risks. I can admire that, but at the same time I'm trying to be impartial, and just wanted to say all the angles on this one might need to be examined. Do we know where this girl is from for sure? Is she illegal in her home country? If she is from outside the US where she's legal it might explain why they turned a blind eye on that community. I'm mostly saying this because before Stringstorm self flagellates himself to oblivion, he might want to consider that maybe this girl (who disappeared for a while) is like some of the other ones out there, and has been hooking other guys the same way to try and extort them. I mean does he even know she is in fact underage by US standards, or did she just claim that? I dunno, I am probably sounding like a weirdo myself in overthinking it, and I admit I have second hand information after finding this and doing some research, but my immediate impression is that this sounds VERY 'iffy'. If she was on a porn thing to begin with that's one warning sign of course, it raises questions as to how she was even there. We then have to look at the delay. If she's an actual victim, then why didn't she go to the authorities instead of allowing it to just come to this public shaming thing? It sounds very much like it's a blackmail attempt. I could be wrong, but beyond liking Stringstorm's music, this just sounds all kinds of edgy... and as I said initially, I've looked into age of consent, on the interwebs she might indeed be as young as 14 or 15 and have been hanging out in porn communities perfectly legally due to the laws of where she's from. I'm not entirely sure how laws like that work across international borders as I don't go looking for that sort of thing, but it does raise some serious questions about how much victimization is involved if her home culture accepts that she is capable of sexual consent, even if ours does not. I prefer to avoid this kind of situation entierly, but well... now that this showed up in my feed after listening to some Stringstorm videos, all I can say is I felt the need to analyze it. Either way, Stringstorm obviously knows he did wrong, there doesn't seem to be any physical assault involved by anyone's laws from anything I read, and she doesn't seem interested in, or can't, press charges. I think it should just be dropped more or less. Though it might already have been, this is three months old, but well... it's the first I heard of it.

[@StyleshStorm]

You shared this only 11 hours ago so I feel like commenting on your comment with a reply is best because I just found out about this too when I decided to search for String Storm's Primal Clown song. And what do I find? Drama. I just wanna point something out. I read all of what you said but my answer is this. If a man (or woman) simply practices sexual suppression. All of this could've been avoided outright. I'll never understand this anyway. As a 90s baby who just turned 30 I get hit on occasionally by teens and I'm grossed out by them because of the way they talk, dress and smell. Perhaps it's easier for me because my desire for longing for better days of nostalgia overpowers any and all carnal desire the common man has but the truth is simply do not place one's self in that situation to begin with. If what you're saying is true. String Storm could've avoided all this drama if he wasn't even participating in they 18+ adult mlp or anime website. Avoidance outright is key.

[@masterbeta6931]

You stood up and took ownership of what you did. I can respect that. I won't unsubscribe. I'm glad you saw the error of what you did

[@masterbeta6931]

@@Liberty_or_Ded Wut?

[@nasir6r996]

@@masterbeta6931 Yeah, don't listen to this person. They're chasing clout. In a scummy way.

[@SteelOnyxYT]

This is the only actual KZbinr apology that’s valid

[@bohdansmoldas337]

i'm here for the music so i have no idea what you did but hey the music is great so keep it up

[@ResinUdongeInaba]

Fuck man… i just wanted to listen to good music and I get hit by this… I already wrote a long essay about this, but I shortened it to just two paragraphs… Though I do not know the validity of both sides, It’s somewhat commendable that you pleaded guilty and that you seem more honest about it when you could’ve shoved it under a rug. That said though, what truly matters the most is the feelings of the victim/s and whether they forgive you or not. Regardless of their choice, you should take steps to earn their forgiveness and to not make the same mistake twice. I’ll stick around for your music as I’ve long learned to separate the art from the artist. Others may choose to burn their bridges but as for me, this is between you and the victim. I just hope you don’t disappoint your community a second time.

[@heartlessnobody1143]

Same, even if the music is definitely great, it doesn't chance what happened, but what happened also doesn't change the value of the memories of the comunity

[@Deridus]

Both of you make good and valid points. As far as I am concerned, he did his duty. What happens now is between those two and is and should be a private matter. Time to get back to the music.

[@PyroKitsuna11]

You did stand up and admitted it, and that takes courage and commitment, I ain't unsubscribing but I do pray that you can overcome these trials and that the one you hurt before eventually gets better and forgives

[@OmegaIdiot]

@@Liberty_or_Ded Well dude, good thing you dig that up, but unless proven otherwise, from the manner of speak, i am of opinion Stringstorm is actually meaning what he is saying. Maybe you got something to back up the claim he doesnt see the error, id love to see it. screanshots of conversasion and the whole vid point otherwise. If it even is you who called him out, maybe i missed you being named there anywhere? any link to anything would be apreciated

[@swaim6995]

I am Shocked by this fact,I adore your job and your songs give me hapiness and satisfaction since you do put real effort into them. With this out of the way, Try to change, make ammends and become the person we believed you are, A music creator that is also friendly and commited. Good luck with your journey....

[@danthespaceman9747]

In the end, it’s their choice to forgive you, any judgments I give are frivolous. I can at least not feel any guilt about listening to your songs because of your Admittance.

[@nasir6r996]

Someone who gets it.

[@tripweed]

I cannot be angry. Just be very, **VERY** disappointed. Which is so much worse in every single way.

[@WarofRuin04]

It takes strength to admit and own one’s actions. It takes even more strength and courage to announce those mistakes and claim ownership of it to a community. Keep at it and the change will be worth it

[@nasir6r996]

@@Liberty_or_Ded Spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam

[@nasir6r996]

@@cheesi Sure, yeah, that totally makes sense *rolls eyes*

[@nasir6r996]

@@cheesi It's obvious that it isn't. Spam spam spam, spam spam spammy spam. Useless.

[@Rakanarshi2]

@@Liberty_or_Ded holy.....So thats what happened.

[@johngun4377]

The fact that you owned up to your actions instead of trying to Debunk or discredit the victim shows more regret and character than 99% of people who have these allegations leveled against them. I genuinely hope this can fade and amends can be made, so I can continue listening to your music without an issue.

[@ce5122]

you are gullible

[@johngun4377]

@@ce5122 either that or StringStorm is just really convincing, probably the latter

[@accelerationquanta5816]

There was never an issue. Not listening to music because of something the artist did is completely illogical, and besides, right and wrong are delusions. Morality is bullshit. You can do anything you want.

[@johngun4377]

@@accelerationquanta5816 spoken like the truest of sociopaths, Mr. Morality is bullshit

[@thyrussendria8198]

Honestly, it is better to speak up openly and not denying it than trying to save face with lies. The fact that you are trying to avoid this in the future and that you are working against it is a good sign, it is important to be open and make amends. I hope things work out and you can make things right with the other person.

[@BR-dy1ie]

This was probably the worst call he could’ve made.

[@StonieTark]

​@@BR-dy1ie I agree, from what I've seen ignoring it and calling people who point it out racist seems to work for the rich and powerful.

[@bbbruh8809]

@@BR-dy1ieYep, she didnt even have dirt on him

[@allytank-itykitty7417]

I'm gunna hold my breath, but I'll still be subbed I enjoy the work, and those convoys just seem weird as hell, and kind of all over the place tbh. But will wait to see what happens but can't wait for more songs.

[@SmilingGator96]

The only question I have is how old were you when it happened?

[@fanta4897]

I've heard he was 25.

[@nasir6r996]

Seconded. This could be an aggravating factor.

[@johnlockeheart3953]

as long as no crime was committed I don't care, if you ain't been arrested and found guilty in a court of law I don't really give a shit

[@johnlockeheart3953]

@@cheesi has he been arrested yet?

[@johnlockeheart3953]

​@@AIopekis if the law doesn't get involved that implies its not serious enough to be a problem

[@tickticktickBOOOOM]

Honestly, as soon as I saw MLP I thought it would be a lot worse that it was. At least she was in high school, so no need for the woodchipper. Eh, my mother was legal about five minutes before she started dating my father, who was out of high school long before she was in it (they're still married). Maybe it's because I've spent my life surrounded by, or involved in, real heinous shit that I can't work up any real outrage. You seem to have pulled back from the brink back then, and appear truly repentant. If that's good enough for the victim, that's more than good enough for me. I hope therapy works out for you. I've known some it helped, some it hurt, and plenty it had no effect on. Personally, I'd suggest spending time in the wilderness disconnected from everything, even electricity if practical. Being cold, wet, and hungry, needing to chop wood to stay warm, is far better way to get your head straight than most. By the way, not to victim blame, but kids really, REALLY, need to be taught basic online security. I was in high school before I was on the internet (early 1990s) but it was common knowledge it was full of predators, and as soon as someone messaged you 'A/S/L?' you blocked him and told the mods. You also NEVER used your real name and kept personal info, particularly if it could identify you, to a minimum. Honestly, I've come to conclusion that girls finding the internet icky and only for nerds to be have been better for everyone involved.

[@bma4372]

I come here for the music, and i will stay here for the music. To me you are Stringstorm, and that's that.

[@axellenhart7890]

You have a second chance. Don't. Fuck. It. Up.

[@fanta4897]

@@Liberty_or_Ded I will play a devils advocate here: 15 years old is not as bad considering it's age of consent even in some first world countries (although the age difference would make it at least tasteless). What he did is terrible, but not unforgivable if he is earnest about his desire to correct it.

[@IntrusiveThoughts838]

@@fanta4897 you’re off a year, at min it is 16 in most

[@StonieTark]

​@@fanta4897 the laws your thinking of require parental approval.

[@fanta4897]

@@IntrusiveThoughts838 Maybe most, but not all. Sexual acts within my country (Czechia) are permitted for as young as 15 years old. As far as I know, Japan also has age of consent at 15, and I'm pretty sure some others have it like that too (and some go even younger, but that would take us to middle east and I wouldn't exactly call them comparable to countries of western civilization).

[@fanta4897]

@@Eureka2003 I was mentioning countries which are civilized though. I agree that we should be hostile to acts with underage people, however what is actually underage outside of legal rules is not completelly agreed upon thing even within the same civilization.

[@dragonhound3706]

Only you can put yourself up to trying to make amends and do the right thing. I can only hope you do the right thing and try to make up for what you did. While it may not lead to forgiveness or etc it can lead to putting you on a better path. Be safe String...

[@kiuuuhk2364]

Thanks for being honest, and thank you for taking full responsibility for your actions. Although it's not our place to forgive what you did, I still wanna stay and enjoy the wonderful and badass songs. People will definitely think "Oh wow you're supporting an abuser what a scumbag", first, no. I do not support or agree with what he had done, rather I support his act of acceptance, and going through legal procedures to accept punishment for what he did. It's rare on this platform, no victim blaming, no pushing responsibility, no self pity, only acceptance.

[@bowenorcutt78]

All I have to say is, thank you for being the first internet celebrity I've followed to just come out and be entirely honest about things and actually apologize, instead of just sticking your head in the sand, hoping the scandal blows over, and deflecting or downplaying blame when called out. Seriously, it's happened a lot in the last few years and you. Are. The. *First.* For that alone, I'll keep supporting you. Hope that helps you feel better.

[@bowenorcutt78]

@@Liberty_or_Ded And this isn't even the second time I've heard that one. Still, I stand by what I said. I believe in forgiveness.

[@IntrusiveThoughts838]

@@bowenorcutt78ignore the dude he posts that same comment under everyone’s comment who shows a genuine idea of giving him a second chance

[@vazenwomack8803]

@@Liberty_or_Ded do you have proof?

[@whereami8433]

You’ve been trying to be better, it’s more effort than some have put in

[@DISTurbedwaffle918]

No sin is unforgivable, so long as one repents of it.

[@DISTurbedwaffle918]

@@cheesi The word "unforgivable" is an adjective that means something has the capacity of never being forgiven. However, since forgiveness comes from a place of super-rationality, it is logically impossible for something to be unforgivable. This does not mean that it will be forgiven, as forgiveness is contingent on the one wronged and those exposed to it, but unforgivability is a logical impossibility due to the nature of forgiveness as a transcendental action. All actions are forgivable, but not all actions will necessarily be forgiven.

[@Veldazandtea]

Forgiveness isn't the point. Accountability and honesty is.

[@DISTurbedwaffle918]

@@Veldazandtea Yes, accountability and responsibility are part of forgiveness.

[@italoools3877]

i don't know what happened, in whatever case best of luck. i will still hear your music and waiting for more content

[@manwithgun9768]

The rule of the internet: "those who tell, cannot say that he showed."

[@fanta4897]

A lot of people in the comments are very forgiving. You have gained their sympathies. So my advice to you is: don't waste them. And in case if there are some other problems, confess it all at once. I do not envy you your position, especially since what you did would be legal in other countries like mine (although still tasteless), however you made the bed, now you can only sleep in it. All I can say is that I wish you good luck on your road to redemption.

[@michaelhughes3780]

It is good to know he knows he did wrong, and that he is actively trying to do what he can. Keep up the good work, my man.

[@picklethesaurus4930]

What you did is truly horrible, but the very fact you are making it known and trying to repent means there's still hope for you As a Christian and as a person, I wish you luck on the long road to a better life. I warn you, though. Watch yourself closely and surround yourself with people that can see if you are returning to your old ways and, more importantly, will help you to stop. Evil is persistent, and once it gets its claws in you it becomes all the harder to pull yourself out. You have your second chance, Stringstorm. Please don't waste it, for your own sake if nothing else.

[@masterbeta6931]

As a fellow Christian, i agree

[@banzeyegaming2234]

Thirded. I may not be the most devout Christian, but I do believe that everyone deserves a second chance.

[@masterbeta6931]

@@Liberty_or_DedBut did she actually send nudes though?

[@picklethesaurus4930]

@@Liberty_or_Ded I am quite aware. However, he's doing his best to atone for the mistake he made. That's more than most sexual predators can say. Every human deserves a second chance so long as they are willing to repent. If Christ can forgive even the rapists and the murderers, so can we.

[@nasir6r996]

@@Liberty_or_Ded No. Forgiveness lays with the victim. Your feelings and thoughts are irrelevant.

[@AbstractTraitorHero]

Post the screenshots in a pinned comment down here so everyone sees them more easily. This was incredibly gross string storm to a degree that makes my throat tighten, this stuns me in a genuinely horrifying way. I don't know how to actually feel beyond kind of chills? Uncomfortable? This certainly feels like somewhat of a real apology...but is that just because it got out or were you going to bring this up either way eventually. Do you plan to give like actual tangible things to the person you abused? Monetary?

[@kacperkonieczny7333]

​@@gestaltblitz8296 he said he will try too improve when he previously tried to not get in a situation that could lead to something like this again

[@AbstractTraitorHero]

@@gestaltblitz8296 Yeah, I personally want to see some kind of genuine at minimum...evidence & proof of reoccurring payments from now on for at minimum a year or two or some kind of agreement with the aggrieved party. For the police, my own stance against them leaves me very...I do not approve of the American criminal system and punishment being its main purpose rather than actual justice & rehabilitation. Really terrible situation.

[@miguelarboleda9820]

I would still listen to your work despite your wrong doings, I'm glad you are trying to right your wrongs.

[@thoraxthechangeling1244]

Past can not be fixed. We have to accept and try to be a better person. You're on your way. Keep it up, we're waiting for ya.

[@GeneralPenemonto]

We support you. Past actions do not define who you are. You are obviously feeling guilty about it. You did the right thing accepting the whole thing in public. I respect you so much for doing this, be proud, you did good.

[@randomTaube]

I've read in the comments that the this is as resolved as something like this can possible be, but I wanted to personally say that I hope that everything is going well for you and the other person

[@amyhunter83]

So let me get this straight. In 2015 she was 14, right now she'd be 22, can anyone tell me how old String is now? Because if the age gap is at or less than 4 I can't see how he could be called a groomer. Manipulative, abusive, not a good friend yes but not a groomer. Shame on you for manipulating someone into a friendship String. Seek help. That age gap better not be over 4. Even 4 is creepy but I'm willing to swallow it.

[@amyhunter83]

@auugh43546 Suppositions have a source. Where'd it come from? I'm not meaning to be ill tempered but these things can't be taken lightly.

[@nplt8263]

I swear to god not another one.

[@asonofhoruslegionary]

Okay so I never heard of the allegations against you prior to this and I took a look at the screenshots through the link you provided. So I feel like some context is missing but since you confirmed these claims are true I wont sugarcoat it. your actions are reprehensible but you seem to be trying to be a better person and to make up for what you did. Most people in your position would not try to do that and would probably ignore or deny the allegation so it counts for something in my book and you seem genuine in your wish to make amends. Everyone makes mistakes and things you regret, some are more monstrous then others but how to act after the fact also matters. You can choose “To be Better” I don’t know if you can make up for what you did or make amends but your at least trying and you should be glad about that. I will keep myself subscribed your songs have helped me through some tough times and will likely continue to do so. I will keep the victim in my prayers and hope for the best outcome to this situation.

[@TheLunarSavant]

You have done far more than what several people who I knew personally have done when the same situation befell them. We do things that we regret, sometimes horrible things that we would rather forget, but accepting the blame, urging people to do what they feel appropriate, and making the true effort to better yourself, these are things that so many I have seen be exposed never did. You have my support, String. So long as your actions prove your words, I will happily continue to support you as a listener and subscriber.

[@watcherofmemelords7967]

Dude, I just come here to listen to music. I'm glad you are stepping up and trying to do right by the person you wronged though. For what little it is worth I will continue to listen to your music and stay subscribed and I look forward to your future projects.

[@uwuwithcthulhu2300]

It takes a lot of strength to fully admit your wrongs. No matter how evil your actions are I’m not in the right to forgive you but I’m not in the right to harass and judge you. I wish the best towards the victim and you to get yourself a new start.

[@tefras14]

The Omnisciah grands you a second chance. Do not waste it

[@dr.cipherous4121]

i love your music, and i respect that you’re standing up and taking ownership of your mistakes, but you shouldn’t waste this chance. if you do, you’re not going to get another.

[@C0ldD1rective]

It's appropriate to make the video on it, and I hope you continue to make content, but it will take time to bring that trust from the community back, and rightfully so. I was half tempted to unsub, but, considering the quality songs and such, it's hard to. It's a good thing that you are using the month and the time after to make amends. I inly hope you mean what you said and genuinely try to repay the victim. I've seen many a false *"apology"* video on this website, and I sincerely hope this one isn't one of them. I can't say much else. You are guilty, and you admit it. It's up to the victim and the community to forgive you.

[@NeiasaurusCreations]

So I am in one hand shocked by the first time I've ever seen someone just own up with no real excuses or attempt to use mental health as a shield. On the other though what you did was something so far over the line it will take an insane amount of work to ever rebuild the trust of reputation you once had. With this said. I won't go anywhere. I am a firm believer in redemption as long as a person doesn't continue the behavior. It'll be a long road before I can think of you the same. Lastly. I nor anyone else in your audience can forgive you for something we aren't involved in. The only person who has any right to that is your victim. But that doesn't mean you won't find people willing to give a second chance if you prove to be genuine in your quest to get better and never reoffend.

[@forkstaf1918]

I remember talking with you a bit on Alece's server, I never really got why you didn't just make your own server back then nor why you were always so distant. Now I get it, god save your soul.

[@zykeo371]

Channel that into some songs. What better way to speak from the heart than through music? Poor out your regret and fill yourself up with emendation.

[@EmperorPr0tects]

Man... didn't expect that...

[@YourNeighborhoodJackass1917]

Nah, this is better than an apology. You've taken responsibility, which is the first step to Redemption. Continuing to try and reconcile with the community, and or the person you have harmed. You'll get better. The people that usually get in trouble for this are people who caste blame, or make excuses for their actions. Which is not what you're doing. Keep up the good work, Comrade.

[@SkeletonLurker]

After listening to the video, I'm just at a lost for words. It's not the fact that you've admitted to it, taking responsibility is perhaps the best thing someone can do in that situation. It's the fact it happened in the first place. I believe people can change, that even the worst person in the world can be a better person if they tried. But I also believe that there are some crimes that are just unforgivable. This one being one of them. I'm not going to unsubscribe, mainly because even though what you did cannot be forgiven, I'm willing to see how you come back from this and hopefully, strive to be a better person. Even if it's against my better judgement. Forgiveness is given when one earns it.

[@mdb45424]

So what actual did he do.

[@SilverHairedFreak25]

I've never heard any allegations until this video. Whatever you did, it sounds completely reprehensible. My thoughts go out to the victim, whoever they are, and I hope they get the closure they need. However, I am also one who believes everyone should get a second chance, especially if they're genuinely regretful of their actions. Based on the transcript, it sounds like you are genuine about this. I hope you don't blow this and seek help.

[@sheepbeeps3369]

Look at this, someone owning up to past shitty behavior, trying to make amends, and become a better person. Respect for that, we don't see it often enough.

[@Fenrir108]

Ok, it's strong stuff, I hope what he said about wanting to redeem himself and trying to improve the situation is true, and for my part, I want to support him, even if only in a moral way, despite what he did is wrong, it's a delicate issue, I hope this has a "good" resolution, if that has a place here,

[@Choso_Kamo_Productions]

I say that you acknowledging the fact that your actions in the past were wrong and not wanting forgiveness is a huge step in the right direction. I say everyone should get a second chance, as long as they recognize that what they did is wrong. Looking forward to more songs next month!

[@jaffarebellion292]

Yeah, I'll be sitting the channel out for a while. Loved your Battletech content, but a line was crossed here. I'm glad you fessed up to it, and I appreciate that you're not making excuses, though it's going to be a while before I'm comfortable supporting you again. That said, I do genuinely wish both you and your victim the best. I pray she finds peace and that you find forgiveness.

[@arandommechanicus828]

After looking at the screenshots I can say one thing you tried to control your urges which is a step in the right direction just try to get some mental help and you'll be going the right way. I do hope you get better

[@Lord_Numpty]

@@Liberty_or_Ded You keep copy/pasting the same thing, but have yet to provide evidence beyond hearsay. Can you share screenshots proving you did? Evidence of interactions between the two of you? Something concrete?

[@zachsims5508]

What happend is awful. Im going to stick around and keep listening to your music and supporting you how i can. Being afraid of yourself though isnt good, i cant offer you any advice sadly. Im just a guy who worries that im lying to everybody i know and manipulating them without knowing it, if your religious cling to faith, if that isnt your thing i recommend reading some of the teachings on the Ethics of Virtue. Stuff by Aristotle and Plato and the Romans. I know thag helps me stay grounded. TLDR Im supporting you and understand something simklar to the "need" to distance yourself. Live life with arms open for all the hardship and happiness.

[@smallbangero]

Even though what you did was fucked up, i can still respect that you decided to admit your mistakes before the whole incident got more popular, I can also respect that you did not deny it, considering you had every opportunity to do it, Considering you can just say that it was false considering she lacked any proof.

[@GeraltofRivia22]

​@@Liberty_or_Ded and?

[@StarVira2052]

​@@Liberty_or_Ded My brother in christ we get it. Stop acting like a damn bot spamming the same message on other comments. He's owning up to the fact and isnt trying to hide or deny it.

[@WoodenPlankGames]

Look, dude. I might catch flak for this, but something like this proves you are *already* a better person than you were then.

[@WoodenPlankGames]

And there goes my opener, prophetic in nature. Let's play devil's advocate: how was Michael Jackson handled? Oh, still one of the most famous musicians of his era? Figured as much.

[@masterbeta6931]

@@gestaltblitz8296 Look people do dumb shit in their life, that's a given for everyone, some WAY MORE than others but its what you do after that counts. You either man up, own your mistake and move forward to become a better person or you fall and become scum of the earth. String screwed up but i'm giving the benefit of the doubt and saying he deserves a second chance

[@demonicpain10]

@@gestaltblitz8296 Holy shit, I mean rape actually is is a terrible crime and whatever grooming is is probably also quite bad, but not nearly as bad as fucking (mass) murder or crippling a person so don't go talking about something like a death sentence so casually.

[@masterbeta6931]

@@demonicpain10 He started grooming. Thankfully it didn't go very far as he caught himself, there was no physical contact between the two to my knowledge.

[@demonicpain10]

@@gestaltblitz8296 The probably was simply because I didn't exactly know what the crime of grooming was, so thanks for elaborating on that. On the other hand there absolutely IS a hierarchy of crime, and punishment in accordance to the crime. After all you dont shank a person for stealing a candy bar, as an example. Punishment in accordance to the crime as you admitted. I was merely cautioning them on being careful to throw around the punishment of death for such a "relatively" and I put HEAVY emphasis on the relatively 'light' crime in comparison to something permanent like actual murder or crippling.

[@robi_445]

I'll just say that its a good step. I am pretty fcked up myself, i am wondering how tf i am holding up so i wont jugde. I have a ring and when i start to kinda lose myself, the ring brinks me back(anger issues). I had a watch too, but its broken:). Just giving ideas and trying to help

[@matthiasbindl7085]

if you are forgiven or not is not up to us. It is not up to you. It´s purely up to your victim.

[@TheScoops82]

Look man, all of us have done things that are wrong. Things that are so wrong, it can take our breath away. In order to grow, we have to recognize that our actions were wrong and then take steps to make things as right as we possibly can. It looks like you're trying to grow, and I for one am grateful for this growth. Make things right and keep growing. Keep doing what you're doing.

[@Skiritai]

Listening to your confession, reading the comments here, looking throuth all the evidence provided, I can say one thing for certain: You may yet be Unforgiven for the acts you have comitted, but you are not alone in your acts, I have met many a people that have done similar things, and I do not hold it against them so long as they try to be better. Your confrontation and confession of your actions is proof enough that you may yet be redeemed, just not today. Redemption is something you must bleed for, not literal blood per sé, but you seem to be willing to make that payment. So in conclusion, I stand with you, though thick and thin, dark and light, war and peace. Let the storm of outrage come, for it will only temper our souls into more pure vessels.

[@orioneradek2567]

​@@Liberty_or_Ded dont spam it please Its useless to spam that Even to say what he did It would just make you look quite annoying and would make people less Objective (idk if in english it has the same meaning than in my language , but i mean more fair, so they can do their own thinking about it)

[@StonieTark]

​@@orioneradek2567 I personally liked the comment. It cuts the crap and just says what happened. I had no idea after the video.

[@orioneradek2567]

@@StonieTark well, the problem , in my opinion is that it shows the thing behind it too fast (even if its still true obviously) And because of that im afraid that some people think immediatly that he is bad (i dont say that he didnt do bad things) without starting to think, and be a bit closer to fair In case that i speak too much, its badly said I think that saying that cuts off the possibility to make yourself your own idea of it

[@Big_Banes]

​@@orioneradek2567pedos always bad

[@bohba13]

the fact you feel remorse is what is the deciding factor on me continuing to support you. you know what you did was wrong, and you own it. you fucked up and there's no undoing that. But you know it was wrong, and you want to be better than you were then. there is nothing more human than wanting to set right the mistakes of our past. bo matter how large or small they may be. the fact you are trying is enough for me. but I cannot give the absolution you seek. only the victim can. only she can grant the grace you seek, and it is up to her if you get it. all I can do is enjoy the music of a person who is trying to be better today then they were yesterday.

[@starhammer5247]

Everyone deserves a second chance. Just don't waste that chance. Good job on trying to set things right.

[@starhammer5247]

@@gestaltblitz8296 Not what I was getting at. The guy has already established that he is actively trying to limit his contact and got an intermediary. Bots run all of his accounts and he is limiting his discussions with people to minimise risk. This is the first time I've ever heard his voice. If he does it again then yes, he's well and truly gone. But I'm willing to give him the benefit of the doubt just this once. If he betrays my trust then there's no point in staying. There's nothing I hate more than a liar. But until then, he's got a chance to redeem himself. Do not mistake my kindness as forgiveness. The only one who is allowed to forgive him is the victim. If they don't forgive him then that's that.

[@masterbeta6931]

@@gestaltblitz8296 Then and now are two different times. Two different mindsets. String has obviously matured over the years and has come to deeply regret his actions. I've never groomed anyone but i've done heinous shit in my youth that i want nothing more than to go back and change said actions. But its in the past now, we can't change the outcome only move forward and become better than we were yesterday.

[@coupdegrace2767]

@@gestaltblitz8296 yea screenshots pretty much confirm that he behaved like a disgusting reddit moderator, but they also confirm that he himself realized the consequences of his actions and distanced himself from the victim before things escalated further. There is a thin moral as well as legal line between being an an idiot or a creep on the Internet and doing the same shit in real life. What is more important, imho, is that he deliberately exposed himself to his community despite there being no evidence whatsoever. If he just ghosted the girl and denied the allegations, everyone here would take his side and allow him to get away scot free.

[@ImpuscaVana]

@@gestaltblitz8296 12 comment on this single video, and more to come. Keep it up my friend. Ah, my bad. Counted it again, 11 and more to come. Not taking account the one other comment you have on another video. And please, don't reply to me. Just take this as a compliment and goes on.

[@masterbeta6931]

@@gestaltblitz8296 Okay that's jumping the gun and a bit much. The chair? Really?

[@jankokovac1229]

I came to whatch rylanor's last stand than the other songs not this

[@armorist_8712]

I just realized I've been listening to his music for years and that I was never even subscribed in the first place.

[@masterbeta6931]

Is that going to change now that you know the situation?

[@inquaanate2393]

Oh, so you’re the same as the big music labels lol.

[@nasir6r996]

Attain forgiveness from the person you have hurt, if they are willing to give it. After that, whether you are forgiven or not, always try to do better. Get therapy so you can come to understand where your behaviors stem from and develop skills and strategies to help deal with them. You're already better than my abuser was/is by being upfront and honest about what happened. Many of us are busted, broken, hurt people. And it is Hurt People who often hurt people. If you are sincere, make that effort. If you're not, you need to leave. If apology is not given, consider turning yourself in, assuming the statute of limitation hasn't run out . I look forward to your update.

[@ThoriberoCaroli]

What you did was wrong. I hope for the victim's sake, as well as yours, that she might forgive you. But that is up to her. For the sake of yourself and others in the future though, it is good that you have this level of awareness and truthfulness. I hope it is genuine. And for the sake of yourself and others in the future, remember, that while you have done something considered monstrous, that does not mean you are or have to be a monster. Remember that. You can be better than those urges. You are not a monster. Get well.

[@user-ei7ht6cn1j]

He has regret for his actions meaning he has compassion for what he has done and is not sort of terrible person that denies or does not regret his actions. I am still going to stay subscribed because he sounds like he is really sorry for his actions and is not playing it.

[@alexadamson9959]

Lucky I can enjoy an artists work despite my opinion of the artist themself. Although this is actually news to me, since I’m out of the loop. But now I know the context through the screenshots. Pretty fucked up, but you are trying to make things right, so your on the road to redemption. Continue down that path my friend.

[@codysullivan2531]

To be honest I have dealt with a sexual predator before that claimed to have "changed". I believed him foolishly then he tried to solicit a good female friend of mine who was underage for nudes. Needlessly to say after he blew that second chance I was done with him. Completely cut him out of my life as it was not the first time he had done it and was already a pariah in the community. Him being caught again ensured he was forever barred from the community and was made a nobody. I am torn between giving you a second chance and outright walking away from your channel. I believe for now I will give benefit of the doubt and believe your desire to make amends. Just remember there are no third chances for this type of behavior.

[@greyman2724]

Seems like the victim apologized to them hopefully that’s the end of this

[@codysullivan2531]

@@greyman2724 Why should the victim apologize?

[@iamacatperson7226]

​@@codysullivan2531 It's more...I wont say forgiveness, but under that umbrella, than an apology

[@Veldazandtea]

Your mistake is making it about chances. It's about accountability. And honesty. He's not trying to get his ass kissed. He's just not pretending. Take the gesture for what it is. Not what you want it to be.

[@Jormungrandrserpent]

I appreciate you taking the step forward 1st, that takes courage. I hope that there is closure that can be had, simply because it was you acknowledging your sin rather than waiting for something like a court case like so many have done.

[@NeinBreaker]

I’m glad you’re being so forthright with this. I’m not going to pitch anything in since it isn’t my place, but I will be keeping my eye on how everything plays out. Words are worthless if appropriate action isn’t taken.

[@themadone3282]

You did something bad, yes. But you are trying to heal the wound you gave the other person. The shame will never leave you. Learn from it, be better. I support you on this journey you have started.

[@Zealot-931]

Excuse me? Unsub? Hell no. This is an honest apology, with an attempt to fix things, and accepting responsibility. This is honestly plenty enough for me to stay subscribed. If you had tried to pass it off as something else, that would be different.

[@charlestheblacksummoner7816]

The difference here to others is I will continue to be subbed cause your not running from it your facing it your admitting it unlike certain youtubers I know example "miniladd" etc etc I'm still here and I'll be watching you become better hopefully.

[@obtainablespatula5389]

acknowledging your faults does not absolve you of them.

[@charlestheblacksummoner7816]

@@obtainablespatula5389 I'm not saying they do I'm just saying he's admitting it unlike some.

[@UnprofessionalQualifications]

Owning up to your shit is good. A start. A spine and a shred of honesty is far more than what most people have nowadays. Reflect on your actions, and what actions you can do in aim of redemption. Forgiveness is only the victims to give.

[@killrsloth9187]

We all have pasts that we carry with us. Am i put off by this? Yes. But the fact that your fighting the thing in the mirror is important. I will stop supporting you onlyif you give up on fighting it. Until then you have my full support

[@johnfaber100]

I'd like to hear from the victim. Her forgiveness or lack thereof is the only one that matters. As for me, I'll continue listening to your music, but I will keep torches and pitchfork within reach.

[@Veldazandtea]

People have nothing to fear but their own weakness and inability. It's about accountability and honesty. Make no mistake, we're all a danger. Those giving into fear more so. BE a danger. If you're not a danger then you're weak. Easy to take advantage of. Danger isn't the problem. The illusion of safety is. That is what drives so many people into despair. The lie. The seemingly safe is even more dangerious because of ignorance. Manipulation doesn't have to be a bad thing. What's important to keep in mind here is that manipulation does not translate to deception (a common oversight people often overlook). How do you react and respond to the situation you're in? Certain reminders keep people sane and stable even in the darkest of situations. Think about this. Why would one feel bad? Why would someone ELSE take issue with something? Whatever "it" may be. When it comes right down to it it's about ones own perception. The "bad feelings" indicate something isn't adding up. Which will circle back to not being aware/upfront/honest enough somehow. The desire to reach out to whoever was affected is an attempt to get and clear things up at the "source". We're all monsters. It's just a question of wherever one is honest about it. Better to accept that instead of pretending to be a saint. It's more honest. Regret and shame will only lead to despair. Just because we're raised to shallow the crap of guilt and shame doesn't mean you have to buy into it. Just results in beating yourself up. It doesn't do anything to change a situation. It's better to not be sorry and stick to context then. We get taught otherwise because misery loves company. Ever had anyone tell you that "You should feel ashamed"? Big flaw with such a statement. 1: Things are as they are. Not as they "should" be. 2: How petty and bitter does one have to be to try and force others to feel bad? Even sadistic ruthless mosnters will not stoop to that level. So what then does this say of someone trying to claim a moral high ground? Objectively speaking. Something to think about. What's also important to keep in mind is coddling people won't improve them either. There's no "right" or "Wrong". Only actions and consequences. People want their selfish way. Which is often treated as an obligation. It's not. It's what they want. Long as that's made clear it all checks out. No one is entitled to do what you want either. In other words when doing "bad" things I'd admit it ASAP. I mean and intend to do what I do. Even if people are afraid, angry, sad, etc, it can lead to great outcomes. Accountability helps with preventing people working themselves up more, is the simplest way I can put it. What I'm getting at here is that being an honest monster can be a good thing. The difference is control and accountability. I tell people I can destroy them and am thanked for it. I am the danger. You are. We ALL are. It's when people pretend otherwise that they catch on. Learn to enjoy being the danger. Make it more of a point to show that. You might be surprised at the results it gets. Or you can curl under a rock and live in fear. I say that to all of you. Living as a coward is no way to live. Be "honest" instead of trying to be a saint. Be yourself instead of living by the rules and expectations of others.

[@intellectualiconoclasm3264]

What was your age at the time?

[@temp3608]

Thank you For not covering things up, or lying, or trying to say it's a lie. This is terrible, but please don't stop making music we only have songs for Kurita, Davion, and Steiner, IIRC.

[@mattaffenit9898]

Not up to us to forgive you, unfortunately, if it's even possible to do so. But I respect the balls and decency it takes to admit when you've done fucked up shit and try to do better going forward. Long as your words are backed with actions (or lack thereof depending). I'll be sticking around, mainly because you seem genuine in your want to do better, and because honesty is always appreciated.

[@devilsadvocate6269]

Reminds me of the Skyrim quote "What is better: to be born good or to overcome your evil nature through great effort?". Like others have pointed out: it's not our place to forgive since we're not the victims here.

[@RapturousFool]

what a twist

[@johnnythedark3090]

I failed to understand this. You were both underage right? Also "send some nudes" isn't exactly r*pe or assault right? edit. And yes telling someone "or else I won't be friend with you anymore" is a form of blackmail yes, but not exactly a life thred.

[@heliosjollywolf9552]

while he did seemingly participate in some bad emotional manipulation, if they were both underage then most of the crap said against him goes straight out the window doesn it?

[@AbstractTraitorHero]

@@heliosjollywolf9552 How old is stringstorm?

[@heliosjollywolf9552]

@@AbstractTraitorHero idk i was going off of the previous comment stating they were both underage at the time

[@Paladin585]

This is unwelcome news, but your honesty and willingness to change and make amends is good. Be vigilant with yourself, I would seek out accountability, people who can help hold you to this intended change, but I am also someone who believes in second chances for those willing to change. I will remain subscribed and listening.

[@gsthomas187]

This is a mature and honest way to go about things.

[@Deridus]

If a crime was commited, see that justice is served. If not, it's a private matter. If no charges are pressed because the vic doesn't want to, it is not my place to judge. Public excoriations have their place, so I am proud of you for being brave enough to admit what you did and own it. Far as I am concerned, you did your duty. Now, back to the music.

[@Deridus]

@@genericscout5408 May justice be served, then.

[@cross_breed]

I will continue to listen to your music - i love it - its what got me into warhammer in general, infact it was actually "titanicus" that peaked my interest what you did was awful, no other words for it. i will continue to listen to your music but as a human being it will take a while for me to start respecting you again.