She didn’t make it through the night :(

[@MelkiorMonster]

Damn... I'm so sorry. Sudden accidents are a pet owners worst nightmare. You acted very fast and did everything you could for her in this situation. Rest easy, girl.

[@savannahpadgett6173]

Exotic, I just wanted to tell you I’ve been deathly afraid of spiders my entire life but found your channel on a whim and have been hooked since. I saved my first spider the night I saw your first video about this poor baby. You inspired me that if I can brave my fear of spiders, I can hopefully brave my fear of dogs one day too (I was mauled in March). You inspire more than you know. RIP pretty lady ❤️

[@lorettatavilla8223]

I'm a bit afraid of dogs too but I've had 3 smaller dogs. I have also been attacked by other dogs. But would you let 1 aggressive person make you afraid of everyone? I understand fear but I also understand how much dogs love us. I wouldn't even be alive today if it weren't for my dogs. Princess, Lexi and Pablo

[@racheleb143]

@@lorettatavilla8223 your experience is totally valid! But so is Savannah’s and everyone else’s who feels afraid. Trauma based fear is much more difficult to overcome than just conventional fear, and it’s not really fair of you to tell someone how to react to their own trauma and their own experience. Sometimes it takes decades, sometimes it takes professional help. Sometimes people just don’t have it in them to move past whatever happened, and that’s okay too. ❤️ it’s important to realize that not everyone shares our experience.

[@racheleb143]

@@lorettatavilla8223 I did want to add though, that it’s phenomenal that you were able to move past your own trauma surrounding dogs. It’s not an easy thing to overcome, and it’s something to be proud of. 🥰

[@racheleb143]

@Frisk_ Ƈԋαɾα the delusion💀 Where did I “defend traumas”? I very simply acknowledged that trauma exists and affects some people differently than others, which is an objective fact. I’m deeply sorry that you have a hard time wrapping your head around such a mundane idea, but that’s not my problem. Work on your reading comprehension.

[@khlett]

@Frisk_ Ƈԋαɾα they weren't defending shit, they just said people have different experiences and different ways to dealing with things. This is not the video to look for fights.

[@chauvy5799]

This was an accident. You reacted quickly. You did all you could. My heart still breaks for you

[@mustachemilkdud2384]

😂😂 is a spider , go buy another one.

[@KenithLemley]

@@mustachemilkdud2384 Bro, it's still a pet. That's extremely disrespectful to say.

[@chillsquid]

You did not lose her. She just claimed to a higher web to watch over you, bro. 🙏🏽❤️🕸🕷

[@marctremor6516]

facts

[@solangelalebron1348]

😑

[@rrsf9761]

climed😂 and also im really sad about this😢😢😢😢

[@Avs1002]

@@rrsf9761 climbed

[@lozz1846]

Omg such a cute comment. ❤

[@Teetee12Undertaker]

RIP. You did all you could. You're a wonderful Tarantula Father 💖

[@someone-Noone]

True facts TwT

[@zhd6015]

Yea

[@drewvalenzuela1122]

Honestly? He could have stopped it in the first place

[@brittthegreat3]

I agree 🥺

[@Lamiishere]

Cringe Af

[@fevure]

Honestly I respect and appreciate that you share with us when you have accidents.. I also think it's fascinating that you preserve them and have them forever with you even if they are no longer animated.

[@animesubya]

Before this channel, I never thought they were so fragile. So sorry about this dude, you gave her the best life possible💙

[@lorrainebowe9585]

I didnt either until now

[@alphaslash4076]

I have arachnophobia and I’ve been using ur vids to get over it, this has definitely been the most tragic passing of any of ur tarantulas 😢❤

[@weezyyeswes]

Doing the same

[@ShilohSmith]

Idk man I still cry over the loss of Miss lord have mercy 🥲

[@voxicore]

You did what you could and your reaction speed was incredible. Thank you for showing us what goes on when this kind of accident happens. Condolences man 💙

[@stephaniehensley1763]

My friend told me that there's a lot of people that do not like how you take care of your tarantulas, but you were the one who got me through my arachnophobia and now I am a proud owner of a beautiful Brazilian black, and my new baby, a Brazilian salmon pink birdeater. I love that you admit your mistakes and post videos about them. I have never doubted my faith in you. It's a sad loss, but you do so much good. God bless you. Heavens got another beautiful creature there now. You did all you could.

[@MaeTheWolfDemon]

I been anticipating an update on this girl, I'm so sorry for your loss, the poor girl. You did all you could to save her, with your quick acting trying to stop the bleeding, and by the way, you reacted after she fell. You are a wonderful tarantula handler, and I can tell that you care so deeply for your spiders. But accidents do happen and it sucks but you tried your best to do what you could for her. Sending lots of love and hugs my friend. RIP beautiful spider. ;-;

[@minerran]

"girls" apply to humans, for animals like spiders the correct term is "female".

[@Artizap_]

@@minerran Do you pet your dog and say “who’s a good female”?

[@theorangewarrior03]

@@minerran congratulations! You're wrong 👏😁

[@thejlstellashow]

@@minerran the fact that you even felt the need to correct this. 🙄 we’re here for the spider. Sweet little girl.

[@IllusionQueen4Eva]

@@minerran *Pats dog.* "Who's a good bitch?

[@serpentwolf5582]

A someone with a severe fear of spiders I honestly felt kinda sad she was dead. The way they suddenly move and run is what I fear the most about spiders. But the way she got so slow and weak only moments after it happened was just sad :(

[@marycasasnovas5710]

You are a great tarantula dad. Don’t beat yourself up. Accidents happen. You have her a great life where you took such great care of her. I am an arachnophobic. Your channel is such a great learning platform. I cried when I read the headline😢 she doesn’t blame you why should you? Be well

[@Maverick-451]

AGREED BIG time

[@jennymartini49]

Am a arachnophobic aswell but just hearing @exotic's lair voice I starting watching his videos and I can't believe am addicted to watching this Aww poor spider☹️ xx

[@jennymartini49]

Maybe it's helping me but don't think I could be in same room as one just yet 😂 xx

[@racheleb143]

I am so deeply sorry for your loss. Accidents absolutely do happen, even to the highest and longest trained professionals and hobbyists. We all quite literally saw that you did everything within your power to help her, and I’m sure she’s so grateful that you helped her pass peacefully. They’re very special little creatures, I know how badly it hurts to lose one. Sending my love. ❤️

[@michaelhuett9916]

We all saw you do everything you could for her. Much love, dude. Much love.

[@KenithLemley]

I hate that I saw a comment saying "it's just a spider" Yeah, it's a spider, but she's still a pet and people care about pets, weither or not them being a dog, or a spider. They're basically family and it sucks when things like this happen.

[@sillyface6950]

When people say "its just a ___" then remember, they are 'just a human moron' :D

[@pog428]

@@sillyface6950 I agreed to the initial comment but yours I do not. A human is NOT a animal

[@arcanepurity8195]

@@pog428 humans are…classified as mammals. What else would we be plants?

[@jumpman__4511]

well i think it’s people just not really understanding it’s a pet. like if a spider dies in the wild who cares. there was no attachment. but it is sad when you have time with any animal and you form an actual bond with the animal. I didn’t really care abt spiders either and had that mindset until i watched these videos and i seen that the spiders he has know his patterns and it’s cute that even tho they are “just spiders” they know their owner very well. hard not to feel for that

[@LuciferoftheMorning67]

@@jumpman__4511 well said couldn't have said it better myself

[@Jevaderp]

Subscriber count and popularity don't change the fact that you're human. Humans make mistakes. Nobody is perfect. Most people would just hide their mistakes and pretend nothing bad happened, but you decided to share it with us anyway. I really respect that. Sorry for your loss brother.

[@jmsgridiron5628]

I'd say you can't be in this line of work without something like this happening at least once. You did everything you could to help her, the injuries were just too severe. Sorry for your loss.

[@FrozenVaIkyrie]

You reacted fast, you did everything you could to save her, even grabbing a freaking geniculata with your bare hands. It was a terrible wound but still you tried your best and it was worth the try. It totally sucks but sadly accidents happen :( I'm sorry for your loss. Sending my big virtual hug to you

[@Mike-cf4mw]

Sorry for your loss 🕷️🕸️ May she make a web in her afterlife with your name saying thank you for taking care of her 🥺

[@Lykiir]

You are an amazing person, who has always showed kindness and extreme care towards your ts. All the way down to making sure they are packaged humanely. No one blames you for this and we are all so so sorry for your loss.

[@katiejayneokeeffe4422]

I doubt you will ever see this, firstly I'm sorry for your loss! Also, may I just say a huge thank you for helping me get over my fear of bigger spiders, after watching most of your videos I now have a mexican red knee, amazon sapphire pinktoe, new river rust rump, chilean rose and also my salmon pink birdeater! The 8 legged family say hello and thank you for all the videos!!

[@Neednoname69]

Man you did everything you could do for her may she rest in peace

[@-valmetal-]

you did better than most people possibly could in a situation like this. she, and along with the rest of your tarantulas, are very fortunate to have a caretaker like you that loves them and cares for them so much

[@wolfgirlpup3778]

At least she’s no longer in pain, May She Rest In Peace.😢

[@aperture_v2]

Damn she was in pain for hours though.

[@thejlstellashow]

@@aperture_v2 I actually did some research on this last week bc I accidentally harmed my male jumper. Luckily, they don’t process pain the same way we do. They know something is wrong but they don’t ‘suffer’ bc they don’t have the mental capacity. At least that is what scientists say and I really hope it is true. 😞

[@lynsijaynesimpson]

Sobbing my heart out. Poor baby 😭 I'm so sorry she's gone. It was such a big drop, and you did everything possible for her xx

[@zenertia]

My heart dropped when I saw this after the last video. I'm so sorry, Exotics; may she rest in peace ♥

[@patrickveal5435]

While her passing happened suddenly, she had a really happy and long life while in your care and you did everything you could to help her after the fall. I send my sincerest condolences.

[@Boxnip]

So sorry to hear that she didn’t make it. 😢 Thank you for always sharing everything and being very transparent though.

[@chrisg.9487]

Much respect and sympathy for you; your care and honesty in sharing this tragic mistake is admirable. I'm sorry this all happened; mistakes can be so hard to accept sometimes.

[@Wayneraltman]

No idea how you could have known she would react that way. I have never seen ANYONE take such care of a spider. I am a subscriber for that reason, you show such care and compassion.

[@mingbotlarue5694]

Oh pal, I'm so sorry 😔 I had my hand over my mouth in tears during that previous video, I'm arachnophobic and your channel has done so much to help me get over my stupid fear. You did everything you could, it was heartbreaking for us to watch you go through this. You are such a tender T keeper. Sending you all the love xx

[@saki97]

Im so sorry for your loss,you did what you could to save her, Rest in peace ♡

[@Spixci]

Sorry for your loss man :( it sucky to loose something you love and have had for a long time. Don’t blame her dearth on yourself, it wasn’t your fault you did everything you could you ran to treat her as fast as you could. Accidents happen! She’ll be a memory❤

[@Jarrygames86]

I can hear the pain you're going through dude. Losing any pet is hard. Head up. You can prevent accidents. Just do your best.

[@mustachemilkdud2384]

Spider is not a pet , 😂😂 is not a puppy your kids can play with 😂

[@Chloe_Gee]

@@mustachemilkdud2384 well of course their not like a puppy. Honestly, spiders are more like cats in the way that they don't always like to be bothered. No matter what animal you have, you still get attached. I love my spiders very much and when my spider Lucy passed I was deviated. Still am.

[@Chloe_Gee]

@@mustachemilkdud2384 Also, spiders have a lot of personality! I learned that after having my first jumping spider pet.

[@autumncrawford5084]

so sorry that she didn't make it. thanks for keeping us updated.

[@startrekfangirl]

The fact that you had this level of an emotional reaction shows how much you cared about her. And we the audience have the privilege of seeing you care for them, you a very attentive to your animals. Don’t feel like you failed time and unforeseen events happen to all of us.

[@abigray8585]

She lived a good life and she was loved. I’m sorry for your loss. Tarantulas are just so fragile and even if you were super careful they can still get hurt.

[@Itspulchra]

Rest in peace, pretty girl. 😔 Honestly dude, you did the best you could and I hope you’re able to forgive yourself one day. This was an accident. Major props to you for acting so fast and for showing your audience how these things can happen. Much respect!

[@Zeevina]

My condolences! My heart broke for you and I support you. You are honest, passionate and you have the heart exactly where it should be. You truly care for your precious animals and this clearly was an accident.. May that precious girl rest in peace ❤

[@Lolybelle009]

My condolences for your loss. The wound was just too severe, but you still reacted did and did what you could. You gave it your best shot and tried to save her vs not helping her and just watching her die. You're very good to your tarantulas and other pets.

[@killershelbs7817]

You did everything you could to save her! Losing a pet is never easy, especially when you love them like you do. My heart is with you my friend!

[@joannegalway1226]

I’m an arachnophobic but I’m fascinated by Tarantulas…I’ve literally gotten tears in my eyes! I’m so sorry for your loss 🕷️🕷️🥰 RIP gorgeous spider. Please don’t blame yourself… it was a tragic accident. 🥰🕷️🕷️🥰

[@blisscick]

Yeah this video made me weep too. Poor girl.

[@seanvanderstruys5196]

I'm not arachnophobic but I agree with you. If I could cry, I would be balling my eyes out. Spiders are some of my favorite animals.

[@seatherny_y]

You did everything you could I'm so sorry about your loss. It's always so sad to lose your little babies. I almost cried when I saw her body. That poor spider she lived a good life and you cared for the best you can.

[@ReploidFives]

Oh no, Im so sorry for your loss, you did everything you could to save her

[@LigaWolf]

You're good tarantula keeper. You're amazing with your animals and yours educating others . I remember in many videos you spread awareness tarantulas are fragile and here's proof you shouldn't handle them in case they jump. You tried your best to help her . Unfortunately accidents happen to every pet keeper. You couldn't predict she would dash for roach and she didn't know there was height that resulted accident. Don't blame yourself. I'm sorry for your loss. Loosing any pet regardless if it's cat, dog, reptile, fish or spider, is heartbreaking. May you rest in peace, beautiful T.

[@makoeyes]

I'm so sorry for your loss, dude. Really hoped she would make it through. You did what you could and with haste, even if it was a hard learning experience. Hang in there, and thanks for keeping us posted.

[@thedoctor1466]

I'm sorry for your loss. It must really suck that this stuff happens. I know you've lost some in the past, but it never gets better. It will always feel the same.

[@MycelianNetwork]

Poor girl. This was an awful, tragic accident. I’m so sorry for your loss.

[@sinnersenza9843]

I so sorry for your loss. You did a very good job trying to keep her alive.

[@sarahjane0716]

I used to hate all these creepy crawly things, especially spiders, but because of you, I have learned so much and have grown to appreciate all your little pets and everything you do.... watching her fall made me tear up and same with this video... you are an awesome guy!

[@crystalroessler2781]

Mistakes happen and I’m so sorry for your loss 😞 your videos were the first videos I saw about tarantulas when I was full on arachnophobic…your videos opened my mind up to this hobby and now I have 7 of my own and handled my first true spiders not even a week ago! Your a great tarantula keeper!

[@lilarrow7]

I'm sooo sorry for your loss. I don't keep tarantulas but I know the pain of losing an animal unexpectedly. Especially when you cared for them for so long.

[@veelalynne]

A tragic accident. You have her every chance and did a wonderful job. I've been raising Ts since 1997 and the same thing happened to me once, with S. Calceatum. Mine passed too. These things happen. You did a wonderful job. I'm sorry for your loss.

[@tiffanystokes2046]

I’ve watched a lot of your videos and even though you are funny and u like to goof off, you are one of the best I’ve seen as far as making sure your tarantulas are cared for! Nobody is perfect, not even people whose been in that field for 20 years, everyone makes mistakes. An unfortunate accident is all. Keep up the good work!

[@tammycampbell2491]

I am so sorry for your loss 😢. You are a great tarantula dad, unfortunately it is very hard to predict what they will do. You did the best you could.

[@MADxHAWK]

I always was afraid of spiders until i found your channel. i've learned so much about and how beautifull they can be by watching your videos, even when they are defensive. Your videos are the reason why im seriously thinking about to get my own Tarantula. Now im sad she didnt made it, as a guy who once was afraid and disgusted by spiders. :,(

[@elvinwhitebuffalo2849]

😭 I’m so sorry for your loss, she was a beautiful specimen

[@CoquitoChiquito]

So so sorry for your loss. You couldn’t help it and you tried so hard to save her. Sad but, these things happen.

[@MedoDed0]

May she rest in peace. You did all you could do

[@goliathmker3335]

She turned too dust bro

[@WolfGirl_MakuGaming]

I could feel the pain you had just by hearing it in your voice. I'm sorry for your loss.

[@thewitness6013]

So sorry for the loss man. You gave her a good life.

[@ignaciusadonis4614]

We as your watchers feel with you exotic. You did your best to save her. R. I. P to her

[@queencars802]

Nooooo 😭 I was so hopeful she'd survive because you did an amazing job at reacting fast and closing the wound. Sad to see her gone 🥺

[@sunlightray]

I am truly sad and sorry for your loss, you did your very best trying to save her. She shared with you 5 years and that's a lot of time creating memories with your tarantula. I was hoping to get good news, when saw this video I felt sad knowing she had not survived and specially having seen how much you had cared about her. You do a great job with your channel and many people learn with you, as you show true respect for your tarantulas but also snakes and centipedes, this was a terrible accident, I learnt how fragile their abdomen are, this also was a lesson to pay more attention to them for us as spectators.

[@SonicGamerGirl2006]

I'm so sorry this happened... Despite my fear of spiders, my condolences go out to your tarantula... 😢😫💔

[@seanvanderstruys5196]

Sorry for your loss dude. I've lost pets myself. I feel your pain. I know you did everything you could. Still doesn't make it easy. Thank you for sharing.

[@DragonGirl2000]

You did everything you could for her, and your a great Taratule father. R.I.P. Girl 🙏❤

[@OldManLuffy]

The fucks a taratule?

[@frogprincess412]

So sorry you lost such a beautiful girl. You did everything you could to save her. Your honesty and accountability is very appreciated but don't be too hard on yourself 💞

[@shannonmayhew3795]

I'm so sorry for your loss, may she rest in heaven xx

[@iamdeyu2230]

I feel the pain in your breathing and the way you speak. we are all so sorry for this loss but be strong.. she is in a better place now

[@davemurray8460]

Condolences on your loss. Its never easy at all to say goodbye to a pet. RIP

[@ShareReez]

Whoever thought in my entire life I would be crying over a video about tarantula. This goes to show how much exotic changed my entire perspective especially for someone who hates creepy crawlies.

[@debrasaetern1295]

You are so happy when you have pets but when it comes to a pet passing. It can hurt so much, but you should know your were the best spider dad! You should be proud that she lived long and happy! You should always think to your self and be happy that they are in a place where it’s been the most wonderful place! And don’t blame your self you are amazing and a good person, you should think about that!… R.I.P May She rest in rest 😢🙏😭

[@KeetaniBlackWolf]

I'm so sorry for your loss. It's clear that you care very much for these kiddos. ❤

[@sectorse7en]

Sorry for your loss she will be missed

[@mamasatanlbc]

You really did your best. I wouldn't have even thought of using the measures that you did. Sorry for your loss. ❤

[@caroldunham5400]

you are the first T keeper I followed...I love your transparency and the joy your bring to the Hobby 💚 ss to hear what happened 😢

[@christinailes7846]

Rest in wonderful peace sweet T. I'm so very sorry for your loss. ❤️😢

[@inkling1474]

You tried so hard. You cared for her so nicely. I bet she’s so grateful for your attempt

[@selamcmullen1063]

Oh my god I’m so sorry, I feel your pain. She was a gorgeous girl. It’s so sad to see something or someone you love pass on. She’s in tarantula heaven eating all of the roaches she wants. She was a good girl. And you learned a valuable lesson, I hate to say it but you didn’t know she would bolt until that incident. You’ve got this you’re an amazing tarantula dad!

[@spyderbro9205]

100% respect to your honesty!!!

[@mcmicc3]

I can imagine how hard this is for you l, but don't beat yourself up man, you taught us all something and I'm positive these videos are going to save the life of one of yours, or somebody else's tarantula someday🙏 I'm sorry for your loss, she loved a good life 🌷

[@ShilohSmith]

“My body may perish but my soul will soldier on” she was a warrior, though her body may have given up on her I guarantee that she’s still with you man. None of our lost pets truly leave us, we carry them in our hearts forever. They’re a part of us, therefore as long as you remember her she will never truly be gone 💚

[@mustachemilkdud2384]

ARE you serious 😂 they have no souls . Y’all pathetic with the sympathy over a spider . Go. Buy another one problem solved 😂 spiders don’t go heaven 😂

[@ShilohSmith]

@@mustachemilkdud2384 funny thing is as well the sympathy is towards the owner mostly. It’s normal to provide sympathy and comfort for those that have just lost a beloved pet. I’d say you’re the pathetic one for trying to belittle others for caring simply because you don’t.

[@Cursed_sc0ut]

@@mustachemilkdud2384they have souls you sound like a five year old that got bit by a spider and all of a sudden they are bad

[@Asmodious666demogorgon]

I'm sorry for your loss ! :( that's so sad I'm sorry 😞 you did the absolute best you could do:(

[@SunGemProductions]

NOO you did all that you could don’t feel bad..she lived a great life dont feel discouraged May she Rest In Peace 🕊🕊❤️❤️

[@hatefunwrx]

Man I'm so sorry she is gone and that you are preserving her. I also really admire and appreciate your honesty and transparency that comes with the education you give. Try to have a good day.

[@William6144-x4g]

I’m so sorry this happened I really thought that she could’ve survived rest in peace😭😭😭

[@Bettyyyyy__005]

Sorry for your loss man :( It wasn’t your fault and you did everything you could to help her

[@Queen_of_chaos]

You did everything you could so don’t ever blame yourself for this.. 😢💔 Your a great T father.

[@Cas_and_Critters]

I admire you for your honesty on a major scale. Respect

[@am_silly-idk]

Rip ... she had a great life 😭

[@Stella-bx5ge]

She may rest in peace. God will bless her. She was the best tarantula. It’s true you did carry her and you didn’t forget how long you she has stayed with you. She was the best tarantula you fed her you wanted her you gave her freshwater you gave her a new food every day and water. She had the best life and my cat when I was younger he was gone I lost him his name was Luciano if you guys see a cat with a blue eyes and a color that says Luciano he had black tiger stripes. He had a white fur please God please bring him back to me. He was the best cat and the best tarantula

[@AmyleaCameron2508]

Aww I’m so sorry bro I hope your doing okay. RIP, you did everything you could. Don’t worry I bet she’s so happy in heaven. ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

[@PyperFam]

I'm so sorry 😞 sweet girl. You did everything you could! and you recognized you have to do something different. I know how rough thay can be! love you and your vids, again, I'm so sorry for your loss!

[@Leepbby]

I wouldn't say she was aggressive more so she had a Strong Feeding Response. It's not as though she was looking to go to attack you more so she responded heavily to the roach to feed. I'm so Sorry for your loss. 🕷🕷❤❤🕷🕷

[@meanjeanmcqueen6171]

I'm so sorry! You did everything you possibly could! Much love!

[@dedesguitarist7]

RIP to the beautiful girl. You’re an amazing spider father

[@TheSherryBoops]

I am in tears. I feel your sadness & hurt. Thank you for allowing me to share your pain. :(

[@luffyoongles]

even though i’m deathly afraid of spiders this still made me so sad, rest in peace ❤