My husband and I talked about my issues in that I totally psychoanalyze everyone and every situation. I used to think I was just very into psychology but the truth is I don't feel safe in relationships so I'm always looking for ways someone is going to hurt me. If I can psychoanalyze someone, it gives me a false sense of control. I can see if they would screw me over before they do :/ it's so pervasive. I wish I could stop. I did this with my malignant narcissist mother. I'm still functioning like I was in my tragic childhood
@DrKimSage2 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry you had a childhood with such a difficult experience around relational safety. What a great insight you have about how you have been approaching it - and in many ways, I am guessing your ability to over analyze kept you safe. We don't have to get rid of that part of ourselves - in fact, I would say it's not possible and frankly, it's important. But, that said, I think the work is in learning to harness and manage that part of ourselves and not let it "drive the bus" - body work on your nervous system can be really helpful because what is usually happening is our brain is making up a story to respond to what we feel in our bodies. Sending you so much love and healing - thank you so much for being here and sharing:)
@mendingmandy8692 жыл бұрын
@@DrKimSage thank you so much for your compassion and videos! 💜 They are so helpful.
@deborah8788 Жыл бұрын
OMG this sounds exactly like me!!! I’m a social worker who is going to train as a therapist because of this trait in me. I have CPTSD and am terrified of intimacy. It shows how strong you must be that you’ve managed to get married despite all your fears. I haven’t got there yet, sadly :(
@RCola12179 ай бұрын
This is me too. Psychology is one of the few things I have never really lost interest in, even have my bachelor's degree in it. But I often let it drive the bus in my relationships and life. It is hard not to when it has provided me so much clarity, knowledge, confidence and foresight into myself and others. But it needs to be used as a tool, not a weapon ❤.
@Thomas_Winters5 ай бұрын
Same minus the husband lol. Nobody has complained yet but I know for a fact it will be a problem later. I like learning about their relationships with their parents and what their upbringing was like. I don’t know how else I’m supposed to understand people. I can’t believe more people don’t do it.
@littlelifeguides2 ай бұрын
1. Pace and Pause at the start/commit too fast 2. Fear of abandonment 3. Fear of engulfment 4. Perfectionism 5. Out of touch with needs due to shame for needs 6. Don't bring ourselves onto relationships with depth 7. Over-analysis/in our heads 8. Unrealistic and overly romanticise the relationship 9. Choose unavailable partners 10. Shared trauma - shortcutting process of intimacy or bonding over wounds 11. Project our wounds on our partner without doing the healing
@jantaljaard8352 күн бұрын
Fear of vulnerability plays a huge role.
@TheCupcakeicecream5 ай бұрын
So I’ve realised I’ve put high expectations on my friendships when in reality what I was trying to do is distract and fill the voids caused from the lack of an intimate/romantic relationship. I’m 33 and never dated until I was 30! I had no experience of affection/intimacy on that level. The relationship ended after 10months as it was toxic. Now here I am trying to unlearn these self sabotaging behaviours and wondering what to do…
@Andrewjc2222 жыл бұрын
I’m terrified of intimacy
@themacocko63117 ай бұрын
What about avoiding relationships altogether?
@DrKimSage2 жыл бұрын
Can you relate to any of these signs in your life or relationships?
@raileandumitrita9682 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much Kim for your video.I can relate to almost all of them and i feel scared but at the same time excited that i became aware of it.I feel lucky to find your channel, starting my journey into psycology.I'm 19 and have started first relationship that mirrors my childhood trauma.Looking forward to learn as much as i can and heal my wounds.You are such an inspiration for me and i'd be grateful if you would give me some advice on where do i have so start or with what.Have a blessed day!!😘
@elysegambino15972 жыл бұрын
I didn’t realize that I am often seeking perfection from my partner. Trying to pick up on tiny expressions, overanalyzing behavior, and then making a definitive conclusion- as if two things cannot be true at once. But I totally relate to all of them. Yikes! So glad I’m on the path toward healing at least instead of continuing to walk in the wrong direction of sabotage, fear, and pulling away.
@kathaas397110 ай бұрын
This, everything! I care so much about this man in my life, but im TERRIFIED of it all. Im nitpicking him, im trying to pull away, Im not sharimg my feelings... i hope that i can heal because this relationship has the potential to be so beautiful.
@kathaas397110 ай бұрын
I also always fantasize too much and make things up; this makes me get into relationships with dangerous narcissists who are abusive who draw me in with the promise of fantasy and then switch to devalue and degrade me again.. it's like I'm trying to prove that I can fix it (I have a narcissistic parent)
@elysegambino15972 жыл бұрын
I’m so thankful for your insight into this confusing and complex set of patterns! I hear myself, my husband, our relationship in this whole video. We’re both in the process of healing but absolutely experience these thoughts/behaviors that feel so real and “correct” but are sabotaging us. This is immensely helpful and truly inspiring.
@DrKimSage2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing Elyse, and though I know it's difficult, it's good to hear that it's helpful. Sending you both love and healing today.💜🙏
@jaxx2028 Жыл бұрын
ive known for a while that i have a fear of intimacy. I've only had one relationship that lasted about 4 months due to me self sabotaging it. it's like it aware i'm doing all these things but i don't know how to stop it.
@Icewing103 ай бұрын
I have never been in a relationship. I am not getting any younger.
@Nuverselive2 жыл бұрын
The advice is straight to the point but when I heard percolate... for some reason felt satisfying. Keep it up , your healing the world has better relationships ❣️
@hannahforgath72496 ай бұрын
This was really really helpful! But, what do I do now? Like... how would you even heal? Is it possible?
@nellahermes90322 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for your work and videos!! It is so, so helpful and I appreciate your warm manner, makes it way easier to follow you! 🤍 from Germany
@pushistayaovechka9 ай бұрын
How to tell the difference between fear of intimacy and asexuality?
@azazelazel6 ай бұрын
I think I'm both lol 😂
@OnlyLilynn44 Жыл бұрын
Intimacy in my kryptonite
@appleheaddefender11 ай бұрын
I wish i could care
@shea5542 Жыл бұрын
That was really good
@sarrystylesofficial10 ай бұрын
I relate to this so much
@PiaPessoa31 Жыл бұрын
This sounds like a borderline 🤔 or is this anxious attachment style?
@parishah74942 ай бұрын
exposing me 😮
@MatthewJohnHahn2 жыл бұрын
Back to back videos that are nearly identical to how I have been. Is being aware of this the way to healing it, talking about it, making different decisions with the awareness, and or something else the way to heal it?
@littlecupcakespuppies2 жыл бұрын
my trauma brain makes it impossible for me to feel joyful when I hear my children screaming. Lol. in reference to the neighbors kids screaming in the background on this video.
@rhythmandblues_alibi8 ай бұрын
I can't bear it either. I always think it means something is wrong.
@spaceeyesg4272Ай бұрын
Girl it’s okay it’s not joyful to hear kids screaming 😅 lol ❤❤ ❤ support your channel new here
@charlottea3275 Жыл бұрын
its funny i study psychology but I still have this problem lol