im scared i feel like im dying and at the same time living off paychecks what the fuck is this dissociation nightmare
@jamesreed44832 жыл бұрын
Before enlightenment chop wood and carry water. After enlightenment chop wood and carry water.
@robertcullison94762 жыл бұрын
I sincerely know how you feel. Beyond the veil is everything and nothing. It's a vast emptiness of potential but my still puny sense of self is just there, not feeling, not knowing, because I realized that it all happens only in my head. There is no "out there" because it's all "in here" and it always was
@Brittle_buddha2 жыл бұрын
This is awesome. Grateful to share this miracle with you. I breath in: I appreciate your presence and energy. I breath out: I know that we are one. My son says "all tools seek their obsolescence". And so it is with concepts. This feels fresh. I am so happy.
@flopicarello313 Жыл бұрын
If this is enlightenment its completely opposite of what i thought it would be. Thank you Suzanne for sharing.
@reneewilliams55082 жыл бұрын
This isn’t what I expected-Priceless! Nothing makes sense or is known..great message, thanks Suzanne!
@scotttully85722 жыл бұрын
Amen, sister! The techniques were a sort of treading water, a comfort on the way to self-annihilation. 😬 Good point, also, that we run out of energy to fight. We submit.
@jeancarrenpao Жыл бұрын
Thank you Suzanne! This totally resonates with me.
@mau_lopez Жыл бұрын
Awesome video. For me it looks truly authentic, so thanks so much for sharing that Suzanne because it is a glimpse of how it's like to be there for others like me that haven't. Your honesty is so appreciated.
@michelracicot23372 жыл бұрын
Love to you Suzanne!❤
@TanyaGarner2 жыл бұрын
I love this and love you ♥️
@stoinge2 жыл бұрын
something about watching you man, an the birds singing after that flow i seem to need
@helmerkappert51522 жыл бұрын
I appreciate you obviously being very authentic, about your experience.. I guess the dream is real ,and dynamic,which is observed by thruth wich is the constant factor. You seem to refer to. Thanks Suzanne and Have a good weekend!😊
@khoaly89302 жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing
@andrelucas0002 жыл бұрын
My perception of the beauty you mentioned toward the end is due to the illusion of complexity being so absurdly simple. It's comical actually. I found your channel today. I appreciate what you're sharing thank you 🙏
@zahrashahabinezhad2 жыл бұрын
you're brilliant.
@barryevans67572 жыл бұрын
Nice to hear someone being honest, minus the usual tedious nondual-no self hyperbole, grappling with the unresolvable slipperyness.............very nice to see................much enjoyed and appreciated....................
@soshanicey2 жыл бұрын
us humans are so cute lol. not knowing that we don't know anything🤣 but some of us know🤣🤣 apparently... I hope you are enjoying yourself on whatever day/night you may see this💕 I like to see your expression. I love to stimulate my mind and your videos always hit the right spots in my brain hehe
@m.biolys79892 жыл бұрын
Merci beaucoup
@andrewforrest1082 жыл бұрын
Once upon a fairy time, not so long ago as you might think, it's entirely possible that beautiful, highly evolved giants lived peacefully among highly evolved innocent humans. They lived in free energy 5th dimensional palaces, and interdimensional portals. So-called 'Tartarian' architecture. Those days were shockingly recent, (relatively speaking), in the dreamtime-dreamspace continuum. Nothing is what it seems, or so it seems. Anything is possible, anything can and will appear to happen.... anything at all. But it's all empty. Leaving this eternally unfathomable, indivisible appearance we call life. Whatever anyone calls it, it's beyond dualistic language. Perhaps the 'unnameable' is appropriate? No position to defend or land on. Thank you Suzanne for your guileless transparency and authenticity in these interesting times:)
@bmwvintageprincess2 жыл бұрын
Omg. I thought I was the only one.
@timelessdreams52812 жыл бұрын
Ty! Love these sharings. ❤🙏😱😥😂😵
@garystephenson52552 жыл бұрын
Hopefully you can share another video in a few weeks, Thanks
@InertiaFloatStudio2 жыл бұрын
Love it..❤️
@life135252 жыл бұрын
absolutely...
@SinergiaAlUnisono2 жыл бұрын
@satyana8551 Жыл бұрын
Including enlightenment is another layer of the illusion... A VIP level of the same game 👀
@simonsa52062 жыл бұрын
Each Soul has its own reality. Until we leave this body we will go through joys and sufferings. With spiritual practices we learn to detach ourselves from these ups and downs of life. It may be a mistake to believe that we can permanently be happy.
@DougMotel Жыл бұрын
This story you have laid out is a carrot that will lead you forward and away from the truth which is right here under your feet in every "moment"
@brendapaint Жыл бұрын
so then, to be of service .
@ravanti57802 жыл бұрын
I always knew there was nothing solid here to hold on to, not saying i was ok with this "concept" just that some how i knew this to be true, but i wanted to belive in santa claus, in the month of a year, in an day of the week, in an eventuall soft landing, letting go in the concept of something solid has been one of the most difficult
@Belleville1972 жыл бұрын
... and yet ALL the efforts made cannot be separated from where you are now... to claim they weren't 'necessary' is hard for me to accept... if you hadn't made those efforts, your vessel may not have been able to receive this 'new' perspective... sometimes I think people who have mental illness an/or addiction issues are incapable of 'assimilating' the raw intense perspective in a way that allows them to function 'normally'.
@ravanti57802 жыл бұрын
Sadness is just what it is"sadness" and if you are to dig it up thinking its going to be different, be better this time its not, crap still smells like crap, I'm telling myself this, thinking about it doesn't make it smell better, I think thats what jesus meant when he said "let the dead bury the dead"
@TaylorQuince194932 жыл бұрын
Wish I'd have the money to attend your meetings and one on one!
@premganga88222 жыл бұрын
🌷
@ziya59522 жыл бұрын
What i have heard the difference is, there is pain, but no suffering. It means brains are not making imagination or stories reflect the pain. So when you said there is still suffering, is it a matter of the brain still reflect the pain but not as near as much? About the seeking and teaching,
@clairedevost98692 жыл бұрын
Dear Suzanne, I don't wish to be unpleasant because I like what you say and I have lots of sympathy for what you are trying to communicate on your videos. But the way it feels to me is that your enlightment is a bit boring, not just for me but for you too. It sometimes feels like you are repeating over and over again the same truths very similar to Tony Parson's, but realizing that "there is no one here and everything is an illusion" does not seam to bring joy and aliveness to the speaker of the message. Would it be possible that your realization that "there is no one here and there is only This" be another mental illusion, another dream that is as false as identifying with our body and mind ? Please don't take it bad since I don't doubt your sincerity. But as everyone has the ability to create illusions for himself I wonder wether a spiritual seeker as sincere as he/she may be could get into the illusion that he has become enlightened or has reached no-oneness ? Wether this is your case or not I thing this pitfall is quite possible.
@DougMotel Жыл бұрын
This is a common misconception for people standing outside of someone else's experience. It only looks "boring" of what you are seeking from life is excitement ie "drama". And of course we want drama from this world! It is built for drama. But beyond the drama it might look out there as "boring" but inside? It is alive and thrilling but yeah quiet...and drama free...❤
@johnstalling49312 жыл бұрын
Your willingness to not know
@drsdm232 жыл бұрын
namaskar. thanks
@padeshan12 жыл бұрын
Is there a promise by a seeking mind ? a hope ? ? a false hope that the future will be better ? it will never be better. is there a promise in the statement -- enlightenment is the answer. Reasons are IMP in our lives. ..biggest BS ever . This message takes away all your crutches , strips you bare. Its impossible to agree or not to agree to anything thats being said. mind wants to take away something from this msg. It wants to make sense. This is a mindfked video
@petermartin5030 Жыл бұрын
Seems perilously close to depersonalisation and derealisation, which are considered to be mental illnesses.