Sweet Rebecca # 2 Right After A Dose

[@racheloftopeka]

Oh wow, this touched me deeply. That poor woman, such unbelievable kindness in her, and such deep suffering. I hope she finds her answers. I hope she can find some measure of joy, some meaning in all of this. If there is any such thing as heaven, that woman will be there. God, I feel so connected with her, human to human. I will send her love, the closest to prayer I can get. Thank you, Rebecca, for sharing. Love and kindness to you.

[@racheloftopeka]

Rebecca you are a child of the universe, no less.

[@heatherfisher8782]

I had the same questions about God once, and my grandmother tried the best way she could to explain. She said, it's not God doing these terrible things, but it's the Devil, and he's testing our faith in God. I know everyone feels their own way, but that has helped me at some if my lowest points. I'm also almost 6 years clean and pray for every single one of these people on here...🙏

[@DXPunx74]

Being an addict is like having a 24/7 job where you don't get paid. Whatever money you do round up goes to your daily habit. Its like being a slave to the stuff. I went that route. I've been clean for 2 years, I got my own place, vehicle, a cat, a girlfriend and I became a freelance pastor so I can go help others who are in the same mess I was in. When I got clean, it felt weird having money in my pocket.

[@itsonlymarcibratz1991]

I do believe Miss Rebecca is an Empath& might not know how to block alot of the emotions, pain, psychological effects that one can feel 24/7/365 unless you can block it. MEDITATE BABYGIRL!! Strengthen that wall you use to block daily stress out.. much love

[@motowngirl5891]

I do the same thing It’s torture, I can feel peoples pain I can’t control it

[@katiecochrane1107]

im not on drugs, but I can truly feel her pain. I never felt good enough. I feel like a dissapointment. Stay strong girl. I pray you heal.

[@vmoonbeam6571]

Katie Cochrane I pray you heal too Katie ❤️

[@rosalynpelzel5154]

This channel is amazing! I love the LOVE I see here.

[@keisha_renee]

I hope to see her succeed! As a former addict with over two years sobriety I know how that hopelessness feels. I'll keep her in my prayers.

[@keisha_renee]

@Robert Biondo ok bye

[@miketaverner4451]

I don't mean to disrespectful or judgemental , but there is no such being as an ex or former addict . It's a life sentence , we have to learn to live with . A relapse is possibly just a step away , I glad to hear that you are absternent .

[@colleenreiber9912]

Congratulations and blessed be.

[@garymiller652]

Mike Taverner I have to disagree with you, I have been clean for 4 years and counting. My past don’t define me, I used to be a addict but IM NOT NOW! I have my own home and work everyday to raise my family! What you was isn’t what you are today!!! Will power is all you need and if you really want change you will make sure you don’t fuck up again!

[@jonanderson470]

No such thing as a former addict. Once an addict always an addict with periods of remission

[@charlenesutton5797]

Her self loathing makes me sad. I'm just an asshole, heart breaking.

[@dinamarie4445]

I wish I could take people like Rebecca and get them help. She could do some good in a world so screwed up right now. 🙏🏻💜

[@biblestudybaddie]

seeing her cry breaks my heart so much. she has a gentle soul and I can’t wait for her to get clean and get the love and care she deserves

[@scottishpride6473]

Your not an asshole girl💜 I hope and pray you make your way out of all this..your strong enough 🤗

[@carolharvey7238]

This is seriously your best interview ever ... detailed to the max ! Thank you both xxxx

[@ChosenWon]

Thank you.

[@TheJulithegreat]

I've heard that the opposite of addiction is connection..with other people. To stay sober you must connect with regular people and lean on those relationships instead of drugs. Replace the drugs and isolation with positive people and move In the direction you want to go in. You can do it. Baby steps. And if you fall, get up and try again. Don't give up.

[@ChosenWon]

I agree.

[@lisamay3979]

Good advice. Amen

[@reeddior]

Very true. Support is the foundation of recovery. Humans are social creatures who, lets face it, need validation. That’s why lonely people tend to use drugs for coping. I often felt like drugs were there for me when humans betrayed me. But it’s just a matter of the right people... They’re out there.

[@mymomisjudgedredd1288]

It sure is true oh God is it ever!

[@valbrooks2699]

That is so true!

[@allanperkins7888]

Almost 3 years clean and this is heartbreaking. We all bleed red, we all feel the same pain. I didn't wake up one morning and say im going to be a drug addict. I pray she gets help when she is ready, and hope to see her out of that situation. I wonder where she would be if her husband had not died? ~stacie

[@gaylelau001]

What was Daisy doing ???! 🤣 The little person looks like she was dissing somebody ! I just can't tell if it was Becky or Tom ! 🤣!🤣!🤣!

[@divadee9719]

God bless her. I pray she finds the strength to get clean. Suboxone saved my life!! When I watch your videos I often wonder why they don't try a methadone clinic or suboxone. I've had very good luck with suboxone. A lot of people are also addicted to the street. I know a lot of people who can't leave the life. It's sad. 💔

[@brendaalexander1588]

I pray for her she's a beautiful person just went down a bad road.I have found in my life people like her are the most honest,loving,caring and appreciative!!🙏❤️🙏❤️

[@courtneyjones8307]

That day will come Rebecca! You are worth it! Stay safe girl.💗

[@suzierodgers104]

Rebecca, you ARE worth it. You are worth treatment. You have a whole other life waiting for you on the other side. You have an addiction that is CURABLE. You deserve it just like anyone else does, do NOT feel like you are an exception. You deserve to be freed from these chains of addiction. You can do it. You have so much support. Now is the time!! Phone your mum!!! Sending a huge HUG xxx

[@deannalachelle9319]

I was on drugs for a few years myself ( opiates).... !!! I understand the struggle.

[@ChosenWon]

I hope you're doing well.

[@chrissttiiee]

Me too. You'd have to experience it to truly understand it.

[@mitzilockearsoutherncomfor9480]

Deanna Lachelle congratulations being clean

[@strawberrymel7022]

Lakeva Grady Tom has ALWAYS said that ANY revenue he gets for AdSense (advertising money on videos paid by Google) goes to the person the video was about. This man Tom is a great person and he’s trying to get their story out into the world because they MATTER!!! Everyone does. It’s also a fair warning to anyone else considering drugs to show them what their life could be like. Don’t always assume the worst from people. Tom has given these women an avenue to get support and exchange communication with people. ❤️🙏🏻

[@scottishpride6473]

Me too...it's the devil!

[@janejaneymack3386]

Hi Rebecca greetings from Ireland 🇮🇪🍀🇮🇪 you are a lovely sweet person, keep your chin up and your gonna make it. I know you are. Been homeless too and living in recovery now. I feel ya. I hear ya. You deserve a good life. 😊

[@deborahkimball-billups6405]

What an adorable baby dog 🐕 😍 💙 😍 cute.

[@liveyourbestlife143]

I am crying with you girl !!! You are beautiful.

[@angelavanessa2979]

Whew girl !! I too ask those same questions everyday as I am one of those women who cant ha e kids but would give my dying breath for the chance. God gave you those children for all the smiles they bring to your face and for all the I love you mommy's. God does love you and he loves me and I think that God gave us these heartaches to know that we are loved and that we are special ! You are just as special as a hospital doctor saving lives...you already have saved someone's life, you may have saved more lives than you know. I dont know you but I have grown to love you thru these videos and if I could take your pain away I would !! I'm sending a huge hug from Florida !! 💜💚❤💙🙏🙏🙏🥀🦋💕💕💕

[@ontexastime6690]

Mr Reed you are an excellent interviewer.

[@sandratankersley828]

Couple of decades sober. Have been able to bring womens meetings into rehab facility, up until Covid changes. I feel that when someone has just used, you're talking to the drug. I had a weird feeling about this interview, too. I think it's because it was an interview with the drug, not the person. Tom, you are remarkable for what you bring to the community. Addicts are takers, while you are a giver. All it takes is one to be impacted by you to get clean, though.

[@michellerjackson5776]

Rebecca, please please..You are so loved!

[@jeremywinston7199]

She seems like the only one so far that has broke down and cried. Sounds like she is getting close to finally saying the hell with this lifestyle or she is feeling guilty. Either way only she can change her life.

[@FoxFamily4Life]

@Sam Armstrong she did not shoot him up. She was not there when he died not did she know until she came back a day or few later

[@theressamyers7107]

God help her amen 🙏

[@carol9685]

She loves her mom. I hope she calls her. I hate drugs.

[@barbarahegwood2254]

Carol I agree you try them 1 time and your hooked they make you so sick the next day and you feel so good once you do them again.

[@jsvendsen6256]

There is a reason people try drugs, Carol. Usually it's a means of escape from pain.

[@karenevanoff8586]

@@jsvendsen6256 My thoughts exactly.🙏

[@Chefgrlangel]

You will be guilty by association gorl. Sort yourself out and disassociate from that toxic bubble. Move away far away

[@martymorgan9977]

Very intelligent woman, I truly hope she finds herself and changes, especially for her Mom and Daughter, and Herself!

[@d.will9359]

No matter what people go through. It’s support that always help

[@RozsaAmplificationLLC]

I'm from the area, 13 years in SW Detroit, 7 years on the boarder, so 20 years or almost 50 years of life. I know the streets and I appreciate all of these videos Tom and the people in they for allowing them and life on the streets to be documented! Thank you! A couple things that stand out thou is that ALL are addicts and almost all Heroin and Crack if not just Heroin. Their day-to-day M.O. is to support their fix! Soo, housing and clothing and food are fine, but money will go entirely or almost entirely to drugs and support the habit, so anyone that gives cash it seems to me is doing a huge unjustice and being an enabler. The other thing communicated is these people are not able to do it on their own and even times of rehab, left and relapsed and only time they have been clean is when incarcerated. Soo, if we want to stop it, the only way is incarceration or involuntary keeping in a rehab or sanatarium facility for lengthy periods, not days, week, or months, but say 1 year. they relapse, next time 5 years. It's the only way as they have addictive personalities and now the drugs have latched on to them! Thanks again for bringing this to a head, but we need solutions...for everyone's benefit all the way around.

[@trudichoate1950]

Love and a huge hug to Rebecca♥️🙏🙏

[@juliehfromfl8845]

Please call your mom and get to rehab and out of this lifestyle. You are so beautiful and deserve so much more.

[@theressamyers7107]

You deserve everything great 👍 you have a great personality t

[@GCharlesLangisChip]

I have 10 years clean I was a heroin addict, I shot 80$ a day for 5 years, I started using in 1988. In 2009 I quit. I haven't used any opiates since. I dont know how i did it i just hated being sick more then i liked getting high. That's it. Yes i was sick for 8 days. I haven't been sick since.

[@larryhernandez76]

One day?{ or day 1?)

[@GCharlesLangisChip]

On the 19th of nov 2009 I have been clean since that day in 2009. I cut thru the end of my thumb a few years ago and refused pain killers I took advil. For me my withdrawals lasted 8 maybe 10 days and when the sickness was gone I know that it never had to happen to me again. Am I cured ? I don't know if you can ever be cured. I know it's always there waiting. But I also know what it has to offer me. When my forgeter kicks in all i have to do it ask my friends or family to remind me how fucked up i was.

[@deborahkimball-billups6405]

This girl is in so much pain 😩 😫 I wish she had more confidence to not put too much stock in what others think of her . If she knew her own heart ❤ she would be able to laugh at what those people are doing. Bless her soul . 🙏

[@NeezyWest]

These videos are wonderful. They have really opened my eyes to be more humble

[@mirmirbaxter8474]

Rebecca don't give up on yourself..you deserve so much more.

[@itsonlymarcibratz1991]

Daisys cheesy grin from the driver's seat of Tom's can🌼💗

[@chrissttiiee]

You can make a difference Rebecca. Don't ever doubt yourself.

[@theobserver1320]

Rebecca's gratitude touches me deeply. Unfortunately I only came across this channel now.

[@Jean-g4q]

She so beautiful i pray 🙏 she gets help before its to late 🙏💜🙏lord keep her safe 🙏

[@luxuryskin2413]

You can do it...get clean & try looking for a job. We all love you beautiful!💕

[@ChosenWon]

Thank you.

[@jyfiorello]

Dear Rebecca please consider that if you go to rehab even though you don't feel ready, you might feel different by the time you come out. It can happen that way and many people get better. You are worth it. Please summon your courage, call your Mom and try.

[@kathyinwonderlandl.a.8934]

jaxisabella great advice

[@jyfiorello]

@@autumn5852 well i say that a person's life is better not taking drugs than taking them from experience. And of course her living in the street surviving how she does is painful and extremely dangerous. Her life is worthy as everyone else's is. So we agree on the most important part:) And I also agree she doesn't want to stop now, after seeing a more recent video.

[@RebeccaGraves41780]

This is so heartbreaking! The drugs have completely ruined her life. It's like she knows how out of control her life is but just isn't ready to get out of that life. She's got a good heart and I see potential if she gets her life right

[@Katiespreciousangelsreborns]

Breaks my heart.i hate people who think they are better then anyone else.we are all equals all humans. I am not better then anyone else who is breathing in this world.we all make mistakes but we all deserve respect and love. Becky there are lots of people rooting for you.keep your head up.we all fall.i pray you can turn this around you seem like a very smart woman and can do it.its not to late.♥️

[@giannaxro]

Rebecca please girl quit drugs . You are a wonderful person you deserve a better life than this . You can do it sweetheart we believe in you ! God bless you

[@Inbedwithbrandon]

She explains addiction perfectly. I hope you’re doing well Becky ❤️ I’ve been clean almost three years, but I still wanna get high every single day!

[@ChosenWon]

Congratulations.

[@markshirley893]

thank YOU for giving a way 2 get in touch KIDDO! genuine and genius idea for ALL homeless!!!! I hope other's get it. I'll SHARE!!! As I buried my princess 5 daze B4 her 32nd birthday! it kills ME inside 5-6 times a day on a good day! Helping her hubby raise her 5 Babyz I see her in em erday!!! She did some crazy things 4 drugs! They took her life or at least her will 2 live! It's NOT the DRUG!!! it's the PAIN WE are trying 2 kill wit Da drugs or coffee n ciggs or baloney sammichez! Workaholic???? They judge Da worst! God loves US ALL n DON'T waNt n OUR drawers! that's love! the physical is ONLY a vessel! a shell! I'm old n tired n ready 2 give THIS ol vessel up whenevr it's time. I'm NOT worthy! NO man is!!!! false prophets stand in front o pure innocence n love n Grace? NO! They'll ALL fall 2 their knees wit ALL o US knowing we're NOT worthy!!! Knowing the ONLY true fear o God for a HOT second!!! I've tripledawg dared any super Christian 2 imagine God b4 them n say. I'm the best n ready 4 my mansion!? Have NO takers yet! Beautiful young lady I need another daughter to talk to n I'd stay up ALL night if ya need an ear. I love y'all ALL y'all!!! thanks again FRIEND!!!

[@missstuff08]

I see where she's trying to go with the comparison of black people being followed and watched in stores...but it's not the same. You CHOSE a lifestyle that goes hand in hand with shoptlifting, stealing, not working and doing things that are questionable on a moral scale and it's very apparent in your appearance. That is why you are being watched. Being judged by your race is a different thing, there is not an option to change it. I hope that you are able to get off drugs and out of the lifestyle you are in, I truly do. Take accountability for your actions and utilize the resources that are available to you. I will pray for strength and guidance for you.

[@harmonymomentofbeing5753]

@ALCHEMISTRESS13 exactly ..u never know what someone is going thru or has been thru and in this day and age we all have a story .i used to get so mad at ppl when they didnt say hi back or were rude but i did the samething and I realized nobody knew i was going thru what i was so it wasnt thier fault for snapping back at me as if they can read my mind .but i learned fast and now I just react when someone is obviously having a bad day. Once we learn that makes life easier huh.stay positive the energy heals .ty for sharing this cause i completely understand

[@dianneEdangerously]

Same thing I said

[@dianneEdangerously]

Lucky Me not true, seeing a known drug addict is not a judgement it’s an observation. They see her going into cars she has track marks everywhere. Black people are just like everyone else just with skin color Was she born with track marks. No. So it’s not the same thing

[@dianneEdangerously]

Lucky Me ok first off I am sober for the last 5 years so I DO KNOW WHAT AN ADDICT IS “honey” and i took responsibility for my actions, I always held down a job but that doesn’t mean that I didn’t do shady things in order to acquire drugs Every addict has, simply buying the drugs is a criminal act! Being black is not a criminal act! You sound ridiculous, you would let a group of people who look like the walking dead into your store without wondering, especially if you saw her soliciting sex to drivers? Stop making excuses for her. The fact that you are even making this comparison is racist. Anyone who judges someone with something they are born with is ridiculous, judging someone for choices that they make that has an impact on society is a whole other story. I study sociology in college so i am highly verse on how society deals with and judges people who are on the fringe of society. Im going to stop responding to you now but you really need to re-evaluate your perception.

[@missstuff08]

@@dianneEdangerously Congratulations on your sobriety!!!

[@MsDig65]

We all mess up on a daily basis Rebecca, forgive yourself and pop that bubble of addiction that your trapped in . Good luck

[@imntsickimntwell2988]

The difference is you're willing to accept and tolerant of your fellow human being, u are welcome in my heaven any time Sis for real for real. You're absolutely accurate, Except those people lives, and day to day, however you're intrusive to their lives and they are very critical, and you're not cut from the same cloth sweetness. They don't have the same depth, in an odd, horrific familiarity with your story, I know personally, I'm extremely grateful that it was me. If I had to have watched any of my siblings or loved ones, survive the same traumatic details, I think it'd be getting ugly, remember who gave u the hope to want to see what is going to happen next, what did I gain inspiration from today',!!

[@williamfulsom2428]

U are working harder now than any of the, "They" in the world. "They," just walked a different path. "They" should remember that. U are pure of heart. U should remember that. 💖.

[@melissa-Sabatino-Threet]

I love you, Rebecca! 💖 Please stay strong out there! I totally understand your struggle! Xoxo

[@crystalnewman8621]

I absolutely love the questions u ask.... ur amazing... thank you for doing what ur doing.... and never think ur enabling.... ur amazing

[@christinegilbert5082]

Yeah...I've never shoplifted but there's some peculiar x factor about me that has often made shop clarks watch me. It's a bit annoying.

[@mikewinkelman7015]

Remember Rebecca we are no better than you stay strong girl

[@jaggirl]

Exactly...

[@freddyg9026]

Daisy's smile was priceless!

[@amysewell8141]

Some people can get off drugs through will power, some can do cold turkey, some can do rehabilitation, some never do, some want to, some don’t. If u were a bad addict and were able to get clean, congratulations. If you’ve never been a victim of addiction, that’s amazing and double congrats. But, we shouldn’t expect others to do shit according to our own triumphs and tribulations. If Jane and John were both heroin addicts for 4 years and Jane got herself clean, she shouldn’t look at John 6 months later and judge him cuz he didn’t/couldn’t get clean. We can’t expect anyone to live their lives just like us. If everyone had the same willpower strength willingness and support, addiction wouldn’t be what it is. They get judged every day, they don’t need more judgement here. A little support goes a long way so be the exception and if you really feel shits all their fault and u don’t feel bad for them, it requires less energy to keep scrolling and keep your negative thoughts to yourself

[@harpergrace5846]

Amy Sewell yes👏🏻

[@rykersmimi]

Amy Sewell 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻 thank you for saying this!!! I totally agree just couldn’t put it in words what I was thinking!!!

[@amysewell8141]

Rykers Mimi yeah it’s hard to put into words lol. That’s why I posted 7,000 of them. It’s easy for people who been around this issue to understand the many pieces of the puzzle but oftentimes it’s those who don’t know much about it that are the most judgmental and have the most to say. It’s sad

[@breannwade4071]

Chosen Won, isn't there a Methadone clinic there? @least nearby? Heroin and crack seems to be the common thing.... methadone is a life saver and could give so many of these women their freedom from Heroin that I know they all want so bad!

[@ShanBan00]

Also the fact she is so worked up about people being mistreated to me signals a purpose for her being on this planet. Maybe you Rebecca are the person God wants to use to protect his people! But all that comes from being transformed and renewed by the Love of God and knowing and truly experiencing his transforming love.

[@maryblaif3451]

I so hope and pray she gets the help she needs. She could help so many people

[@GR-qr8sg]

Hello i'm french, i enjoy watch these vids, great work for your community. In France we don't have crack problem (just in Paris) but heroin... well even in small village you have addicts... I've tested heroin few years ago, but i felt like... like a predator animal putting his sharp claws on me... very bad feeling. Hope these women will find their way. God bless you.

[@ChosenWon]

Thank you.

[@Sunshine-vn2rk]

Rebecca we ❤🧡💚💙💜 you. God can Bless you. Get off drugs...please

[@jenniflyygyrl8774]

Apples and oranges! You cannot compare being black to the CHOICES you've made. We cannot wash off our blackness. You CAN change your ways. Now, with that said, you're in my prayers and I support you 100%. Keep your head up, Baby Girl. 😍

[@auntemmyd1604]

Jenni Flyygyrl she was comparing unfair judgements... I wish I wish I wish I didnt have the addiction switch as I call it in my brain! Just as you cant take color away, you cant take the mental illness(s) that causes and is addiction! My story is super different from hers and as I’ve done work in recovery and because I am educated (College) in the areas of Mental Health and addiction I now can look back an see how incredibly far back these terrible mental traits and habits go back! I was unfortunately born this way! I would really like to see people stop trying to almost “One Up” each other on who’s Misfortune was Worse or a bigger catastrophe and See That it is all Terrible, it all Hurts and Hurts Bad, and Most of all is super Non Productive to Human Life! I wish we all could just be human together! In a perfect world I guess! We all need to take a look in the Mirror each Day and first accept yourself then really see if you can look yourself in the eyes and respect the way that you yourself judges and treats others! God Bless, I just try to make people see just how serious this brain disorder is and the addiction part isnt at all always drugs sadly! Also, my skin color yes is White, but my Family is not fully American! So, I to know what if feels like to be judge because of something so out of your control plus now the choices I have made! Not trying to Bicker at all and I wish you all the Best and God Bless! Just sharing my side of this aspect well aspects of life! Its something I wish I knew Nothing about and never had to feel or experience, but at times I def believe that God Chose me for a reason, because I am Strong, and to Help others in anyways I can! God Bless and Thanks for making my wheels turn!

[@jenniflyygyrl8774]

@@auntemmyd1604 NOT a oneuppance at all. There is just NO comparison. We got/ get treated like SHIT bc of the color of our skin. We can't wash it off once we're "cured" of being black. Plain and simple. She won't be hanged bc of her skin color. My relatives were! That's all I was saying. I did wish her well and I still do. Just leave the black experience out of it. You're not black, she isn't black. So leave it alone. Period.

[@stevetilk4926]

Jenni Flyygyrl that bothered me too. There is no comparison to the Civil Rights struggle. Thanks for calling her out on this.

[@amyjones8791]

@@jenniflyygyrl8774 exactly. This same woman could get clean, get her life straight and the look of gritty street life is replaced with the white woman that she is then the profiling would stop. Yet, a black executive stopping by one of these same places will still be profiled and worse so, yeah No Comparison

[@naelyneurkopfen9741]

Do you have the same reaction to the many girls on here who've said they won't "date" black guys because they'll rob,rape & beat you?

[@williamfulsom2428]

Don't blame Rebecca for others being flawed. Let them follow. They will be following a shinning star. 🌟.

[@nodoubtdoubtnone7557]

Rebecca you are an extremely intelligent lady.

[@martinwatters8386]

OUTSTANDING that was an eye opener.The way it is and the way it should be are a very thin line in reality. STAY real the truth is what will guide you to your freedom until then take care you are well thought of by many.

[@kathyinwonderlandl.a.8934]

Rebecca...in a different lifetime you were a Goddess.. do not even try to help some people get a glimpse of this life. It’s impossible. Hold your head up and carry on beautiful one.🌟

[@pammetje1]

Becky...i believe in you. Greetings from Amsterdam.

[@brandybragg9442]

Honey you deserve great things you have worked hard just cause people work supposedly normal jobs don't mean nothing it could be different your an angel and this whole world is messed up up don't forget bout you and what God can do for you

[@williamcragg2145]

Such a well spoken, beautiful person.

[@jbfonfrias9133]

Rebecca's mindset & decision to be alcohol free for 12 years is extraordinary & shows how one's own mental conviction can hopefully be the strength & will to keep opening those doors to that happy & safe place one yearns & needs to be. Stay positive & optimistic Rebecca !

[@deannalachelle9319]

I love your passion!! I really do think you will get out of this lifestyle. You just need a chance 💔 You are the main girl that I do have high hopes for.

[@ChosenWon]

Hey, I'm lucky to have them talk to me. My ship has come in. Thank you.

[@jeannieacamo7118]

Rebecca you are awesome. When you decide it's time to get clean you should consider doing two things as a career . a drug counselor or addiction specialist or a public speaker that travels and speaks at high schools . I wish you success and peace and relief.

[@jn6985]

Yeah I’m with you Rebecca! That saying everything happens for a reason is total bullshit. It’s something someone says who has no answer and doesn’t want to honestly look at it.

[@allanahmcgee6533]

So much life in her beautiful eyes

[@pamelaobiols7050]

She's too preoccupied at how people see her & that's just enough to keep her using ,the shame is deep, but not deep enough to help her stop,so she's going to struggle , because of how her family views drug addicts & she wears that jacket as a badge for all addicts

[@nkiru61]

...and she doesn’t want to be treated how America treats black people.

[@ivyrussia5831]

I like her. she reminds me of this street girl Gigi I knew when I was using really bad. bad addict but honest and great personality

[@karenevanoff8586]

I hope you call her very soon. You deserve to be happy.🙏

[@lisagaikowski2533]

She is a really sweet soul so many prayers she's doing well and gets that urge again overnight to just Do IT!! Done!!! Never say never!💗🙏👒💌

[@trudyramgren8817]

Hopefully you are off the streets by now Rebecca! I pray that you are. You really are a good person and deserve to live a good life. Please give yourself that gift honey. Many prayers for you. Hugs as well! ❤️

[@tomipenn5618]

The 🐕 smiled lol

[@kitkat9648]

This hurts my heart so much. I know many people who have kicked it, who have died and who have committed suicide seeing no end in site. This is such a private journey to each person. One can only hope each finds their way out of the darkness. A common question:How can it possibly be a better existence to live for a hit and seek strangers for sexual payments? It doesn't compute outside this lifestyle. Carry yourself with confidence, in the pride of your integrity in any of those businesses! When you hold yourself in high regard others will too. You can only prove them wrong, by proving them wrong. God Bless.❤

[@woodhook]

being followed around in a store is because most addicts steal to support their habit. i know i'm a dad that has had all his stuff taken to buy drugs,and some very sentimental things that can't be replaced. I don't feel sorry for her one bit

[@tammychapman2176]

I got grabbed across my belly by a Male security guard once said I put a pillow up my top. Reason was I was in track suit bottoms with my pregnancy. They go after you with how you look I say. He was lucky I left the shop and didn't call the police all the staff panicking because of what he did.

[@msoto3647]

Ugh she’s such a an angel 😇 such a great being. Please god take her pain away and please take her out of this life. I pray an opportunity comes for her

[@OneStepBeyond789]

You don't know what will happen after rehab. You might never go back to the street. That is your mind playing tricks on you. You don't know what might happen- open up to the possibility of good things happening- you are a good person, you deserve good things Rebecca! ❤🙏

[@Lolly1974]

Lovely Rebecca you deserve so much more than this. You would make a wonderful counsellor/advocate for others. Maybe if you get clean this is something you could consider? Sending you big love girl xxxx💕❤️💕

[@brianlanedesigns]

How is Rebecca doing? She is so sweet and seems so smart. She is a good person and deserves happiness. My heart breaks for her.

[@ChosenWon]

I'm not sure.

[@sunflowers5047]

Something about her doesn't set right with me. I can't put my finger on it. She is the only person you've interviewed I've felt this way but I'll be respectful. I hope she gets help and finds her way back to a healthy lifestyle. Nobody should have to feel the pain these women do. Sometimes something just as simple as listening is all they need to spark some passion and devotion to getting clean. I love seeing your interviews and love seeing them getting things from viewers. I watched all the interviews and my heart hurts for them all. Good luck to all these women and those who love them!!!!!

[@kimmyrogers-moore2106]

I think she is the most down to earth, says it how it is, does not make excuses, yes she has questions about God and Jesus the questions are good that means she’s wanting to learn more! I’m really enjoying listening to her story because she’s not making excuses for anything, she’s just very lost. If she ever got the help she needed she could be drugsAnd I think she would make an excellent drug counselor. And I can promise you I’m a very good judge of character

[@ivyrussia5831]

you feel that way because shes brutally honest and isnt trying to sugar coat things. and it makes people not know how to feel. and you are justified for that feeling.

[@rachelkania5833]

@@Wandering841 I agree with you 100% , and just like you, I have absolutely no hostility behind it. I just can’t figure out what it is ab her that doesn’t sit right with me, and she’s the only girl I’ve felt that way ab. But don’t get me wrong, I still feel for her and the situation she’s in. No one deserves this. 🙏 I just found it strange that I wasn’t the only one that thought this. Bless you all

[@psibs]

I had an older brother I idolized who was a heroin addict. I saw things as a child that were traumatic and unnecessary. The having to get it and the no regard because of it.. I feel so sad that these intelligent people cannot turn it around. It's a life of pure hell. I don't judge but I encourage getting clean.. do whatever you can to!

[@ivdddoxiemama7275]

If she wants it bad enough like all the women they will quit. Knowing many addicts and dragging them to rehab and being a daughter of an addict, I have seen it first hand. It's a slippery slope but it hurts yourself #1, your kids, your family and friends. I wish her the best!🙏💖

[@dustyundercoverlocation911]

Only God can see us free... Just ask God bless you always stay safe 💞

[@alicewatt4154]

You do work hard you go out there everyday and that takes guts doing the worlds oldest profession

[@dorianedwards8522]

It's a very strange thing watching these videos. It's like looking into a world that will never change, as long as there is heroin. I became addicted at 19 in 1972 and continued to shoot dope for another 40 years. I was homeless in San Francisco, twice. I was homeless in Atlanta. I lived in the Bluff for over a year. I went to prison twice, once for 3 years in 1974, and again in 1985 for 2 1/2 years. They are very similar worlds in many ways. Filled with manipulative people, violence and drug use. Somehow during that time I managed to acquire a skill at the right time in history and was very good at it. This kept me out of jail as I got older. But it wasn't until fentanyl entered the scene and people started dying that I finally decided I was done. I have been extremely lucky in the last 15 years. I sold a house in CA in 2007 for a fortune, and then realized I had a strange knack for picking winners. I have more than enough money to live the rest of my life comfortably. I even survived Hep C. Anyone can make it, once you decide you are done. Anyone.....

[@nataliet3315]

Your not an asshole your an addict. You need help like a lot of us did and do. The people that treat you wrong are not understanding of what we go through as addicts and recovering addicts and if they look down on us then that's on them. This shit doesn't discriminate. That's the thing they don't understand it can happen to anyone .. I pray that you get the chance to get help so you can be happy again and live a safe life. Stay strong girl 💖

[@jeremywinston7199]

"It's not who we are on the inside...but rather what we DO that defines us."

[@bertrandchen4316]

Bruce?

[@crystalnewman8621]

I can completely relate to everything she said... and I appreciate how unbelievably honest she is.... how can I help her??? How can I send money? Or clothes, makeup ect...?

[@jsvendsen6256]

Crystal Newman - contact Tom. He has his email up somewhere or catch a livestream- she needs all the help she can get

[@kristinanicole3283]

Such a sweet girl,no one should judge ... 💓