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[@lelalu101]

I am also a chronically ill human and I just want you to know that I WANT ALL THE SPONSORED CONTENT. I don't care if thrive market sponsors your packing vlog, you showed their coffee get paid. I want you to get paid and I want to see whatever it is that you need to THRIVE in whatever space you are. Edit: It brought me to tears reading everyone be enthusiastically supportive of Taylor getting paid for whatever she does 💕 so often people with chronic illnesses get told that if they can't be productive and generate income that they are less than but we want you to do what is best for your physical and mental health 😭😭💕

[@nolliestar9254]

👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

[@allih8021]

ENDORSED!!!!

[@alanat5816]

Yes! This!! I LOVE seeing my favorite KZbinrs do sponsored videos. I want to see your channel supported and I want to see you get your money!

[@ericahettwer1147]

Same.

[@Itonlygetsbetter77]

Agree 100%

[@haylee9928]

As a long time viewer, I would say as far as sponsored videos go.. I literally would not care if every single video was sponsored 😂I think we know your integrity still stands no matter how often you have sponsored videos. I love that brands you love and are passionate about can also help pay the bills!!

[@jojomarch]

totally agree, well said. Do what you need to do, we will still watch and support you

[@kathyfvallejos]

Completely Agree!!! 😊

[@taylorwynn]

This is really kind haha thank you for the support 🖤🖤🖤

[@amandaknull6765]

totally agree with this!

[@haylee9928]

I love seeing sponsored content. I get excited like yesss make that money!😂

[@tylersatterley3219]

Thank you for being so vulnerable Taylor. You seem like you’ve had such a weight lifted from you. Chronic pain suffer too and I’m totally in awe of everything you manage to accomplish. You should be so proud of yourself. Appreciate someone voicing that people shouldn’t live to work, so sad that society had us gaslighted into thinking so. No one is going to look back and be so happy they worked x amount of hours. Keep enjoying your life ❤️

[@kaiceyy]

Could not agree more!

[@nokaoimaui05]

You have no idea what a blessing you are to your subscribers. Sharing and opening the conversation about , is the level of work I complete defining my worth as a person? I’m an only child, age 58 ALWAYS worked since age 13. A great deal of struggle releasing a tight grip on work, work, work. I started to learn if my body was no functioning how could I do anything during my non working hours. Best book I’m loving is “The Body Keeps The Score” healing and the brain. Thank you Taylor.

[@chelseazaydaraensehon1198]

So damn true!!!!

[@TeriMartinez]

Such a great comment! @Taylor, you have no idea the impact of your words! You’re so young, I’m 58 in a little over a week, and you have it soooo more together! So proud of your accomplishments, with health and work balance! Keep doing you and enjoy the good days! Blessings girlie! Love ya

[@victoriarandazzo2462]

@@nokaoimaui05 I am a chronic pain sufferer as well and struggling to continue working. Going to check out this book!

[@glitter7777]

For me it was when my best friend who is also in health care said to me “Marcia if we died tomorrow this company would have us replaced in a day but our families wouldn’t, we have to get better work life balance” it hit me and we both made the switch to make time to work out and be more present at home

[@lindseybotelho]

Please do as many sponsorships as you want to! I have always been so supportive and excited when any creator I watch gets a sponsorship. I have purchased and loved so many products you have recommended whether they were sponsored or not. We trust you and know that a sponsorship doesn't change your opinions on a product.

[@schwooop3036]

i used to be a casual watcher who would tune in for specific product reviews, but now, i truly watch every one of your videos, some of them multiple times. your openness & desire to grow are so refreshing & important. please continue to set your boundaries & put yourself first. we’ll be here supporting you! 💙

[@DrReedB0928]

Going to be a good day with a 40 minute Taylor videos 🥳💖💗

[@taylorwynn]

🖤🖤🖤

[@kandikane5548]

Omgosh didn’t know it was 40 mins. Thank you Taylor for all the hard work you do for us. We love you and wish you only the best days. I love all your videos- even the short ones 😆 . Chronic Pain SUX I know. I need to take sometime off and read what you are recommending

[@Reiliferei]

Taylor I was balling my eyes out when you were talking about your health & having good days. I too would pay anything to be fully healthy. I can't express how much you inspire me to step out of my comfort zone. I would LOVE if you did that SS on chronic illness/pain being your identity, I struggle with it a lot & I know many others would benefit.

[@kristenlandon1538]

Agreed! 💯🌺

[@merlinsmama1600]

As a chronic pain sufferer, I would love this too.

[@laurak96]

Another chronic pain sufferer here and agree!! Sending you lots of love Taylor 🤍🤍🤍

[@BelleMcLaughlin]

I can’t tell you how much it means to hear all of this coming from someone else. It’s easy to get caught up in work and miss life happening all around you, thank you for the reminder❤️

[@rpyuente87]

As someone who suffers with chronic pain, and lives for those good hours I appreciate you bringing it to light for those who have no clue what reality is like for chronic pain suffers who may "look healthy" and be young. You opening up about it can make a difference in how someone treats a loved one with health problems who dosent see the everyday reality. Thank you!

[@dawnhood3666]

You do such a good job about picking Sponsorships. Wish you didn’t feel like you needed to cut it from 3 to 2. You deserve that income!

[@fitfatbrittrny]

This!

[@stephb3321]

You hit it on the head when you said work is not life. My coworker’s dad worked a ridiculous number of hours at work. He finally retired and six months later, he was dead of a heart attack. My friend said he was from a generation where the position of being the provider of the household weighed heavily on him. You can’t change someone like that when it’s been ingrained in them, but he is a good example of not being able to get your time or health back. You are on a good path and you’ve recognized what’s the most important in life. I commend you. 💕

[@cate499]

It used to be that most retired men died a year after retiring. Very sad.

[@Saweetiee]

Omg this is sad 😔 my uncle also passed away a year after he retired. The burden they had to take :(

[@chelseazaydaraensehon1198]

A lot of people do die shortly after retirement. It’s really awful when you sit and think about it. You work your butt off so you can “live life” when you’re old but all that work, stress catches up on us and then we spent our lives working for a life we never got to live. 😭 It’s the work culture here and it’s awful for us as humans. Great for someone else maybe but not most of us. So sad.

[@melissav3199]

As a fellow chronic pain and chronic migraine sufferer this advice helped me a lot this morning. Thank you!

[@melissav3199]

Just moved to the Seattle area and loving your older Seattle content too.

[@kristenr563]

Same.

[@jenniicaroline]

me too!! i finally got approval for the migraine botox injections in my neck. have you everhad them?

[@shelbyjoneff]

@@jenniicaroline I’ve had 4 rounds of Botox. It didn’t end up working for me because I have other complications. But just wanted to pipe in and recommend that you really plan to rest the first week after your injections! Every body is different, but it always caused a flare up for me. It could get worse before it gets better! Take care of yourself💛

[@pinkbutterflies1679]

@@shelbyjoneff Thanks for the the information I have been curious about Botox for migraines. Or just getting Botox for wrinkles.

[@Cherylebreaux]

Taylor, young lady, I'm so proud of you. I'm 56 and have suffered with migraines/chronic neuralgia headaches, and psoriatic arthritis for most of my adult life. I did eventually retire early because of my health and it was such a difficult time. The feeling of worthlessness and depression from not feeling like a productive member of society was awful. It took a full 2 years for me to break out of that cycle. You are right, we put so much focus on work in America that we don't know how to act when it's not there anymore. Even though we constantly talk about when we will one day retire and can do all the things we haven't done because we work too damn much. But, I do believe all things happen for a reason. I'm a grandma and I love it. I have 8 grandkids and two have special needs. I have been able to redirect and focus on them and there is no way I could have helped the way I wanted and worked a full time job and manage health issues. My family is definitely my number one priority now and it is so fulfilling.

[@daniellemisin4049]

This is what I suffer with now, exactly how you said…the feeling of worthlessness from not being productive and working. And it’s just my husband and I, so the guilt that I’m not contributing…so while I feel better physically and mentally because I’m not under the crushing stress I was before, I feel like I’ve lost my identity. I think if I had kids it would be different, but I don’t. I do want to go back to work, I miss interacting with people. Glad you are doing well!

[@stephiejane]

@@daniellemisin4049 I hear you. I went through an actual grieving period over losing the person that I was when I worked and had a career. Allow yourself to grieve the loss of the person that you were and accept that you are entering a new phase of your life. You will find your new identity. Give it time, be patient with yourself. You will find something that gives meaning to your new life.

[@Cherylebreaux]

@@daniellemisin4049 I'm so sorry you are going through this. Just know that it does get better.

[@cassie274]

I’m only halfway through and still watching but I am so emotional with you! I needed to hear so much of this but even more so needed to tell you that you are such a gem Taylor! It makes my heart happy to hear about how your quality of life has improved; you are so deserving of this. Thank you for prioritizing your health, we are all in full support of this always! ❤️

[@bernitajenkins3180]

What Cassie said...

[@ashleyvannoortbell5450]

Yeah tearing up right along with you, and strangely relating to Taylor and realizing there is some of this in me I need to work on

[@elizabethortiz3602]

Why am I getting emotional hearing how much you were going through for us? We love you Taylor. It’s crazy how you can love someone without knowing them in person. You’re such a good person and I pray you have the best life!

[@kerriwright4593]

I often talk to my husband about how in the US we're taught to work from age 4 to 18. That's what school is essentially for but you have to go to school from age 4-18, then typically college to get to your specific trade, which most people go into debt for and never end up using, only to work until we're 65. We spend so much time doing shit we don't want to do just for survival because legally we cannot provide the things humans need for survival without money. Most of us don't live until retirement. The culture also measures success off career instead of love wnd things and money instead of people. I'm not sure I'm doing my children the best having them follow this idk.

[@kunya16]

We homeschool our kids and I was homeschooled. So school doesn't feel like a draining burden like work. We try to keep it fun, keep it something they're passionate about. If they hit burnout then we take a little break and hit a museum or hands on aquatic center. I don't want my kids to feel like they're burned out on life before it even really begins. We're also teaching them that work is needed, the world doesn't work if people aren't doing the jobs, but pick one you love even if it doesn't pay a ton. My oldest wants to be a zoologist. They don't make a ton, but they make enough. With financial know how they can live before retirement and still retire. Say no to workaholic culture ahaha

[@danielled5883]

The book, "Rest: Why You Get More Done When You Work Less" by Alex Soojung-Kim Pang completely changed me from being a workaholic. Life changing.

[@alexiswells4792]

Taylor has promoted this book before as well! I bought it because of her!!

[@coffeegirl18]

I actually bought it for my mom and she's finally getting it. We have mini road trip days now when she'd work constantly normally. My dad's super supportive; he kept asking her to take days off and offered to cover her shifts.

[@amylaws]

@@alexiswells4792 yes it’s linked in this video 🥰

[@taylorwynn]

Yes! Same. I’ve talked about this one a few times and highly recommend!

[@andreaa.8420]

Thank you for the recommendation! This video really hit me and helped me confirm some things I had already been realizing. I’m sure this book will help even more 🙏🏼😊

[@jacky8695]

Excited for this video. It always feels special when you open up and still end up feeling comfortable enough to share with us. 🖤

[@shelbyjoneff]

Taylor, I can’t tell you how much it means to me for you to share your life with us. I too am a chronic pain sufferer - facial nerve and neck/head/jaw pain. My situation is different than yours, especially financially. And while I haven’t had a “good day” in years, you give me hope to hold on a little longer. Thank you. Seriously, more than I can say!❤️❤️

[@jenreed4970]

Much love to you! ❤️

[@shadowangelina7155]

I hear you so loud and clear. I do not have ANY expectation that I’ll live a life with a normal amount of pain. I don’t need that. I just need life to be possible. And the changes I’ve made in my life have made so much more possible. I am so glad to see you living in your possibility.

[@taylorwynn]

Yes. This is a GREAT way to put it. 🖤

[@Wildvintagebeauty]

I wish there was a "hug" button on here. I can't express how proud I am of you and all you've done in the past two years for yourself. It takes balls to make changes. I appreciate you sharing your growth with all of us on here and being that friend behind the screen that keeps sh*it real. 🖤

[@AutumnC22]

I'm not crying 😭 you're crying!! 😭 As someone who was bedridden for years, this video hits home 💖 I am finally starting to live again just this last year. With the heal improvement, I have the energy to put farther effort into continuing improvement. I feel like I have the energy now to make myself some healthy food, to do a little workout, to go do something fun! Listening to you brought me back the my dark time and how grateful I am for the life I have now. Thank you 💕 Also, take the Christmas break!!! We'll all be really busy anyway!! 🎄⛄

[@MichelleMacAuley]

I am definitely crying.

[@nolliestar9254]

Do all the sponsored vids you want!!!! ❤️ love ALL of your content no matter how many are sponsored

[@Mar-velousMarlenak8]

Taylor, I can really appreciate what you're saying here. About 5 years ago I ended up with a supervisor who made my life absolute hell. She made the decision to never get married or have children and her entire world revolved around work. She did not like anyone who thought differently than her and couldn't understand when I told her that my daughter was my number one priority. Her and I did not get along from that moment moving forward. The stress that she was causing me flared up my migraines to the point where I was having two a week , sometimes even three. I realized right then and there that I work to live, I don't live to work. My job is a means to pay my bills and nothing more. My home life is where my heart is and that's what's most important. I'm so glad that you finally came to that point in your journey, you seem so much happier and healthier and I'm sure everyone here would agree that this is the Taylor you should be. You need to put yourself first and enjoy your life otherwise what's the point?

[@ellieboa]

Thanks for sharing all of this, as a chronically ill person in Europe it breaks my heart to see how hard it is in America 🖤🌯

[@ellenhendricks4606]

What is it like for you in Europe?

[@chelseazaydaraensehon1198]

It’s hell here in the US.

[@triciag7040]

You are literally speaking to me a year ago. I'm the victim of my own expectations. Therapy has also helped me so much. As always, thank you for your transparency. It's been great seeing you enjoy this last year!🥰

[@amyjobernoski1024]

"A victim of my own expectations"...I love the way you stated that! Expectations ruin almost everything everything, in my opinion:). And the ones we place on ourselves can literally kill us. Wow. Awesome thought!!

[@erindenney5294]

❤️ ❤️ ❤️ I’ve found you MORE inspiring since you’ve prioritized your mental health and what makes you happy. The energy of your videos is different and I am here for it. I scoop them up religiously now. (Also a recovering perfectionist trying to rediscover my self worth outside of my career.)

[@theres.theresa]

I remember SO WELL a S&S in your beautiful Seattle apartment where you got vulnerable and said “if I could only have ONE DAY a week”… as a healthy, able bodied person that was tough to listen to. For me, that video lead to me having a huge realization that I know NOTHING about your world; I knew nothing about chronic illness and pain. Honestly, that video stuck with me and made a huge impact with my outlook on COVID, on the importance of health, on the impact I can have on others…. I’m really glad you made that video and I’ve thought about it often. Since then I, like many others, have noticed a change in you. You haven’t mentioned your pain much compared to what was normal before. I’ve wondered a lot of you’ve been “hiding” it more or if your health has improved. Especially with traveling so much. It must be so weird for you to read that random people are so “concerned” or aware of your health. I don’t mean to come across as creepy or hyper aware of you. Just know that you made a lasting impression on how I value health; mine and others and that came at SUCH an important time in the world. So thank you. 💜💜

[@SCR1977]

This conversation hit me hard! I’m 45 and only in the last four months have had a manageable streak re: migraines, head pain, neck pain. 40 years of missing out on life, not to mention fatigue and anxiety from pain, depression feeling like this is it. This is my life. Seeing you cry over the same swing of sensations- losing days to pain vs overwhelming appreciation for a day without- very relatable and validating to see it in someone else. Hang in there, every migraine patient is different so I won’t “should all over you,” as my friend would say. Best of luck and wishing continued days outside enjoying those moments.

[@jlkitz1775]

The "live to work" vs. "work to live" in the U. S. is SO unhealthy; employers aren't going to encourage us to take off - they want the work done! We have to self-advocate & take care of ourselves ✌🏾

[@morgannievinski4882]

I’m crying while watching this because I’ve never felt like someone understands what I’m feeling. I have chronic back pain and for the last two years I’ve been bed ridden for most of time. Thank you, Taylor, for being honest and emotional with us. You’re helping a lot of people by talking about this. ❤️

[@CaitlynAlice]

Man, I love ya Taylor. Thanks for being you🖤 Edit: Happy to hear you’re taking time off in December! I’ll be holding you to it!

[@erinrutenschroer9633]

I've never met you, but you are one of my favorite human beings, man. You are amazing. You are strong. You are admirable. You are just simply an amazing person and I am so incredibly proud of how far you've come. Taking care of your mental and physical health is so incredibly important, and I think we are all so happy that you are putting all of that first instead of quite literally working yourself to death. We will all be here, no matter what. xx

[@catzerk399]

Great video and great insight Taylor! I used to have a job where I was on-call 24/7 (no joke), and often would have to board a plane and fly across the country very short notice. I was committed to that job for similar reasons as you were to KZbin; my pay was super good/high, the work was mostly rewarding, and I did get to travel. After some time, I realized the work was affecting every other aspect of my life, and that despite having what many would consider the American dream (a large and newer home in a great neighbourhood, several vehicles, eating out often, etc etc). My marriage was hurting, I was not the person I had been prior to this job, and I did not like who I was now. My mental health had also taken an EXTREME nosedive. At some point it occurred to me that all resources in this life are replaceable. Money. Housing. Vehicles. Food. Granted, not everyone can replace those things easily if lost, but they ARE replaceable. There is only one resource you can NEVER get more of: TIME. I had wasted nearly a decade (which was also my 20s/youth) on this awful job that really did nothing tangible for me, and was ruining the best thing in my life. So I quit. I moved. My marriage is better and stronger than ever. I earn half now what I did then, but I work for a good company in a nice position that only requires and requests 40 hours a week of my life, which right now is half or sometimes nearly a third(no joke used to do 100hr weeks) of what I was giving to my previous job. If I had an opportunity to return to the old life, I never would. There's just not enough money in the world for me to sacrifice any more of my time with my partner and my youth/health/mobility.

[@mycoperic]

I'm so happy you realized this at a young age. I'm 61 and am finally able to travel, see family and friends and look forward to retirement. I spent years moving up at work getting degrees etc. I finally got it. Enjoy and be healthier ✨ 😊

[@lg_fitz]

I wish I could like this video so many times. It has been so inspirational watching you make these changes to prioritize yourself over the years. Thank you for sharing!!

[@EmilyEmilyEmily01]

I've struggled with fibro, migraines, and back issues my whole adult life. I appreciate your honesty because it is very difficult to explain when you physically cannot get out of bed. Or why you have to work so hard to enjoy something fun because of being shamed later. That's been one of my biggest issues. Personally I gave up the religion I suffered in for years, and now have a wfh job. That has made my life so much better. I still need to work on the physical part, I did great last year with PT after surgery but then went back to work, commuting etc. Now that the weather will chill out and I'm at home all day I am going to make a goal of 20 mins of activity at least once a day. I'm happy for you Taylor ❤️

[@shellyr.4335]

I also took a significant pay cut this year and it’s been hard but I am SO much healthier in this new role and my work-life balance is so much better. Gotta do what’s right for you! 💖

[@taylorwynn]

👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

[@Zephyrah007]

Ouf that was a good cry for me too... ❤️ As soon as you started talking about trying to break free from the cycle, I lost it with you. I live with chronic pain as well from an auto-inflammatory disease and I 💯 know that physical and mental stress relief activity does amazing things to reduce inflammation but getting going when you're down is so hard. But being grateful for the good days, like you said... Being grateful to have the money to do physio twice a week, go to therapy every two weeks, having a great support system, etc... It's everything. Thank you for sharing your journey... After years and years of watching your videos and being on a similar journey, I continue to be reminded that I'm not alone. I hope you always remember that you are not alone... You have an actual army of subscribers who live with chronic pain that are here to support you. We've got this, Taylor. 💛

[@ladyday1972]

I've been watching you since my daughter was in high school and she's 30 now. Your videos were our together time and we had so many makeup sessions together with you I can't count and I can tell you I am so happy that you've had this full circle moment and you have been enjoying your life!!! I completely understand 😌 you are amazing ❤️

[@juliamontejo1520]

This is so sweet 🥺

[@MissLollipopLover]

I love this 😭❤️

[@marinamartinez6886]

This is only the 2nd video I've watched, the first was about packing. I'm 60+ and went through my workaholic phases. Bravo for being honest and realizing priorities of health and happiness override work. Keep at it and rewatch this video as often as you need to to stay on track. ❤️ from California

[@mackenzy5372]

I’ve been watching your videos since the gray hair, the lip ring, the acne battles, and the leopard rope. I haven’t missed many videos. This is by far the best video you’ve made 🖤 Thank you for being so raw and real. We see your progress and I love that you’re getting out and living your best life now.

[@neneg.4264]

"Never get so busy making a living that you forget to make a life"... ... hugzzz 💜

[@Hunterjoy25]

Not me crying at work listening to this video. I’m so happy you are doing better. Thank you for for being so open and honest. ❤

[@amandapacheco4791]

As someone who has struggled with mental illness, is newly diagnosed with ADHD, and a graduate student in a PhD program, I was definitely in that position where I was so unhappy and struggling every day. Recently I decided to leave my PhD program early and take a master's degree because I needed to take care of my mental health and find something I truly enjoyed doing. After moving through the shame of having to "quit", I quickly am seeing the horizon and am now excited to move on with my life and take care of myself. Thank you so much for sharing your experiences in this video, it's wonderful to hear that you've been having better days and continue to put yourself and your health first!! ❤️❤️❤️

[@immortalswife]

This is absolutely THE best video for my exact time right now. I had started a new job about 4 months ago and it has absolutely burned me to the ground. Daily I stress when I’m not at work because I’m constantly contacted and I never feel disconnected. I’ve been struggling so much with how to break that feeling of importance within a job to enjoy myself, and I don’t even know who I am. When I’m not at work I can’t find myself to do anything that brings me joy and it makes me so sad I feel like I waste my days. I’ll definitely be looking into the books you’ve recommended to help me more. I appreciate the transparency so much because everybody struggles and in solidarity you are helping so many people in the long run. Thank you 💕

[@debra8351]

Thanks so much for opening up about having a chronic health condition and chronic pain. It is something difficult to understand if you don’t have it, like most things in life. I am in the chronic pain “sisterhood” and it is heartening to hear how you manage it all and still live your dream of the nomad life. Congratulations Taylor, you know what an achievement that is. I love watching your “chilled” videos. We worry too much about what others think - or rather, what we think they think. Continue to live your dream Taylor and spend time with your loved ones. Thank you for having a “chat” with us. ❤️

[@sherriyoho4607]

Thank you for being real. I’m a healthcare worker who cut my work hours from full time to part time after working through COVID. My mental health is more important than money. Sometimes it is a struggle financially but I am much happier. It is so worth it. I’ve been a subscriber for a very long time and always look forward to your videos.

[@lisanapier3889]

xx so inspiring and im 47 and things you've shared are life changing :) I remember that video when you said if I just had one day ..ugh that hit and im sure im not alone in saying ppl cried with you and resonated also..always sending love to you thanks for always be awesome!

[@selma.012]

I deal with chronic migraines and I started crying when you talked about pain🥺 I feel heard and understood rn. Thank you❤️

[@kamue77]

You're on the right path! As a fellow chronic pain sufferer, while watching your videos, I often thought about how perfectionism might be part of the problem. I'm so happy you realized that and were able to change your lifestyle.

[@Saweetiee]

What you see on social media is not every thing. This one that you said is so true. I read somewhere that said, work in silence, heal in silence and private life is peaceful. I'm at the life phase where I barely post my life on instagram or any social media n it feels so good because people can't judge you n u feel peaceful about it ☺. I'm so thankful for you to open out about ur struggle. Keep going girl ❤ and please take a break n take care of yourself more ❤

[@roseelliott2728]

I’ve enjoyed your content for a long time but the nomad era is by far my favorite. You’re energy and happiness is coming through and you’ve also inspired me to take a trip with my daughter to Barcelona. Big love to you💜

[@echahine6168]

I have watched your videos over the years and have noticed that since you started prioritizing yourself you overall look even more beautiful. There is a new peace about you and it shows in your face.

[@alice_rabbit8345]

I can relate about trying to do things with chronic pain. At the moment my husband works out of town so the struggle is real.

[@makeupchick9544]

Oh, I so want to give you a virtual hug watching this! I can't imagine being in chronic pain and working as hard as you do. Your subscribers will be here whether you post 3 times a week or 3 times a month (or less). Many of us need this reminder to appreciate good health. It is precious. I really hope you start getting even more good days.

[@hizzchek]

I have a friend who suffers from CRPS - I’m going to send him that Curable app recommendation. He’s in crisis right now, so the timing of you posting and talking about this was perfect. Thank you for sharing!

[@allisonleach7633]

Hello! I have CRPS (in my feet for 5 years) and just want to recommend a DRG stimulator that got me walking again. Sending love to you and your friend…

[@foxymama2003]

What a fabulous video! I suffer from chronic pain and have for about 15 years. It cost me my career and like you, I was a workaholic and finding my identity after no longer being able to work the way I was used to doing was such a huge struggle. Delegating even to my husband was difficult for me. Therapy was a Godsend for me and I have since prioritized my health and being a good mom first and finding joy in the times I feel better. Your videos are so inspiring to me because you are giving hope to the thousands of us who struggle with our health and having a life too! Thank you for being that voice and example! Wishing you many more good days!

[@elasuljic1772]

Girl nothing is more important than your health. Focus on you for you ❤

[@amberruiz2482]

Hearing you talk about how something small can impact our lives vs it being a big impact on someone else’s is awesome. My roommate has arthritis and between switching jobs and insurance issues was off of his medication for months. Our washer/dryer is downstairs and I was down there and saw his laundry was done in the wash and I put it in the dryer and he was so thankful because he didn’t have to try to walk down stairs to do it. And it breaks my heart how much those small gestures and help mean to someone with chronic pain and illness 🥺

[@Brookerulezz]

Also, proud of you for this video. I've been here 7 years if not longer. Love you always. ♥️

[@taylorwynn]

🖤🖤🖤🖤

[@Vidamasy]

I hadn’t subscribed until now but always had 20 to 30 minutes or even an hour to watch your videos, something about you just relaxes me. I think is your gentle soul and how down to earth you are and your way of approaching life even during the difficult times.

[@Feelisahtee]

Don’t apologize for being emotional! I’m so glad you’re happy and feel so much better now Days!

[@JPiplup77]

Thank you for sharing despite the urge we all have to keep silent about the hard things. This is insanely close to what I’m going through right now. I’ve defined myself by work and the rest of my life suffered for too long. It just clicked for me in the last few weeks that I’m done doing this to myself and those around me. I’m taking steps to get to a better place and be able to enjoy life again. I hope your video reaches those who also needed to hear this right now. 💜

[@lindatannock]

I remember us all YEARS ago telling you to take a break when you were ill lol 😆 I'ts so great to see you living life and feeling better now, Taylor. It makes me so happy! I'm one of the ones too sick to do much. I have chronic illnesses, and in pain every day. I used to live life to the full and do 20 things at once, and now it's driving me crazy being able to do nothing. It affects me both mentally and physically. Watching you get to live your life brightens my day when you upload (and has done for years and years!) Keep doing what you do. #baerittoforlife 😉 Love from Scotland 💖💖🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

[@brandidunham5850]

Watching your videos really inspire me to keep going & fighting through the chronic pain that Graves Disease & endometriosis has caused! It's a constant grieving process that comes & goes.. Therapy has really been a life saver! Thank you so much for sharing your personal experience with chronic pain & shedding a light on how much mental health matters! You're the best Taylor!💜

[@warmgreytenpercent]

Thank you for sharing on such a complex topic 🖤 I also struggle with chronic pain (mine is related to hypermobility + PTSD). Really resonate with your thoughts... for me therapy, reading Gabor Maté, and yoga/walking/outside time helped me break the cycle. Love this community!!

[@aprilcarbonneau5519]

First off I want to say that I love all of your videos, but the ones where you get personal and talk about your health I relate to the most. As a fellow chronic illness sufferer, chronic pain sufferer, and chronic migraine sufferer you have helped me so much. Just how you deal with all of your health stuff and just keep going is so, so inspiring. I know because I've just lately been doing that more. And it's true about therapy, it works! If you find the right therapist it's amazing. I just was talking about you in my session yesterday about how thankful I was to have found your videos and how much you have inspired me to just keep going. Keep prioritizing your health, and take us all along with you. And keep sharing content about your health and any tips and advice you have for managing the pain. It is greatly appreciated and you are greatly appreciated. Thank you so so much! ❤

[@Rummage.rabbit]

Oh Taylor, I love ya. This one got me tear eyed. I’m so happy for you; you’re having more days that are pain-free/manageable, and you’re living your dream by exploring the world. Thank you for sharing your experiences, it’s always such a joy to watch your videos. 🤗🌷☀️

[@thatrachelgirl1803]

I was diagnosed with a chronic illness 2 years ago. You have been such an inspiration for me- your point about making the most of good days has been such a guiding point for me. Also, I’ve often had the thought of “Taylor is giving me permission to have a bad day today.” So thank you for helping me feel less alone through this.

[@kissepurr]

When I started watching you I was healthy and now I've gone through the biggest health crisis of my life . I finally got a word to put to the face of my issues.... I HAVE POTS syndrome and neurocardiogenic syncope. Along with several neck issues. I feel ya so hard when you speak about only having a few hrs to mush on a day's worth of activity in. Luckily I'm kinda in a remission, yay! So now I'm cramming in a bucket list travel trip before it hits again. Glad you are taking time for yourself and your health 💜💜💜

[@gabriellenichole3445]

I’m so grateful you were open about your health and internalized workaholic schedule. I’m currently in a frustrating position with spinal issues and constant migraines and co-issues. We all appreciate your videos and hope you’re able to continue finding happiness and love ❤️ thank you

[@Thetinyfit]

You’re one of my faves and I don’t adhere to anyone’s upload schedule. The videos will be there when I’m ready so I’m glad you’ve shifted to better balance for you. Love seeing you thriving in doing and seeing the things that make you feel so good. We love you Taylor 🤗 and, as always, looking beautiful!

[@JaxDianne]

I respect the family comments so much. It’s nice when people are open enough to make sure others realize that everything is not all perfect but also not hanging their dirty laundry/family drama out either. The reminder to not compare your behind the scenes with other’s highlight reels on different subjects is always appreciated. ❤️

[@elizabethbaca2535]

This was an amazing video, it was much needed. I started watching your channel when you finished Accutane, around 4 years ago, maybe more. And the nomad videos you've posted this year you have looked so happy. They've inspired me to plan a long trip and take time off.

[@sup3rsuasion]

thank you for showing the vulnerable moments! i’ve been watching you for YEARS and i love the change that you’ve made with your content and seeing how much of a positive change that was for you is amazing! seeing you go and adventure and do things to make your like full is just so great to watch! so glad you have more good health days!🤍

[@originalcaligirl7466]

Us who get it , get it! I have crohns I have months where I can’t even leave the house. So yes I get it when ur thankful to be able to go on a walk. When ur fine one day and a few hours later u literally feel like u need to be in the ER from the pain. It hard to plan anything. So I get it !

[@Una...]

I am basically home bound. I have MS, which means constant pain-all day every day, difficulty walking, fatigue, etc with debilitating migraines on top of that. I've been watching you for years. You being vulnerable enough to show us the (some) medical issues you go thru helps people like me feel not so alone. On the other side of that, your traveling allows people like me to live vicariously thru you. You do a lot of good, Taylor. Keep taking care of yourself, and we can enjoy what you do, and so can you. Much love to you!

[@michellemarie.b]

Love this ♥️ I can’t imagine what it’s like being vulnerable on the internet but you have done it with such grace. I have been a workaholic for all of my 20’s, I turned 30 this year and something in me has changed. I’m obviously still working and making sure I operate at a high level but I have cut myself to 45-50 hours a week and hope to get to 40-45 by 2023, but it has felt so unbelievably relieving. I hate that the society we live in glorifies overworking yourself to death. I don’t suffer from chronic pain thankfully (I’m so sorry that you do) but I feel so much less tense and stressed, I’ve been traveling more and I feel more alive this year. I’m so happy that you’ve had enough self awareness to make the necessary changes to a healthier lifestyle. Love love seeing you travel to the south where I’ve grown up! Keep reaching for those happy chemicals ♥️

[@nailacheniouni4877]

I’ve been dealing with chronic pain for over ten years now (since I was 15) and having you on your big platform talk about it makes me feel seen. If it were up to me obviously I’d want no one to deal with such debilitating issues but knowing that there is sort of a happy median makes me feel a lot more comfortable and ready with the future. I love you. Keep shinning and doing you girl !

[@Julianell97]

I once heard something like “when you study medicine, you often study a cell or specific organ in silo, but the body is not just one part isolated, so you miss how all the other cells and organs impact one another positively and negatively!” It makes so much sense. I’ve been on this same journey and getting my mind & gut in a more balanced place has truly reduced the instances of my own chronic pain by like 80%. It’s so hard to hear when you know you have a diagnosable identifiable issue, but it’s crazy how reduced your reactions can be to the same medical issue when your mind is in a better state.

[@bluepeachwhispers6845]

Thank you so much for being so open. You always radiate such warmth, watching your videos bring me much comfort. I've also been on a similar journey re: work-life balance. For me it's taken reaching my lowest low with depression to realize I needed to make some changes. But I will say it's hard implementing those things when so many people around me aren't putting themselves first. Anyway, hope you are doing well. It makes me so happy to see you beaming with such a big smile. Sending so much love your way 💛

[@KendraMorgan]

Take Care Taylor. You're one of our OG's

[@haley6876]

Taylor-- your vulnerability and wisdom is just incredible. I live with chronic illness and a similar cycle that you're describing led me to severe burnout earlier this year. I am working towards a healthier rhythm that actually priorities MY needs and what I want to do with my time, in addition to just my work. This video is 100% going to help people and that's pretty awesome. Thank you.

[@MaddieMettler]

I remember that video when you said all you wanted was one day and my heart just broke. My sister deals with chronic pain and I try to understand and be as sympathetic as possible. Watching your videos really helps with this. On a different note, I went through a bit of a breakdown in January where I almost dropped out of my PhD because I was suffering so much from burnout which was tied to my workaholic/perfectionistic/people-pleasing tendencies. I realized in therapy most of what I do in life (and work) is to be impressive to other people (wow, you did this work so fast or wow your resume is so impressive for your age). Since then I have made such an effort to be impressive to myself and my friends (wow, I'm so happy with my plant collection which I spent hours caring for today). Between therapy, meditation, and hard conversations with myself, I have made such a switch in my life and I feel better, healthier, and happier.

[@wendycraig3653]

Thank you for being vulnerable with us. I know it is scary. Your lighter mood and excitement for life is definitely coming through in your videos. I'm so happy you decided to prioritize your health and well-being.

[@lauramarie1381]

This video is amazing 👏 first of all 40 minutes 😍 yes! But just the raw, real and relatable content is why I keep coming back.

[@renaeweidman]

Chronic pain is a life sucker! I have had it for 18 years now and I feel robbed of so much of my life. Thank you for being so open with your struggles. If you have never had chronic pain you simply cannot understand how much it affects every aspect of your life. My house is a perpetual mess but there is little I can do about it. I try and keep up with the kitchen, bathroom, laundry and the rest mostly waits. I am so glad you are doing better.

[@Patti-1962]

I'm full on in it.... and I had to give up my work completely. Your videos have been so important to me. For me, it's also family that has become my focus, and when I spend time with them, my pain level is so much better because of the "good feeling" chemicals. I'm in bed right now, but family is coming this weekend.... and I know I will be able to function!! What means the most to me, is having someone like you who really gets it, so thank you, Taylor, for sharing your life with us!🖤❤

[@bernitajenkins3180]

Hope you have a lovely weekend, Patti, and that your pain eases.

[@Patti-1962]

@@bernitajenkins3180 Thank you SO much for your sweet comment!🥰❤

[@theeluannesantos]

Same for me. Just being with my kids makes me feel so good. My pain level is lower, as long as I stay out of the sun and heat, but honestly some times I don’t feel how bad the pain is while I’m with them. I’m still trying to figure out a few things with my pain and swelling. A couple Drs think I have an allergy to the Sun and that I’m extremely heat intolerant. I have pain from head to toe 24/7 Some times it’s worse than others Enjoy your family time!

[@foxymama2003]

Patti, I hope you have a fabulous weekend with your family! That is my happy place also and any pain free time I choose to spend with them! Love from a fellow watching Taylor in bed today IL girl!

[@Patti-1962]

@@foxymama2003 I'm so sorry to hear you're in bed. I spend most days there these days.... but watching Taylor always gives me hope. She sure does get it, doesn't she? Hang in there, and thanks so much for reaching out to me!🥰❤

[@bookedplans]

I am chronically ill and IN IT right now with not nearly enough functional time and trying to parent a toddler at the same time. Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing about your health. Truly made me feel seen and understand in a way I didn't even know I needed to hear. Thank you ❤️

[@reverie6034]

I want to reach through this phone and give you a great big hug!!! 🤗 I have watched you for years and am excited to see you making these changes. You’ve definitely inspired me to be more intentional with my time and my life. 🖤🖤

[@jaymoon5765]

I’m twice your age and learned this lesson late in life. I focused so much time on my job that I missed doing things with my family and then unexpectedly lost my oldest son when he was 18. The regret is crushing and will forever haunt me. Glad to see that you’re attaining balance in your life!

[@strawberrysoymilkshake]

I'm so sorry for your loss. Please don't beat yourself up, you did everything you could by providing for your son too.

[@kristamyer296]

I really enjoy when you share your heart. Even with the tears, genuine through and through. Makeup is stunning per usual girl #slay

[@andreaa.8420]

I’ve been watching you for years now and I have to say this is hands-down one of my favorites! Thank you for helping me confirm what I had been feeling about work life balance and what’s important. The way you explained things soaked in more than what friends/family have been saying for years! Thank you!!❤🙏🏼😊👏🏼

[@lisaburton9632]

I was a practice manager for a large veterinary medicine hospital. I've suffered from migraines for years and the owner was wonderful. I get Botox, nerve blocks, medications and serious pain meds. The owner sold the practice to a corporation and the district manager and president were complete a-holes. Did not understand chronic pain and the need for multiple dr appointments and PTO. The PM actually had the nerve to tell me to take some Excederin or Goody's Headache Powders and deal with it. 2 weeks later I was gone. Told them I could not work for a company that did not respect employee health--physical or mental. I'm 54, financially stable and happier than I've ever been. I refuse to work in pain and jeopardize my later years. I miss the puppies and kitties but not the corporate BS. I adore you Taylor!!!

[@denisemcdougall5662]

Taylor , you hit the nail squarely on the head!!!! Yes this culture really makes us feel as if we are nothing without our work. I dedicated 10 years of my life to caring for my Mom and my Aunt and working full time, once they passed and I retired I was so lost. I am grateful to be able to take the time to figure out who I am now. I learned that good enough is GOOD ENOUGH . I learned to love myself again and enjoy each day just doing what I like. I was finally able to ‘drop the facade’ and just be me. Thank you so much for being vulnerable.

[@elihinze3161]

One of my all-time favorite KZbinrs (Martina of King Kogi) also has chronic pain, and a big thing she talks about is the need for us chronic pain sufferers to "build a ladder." It's basically what you articulated; that we need to take time to do things that make us happy, because joy has very real effects on the brain. So happy that you're talking more about this, and I feel so seen!

[@stacywestly64]

I love Martina!

[@elihinze3161]

@@stacywestly64 Yesss, she's so amazing!! :D

[@kimstruglinski8669]

I am just so proud of you and so glad you’re having more good days. Also a chronic pain sufferer and it makes me so happy to hear that you’ve had these realizations, and that you feel better than you used to. That’s so huge, and helps get us through the lows.

[@maddynicole]

Thanks for being open and honest with us❤️ fave youtuber of all time!!!