www.patreon.com/saishuukessen www.paypal.com/paypalme/finalshowdown?locale.x=en_US linktr.ee/claytonsomedude Oh I forgot to mention another reason I started the TRT I was hoping that it would help with the chronic migraines and cluster headaches.. well lemme tell you it has done nothing for that as well, as I had one that lasted 2 days recently. Like it was a real bad one, more than a day before I could even walk again... So yea, that has done nothing for that either. So anyway things are going bad right now... will see... Gotta say though, dat lolapepsicola, hal0 asmr, some of those asian slurp stuff.. oh boy was my dick going from limp to hard in just a couple seconds.. so I guess its working in that department lol.
@riggel88042 ай бұрын
thanks for the real talk. Every one I talk to about TRT sounds like a salesman. I am 41 and I surf and skate on the regular and it's getting hard. Been looking at TRT. I will add your life experience to the algorithm cant stay young forever
@mirishyne2 ай бұрын
claygoat im happy u ain't a casualty of male pattern baldness yet ‼
@SaishuuKessen2 ай бұрын
geez when you say it like that, it sounds like youre gonna jinx me.. but my hair has/had finally stopped falling out after getting long covid more than 2 years ago.. so hopefully I can keep this up.. Honestly id love to have my hair back to what it was like around 2017 where it was more like thick and more light blondish looking.. but maybe thats to much to ask for, im getting older at this point anyway.
@Vespyr_2 ай бұрын
That's so interesting how it helps with erections but not libido. Sometimes I wonder where libido comes from. I've not had it in a long time, on hrt with estrogen. I've always assumed it was the sudden loss of testosterone, but maybe it's all just a bit more complicated than just hormones. I hope the redness tapers down, and that things get better because I'd love to see this work out for you given time. Seems so difficult. It's very stressful balancing new medication like this... Thank you for sharing, a lot to think about. c:
@SaishuuKessen2 ай бұрын
Well gotta remember its early though and im not sleeping at all.. just last night I drank some nyquil, took ashwaganda, and a melatonin and I still could not fall asleep. So I just finally got out of bed and took a shower and shaved and even just starting to shave down there I felt some blood flowing to my dick.. Its ridiculous. But yea it early, from what I understand most people dont even start having a lot of changes in mood till around 3-4 weeks, and then it peeks around 6 weeks I guess. Well again ive noticed stuff just the first week. Immediate. But maybe libido would be later for me or the sense of well being, but as it is, im gonna try to give it one more week but if things dont change im gonna have to stop I think because I cant sleep its insane. Doctors are gonna bring me in early I guess this week to talk about it but right now things are not good. Getting boners easy is kinda cool and the sense of like scope and clairty despite not sleeping is interesting but this other stuff is awful. EDIT: forgot to add to this as well like ive said in videos before I also have DHEA problems, its something I havnt ever tried though because DHEA is a weird one in that its a OTC in america, but other countries its banned. So it makes me worried if I was ever traveling.. as well as some people say its prone to making them produce more estrogen and already in my experience I am one of those people. but meh for what its worth I do have shitty DHEA and i have heard that can effect libido in some people as well.
@liamconverse89502 ай бұрын
The strongest aphrodisiac in existence is allopregnanolone which is a neuro steroid produced naturally in the brain. It's possible to drastically increase your blood levels of testosterone with exogenous sources yet at the same time suppress your natural production of allopregnanolone. Usually though a large amount of testosterone is enough of an aphrodisiac and the fact it upregulates dopamine will increase drive in general
@liamconverse89502 ай бұрын
The strongest aphrodisiac hormone is allopregnanolone which is a neuro steroid produced naturally in the brain. It's possible to greatly increase the testosterone level in the blood and still suppress your allopregnanolone levels. Usually high testosterone is enough though and it also upregulates dopamine which increases drive in general
@Dutezy2 ай бұрын
@@liamconverse8950I was gonna say I’m pretty sure libido is almost all in the brain literally and figuratively
@NHAM142 ай бұрын
Sorry to hear the insomnia is still bad, hopefully your doctor can recommend a few different things you can try. If you haven’t already, you might want to get a second opinion from an endocrinologist that specializes in this sort of stuff. Wishing you the best!
@SaishuuKessen2 ай бұрын
Unfortunately I tried to see another endocrinologist this year I don't know if you missed those videos. Tldr or watch she gave me the runaround for months and kept making me do test over test over and over again. Only to finally basically be like she doesn't care about low free testosterone for high shbg and it doesn't matter. All right then was like okay well thanks for fucking wasting my time what about just testing my cortisol than to see if I have a problem there and I tested positive for high cortisol on a urine test and she said she doesn't care again and so after that I refuse to see her again a complete fucking waste of time.
@NHAM142 ай бұрын
@@SaishuuKessen yeah I wouldn’t go back to that one either… sounds like a really shitty doctor. You’re taking testosterone enanthate now right? Like you said, I wonder if upping the frequency would help, or possible different esters.
@SaishuuKessen2 ай бұрын
Nah cypionate... natural doctor is fitting me in for a appointment this week to talk about stuff. Will see what they say but again at this rate, this might be my last week. I need to sleep already. Its crazy I guess im just this sensitive I dunno what else to say.. Unless im allergic to it maybe? I guess im gonna try 60 this week. I know its low but I dunno what else to do I feel terrible. Towards the end of that first week I was like wow I cant believe how much energy I have to get through a work out despite not sleeping.. Now I feel just worse than before I even started because of it. Ill tell you what those dick is still sensitive though.. which in a way is kinda funny when you think there are some people that try to say like my endo just recently that low free T, high SHBG doesnt matter.. dude.. my dick is working better than it has in years with in a week lol on a low dose.
@NHAM142 ай бұрын
@@SaishuuKessen sleep is super important so it makes sense. Hopefully there’s a balance you can find to sleep well while still getting the clarity/workout/boner benefits haha
@SaishuuKessen2 ай бұрын
Well I checked my blood pressure just now at least with a at the home test and it was 145/90 which is very high for me.... I wonder if that is what's going on.
@donovanchilton58172 ай бұрын
“The diqk is back”
@SaishuuKessen2 ай бұрын
Seriously imagine if I could sleep.. I tried to take a nyquil, ashwaganda, and melatonin and I still couldnt fall asleep. And so I finally got up took a shower and shaved down there and just me shaving I could feel the blood flowing to my dick a bit.. Ridiculous.
@onitser57512 ай бұрын
Hey clayton can I talk to you? I don't know you, but have you heard of potentiation therapy? I think you should take a look at it on KZbin also I think the shit you're doing is killing you. Look up chemo relative risk vs. absolute risk for treatment when it comes to cancer treatment. I have a question do you know about supplements and human ph? do you know about magnesium and trace minerals? I think you should invest in taking care of your health and the knowledge how to. I was once where you were I had enough and started doing research online about health what I found out saved me. Doctors today and modern medicine is not on your side trust me.