FENTANYL KILLS: Sean's and Ian's Story - episode 115

A sister, Rose Johnson, shares her story of losing her 35-year-old brother, Ian O'Connor, and her 33-year-old brother, Sean O'Connor, to illicit fentanyl in this documentary about the dangers of illegal drugs. To use this presentation at high schools or other educational applications, contact Texas Pictures through our website at www.texas-pictures.com.
Naloxone, the active ingredient in 4mg Narcan and higher dose 8mg Kloxxado, along with many generic versions, can reverse an opioid overdose if administered quickly enough. Some areas have Naloxone available for free. Google it.
In the U.S., you can easily access 24/7 emotional support. Call or text 988 or visit 988lifeline.org/chat to connect with a caring counselor.
Learn more about the dangers of illicit fentanyl at:
DEA - www.dea.gov/fentanylawareness
CDC - www.cdc.gov/stopoverdose/fent...
Fentanyl Fathers - fentanylfathers.org/
Texas Health and Human Services - www.hhs.texas.gov/services/me...

[@kathleennickell1974]

I buried my son Brendan 26 on May 6, 2024 from a fentanyl overdose. My life feels over and these videos are helping me deal with the grief of losing my baby. 💔

[@krissypeters1517]

I’m so so sorry 💔

[@pinkmonsoon3638]

I am so sorry for your loss. Sending prayers. I lost a daughter not to fenthanol but in a different way. It's like loosing piece of your heart...

[@bford5899]

As a mother, I’m feeling for you so much. I just had another baby and just understanding that bond…. I’m spiritually sending you a strength you won’t even recognize. It’ll just come to you. May your baby’s spirit bless, keep and uplift you.❤️🙏🏽

[@crystalblanding9481]

🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾❤️

[@TexasPictures]

Very sorry for your loss. You might find just a little understanding from this story on our channel. Life after Loss kzbin.info/www/bejne/l3fQi5Wdfaebja8

[@heatherkastenmeier7530]

Addiction doesn't discriminate. I'm a married, mother of two, a RN, and own a home. I was a "closeted" opiate addict for years, not even my husband knew. I hid it from everyone. I celebrate 6 years of sobriety 5/25. It can happen to anyone. I never bought from the streets, but if I had, I likely would not be here today.

[@WandaOlinger]

Congratulations 😔🙏💐

[@Mystique_Missy86]

How did you do it? Im also a nurse it's difficult?

[@InkaPley]

🎉🎉❤

[@sisharrington]

Congratulations! I'm 7 years from substance use and 2 years off of Suboxone... sobriety is beautiful! You should share your testimony here, I'd love to hear more about your story because there are so many like you who have the "American dream" lifestyle and are secretly suffering in silence, people need to hear about this side of substance use disorder just as much as the ones of those who are living in minimum wage conditions or poverty 🤍🙏🏼

[@Elizabeth77536]

@@Mystique_Missy86you’d be surprised most addicts are nurses ! A lot of them in the field are addicts and get them from the hospital / dr offices. Pharmacies … I would know . I was one and I’m now 10 years sober in August !

[@drewjackson4073]

I was good friends with both Ian and sean. Can’t believe they are gone. I struggled with the same thing. Hung out and partied a lot with these 2. ended up going to a recovery program when I was 31 called Jericho road ministries I have been sober for over 7 years and am still currently working there as a VP. I wish they could have came to the same place with me and got the help they needed. Jesus is the only one that can help!

[@tonton1945.]

Amen! Praise God

[@AshliMarieTV]

AMEN i love this hoping this specific comments reaches others

[@winwell9292]

Drew, you are a remarkable example of what a life surrendered to CHRIST can become...you have a story that needs to be told over and over again...love you,

[@crystaldaniels16]

Praise God thanks for sharing your testimony....you are correct Jesus is the answer ❤

[@user-kw5iv3wg5q]

God bless you!!! I’ve often said this addiction is something reaching inside and grabbing the soul. I’ve come to realize… just like overeating… it’s what we put in our bodies that gets the tightest grip on our souls. I started intermittent fasting 2yrs it was so hard to start, took 2 yrs to lose 47 pounds. It don’t take much to trigger but if I give in it’ll take 2-3 weeks to get back up. I usually fast start my fast around 6pm-10am. This way I get to have a meal with my family and enjoy my am coffee. I fell off the wagon 2 weeks ago and now I’m having a tough time getting back up. I just came to bed so I’ll stay out the kitchen. If I get through tomorrow night, I’ll be alright. If we all take a good honest look at ourselves we’ll all realize we all have our own vices. I look at it as anything that comes between me and God. That can be anything, just look for what pulls you in the most. I know one day I’ll win this battle.

[@nitamay3534]

My mother died from an overdose. The what-ifs nearly killed me. Then, one day, as I was praying, God spoke to my spirit and said it was not my fault. It was the choice that she made. I have peace, and I pray God gives you and your family peace that surpasses all understanding.

[@edc9864]

Anyone who watches this channel knows that the thing that all of these people have in common is that they are loved and did not want to die. If someone looks differently at you or your family because of the way your brothers died, they should get down and thank God that they haven't had to experience that pain. I'm so sorry for your loss. 💔 🙏

[@sickek4]

I worked with Sean at two different locations while employed at Kauffman. He was definitely a breath of fresh air, always a good time, lots of laughter, made the day that much better. I hope you and your family find closure.

[@infostreammining2160]

I went to school with both of them. I had a drug problem myself of biblical proportions. Unfortunately mainly all of my friends are dead from drugs. God bless them both and your family. - Jake Boling

[@GirlJay67]

I'm so sorry for your loss... I have 8 yrs clean, Born in early 80's and most of my friends are gone as well. It's not normal and I don't want to make it normal!

[@Woman_in_the_Wilderness]

Turn to Jesus.

[@lisafinch3006]

William 6/3/20 fentynal death ..He was just a normal guy too with a deadly addiction..Best n Biggest Smile..my sweet Son Momma loves n misses you deeply

[@sm3296]

I’ve lost two sons, Corey on May 27, 2016 and James on May 18, 2022. Two beautiful young men with loving hearts, Leo’s, loved the outdoors, loved their family, intelligent and kind. They too battled demons bigger then them. I was in shock for ages after Corey’s death. I had complex PTSD, it took years to learn to move on from that. On the day of Jamie’s death I was getting a tattoo to honour Corey at the time they found James body. That was two years ago, the grief I hold is encompassing for their struggles and for the loss of them. It has hurt our family so much. It’s impossible to describe it. My heart goes out to this lovely young woman, her love for her brothers is beautiful. I’m sorry for all of us who have suffered such losses. Thank you for sharing your beautiful brothers with us,

[@rhondapatterson1]

❤❤❤

[@lisaparker1607]

My heart goes out to you... 💔

[@sm3296]

@@lisaparker1607 🙏

[@CatherineMartin-kz7cp]

❤❤❤

[@roseannschweikert2960]

I'm so sorry for you I lost my daughter to heroine I can't even imagine the immense pain you parents that have lost more than one child to this epidemic that's destroying our loved ones and us

[@Brittany822bewley]

I’m so sorry 🙁 I lost both of my brothers too. The grief is unreal.

[@Mystique_Missy86]

Im so sorry sending you love from Louisville KY!

[@patchesblack7490]

Wow. This story is so tragic. Both of her brothers gone 🥺 Thank you Rose for sharing your story. I'm so sorry for the loss of your sweet brothers. Your family is in my prayers 🙏

[@Lisa-1901]

It's such a tragedy no matter how you look at it, beautiful Brothers, beautiful sister and family, it's extremely tragic just how much everybody is affected😢😢💔💔

[@Mary-tj5qx]

When she said that when people think about addicts and they think about people who are homeless, pan handling and all that. And they (her brothers) weren't like that. Those homeless people aren't like that either. They are also struggling with mental illness and are self medicating. They just don't have the support systems the rest of us have. Such a heartbreaking story. My heart goes out to this family.

[@mpiresteve]

Sean and Ian were my friends. I went to school with them. Sean was my riding buddy. We use to ride our motorcycles down the back roads together. Fentanyl is serious, everyone should be aware of what it can do to you :( RIP Sean and Ian!

[@nrjohnsocam]

Sorry for your loss 💔

[@emilyevans6989]

Very sorry for your loss. There’s nothing fair about this!

[@rl1314]

People are still very in denial about how bad this is. The stories are very repetitive and the family members rarely have a full grasp of the situation. It's so massive. I have been talking to my kids about this for years. You cannot start, not even 1 pill. Getting sober is too hard. The only option is to never start. The government is not doing enough.

[@archieblanco2399]

I think you’re absolutely right! To try to make a long story short, I was injured in combat in Afghanistan, the ground blew up in front of me, and my skin started itching, in an indescribable way. I was on the machine gun mounted on top of our 🛻 truck, and under my body armor, there’s a “gunner’s harness” (like a seat belt that hooks 🪝 to the vehicle in case of ied’s or rollovers you don’t get thrown out and smashed by the vehicle) Well I thought 💭 at first maybe that’s just twisted up under my gear, and causing irritation in the 120 degree weather. We fought for 4-6 more hours, before we got back to our outpost, and I discovered that I had this rash + burn blisters + lesions from my knees, all the way into the roof of my mouth and inside my nose 👃 (lost my sense of smell as well) Became deadly allergic to NSAIDS (ibuprofen etc) was prescribed 100 perc 5mgs, 2 weeks in a row, morphine drip 💧 every four hours, 2 perc 5mgs every 3 hrs. That sent me down a long road of playing doctor and self medicating (and even now I don’t fault myself because the doctors weren’t doing any better helping me). I kicked pain meds in 2019, but I live with chronic pain (3 herniated discs, hips offset, broken jaw, hands 🙌🏼 etc, plus I believe this burn episode that I’ve been hospitalized 13X from, I believe caused fibromyalgia and rheumatoid arthritis for me) But pain meds in general have probably screwed my nervous system’s ability to deal with pain, when doctors see that I had a history they automatically ASSUME that I’m trying to get pain meds, or that I’m “one of them”. It’s just bad all around, and I’m hoping we come together as a country, society, as a people, to stand up to this influx of poison, and do something about it.

[@fredscott6156]

She has a lifetime of her own recovery to go through. I hope she makes it.

[@thematriarchy2075]

Very sensitive comment, and she will make it, i am sure❤

[@zaidarivas7152]

Same with my son. He died when he finally seemed to be clean. He looked healthy. My hopes were up. He died of a fentanyl overdose. This happened August of last year. It’s been the toughest year. I watch these videos as a reminder that I am not alone. My condolences. Losing two brothers to this epidemic is horrendous

[@andrearivera6960]

I’m so sorry for your loss 🙏🏽my brother died of a fentanyl overdose last year February ❤️‍🩹

[@TexasPictures]

We have recently published this story about life after loss that you might find interesting. kzbin.info/www/bejne/l3fQi5Wdfaebja8

[@danatinney8743]

Your story is my story. My 2 youngest sisters overdosed. 1 1/2 years apart. There was nothing strong enough to stop it. I'm so sorry for your loss. Thank you for your story.

[@nalou6933]

I've heard an expression, "outside love is not inside love". I can only imagine the physical, emotional and mental struggles that these two young men faced every day. I am so sorry for all the loss this family has suffered.

[@tiffanymusselman7308]

Your story has profoundly touched me. I lost my youngest cousin to a heroine overdose laced with fentanyl and sadly he had just finished rehab. May 5th was the anniversary of his passing 3 years ago. Your brothers sound like they were wonderful individuals. I am deeply sorry.

[@KyongG1970]

This story was brutal. This poor family. She has every right to feel angry. I am so sorry.

[@karlaplascencia7998]

Addiction does not discriminate race or socioeconomic status or gender. What a sad story. Thank you for sharing and spreading awareness.

[@intothemystic5223]

So many pass away from a relapse because they go back to the amount they were using before getting clean when their tolerance is much lower now. So sad.

[@garrisonmanne6410]

Sadly my little sister was poisoned by fentanyl and lost her life the same day Sean died June 19th 2019. May they rest in peace.❤

[@Babygirl_2008]

I’m sorry for your loss my condolences to you and your family. 🙏

[@lisaparker1607]

😭

[@brittanygalvin1019]

Sean and Ian were such sweet souls. Even throughout my relationship with Sean, he tried so hard to get clean. You are so right when you say he didn’t want to be that way. He didn’t. He fought hard. He loved you guys SO MUCH. Your family WAS a good family. The closeness you all had was admirable. You were a great sister, Rose, and he absolutely was a beautiful person despite his struggles. Ian was the same. Adorable, funny, charismatic, a great friend and also cherished you all so much. Sweet little Ian! Your love for them shines through and I can still feel your pain. I can’t say that I can relate, but I can help support you. Always. I’m so so sorry for what has happened to them, and to you guys. Love you all, so much. ❤️

[@tinadouglas2838]

My clean date is May 16th, 2016. Times has changed. I lost my sister & brother from OD. It destroys families. My condolences. Survivor guilt is hard. Its a daily battle to some. I hope your family finds peace. Have grace. ♥️

[@Ala-ZouEnterprise]

Honey you’re going to be okay. I’m going to pray for you because God can help you with forgiving yourself.

[@sharonmcfaul2956]

Please accept my heartfelt condolences on your loss. RIP Sean and Ian🙏

[@chakastyles8794]

While I am sorry for the loss of these young men, I want everyone to know that substance use and abuse can and does happen to anyone. I still remember how horrible people on crack were treated and talked about because they were mostly inner city low resourced people. Now that drug use & abuse has become a mainstream issue there is new language and such compassion. My brother died in 2000 and was never given any grace due to his addiction.

[@loriannrichardson7644]

And those drugs were deliberately placed in Black and Brown communities. Then to add another level of depraved injustice, there is now a series out about the CIA doing this. It's called "Snowfall". A new way to make more money off such an egregious act sanctioned by the US govt. 🤦‍♀️

[@arthurgphotography]

@@loriannrichardson7644 it looks like that series came out 7 years ago. I'll check it out

[@gabbym7219]

But no was overdose, the problem here in this Complex "Title" is FENTANYL POISON, normally all the ppl are in "drugs" , are dying for FENTANYL and this ppl does not know what are consuming

[@garrettshea4304]

I lost my daughter to fentanyl on March 2nd 2024, she was only 40 years old, we are still trying to process this but this is such a problem in our world, I pray 🙏 for everyone that is dealing with this, our hearts are broken

[@donnakreye8339]

May your grief lighten and your strength double.

[@tarynconnor6886]

I lost my niece March 10 2024 to fentanyl as well. I hope you are doing ok.

[@j-mt.175]

I am so sorry for your loss 🤗, I will keep you, your family & friends in my 🙏🏻 Prayers ! The same for you @tarynconnor6886 🤗🙏🏻

[@joannsolano1094]

My grandson passed away from overdose of fentanyl on April 17, 2023 and his 31st birthday would have been May 4, 2023. Still hurts terrible and prayers for anyone going through the same. I ask God everyday to help these additions to wast help.

[@sulwhale3171]

Feel like grandparents should be mentioned to because those are there babies to

[@angelajaconetti6929]

Two of my children are gone. I have my youngest son still. It affects the whole family...😢

[@louise3088]

I lost my daughter that very same day and year. It's as though all of the color has left the world,and everything is black and white and gray.I will keep your grandson in my prayers. If you don't mind, what was his name?

[@Globelle]

I lost my step son almost 5 years ago and now my own son is struggling with the same addiction. I feel so alone and so scared. I am so sorry for your loss.

[@chrisv.4071]

Please force him to go to rehab 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢I know it's easier said than done 😢I pray it will be OK for you 🙏

[@TexasPictures]

I may have mentioned this before, but we also have a series of addiction recovery stories that you might find interesting. Here's a link to the playlist: From Addiction to Recovery - kzbin.info/aero/PLdCPA32W_p39Z8hi7xSIX3Fkqmhd7mRzj

[@Globelle]

@@chrisv.4071 we are trying. Please pray for him to want it. If I could force him I absolutely would. Thank you for your prayers. He didn't start any of this behavior until he turned 18. He is 23 now. Texas Picture Documentaries, I have watched your recovery stories as well. I am so grateful for the work you do and I believe you are changing lives.

[@TexasPictures]

Thank you.

[@Whippy99]

Anyone can become an addict. Anyone. There is no demographic greater than another. They are ill and should not be judged. I’m so sorry for your loss. ❤

[@sprinkleddonut1623]

I buried my 34 year old son in 2019 due to the aftermath of a heroin addiction. There is nothing more painful. Our children don’t want the life of an addiction, it has such a hold on them escaping it is nearly impossible. The stigma attached to those who suffer needs to be changed. They are not worthless because they suffer from addiction. They are sons, daughters, sisters, brothers, mothers, fathers. They are loved beyond measure. Their deaths are devastating. My love and prayers go out to everyone who has lost someone to addiction. It’s a pain that never heals.

[@annazaman9657]

The toll it takes on the family members of those with addictions is something that cannot be overlooked. The sister here is being so brave yet i feel she is so broken inside. Love to her

[@donnaturpin5995]

The richest family in town lost one of their sons to fentanyl. This young man was a sports figure and on his way to a great future. Never would have thought. Fentanyl shows no prejudice. Many prayers for this family.

[@angharadswansea9343]

My son was a full-blown alcoholic and crack cocaine addict. I thank Alcoholics Anonymous for giving me my son back. He now has 10 years sobriety, free from all alcohol and drugs.

[@robyn_byrd]

Class, money or race...doesn't matter.

[@kimjohnson8471]

Nope. Prince died of a fentanyl overdose.😢

[@kenyettadoyle1200]

You can be clean for so long. When you relapse your body can’t handle it. We all remember when Philip Seymour Hoffman died. He had been clean for 17 years.

[@amandagarrison1566]

My heart goes out to you! I only have one sibling. I couldn’t imagine losing her in this way. Your brothers are smiling down on you with pride. You have explained their story with dignity, class & grace! You’re an AMAZING sister. Thanks for sharing your brother’s stories. I’ll keep you and your family in my prayers. God bless!

[@taghiabiri3489]

Nobody wants to be like that. That is the essence of addiction. People forget that and blame the fallen.

[@jeanettemaresco6997]

My brother was clean and sober for at least 15 years. Then we would see small things and spoke to him . He saw a psychiatrist and went on meds. It was better but not good. He had a little girl, he lived for her. But something was not right . In a state of despair he took his own life . Like these brothers we were close, connected, and we loved each other. I will never know the reason he did this but my thought is that he just couldn’t fight anymore. I miss him all the time and it’s been 26 years . Addiction is a life long battle. I hope he is at peace . RIP David

[@elenarogers5311]

Thank you for having the courage to share your story and open people's eyes about this problem. Cherish the good times with your brothers...that can never be lost. Blessings from Italy. ❤🙏

[@amyarthurs4966]

This is absolutely heartbreaking. My brother suffered from cocaine addiction and it was so hard to see. My sister was diagnosed and given a couple of months to live shen she was 35. My mam couldn’t cope and used prescription drugs to numb the pain and she passed. Wasn’t an overdose as such it was a build up of her trying to cope. She passed at 57. My sister died 3 weeks later. I’m so sorry for your loss 🥺 sending so much love from Dublin Ireland xx

[@MsAdventure531]

I’m sorry for your deep pain from tragic loss within your family.

[@davidwyke7060]

I am one of twelve children. I have had 4 brothers die from drugs 1 suicide. And 3: horrible drug addiction deaths. It's heart breaking

[@AubreyShelton-rr7yy]

That is horrifying.im so sorry 😞

[@davidwyke7060]

@@AubreyShelton-rr7yy it has taken me years to learn how to grieve.. thank you

[@amylaseful5110]

Im sorry for your losses. I am 10th of 11. I lost one brother to suicide 34 years ago.

[@carmatino85]

I lost my High School Sweetheart and father of my two children on Easter 2023 to a Fentanyl OD .. I feel your pain .. this past year has been really hard and these Videos help me feel less alone with the loss 😔

[@palamoi]

My older brother, who was 14 years older than me, was an addict throughout his life. But he helped other people through their troubles and problems. Many of them said that they would not be where they are today if it weren't for him. I wondered, for a long time, why my brother could help others but not himself. At first I thought that he didn't want to help himself. Then after thinking about his relationship with our dad I understood. My brother, I feel, didn't think he was worth saving. He didn't think much of himself and that it was too late for him but not for others. This epiphany broke my heart because I understood where he was coming from and why he continued to use and drink throughout his whole life. The drugs and drink took my brother slowly as he eventually developed congestive heart failure. He died in 2014 and I miss him everyday, every moment. RIL B. Your baby sister, S.

[@kathyt.8431]

How absolutely devastating and heartbreaking. I would like to think there’s a special place in hell for people that make the lethal drugs

[@wellwait4197]

I don’t want to discount any of the previous family members pain, because I have zero doubt that it’s immense. But the pain in her eyes tell the story without her even saying a word. When siblings are close the first born, more often than not, is like a second parent to them. I can easily see that in her mannerisms, grief and the obvious whole the loss of her brothers has left. I’m so very sorry sweetheart, may God grant you peace in your heart. Whatever that may look like for you. Life is just hard to understand sometimes. 😢😢🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@user-hs5zg9nl4d]

And I lost my only child Tyler 27 yrs old April 3,2022 caused of death fentanyl these videos help but my heart is forever broken

[@user-qk3qj6ls6b]

Big hugs and prayers of comfort to you ❤️🙏🏻❤️ me too with the loss of my Son Harley age 26 October 6, 2022 Xanax/Fentanyl, my heart and soul is shredded 😥

[@mountzod]

These videos are heartbreaking but totally necessary. Thank you to the families for having the willingness to share their loved one's stories. It's a goddamned shame that this plague has befallen upon our country like it has. I myself have been clean since 4/15/19 and extremely grateful to be alive when so many haven't made it. God bless them all.

[@TexasPictures]

We also have a series of addiction recovery stories that you might find interesting. Here's a link to the playlist: From Addiction to Recovery - kzbin.info/aero/PLdCPA32W_p39Z8hi7xSIX3Fkqmhd7mRzj

[@gabbym7219]

I'm crying with this interview, I can feel the pain she has. I'm so sorry for the loss of your 2 brothers. My sincere Condolences to you'll in ur family 😢

[@Babygirl_2008]

I’m an empath and I could feel her pain through the interview and through the phone or tablet or computer I feel it my condolences to her and her family🙏

[@deborahburns540]

I knew and worked with Ian at Yellowstone back in 2017. I'm so sorry to learn of his death. Please accept my deepest condolences.

[@mattiewilliams579]

I lost my brother to this drug on September 15 2023 my baby brother my hurt aches but hearing other stories help my brother was all lone when passed my condolences to you and your family

[@archieblanco2399]

I’m so sorry to hear that! 🖤🤍🖤🤍 My little brother has been battling an addiction with this poison ☠️ and he has OD’d once from this (that I know of). He’s maybe 🤔130llbs, and I’m terrified of ever getting that dreaded phone call 📞 It would destroy our mother. She already had to deal with our older brother OD’ing countless times and his addiction for 10 years. I can gladly say my older brother is sober and thriving now, but now the battle my little brother is going to through. I just wanted to comment to let you know you are not alone in this fight, and I pray 🙏🏼 God gives you the strength to manage to still reach your best version of you while on this earth! Lots of love ❤️ 🖤🤍🖤🤍🫡

[@therealbanna8472]

To loose both little brothers and still stay strong & tell their story is beautiful and hurtful at the same time

[@Missmadima18]

I went to school with both and my whole elementary and middle school memories Sean and Ian were apart of. The jokesters and the life of the group. Not one person from our school can say they don't have happy memories of them. I still have that school photo of Sean ❤ I'm so sorry for your loss .. I was heartbroken to hear the news

[@jamgirl4651]

I had meniscus repair surgery and was offered fentanyl in the recovery room. I literally jumped off the bed and screamed NO THANK YOU!!!!

[@thevir2usone]

Hospital and street grade are completely different

[@DOSU490]

@@thevir2usoneStill. I had fentanyl given to me in the hospital and it’s awful, awful stuff. Refuse it if you can. Horrible. We can do better, Big Pharma. Stop killing people for fun and profit.

[@jamgirl4651]

@@thevir2usone just the name alone scares me

[@Woman_in_the_Wilderness]

Excellent decision.

[@robindelude3787]

My heart breaks for this woman. I lost an older brother almost 4 years ago. The pain was worse than I ever would have imagined it could be. It shouldn’t matter how her loss occurred. It is so sad that people want to minimize the magnitude of her loss, because the way her brothers died. I pray that she, her parents and the rest of her family can find God’s peace one day.

[@cindysabin8612]

This story breaks my heart I had a loss similar I can't sleep at night I still scream for my son.

[@carries8748]

I’m so sorry

[@epaches4255]

I'm soo sorry for your loss. Pray and ask God to send you His comforter. Talk to Jesus daily. He loves us, all of us!❤❤❤❤❤

[@killereverb3928]

Rose 🌹 I’m so very sorry for your families’ loss. The loss of 2 brothers is too devastating for words. As you said, guys that were well-loved as sons, fathers, uncles and friends to so many. May God bless and cover your family from the fallout left in the wake of their passing. I pray they both are at peace now.

[@anniebelle2820]

I cried during this entire video. To the family and friends, the deceased was not just another dead junkie. Their pain is real and deep. And many are brave enough to tell their story over and over to try to save other families from experiencing their pain. God bless these amazing people.

[@Heihei0227]

It happens so rapidly after getting out of rehabs because of ur tolerance drop And it almost always kills the user after any amount of clean time I wish they would stress that part more because it is one of the bigger things I think about when it’s a harder day then normal Clean and sober mother of 5 1 year &4 months clean from fentanyl

[@delilaha]

Yes!!! This isn't mentioned often enough.

[@HellcatMad]

To lose 2 family members must be horrendous. May the Comforter be with the family.🙏🏻🕊

[@cUser691]

@HellcatMed Agree with you. Family devestated. Your choice of word Comforter also hit it strong so thank you for that.

[@Jacubamustoff]

BOTTOM LINE. We cannot trust anyone these days. DO NOT DO ANY DRUGS PERIOD.

[@mraereed]

Oh honey, I'm so sorry!😔 I'm a big sister who lost her younger brother. It's like losing a part your childhood! He was my everything!

[@Shebop72]

I lost my daughter on Easter Sunday and had her Memorial May 3,2024. I pray this doesn't happen to anyone else. My condolences and prayers to you all. There is a better way...one day at a time ❣️

[@Babygirl_2008]

My condolences to you and your family I’m sorry you had to go trough this. One day at a time, one hour at a time , one min at a time. 🙏

[@melanieredfield9736]

Your pain is palpable. I'm so very sorry for the loss of your brothers, and for the very heavy burden of grief that your parents must carry every single day. Thank you for sharing your story, and helping to raise awareness of how fentanyl destroys lives.

[@aliadan22]

I am so sorry for your loss. That is devastating.

[@CatherineMartin-kz7cp]

My nephew died aged 29 from a fentanyl laced pill .. my Sister's only child 💔💔 hugs from England 🇬🇧

[@debradavis9589]

So sorry my condolences 😢

[@rebekahlynn4314]

Your brothers seemed awesome. I pray for comfort and healing for your family and you.

[@ONOC4]

Ugh 😢 this poor family. I hate drugs. I hate alcohol. So many lives and families ruined because of these things.

[@paultinneny1507]

Devastating to hear this about your brothers, thanks for sharing their story . I believe that your story may very well save a life .

[@edelgado8762]

Lost my little brother “Lou” 8-14-22… I miss you everyday bro, fly high and save a seat for me in heaven right next to you. Until then I will hold it down for your babies…Mimi just graduated and got her license and Phillip is starting High School this year …you where there in spirit & will continue to do so while I’m here and after I’m gone😢 Love you

[@badger297]

The fact that there's no shortage of these videos for you to make is just heart breaking to me 😢

[@Bald.Lady.Crone.]

Don't do drugs. Stay away from drugs.

[@DR-mq1vn]

Yes! This! Why is that so hard for people to understand. I have never done any drugs in my life. People who do drugs are stupid.

[@iammojojojo1646]

​@@DR-mq1vncomments like that are unnecessary and don't help the grieving families. Don't be rude.

[@lizzybraxtontv]

As a mother who just lost my 20 year old son and husband May 8, 2024 from a motorcycle accident my heart breaks for this family no matter how these gentlemen passed this is heart breaking 💔

[@maz79]

I am so truly sorry for your awful loss 💔 sending so much love and strength 🙏

[@tanyaoellermann]

Oh my gosh that's just heartbreaking 💔 I'm so sorry 😢

[@emmamunro7208]

Omg I am so sorry! Farout so unfair

[@lesare6509]

I will never understand why drugs like heroin is laced with fentanyl, don’t they WANT customers to come back? Kind of stupid to kill off your business! I’m so sorry for the family here, and to lose 2 brothers, I don’t think I would be able to handle losing any children, wish peace for this family. Pray for strength. 🙏❤️

[@A-FrameWedge]

The Fetanyl epidemic was engineered by the CCP, they sent the ingredients to Mexico for the Cartels to harm Americans, they don’t care if they die, that is all part of CCP’s agenda.

[@TexasPictures]

It is a money thing. Inert filler mixed with fentanyl can look like and work like heroin, but is cheaper. The problem is that when suppliers do this they're sloppy about it and measurements are inconsistent, resulting in sometimes lethal doses.

[@Lvroom4Pi]

These stories are so important and so heartbreaking. Thank you for taking the time to share your love and pain.

[@toddbrothers1520]

Thank you for sharing. You remind me of my sister and all the grief I put her through while I was trapped in the vicious cycle of addiction. I’m sorry for your loss addiction is evil and I know your brothers would have stopped if they had the power. I have a loving family that stood by me and I thought their love and support would keep me clean. I’m proud to say it’s been 2 years since I’ve used. Thanks again for your story I will be praying for your family and you will get to see your brothers again

[@shellihardman]

I lost my brother this way, too and he was not a drug user. My prayers are with you all who are experiencing the same grief.

[@rebeccahylant7695]

No one chooses to be addicted to any substance. It doesn't matter who you are, ino what family you were born. Prayers for everyone struggling, and those close to them.

[@m.n.lewis1983]

Rose, my heart breaks for you and you're family. Thank you for sharing both of your brothers story. I pray this video can help someone struggling. Praying for you and your family

[@paulazajac9155]

Thank you for your bravery to tell us all how truly awful this event has been for you all. Thank you again and again. I wish I could give you the warmest most comforting hug.

[@user-ty1xw7ql9x]

I also lost two brothers to this poison, its a tragedy that you can never get over.

[@DebWemo]

I came across you for a reason ...my one son had 20 bullet holes year n half later my other son o.d on f. .....I blame myself I should checked on him I tried to have him with me until we both could deal with brothers death...the pain hurts finding him. I still tried c.p.r ambulance took a hour....Dr told me Debbi you gave him more life than he woulda had.....these videos help ..I know I'm not alone...thank you God bless you thank you for reading❤

[@TexasPictures]

Thank you for sharing. We also have this story on our channel about processing trauma and grief. Life after Loss kzbin.info/www/bejne/l3fQi5Wdfaebja8

[@noracoyle4988]

I'm sorry my darling, I see your 💔 Two beautiful boys. No family should have to deal with such an enormous loss.

[@stevee5519]

I lost my brother to drug addiction and my little fe has never been the same without him. My deepest condolences to this family.

[@debraharris3996]

Why do they constantly say " we come from a good family " like that protects you from addiction?

[@adiosgamer3793]

it's because of being in shock and trauma bundled with depression and rage. We think we are parents raising our kids right. But addiction can happen to anyone even raised under the best of situations.

[@denisesalles7248]

Because people want to believe that coming from a good family does protect you from addiction. I think those that haven't faced addiction can't really understand that addiction has no moral, ethical, or familial boundaries. Where she says "He's good," I felt profoundly sad for her - you can appear to be good and also be an addict. So sorry for their loss.

[@AubreyShelton-rr7yy]

​@@adiosgamer3793exactly 💯

[@lettyc1090]

I agree!!!!! Addiction is not only for “bad” families

[@Zhana808]

Thank you so much Rose for finding the strength to tell your heartbreaking and tragic story to bring awareness and help others. Sending prayers, love and my sincere condolences to you and your family. RIL Ian and Sean 🙏❤️🕊️

[@charlesdaubner1017]

I am so very sorry, Rose. You are a lovely person, your family is so fortunate to have you. Please keep that loveliness alive for them and everyone else who loves you.

[@trudyramgren8817]

This makes me soo sad. My daughter started using drugs at age 14. I sent her to rehab around three times. She would stay clean on and off but nothing permanent. Currently she is using Meth. I'm so scared for her life. I never know if or when I'd get that phone call of her overdosing. On top of this, she was diagnosed with cancer last year. She didn't finish treatment, she refused palliative care and didn't go to her regular appointments. She is not speaking to me now. She doesn't want me to know what's going on in her life. My sincerest condolences to you and your family. May your brothers rest in peace. We all know the hurt and anger of addiction! ❤

[@latoyawithanr9675]

🙏 for you....

[@trudyramgren8817]

@@latoyawithanr9675 Thank you. ❤️

[@sallygard63]

So sorry … I really hope she can change her mind and want you back in her life 🙏❤️

[@trudyramgren8817]

@sallygard63 Me too. Thank you dear. ❤️

[@lisal2018]

I am an addict and Rehab is giving you the tools to stay sober. That is up to us.

[@TexasPictures]

We also have a series of addiction recovery stories that you might find interesting. Here's a link to the playlist: From Addiction to Recovery - kzbin.info/aero/PLdCPA32W_p39Z8hi7xSIX3Fkqmhd7mRzj

[@KoalaBeer.]

Some ..

[@tonyachambers9818]

Thank you sweetie for sharing your story. May God bless.

[@Babygirl_2008]

My heart is aching for the sister who lost her brothers. My heart hurts for her. This is hard to have to grieve two people. I pray she and who ever else was effected by this get answers and information understanding and disclosure🙏🙏 she is very strong for telling her story. It’s very hard to do stories like these and interviews like these. This is one of the heartbreaking ones I’ve ever seen.

[@lindacarlson6887]

The pain on your face and in your eyes when you told about your brothers was a gut punch. I am so sorry for you and your family’s loss. I can’t imagine what u all are going through. Don’t worry about people opinions of you or your brothers. People don’t understand. God bless you.

[@teresaacevedo1731]

Praying for you and your family. It’s so devastating ! My daughter died 9-2-22 I will forever mourn her being gone from my life. Melinda forever 45

[@emilyevans6989]

I always feel really badly when I “Like” these videos. I don’t LIKE them, but I hit that button so that the families who tell their stories in hopes it will help someone KNOW we appreciate their courage. I’m so very sorry for the losses of your brothers, sons, father, snd loved ones. There’s nothing fair about it. This substance is a thief. Holding the family up in prayer. ♥️

[@TexasPictures]

Yes, the "like" thing is a weird way to respond to stories like this. Think of the like button as a "support" button. 😉 It helps the channel reach more people.

[@emilyevans6989]

@@TexasPictures ABSOLUTELY!

[@ginadasilva3346]

Our family knew Ian, through his work, a very likable guy indeed and really great at what he did. I’m so sorry for your loss Rose. Praying for your family, this breaks my heart.

[@lisaquiller1535]

This one was hard. My heart is breaking. I am so sorry for your profound loss.😢 You have wonderful brothers. I believe they did the best they could and fought even harder, but demons can be so overwhelming. May both Sean and Ian RIP and may you and your family find peace as well. Thank you for sharing your story.

[@David-nx2vm]

Heartbreaking. It takes so little fentanyl to kill. I had surgery recently, and when I got the paperwork afterwards, I saw that the anesthesiologist gave me .1 mg of fentanyl. One ten-thousandth of a gram. Or, if you look at a tiny 10mg pill, like a blood pressure or cholesterol med, imagine splitting that little pill into 100 equal fragments. That’s how little fentanyl I was given. I’m a 200 pound man, and that .1 mg was enough to knock me out for several hours, administered by a licensed doctor in a surgical environment. There are absolutely no controls in street drugs. Please get loved ones into rehab if they’re using illegal drugs. We have to stop this.

[@Nasdaqbaby]

the manufactured fentanyl on the street is different than what is given in a hospital or a operating room.

[@coloringwithpatwilson1506]

my condolences for your losses. I'm a recovering addict, next month I'll be 18 years clean and sober, I know exactly what they both felt. Addiction doesn't care if your rich or poor, male or female, nice or mean, a mother or father, a brother or sister, addiction cares about nothing but the next hit. We think of nothing else, nothing else. Wives, parents, children, friends can't break the addiction barrier. Only the user can break the barrier. Addiction does not go away, it never leaves and it rears it's ugly head in good times, bad times, any time. Addiction is a struggle between life and death and it's the hardest thing I've ever done. I am a high functioning addict, I had a job, a house, a family, money in the bank, cars, what ever I wanted or needed I had, but none of that matters. Addiction doesn't care. Rose, please don't allow what other people think bother you. You have no control over them. Keep those wonderful brothers of yours close in your heart. My thoughts are with you and yours. tfs

[@nickinurse6433]

Congratulations! You are the hope of the world rising past this crisis! Please help others who are still caught in addiction that's only you know how to get out of it

[@kathyyamich1323]

Yes Sir

[@weeze2145]

So sorry for your loss and also for some of these ignorant comments. Sending love to anyone who’s family has been affected by this terrible drug.

[@debicaron6046]

This MUST END..This poor family.

[@hopemanley4358]

May God bless you and your family in your time of sorrow. Thank you for your courage to help share this with us.

[@majsan329]

🙏❤️❤️