In the original podcast when his mother says “you cry” Duncan/Clancy goes silent for like 2 minutes while he silently sobs and it is the saddest thing ever
@Casual_Shots4 жыл бұрын
Which episode is this in the podcast? I started listening to it after watching Midnight Gospel and it's been great.
@fish94684 жыл бұрын
R Coca ‘MY MOM PT 1’ from 2013
@fish94684 жыл бұрын
And he says ‘THIS PODCAST IS ON THE COMEDY SECTION OF APPLE PODCASTS’ immediately after sobbing for MINUTES lmao
@Casual_Shots4 жыл бұрын
@@fish9468 lol!
@timsaylor54964 жыл бұрын
@@williamfelts9599 I'm surprised you could even understand the words he was saying let alone empathize with it while on 600ug. I have a few questions but just so you know, I hold no judgement, just curious: 1. Why did you take 600ug? Were you just stoked on it being 420 and decide that you had something to prove? Was is an act of self punishment, a declaration of strength, a careless psychonaut expedition, and accident or something else? 2. Were you alone? 3. When you say "when I was a prisoner of the drug war," are you referring to being in literal prison due to the war on drugs or the war 600ug of LSD undoubtedly declared and enacted on your umwelt for 12 hours? 4) Was it an elephant blotter you took or multiple doses? 5) Did you learn anything from the experience?
@mr.pavone97194 жыл бұрын
Part of this show's appeal is in Clancy realizing how dumb he is for trying to be deep.
@blakecarson65554 жыл бұрын
I like that. Sometimes he would lose me because of how weird and surface level deep the discourse would be. But in the end there was such a larger message that the show held. I can't express how fresh your take is. I know it should be obvious but almost no one talks about what you have mentioned. So thanks.
@ignaciotaborda65384 жыл бұрын
But he doesn't realizes it, or he does but does nothing about it, at the end of the show he's like at the beginning a self-righteous self-justified zen expert who does nothing but running away from his problems and responsabilities.
@killerhitman284 жыл бұрын
He suffers the consequences of that avoidance, he literally dies
@matthewjonas89524 жыл бұрын
@@ignaciotaborda6538 Eh, I don't really get that. Where in the last episode do you see self-righteous and self-justified? I'm hot off of watching it and I don't see that at all. Yeah, he escapes the cops, but it's not clear he was ever aware of their presence. If it's been a bit since you watched that episode, I totally get it.
@ignaciotaborda65384 жыл бұрын
@@matthewjonas8952 oh nice the same shitty argument "the final episode" ok it was good, does that mean the rest of the serie was good? Not at all just the prison episode. The rest of the episodes where casual conversations that people are passing as pseudo-intellectuals
@blakecarson65554 жыл бұрын
I didn't know if I liked this show at first. However, the episode with his mother, I cried so heavily. So deeply, in a honest human way, that felt beautiful. It is heart wrenching, yet it is a beautiful pain of acceptance. This show is in itself a small part of the human experience bottled up for viewing. But it requires the viewer to go on that journey with each episode or it is lost.
@GreenTimeEagle4 жыл бұрын
I'm cryig right now remembering it
@MODEL_CITIZEN4 жыл бұрын
I'm afraid to watch that episode because I know I'll have to confront some deep personal fears.
@blakecarson65554 жыл бұрын
@@MODEL_CITIZEN that's ok. I have been at a similar place in my life. I hope that you find the stamina to overcome those fears at some point. That episode will wait. And if that's not what you want, then I hope your legs are stronger than the world so you can outrun those fears. Fear and pain are intense. But they are ok. I won't say it will be ok or better, but feeling those things is a part of us. Anyway, I hope you're alright. Wherever you are at in life. And I'm glad you commented.
@marcocampiani66064 жыл бұрын
Well said
@AG_Speaks4 жыл бұрын
*"Just Be here now."*
@dem85684 жыл бұрын
The turn for me was indeed Clancy's realization that enlightenment doesn't really mean anything. This shift in the plot marks the moment the show becomes meaningful rather than just another empty parody of spirituality.
@TheGreyShaman4 жыл бұрын
Wasn’t that episode 3 with the fish man teaching him that enlightenment isn’t the be all end all? We’ve just been conditioned into believing it is?
@Aburaishi4 жыл бұрын
@@TheGreyShaman The fish man is a whole 'nother thing - the idea of enlightenment as just one step on a longer ritualistic journey is basically lampshaded, when the guy who's supposedly "past enlightenment" immediately gets caught up in mundane nonsense. It's the episode where Clancy fancies himself an enlightened master that has the real commentary on enlightenment. That in combination with the prison episode forms a lot of the show's philosophical core, I think (or lack thereof, as the case may be)
@TheGreyShaman4 жыл бұрын
@@Aburaishi it’s all perception based then eh? Because how i see it is ego and consciousness are separate. Ego will do it’s own thing while consciousness watches or vice versa. And of course consciousness would allow ego to do as it pleases up to certain extents. But I also realize it’s something people need to experience and I myself am still barely figuring out how to word it all in a way compatible with current human thinking. Cuz it all sounds like a religion, but if it is, then it’s the first religion.
@dotkom12344 жыл бұрын
@@TheGreyShaman I think in a world driven by ego we need to strengthen our own before it naturally dissolves. I think Buddha talked about this process, and that it is important to have that awareness of ego.
@TheGreyShaman4 жыл бұрын
@@dotkom1234 it’s not about dissolving it though, it’s about teaching it as consciousness how all this works and then letting it decide for itself what it wishes to side with. It’s all a game of consciousness and ego, ego are the characters and they can tune into any player they so choose. Most don’t even know they’re tuning in to a spirit or player or consciousness most think their brains produce the consciousness, but that’s a trick from dark consciousness. It’s supposed to be a beautiful symbiotic experience where we as consciousness experience this reality through ego and the ego can experience our reality through us, but that ability was stolen from people as they age because they are taught their experiences are fake, but so what if they’re fake, there is a reality of fact and a reality of fiction and they should be able to coincide in more ways that just 2D and 3D. And they shall for those who wish it to be so.
@Alphadawg344 жыл бұрын
In the actual podcast episode, after that line of “you cry” he did cry for like a couple of mins and I forgot how long it was but she ended up passing away shortly after. This was a real gut punch😞
@hellz234564 жыл бұрын
ikr, i cried alot cause my mother also died of cancer, its almost 17 years ago
@irizl93284 жыл бұрын
@@hellz23456 condolences on losing your mom, it being a long time ago doesnt mean it cant still hurt. Hope youre doing well
@hellz234564 жыл бұрын
@@irizl9328 thanks man i appreciate that
@anoyint2 жыл бұрын
she died three weeks after that audio was recorded.
@spaceboyfriend9390 Жыл бұрын
@@anoyintoh my goodness :(
@lawrencehenderson80254 жыл бұрын
I''m crying just remembering the episode with his mom
@leonardorestrepo51964 жыл бұрын
First time I've ever cried at a thing more than once
@letsgobubblegum4 жыл бұрын
If that episode doesn't make you cry you are dead inside and you should seek help
@lawrencehenderson80254 жыл бұрын
kenniSENDit straight up ugly cried
@jasonhawken8714 жыл бұрын
Fucking intense wasn't it
@sadgoy.4 жыл бұрын
That episode made me feel all sorts of sad and sick and scared inside. I don't think I've ever watched anything from any show that fucked me up as bad as that last episode. Holy shit man.
@FilmFightFanatic4 жыл бұрын
As a Tibetan myself I honestly had no idea that the Dalai Lama had articulated the concept of being mindful of both the illusory nature of reality as well as the importance of mundane everyday reality. I was more aware of the more general Buddhist metaphysical concepts of emptiness and such. I don't actually consider myself a Buddhist (more of an Agnostic/ existentialist) but I guess sometimes it takes an adult western animated series to learn more about your own culture...
@kevinbeck88364 жыл бұрын
So interesting to me, I have learned about western philosophy through Japanese media. I feel like our whole world is getting stirred and blended together
@matheussanthiago96854 жыл бұрын
@@kevinbeck8836 our proto-indo-european tribalists ancestors would be so proud to see their children coming together and forming a sort of big tribe once again
@XerosXIII4 жыл бұрын
no shame in that, it takes a really invested person with great interest in the subjects to use animation as a medium to share the great idea he learned over the years.
@CogsofCogitation4 жыл бұрын
Before enlightenment I chopped wood and carried water, after enlightenment I chop wood and carry water
@futavadumnezo4 жыл бұрын
Just read books my friend.
@manphins4 жыл бұрын
The final episode and prison episode were enough to make it deep imo
@michelelentini4 жыл бұрын
My favourites too!
@trishakarki82784 жыл бұрын
Annihilation of Joy was a masterpiece
@refrigeratorskates4924 жыл бұрын
yes the prison one was amazing.
@frankunbaphomet32064 жыл бұрын
The annihilation of joy is by far on its own a beautiful piece of art just in general. Even not having a single idea of whats going on plot wise that episode just stands on its own as a crazy "tip of the Buddhist iceberg".
@note_finger4 жыл бұрын
the prison episode it my favorite cause I always find myself fucking up and starting all over again until I get it right. and currently I haven't fucked up again, so far so good
@sebasmana57984 жыл бұрын
Not gonna lie, I was kinda disappointed when I started looking at Clancy ignoring his daily life... just to come to the realization that I was being like Clancy in my own life. Great show and review
@whajwlwtgsjwke8267 Жыл бұрын
Thiss
@brawndo8726 Жыл бұрын
Faawk!
@frozenburrit05311 ай бұрын
Yeah...
@tyroneking68834 жыл бұрын
I think this show really plays on the subconscious.. because either you’re so stoked for the new thing to take your mind off reality you’re more in tune with the animation.. or you’re at a point where you need clarification and healing in your life and you pay attention to the feeling.
@vitoryaparente49012 жыл бұрын
Yesssss!!! This right here
@barbaraperkins2 жыл бұрын
Wow to your comment! Very well said. My 18yr. daughter recommended this show to me. She must have known I would understand the significance. DEEP!
@crixsimmons_4 жыл бұрын
His avatars are the perfect analogy for him not living as himself in reality
@enalol91274 жыл бұрын
Exactly, and i like to think it also represents karma and resurection. I could be wrong but i think in buddhism youre reborn each time if you lived a life of uncertainty of yourself and not knowing the two truths, you finally die when you find the meaning of life when you do. Its a perfect analogy for both
@ChrisDink4 жыл бұрын
@@enalol9127 you’re wrong
@enalol91274 жыл бұрын
@@ChrisDink ok
@rit12374 жыл бұрын
@@ChrisDink bruh
@acidpoptart42704 жыл бұрын
@@enalol9127 tibet book of the dead as well as bhuddists believe upon death you recieve judgement and if you have not gained what it is to be accepted and to pass through to the other side you are thrown back in the game.
@iandalonso4 жыл бұрын
This show is art. I don't think any show has made me feel as emotional as I did in episode 8 though, simply a masterpiece and a fitting end to the series.
@andrewbingham33044 жыл бұрын
I couldn't get into it. Its just a podcast that someone animated totally unrelated shit to
@Iz10034 жыл бұрын
@@andrewbingham3304 nah man its all related
@goldendays31733 жыл бұрын
@@andrewbingham3304 take some shrooms and you will know how related this is🤣
@blem-kramerblack89993 жыл бұрын
@@andrewbingham3304 Agreed
@itzrezo86213 жыл бұрын
@@goldendays3173 funny thing is i was high asf when i watched it
@ramirezmanuel1174 жыл бұрын
I love Duncan's trussel. That podcast he did with his dying mom was like nothing I have experienced before and I feel should be checked out by everyone
@krysj0zef4574 жыл бұрын
what episode was it, i started listening to him recently
@JasonJrake4 жыл бұрын
@@krysj0zef457 I don't know which DTFH episode it was, but the highlights are Midnight Gospel's episode 8.
@rufio.59614 жыл бұрын
Duncan's trussel is one of the best trussels, although Richter's trussel is a pretty good one imo
@ramirezmanuel1174 жыл бұрын
@@rufio.5961 yeah but they aren't even in the same ballpark. I wouldn't even call his a trussel myself.
@WubTheory4 жыл бұрын
Yeah. That was the only episode of this show that I liked.
@hyenagametalk72934 жыл бұрын
bruh that episode with his mom seriously helped me deal with the death on my mom, its been like 7 months and death still terrifies me after that, but it's helped me not really worry about it too much
@solomonmudekunye74763 жыл бұрын
OMG SAME especially the whole we consider ourselves a special case thing
@stlukey Жыл бұрын
Me too 🥺
@justyce121 Жыл бұрын
same . i miss her
@ryanimpink13 Жыл бұрын
@@justyce121you knew his mom? What a coincidence!
@jordynbabywoods Жыл бұрын
It’s deep. A man shares one of his last conversations with his dying mother before she passed away, and it was animated to last forever so that other people could be comforted through the pain of loss; it is entirely artful because the actor who plays Clancy and the voice of his mom are a REAL mom and son who were being separated by the mom’s illness and she did die. It’s entirely artful of them to preserve that conversation like that. The show is great for helping ease the fear of death and the pain of loss, while simultaneously being funny, brightly colored and musical. It takes heavy subject matter and delivers it like a teletubies episode for grownups. If you think that’s dumb, then perhaps the conversations went over your head and all you caught were the funny bits.
@chelsearanger41824 жыл бұрын
with the midnight gospel i watched each episode twice, once to fully appreciate the dialogue, and twice to fully appreciate the animation, and I will probably watch it a third, fourth, fifth time, etc
@yameen8413 жыл бұрын
me too!
@daylenconn2823 жыл бұрын
Rewatch it on psychedelics
@sydneybiscuit4 жыл бұрын
I'd even argue that Clancy struggles with an addiction to some degree. Having legal consequences from the unlicensed simulator, ignoring other family life consequences, and his day-to-day life to chase enlightenment really screams substance use disorder IRL. Also, the last episode in the series had me crying, I lost my mom in 2014 and that episode helped me process quite a lot. This series is good stuff, I'd love to watch more from them
@bananasean51454 жыл бұрын
They are working on a season 2. I'm sorry about your mom and like the episode said her love isn't going anywhere. Best of luck to you.
@sydneybiscuit4 жыл бұрын
@@bananasean5145 thank you for your kind words. It's great to hear they have another season in the works, I'm definitely looking forward to it 👌
@conciliator64404 жыл бұрын
Didn't think of it that way while watching it but there are definitely some parallels between Clancy's 'real-life' behavior and the behavior of a couple people I've known who were close to hitting rock bottom with addiction
@bohemianprince79444 жыл бұрын
Realizing i am addicted to youtube**
@sydneybiscuit4 жыл бұрын
@@conciliator6440 yeah I didn't see it that way when I watched it either, but supercut in this video made things click for me. I try not to talk about this part of my life too much but there were a lot of parallels with Clancy's addiction plot points and my own addiction and especially what lead up to the start of my recovery. It's hard to see people in their addiction and extremely hard when you care about them. And as most people know, when you've been around it once or twice, you can see it from a mile away.
@chrx60894 жыл бұрын
That last episode hits hard. My mother got brain tumor when I was in senior year of high school and died when I was in college. That experience made me rethink life. I wish I've had the same conversation with my mother like in the last episode, instead, I live through the memory of when my mother woke up one day and I just told her to sleep more, she replied "why is it that when I wake up you wanted me to sleep?" I wanted her to rest more in order for her to get better. But I guess I just wasted time thinking about the future, not thinking about the present where she was with me.
@xxxmochibaby4 жыл бұрын
Omg that’s so sad :(
@n-11133 жыл бұрын
now you've learned your lessons and keep moving
@LeJamesnz3 жыл бұрын
@@n-1113 exactly!
@trevorsurface31573 жыл бұрын
not to be a dick at all i’m just on some shrooms rn but the worst thing for you to do is feel bad abt that. there is absolutely nothing you can do to fix it yea it sucks but she’s gone and instead of thinking abt all the positives of your mom you always blame yourself that’s incredibly unhealthy. you have learned and you have the chance to do better nkw
@collegeadulting13113 жыл бұрын
I know how you feel , time heals wounds ,not scars
@gall0wz_6514 жыл бұрын
The episode with his mother honestly hit me very hard. As a person who has been utterly terrified of death my entire life, that episode actually got me to get over it. It hurt me and it felt like it understood me more than any other show has been able to. Especially when the mom said that what hurts when we think about death isn't pain, it's love.
@ParzivalTheThird3 жыл бұрын
I feel as though I can honestly say, without a doubt, that the finale of this show is the saddest serial ever put to television. Why? Because, well, it’s real. Nobody who saw that “You cry” moment whilst knowing the context of the audio didn’t end up in tears.
@tanderson2343 Жыл бұрын
To watch all prior episodes is a must before skipping to the last episode.
@Leron...4 жыл бұрын
"Someone who just escaped their first Alan Watts KZbin rabbit hole" HIS VOICE HELPS ME FALL ASLEEP, OKAY!?
@drew34 жыл бұрын
That was a low blow, Wisecrack! Haha, I'm glad they recognize the importance of Alan Watts lectures though, even if they use it to be cheeky with us XD
@Gustavo-pp1lx4 жыл бұрын
dude fr
@ArtCore6164 жыл бұрын
What a Master he was... Cant believe he was actually on tv for a time, things had really changed...
@howtomeetwomen-4 жыл бұрын
I'm in this tweet and I don't like it
@drewie2ie4 жыл бұрын
Is he saying slam watts is dumb? Or that someone who listens to him for the first time is dumb?
@mythosandlogos4 жыл бұрын
Super beautiful job on this one. It seems like Clancy needed to sacrifice his desire for detachment in order to actually have it. Like the story of a young Buddhist monk and his master. “Master, I’ve finally abandoned desire!” “Good, now you only need to abandon your desire to abandon desire.” It seems like this show has a beautiful journey and I will definitely give it a watch.
@matheussanthiago96854 жыл бұрын
just a friendly warning, if you end up crying at 2am when you finish watching the last episodes, it is ok
@jemadamson27154 жыл бұрын
I finally let myself get to that point. Binging trussel interviews is what really set it in place for me.
@madrex5124 жыл бұрын
matheus Santhiago Lol guess we had a similar experience
@Thatonegirl9894 жыл бұрын
This has become one of my favorite shows. The visuals are beautiful and weird. And I honestly really like people rambling on about random existential stuffs.
@CheekiScrubb4 жыл бұрын
i call it the stoner talk
@justindavis93084 жыл бұрын
Angel Milton check out "Waking Life" it's the original midnight gospel.
@Thatonegirl9894 жыл бұрын
Justin Davis I’ve seen it. It’s one of my favorites. I love Richard Linklater. A scanner darkly is another one of my favorites.
@justindavis93084 жыл бұрын
Angel Milton Noice!
@makoimonno15884 жыл бұрын
Same! Another thing I love about the show is that I actually watch it. Paying attention to the visuals is actually important and tells a whole other story. I don’t have time to mindlessly scroll through my phone, it forces you to pay attention, and I think that makes it even better.
@Forky893 жыл бұрын
Clancy knows that he is running away from his problems and eventutally they are catching up to him... so the show is also centered around the fact that the mundane life is also important
@santocarlos74764 жыл бұрын
Me: likes talking about philosophy and beliefs because I enjoy them. Some random dude: so you think your smart and superior that's all stoner talk.
@kpoptrash63194 жыл бұрын
I hate when people are like that😑, we just like to think, honestly i see more and more people my age that literally don't think about anything and try to tell me i'm the weird one, we ARE human beings, we are meant to think
@Yggdraseed4 жыл бұрын
@@kpoptrash6319 It's fine to think, to spend time in your own mind. Just don't forget to spend time here, too.
@abreathingcoffin80894 жыл бұрын
To be fair, the most annoying people I've ever talked to are stoners that don't realize that they're talking down to you and read 3 pages of an Eastern religion's holy books before considering themselves to have a good understanding on the topic.
@ElijahLoganmaztrpeac3official4 жыл бұрын
@@abreathingcoffin8089 I will say that sadly plenty of things innate to society have been dumbed down consistently by stoners, from buddhism to Rastafarian principles, economic theory to existentialism and more yet I feel like that's come either as a result of the stigma of drug use or as the enlarged ego of people that feel like they understand an objective truth. When you think about it most people in history overall have thought about trying to rationalize their world and people usually have different paths to enter such thoughts. Some people grew up around academics, some dove headfirst into religion, some did psychedelics and others just went to the library/internet for info. I think the rough part for people is that the quest for finding understanding of the world around them also is a contradiction from the modern world goals(food, water, shelter, and the bills that impact those fields) and oftentimes those that want to shy away from activism on any issue do so by trying to avoid some of the daily issues of adulthood. It is sad to say that usually a lot of the people who are stoners/psychonauts often do speak with condescension but I think the issue is that oftentimes if nearly all your energy has to be focused on providing the basic needs for yourself and/or others you don't get the same ability to question the world around you.
@amyavani70173 жыл бұрын
@@ElijahLoganmaztrpeac3official I think it is worth mentioning that caretaking of others can absolutely be a pathway to enlightenment. I think the stoner connotation is a pretentious one, because usually these are young adults with very little life experience and a lot of privileged ability to explore these realms-- be that money, time, mommy and daddy helping them or whatever. So in my view it is hard to take that seriously because it is easy to read books and philosophize with your stoner friends and be enlightened "in a cave" so-to-speak. It is a good start, but a premature one because it lacks humility. Now take someone who is a bit older, been through some real pains in life, and learned many lessons. Someone who has adult responsibilities like taking care of others. This person may not have much time or resources to put into learning in a book sense, but they wouldn't need to in my opinion. Because enlightenment isn't about how many books you read on the subject actually. It's about applying what you know in real life by showing up day after day committed to doing right by your family, friends, loved ones etc. Sacrifice. Putting yourself aside for years to give energy to children, sick ones, aging ones. It's realizing humility through understanding that you don't get to be in control and so you learn to control your self and your responses instead. It's letting go of what you thought life would be like. Choosing emotional maturity and responsibility. Commitment. Learning to be grateful for what you have, and striving to be authentic in all you do. Caretaking might be the hardest thing to do in life in my opinion. As such I believe that it will show you much of what you are capable of, and it will bring out all the times you never got your own needs met growing up, and then you can look at that and heal those wounds. Grief is necessary for letting go. Fast track to enlightenment if you ask me. ;)
@raghulnagarajan99464 жыл бұрын
I see a lot of myself in Clancy's character. Losing oneself In the idea of ultimate truth but what I really am is a scared little shit who can't face reality and be responsible. This was a life changing video for me. Thank you. Edit: I didn't realise calling myself a little shit would get me this many likes.
@tmmnago27224 жыл бұрын
It's better to live a life of "oh wells" that "what ifs."
@fishschtick89853 жыл бұрын
I'm kinda in the same boat. For the past couple years I've been attempting to go on this "spiritual journey" and trying to uncover the truth of reality and the farce of like material reality, but I've just been using this mindset as an excuse and "good reason" to run from the real world responsibilities that we have to deal with. It's like in my own path to try to understand the world, I simultaneously cut myself off completely from the world, pretending I understood. I've got a lot of things to change lol
@anamonoke4 жыл бұрын
"Is it deep or Dumb" Me: Crying because I slowly coming to terms with things that I can finally put into words and explain why they hurt so much thanks to this show. "Yes, Yes it is deep"
@jdbohrman4 жыл бұрын
Mooood
@_Louch_3 жыл бұрын
Ikrrr
@woodbridgesfinest19044 жыл бұрын
This is one of the best things I've ever accidentally come across. The last episode brought me to tears.
@erincarr94114 жыл бұрын
Same. I don't think anyone kept a dry eye on that one.
@woodbridgesfinest19044 жыл бұрын
@@erincarr9411 Oh for sure
@David-qe9np4 жыл бұрын
Seriously. The last episode destroyed me.
@aldenwashington32854 жыл бұрын
I think the only thing that made me cry harder is this one movie called synecdoche NewYork a movie I can not ever emotionally stand again
@megankeily48583 жыл бұрын
I loved the juxtaposition of the kookoo crazy stuff going on in the background whilst Clancy talks for his spacecast. I just like the way it washes over them and they're not attached to what is happening just how mindfulness provides space in between the observer and the thought. Amazing show :)
@FA-iq7yy Жыл бұрын
watched this show twice during lockdown when I had over 9 months of fearing I was gonna lose my job and went stir-crazy. It put my mind at peace in many ways and taught me to focus on being the best me to myself and others around me to get the most out of this one life I have.
@bluecandies4 жыл бұрын
I wish you'd focused more on the animation side of it as well, I think there's a lot of powerful iconography that really elevates the show, which really isn't just about the story and the dialogues
@delk12994 жыл бұрын
The episode with the prisoner and his re-births is something I wish they had a video analysis for. It's a very interesting episode and certainly my second favorite of the season
@Ojibwadecendent4 жыл бұрын
So true. The animations tell their own stories, many at once. The shows so rewatchable for that reason, each time you can focus on something else and gleam so much enjoyment.
@DThron4 жыл бұрын
Incredible show, but the episode "Annihilation of Joy" was one of the greatest short films I've ever seen.
@Beunibster4 жыл бұрын
I agree
@jonmichael67464 жыл бұрын
Yeah that one was amazing
@brentgould9584 жыл бұрын
Drinking blood From the stump of a prison guard That I just chopped up That used to be freedom to me Watching my cellmate cry As I sprayed hot piss In his gouged-out eyes That used to be freedom to me But now it's plain to see The prison was inside of me And I was pissing In my own gouged-out eyes And freedom is what happens When you finally take off Your prisoner disguise
@DThron4 жыл бұрын
@@brentgould958 THE BEST
@shiggityx24 жыл бұрын
That was the only episode that really impressed me and stands on its own.
@troperhghar98984 жыл бұрын
Midnight gospel is a great deconstruction of ethical egotism that is to say "what's best for you is what is best" Clancy spends his time working on his spacecast that makes him happy in the short term while pushing away anything hard that might make him happy in the long term Not to dissimilar to someone who just plays a MMO 22 hours a day
@Permafry421084 жыл бұрын
Wow. As someone with an addiction to MMOs this hit me right in the feels and explains a lot about why I connect with Clancy so much;
@troperhghar98984 жыл бұрын
@@Permafry42108 I admit I had my addictions as well but it is something you can get away from, I believe in you
@iamthebeaver14864 жыл бұрын
Hey man, why you gotta call me out like that? Not cool.
@jayh38054 жыл бұрын
Ethical egoism doesn't value short term happiness over long term happiness though. In that frame work Clancy just failed to properly pursue his own interest.. an ethical egoist wouldn't play MMOs 22 hours a day unless they lacked the will power to execute their own philosophy.
@troperhghar98984 жыл бұрын
@@jayh3805 good point, maybe a very twisted and selfish vertion of ethical egotism then?
@unclebug354 жыл бұрын
Was tripping balls on shrooms when I binged watched this, would definitely recommend
@jeffreysammon41193 жыл бұрын
Idk man, that sounds like a nightmare to me
@chanelrose573 жыл бұрын
It was phenomenal on acid, 10/10
@dalewatson79073 жыл бұрын
I seen 5 mins of it on shrooms and shit tugged my attention . I couldn’t stop thinking about it
@Koivisto1473 жыл бұрын
watched the prison episode on DMT. definitely a life changing experience.
@Craiglicious0003 жыл бұрын
I watched it with my gf in a similar condition. Quite magical. The perfect show for psychedelics.
@Decay6114 жыл бұрын
i watched this while eating mushrooms. ended up crying for like the last half of the final episode. was truly amazing.
@theo1856 Жыл бұрын
why would you do mushrooms and watch someone talk about their battle with cancer.
@matmobu6957 Жыл бұрын
@@theo1856why wouldn’t he
@bothquickanddead4 жыл бұрын
The final episode with his mom is so good, I've recommended it to people who might care to watch the whole show - including my own mom. I think it stands on its own as an incredibly moving and important piece of art, and I hope she eventually does watch it, because I think it could bring us closer together.
@puddingninja4 жыл бұрын
the striking thing about modern New age philosophy and spiritualism is that everyone's concerned about karma but nobody's concerned about Dharma and they are both equally important
@bing41314 жыл бұрын
What is Dharma ?
@Hromovlad14 жыл бұрын
@@bing4131 living a functional, well-adjusted life What that pertains depends on the society and culture a person lives in
@voag13444 жыл бұрын
@@bing4131 to not be a piece of shit and contribute to society basically. Like good morals and ethics based on love and oneness
@investigate7114 жыл бұрын
dharma is basically societal purpose?
@alexgaggio29574 жыл бұрын
Yeah, spiritual bypassing is super prevalent in some spaces. Things can't always be positive, experiencing the negative aspects of existence and realizing your place in it is part of the whole experience
@berniekatzroy4 жыл бұрын
That last episode hit us all like we've never felt the feels before.
@hannahstevenson31814 жыл бұрын
In the episode Turtles of the Eclipse, Death is voiced by Caitlin Doughty, who has a channel on KZbin called "Ask a Mortician". I have been a fan of her channel for awhile and was really thrilled to hear her voice in The Midnight Gospel! The channel is super interesting and I feel fans of this show would also enjoy her channel!
@boniboni49122 жыл бұрын
Omg death is ask a mortician? I’ve seen some videos or her and she went out of my radar for some reason thanks 🙏 I’m gonna see what she is up to
@annikam1272 Жыл бұрын
And the “magician” in the Hunters Without a Home episode is Damien Echols - one of the West Memphis Three. Kind of an unexpected guest for this sort of a podcast but the context makes his episode all the more intriguing
@ttprophet4 жыл бұрын
Great video! Clancy borrowed money from his sister to buy a used simulator, so he avoids his relationship with her. I think there is a great underlined idea that Clancy's id is his escapism from responsibility, his ego is his farming of content for his fans even at the cost of his own entropy, and his superego his desire to understand enlightened truths of his universe. After taking so many L in my personal life as an aging artist, I relate to this deeply.
@joelreichenbach54664 жыл бұрын
The show took me places I was not prepared for. Would recommend
@sadieholloway88284 жыл бұрын
I love Midnight Gospel, it’s not too dark, even the mom episode. Just because it’s not overly dreadful doesn’t mean that it’s dumb.
@AnteaterX4 жыл бұрын
What I find hilarious is you guys essentially have to dissect Duncan's mindset and beliefs to look at Clancy's. As a fan of his podcast, you hit the nail on the head that he is a frequent guest of Burning Man
@paizle64234 жыл бұрын
I feel like the show is refreshing seeing how a "dumb" character deals with going through and talking about real world issues. The mother episode really hurt in a way I think a lot of people experiencing grief can understand
@makoimonno15884 жыл бұрын
With this show, you either get lost in it or left behind. Actually keeping up with it and understanding everything makes it one of the coolest and most rewarding shows I’ve watched.
@MalleeMate4 жыл бұрын
As someone with a brother who doesn't answer calls and does a ton of weed, I really feel like this character is accurate.
@blakecarson65554 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry to hear that. And I hope that he can come back from that disconnected place. Or at the very least that he is able to do well for his life. Anyway, from some guy on the internet, I hope everything works out with that situation.
@marcosmadrid11354 жыл бұрын
Bruh same
@jessicamessica63274 жыл бұрын
I'm not sure smoking weed has to do with answering phone calls.
@JB-kr3xz4 жыл бұрын
@@jessicamessica6327 the amount of phone calls that I take in a day would prove you correct lol. However, I do understand that some people escape into weed. Just as someone can escape into anything really. Some people can drink alcohol every once in a while and some use it as a way to escape the world going on around them. 🤷🏾♀️ humans
@hagridsdisappointingson7694 жыл бұрын
Damn for a second there I thought you were my sister and then I immediately felt kinda shitty. Got some self improvement to do, thanks for unintentionally making me realise that.
@raeldickerson83814 жыл бұрын
“The world may be illusory but by virtue of our existence within it we are compelled to behave as though it is all that is”. That is to say, physical reality may be a hologram but you still need to eat, drink, and be a productive member of the community for longevity’s sake.
@Canadian_Ry4 жыл бұрын
I think you've sold me on a second try with this show. I got about half way through before bailing. The underlying story and character development evaded me, getting lost amidst the content of the interviews. Time to adjust focus. Thanks, Wisecrack!
@bananasean51454 жыл бұрын
Sometimes the visuals are in conflict with what's being said. I'd say episodes 1,2,5 and 8 are the best episodes to watch and listen while 3,4,6 and 7 can feel distracting. All great information though.
@dothedeed4 жыл бұрын
Exactly! I feel that they were too lazy in just reusing the audio straight from the podcast and animating over it. They should have developed stories around each topic and had professional voice actors for each character.
@brandontheblack4 жыл бұрын
If the visuals are distracting, you may want to skip it and go straight to the podcast, The Duncan Trussell Family Hour. I've been straight up binging it since Midnight Gospel aired.
@bananasean51454 жыл бұрын
@@brandontheblack same here. All the podcast are fantastic and have more then they could fill each episode with. I like the visuals but some episodes I find myself having to choose one or the other.
@AcornRiot4 жыл бұрын
@@dothedeed The show exists because pendleton ward wanted to animated Duncan's podcast so what you're suggesting would figuratively eradicate the show from existences
@kamk74654 жыл бұрын
The real Interview with his mum is one of the rawest things i ever listen to. It makes me cry every damn time i listen to it.
@BoxOfNinjas4 жыл бұрын
Dudes I just almost cried after seeing Duncans mom appear. That’s how real this show is.
@SeanTheDon174 жыл бұрын
"Time of death is uncertain, but Death is certain" 11:22
@enzldavaractl83454 жыл бұрын
that episode had the best conversation!
@SeanTheDon174 жыл бұрын
EvB I definitely have to check it out
@thespacemelody4 жыл бұрын
Midnight Gospel was truly beautiful.
@MsBlackIntrovert4 жыл бұрын
My “Netflix and chill” was playing this and the last episode came on and i tried so hard not to cry in front of this guy 😭let’s just say it did not help the mood
@phillip21694 жыл бұрын
Yeah ... that's not a show for that lmao
@therealfinnaspring85854 жыл бұрын
Thats a netflix and have an existential crisis
@briabridges88954 жыл бұрын
That happened to me too lmaoo
@Max-bf8uf4 жыл бұрын
Thats about time you turn an episode of the Office, that you've seen 10 times already, on
@poprocks65764 жыл бұрын
I wonder what the guy was thinking when he was watching with you was he also gonna cry?
@adrianhernandez42564 жыл бұрын
I was so high when I first saw this show it was tripping me out lol but then again Pendleton Ward is a legit animator.
@MarcosSoto-nq6sf3 жыл бұрын
Same!!
@DedicatedSpirit87 ай бұрын
Every episode was wonderful and enlightening in it's own way.. Duncan is a beautiful playful soul and the animation was pure psychedelia This show show got me through my grandmothers final days with cancer and her death... Much love to all
@__maxyz4 жыл бұрын
"Hey Wisecrack, Michael here." "Hey VSauce, Michael here." hmm
@blakewisswell4 жыл бұрын
@Freerefill or was it just dumb?
@cannedcream4 жыл бұрын
Hey WiseSauce M m I i C c H h A a E e L l H h E e R r E e
@ferretappreciator4 жыл бұрын
This show was honestly so good
@chrishodgson54304 жыл бұрын
Loved this show so much. Made me cry at the end.
@nickalling29244 жыл бұрын
The finale of this season is the most heartfelt episode of TV I’ve ever seen
@samuelralosky84894 жыл бұрын
Your analysis of “Buddhism” and the character of Clancy seem to be very one sided. If you discuss the pitfalls of meditation, than you almost must discuss the pitfalls of falling into everyday society and being attached to the physical world/ego. Duncan Trussell who the character of Clancy is based off of is a practicing student of Kagyu Buddhism which is a part of the Mahayana tradition. The aspects of Buddhist practice that your describing is a very shallow interpretation of the Hinayana practice. All Buddhist no matter what tradition they come from take the Boddhisatva vows to help all beings in their practice of realization. So those monks who do spend years and years in a cave in order to achieve enlightenment; do not do so out of selfishness and a disdain for the material world. What you also don’t discuss is the very deep and esoteric concepts that are beautifully illustrated through the animation; such as the Net of Indra, the Rainbow/Solar Body, and the Master/Student succession. All of Clancy’s flaws are meant to show the path of spiritual progression and the character displays an intuitive and gnostic understanding of the world around him, despite his attempts at escaping. If you believe him to be a half baked attempt at what a “Buddhist” should be then it really just shows a lack of understanding on your part.
@JVJath3 жыл бұрын
You sir seem to understand a lot about this topic
@michal7523 жыл бұрын
I don’t know a thing about Buddhism, to be honest but I did feel like there was way more to it than what he simplified Buddhism to be or the way he represented it was as you said one sided
@dilemmadnb3 жыл бұрын
From what I understand tho, they’re talking about Buddhism not as it actually is but as Clancy sees it at the start of the series, i.e. ignoring reality in favour of pursuing enlightenment, which Clancy comes to realise isn’t what it’s actually about. That is fundamental to Clancy’s character and character development… did I get that wrong?
@JasmineStilletos4 жыл бұрын
I absolutely loved it. Deep indeed. The episode with his mom was bitter sweet. It had me balling.
@LeanMeanAsianCuisine4 жыл бұрын
It was dumb but in a deep way. It really called me out and made me feel at ease it also came out in a very important time of my life
@frozenyogurth4 жыл бұрын
I really enjoyed all of those conversations. They're not something I ever really expose myself to, so Idk if you could call them deep for an avid philosophist, but for me, they were things I never really thought about, and had some very real and deep moments. I also need to admit that I rather listened to the podcast itself than watch the series.
@mistygoodwill3 жыл бұрын
I bawled the entire interview with his mum. Just the short piece u showed got me going again just crying a over myself. Idk why , I never used to be like this
@nataliemiranda96153 жыл бұрын
this series came out my sophomore year of college shortly after finding out my mom had cancer. i had not cried in 18 months until watching episode 8. now, almost a year later, the cancer has metastasized and she is hardly a live. i watch every couple of weeks and it helps so much.
@KingSolomon11112 жыл бұрын
Hope you're doing good love
@13mgreg4 жыл бұрын
Loved every bit of this. The last episode is so amazingly put together. It made me seek out Duncans podcast and now im a fan of that.
@charziard354 жыл бұрын
This show is truly something else when you’re actually tripping
@purify_with_liberties_flame4 жыл бұрын
Its something else sober or somewhat sober.
@royalleroy4 жыл бұрын
Everything is
@XerosXIII4 жыл бұрын
when engross into the conversation and sudden interruption really make a hilarious moment
@DamYea4 жыл бұрын
Episode one coming down from two tabs was incredible.
@user-fs1lc2cj5s4 жыл бұрын
I find the show is not really trip safe tho. More if a high show because all of the scary imagery. Just me?
@matiasdecesare40664 жыл бұрын
Rick and Morty, Bojack Horseman and The Midnight Gospel: The Trinity of existencial pain
@eeminchul4 жыл бұрын
A few years back, I was suicidal. Not in a super sad melodramatic way but in a depressed, ‘life’s not worth living way’ existential way. I happened to stumble across the episode with his mom. Didn’t think much of it. I just remember that moment she said ‘you cry’ and I just broke down. I started weeping uncontrollably and felt held by the universe at a Carl’s Jr. Parking lot. Beyond the existential angst, my heart cracked open to feel the deeper mystery of the human experience as the Nyan Cat song played in the background (if you listen to the original podcast).
@sierra7504 жыл бұрын
I think it was about 3 episodes in I started to get annoyed with Clancy because he reminded me of ppl I knew irl who acted like they were so deep and thoughtful, but were a lot of the times not very good people, bad friends and their life was a mess. But once I got to the final couple episodes I really enjoyed seeing Clancy grow as a person in such an organic way, I ended up crying a lot in the last episode and enjoying the show a lot.
@hudsonmohawkee21414 жыл бұрын
This show feels like a super philosophical fever dream
@JohnWilliams-nx2no4 жыл бұрын
do a "deep or dumb" on Xavier: renegade angel. i think that is a cult classic, mostly underground, and riding the razors edge between deep and dumb poetically and with wry self awareness. the end of the show ends with a solid 50/50 of wtf and self meditation
@MrSaggat4 жыл бұрын
Xavier is a masterpiece.
@cleibarnhart4 жыл бұрын
Xavier says way more than midnight gospel does, that’s for sure lmao
@JohnWilliams-nx2no4 жыл бұрын
@@cleibarnhart i think it's apple's and oranges. I feel like midnight gospel tries to bring answers to tough questions. Where's Xavier brings more questions up, most of which is wtf
@shane3494 жыл бұрын
I feel like y'all only just scratched the surface on this series. Great breakdown as always
@lisajack10834 жыл бұрын
I listened to The Duncan Trussell Family Hour during my young adult years and it helped me through so much of what I was going through at the time, which was a lot of trauma and healing from abusive relationships. I hadn't listened to the podcast in years when the Midnight Gospel came out, but was nevertheless excited to see what Duncan and Ward came up with together. I wasn't expecting... this. I watched it at the beginning of the quarantine with my roommates and it was so poignant, so thought provoking and beautiful. Thank you, Duncan, for helping me through rough times once again
@MTBJJ20012 жыл бұрын
Watched this show on acid (a lot of it) like it’s meant to be watched haha, and it gave me some pretty deep insight into myself, didn’t really introduce new thoughts into my head only helped me understand them better. I had some profound experiences but the most amazing was when the show finished and as the sun rose, ram das says “just be here” I literally still get chills up my back when i hear those words, very beautiful experience that I don’t think could ever be replicated it will always be in my memories for what I saw and learned that night with the midnight gosple
@Masamatt904 жыл бұрын
i was more into the animation and art than the conversations they had. a lot of the conversations came off as pseudo-intellectual but was still worth listening too.
@kierenllama35684 жыл бұрын
I think you need a good basis for those topics to fully understand and enjoy them. Otherwise yeh it can sound pseudo-intellectual. Mind you Duncan and many of his guests really are quite educated, experienced and invested in all this spirituality and such.
@KippiExplainsStuff4 жыл бұрын
Episode 8 with his mom is the true exception
@Ravenousyouth4 жыл бұрын
pseudo-intellectual for sure
@yeahokbuddy25104 жыл бұрын
Well that’s your perspective
@Foundation15044 жыл бұрын
I found myself really forgetting about the conversation and just been lost watching the visuals, but it made a really good background sound
@wargex4 жыл бұрын
It was brilliant. Someone found a way to get me to listen to their podcast.
@jordanholmes98704 жыл бұрын
Welcome, glad you are with us. Shake hands, no need to be blue. Welcome to you ;)
@najupnext3 жыл бұрын
So many messages in this show , I felt “ enlightened “ after watching it , really .
@hggs4466 Жыл бұрын
Just like Clancy only to forget them next episode
@xD-fm9fn3 жыл бұрын
To me, it sounds like "living in the moment" is kind of a paradox because how could you enjoy every moment and not worry about the future without messing up your future?
@fr1way3 жыл бұрын
Dichotomy good sir
@childnoirr3 жыл бұрын
The ep with his mother was one of the most sobering and reaffirming things I've ever watched truly. This show truly did a lot for me and helped feel like I wasn't the only one questioning
@XerosXIII4 жыл бұрын
I offered this masterpiece to my friends, and they called me a mad man.
@gabrielnieto68134 жыл бұрын
F
@kevinbeck88364 жыл бұрын
We're all mad here
@23OMEGA7774 жыл бұрын
It really is the thought that counts
@darksensei564 жыл бұрын
They just scared
@ignaciotaborda65384 жыл бұрын
I mean they weren't, calling this a masterpiece is an overstatement.
@mileshorner88864 жыл бұрын
I mean, it seems like the show is making a reference to the zombie metaphor in the first episode, when, after becoming zombies, they realize that the zombies are living in a state of pure happiness the whole time. Might not be a reference per se, but its definitley similar!
@phatloud4 жыл бұрын
I watched the whole thing three times and cried at the end of it all every single time. The shit said in midnight gospel speaks to my soul and makes me emotional
@PINKFLAMWINNEBAGO2 жыл бұрын
Totally deep...I've watched Midnight Gospel over and over again, the final chapter with his mum makes me cry every time, I've enjoyed this series so so much and can only hope there is a follow up : )
@taliesin8422 жыл бұрын
From what I gathered from the show, Duncan Trussell's mom and her friends were followers of Ram Dass. So I view this show as someone bringing that vibe to a new audience. Not everyone is going to listen to Dass and Watts lectures, but I highly recommend.
@foolycoolin54724 жыл бұрын
Everyone’s focused on it being sad in the later episodes, but this show is made for people who are tripping/high. It’s so well crafted and deep for it not to be. This show is so good and I think anyone who does psychedelics should watch it while tripping
@yaoipurpleheart4 жыл бұрын
Julian Gilbert yeah I definitely enjoyed this show more when tripping,it didn’t hit right if I wasn’t
@Siyintax4 жыл бұрын
I’ve watched through this show 4x now and more to come I love it so much 2nd favorite show of all time after bojack horseman so happy y’all made this and I pray every night for a season 2 announcement
@KYSMSHKYSMSHKYSMSH4 жыл бұрын
Duncan Trussel has said that he planned season 1 to be about death so I know he's planning to continue with a different theme. Netflix would be incredibly dumb if they didn't approve of a 2nd season when you see how popular The Midnight Gospel has become.
@leedeus89954 жыл бұрын
It would be awsome if you could make a "deep or dumb" episode on the German netflix show "Dark"
@marcello86454 жыл бұрын
It's neither deep nor dumb
@EuricusChryseus4 жыл бұрын
@@marcello8645 neither ever nor never deep or dumb
@tinker20544 жыл бұрын
@@EuricusChryseus lol facts 😂😂😂
@hellz234564 жыл бұрын
its already been made in 1986 and deleted in 1888
@marcello86454 жыл бұрын
@@EuricusChryseus danke schön Mr. Pirate. My English power level is about to even further beyond
@JSnyder494283 жыл бұрын
This video right here changed my life. This video is what persuaded me to watch the midnight gospel and introduced me to Duncan Trussell, who turned me on to podcasts, and Buddhism, and Ram Dass, and Terrence McKenna, and stand up, and float tanks etc etc, so many things I had never really considered, and so many different ways of looking at things I had. The DTFH has had such an impact on how I view the world that I feel like I've relived that period of time in puberty where you start to settle on your preferred genre of music.
@kayleesmithstudenthbhs396 Жыл бұрын
He takes back the shoes of the people he encountered or at least shoes that are from each world because he has walked a day in their shoes and understands their philosophy. In the end he finds his own shoes (given that they are spoons) because he is living in the moment himself and not busy trying to get a deeper understanding of others or meaning
@Cid_Hi4 жыл бұрын
I swear to god, if this ends in well It's deep and it's dumb, this is the last one I see.
@epaomirimiri4 жыл бұрын
I was so pissed when it looked like they were gonna stop with "Clancy's dumb so dumb show" but then they addressed that the narrative makes explicit the consequences of his flaws-- and that they *are* flaws. "Deep or Dumb" is a good question for a lot of the content they feature, but a show whose meat is philosophy talks that goes on to address that if all you do is go on spirit quests or whatever you're probably not being who you should be is some of the most genuine and thoughtful media I've ever seen.
@thevisitor58613 жыл бұрын
That last episode is one of the most human things I’ve ever watched period I cried
@moonlit63114 жыл бұрын
I discovered Allan Watts lectures when I just got out of high school. It messed me up for most of my young adult years. 😁
@LowestofheDead4 жыл бұрын
That's odd, because they made me less messed up. Especially the "World of symbols" lecture which has a similar message to this video. Or maybe I'm still in the messed up phase lol
@martine21724 жыл бұрын
how did they mess you up? they helped me🧿🍃
@moonlit63114 жыл бұрын
@@martine2172 Well, I suppose I started thinking more about the meaning of life and such. My friends were ready to party, get jobs or go to school. Watts' lectures were deep and I felt that there was always more to life than what I knew back then. I didn't want the parties or the drinking, etc. I was afraid no one understood what was going on inside me. All I learned really was that no one cared.
@bluemoonsj4 жыл бұрын
@@moonlit6311 You were enlightened :-)
@dkatomski4 жыл бұрын
I was more of a Terence McKenna guy
@theskinthiefs63014 жыл бұрын
I enjoy listening to this in a Small dosage and help use the ideas and how to incorporate them in my daily being and soul on the earth and as in above and how I can improve and mold them in life
@evanweaver10605 ай бұрын
I know Midnight Gospel isn’t for everyone, but you have to admit that Duncan is an amazing interviewer. He’s really good about just accepting and embracing the guests’ point of view and expanding with a combination of both open and closed-ended questions that really allow the listener to get into the head of the guest. Like whenever Joe Rogan doesn’t understand what he’s hearing or disagrees with it, it really halts the interview and stops the natural flow. But if Duncan is in that similar situation, he asks for someone to expand on the idea or somehow clarify it in a way that’s easy enough for most people to understand. Even during the tv show, there were points where you could tell he was way out of his depth, but he just knew when to shut up and let the guest keep going and the thought would reach its natural end.
@PateRiot4 жыл бұрын
The entire show was a random feels trip that got me thinking. That is a good ass show.
@agapsmiku4 жыл бұрын
midnight gospel is so unique and profound that i think everyone should watch it. even if only for the interesting discussions that could arise
@kds50654 жыл бұрын
Well, you've convinced me to watch beyond the first episode.
@examplerkey9 ай бұрын
This is beyond deep. This teaches children alike (adults 😂) very easy and understandable approach to beyond complex subjects like universe, philosophy, Buddhism, etc.
@vsGoliath963 жыл бұрын
The episode with his mother made me feel things in my shriveled black heart I genuinely didn't know I could feel.