UNCUT #8/Process Video

[@crafterintherough]

It is a stressful process to make something specific to another person's vision or request!! You are doing an amazing job with this memory book, though, and I'm sure your brother is going to love it!! I am truly enjoying this series. ❤🎉😊

[@alisonwonderland4438]

It's good that we could keep you company and encourage you to keep going! We know how much love and effort is involved ❤ you are making something for your brother to treasure. Keep going! You are getting there 😊

[@jeannetimme7337]

Your brother and sister-in-law will treasure this special gift! It's gorgeous!!!

[@emmkaa2099]

Baby girl! At the very end, just before you left for your walk, you said something that had me starting totear up - you said that if a person has never made a book or a journal, they have NO IDEA how much thought and love and time goes into making a journal like this. Ladies, can I get an AMEN!!! Barbara, I understand!! I think most of us do. I'm ashamed to (honestly) say that I have been hurt and a couple of times even angered by peoples' response, or should I say LACK of response, when I've spent weeks making them a junk journal! I'm being very childish and I need to get over myself, I know, but those feelings just resurfaced. I have since put my big girl panties back on and I HAVE gotten over myself - AND the recipients of the gifts, but yeah, you're speaking TRUTH, 💯!! I, for one, see what you're doing here and I feel ya' struggling with each and every decision about THIS piece and THAT piece. Only another JJ'er can truly appreciate everything you've put into this gift. Angel, you're the BEST!! Hugs from the Midwest, USA, MomK 🤗🤗❤️❤️🤗🤗

[@vickilimbocker2505]

Amen!!

[@49dragonflies]

Thanks MomK! 🥰 Im sorry you did not always feel appreciated! ❤️ Thats why I usually don’t gift JJ’s to non-crafters….

[@emmkaa2099]

@@49dragonflies Good thinking! **sigh** Yeah - good thinking AND a lesson learned. Unfortunately the first time it happened it was with a card maker friend who "always wanted a junk journal" and was consistently "amazed" (her words) by what I could do with bits and pieces of paper, yet it laid there on her craft room floor for several months before it disappeared completely. 🤷🤷 Oh well, it may not sound like it, but I'm over it, it's all good. Now that we're half a country apart I plan to send happy mail because she'd become a BFF, but the pieces will be far less involved and done as much - maybe more - for the joy I find in simply creating from the heart. I truly am looking forward to seeing the flip thru of your beautiful gift - whatever you feel comfy showing us!! 🥰🥰

[@rebecarod1475]

Amen!

[@pambotter355]

Amen!

[@rhodanicholson5018]

Self imposed pressure is, I think, the most difficult to deal with. You are amazing at taking a stack of bits and junk and ingenuity and bind it all together to create something beautiful……smiles…….

[@ledstoke]

You’re doing great! This will be a treasure for your brother to enjoy for years to come. Your talent and creativity is a true act of love for him🩷

[@HeavenlyTreasures7]

Barbara, this is a most beautiful and inspiring and fulfilling journal you’re working on. The memories themselves are such a journey for you as it will be for your brother. Enjoy the process as the rest of us are! Love it! 💜

[@elzanneshepperson6729]

Hi Barbara .... this is a massive job. And it's turning out awesomely. You're right other people do not have a clue as to how much time, effort and love goes into every single journal we make ....

[@luannianke8110]

Time spent is the way with any well crafted item made with love and passion, ie quilts, paintings, woodworking, pottery...

[@lenawarelius4195]

Oh dearest❤ it does not have to be perfect Barbara 🥰 Im saying this out of love: remember that this book is not about you or your needs❤ it is about memories 🥰 take care so you dont end up going sick ❤ lots of love from Arctic Norway 🥰🍀🌼🌸

[@elizabethkeeling-carreau1873]

Your brother and family will be thrilled with the love and care that you’ve put into this special memory book Barbara. It just stunning! 🤗🇨🇦🤗

[@teresemartinez6215]

Working on a project like this is a challenge. Your brother will love it, just keep doing what you are doing, it will be fantastic.

[@caroltanzi29]

Barbara: making any journal or collaging in a glue book takes creative energy. A person is going along thinking of ways to do something or another. And since this particular journal is special and you have a time constraint, it puts more pressure on a person. Not to worry, you’re almost through now. And he is going to be so amazed by this one-of-kind masterpiece, that it will all be worth it. You wait and see. Carol from California

[@49dragonflies]

I appreciate your encouraging words, Carol! 🥰❤️

[@arabellasales4975]

LUCKY BROTHER to receive such a wonderful, thoughtful gift!

[@49dragonflies]

Thank you ❤️

[@julia_l-c]

Ooof I'm feeling pressure just to make a birthday card with stuff I already have, I can't even begin to imagine the pressure to make a one of a kind memory book. Amazing!

[@anitajansen5610]

It's turn out beautiful. This journal will be loved by your brother🧡👏👍

[@maryschuler9512]

I want to add to what everyone else is saying. Because you have a vision and are putting stress on yourself because of the time constraint and if you think you may or may be done "on time". The beauty is that your brother doesnt have that same vision. He has no idea what it is 'supposed' to look like. When your brother's birthday arrives and you gift him this beautiful labor of love, he is not going to just love it but treasure it always. And who is to say that whatever elements didn't get done and you feel that the journal is just "not finished " ... then finish it, add it after his birthday if you wish. Remember "there's no rules in mixed media and junk journaling". It is gorgeous and he's going to just love it. And we thank you for taking us along on the journey and inspiring us all the way through. Love you. 🥰💙💙💙

[@49dragonflies]

Thank you for this, Mary! ❤️

[@thespeckledhen4829]

It's also emotional for you..because it's family.

[@odrade99]

You are so brave! It is very difficult to make something for someone you love 💗. The fear of disappointing is very real.

[@myhappyspace4533]

This is such a beautiful treasure. Don't be too hard on yourself. I am sure your family will think it is a master piece

[@49dragonflies]

Thank you so much! ❤️

[@doreethorpe4800]

I love how this memory book is coming along, I am getting so many ideas for one I want to make. I am lucky because I am making it for myself so can decide what goes in and what doesn't. I am sure your brother will love this labor of love and all the personal items that the family sent to be included. Hang in there! ❤❤

[@matildaenlund6679]

So much love in this beautiful project.❤

[@cynthiawhite9583]

Gorgeously done as usual! I enjoy your timing of your videos since your side kick, Louise, does almost two hours!

[@tharp769]

Oh, Barbara... I understand the "pressure" you must feel, even though it is a labor of love. But I'll tell you, it is stunning.💖 I fell in love with the cover as soon as you chose it... & then you made it better!. I loooooove all of the papers you designed. They all work so well together. And the balance of vintage & modern you've achieved is gorgeous.🤩 I don't know your brother, of course. Most men are not overly emotional... but I think he's gonna cry, even just a little.😉 Your SIL will be blown away, imo. She chose YOU to create the special book of memories for a reason. Because of your talent, skill, and the love you pour into it.💗 It's been moving just to watch your process. I wish I could be there when he opens it.🥹 You done good, girl! (Some American slang 😁) Thx for bringing us along. Much love!💗💗💗

[@49dragonflies]

Aaaaaw you are the sweetest! ❤️

[@AmethystRaven342]

If a stamp is too long I’ll just not ink up the whole thing. Ah Barbara you inspire me so much to finally use my gelli plate prints instead of just hoarding them!

[@lillybullen5374]

Barbara - this is truly a work filled with lots of love. And you are right - it may inspire others. For me personally, I inherited a rather dilapidated photo album after my father passed away, along with some other 'odds and ends'. I have long wanted to make a junk journal which can incorporate all these pieces, but - honestly - I have been holding off until I learn enough techniques etc., to do them justice. I still don't think I'm really ready, but I'm beginning to feel that I am getting the 'ingredients' together. Thank you so much for sharing. 🧡💚🤎

[@49dragonflies]

Im glad this was helpful 😊

[@carolm4094]

This is a very special gift. You’re putting so much thought and love into making it. I’m sure he’ll love it. It’s beautiful!

[@toniscott1029]

Beautiful journal in so many ways! I know your brother will absolutely love it! What a wonderful sister he has in you!! ❤

[@chiagirlmyfatcat896]

Im stressing just listening to you. Although you are not negative, you express quite a few issues/choices you have to work threw. The butterfly is a win! All of the pages are very nice, and your original work! so be proud, even if you wish you could do more. This memory book will be awesome.❤ please take us through to binding. I am interested in seeing how you wrap this series up.😊

[@blackcoffeeandwildflowers]

I cannot imagine that amount of pressure! But wow is it stunning. You are knocking it out of park! Glad you are taking care of yourself throughout the creation of this treasured journal! Hugs 🤗❤️

[@lenamccoy1294]

I agree about pre making things. My journals are personalized for the people I gift them to or myself so making generic items doesn’t work for me.

[@yolandakouwenberg-meijer344]

I love this journal already

[@annfetters774]

So inspiring love your journal and your different techniques. Thank you for sharing 🦋

[@jackielubeck]

It's really a beautiful project present - I think it shows a wonderful way to use/make journals... I have made a rainbow art book for my small niece (age 4) so she learns colors and Picasso and Matisse etc but this is really a great preent where all the family participates and you put it together. I do hope you continue to share it with us as it's a fascinating project. Jackie

[@klaire74]

I love so much that you kept all the photographs in while and black. And also the round ones, because it is different and is playful. I cannot wait for the flip through. I hope you all had (or you will have) a wonderful celebration of your brother, a huge Happy Birthday , and all the best wishes!

[@49dragonflies]

Thank you! ❤️

[@sandikalin636]

Such a labor of love., but as I commented before, it is stressful ,. He will love it I’m sure of it. It is wonderful Barbara ❤❤❤❤❤

[@49dragonflies]

Thank you sweetie! ❤️

[@rosarieramon1081]

Barbara, you are a great creative person. Everything that I have seen of your journals turn out amazing. Don't exhaust yourself. Stop at midpoint and breathe. You did just that by stopping and heading outdoors. I already know that it's going to be a beautiful memory birthday journal for your brother. You do you. Breathe. Remain calm. You've got this. 🦋🌹 Invite Ephie to keep you company 😊

[@49dragonflies]

Thank you so much! ❤️

[@DarcysMixedMedia]

This is such a generous gift you're making. I hope you have a delightful day. Love&hugs 😘😘

[@corrysalimans4203]

Thank You so much for sharing this video. My mom passed away 2 years ago ( she became 93) and I found a lot of pictures and notes. Even a lot of pictures I did not see in a long time. I already started to assemble the pages and pictures for the signatures, but I did not know how to start. I was waiting for some inspiration and layout. You gave me the energy to start. Thank You so much!

[@pambotter355]

Sweet Barbara, I know your struggle all too well! I’ve made journals for others that I took a few pictures off FB to add to the journal which isn’t as bad as someone giving you pictures to make a journal. I did that for my sister in law for her son’s graduation. I was nervous doing it. Wanted it perfect. It’s a different kind of pressure. Then to get it finished on time too. Yes it’s best to walk away for a bit and come back with fresh eyes! And you are so right, not everyone knows the time, thought and love that is put into making journals or even cards for that matter. I can spend a whole afternoon making one card. The journal is looking fabulous so far and I know your brother is going to love it. A journal made by his professional journal making sister. Can’t wait to see the final flip through and also the reaction of your brother. Thanks for taking us on this journey with you! ❤❤

[@49dragonflies]

Thanks so much for your kind and encouraging words, dear Pam! ❤️

[@pambotter365]

You’re so very welcome sweetie!! ❤

[@vickilimbocker2505]

I appreciate you and empathize with your anxiety to make something under pressure. You are so talented. Continue to let your intuitive skills lead you. Your brother is going to love and treasure this memory book because you made it so beautifully. Can’t wait to see the flip through.

[@Lupitamibella]

❤ ❤

[@cindycreateforlife]

I totally understand Barbara, I feel pressure just making a card for someone, I can’t imagine the pressure of a commission, even if it is family! You and I know that the pressure comes from within but, there is nothing we can say to ourselves to stop the mind monkeys! I think covering the bases first and then add more details, as you said, would be best for you! You are doing much more than the receiver and the viewers would expect, it’s amazing so relax and enjoy a few fiddly bits at the end!💕🇨🇦

[@MaureenAstrid]

❤ oh my goodness sweetie what a labour's of love ❤ I can relate to so much of your struggles, specially wanting to make it perfect and not being able to choose 😮😊 I'm sure the end result is stunning though

[@HeavenlyTreasures7]

You’ve inspired me so much with your gift in this memory book. Keep up the amazing work you’re doing on this!💜

[@cbarens1]

Your brother is going to love this book....it is wonderful! I totally understand creativity fatigue...it's real...lol

[@paginator]

16:34 I looove this butterfly pocket! I am traveling and away from my crafting desk. Since I cannot craft at the present, watching your videos is a good substitute. I really like the idea of cutting circles out of photos! 😍 32:14 the pocket here is beautiful as well. I think you’re doing amazing work on this project! Keep going! We love you!❤😊

[@fairydhust]

Its coming along wonderful. I had a thought of using one of the photo's and a flip up tag, to view another photo. and interaction book is always fun. And side to side slide card (photo slide show of variety of photo's) The stamping with leaves - botanicals is a very elegant touch that you're doing.

[@lotusflowerpassion]

This is wonderful dear love what you are doing 💖

[@telenaeldridge3737]

Don’t worry about your brother loving this. I made a scrapbook for my parents telling their story and they absolutely loved it. My only regret is that I did not record in any way my Dad’s reaction as he turned through the pages. He was so delighted to have all of these photos in one place ( instead of in a shoebox) for him to enjoy. He told stories about the people and situations in the photos. So I recommend that you turn on a tape recorder or video with your phone. It’s too good not to capture.

[@prof.mommyarty]

You've put so much into this, your brother will appreciate it so much! I've made them for people before and it's nerve wracking because you want it to be perfect🙈. Oh sweetie try not to stress too much 🤗 it's beautiful already! I agree about shaped photos and I love a circle. Lol I'm the same with empty button holes🙊. I'm such a procrastinator🙈. Black and white is more stylish too😍. You're doing brilliantly as always sweetie! Nearly there! Tfs and have a great day 💖💖💖

[@49dragonflies]

Thank you for your encouragement, sweetie! ❤️

[@prof.mommyarty]

Aww it's because you're awesome 😎 and very very good at what you do. Even if you can't see it as much as we all do 🤗🤗🤗

[@angelaarnold4255]

Oh Barbara! I feel your pain. I’m so glad you got away to relax. I made a Scrapbook for my Nephew about 25 years ago. My sister had been asked to make one for him (he went on a 2 year mission for our church). He sent pictures and ephemera (back before I knew what ephemera was) to her for almost the whole 2 years. She’s my older sister by 3 years. She called me about 2 months before he was coming home and she told me she couldn’t do it. It was too big of a project for her. So I had to jump in and do my best. His writing was atrocious. He’d gone to Germany on his Mission. So some of the words were hard to read or understand. When he came home, I gave him the book. It was in a binder. Not how we do Journals now. He had a lot of family visiting so it got passed around to a lot of people. When I got to his home, so many people came up to me asking if I had made it. I hadn’t seen it for about a month. Having the break from it made me appreciate it more. And I could see things from a finished side instead of the stress side. I know when you’re done and you see it again in a year or so, you will see it like we do. It’s beautiful!!♥️♥️♥️

[@vickilimbocker2505]

So true.

[@TubeYouLena]

4:10 Closures made of something heavy (such as photos on cardstock circles) and glued to seal flaps of envelopes from both sides are the easiest, quickest and most functional. Thanks for the reminder of that. 20:00 Photos do not always have to be rectangular they can be cut into shapes (circles, for example). Another idea worth reminding. And yes, totally agree with you that creative process most enjoyable when you are free with your choices of topics/themes, materials, time and amount of all that… But at the same time when we create something under pressure, make the deadline and manage to impress somebody with a meaningful product, that feeling is nice too. So all good either way.

[@jackielubeck]

Maybe you have the clips of suspenders because those are mail looking clips and you could attach all kinds of things with them.

[@hankejoosen4029]

Looking already so beautiful!🤩🤩🤩

[@sherrydennis2419]

Looking so good!

[@janillingsworth5347]

I would buy you a little matchbox full of little matchstick people, angels, fairies, helpers to help you chase away the worry worts. You could keep them under your pillow so that they infiltrate your dreams. Isn't it such a paradox that a perfectionist is a junk!!!!! Journaler!!! ? How can you have a perfect junk journal? It's an oxymoron, sweet Barbara, a mission impossible. Your work is wonderful and no matter how many of us tell you this I suspect you'd still doubt yourself. Make a perfectly imperfect journal lovely. ❤❤❤❤

[@49dragonflies]

Aaaaaw you are the sweetest! ❤️

[@Gehtdichnixan876]

Thx for the Video

[@CherrySignature3]

Amazing

[@scrapsimone]

🤩🌸🌸🌸

[@glynismccartneyintricatesc5281]

🌞🇨🇦⛅️❤️

[@CanadaFree.6014]

Your doing a a great job. Crafters can be our own worst critics - always doubting whether we are doing something the right way. I'm sure your brother will be amazed by it all. Keep going :D! Btw, I agree about doing the cover first then the signatures. Today, I did it backwards for some reason. I started making the journal cover last. It wasn't sitting well in my gut, and I ended up tearing it apart to start over. I was telling my husband afterwards how I did the process backwards from normal, and that's why I felt so discombobulated lol. Creature of habit.