What depression is really like.

[@sanskritisingh4746]

Fear of failure but no urge to be productive felt that

[@deblinadas4397]

It's me😢

[@indyyyygirl7513]

🙌🏾🙌🏾🤦🏽‍♀️

[@kaiipop4762]

Yupp

[@Ppst-z7p]

That is me

[@krtlkid]

Read me like a book.

[@MelluwpawsX]

'Wanting to be alone, but not wanting to be lonely' I relate with that a lot :(

[@ideal5535]

For the person reading this message I hope you are doing good, I want to share this in a lot of comment sections so it can reach everyone possible including you so please read until the end: God loves you a lot and he wants you to be saved and happy, nothing in this world like money, fun or popularity can fill the emptiness in your heart, only his son Jesus who died for you can fill you who might not nothing know about him. He knows you more than yourself. You who turned your back to him, he is still waiting for you with his arms open to receive you again. You who fought against him and have done things that are unforgivable in your eyes, he will always see you as his son and he already paid the price for all your sins. Even if the world doesn’t forgive you, all that you need is God and everything will be alright, so trust God and no one else. Repent from your sins and never go back to them, and the most important thing is that you accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and savior with your voice and your heart, when you do all these things, pray to God and read the Bible(Christian Bible not a Catholic since the Catholic one might’ve changed the word of God to something that it is not God’s word but men’s, so read a christian Bible) so that you get to know God. Follow it’s word completely, because some people might say that the times and things have changed, but God never changes, the Bible says that the heavens and earth will pass but his word will never pass and that means that the things God didn’t like back then he still doesn’t like today. So don’t let anyone tell you that now you can have sex before marriage or something like that just because everyone does it, because the Bible says that wide is the path to destruction and many walk through it. When you pray, ask God to guide you so that you always walk in his righteousness and so that he gives you strength so you don’t fall to sin, and don’t just say I am a Christian and never read your bible or end up not praying because being a follower of God means building a father and son-daughter relationship with him. Fast and pray and be his son not only in words but also in your actions. Today God has showed grace to you who might be depressed, empty, are being hated or hates, or maybe you don’t receive genuine love this is even for you who enjoys or is comfortable with your current life. Whoever you who is reading this is, know that God is calling you to give you a future and a hope in this life and in the eternal life. Trust him, because he loves you so much that is beyond understanding, and the time is short. After you finish reading this message you might die or Jesus might return, so be ready and follow him, for today he stretched his hand to you because he loves you and cares for you and he doesn’t want you to go to hell, so please go to him, it will be hard because living for God means denying yourself and the things that you might like, but it will be the best decision you will make in your entire existence and I promise you it will be worth more than any of the things that you don’t want to let go of. Make the right choice, because today God has stretched his hand to you who he loves so much that he even died for knowing all the bad things you have done. That is how much love he has and will always have for you. I don’t know you but you might be going through hard times, so keep these words in mind that God gives hope to the hopeless and he heals any wounds including the ones from the heart, and he can do the same for you regardless of anything. Thank you for reading, God bless you always❤️

[@ideal5535]

For the person reading this message I hope you are doing good, I want to share this in a lot of comment sections so it can reach everyone possible including you so please read until the end: God loves you a lot and he wants you to be saved and happy, nothing in this world like money, fun or popularity can fill the emptiness in your heart, only his son Jesus who died for you can fill you who might not nothing know about him. He knows you more than yourself. You who turned your back to him, he is still waiting for you with his arms open to receive you again. You who fought against him and have done things that are unforgivable in your eyes, he will always see you as his son and he already paid the price for all your sins. Even if the world doesn’t forgive you, all that you need is God and everything will be alright, so trust God and no one else. Repent from your sins and never go back to them, and the most important thing is that you accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and savior with your voice and your heart, when you do all these things, pray to God and read the Bible(Christian Bible not a Catholic since the Catholic one might’ve changed the word of God to something that it is not God’s word but men’s, so read a christian Bible) so that you get to know God. Follow it’s word completely, because some people might say that the times and things have changed, but God never changes, the Bible says that the heavens and earth will pass but his word will never pass and that means that the things God didn’t like back then he still doesn’t like today. So don’t let anyone tell you that now you can have sex before marriage or something like that just because everyone does it, because the Bible says that wide is the path to destruction and many walk through it. When you pray, ask God to guide you so that you always walk in his righteousness and so that he gives you strength so you don’t fall to sin, and don’t just say I am a Christian and never read your bible or end up not praying because being a follower of God means building a father and son-daughter relationship with him. Fast and pray and be his son not only in words but also in your actions. Today God has showed grace to you who might be depressed, empty, are being hated or hates, or maybe you don’t receive genuine love this is even for you who enjoys or is comfortable with your current life. Whoever you who is reading this is, know that God is calling you to give you a future and a hope in this life and in the eternal life. Trust him, because he loves you so much that is beyond understanding, and the time is short. After you finish reading this message you might die or Jesus might return, so be ready and follow him, for today he stretched his hand to you because he loves you and cares for you and he doesn’t want you to go to hell, so please go to him, it will be hard because living for God means denying yourself and the things that you might like, but it will be the best decision you will make in your entire existence and I promise you it will be worth more than any of the things that you don’t want to let go of. Make the right choice, because today God has stretched his hand to you who he loves so much that he even died for knowing all the bad things you have done. That is how much love he has and will always have for you. I don’t know you but you might be going through hard times, so keep these words in mind that God gives hope to the hopeless and he heals any wounds including the ones from the heart, and he can do the same for you regardless of anything. Thank you for reading, God bless you always❤️

[@Callummullans]

You’re never alone, the Lord our God is always with you

[@qwitz1717]

@@Callummullansbut what if you feel like even god has given up on you?

[@aldinoindra2742]

​@@qwitz1717Then you shouldn't. God is never giving up on you. Lemme tell you something, in my religion (Islam), if all of humanity since their time of creation commit the most horrible sins possible until the end of time, it will not reduce a spec of God holiness. And if all of humanity since their time of creation being as pious, saintly, ethical, virtuous and as morally correct as possible, it will not increase the spec of God holiness. The all powerfull, all forgiving God will not give up on your mortal temporary sins. May God ease all your hardship.

[@Swiftie52]

Very relatable, it's hard to deal with when you're at school though. Very hard

[@babypopcorn3047]

Yup I make too many friends and now I hate it

[@trixxster01]

same. i only have like 5 friends i hang at school every so often, other than that i don’t want more friends and yet i feel lonely. it’s exhausting

[@LazyCube-hi3nl]

​@@trixxster01 same I have 1 friend that doesn't even appreciate anything I do for her she just says I don't care or if I give her something I made bc Id think she like it she throws it or throws it away

[@trixxster01]

@@LazyCube-hi3nl man, if i were you, i would focus on myself and find new friends. the one you have right now is a horrible person. i know it can be tough to be around people and socialize but when you do, a whole new whole opens. you got this king 👑👑👑👑

[@LazyCube-hi3nl]

@@trixxster01 thank you I really should find new friends 😅

[@Val-s3f]

The worst part is when you think it's finally over,but really ,its just clutching somewhere around you and ends up always coming back ...

[@Lie_Nal]

More than 10 years of depression, little steps out, feeling like you deal with it, fearing that it can come back. Only for realising that you still have it, just in another form. It's sucks, but I feel releived. Because all this time I thought that I was struggling with light version of ADHD. That I can do better, but too lazy to reach my goals.

[@BeckiJonesHateClub]

Mhm

[@Callummullans]

Was just saying yesterday. If pain trespasses then it is uninvited. You will notice it and even be distracted from that which is invited, you might think ignoring a trespasser will make it leave but what are the manners of a trespasser instead usher it out, see that it is escorted all the way out. For a moments attention you can then focus properly again. Sometimes thoughts and feelings can feel like this but then we realise it was something not recognised properly and not fitting with the analogy I gave but giving the proper attention can still help.

[@debreczenybalint]

like you build yourself up to the nights, but starts again in the next morning.. over and over again. took everything from me.

[@AchyutamYadav]

This is just so true. Wanting friends, but hate socializing. Each word resonates with me.

[@justmadeit2]

It’s terrifying to experience it at its worst. It’s mental torture

[@MiMi_LuvsWaterMelon3]

As a person who has depression this is absolutely true its so difficult when ur at like work/school

[@ideal5535]

For the person reading this message I hope you are doing good, I want to share this in a lot of comment sections so it can reach everyone possible including you so please read until the end: God loves you a lot and he wants you to be saved and happy, nothing in this world like money, fun or popularity can fill the emptiness in your heart, only his son Jesus who died for you can fill you who might not nothing know about him. He knows you more than yourself. You who turned your back to him, he is still waiting for you with his arms open to receive you again. You who fought against him and have done things that are unforgivable in your eyes, he will always see you as his son and he already paid the price for all your sins. Even if the world doesn’t forgive you, all that you need is God and everything will be alright, so trust God and no one else. Repent from your sins and never go back to them, and the most important thing is that you accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and savior with your voice and your heart, when you do all these things, pray to God and read the Bible(Christian Bible not a Catholic since the Catholic one might’ve changed the word of God to something that it is not God’s word but men’s, so read a christian Bible) so that you get to know God. Follow it’s word completely, because some people might say that the times and things have changed, but God never changes, the Bible says that the heavens and earth will pass but his word will never pass and that means that the things God didn’t like back then he still doesn’t like today. So don’t let anyone tell you that now you can have sex before marriage or something like that just because everyone does it, because the Bible says that wide is the path to destruction and many walk through it. When you pray, ask God to guide you so that you always walk in his righteousness and so that he gives you strength so you don’t fall to sin, and don’t just say I am a Christian and never read your bible or end up not praying because being a follower of God means building a father and son-daughter relationship with him. Fast and pray and be his son not only in words but also in your actions. Today God has showed grace to you who might be depressed, empty, are being hated or hates, or maybe you don’t receive genuine love this is even for you who enjoys or is comfortable with your current life. Whoever you who is reading this is, know that God is calling you to give you a future and a hope in this life and in the eternal life. Trust him, because he loves you so much that is beyond understanding, and the time is short. After you finish reading this message you might die or Jesus might return, so be ready and follow him, for today he stretched his hand to you because he loves you and cares for you and he doesn’t want you to go to hell, so please go to him, it will be hard because living for God means denying yourself and the things that you might like, but it will be the best decision you will make in your entire existence and I promise you it will be worth more than any of the things that you don’t want to let go of. Make the right choice, because today God has stretched his hand to you who he loves so much that he even died for knowing all the bad things you have done. That is how much love he has and will always have for you. I don’t know you but you might be going through hard times, so keep these words in mind that God gives hope to the hopeless and he heals any wounds including the ones from the heart, and he can do the same for you regardless of anything. Thank you for reading, God bless you always❤️

[@kaystephens2672]

I hate that our people feel this way. My heart goes out to everyone here. It takes a lot of courage to do that. But please don't be sad. It's normal to feel needed. I love anyone here that needs to hear that. I know I do sometimes. Look up at the sky and think about how special and unique you truly are. One of a kind in this beautiful world.

[@pillow1557]

God made life awesome and happy but humans made it horrible

[@Tyler1saac]

​​@@pillow1557but God made humans....so God knew humans would make it horrible. Also humans didn't make the elements of nature and sometimes they can be horrible as well.

[@pillow1557]

@dmg.2443 Yes I agree what you mean but in my religion which is islam and on Earth we are being tested so you can expect anything to happen,Good or bad

[@ideal5535]

For the person reading this message I hope you are doing good, I want to share this in a lot of comment sections so it can reach everyone possible including you so please read until the end: God loves you a lot and he wants you to be saved and happy, nothing in this world like money, fun or popularity can fill the emptiness in your heart, only his son Jesus who died for you can fill you who might not nothing know about him. He knows you more than yourself. You who turned your back to him, he is still waiting for you with his arms open to receive you again. You who fought against him and have done things that are unforgivable in your eyes, he will always see you as his son and he already paid the price for all your sins. Even if the world doesn’t forgive you, all that you need is God and everything will be alright, so trust God and no one else. Repent from your sins and never go back to them, and the most important thing is that you accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and savior with your voice and your heart, when you do all these things, pray to God and read the Bible(Christian Bible not a Catholic since the Catholic one might’ve changed the word of God to something that it is not God’s word but men’s, so read a christian Bible) so that you get to know God. Follow it’s word completely, because some people might say that the times and things have changed, but God never changes, the Bible says that the heavens and earth will pass but his word will never pass and that means that the things God didn’t like back then he still doesn’t like today. So don’t let anyone tell you that now you can have sex before marriage or something like that just because everyone does it, because the Bible says that wide is the path to destruction and many walk through it. When you pray, ask God to guide you so that you always walk in his righteousness and so that he gives you strength so you don’t fall to sin, and don’t just say I am a Christian and never read your bible or end up not praying because being a follower of God means building a father and son-daughter relationship with him. Fast and pray and be his son not only in words but also in your actions. Today God has showed grace to you who might be depressed, empty, are being hated or hates, or maybe you don’t receive genuine love this is even for you who enjoys or is comfortable with your current life. Whoever you who is reading this is, know that God is calling you to give you a future and a hope in this life and in the eternal life. Trust him, because he loves you so much that is beyond understanding, and the time is short. After you finish reading this message you might die or Jesus might return, so be ready and follow him, for today he stretched his hand to you because he loves you and cares for you and he doesn’t want you to go to hell, so please go to him, it will be hard because living for God means denying yourself and the things that you might like, but it will be the best decision you will make in your entire existence and I promise you it will be worth more than any of the things that you don’t want to let go of. Make the right choice, because today God has stretched his hand to you who he loves so much that he even died for knowing all the bad things you have done. That is how much love he has and will always have for you. I don’t know you but you might be going through hard times, so keep these words in mind that God gives hope to the hopeless and he heals any wounds including the ones from the heart, and he can do the same for you regardless of anything. Thank you for reading, God bless you always❤️

[@OceanVanillaTea]

Thank you, I truly appreciate this comment. But I would rather be sad than be numb, I realized that after watching this video. I’ve felt numb all day, then the one time I felt sad the tears just wouldn’t come out. I think it was the anxiety of crying in class, then people thinking I’m an “attention seeker.” This video made me cry, and I was so happy when I did. If you, the reader, don’t understand, the point is that being sad isn’t always a bad thing.

[@Winniethepooh_Q]

I have been through depression and i derived great strength from tge saying, the magic you are looking for is in the work you are avoiding. Bring about small changes everyday and don't be too harsh on yourself.

[@Kyleigh_33]

This is how I feel. When it comes to talking to people that I’m not friends with it’s hard for me. I have a crush on this kid and everyone knows but I don’t have the feeling or will to talk to him cause of my depression and anxiety.

[@eclipwsue]

being the quiet kid and no one knows how I feel is just.

[@houstonjoker3836]

Talk to someone, last thing you want to do is lose your head in the middle of class. It’s happened to me before, most people especially bullies will not take it easy on you after the fact.

[@OceanVanillaTea]

Thank you. I’ve been wanting to cry all day, but I’ve been numb to sadness. Then I had an overwhelming sadness, but couldn’t cry. I never thought I’d ever feel the pleasure in crying until today…

[@RLWarrior]

It’s wonderful to be able to let it out! Sometimes I am lucky and I’ll hear a song or watch a movie or video and it hits me. I do my best to not get in the way and let the water works commence! It feels like I am out of the woods but surrounded by quick growing saplings. I gotta keep moving

[@OceanVanillaTea]

@@RLWarrior Yeah, I agree so much!!

[@beadingbelle3486]

It's horrible when the tears get stuck. But it's not good when i get told not to cry when i need to but can't let it out either. I learned that tears are healing - they are like medicine. The crying mechanism is nature's way of helping us release pent up negative emotions, as holding on to them & trying to keep a lid on them can be very damaging to our mental health. I grew up in a violent & dysfunctional household where i experienced trauma, & i was very bullied at school almost all of my schooling life. I never knew what i was walking into at the stsrt of the day or what i'd be walking into when i got home either but was never allowed to show any feelings - no outlet for my emotions - so i ended up with depression which wasn't helped when i married out of one dysfunctional family & unwittingly into another. Sometimes a song, movie or even a smell can trigger a ptsd flashback but tears always help.

[@RLWarrior]

@@beadingbelle3486 I was raised in a similar circumstance. My mother left my father after he attempted to kill me. She remarried to a police officer and marine corp Vietnam veteran. He loved me but I learned that you do not look weak in any circumstance. Hard to do when your an undiagnosed autist with adhd. I have memories of my beloved grandma slapping my t-Rex 🦖 hands but it looked gay. I grew up on one of the poorest reservations in the country. After the release of Boyz in tha hood. Everyone became gangsta. I’ve been shot at and brutally beaten many times. I have a traumatic brain injury also ehlers danlos syndrome and am currently at the average life expectancy. Crying and my dog saved my life! Making KZbin videos is helping shed whatever feelings or programs that make me feel like I am not enough. Thank you for hearing me out and getting part of my story. You are enough and if someone makes you feel bad about crying send them to me.

[@OceanVanillaTea]

@ Very true. I’m so sorry you have and are going through that! I honestly hope, with all my heart, that your life can be better. You deserve a better life. No one should have to go through that. Honestly, I was just going through a bit too much at once at the time I wrote that. I’m so sorry I can’t do anything to help you, as an internet individual. I really wish I could do anything, everything I could to help. I hope, really hope, your life gets better

[@chelyalynniyah1997]

WOW!!! This is exactly how I feel. I have never heard it described like that. Thank you for the explanation.

[@danielreyes7198]

Best description.

[@thomashoward6357]

What stoping to act? Its Laziness.

[@shreyeah]

And the most accurate one

[@ideal5535]

For the person reading this message I hope you are doing good, I want to share this in a lot of comment sections so it can reach everyone possible including you so please read until the end: God loves you a lot and he wants you to be saved and happy, nothing in this world like money, fun or popularity can fill the emptiness in your heart, only his son Jesus who died for you can fill you who might not nothing know about him. He knows you more than yourself. You who turned your back to him, he is still waiting for you with his arms open to receive you again. You who fought against him and have done things that are unforgivable in your eyes, he will always see you as his son and he already paid the price for all your sins. Even if the world doesn’t forgive you, all that you need is God and everything will be alright, so trust God and no one else. Repent from your sins and never go back to them, and the most important thing is that you accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and savior with your voice and your heart, when you do all these things, pray to God and read the Bible(Christian Bible not a Catholic since the Catholic one might’ve changed the word of God to something that it is not God’s word but men’s, so read a christian Bible) so that you get to know God. Follow it’s word completely, because some people might say that the times and things have changed, but God never changes, the Bible says that the heavens and earth will pass but his word will never pass and that means that the things God didn’t like back then he still doesn’t like today. So don’t let anyone tell you that now you can have sex before marriage or something like that just because everyone does it, because the Bible says that wide is the path to destruction and many walk through it. When you pray, ask God to guide you so that you always walk in his righteousness and so that he gives you strength so you don’t fall to sin, and don’t just say I am a Christian and never read your bible or end up not praying because being a follower of God means building a father and son-daughter relationship with him. Fast and pray and be his son not only in words but also in your actions. Today God has showed grace to you who might be depressed, empty, are being hated or hates, or maybe you don’t receive genuine love this is even for you who enjoys or is comfortable with your current life. Whoever you who is reading this is, know that God is calling you to give you a future and a hope in this life and in the eternal life. Trust him, because he loves you so much that is beyond understanding, and the time is short. After you finish reading this message you might die or Jesus might return, so be ready and follow him, for today he stretched his hand to you because he loves you and cares for you and he doesn’t want you to go to hell, so please go to him, it will be hard because living for God means denying yourself and the things that you might like, but it will be the best decision you will make in your entire existence and I promise you it will be worth more than any of the things that you don’t want to let go of. Make the right choice, because today God has stretched his hand to you who he loves so much that he even died for knowing all the bad things you have done. That is how much love he has and will always have for you. I don’t know you but you might be going through hard times, so keep these words in mind that God gives hope to the hopeless and he heals any wounds including the ones from the heart, and he can do the same for you regardless of anything. Thank you for reading, God bless you always❤️

[@Jesus_For_President]

@@thomashoward6357Bro has NOT gone through depression

[@Mm-wf7gw]

@@thomashoward6357 it's the drugs!!!!!!!!

[@ForgettwbleJJ]

oml you can feel the sick depressed feeling in your stomach and it makes you want to yell at everyone you come across and cry. it comes in waves so when people randomly get mad at you, sometimes they can’t really control that

[@xryslieex4856]

I've genuinely felt sick after experiencing hatred several times this week, is that a sign?

[@ilayberman325]

I think so​@@xryslieex4856

[@NourLoussaif]

It is just wanting to be understood by a single human being, it's just wanting to sit by oneself and fighting the inner war . It is just wanting to take a rest then restart differently..

[@katrinat.3032]

I have a friend with major depression. I’m always trying to understand. This video helped me understand a little bit.

[@melissareynolds56]

This describes what I'm going through right now, and it just got me overnight. I was free for 5 years from depression and here we are again😢

[@Shelby-hq1gq]

I have never heard something describe me this well in my whole life. I relate to every single thing in this video its kinda scary lol (i have depression and anxiety)

[@phillyjawn2679]

Me too. I thought I was dying..the pains in my stomach everything this man said describes me.

[@shreyeah]

I know, it felt like he described my entire existence

[@astridblakeemmett4869]

This is the best way to describe it in my opinion

[@hallatipa4233]

This is exactly how I would describe my depression.

[@miaparkarrr]

i relate alto to”it’s wanting friends but hate socializing”

[@darkreaper9205]

I have both depression & anxiety, thats 1 of the best ways to describe it

[@Righteous_14]

Alhamdulillah for spreading awareness about mental health issues

[@laramauss1968]

wow, so true, the paradox in it! I would like to have many friends, used to have them, but now I can’t and don’t want to keep up with people.

[@Floppy-fi7vg]

i used to be a straight A student, now i’m not because i want so badly to do good but i sit and stare at nothing for hours and do my work in a rush, i’m so done

[@FijiksPat]

Dude that's what I am like. I feel like a total failure but I still don't do anything about it. I feel anxious and on the edge all the time and just want to rot on my bed.

[@P3ngu1nAdd1ct]

You can't tell if someone's depressed unless they show it. One thing to keep in mind is that at school or hanging out with friends always talk about something you both like talking about. You never know what situation they're going through❤

[@nasirulawal4262]

This is relatable, it kinda feels like i am thoughts are sabotaging me. Feeling multiple things and not still feeling at all.

[@TheRetroReboot]

I have depression and all my parents say is I'm too young to be depressed, I dont know what to do

[@aislyn_9536]

Same here..

[@elloppl]

no one is too young for depression, its not something that we can control

[@elloppl]

@@aislyn_9536 .

[@elloppl]

@@aislyn_9536 👆

[@Story_player]

My advice to you, is seek Christian counseling ❤ God bless you

[@lorenzosabatino7007]

love you, you deecribed it very well, depression is a mess

[@Tilly-kk2yn]

that is the most relatable thing i have every head, expains my thoughts everyday

[@prismatic1239]

This is basically the last step in my anxiety recovery. I’ve pretty much overcome every other type of anxiety except this one, I’m scared that I may have depression or may come to that point even though everything in life is okay.

[@zenitsu_4686]

Full words: Everybody who's ever gone through depression would tell u that it's not just something in ur mind but rather it's something in ur body as much as it's ur stomach, having anxiety and depression is like being scared and tired at the same time, it's the feeling of failure but no urge to be productive, it's wanting friends but hate socializing, it's wanting to be alone but not wanting to be lonely, it's feeling everything everything at once then feeling paralyzing numb, this is a picture of what anxiety and depression at times feels like, and what I'm learning more and more in life is it's that fear that causes anxiety, is that I have to stop listening to myself and start talking to myself

[@chelseamae3012]

This shouldn't be as relatable as it is. 'It's feeling everything at once, and feeling paralysing numb' 'It's the fear of failure, but no urge to be productive' I feel like these things are my day to day, and sometimes that breaks me

[@paulmkz]

Having depression isnt wanting friends or wanting to fall in love but not having that want manifest in your mind to where you have thoughts and emotions that connect you to the present moment when your around people. Its basically losing the ability to keep a steady thought stream of being in the moment and thinking positively 99% of the time. Depression, anxiety, and ocd are like having to constantly fight having your thoughts and feelings be sucked into a black hole of nothingness or negativity

[@goofygoober6213]

Hey there, I just want to say I’m sorry you’re going through this right now. I’m here to support you friend. You are not alone. I encourage you to seek the help you need because you’re worth so much. Reach out if you’d like my friend. Don’t give up. May God bless you and know that He is there for you :) God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. ‭‭Psalms‬ ‭46‬:‭1‬ ‭ For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. ‭‭John‬ ‭3‬:‭16‬ ‭

[@reesej7279]

This was so accurate and how I feel on a daily basis.

[@newtoniantime8804]

12 years in, scared and tired are gone. Can relate to the other stuff. Pointless, numb, hopeless, unfair reality, outside the stupid system, awake, informed and "waiting on death with a smile" sums things up 😊

[@mendyyang9463]

Wanting to be alone but not lonely … Wanting friends but hard to socialize I felt that

[@flipphone4755]

It’s that prayer before bed to not wake up, and the heartbreak when you do wake in the morning.

[@theresalives]

Oh yeah. It’s wanting to get out of bed and be a person, but when you stand up, you feel faint & exhausted. Wanting to eat, feeling hungry, but even the thought of food makes you feel sick. Stomach always hurts.

[@Footba11774]

I recently missed like two weeks of school and all of a sudden the next day when school starts I feel pain in my stomach and feel like vomiting bc I was scared of all the work and my grades and I keep worrying also only got like 2 hours of sleep and the next day I went to school and I had no appetite. For those of you who feel similar things take a break take a walk go outside and feel the fresh air. I’m still feeling anxiety and depression but I feel a lot better now that I am on a schedule like more sleep and catching up with work so it just takes time.

[@john-o2e6h]

When you think its gone and it comes back so quickly. Its so hard to take this again and again 😢

[@Antizoophile-r9l]

I had depression it SUCKS all my energy was gone I cried a lot it’s bad remember depression hurts

[@saltstation01]

This is the best description possible

[@WiZWaZo]

I’ve been going through it for depression and there’s many reasons why not to end your life the number one reason is that no matter if you are unlucky we are all lucky even if your like me never winning anything and being a disappointment and knowing it but think about it your one in a septillion there’s nobody like you and then you have to realize what are the odds of you being born so go live life cause you can only live it once.

[@Tessa-May]

Yes I relate to this so much

[@MisterEdude]

I have depression and before it got pretty bad my friend asked me "why have i never seen you cry" The reason this puts me to tears a few months later is that crying isnt because you are weak. Its because youve been strong for too long. If i was to jump, i would try to remember that.

[@jinadozuki1999]

Yeah... I know from experience, exactly what he explained, im going through.. and it's miserable..

[@Anaya-p2k4s]

Guys just a reminder.. think about feeling so much pressure to fix your life but not have the energy to. It sucks so if someone is going through it please help them out or just make him feel comfortable I know I could’ve used it!

[@abe3ha]

the part that’s worse for me is you tell them how you feel then they make it about themselves and all of their stories

[@Koii_ugu]

This is very relatable, but makes no sense at the same time

[@TheyLuvvMariii]

I felt like this is me right now.. and it hurts because I'm stuck in my head and its my senior year and I'm falling behind.. and I'm just disappointing everyone because i just can't bring myself to do my work or just try to succeed in life when i feel like life hates me and i can't move on.. no matter how hard i try 😔💔

[@triggeredandhappy4380]

Literally me now…. Tired, overthinking, can’t sleep, not eaten all day, aching.

[@harithabeykoon4137]

Im suffering. I do not know where I am going. God help me.

[@Eliza-sw5kj]

Why doesn't anyone talk about nutritional deficiencies relating to depression. I wasn't aware of how chronic stress depletes the system of important nutrients, and how those deficiencies had a huge impact on my thoughts and feelings, and how my addiction to sugar only made everything much worse. I came across someone who came up with a supplemental protocol that was tough to follow yet I did that for over a year while taking classes geared towards bpd (borderline personality disorder) yet actually would be so helpful for everyone because it teaches you about emotions and how to manage them in healthy and effective ways. This was life changing. It's not a complete formula, as I in time realized the importance of recognizing how childhood trauma impacts adulthood and how working through that is the next step in the process... by taking much better care of the body, and being aware of what influences hormones to work towards balancing them naturally, the mind has space to work out problems without feeling overwhelmed.

[@HINOK8]

Yes.. there are so much conflict and contradictions in the mind of a depressed person...

[@Clevelandsteamer324]

It’s called cognitive dissonance

[@HINOK8]

@@Clevelandsteamer324 what cause cognitive dissonance?

[@vivekt.2038]

Experiencing failure is the only way to achieve Success with a learning and a growth mindset.

[@JoshJennings-w5k]

Yes. Excruciatingly correct.

[@natachamusser]

Feeling understood helps me feel better. Thank you.

[@Love-Runs-Blind]

Exactly same situation………. It’s like having everything but still having nothing. There are many reasons and root causes which we normally avoid to find but more we question ourselves it will be easier for us to get to some of the root causes.Its really painful condition and one who have been going through this shit for years knows that just being alive can be the toughest thing to do at times

[@TheChaptersofOurLives]

Oh my gosh yes 🔥which makes me feel like I’m going insane or I don’t know what I want 😢

[@PatchMadeArt]

yeah I can’t bring myself to work towards my dreams but at the same time I am mad at myself i’m not getting anywhere in life

[@ThePeoplesReflections]

Wishing everyone a blessed and positive start to their weekend And always sending my sincerest love and positive vibes ❤️

[@alessandrofaidiga6249]

As depressed from a long time… I can actually confirm.

[@xryslieex4856]

I....I think I have depression. I've looked up the symptoms, I match most of them. And not all depression is the same. I just recently have felt like I can't do anything right and I cry at night asking myself why can't I be normal? I really used to think it'd be impossible for me..

[@TREBLEBOOSTER65]

How do I even work anymore when I can barely move... seriously, I want answers. I have so many good ideas for business/odd jobs but I can't act on them. How does one get over that without energy?

[@fdsffgd7114]

To me this sound more like being down of still this being on the path towards depression. At least for me my depression feels way worse than described here. If I ain't numb on bad days I can feel it in my whole body. Every muscles feel sluggish and needs to be forced to move. On these bad days it is like you need to push your body even to do something like getting a drink. I don't want friends, I feel like I want to be lonely too. Knowing you are never going to get a relationship because how can someone love me if I can't love myself. And now even feeling a huge hate for the outside world and wishing I could just lock the doors and never going outside. It feels like life has no use. Not knowing what I want in life and I am even in a position where I coul get help if I would know what I want. Feeling like you are in a dark room and every step you take you will be in a worse position. So many negative thoughts and even hoping the reaper would come claim your souls so it will end. And on a good day it can feel so strange that you even miss the bad day. Like I had new medication and it lighten my head a little. The dark thoughts were still there but like the the influence was less on my body and mind. But (un)fortunately is lasted an hour and I welcomed back the for me normal bad feelings. But also had the new doubts about what if it did last longer. This is depression. At least this is it for me.

[@pillow1557]

If no one loves you God does

[@fdsffgd7114]

@pillow1557 Thank you for the reaction. Yet I don't think I believe in God. For me there are inconsistencies and unfairness in the Bible (and other thoughts) which make me doubt it. Sometimes I wish I could get strenght from it but logic thoughts and doubts are stronger.

[@pillow1557]

@fdsffgd7114 Np Try to read about islam and make sure to learn it from scholars and most importantly there's a video named(How bible lead me to islam) and always remember you will see some ignorance and haters towards islam that will make islam look so bad and disgusting,Make sure to avoid them and I recommend you to read Quran in English translation but not really since the English got some mistakes I found it in Quran because Arabic is hard but Allah is helping me I will never force you to become a muslim nor force you to search about it but I'm just recommending it for you so it might change your life inshallah,There are also Ex Muslims which complain about the islam but most of them never really tried to understand that one thing that made them leave islam or they are just lying,For me there was like 2 or 3 Verses of Quran that I couldn't understand but I never gave up and kept searching it until I understood it and that's because Arabic is a complex language for non Arabs,And btw we also believe in Jesus which is known as a (Isa) peace be upon him but the difference is we do not worship him nor we believe that he is a son of God and we shall never associate anyone with Allah because hes Alone and was never born nor created I'm still learning about islam,If you have any questions about islam ask me anytime you want and i will try my best to answer you,And last thing I don't really recommend you to learn about islam in Qoura that website on Google and yes it does have some good muslims with trustful explanations but I've seen others acting as a muslim and trying make islam a hateful religion

[@Templar238]

That's scarily exactly what I'm going through

[@SophiaAbadi-e3j]

I can’t stop crying over this….

[@f50koenigg]

It is very hard, this really hits it.

[@Siwwy_little_dino_X3]

Sometimes it’s like you are a wet sponge. Just like all wet sponges, you’re heavier than if you were a dry sponge. Every day that you don’t try to get to the place where you can drain yourself out, you actually drift further away from the draining place. When you try to slowly drain your water, it all comes out so you’re forced to soak it up again. Your water goes deeper than most people’s water, because you have more.

[@CATZ-b6l]

I have felt "hollow" before it's just like when you stop feeling or commenting about things or thinking after I had that and got every feeling back I curled on my bed and sat there scared. It's a nasty thing having anxiety and depression.....

[@ameliacovington6900]

I have panic attacks and feel depression at random moments whenever I think about going to see my friend I become afraid I don't want to do this anymore

[@LesleyHuibers]

I already have depression and today someone called me ugly and I just started crying 😢

[@chelseaseear2831]

My goodness how true this is…

[@A_random_guy_on_the_internet]

I am nervous for my future because I am starting to feel numb when it comes to death and loss of a loved one when I used to cry thinking about losing a parent or sister

[@GamergirlParty]

That's why I can here for the past 3 years I wanted friends always when I find one they just abandoning me my grades has been falling because of that

[@vickyg.9778]

I go through that everyday.

[@5NiGhTSwIThJAMES]

Depression makes you think you can't breathe and eat when you can, and it's an illness that doesn't exist. You feel it but it doesn't do anything to you

[@mariareginarosaria8927]

This is a great description

[@an-gj3vi]

I just feel like I need a hug right now, I’m really feeling awful

[@tyracalloway8993]

That’s way affordable healthcare that covers mental illness is so important but this world system don’t seem to recognize the damage it causes…,,

[@LisaS1]

Yeah, today I'm so depressed I'm paralyzed to go out and do something. I just feel like doing nothing.

[@Krisk87]

Im 36 now, been depressed since i was about 12. I went to a psychiatrist then i went on to take several differnt meds. Through out my life. Im still on them and every word of this is still what i feel. Idk how to get out of this darkness

[@pedromarques6365]

Hit the nail on the head!

[@Freespout_Official]

You're saying about me because I'm always silenced and I don't eat...

[@LaramarieRabano]

It's so true i can feel all of that 😢

[@Lindsey-fz3gj]

This 29 second vid describes me and my life

[@BrentwoodModelsandAssociates]

My emotions run on a high voltage battery that can burn for hours when directed at the person that caused my pain to begin with. The pills take the edge off. Distance from the ex is good. Im not like this with all my exes...just him. I hate when people waste my time. He wasted 6 years of my life and I allowed it. Being single is a sensation of freedom that I know I deserve and miss.Rebuilding my life this time I SHALL BUILD STRONGER EMOTIONAL/ Mental BARRIERS. Focus on continuing to operate and build my business.

[@oshinthounaojam7386]

Yes it's rather something we feel in our body. Aches and nausea and vomiting , dizziness

[@ericsmith6677]

was aways happy and extroverted then sometime in my mid 20s it was like you flipped a switch i became very isolated, felt lonely even when friends were aorund and felt exactly like his desription. its like a void that cant be filled. you feel physically sick and ll you want to do is sleep you hate being around people and simple things feel like climbing a mountain. its fuck*ng sucks

[@Once-in-a-bluemoon-7]

I had an year to prepare for a college entrance exam. But cause of my messed up clouded mind I have wasted 7 months Now only 5 months are left I don't know what am I going to do I don't wanna live like this anymore

[@thatismeyay]

I wanna success but I'm afraid of failure and find myself spending hours on only one page because of anxiety

[@farsideman7]

The what is in the stomach feeling is cortisol - and when it’s there for no reason it is a problem

[@coreyharding1959]

Great definition!

[@MackT13]

I try to prevent all those depressing things from happening to my wife. Somehow, she makes me feel all these things you just said, and no one knows

[@newtoniantime8804]

Go talk to a professional, its far from a special situation. I bet they have heard this kind of problem some hundreds of times before. I bet they can help you feel less shitty and give you tools to reach a better place in life. Its good to talk to someone, its hard to be open about things one consider 'private problems', but do not fear talking about such things to professionals that work with this kind of heavy stuff.

[@MackT13]

@@newtoniantime8804 man, I'm listening. And I'm listening to my wife. Menopause is something I'm not used to. I appreciate your help.

[@TOXICR4AIN]

As a person that's still has depression I can relate

[@Turro101]

As a person that has this its very true and im still in school

[@ThatDudeAzure]

i feel like people i know dont know the pain im going through