what it's like having OCD

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On a Bus - Baseball Gregg
Lovers Rock - TV Girl
dan universe - off the wall
Buttercup - Jack Stauber
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[@mothluvsu]

me telling my therapist why my intrusive thoughts are actually just who i am and im a monster

[@milk_head9897]

It really be like this 😔🤙

[@sillycatsayshi]

i call it overload cuteness disorder so i can cope 😽

[@lenablanc7162]

For me it's more like. "Let me destroy and control your entire life. So you can't work and barely function. Oh and don't ever think about having a relationship". I hate it with all I am. 😔

[@donjab218]

I just really feel like i have to pick my skin for like 3 hours until it's red and swollen, because, you know, I have to

[@zuzannakielar]

That's soo true

[@karlyl7616]

Painfully accurate 🙃

[@tbhidk420]

Me getting back in my car, going all the way home from work cause I'm 100% sure I accidentally left my dog on the porch even tho I 100% made sure she was inside the previous 3 times I went back home to check

[@MarinehAmN]

REAL. Also, gotta say, thanks for just being here and creating content!!! Not only do i love and enjoy ur vids, but also, you are one of the only youtubers that i've come across that are open about their experiences with OCD, and as someone who has it, you have made me feel less alone and isolated. Thank you and love you!!!

[@ZachryMedearis]

I instantly recognized Olivia’s voice

[@Lucifersfursona]

It’s a gut feeling screaming that you are the nexus for ALL negative butterfly effects so you better watch yourself

[@ems-got-legs]

nicole is so gorgeous here

[@lukem5798]

H3 podcast queen ❤

[@Kirsten4260]

I’m sorry I know this is serious I just need to point out nicole honey you’re literally glowing in this video 😭

[@theoxisfree]

Nicole u look sooooo pretty here!!!

[@DoeITW]

I got so delusional during my most recent breakdown that no one should reach me logically until my new med finally started working. I was resisting help at every turn

[@death88.]

false memory ocd and morality ocd it's just horrible

[@beckymcdonald9529]

This is my first time watching and I'm hooked. I can't believe i didnt know hila's brother is the father of the reincarnated British monarch! Ive been a fan of ethan and hila for years. i am chronically online so i know some trisha lore but i have never seen an episode of frenemies. I aspire to watch them all ASAP. Mike's mic vibes on point. He has also enamored me into watching long vids on topics i had no previous interest in. Keep doing the lord's work, bitch (super endearingly, obvs). subbed, notified and delighted by you!

[@MH107-]

Omg this is so real

[@ihatemickiegee]

this audio is amazing