Very helpful! I too went through a lot of what you did plus some and can relate on many levels! I look forward to your series! I am still in a self healing process and just last year got to confront my biggest fear of confronting my sexual assaulter and I told them I forgive you but I will never ever forget what you did to me. It helped me heal in a way I could finally forgive myself because for so long I felt like it was my fault, like I was the problem but on looking back I realized they had issues not me. I was also raped at a young age and I still have yet to confront him because I don't know where he ended up or how to get in touch with him. I may never but if not I now know I did nothing wrong and it wasn't me who had the issues he did. As far as being bullied over my weight I suffered that in 5th and 6th grade which drove me to lose weight before entering Jr high and I did then changed from being too big and over eating to barely eating and exercising excessively until I became under weight which then brought on anorexia. Which made things that much more worse. Thank you for sharing your experiences your so amazing and brave! Xoxo! 🙏💜